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Should I get therapy?
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Horoscope? More like whores cope. Lmao gottem.
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Is it normal for people who were sexually abused as children to feel disgusted with themselves whenever they try to do anything sexual or get into anything sexual?
Asking because ny parents raped me as a child and I had more than a few horny gropey old hags for teachers over the years.
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>>6269
I suppose. Even adult victims can experience similar feelings.
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No.6272
I can't say this in the writing thread but I think the real problem is that this project is fundamentally a bad idea. Like trying to write a Pokemon Mystery Dungeon fic about rape. When people play a fire emblem fangame they expect more fire emblem, not something different in tone and gameplay. Mature topics involving the real world are too complicated for kids aged 40 who say "oh my god Splatoon and Sonic Adventure 2 and Fire Emblem are the darkest things ever. Did you know Splatoon takes place in a post apocalyptic future after the fall of mankind, Shadow watched Maria die, and Hanneman's sister got fucking molested and forced to bear several children? People are, like, dead, and sometimes raped!" That target audience just isn't ready for a darker concept like "countless women and men and kids were raped across europe this week in the real world, most people will never know their names, and the perpetrators have the jewish system's power enabling them and protecting them, and Marth isn't real". They just aren't ready to hear that sentence.
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No.6273
You know what sucks about being raped as a child? A lot of things. I was raped as a child. And teen and preteen. But one thing that pisses me off is that whenever I feel like talking about it, I think... what if someone likes hearing me talk about it? What if I talk to another person who gets my guard down by saying all the right things and telling me what I never knew I wanted to hear only for him to start fucking with me? What if someone wants to hear more details about how my mom used to suck me off and jack me off until it started to hurt, sometimes in front of my dad, and how my parents made me dance naked for them, because they're perverts who enjoy reading about this sort of thing? What if I'm being manipulated again?
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I love Devil May Cry and I love naming the hardest difficulty in my games "X must die".
Dagdar Must Die, Dorcas Must Die, Pikachu Must Perish, it's always hilarious.
But if I name a difficulty mode Critical Brain Trauma, that's CBT.
And that's fucking hilarious.
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>>6280
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8qONIlpBSac [Embed]
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So, how much did you play honkai?
I've been slow at it as usual. But I gotta say, this is suprisingly good, probably the best thing chinks have put out. I know it eventually goes to shit tho. Unless it was in fact, retconned hard later on. But am not getting my hopes up.

The story is nevertheless pretty solid up to this point. Do recommend checking it out. Although with reasonable expectations.
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No.6285
>ID didn't changed this time
Noice.
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>>6284
I haven't played Honkai Impact yet but I've been playing a lot of Rivals Of Aether while working on my newest ROA OC. Testing some weapon ideas out for my stylish fighting game idea.
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>>6287
Oh I see. Am talking more about the story than anything else btw.
>>6286
>I am glad I dont care about vtubers any more.
Great. Caring about e-celebs or actual celebs in general is retarded. There are some fun highlights clips. But actually sitting through one of their streams is an utter waste of time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_U6PpATICLo [Embed]

>Wife
You mean, fiancee?
Anonymous
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No.6289
>Triple Hitler dubs.
That's it. You must oblige now.
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>>6290
>Might also play it if there is no excessive grind or gacha.
Don't have to worry about that. Each mission has predefined characters, half the time you get a bunch to choose from.
Your actual Valkyries which you upgrade and shit, are not really allowed in the main story.
They are in the first chapters, but it's pretty much irrelevant given the weaker enemies early on.
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>>6291
That is a very upsetting story and I'm sorry that happened to you and your sister. Being able to mourn for her is important, so if you word the letter sufficiently vaguely I think you should include it. Don't care about what others think about you, care about what's truly important to you.

