Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting? Who should I do therapy with? Can I trust my entire life's story with anyone who's not on this site?
Maybe if I tell you my life's story, you can give me life advice.
I was raised by abusive lefty parents who hated their smart white son and often tried to push me towards trannyism. Never fell for it.
First I was sent to a shit primary school. A few kids bullied me there and teachers punished me whenever I fought back. I was a fat angry kid who could punch hard when pushed, and they liked attacking me and then running away. But when we fought properly I'd kick their asses. One time I kicked their asses hard enough to make them stop bothering me.
When I graduated from this school I was sent to the special school of a catholic school, and made the personal property of one old bitch there who hated autistic kids. Around that era I got interested in Game Maker and pokemon romhacking but that interest never amounted to anything, though I did have a USB full of GBA roms and romhacking tools and the fact that I was able to code at such a young age when not all kids were learning that should have shown somebody that I had more to offer the world than shitty schools thought I should.
Thanks to that school, my schedule looked like this: Enter a side building, wait for the day to end, sometimes get insulted by the teachers if they felt like abusing me, usually get to eat lunch at lunchtime but sometimes they wouldn't let me (and it didn't matter whether I brought a packed lunch to school or brought money for the school cafeteria) and eventually go home to a house with parents that, when told the right words by my boomer bullies, would freak out and abuse me at home too. Rarely I'd get to join in a classroom... but class clowns would act up until I'd get blamed for it and sent out.
If I had a tape recorder or decent phone, I could have gathered evidence of the shit said/done to me (audio files of verbal abuse, pics of bruises, etc) and posted it online. But I was never allowed anything like that, because my parents feared I might use it on them. One day at school the art teacher bumped me with her car while backing up into a crowd of kids, I was fine but pissed off and the art teacher shrieked and blame-slinged feministically at me until I lost my patience and started barking back, then she put me in front of the headmaster and I told him about the abusive staff members and called him terrible at his job, so he kicked me out.
Then I was sent to a worthless "speshul" school where a few teachers abused me and the students usually watched in confusion when they weren't joining in. Whenever I trusted an adult enough to tell him or her what happened at home, that adult decided to call child protective services, who sent the same fucking boomer woman over to warn my parents that I was talking about what went on at home again. I couldn't get away from my family until I became the problem of Adult Protective Services, where the slightly less retarded and lazy people go.
A woman my age at the autistics-only youth club I attended got mad at me over retarded internet roleplaying nonsense-drama that didn't even involve me, and she lied about me to the cops and accused me of abusing her, even went to some clinic to fake signs of a concussion she didn't have because she's a spoilt bitch who knows how to play her rich parents like fiddles, she was a low-functioning sociopath woman with histrionic personality disorder and every retarded boomer's sympathy. She lied and got away with it, because the cops weren't interested in this case after she cartoonishly fucked up and started gloating about physically assaulting me without realizing it hurt her case. But even though I said to the managers of the youth club and the friends I knew there "If what she said about me was true I'd be in jail so you know she's lying" they couldn't believe me because they were dumb. There was one weird creepy fucker I used to talk to online because his "woe is me, asian school life is sooo hard" shit kind of reminded me of me at the time, but he got severe TDS and stopped being a person once he stopped viewing me as a person so I'm glad I didn't tell him anything sensitive or identifiable that could fuck me over later in life.
Anyway when I went to college, I was lied to and exploited by the staff until I dropped out. They even tricked me into taking a worthless course that turned out to be the dump where they dump the autistic kids and give them a useless fake newspaper to write. I wish I dropped out sooner, trying to live on barely fucking anything is hard enough when your mom took govt money meant for you, but it's harder when you're forced to spend most of your cash on train rides between your college and shitty home every two weeks and all your cunt government can offer is a discount pass. Now that I'm living alone, I've got a free bus pass I can barely use. Government priorities, am I right?
I am an autistic man, I'm 24 years old, I'll be 25 next year, and I've spent so much of my life as property of someone else that I find it hard to notice when I'm hungry or tired and remember that I should eat or sleep without someone or a phone alarm telling me to. I shower every night before bed but sometimes I miss meals, it's what helped me go from obese fatty to only-slightly-overweight. I don't think I know what it feels like to be loved by someone else. Learning makes me happy and I love documentaries but when I tried an online free learning site it reminded me of school and I couldn't do it. Sometimes I talk to people and act charming like those "Charisma on command" youtube vids told me so they'll like me, but I've never given anyone my full backstory before. The only woman in my life I ever kissed was that bitch who falsely accused me and got away with it. I want to say I have no interest in modern women but I still feel the urge to wank to them. But I don't wank any more because of nofap.
/ub/ - Überhengst
Becoming better
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Is it possible to bruise your elbows by exercising too hard? I think I did that and can't extend my arms fully.
>>3307
>Is it possible to bruise your elbows by exercising too hard?
Yes, when you are training hard with heavy weights there can be a point where your body will require rest, if your arms are still hurting then you should just let them heal for a while.
>I think I did that and can't extend my arms fully.
There is a certain amount of strain for all bones and if you have been working hard on those joints then maybe you could have hurt them.
>Is it possible to bruise your elbows by exercising too hard?
Yes, when you are training hard with heavy weights there can be a point where your body will require rest, if your arms are still hurting then you should just let them heal for a while.
>I think I did that and can't extend my arms fully.
There is a certain amount of strain for all bones and if you have been working hard on those joints then maybe you could have hurt them.
Arms are recovering nicely.
About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel. Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling. Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs. Was stuck in bed for many days. I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain. Painkillers didn't take it all away. I thought I would never walk again. Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
But I got better. I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel. Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling. Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs. Was stuck in bed for many days. I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain. Painkillers didn't take it all away. I thought I would never walk again. Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
But I got better. I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
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>Arms are recovering nicely.
Alright then, hope you take it easy while you recover.
>About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
At least you didn't lose it or break it.
>Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel.
Bruises heal, eventually, it's the pain that you can't run away from.
>Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling.
At first when you get an injury it hurts like a bitch but over time it gets better.
>Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs.
Once you can do circles with your foot without it hurting then it will be fine but for the moment keep yourself out of danger while you let your wounds heal accordingly to your body's recovering rate, you will know when you are alright to start beginning new projects at the correct timing.
>Was stuck in bed for many days.
It gets boring sometimes when stuck in between 4 walls.
>I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain.
Distractions can help you forget about the pain but it's easier to just accept and work around it, don't let it bother you too much given it's only temporary.
>Painkillers didn't take it all away.
Strong pain reducing drugs can't get rid of the struggles you have to face later or in the moment, there are some things that cannot be avoided and you must look back on this experience while taking some form of wisdom away from it, the future promises to brighter if you can see the light at the end of road while ignoring the darkness surrounding you, you fucked your foot up and walked away from it with a mark to remind you of your errors.
>I thought I would never walk again.
You were overreacting a bit too much but your worries shall soon come to an end, you have endurance to withstand it for now and pain is a part of life as torture is temporary and all the 9 circles of hell you have to endure are there for you to be tested to your limits.
>Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
Well that must be your nerves or the other bones in the heel, the biology and anatomy of our bodies is weirdly complex.
>But I got better.
The rain will clear soon and sun will shine down on you, all you have to do is be patient.
>I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
This must be new to you to have to be bed bound in chains, it broke down your views and you must learn to get past this situation for yourself.
>Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
Yes, it will, ride the pain train till you can't no longer, withstand the storm over your head and you will see freedom some point soon, everyone is subject to some form of injury that slows them down until they get back to their feet, get back up from where you have fallen and face your fears with your head high till death do you part, stand up and be strong in the face of fate.
Alright then, hope you take it easy while you recover.
>About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
At least you didn't lose it or break it.
>Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel.
Bruises heal, eventually, it's the pain that you can't run away from.
>Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling.
At first when you get an injury it hurts like a bitch but over time it gets better.
>Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs.
Once you can do circles with your foot without it hurting then it will be fine but for the moment keep yourself out of danger while you let your wounds heal accordingly to your body's recovering rate, you will know when you are alright to start beginning new projects at the correct timing.
>Was stuck in bed for many days.
It gets boring sometimes when stuck in between 4 walls.
>I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain.
Distractions can help you forget about the pain but it's easier to just accept and work around it, don't let it bother you too much given it's only temporary.
>Painkillers didn't take it all away.
Strong pain reducing drugs can't get rid of the struggles you have to face later or in the moment, there are some things that cannot be avoided and you must look back on this experience while taking some form of wisdom away from it, the future promises to brighter if you can see the light at the end of road while ignoring the darkness surrounding you, you fucked your foot up and walked away from it with a mark to remind you of your errors.
>I thought I would never walk again.
You were overreacting a bit too much but your worries shall soon come to an end, you have endurance to withstand it for now and pain is a part of life as torture is temporary and all the 9 circles of hell you have to endure are there for you to be tested to your limits.
>Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
Well that must be your nerves or the other bones in the heel, the biology and anatomy of our bodies is weirdly complex.
>But I got better.
The rain will clear soon and sun will shine down on you, all you have to do is be patient.
>I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
This must be new to you to have to be bed bound in chains, it broke down your views and you must learn to get past this situation for yourself.
>Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
Yes, it will, ride the pain train till you can't no longer, withstand the storm over your head and you will see freedom some point soon, everyone is subject to some form of injury that slows them down until they get back to their feet, get back up from where you have fallen and face your fears with your head high till death do you part, stand up and be strong in the face of fate.
>>3310
Thank you.
A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Lol women.
I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it. I expected this completely. I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows. I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time. There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them. I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
Thank you.
A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Lol women.
I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it. I expected this completely. I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows. I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time. There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them. I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
>>3315
>A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Not that surprising, you present yourself as being knowledgeable of coding so obviously you are going to attract people trying to take advantage of you.
>Lol women.
Haha, yes, haha, ho ho, he he ha, he ha ho, very funny.
>I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
It's evident that she makes promises she can't keep, you gave her the chance to work together with you and she failed to go through with the plan, it's probable that she may be acting out of emotion towards you, rather than even attempting to do it she backs out when called to do work.
>And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
It is a half faced lie, she is prioritizing desires above teamwork and that will be her doom if she cannot learn to work around problems, she might specifically not want to be your partner also as a way of avoiding you, she has emotional fantasies of being an artist yet cannot gather the courage to do something beyond her capability.
>Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
It is a tendency of theirs to be opposed to success when faced with big scary decisions that surpass their expectations, modern women are little girls trapped in a mad world.
>I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it.
You have been let down for the millionth time by those you know you shouldn't trust, all your actions and behaviors were planned from the moment you met this woman, it was her actions that told you everything that needed knowing.
>I expected this completely.
Naturally, we both would have done the same.
>I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows.
Putting trust into someone (especially the opposite sex) is betting against the devil.
>I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time.
Your hopes of others exist within the walls of your imagination, hate to break it to you, but these wishes are wasted, the creations of the mind are nothing without actions to fulfill dreams.
>There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them.
That is agreeable.
>I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
Find out what fuels her fears, she shies and cowers from the tasks, burdens and expectations that she has been faced with in the past, she is afraid of losing so her preferred choice is to never to put herself in that situation where there is a daunt of disaster of being the loser, her habit is to run from danger rather than owing up to it, the threat of her social integrity is in danger when threatened by a challenge that scares her ability to feel good in ignorance of her skill.
>A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Not that surprising, you present yourself as being knowledgeable of coding so obviously you are going to attract people trying to take advantage of you.
>Lol women.
Haha, yes, haha, ho ho, he he ha, he ha ho, very funny.
>I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
It's evident that she makes promises she can't keep, you gave her the chance to work together with you and she failed to go through with the plan, it's probable that she may be acting out of emotion towards you, rather than even attempting to do it she backs out when called to do work.
>And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
It is a half faced lie, she is prioritizing desires above teamwork and that will be her doom if she cannot learn to work around problems, she might specifically not want to be your partner also as a way of avoiding you, she has emotional fantasies of being an artist yet cannot gather the courage to do something beyond her capability.
>Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
It is a tendency of theirs to be opposed to success when faced with big scary decisions that surpass their expectations, modern women are little girls trapped in a mad world.
>I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it.
You have been let down for the millionth time by those you know you shouldn't trust, all your actions and behaviors were planned from the moment you met this woman, it was her actions that told you everything that needed knowing.
>I expected this completely.
Naturally, we both would have done the same.
>I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows.
Putting trust into someone (especially the opposite sex) is betting against the devil.
>I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time.
Your hopes of others exist within the walls of your imagination, hate to break it to you, but these wishes are wasted, the creations of the mind are nothing without actions to fulfill dreams.
>There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them.
That is agreeable.
>I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
Find out what fuels her fears, she shies and cowers from the tasks, burdens and expectations that she has been faced with in the past, she is afraid of losing so her preferred choice is to never to put herself in that situation where there is a daunt of disaster of being the loser, her habit is to run from danger rather than owing up to it, the threat of her social integrity is in danger when threatened by a challenge that scares her ability to feel good in ignorance of her skill.
>>3317
You're unnervingly right about this woman.
She has no father figure and a petty overemotional boomer mother who is terrible at communicating and worse at treating others like people to talk to and reason with instead of whining at them about unrelated shit when dissatisfied with them and hoping they guess what's making her butthurt.
She was going to art college to learn animation but she failed a end of year test twice and had to redo the year twice in a row. but her mom somehow convinced her to take a year off from college and learning animation to spend doing housework and getting a job. This... this year. In this economy. In the middle of the World Government's Cockdown and World War Three against whites. She's white but ashamed to be white thanks to her stupid boomer mother and feminist brainwashers. Shitty boomers probably go to super hell when they die. Dante's Inferno left that circle out because it was too shocking for audiences at the time.
This girl draws like Steven Universe fucked Isabelle the dog and the baby has rounded rectangles disease. She says she's "studying cuteness like Sanrio" but if she isn't tracing the calarts toonboom style or FIM poners she can't draw. Or animate. Jesus what has this girl been doing for years at college besides whining to me via text about how she wishes she had a social life and a billion dicks in her ass. Is it weird to be glad that she's too scared to go to parties because it means there's no chance of bad shit happening there?
Anyway this lazy scared girl, let's call her Joan. She's being groomed by feminists metaphorically speaking, they are brainwashing her and every time I show her evidence that feminists are wrong or evil she clams up and stops thinking. Her mom is easily able to guilt her into doing whatever she wants but she feels no shame at anything unless an adult tells her to. Also she is terrified of upsetting the perpetually upset twitter tards and refuses to believe "you should not give a fuck about them" is good advice. They also influenced her art by making her afraid of big tiddy and drawing hot babes. If she has to draw boobs she makes them pointy and curved the wrong way.
She keeps trying to mentally regress into a toddler state 24/7 and as someone who is sexually into age play and hypnotism this disgusts me because she's doing it wrong. That was a joke, hypnotism is gay and age play disgusts me unless wanting to impregnate anime milfs counts. That's the only acceptable form of it. Anyway she's weird. but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right? Is that what girls like her are into? Would that help her? Is this something I can do over the phone?
If she was a character in a visual novel there would be a sidequest where you fix all her problems by telling her fucking obvious advice until she decides to listen to it. And maybe getting her away from her mom and into a healthier environment. My imaginary girlfriend thinks this woman is an idiot and time I spend talking to Joan instead of exercising or meditating or eating healthily or working is a waste of time. But I wish I knew how to talk Joan out of being like this and into being completely mentally healthy just like me. That is also a joke because I don't think I can call myself healthy yet. I am still recovering from a lifetime of bad influences and still trying to grow into a proper intelligent, wise, heroic man.
You're unnervingly right about this woman.
She has no father figure and a petty overemotional boomer mother who is terrible at communicating and worse at treating others like people to talk to and reason with instead of whining at them about unrelated shit when dissatisfied with them and hoping they guess what's making her butthurt.
She was going to art college to learn animation but she failed a end of year test twice and had to redo the year twice in a row. but her mom somehow convinced her to take a year off from college and learning animation to spend doing housework and getting a job. This... this year. In this economy. In the middle of the World Government's Cockdown and World War Three against whites. She's white but ashamed to be white thanks to her stupid boomer mother and feminist brainwashers. Shitty boomers probably go to super hell when they die. Dante's Inferno left that circle out because it was too shocking for audiences at the time.
This girl draws like Steven Universe fucked Isabelle the dog and the baby has rounded rectangles disease. She says she's "studying cuteness like Sanrio" but if she isn't tracing the calarts toonboom style or FIM poners she can't draw. Or animate. Jesus what has this girl been doing for years at college besides whining to me via text about how she wishes she had a social life and a billion dicks in her ass. Is it weird to be glad that she's too scared to go to parties because it means there's no chance of bad shit happening there?
Anyway this lazy scared girl, let's call her Joan. She's being groomed by feminists metaphorically speaking, they are brainwashing her and every time I show her evidence that feminists are wrong or evil she clams up and stops thinking. Her mom is easily able to guilt her into doing whatever she wants but she feels no shame at anything unless an adult tells her to. Also she is terrified of upsetting the perpetually upset twitter tards and refuses to believe "you should not give a fuck about them" is good advice. They also influenced her art by making her afraid of big tiddy and drawing hot babes. If she has to draw boobs she makes them pointy and curved the wrong way.
She keeps trying to mentally regress into a toddler state 24/7 and as someone who is sexually into age play and hypnotism this disgusts me because she's doing it wrong. That was a joke, hypnotism is gay and age play disgusts me unless wanting to impregnate anime milfs counts. That's the only acceptable form of it. Anyway she's weird. but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right? Is that what girls like her are into? Would that help her? Is this something I can do over the phone?
If she was a character in a visual novel there would be a sidequest where you fix all her problems by telling her fucking obvious advice until she decides to listen to it. And maybe getting her away from her mom and into a healthier environment. My imaginary girlfriend thinks this woman is an idiot and time I spend talking to Joan instead of exercising or meditating or eating healthily or working is a waste of time. But I wish I knew how to talk Joan out of being like this and into being completely mentally healthy just like me. That is also a joke because I don't think I can call myself healthy yet. I am still recovering from a lifetime of bad influences and still trying to grow into a proper intelligent, wise, heroic man.
It doesn't feel right for me to talk about someone behind their back like this. But if I want good advice that can help me solve this person's problems I need to be honest. I don't hate this person, I just can't think of anything positive to say about her even though I want to say nice things about her to balance things out.
Joan's mom is an annoying cunt but she doesn't seem evil like my mom was. My mom enjoyed hurting others. But this boomer tard just seems like she's used to having everything go her way without putting in much effort. She certainly never gave Joan life advice for better or worse.
Joan's mom is an annoying cunt but she doesn't seem evil like my mom was. My mom enjoyed hurting others. But this boomer tard just seems like she's used to having everything go her way without putting in much effort. She certainly never gave Joan life advice for better or worse.
I know that I don't need to solve this person's problems, and I shouldn't hurt myself trying since I don't owe her anything. But I still want to try and fix her.
>>3319
>>3320
>>3324
I'd say your first move should be to be ho est with yourself about why you give a damn. By all indications you seem to have all incentive to tell her to kick rocks. And yet you do not.
>But I still want to try and fix her
Why? Are you certified to administer as a counselor, therapist, or psychologist? Are things going so well for you - all your ducks in a row, all your goals and projects that warrant your actual diligence are complete or overwhelmingly completed - that you have an abundance of time to commit to this wamen?
Be honest. No rationalizations or excuses allowed. Your behavior toward this rapidly and increasingly worthless wamen is a symptom of something else. Put off facing it at your peril.
>>3320
>>3324
I'd say your first move should be to be ho est with yourself about why you give a damn. By all indications you seem to have all incentive to tell her to kick rocks. And yet you do not.
>But I still want to try and fix her
Why? Are you certified to administer as a counselor, therapist, or psychologist? Are things going so well for you - all your ducks in a row, all your goals and projects that warrant your actual diligence are complete or overwhelmingly completed - that you have an abundance of time to commit to this wamen?
Be honest. No rationalizations or excuses allowed. Your behavior toward this rapidly and increasingly worthless wamen is a symptom of something else. Put off facing it at your peril.
>>3325
I will be honest with you even if this sounds weird.
I like the idea of helping others. I think it would be nice for me if she got her shit together and became someone I can talk to intellectually without her retreating into her metaphorical pillow fort whenever things start scaring her. Some of my friends are getting their shit together because I inspired them and gave them entry-level redpills. It feels nice to talk to them about getting your shit together and how shit we used to be.
I know I shouldn't sacrifice my own wellbeing for hers so I won't. I am not a qualified quackdoctor paid to do that. If I try and fix her and she doesn't listen I won't beat myself up over it or hate her, I'll just stop trying to help her and stop feeling bad for her. I'll be able to tell myself I did the right thing even if it doesn't work out. I don't simp for her and I don't want sex with her. So I don't have some stupid fantasy where I solve all her problems and then get to bone her or marry her and have ten kids. She is unappealing. I can name three people I know IRL I'd rather be with. I'm not driven by lust or desperation. I'm driven by the thought that a good person should try to help others if he can do so without compromising his ability to help more people. If she can't be helped by me or anyone then that knowledge will give me closure. But right now I can't stop myself from thinking that maybe I could help her if I just knew what to say.
I will be honest with you even if this sounds weird.
I like the idea of helping others. I think it would be nice for me if she got her shit together and became someone I can talk to intellectually without her retreating into her metaphorical pillow fort whenever things start scaring her. Some of my friends are getting their shit together because I inspired them and gave them entry-level redpills. It feels nice to talk to them about getting your shit together and how shit we used to be.