Also, the thread has moved past bump limit so you might want to consider a continuation thread.
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No.6295
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I've read all of your posts on the matter. Sorry for not commenting on what happened. I just feel like I don't have anything of value to add.
But I should've said something at least.
Am sorry for what happened fren. Despite your flaws, you are a good goy Anon. You guys deserved better.
>>6293
>Also, the thread has moved past bump limit so you might want to consider a continuation thread.
There's nothing wrong with that idea. But I think he continued past bump limit this long thanks to the claims of Narcissism.
Anonymous
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No.6296
>ID finally changes
Why live?
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Literature teacher: The curtains are blue because they represent the inner turmoil of the passionate dolour of the soul's crosswaved langitude and longitude of longing
Literature writer: The curtains are blue because the curtains are fucking blue

This is a mediocre anti intellectual meme when misused. Here's a better one.

Critic: Sonic wears nothing but shoes and socks because the creators are perverts.
Creator: Can't spell blue streaker without blue streak lmao. But for real he's naked because it makes him easier to draw.
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>>6305
>Hooray for beating FE games out of order.
Is it like YS? Where you can play each game as a standalone title? Even tho it is the same ongoing story.
>Hey, do you think it would be funny if Sonichu ended up in a Sonic fangame?
I'd say, go for it. Just don't advertise it or throw it at the player right away.
Anonymous
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No.6307
My ID is jumping around again.
Anonymous
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>>6306
Fire Emblem has 15ish games but they usually aren't direct sequels. They like reusing concepts and weapon names and shoutouts and continents but usually things are only sequels if they have a protag with the same name as the last one, like Ike's games.
Playing FE Awakening doesn't require understanding who Marth from Smash Bros and FE1/its DS remake Shadow Dragon is but longtime series fans might like how Awakening is set 1000 years after FE1 and involves new countries on the first game's old continents.
3 Houses fans might chuckle at how Edelgard is like the 10th take on "the big conqueror character who usually wears red and might hate the gods". Basically Walhart's daughter without actually being his daughter. But a more sympathetic exploration of the idea this time, as she has legitimate reasons for hating her shit society's nobles and gods and caste system and holy bloodlines.
The games don't even develop in complexity in a linear fashion. 3 Houses overcomplicated things but its balancing often felt like a joke and the systems felt like tech demos for ideas that could be refined several sequels later.
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>>6306
Also because of the way my engine is designed if a character is in this game it will be visible as soon as you open the character select menu.
Unless I hide him behind a secret input like "Go to Sonic and press down twice" and after you beat him in the story mode the game tells you this secret.
Though I could put him on the character select menu roster in one of the corners? I made player 1 and 2's cursors start in the two upper corners with their cursors on Sonic and Shadow respectively.
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It's weird to remember the days when people said "I can't believe Sonic and Batman have friends now. Tails and Robin are stupid kids who make things less mature and dark and edgy and turn their franchises into dumb gay baby shit. I hate them" and "Nintendo jumped the fucking shark with Gold and Silver. Apricorn balls? Dive Balls? I already have a ball that's more effective on water types, it's also more effective on everyone else and it's called an Ultra Ball" because now Gold Silver and Crystal are overhyped games looked back on with nostalgia and Tails was so great it took 30 years for them to fuck him up. And how many Robins are there in Batman's bat army trying to recapture the magic of the original? Four? Six? Ten?
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No.6321
The worst part about sprite art is having to compress detail into a small space because this results in losing detail and a simpler character design.
This isn't Xrd, I can't hide a bunch of engrish text on the clothes of random characters.
Also my characters have to be short.
I prefer tall fit women. But tall characters in fighting games suck because they get hit by shit average-sized characters can low profile under.
And this fucking catgirl who says "It's teleporting time" and teleports everywhere needs to be a TINY FUCKING MIDGET for gameplay purposes.
I just did a morb meme in 2022. Digging up a dead old meme like this is truly morb-id.
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>>6322
*stupid fanfiction writING, fuck me.