I know I shouldn't sacrifice my own wellbeing for hers so I won't. I am not a qualified quackdoctor paid to do that. If I try and fix her and she doesn't listen I won't beat myself up over it or hate her, I'll just stop trying to help her and stop feeling bad for her. I'll be able to tell myself I did the right thing even if it doesn't work out. I don't simp for her and I don't want sex with her. So I don't have some stupid fantasy where I solve all her problems and then get to bone her or marry her and have ten kids. She is unappealing. I can name three people I know IRL I'd rather be with. I'm not driven by lust or desperation. I'm driven by the thought that a good person should try to help others if he can do so without compromising his ability to help more people. If she can't be helped by me or anyone then that knowledge will give me closure. But right now I can't stop myself from thinking that maybe I could help her if I just knew what to say.
>>3326
Did this sound too harsh/mean/weird?
Whenever I wrote down something that sounded nice like "I want to help her because I feel bad for her and think it would be nice to see her happy for once" I deleted it and replaced it with something that sounded less sappy.
Did this sound too harsh/mean/weird?
Whenever I wrote down something that sounded nice like "I want to help her because I feel bad for her and think it would be nice to see her happy for once" I deleted it and replaced it with something that sounded less sappy.
>>3319
>You're unnervingly right about this woman.
These types of women are predictable and they share cloned characteristics, they are programmed to think a certain way. Wouldn't it be funny if those were lucky guesses I made like some kind of magician?
>Backstory
She's a bad artist that has been lead down a red road by left-tits who are manipulating her, nothing eye catching.
>Anyway she's weird.
Sounds funny coming from you.
>but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right?
Genuinely try to give her ideas for drawing and help her draw while praising her work, even if it looks like a 5 year old drew it, keep advising her on paying closer detail to being slower with her lines and circles, if you try mentoring her art style too quickly or continuously criticizing her 'art' it may remind her of her father, just try being genuine and friendly while going with the flow of the moment, if she's alright with being close to you then making a move to persuading her actions will be easier, getting a lost woman to listen to your ideas might work but it has to be slowly as you will have to learn her and how to step carefully into her comfort zone, if you can give enough support she has potential to listen to what you have to tell her, if you can wedge your way into being that fallback pillow for her to come crying to, then you have a chance, when you have yourself the pillar that she holds onto then you will be able to do what you want, she is lacking in embracement by her father as he has never been there for her to coming crying to, be the giver of affection that soothes her sobbing then she will be utterly at your mercy, give her what she craves to her by simply being there for her to cry on or for her to open up to, either way she will eventually begin to see you as a role model while the intimacy deepens, keep this up while being her teddy bear to cry onto, she is mostly innocent in heart as her immature thoughts are that of a confused girl without any parental guidance, she is afraid of what she doesn't know and if you can explain to her in a comforting manner that you want to help her then she may accept your advances towards you being there to support her, these daddy deprived women are looking for a father figure who is there for them to listen to them talk when they are frightened with moral decisions, don't come on too strong and she will decide to choose you, when you are in the right circumstance and if you play your cards right.
>How do red pill feminist?
Sounds like a tough challenge, the spell is broken if you can get close enough to her that she'll trust you more than her twitter followers, good luck with that, if your primary goal is to 'help' make Joe Anne bend to your command then you need to make yourself a trustworthy friend or her boyfriend, she might trust you that bit better if there is a closer bond between you both, which means your influence over her thoughts will be stronger, she is likely to be a man hater and if so will be harder to get her to do what you want since she has told herself to not listen to advice from the opposite sex, get to be around her a bit more often to learn her patterns and behaviors, let's say you have known her for about a year or perhaps less, over time that trust will slowly build up until she is more accepting to your wants (assuming she doesn't try to get away from you) then she will begin to listen to you if you give her some affection rather than forcing yourself onto her, spend time with her and get to be her friend then maybe she will believe you are trying to help, situations will come together in a way where you are the one for her, don't push yourself too much in her face or she might get scared that you are a danger to her wellbeing and interests.
>>3320
>>3324
>>3326
>>3327
You are nervous about what she may think about your actions and thought process, this is in anticipation of the desired outcome and is fairly ordinary, you are lying to yourself if you claim to be completely uninterested in her, you wouldn't have brought this woman here if she wasn't on your mind, there is something about her that intrigues you, am I wrong to suggest that she reminds you of your own upbringing?
You are under the assumption that she can be dissuaded because she is sitting in a similar situation like you have previously been, look at what are her influences and deduct whether she is savable from them, remember that this is is a gradual process of learning how to befriend and comfort this woman so she falls into your arms without forcing it, you must be willing to be dedicated to her for you to have any impact on her thoughts or feelings, if you are in the back of her head then you are not going to be a grand subject of question to her, let alone be of any importance, don't worry too much and you will be fine with her.
>You're unnervingly right about this woman.
These types of women are predictable and they share cloned characteristics, they are programmed to think a certain way. Wouldn't it be funny if those were lucky guesses I made like some kind of magician?
>Backstory
She's a bad artist that has been lead down a red road by left-tits who are manipulating her, nothing eye catching.
>Anyway she's weird.
Sounds funny coming from you.
>but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right?
Genuinely try to give her ideas for drawing and help her draw while praising her work, even if it looks like a 5 year old drew it, keep advising her on paying closer detail to being slower with her lines and circles, if you try mentoring her art style too quickly or continuously criticizing her 'art' it may remind her of her father, just try being genuine and friendly while going with the flow of the moment, if she's alright with being close to you then making a move to persuading her actions will be easier, getting a lost woman to listen to your ideas might work but it has to be slowly as you will have to learn her and how to step carefully into her comfort zone, if you can give enough support she has potential to listen to what you have to tell her, if you can wedge your way into being that fallback pillow for her to come crying to, then you have a chance, when you have yourself the pillar that she holds onto then you will be able to do what you want, she is lacking in embracement by her father as he has never been there for her to coming crying to, be the giver of affection that soothes her sobbing then she will be utterly at your mercy, give her what she craves to her by simply being there for her to cry on or for her to open up to, either way she will eventually begin to see you as a role model while the intimacy deepens, keep this up while being her teddy bear to cry onto, she is mostly innocent in heart as her immature thoughts are that of a confused girl without any parental guidance, she is afraid of what she doesn't know and if you can explain to her in a comforting manner that you want to help her then she may accept your advances towards you being there to support her, these daddy deprived women are looking for a father figure who is there for them to listen to them talk when they are frightened with moral decisions, don't come on too strong and she will decide to choose you, when you are in the right circumstance and if you play your cards right.
>How do red pill feminist?
Sounds like a tough challenge, the spell is broken if you can get close enough to her that she'll trust you more than her twitter followers, good luck with that, if your primary goal is to 'help' make Joe Anne bend to your command then you need to make yourself a trustworthy friend or her boyfriend, she might trust you that bit better if there is a closer bond between you both, which means your influence over her thoughts will be stronger, she is likely to be a man hater and if so will be harder to get her to do what you want since she has told herself to not listen to advice from the opposite sex, get to be around her a bit more often to learn her patterns and behaviors, let's say you have known her for about a year or perhaps less, over time that trust will slowly build up until she is more accepting to your wants (assuming she doesn't try to get away from you) then she will begin to listen to you if you give her some affection rather than forcing yourself onto her, spend time with her and get to be her friend then maybe she will believe you are trying to help, situations will come together in a way where you are the one for her, don't push yourself too much in her face or she might get scared that you are a danger to her wellbeing and interests.
>>3320
>>3324
>>3326
>>3327
You are nervous about what she may think about your actions and thought process, this is in anticipation of the desired outcome and is fairly ordinary, you are lying to yourself if you claim to be completely uninterested in her, you wouldn't have brought this woman here if she wasn't on your mind, there is something about her that intrigues you, am I wrong to suggest that she reminds you of your own upbringing?
You are under the assumption that she can be dissuaded because she is sitting in a similar situation like you have previously been, look at what are her influences and deduct whether she is savable from them, remember that this is is a gradual process of learning how to befriend and comfort this woman so she falls into your arms without forcing it, you must be willing to be dedicated to her for you to have any impact on her thoughts or feelings, if you are in the back of her head then you are not going to be a grand subject of question to her, let alone be of any importance, don't worry too much and you will be fine with her.
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>>3328
This sounds like good advice, but up until now I was always told men who try to become the "shoulder women cry on" just end up stuck in that role forever as "beta male cuck orbiters" who get "friendzoned". Supposedly she sees you as the boring safe backup option while she runs around trying all the dangerous criminal crackhead/buff chad dick expecting sex with her to turn them into her ideal husbands. Also supposedly she starts seeing you as an object who'll always be there no matter how she treats you, because she assumes you enjoy her interactions as much as she does and you enjoy wiping her tears as much as she enjoys having them wiped away.
Are you sure I won't end up like that? I'm open to the idea that I was lied to about women because this technique's actually super effective. But so many losers get cucked by being too nice and supportive and unconditionally loving towards women that view dedicated and loving men as a boring safe option to settle for after turning fourty if he hasn't found a better option. How do i avoid that fate?
Joan already comes to me when she needs a shoulder to cry on or some advice. Is this good?
When it comes to our backgrounds, she was neglected by a lazy whore mother who didn't care how her habits and behaviours affected her daughter, but I was actively abused by two lying narcissistic parents who enjoyed hurting me and tormenting me and spreading lies about me. Child protective services aided and abetting them, this obese whore showed up to my parents house whenever kid-me trusted someone enough to talk to them about my home life and answer questions like "Why do your eyes look so tired?" and "Where did those bruises come from?" honestly. And because I'm disabled I wasn't allowed to move out on my own, and my parents stole my money so I couldn't just sneak out one night with a pocket full of cash and a dream. I couldn't get away until I became the problem of adult protective services, who finally helped me get away from my parents.
Joan doesn't take important things seriously or put effort into achieving any goals she sets for herself or has set for her. And she wastes too much time worrying about nonsensical bullshit like "I'm worried the 10ish year age gap between the gay simpsons characters I'm writing fanfiction lemons about is too big! And I'm worried there are toxic power dynamics going on!". Both are adults, who gives a fuck? It's gay bullshit about the fucking simpsons, who gives a fuck?! If you write faggots as abusive cunts, women get off on it even more! Probably. Women loved Fifty Shades of Grey for being degenerate bullshit just like gayness. So if you combined gay with fifty sharts of gay you'd get the secret to the money of dumb women everywhere.
Also it annoys me that she blindly listens to her whiny mom, who just says random bullshit whenever she's upset even if it makes Joan cry for hours. She wastes hours every day watching trashy normie tv shows that don't help her art or relate to art, such as The Jeremy Kyle Show. When she's not watching shit like that she's watching the same 3 Cartoon Network cartoons from her childhood over and over. It's very rare that she makes art, and I don't know when she practices art or if she ever does. She did go through a "I want to bone Jack Skellington and Sans Undertale" phase but that ended and now she's in a "I fetishize gay men and want to see them fuck and I love how much easy positive feedback I get for posting this on twitter" phase.
How can I introduce her to new things? I have a lot of animes I want to show her but she's been brainwashed into thinking all anime is pedo shit that's morally wrong for having big tiddies and fanservice.
This ignorant slut couldn't sit through episode one of cowboy bebop. She said Tea Gardener from Yugioh dresses like a slut when I showed her yugioh! Pic related, it's Tea from Yugioh.
Joan also said she hated books when I tried introducing her to some good ones. At least she never read Harry Potter, right?
If she's going to write stories that are actually good for once she needs a wider "Pallete" of ideas in her head to draw from when designing original stories/animations/characters/cartoon ideas that are actually original. Everything she writes still feels like a fanfic for something else with most of the names changed because she still hasn't figured out how to put original spins on ideas she's seen before.
There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
Also she's stuck in the "Feel depressed and empty, try to fill the void with distractions, fail, repeat" cycle. How do I get her out of that?
This sounds like good advice, but up until now I was always told men who try to become the "shoulder women cry on" just end up stuck in that role forever as "beta male cuck orbiters" who get "friendzoned". Supposedly she sees you as the boring safe backup option while she runs around trying all the dangerous criminal crackhead/buff chad dick expecting sex with her to turn them into her ideal husbands. Also supposedly she starts seeing you as an object who'll always be there no matter how she treats you, because she assumes you enjoy her interactions as much as she does and you enjoy wiping her tears as much as she enjoys having them wiped away.
Are you sure I won't end up like that? I'm open to the idea that I was lied to about women because this technique's actually super effective. But so many losers get cucked by being too nice and supportive and unconditionally loving towards women that view dedicated and loving men as a boring safe option to settle for after turning fourty if he hasn't found a better option. How do i avoid that fate?
Joan already comes to me when she needs a shoulder to cry on or some advice. Is this good?
When it comes to our backgrounds, she was neglected by a lazy whore mother who didn't care how her habits and behaviours affected her daughter, but I was actively abused by two lying narcissistic parents who enjoyed hurting me and tormenting me and spreading lies about me. Child protective services aided and abetting them, this obese whore showed up to my parents house whenever kid-me trusted someone enough to talk to them about my home life and answer questions like "Why do your eyes look so tired?" and "Where did those bruises come from?" honestly. And because I'm disabled I wasn't allowed to move out on my own, and my parents stole my money so I couldn't just sneak out one night with a pocket full of cash and a dream. I couldn't get away until I became the problem of adult protective services, who finally helped me get away from my parents.
Joan doesn't take important things seriously or put effort into achieving any goals she sets for herself or has set for her. And she wastes too much time worrying about nonsensical bullshit like "I'm worried the 10ish year age gap between the gay simpsons characters I'm writing fanfiction lemons about is too big! And I'm worried there are toxic power dynamics going on!". Both are adults, who gives a fuck? It's gay bullshit about the fucking simpsons, who gives a fuck?! If you write faggots as abusive cunts, women get off on it even more! Probably. Women loved Fifty Shades of Grey for being degenerate bullshit just like gayness. So if you combined gay with fifty sharts of gay you'd get the secret to the money of dumb women everywhere.
Also it annoys me that she blindly listens to her whiny mom, who just says random bullshit whenever she's upset even if it makes Joan cry for hours. She wastes hours every day watching trashy normie tv shows that don't help her art or relate to art, such as The Jeremy Kyle Show. When she's not watching shit like that she's watching the same 3 Cartoon Network cartoons from her childhood over and over. It's very rare that she makes art, and I don't know when she practices art or if she ever does. She did go through a "I want to bone Jack Skellington and Sans Undertale" phase but that ended and now she's in a "I fetishize gay men and want to see them fuck and I love how much easy positive feedback I get for posting this on twitter" phase.
How can I introduce her to new things? I have a lot of animes I want to show her but she's been brainwashed into thinking all anime is pedo shit that's morally wrong for having big tiddies and fanservice.
This ignorant slut couldn't sit through episode one of cowboy bebop. She said Tea Gardener from Yugioh dresses like a slut when I showed her yugioh! Pic related, it's Tea from Yugioh.
Joan also said she hated books when I tried introducing her to some good ones. At least she never read Harry Potter, right?
If she's going to write stories that are actually good for once she needs a wider "Pallete" of ideas in her head to draw from when designing original stories/animations/characters/cartoon ideas that are actually original. Everything she writes still feels like a fanfic for something else with most of the names changed because she still hasn't figured out how to put original spins on ideas she's seen before.
There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
Also she's stuck in the "Feel depressed and empty, try to fill the void with distractions, fail, repeat" cycle. How do I get her out of that?
>>3326
>I like the idea of helping others.
Of course you do. Everyone does. But, rattle this around wit ur tea at 4:00.
Are you willing to take responsibility for being both incapable to provide the 'help' you envision AND the repercussions? Seriously.
I'll let Jordan Peterson say it, cuz it clearly not listening.
"Set your house in perfect order before you criticize the world"
Is your house even in order, let one perfect order? Cuz until then, what business do you have? Who elected you to so graciously sprinkle your opinions upon people? The fucking nerve of this bong!.
You could have avoided this by being honest. I told you no rationalizations, but u didnt lisyen.
You want to save ppl cuz then you're absolved of saving yourself. Fix yourself.
>I like the idea of helping others.
Of course you do. Everyone does. But, rattle this around wit ur tea at 4:00.
Are you willing to take responsibility for being both incapable to provide the 'help' you envision AND the repercussions? Seriously.
I'll let Jordan Peterson say it, cuz it clearly not listening.
"Set your house in perfect order before you criticize the world"
Is your house even in order, let one perfect order? Cuz until then, what business do you have? Who elected you to so graciously sprinkle your opinions upon people? The fucking nerve of this bong!.
You could have avoided this by being honest. I told you no rationalizations, but u didnt lisyen.
You want to save ppl cuz then you're absolved of saving yourself. Fix yourself.
>>3330
But my house seems to be in order now. I have a healthy daily schedule full of good habits and I work on my projects at a sustainable rate, I sleep regularly, I exercise and eat healthily, I don't feel like an empty shell any more, I found God and the light and love of God and Jesus Christ, I have no contact with my abusive parents, and I don't blame myself for how they treated me. I nutted in my sleep last night but my nofap streak is still strong. I even got myself heavier weights and a standing punchbag for more health and more varied exercise. Punching the fuck out of it feels good. I cook my own high quality meals. I have a circle of friends I unironically care about and it feels good to be a good influence on them. But at the same time I avoid being too preachy/political with them. I save that talk for when it's needed instead of saying that stuff constantly like some sitcom character gimmick. Sure I could be buffer and richer and I still don't have a car but as far as things go I think I'm doing pretty well.
But my house seems to be in order now. I have a healthy daily schedule full of good habits and I work on my projects at a sustainable rate, I sleep regularly, I exercise and eat healthily, I don't feel like an empty shell any more, I found God and the light and love of God and Jesus Christ, I have no contact with my abusive parents, and I don't blame myself for how they treated me. I nutted in my sleep last night but my nofap streak is still strong. I even got myself heavier weights and a standing punchbag for more health and more varied exercise. Punching the fuck out of it feels good. I cook my own high quality meals. I have a circle of friends I unironically care about and it feels good to be a good influence on them. But at the same time I avoid being too preachy/political with them. I save that talk for when it's needed instead of saying that stuff constantly like some sitcom character gimmick. Sure I could be buffer and richer and I still don't have a car but as far as things go I think I'm doing pretty well.
>>3329
>There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
She sounds perfect for you then
>There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
She sounds perfect for you then
Anon, without going into too much detail, there are places you can work through this kind of stuff alongside or without therapy. I haven't read most of this thread but the little I've glanced at makes me think you might be able to benefit from this. It'll be there if and when you need it, and this isn't your typical AA-style meeting, where the only objective is appears to be not to drink; this program is specifically to help work through issues like these and have them stop affecting people's lives well into adulthood. Nor is ACA reserved for children of alcoholics. It's for anyone that comes from a broken home.
https://adultchildren.org/literature/laundry-list/
I won't be able to help you work through any of the particular issues you've mentioned thus far but I'd be happy to answer any questions you might have about the program itself.
https://adultchildren.org/literature/laundry-list/
I won't be able to help you work through any of the particular issues you've mentioned thus far but I'd be happy to answer any questions you might have about the program itself.
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>>3329
>Friend zone.
The friend zone is where you get placed on a scale set by a woman on how valuable of an asset you are to her, if to her you're worth keeping around then you will be used as a tool for whatever she wants, usually they see you as desperate and a reliability that craves attention so they put you on a pedestal of attractiveness.
>Are you sure I won't end up like that?
Depends on how you present yourself, you are the one who puts your feet into dangerous territory. No, I'm not sure but women are deceitful so take care.
>How do I get her out of that?
It is ultimately down to her, forcing someone to change themselves because you told them to works only in specific situations, where there are lines of respect and understanding between one another, the mutual care flourishes while cooperation becomes second nature. Make a move and see what happens but be prepared for consequences that will be brought after the action has been taken, concoct a plan and fulfill it while developing psychological strategies to enact perfectly according to the subjects own patterned psyche, organize your decisions carefully, if you fail to grasp or understand the magnitude of what you are planning then you should go back to the drawing board.
>Friend zone.
The friend zone is where you get placed on a scale set by a woman on how valuable of an asset you are to her, if to her you're worth keeping around then you will be used as a tool for whatever she wants, usually they see you as desperate and a reliability that craves attention so they put you on a pedestal of attractiveness.
>Are you sure I won't end up like that?
Depends on how you present yourself, you are the one who puts your feet into dangerous territory. No, I'm not sure but women are deceitful so take care.
>How do I get her out of that?
It is ultimately down to her, forcing someone to change themselves because you told them to works only in specific situations, where there are lines of respect and understanding between one another, the mutual care flourishes while cooperation becomes second nature. Make a move and see what happens but be prepared for consequences that will be brought after the action has been taken, concoct a plan and fulfill it while developing psychological strategies to enact perfectly according to the subjects own patterned psyche, organize your decisions carefully, if you fail to grasp or understand the magnitude of what you are planning then you should go back to the drawing board.
Talking to w*men is a mistake, always. They are your enemy, and will never know brotherhood.
>>3335
I don't mean that as doubt or an insult, I'm open to trying it. But what about it makes you think it'll work? Has it worked on people you know before?
>>3337
Makes sense. Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids. I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa, since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
>>3338
True, women are shit parasites. At best, they're shit in ways that are harmless to you and those you care about, and it's easy enough to go along with the delusions the female brain relies upon. At usually, they're actively harmful to themselves or others for no good reason, and they get away with it because this jewed society sees lying feminist conquerors and lying jewish conquerors as victims of their male white slaves. They can't be in charge because all they know is blame-shifting and delegating their responsibilities onto people they're supposed to help/organize/lead. And they only make good workers when they think a man in charge won't let them get away with it. I've met a lot of women in my life and I've never met a good one in my life. I've met men in bad situations who do the best with what little they have, and I've met women born with so much more who had it all handed to them and threw it all away because of their childish whims.