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I used to enjoy talking about politics. But I feel like there is nothing left to discuss. No more debates left to be had. WalkAway happened. All the facts are out there. Basic fucking math debunks the biggest lie we are taught. The remaining leftists would rather serve child rapists for profit or fun than do the pragmatic thing and keep their heads down and quietly wait on the sidelines to see who wins. They are all pure evil and they deserve something worse than they would do to us for fun if given the chance. Every last one. There is no middle ground between rapist jews and their white victims. No compromise. No third option. The world really is a simple black and white place, and white men entertain themselves with stories where things are not so obvious. Where genocide is not necessary and merely killing the warlord in charge of the barbarians/mothership in charge of the aliens/AI in charge of the robots/leader in charge of the terrorist cell is enough. When people complain to me that they can't say "Paki shop" I feel like exploding. They rape our fucking children and invade our lands and overthrow our governments without facing any meaningful resistance your biggest concern is what they and their jew allies will allow you to call them? Does everything the enemy did to us mean nothing to these people? And that guy who knows about the WEF but can't stop distracting himself with aliens... Why does he bother arguing with people about the WEF if he is only going to sit around and say "Things will get worse and we are all fucked"? No wonder nobody wants to hear his redpills. Nobody wants to believe they are on the losing side of the conflict and tactics must adapt.
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>>6325
Dude, you are wasting your time, the bronies turned this place into utter desolation.
I don't know what is wrong with them but suddenly they begun to malfuction bad. Vaccinated perhaps?
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>>6325
Damn nigga. I gotta say, your spirit is undoubtedly stronger than pretty much everyone I've seen on this site. It's kinda shitty seeing you all black-pilled.
That said, I've honestly lost all faith long ago. I don't really think it will ever get better. But that doesn't mean I'd stop trying. None of this shit can have even the tiniest emotional impact on me, not anymore.
Even if things are hopeless. A man needs to push onwards. Do everything you can possibly do. Even the Lord has been compelled by sheer human will and perseverance.
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I don't have the right to feel like the good I do is meaningless. I wouldn't have the heart to look an old person or disabled person or poor person or some mix of the three right in the eyes and say "I feel as though I am nothing and what I do to help you is meaningless". I couldn't say that to any of the people I've fed. So why do I keep hearing it in my own mind? Sure, if I help one in a hundred, I'm not helping 99 others. But if I sit on my hands and feel my ass grow fatter, I'm not helping anybody.
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>>6335
For the record I had units who could have crossed the thickets like the flier girl but if they were dead and the cowardly enemies chose to hide behind that wall the map would fucking softlock.
Second map in the fucking game. Christ.
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No.6339
If RPGs are a joke, Pokemon is the punchline.
Anonymous
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No.6343
Early morning sex is so good and pure. No exhaustion from the day. No caring about what time it is. No checking the time before you fuck. You feel loved for the whole day when you're done cuddling with wife and helping her clean up. Porn stories end after the jizz or fade to black because they don't like that part. But I like showering with her.
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No.6344
I know it's a bit early to think about my new years resolution but I think I want to stop blogposting and spend more time being creative. Can this homosexual blogposting thread be deleted? It is full of personally identifiable information I probably should not have said, and I even admitted my parents molested me and several teachers I had in my life groped me. I don't want every stranger to know something so personal and private.
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"Stupid fighting game selling clerk made me late! That trilobite didn't know a 6P from a DP! Heh. DP. Heh. More fighting game humor."
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No.6347
Designed a speedrunner tech into my Rivals Of Aether OC: back aerial gives a great decaying momentum boost. Platform cancel your back aerial or jump cancel it on hit to cancel bair and fit more bairs into your movement to accelerate your speed beyond its usual limits.
Another tech: Preserved Invulnerability Neutral Grounded Aerial Schmoovenent dashes, or PINGASdashes. Jump cancel your rolls to preserve up to 7 frames of invincibility and challenge your foes for aerial supremacy.

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