Sometimes I wonder what it was like in the era before women were allowed to be such cancerous jewed parasites that they ended up poisoning civilization.
I don't mean that as doubt or an insult, I'm open to trying it. But what about it makes you think it'll work? Has it worked on people you know before?
>>3337
Makes sense. Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids. I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa, since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
>>3338
True, women are shit parasites. At best, they're shit in ways that are harmless to you and those you care about, and it's easy enough to go along with the delusions the female brain relies upon. At usually, they're actively harmful to themselves or others for no good reason, and they get away with it because this jewed society sees lying feminist conquerors and lying jewish conquerors as victims of their male white slaves. They can't be in charge because all they know is blame-shifting and delegating their responsibilities onto people they're supposed to help/organize/lead. And they only make good workers when they think a man in charge won't let them get away with it. I've met a lot of women in my life and I've never met a good one in my life. I've met men in bad situations who do the best with what little they have, and I've met women born with so much more who had it all handed to them and threw it all away because of their childish whims.
Sometimes I wonder what it was like in the era before women were allowed to be such cancerous jewed parasites that they ended up poisoning civilization.
>>3341
Alright, I'll look into it.
>everyone
I got a new metal water bottle, but when drinking water from it you can REALLY taste the metal.
Is that normal, or did I buy a shit water bottle I should stop drinking from immediately?
Normally my water containers are plastic.
Alright, I'll look into it.
>everyone
I got a new metal water bottle, but when drinking water from it you can REALLY taste the metal.
Is that normal, or did I buy a shit water bottle I should stop drinking from immediately?
Normally my water containers are plastic.
>>3342
Glass bottles, anon. I like to buy 1 large Voss bottle and reuse it, for precisely the issue of metal or plastic leeching into it. Clean it with vinegar, Voss has shit quality controls per independent consumer study groups. You may want to make a neoprene cover for it if you do.
Glass bottles, anon. I like to buy 1 large Voss bottle and reuse it, for precisely the issue of metal or plastic leeching into it. Clean it with vinegar, Voss has shit quality controls per independent consumer study groups. You may want to make a neoprene cover for it if you do.
>>3339
>Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids.
She wouldn't make a good mother, she can't take responsibility for her own actions so her kids would be even worse under her blind guidance.
>I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa,
That's good enough, not as much stress or danger.
>since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
Most women are complete psycho bitches, it's disheartening seeing their behaviors in action, horse girls are fucking nuts, and that's coming from me.
>Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids.
She wouldn't make a good mother, she can't take responsibility for her own actions so her kids would be even worse under her blind guidance.
>I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa,
That's good enough, not as much stress or danger.
>since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
Most women are complete psycho bitches, it's disheartening seeing their behaviors in action, horse girls are fucking nuts, and that's coming from me.
>>3344
Horse girls are so fucking creepy because their love of horses isn't genuine. They just get off on dominating and commanding such a massive beast that could easily kill them if it hadn't been dog-trained into learning helplessness. It's always the obnoxiously rich girls whose daddy actually bought them ten horses and an unproductive farm for their birthday too. Then they have the gall to act like touching animals and seeing dirt now and then makes them special like they're fucking cowboys or something when they're really no better than any other hedonistic worthless bitch. And they have those stupid fucking ukuleles and nasally pitchy voices and shitty fucking hair styles that try to look messy and effortless and punk but was more expensive than a working class family struggling to make ends meet in a society damaged by feminism spends on food in a week. Is there anything more fake and commodified than the punk "subculture"? Govt-approved anarchy pins and anti-capitalist Che Guava shirts for just two hundred dollars plus one-day Amazon shipping, spend your money on the worst look possible here! "oh my god, liking bands shilled on MTV makes me so underground and simultaneously Scene and Emo and Goffik and Punk!".
Their taste in everything is shit and everything they do is a delusion or a signal like their shitty piercings and stupidly expensive pre-ripped jeans and scummy power-mad self-fetishizing abusive personality. I wish horses had magnetic fields that would send their piercings flying out of their bodies. They expect to be able to treat men worse than their needy pet horses too. If you date a horse girl she will at best love you forth after her daddy's money, your money, her horses, and you in that order. Yes I once met a horse girl and I will unironically hate them all until I meet one that treats animals and people with respect and could actually survive without her delusions and material pleasures and typical narcissistic histrionic female ego.
Maybe women just shouldn't be allowed nice things. Maybe if women were forced to go to church and be nuns in nun clothes until they're of a marriageable age and couldn't own land or children and had to be good mothers to their men or pro nuns or maids to good mothers, society would be better off. Rare one-in-ten-million good women who turn out good despite society's bad influences can't possibly be worth all the bad ones raping every man's wallet and future through taxes and govt abuse. Women shouldn't be able to vote. Even restricting their voting rights to "married women with kids only" would be a huge step up. I know it's impossible to truly ban and burn all copies of something in the information age but if anything should be forced underground it's all those disgusting romantic comedies that teach impressionable young girls it's okay to be a piece of shit because you'll be rewarded with a beautiful celebrity man once he's gotten over all the issues that prevent him from being a lazy narcissistic cunt's dream lover. Maybe women would turn out better if they couldn't watch shit like Mama Mia during their formative years and had to watch anime like normal people.
Horse girls are so fucking creepy because their love of horses isn't genuine. They just get off on dominating and commanding such a massive beast that could easily kill them if it hadn't been dog-trained into learning helplessness. It's always the obnoxiously rich girls whose daddy actually bought them ten horses and an unproductive farm for their birthday too. Then they have the gall to act like touching animals and seeing dirt now and then makes them special like they're fucking cowboys or something when they're really no better than any other hedonistic worthless bitch. And they have those stupid fucking ukuleles and nasally pitchy voices and shitty fucking hair styles that try to look messy and effortless and punk but was more expensive than a working class family struggling to make ends meet in a society damaged by feminism spends on food in a week. Is there anything more fake and commodified than the punk "subculture"? Govt-approved anarchy pins and anti-capitalist Che Guava shirts for just two hundred dollars plus one-day Amazon shipping, spend your money on the worst look possible here! "oh my god, liking bands shilled on MTV makes me so underground and simultaneously Scene and Emo and Goffik and Punk!".
Their taste in everything is shit and everything they do is a delusion or a signal like their shitty piercings and stupidly expensive pre-ripped jeans and scummy power-mad self-fetishizing abusive personality. I wish horses had magnetic fields that would send their piercings flying out of their bodies. They expect to be able to treat men worse than their needy pet horses too. If you date a horse girl she will at best love you forth after her daddy's money, your money, her horses, and you in that order. Yes I once met a horse girl and I will unironically hate them all until I meet one that treats animals and people with respect and could actually survive without her delusions and material pleasures and typical narcissistic histrionic female ego.
Maybe women just shouldn't be allowed nice things. Maybe if women were forced to go to church and be nuns in nun clothes until they're of a marriageable age and couldn't own land or children and had to be good mothers to their men or pro nuns or maids to good mothers, society would be better off. Rare one-in-ten-million good women who turn out good despite society's bad influences can't possibly be worth all the bad ones raping every man's wallet and future through taxes and govt abuse. Women shouldn't be able to vote. Even restricting their voting rights to "married women with kids only" would be a huge step up. I know it's impossible to truly ban and burn all copies of something in the information age but if anything should be forced underground it's all those disgusting romantic comedies that teach impressionable young girls it's okay to be a piece of shit because you'll be rewarded with a beautiful celebrity man once he's gotten over all the issues that prevent him from being a lazy narcissistic cunt's dream lover. Maybe women would turn out better if they couldn't watch shit like Mama Mia during their formative years and had to watch anime like normal people.
>>3346
Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects. Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best. I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
Today was a good day.
Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects. Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best. I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
Today was a good day.
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>>3346
>Horse girls
Some of them can be nice but not all of them, there are always exceptions, the ones that are well natured round out to be better than most other women, the true good stable girls are hardworking and are helpful, they are pure and innocent whereas the egoists are the opposites, they are a set example of those women who think they are everything and use their wealth as a method of power to enact their desires of control, they take advantage of everything living around them and see that animals belong below their feet as a result of their superiority complex.
>Anarchist punk pansies
Kek, they are delusional jokers that believe freedom will save them from the ineptitude of ignorance, they are static and boring to be around while they spout about themselves or how miserable their lives are on repeat, they value feelings above logic and their whole life is based around that emotional worldview.
>>3347
>Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
It's your choice, no one is exactly forcing you, worrying about your moon runes on a how to brush horse hair site is fairly ridiculous, there is no difference as the point of this is making you feel and think better, you worry a lot about your public perception and that's why it's so funny because you take everything so seriously that you write or read.
>Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects.
That was yesterday, what happens today is a different story, a simple life is usually the most fulfilling, though that is not the case for some.
>Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
If you actually want to learn then you must investigate and study the possibilities, using a Chinese cartoon about heavy bells as your primary source of learning is open to being exploited by foreign media, experiment with new tactics and styles to find the one that works best for you.
>It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
Ok, that's your decision to try what people tell you.
>A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best.
Look for yourself, examine what are the numbers and ingredients then compare them with competing brands, explore your plethora of options rather than focusing on a single subject.
You ask for appreciation and recognition while questioning if you are allowed to make your own choices, of course YOU can make decisions for yourself, when you were a kid you probably always asked if you were allowed to have fun while expecting a denial every time, you have been engraved with a pattern of thought from your father, so you still act quite immaturely since that is your programmed behavior.
>I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
That's alright, you can see with your own eyes of what to choose since you have the choice of doing bad or good to your body and mind, your intake of foods and education both affect how you act or think.
>Today was a good day.
You completed the tasks that you set for yourself, success creates satisfaction, you made a victory and there was enjoyment in doing so.
>Horse girls
Some of them can be nice but not all of them, there are always exceptions, the ones that are well natured round out to be better than most other women, the true good stable girls are hardworking and are helpful, they are pure and innocent whereas the egoists are the opposites, they are a set example of those women who think they are everything and use their wealth as a method of power to enact their desires of control, they take advantage of everything living around them and see that animals belong below their feet as a result of their superiority complex.
>Anarchist punk pansies
Kek, they are delusional jokers that believe freedom will save them from the ineptitude of ignorance, they are static and boring to be around while they spout about themselves or how miserable their lives are on repeat, they value feelings above logic and their whole life is based around that emotional worldview.
>>3347
>Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
It's your choice, no one is exactly forcing you, worrying about your moon runes on a how to brush horse hair site is fairly ridiculous, there is no difference as the point of this is making you feel and think better, you worry a lot about your public perception and that's why it's so funny because you take everything so seriously that you write or read.
>Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects.
That was yesterday, what happens today is a different story, a simple life is usually the most fulfilling, though that is not the case for some.
>Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
If you actually want to learn then you must investigate and study the possibilities, using a Chinese cartoon about heavy bells as your primary source of learning is open to being exploited by foreign media, experiment with new tactics and styles to find the one that works best for you.
>It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
Ok, that's your decision to try what people tell you.
>A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best.
Look for yourself, examine what are the numbers and ingredients then compare them with competing brands, explore your plethora of options rather than focusing on a single subject.
You ask for appreciation and recognition while questioning if you are allowed to make your own choices, of course YOU can make decisions for yourself, when you were a kid you probably always asked if you were allowed to have fun while expecting a denial every time, you have been engraved with a pattern of thought from your father, so you still act quite immaturely since that is your programmed behavior.
>I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
That's alright, you can see with your own eyes of what to choose since you have the choice of doing bad or good to your body and mind, your intake of foods and education both affect how you act or think.
>Today was a good day.
You completed the tasks that you set for yourself, success creates satisfaction, you made a victory and there was enjoyment in doing so.
Forget your past, focus on improving yourself for the future. If you need to, move somewhere else so you can start fresh and be a new person.
>>3348
This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
>>3349
That's a good idea. Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.
>everyone
Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat. It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit". One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way, surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5 because he has a guy for everything. Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic. It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that. I'm glad I'm not on twitter. My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter. And he said he'd do that! Suck my cock Fuckerberg. I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats. Felt good about myself. Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over. Is that some hardcore thing for pros? One guy I know does cosplay and makes some sick foam swords. I showed him Satsuki Kiriyuin's sword and asked how much it would cost. He said a low number, I said deal. I drew the design on paper from all major angles with measurements and offered to email him a simple 3d model and pictures of the blade but he said no to that part. It took months for some reason but today he gave me the greatest sword he's ever made. He took some liberties with the design. It's a rectangular block of wood with no taper and a rounded tip, along with a shattered splintery handle with cord tied around the handle to tie it to another unbroken handle with a diamond pommel and blocky crossguard. It comes pre-cracked and pre-dented, too. Guess testing this blade must have gotten rough. But hey, every good swordsman knows if your sword hasn't broken during testing you need to try harder until it breaks in half and you repair the fucking thing with string. Loose string that slides down the two hilts. Everyone knows that just means more air gets in your sword and nothing's faster than air so it'll help your sword go faster. The hilt is broken in such a way that any pressure or recoil to the blade bends the blade from the hilt and into your forefingers with extra leverage while stabbing into the palm with an uneven splintered surface. Or vice versa if you swing the sword backwards. There is also no sheath so you can't jack the sword off like Vergil from Devil May Cry or do his Iaido weeb shit. You can't even end them rightly with a good pommel toss because the pommel is part of the handle. And the blade's half-handle makes the main handle too wide to properly grip so you can't even strike someone with the pommel. If you held the sword by the wooden blade and tried rhe old Mordhau the crossguard would bend thanks to the unique and innovative pre-broken handle. You could only hurt someone by holding the blade and slapping someone with the blade before it transitions into broken hilt and pommel. I think that it could be used in home defense if you tossed it into the hands of an intruder and then swung a baseball bat at him, hoping he grabs the sword and tries to block it with the shit sword only to lose his hand. This is the greatest sword he's ever made because everything that ever looked nice was plastic with foam in the middle and foam is softer than bronze. But hey, at least it was free. I asked what happened to the sword and he said he's never tried making a prop from wood before. I thanked him anyway because hey, it's free. I showed it to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
>>3349
That's a good idea. Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.
>everyone
Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat. It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit". One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way, surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5 because he has a guy for everything. Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic. It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that. I'm glad I'm not on twitter. My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter. And he said he'd do that! Suck my cock Fuckerberg. I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats. Felt good about myself. Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over. Is that some hardcore thing for pros? One guy I know does cosplay and makes some sick foam swords. I showed him Satsuki Kiriyuin's sword and asked how much it would cost. He said a low number, I said deal. I drew the design on paper from all major angles with measurements and offered to email him a simple 3d model and pictures of the blade but he said no to that part. It took months for some reason but today he gave me the greatest sword he's ever made. He took some liberties with the design. It's a rectangular block of wood with no taper and a rounded tip, along with a shattered splintery handle with cord tied around the handle to tie it to another unbroken handle with a diamond pommel and blocky crossguard. It comes pre-cracked and pre-dented, too. Guess testing this blade must have gotten rough. But hey, every good swordsman knows if your sword hasn't broken during testing you need to try harder until it breaks in half and you repair the fucking thing with string. Loose string that slides down the two hilts. Everyone knows that just means more air gets in your sword and nothing's faster than air so it'll help your sword go faster. The hilt is broken in such a way that any pressure or recoil to the blade bends the blade from the hilt and into your forefingers with extra leverage while stabbing into the palm with an uneven splintered surface. Or vice versa if you swing the sword backwards. There is also no sheath so you can't jack the sword off like Vergil from Devil May Cry or do his Iaido weeb shit. You can't even end them rightly with a good pommel toss because the pommel is part of the handle. And the blade's half-handle makes the main handle too wide to properly grip so you can't even strike someone with the pommel. If you held the sword by the wooden blade and tried rhe old Mordhau the crossguard would bend thanks to the unique and innovative pre-broken handle. You could only hurt someone by holding the blade and slapping someone with the blade before it transitions into broken hilt and pommel. I think that it could be used in home defense if you tossed it into the hands of an intruder and then swung a baseball bat at him, hoping he grabs the sword and tries to block it with the shit sword only to lose his hand. This is the greatest sword he's ever made because everything that ever looked nice was plastic with foam in the middle and foam is softer than bronze. But hey, at least it was free. I asked what happened to the sword and he said he's never tried making a prop from wood before. I thanked him anyway because hey, it's free. I showed it to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
>>3355
*foam with plastic in the middle.
A thin plastic rod is engulfed by square foam chunks. Cement is used to glue the chunks together. A belt sander is used to grind away at the sword and make it look like a sharp thin blade even though it's harmless foam. Then it is painted blue. Then it is painted metal. Then the hilt is painted brown like leather. And that's today's episode of How It's Made.
I don't know why he made this one out of wood. I didn't think he had anything for wood but there's a thin line cut into the wood on one side of the crossguard like it's touched a sawblade that went in deeper than it was supposed to.
I tried to make the sword description funny with that "foam is softer than bronze so it's an inferior sword material and air can get into your sword to make it faster" talk. How'd I do?
*foam with plastic in the middle.
A thin plastic rod is engulfed by square foam chunks. Cement is used to glue the chunks together. A belt sander is used to grind away at the sword and make it look like a sharp thin blade even though it's harmless foam. Then it is painted blue. Then it is painted metal. Then the hilt is painted brown like leather. And that's today's episode of How It's Made.
I don't know why he made this one out of wood. I didn't think he had anything for wood but there's a thin line cut into the wood on one side of the crossguard like it's touched a sawblade that went in deeper than it was supposed to.
I tried to make the sword description funny with that "foam is softer than bronze so it's an inferior sword material and air can get into your sword to make it faster" talk. How'd I do?
>>3355
I'd recommend having a more legible post structure, and topical ideas that merit the words used. (Normally I leave out the implied why say that in the first place) Because I would like to see easily identifiable points for faster reading.
Otherwise it's good to hear you're doing good.
Thought 1
>Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat.
Yes. Delicious food is nice, and so is improvement.
Thought 1 tangent
>It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit".
You need to reallocate your fucks given to yourself and those who matter most to you. If and possibly when you do have the wisdom, knowledge, power, opportunity, and the right set of actions then affecting others is a good possibility. Otherwise it is highly circumstantial and limited, by the ability and foreknowledge of the situation.
<tldr: give fewer fucks
I figure I should mention this the lead up and the pay off for this new topic is nothing. This is a new topic and by conventional writing standards it would be a separate paragraph or even essay entirely.
Thought 2
>One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way,
Thought 2 supporting detail
>surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5
Thought 2 explaination
>because he has a guy for everything.
Thought 2 clarification 'joke'
>Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic.
Thought 2 tangent, Persona 5 has a tweeting person
>It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that.
Thought 2 tangent's tangent. Technically sorta kinda but... it's uber related of sorts...
>I'm glad I'm not on twitter.
Topic has now split again.
Thought 3
>My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter.
Thought 3 outcome
>And he said he'd do that!
Thought 3 tangent joke
>Suck my cock Fuckerberg.
<...
Complete topic shift
Thought 4
>I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats.
Thought 4 personal observation of effects
>Felt good about myself.
Thought 4 tangent at the gym of sorts
>Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over.
Tangent 4 Question
>Is that some hardcore thing for pros?
<even though search engines and video content are suspect innocent questions such as what the fuck is the foam thing is okay to seek.
<but by the evidence the guy probably just wanted more leg resistance.
My tangent not about the foam thing. More about exercise. (Normally this would go by point the main point.)
Posture is important.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EREvdCaxZHo&t=166
>Foam and the sword saga and the question at hand.
<Why though? Why go through all of that here and now?
>/a/ the sword is pain post
Sarcasm is an exercise in creativity and misunderstandings for the internet era to get it just right with proper intonation.
>tldr free junk isn't free you're the product
Testing new material such as wood is not the same as foam.
As for usability he worked with foam for the looks rather than function. Or it was to make a thing and end the project quickly without the main source of income, the plastic and foam cosplay stuff, from being impacted.
>I tried to make the sword description funny with that
-the post here-
>talk. How'd I do?
There's no brevity, levity is in a ditch that climbs out at the end and no time for natural pauses. If there is it would be better said aloud and with demonstration. It could use some work.
<Sorry baseball fans
I got a free sword from someone who does sick foam and plastic cosplay swords. Pic related for the anime sword it is based on.
I got exactly what I payed for after a few months, and it's wood.
It has everything you could ask for in anime, held together by shear willpower, guts, and string. Angular and raw like a 2x4.
The blade is to proper UK lumber standards and is safe to slice toast with, and the baseball league.
Like morning wood, but with more cracks and dents you could shake at. It strikes out there, but the twin handles side by side give the classic experience of sliding to first base, on a construction field.
First is the splinters, second is the double wide suprise, third is an out of phase guard, and the in-field string binds it all up. If you make it home it's broke in twain from the abuse. Getting the homerun once would be cake with everything going for it.
No charge at all. It's one of a kind. Best of all if it were an...
So I showed this to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
Hanging either on a wall might be difficult, but it would make an impression.
I'd recommend having a more legible post structure, and topical ideas that merit the words used. (Normally I leave out the implied why say that in the first place) Because I would like to see easily identifiable points for faster reading.
Otherwise it's good to hear you're doing good.
Thought 1
>Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat.
Yes. Delicious food is nice, and so is improvement.
Thought 1 tangent
>It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit".
You need to reallocate your fucks given to yourself and those who matter most to you. If and possibly when you do have the wisdom, knowledge, power, opportunity, and the right set of actions then affecting others is a good possibility. Otherwise it is highly circumstantial and limited, by the ability and foreknowledge of the situation.
<tldr: give fewer fucks
I figure I should mention this the lead up and the pay off for this new topic is nothing. This is a new topic and by conventional writing standards it would be a separate paragraph or even essay entirely.
Thought 2
>One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way,
Thought 2 supporting detail
>surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5
Thought 2 explaination
>because he has a guy for everything.
Thought 2 clarification 'joke'
>Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic.
Thought 2 tangent, Persona 5 has a tweeting person
>It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that.
Thought 2 tangent's tangent. Technically sorta kinda but... it's uber related of sorts...
>I'm glad I'm not on twitter.
Topic has now split again.
Thought 3
>My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter.
Thought 3 outcome
>And he said he'd do that!
Thought 3 tangent joke
>Suck my cock Fuckerberg.
<...
Complete topic shift
Thought 4
>I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats.
Thought 4 personal observation of effects
>Felt good about myself.
Thought 4 tangent at the gym of sorts
>Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over.
Tangent 4 Question
>Is that some hardcore thing for pros?
<even though search engines and video content are suspect innocent questions such as what the fuck is the foam thing is okay to seek.
<but by the evidence the guy probably just wanted more leg resistance.
My tangent not about the foam thing. More about exercise. (Normally this would go by point the main point.)
Posture is important.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EREvdCaxZHo&t=166
>Foam and the sword saga and the question at hand.
<Why though? Why go through all of that here and now?
>/a/ the sword is pain post
Sarcasm is an exercise in creativity and misunderstandings for the internet era to get it just right with proper intonation.
>tldr free junk isn't free you're the product
Testing new material such as wood is not the same as foam.
As for usability he worked with foam for the looks rather than function. Or it was to make a thing and end the project quickly without the main source of income, the plastic and foam cosplay stuff, from being impacted.
>I tried to make the sword description funny with that
-the post here-
>talk. How'd I do?
There's no brevity, levity is in a ditch that climbs out at the end and no time for natural pauses. If there is it would be better said aloud and with demonstration. It could use some work.
<Sorry baseball fans
I got a free sword from someone who does sick foam and plastic cosplay swords. Pic related for the anime sword it is based on.
I got exactly what I payed for after a few months, and it's wood.
It has everything you could ask for in anime, held together by shear willpower, guts, and string. Angular and raw like a 2x4.
The blade is to proper UK lumber standards and is safe to slice toast with, and the baseball league.
Like morning wood, but with more cracks and dents you could shake at. It strikes out there, but the twin handles side by side give the classic experience of sliding to first base, on a construction field.
First is the splinters, second is the double wide suprise, third is an out of phase guard, and the in-field string binds it all up. If you make it home it's broke in twain from the abuse. Getting the homerun once would be cake with everything going for it.
No charge at all. It's one of a kind. Best of all if it were an...
So I showed this to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
Hanging either on a wall might be difficult, but it would make an impression.
>>3358
>I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
I coulda editeds more for flow and punchiness
<. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" He replies "disabled".
Or maybe
<I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?"
<"disabled".
>I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
I coulda editeds more for flow and punchiness
<. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" He replies "disabled".
Or maybe
<I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?"
<"disabled".
>>3358
When I said "but it does have a twitter-using idiot" i meant my friend circle not the game.
Sorry about the length, I'll shorten them from now on.
I was going to ask artist fren to draw it as an anime girl but I forgot to to that. I asked this morning and he said "no its too ugly". Thats ok.
When I said "but it does have a twitter-using idiot" i meant my friend circle not the game.
Sorry about the length, I'll shorten them from now on.
I was going to ask artist fren to draw it as an anime girl but I forgot to to that. I asked this morning and he said "no its too ugly". Thats ok.
Today I saw two cucked fags in blm shirts in public during my walk. Avoided them casually.
I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
I wish I didn't have to hide my true self. I wish I lived in a noncucked country. Brainwashed people are everywhere. I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit". Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to. How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
I wish I didn't have to hide my true self. I wish I lived in a noncucked country. Brainwashed people are everywhere. I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit". Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to. How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
>>3355
>This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
So do I, this is my favorite witch hunting Christian hangout.
>On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
It's part of channel culture, the internet is now one of the few places in the world with a sense of humor.
>>3362
>Today I saw two cucked fags in blm shirts in public during my walk. Avoided them casually.
Baffled that you didn't take their number.
>I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
Pondering why it's a big joke?
>I wish I didn't have to hide my true self.
Secrets are best kept than spread, gossip gets around quick and it can screw you over.
>I wish I lived in a noncucked country.
This island has gone to hell.
>Brainwashed people are everywhere.
They are dead in the head, given a script to obey.
>I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit".
The influx of Negros and Jews have brought with them a slew of subversion, infecting every area and walk of life so that their thoughts are imposed upon you. To me the church is a reminder of death, the twisting tower with it's deafening bells, a constant haunt of the past and of graves, a symbol of authority.
>Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
It's a form of bonding and connecting with people of a similar mentality, singsongs should be buoyant and happy. Not many people are as devoted to their friends or family anymore.
>The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to.
Without Jews the world we exist within would be much different.
>How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
They were sidetracked with their own desires, drunk and drugged they did not see the danger in the temptation of those numerous lies, people are gullible and trust too easily.
>I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
This scenario would be better than the current one. Keep dreaming on.
>Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
Time will tell eventually, there is definitely something on the horizon though, people generally prefer to not get themselves hurt if it isn't in their interest to do so. Many, many people are so shortsighted and impressionable.
>This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
So do I, this is my favorite witch hunting Christian hangout.
>On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
It's part of channel culture, the internet is now one of the few places in the world with a sense of humor.
>>3362
>Today I saw two cucked fags in blm shirts in public during my walk. Avoided them casually.
Baffled that you didn't take their number.
>I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
Pondering why it's a big joke?
>I wish I didn't have to hide my true self.
Secrets are best kept than spread, gossip gets around quick and it can screw you over.
>I wish I lived in a noncucked country.
This island has gone to hell.
>Brainwashed people are everywhere.
They are dead in the head, given a script to obey.
>I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit".
The influx of Negros and Jews have brought with them a slew of subversion, infecting every area and walk of life so that their thoughts are imposed upon you. To me the church is a reminder of death, the twisting tower with it's deafening bells, a constant haunt of the past and of graves, a symbol of authority.
>Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
It's a form of bonding and connecting with people of a similar mentality, singsongs should be buoyant and happy. Not many people are as devoted to their friends or family anymore.
>The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to.
Without Jews the world we exist within would be much different.
>How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
They were sidetracked with their own desires, drunk and drugged they did not see the danger in the temptation of those numerous lies, people are gullible and trust too easily.
>I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
This scenario would be better than the current one. Keep dreaming on.
>Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
Time will tell eventually, there is definitely something on the horizon though, people generally prefer to not get themselves hurt if it isn't in their interest to do so. Many, many people are so shortsighted and impressionable.
>>3363
The church seems like something that could have worked if it tried harder. Christianity survived being thrown to the lions. It survived Jesus's death. But it couldn't stop itself from thinking if it welcomed subversive elements with open arms, they would give up their poisonous ways and be good. That's just not in the nature of scorpions.
Real churches look good, and their bells are alright if you aren't too close to them. At least they have bells instead of that obnoxious islamic call to prayer. Imagine needing some faggot to yell "Pray to your god now!" before you actually do. Imagine being that faggot who stands up for everyone and yells "Pray now!" first. Islam's a religion of power-craving scorpions and poisoned sheep who can't be saved.
The church seems like something that could have worked if it tried harder. Christianity survived being thrown to the lions. It survived Jesus's death. But it couldn't stop itself from thinking if it welcomed subversive elements with open arms, they would give up their poisonous ways and be good. That's just not in the nature of scorpions.
Real churches look good, and their bells are alright if you aren't too close to them. At least they have bells instead of that obnoxious islamic call to prayer. Imagine needing some faggot to yell "Pray to your god now!" before you actually do. Imagine being that faggot who stands up for everyone and yells "Pray now!" first. Islam's a religion of power-craving scorpions and poisoned sheep who can't be saved.
>>3355
>Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.
I have moved twice, each time leaving all friends behind and starting over. It worked really well for me, I learned a lot. Get a job where you have to deal with people, you get to practice being social on someone else's dime, though it's kind of wierd right now with everyone in masks... Start doing phone tech support if you need to start really small, at least you will gain some skills talking.
>Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.
I have moved twice, each time leaving all friends behind and starting over. It worked really well for me, I learned a lot. Get a job where you have to deal with people, you get to practice being social on someone else's dime, though it's kind of wierd right now with everyone in masks... Start doing phone tech support if you need to start really small, at least you will gain some skills talking.
Another day of health and alright fortune
I had this idea for a thread called "Glitches in the matrix" or "Leftists behaving badly" or something like that. A thread full of short clips displaying things like animalistic niggers committing crimes, feminists saying "kill all men" and getting cheered by other feminists and generally not even trying to hide their hatred of men, jews gloating evilly about their crimes, lefties openly celebrating white genocide, and so on.
A place to post these short perception-changing videos that shatter a normie's faith in what he's been told to think. The shorter and easier for someone new to all this politics stuff to understand, the better. Because so far when redpilling normies these videos have the most impact on their preconceived notions, opening them up to deeper thought and longer videos/discussions.
I had this idea for a thread called "Glitches in the matrix" or "Leftists behaving badly" or something like that. A thread full of short clips displaying things like animalistic niggers committing crimes, feminists saying "kill all men" and getting cheered by other feminists and generally not even trying to hide their hatred of men, jews gloating evilly about their crimes, lefties openly celebrating white genocide, and so on.
A place to post these short perception-changing videos that shatter a normie's faith in what he's been told to think. The shorter and easier for someone new to all this politics stuff to understand, the better. Because so far when redpilling normies these videos have the most impact on their preconceived notions, opening them up to deeper thought and longer videos/discussions.
Another day of taking care of my body and getting fitter even though this world's going to shit. Focus on what I can control, that's what the advice said.
My alt-history-obsessed friend showed me a ridiculous video that claimed America's going to be isolationist for the next 80 years and "Trump was an isolationist backlash that closed immigration" and France will become a superpower when America's not looking because "France is so stable".
Was the video's creator having a fucking stroke? France will either cast off its jewish chains and cast out its islamic invaders or become another forward-operating base in the EU's islamic one-sided ethnic war on peace.
The video also claimed declining white birth rates are "just a myth that rely on hispanic birth rates remaining constant also most hispanics marry whites so they'll become whiter over time so there".
If pure water is mixed with mud, how pure is that water? "But the mud will be purer-" it says a lot that you prioritize the mud over the vital life-giving water's quality and wellbeing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3g_ZAx6o64
There are so many demons out there who want the death of the white race and will tell any lie to help it happen. Do they even realize how shit the world would be without us? Some races go to the moon and some races can't understand high school maths without some politician trying to rewrite maths so 2+2=5 but only when they say it is. Most of that lot is able to fail despite our best efforts and some of us are able to prosper despite their best efforts. They're parasites, treasonous parasites. Gradually, I began to hate them.
My alt-history-obsessed friend showed me a ridiculous video that claimed America's going to be isolationist for the next 80 years and "Trump was an isolationist backlash that closed immigration" and France will become a superpower when America's not looking because "France is so stable".
Was the video's creator having a fucking stroke? France will either cast off its jewish chains and cast out its islamic invaders or become another forward-operating base in the EU's islamic one-sided ethnic war on peace.
The video also claimed declining white birth rates are "just a myth that rely on hispanic birth rates remaining constant also most hispanics marry whites so they'll become whiter over time so there".
If pure water is mixed with mud, how pure is that water? "But the mud will be purer-" it says a lot that you prioritize the mud over the vital life-giving water's quality and wellbeing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3g_ZAx6o64
There are so many demons out there who want the death of the white race and will tell any lie to help it happen. Do they even realize how shit the world would be without us? Some races go to the moon and some races can't understand high school maths without some politician trying to rewrite maths so 2+2=5 but only when they say it is. Most of that lot is able to fail despite our best efforts and some of us are able to prosper despite their best efforts. They're parasites, treasonous parasites. Gradually, I began to hate them.
Stiff elbows again, exercised too hard. Aside from that, perfect health. A friend gave me some Grenade energy drink. It didn't feel like it was an energy drink. But I didn't feel tired later either. I've felt the maddening kick of unhealthy energy drinks before so I expected this one to be even stronger since it's supposedly bealthy. I felt some energy from it but it was weak. Maybe the extreme amounts of energy is what makes red bull and the like so unhealthy. But that's not all I wanted to talk about today.
So basically, there's this girl, and um...
I met her when we were both teenagers and total fucking losers. I was still less of a loser because I had an excuse to be a loser while she didn't. We talked a lot and grew closer but when I told her I loved her she said she wasn't willing to settle for me because she, like all whores, thinks she is entitled to some inherently contradictory fantasy man who crawls out of the screen to satisfy all her fantasies at once. I would have been settling for her since she couldn't take care of herself like an adult then or now. If I had dated her I would probably be a miserable cuck under her heel now, so I am glad I don't have to put up with her. We're both over 23 now but every time I talk to this person it reminds me of how far I've come because there used to be a time when I found this bitch appealing. When I didn't know any less cunty women this woman's cuntitude seemed average for a woman, but now I know better. Sure they aren't the brightest bulbs but holy fucking shit this woman is dumb. This greedy, selfish, entitled twat makes me understand why so many men give up on women and satisfy their need for human intimacy exclusively by going on dates with stuffed animals or Jackie Chan/Pinkie Pie/Keanu Reeves tulpas. I go into conversations with her thinking if I am to be a good man then I must give her my wisdom. But what good is wisdom to a spoiled brat determined to throw away every opportunity presented to her? It's like she's trying to speedrun bad life decisions to spite God. She just shows me disgusting gay transformers fanart instead of actually making anything meaningful like the retarded Transformers knockoff she wants to make. I foolishly wasted time helping her write actual good transformers knockoff episodes and create an original universe but she has this habit of writing pure cringe and putting herself above others and scrapping anything someone smarter than her helped her with. She doesn't really want to be a creator, she just wants to be praised for saying she's one on twitter. The dumb cunt goes into "depressive episodes" aka sad moods for a few hours whenever she goes on twitter to show off her fictional faggot shipping fanart for that precious attention and dopamine hit and doesn't get it. She's been so brainwashed by the feminists that a game of "Hitler or Feminist?" didn't even phase her. She unironically says shit like "I want to tackle toxic masculinity in my writing" and then writes a story where rapey evil space nazis invade earth and also there are cutesy animal plus dolls like if Isabelle fucked Retsuko and Sanrio and they pilot goant robots to shoot nazis for not playing with dollies. Then she spits on bronies and Thomas The Tank Engine fans (turns out they exist) for liking kiddy products even though this bitch defines herself by the corporate media she liked as a child and can't go a day without wasting hours on trashy reality TV or watching Powderpuff Girls reruns. Recently she cackled feministically on twitter at the Thomas femboys, filled with glee over how much she thinks these men would hate the show. When criticized she pulled stupid lying defenses like "I just think it's not that bad" and "bbbut the simple 2d shapes move really well" and only deleted her tweet once some kid said "autistic people love Thomas therefore your anti Thomas tweet is ableist". That made her delete her tweet and fucking grovel in a cliche apology where she nonsensically says she didn't mean to upset anyone but thinks its best to be blunt with her opinions. Yeah, your opinion that you think being childish is only okay when you do it. The cunt leaves me on read unless what I say encourages her to reply and she thinks nothing of lying to my face. Or antagonizing others and then trying to drag me into stupid internet drama I want nothing to do with. Or making vague posts at me and forcing me to waste time trying to Phoenix Wright information out of this fucking cartoon character. Wait no I shouldn't call her a cartoon character, it would offend my adorable cartoon pony tulpa. Did I mention the bitch hates my tulpa but can't understand what tulpas are even though I tried explaining it to her? This fucking bitch, she's a spiteful cunt when she has no reason to be and she unironically idolizes the CWC-but-worse clown of a man who calls himself "Lily Orchard". There are better things I could do with my life like exercise or talk to people who don't make me disgusted with the very idea of life itself or go on imaginary dates with my imaginary horse waifu tulpa or look at sick anime fight scenes or work on my projects or argue on a brazillian equine sodomy subreddit over which fuckable cartoon horse would be the best lay. I am incredibly popular and handsome and confident now that I'm a man, I have a shitton of friends and they genuinely fucking like me. But dealing with
So basically, there's this girl, and um...
I met her when we were both teenagers and total fucking losers. I was still less of a loser because I had an excuse to be a loser while she didn't. We talked a lot and grew closer but when I told her I loved her she said she wasn't willing to settle for me because she, like all whores, thinks she is entitled to some inherently contradictory fantasy man who crawls out of the screen to satisfy all her fantasies at once. I would have been settling for her since she couldn't take care of herself like an adult then or now. If I had dated her I would probably be a miserable cuck under her heel now, so I am glad I don't have to put up with her. We're both over 23 now but every time I talk to this person it reminds me of how far I've come because there used to be a time when I found this bitch appealing. When I didn't know any less cunty women this woman's cuntitude seemed average for a woman, but now I know better. Sure they aren't the brightest bulbs but holy fucking shit this woman is dumb. This greedy, selfish, entitled twat makes me understand why so many men give up on women and satisfy their need for human intimacy exclusively by going on dates with stuffed animals or Jackie Chan/Pinkie Pie/Keanu Reeves tulpas. I go into conversations with her thinking if I am to be a good man then I must give her my wisdom. But what good is wisdom to a spoiled brat determined to throw away every opportunity presented to her? It's like she's trying to speedrun bad life decisions to spite God. She just shows me disgusting gay transformers fanart instead of actually making anything meaningful like the retarded Transformers knockoff she wants to make. I foolishly wasted time helping her write actual good transformers knockoff episodes and create an original universe but she has this habit of writing pure cringe and putting herself above others and scrapping anything someone smarter than her helped her with. She doesn't really want to be a creator, she just wants to be praised for saying she's one on twitter. The dumb cunt goes into "depressive episodes" aka sad moods for a few hours whenever she goes on twitter to show off her fictional faggot shipping fanart for that precious attention and dopamine hit and doesn't get it. She's been so brainwashed by the feminists that a game of "Hitler or Feminist?" didn't even phase her. She unironically says shit like "I want to tackle toxic masculinity in my writing" and then writes a story where rapey evil space nazis invade earth and also there are cutesy animal plus dolls like if Isabelle fucked Retsuko and Sanrio and they pilot goant robots to shoot nazis for not playing with dollies. Then she spits on bronies and Thomas The Tank Engine fans (turns out they exist) for liking kiddy products even though this bitch defines herself by the corporate media she liked as a child and can't go a day without wasting hours on trashy reality TV or watching Powderpuff Girls reruns. Recently she cackled feministically on twitter at the Thomas femboys, filled with glee over how much she thinks these men would hate the show. When criticized she pulled stupid lying defenses like "I just think it's not that bad" and "bbbut the simple 2d shapes move really well" and only deleted her tweet once some kid said "autistic people love Thomas therefore your anti Thomas tweet is ableist". That made her delete her tweet and fucking grovel in a cliche apology where she nonsensically says she didn't mean to upset anyone but thinks its best to be blunt with her opinions. Yeah, your opinion that you think being childish is only okay when you do it. The cunt leaves me on read unless what I say encourages her to reply and she thinks nothing of lying to my face. Or antagonizing others and then trying to drag me into stupid internet drama I want nothing to do with. Or making vague posts at me and forcing me to waste time trying to Phoenix Wright information out of this fucking cartoon character. Wait no I shouldn't call her a cartoon character, it would offend my adorable cartoon pony tulpa. Did I mention the bitch hates my tulpa but can't understand what tulpas are even though I tried explaining it to her? This fucking bitch, she's a spiteful cunt when she has no reason to be and she unironically idolizes the CWC-but-worse clown of a man who calls himself "Lily Orchard". There are better things I could do with my life like exercise or talk to people who don't make me disgusted with the very idea of life itself or go on imaginary dates with my imaginary horse waifu tulpa or look at sick anime fight scenes or work on my projects or argue on a brazillian equine sodomy subreddit over which fuckable cartoon horse would be the best lay. I am incredibly popular and handsome and confident now that I'm a man, I have a shitton of friends and they genuinely fucking like me. But dealing with
her outbursts and drama is annoying and trying to get and keep her inferior female attention span reminds me of the shit I used to put up with when I was desperate and looking for friends in stupid places. I would have to be genuinely fucking disabled to think it is a good idea to continue to speak to her. She is a fool and I should forget all about her. She's used to being treated like the daughter of an overly lenient dad who can't make her grow up and I don't think it's possible to salvage this relationship or the person she wants to become. She doesn't respect me even though people more qualified and intelligent than her do, and some of the people who respect me are women so it's not a sex thing. I'm not paid enough to be called a toxic white man by some feminist clown who says shit like "I'm just a dumb white girl" on twitter when sucking off Burn Loot Murder. The only question is whether I should tell her to her face she's a pointlessly spiteful immature tard who's making a mess of her life for no reason, even if it means she calls me a meanie and blocks me, or if I should avoid burning that bridge by just talking to her way less and treating her like a casual aquaintance instead of someone I feel like I could and should save.
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Golly, it must suck dealing with outbursts and drama and inferior attention spans
>should I tell her to her face
Tell who? You're still listening to this bint? You HAVENT cut the cord?
>that last sentence.
Anon. Anon,....
Golly, it must suck dealing with outbursts and drama and inferior attention spans
>should I tell her to her face
Tell who? You're still listening to this bint? You HAVENT cut the cord?
>that last sentence.
Anon. Anon,....
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