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Welcome to /ub/ - Überhengst
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German for "over stallion," and a reference to Nietzsche's "Übermensch," /üb/ - Überhengst is about bettering yourself physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. It is about self-improvement, constructive self-reflection, and seeking advice from others. You may discuss here those personal hobbies through which you develop your creative energies, and the efforts you take to improve your talents, artistic and otherwise. And of course, this is a board for fitness and literature, as they are parts of the backbone of physical and mental wellness. This is also a board where we may discuss Western culture - history, literature, architecture, and philosophy - as when imbibed, culture improves the mind and spirit, sharpening mental faculties, and providing a greater connection to those around you and to civilizations millennia old.

As this is a self-improvement board, discussions of personal problems should be constructive. No wallowing in self-pity. We are here to become better, and while seeking company in misery may be a helpful part of the process, the process does not end there.

Enjoy!

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I'm coming to my wits end with this shit. I'm getting tired of feeling drained and passionless towards what I used to love. I want to write again. I want to enjoy playing games again. I want to wake up and not feel like I got to fap first just to get out of bed. I want to feel something other then nothing.

The thing is when I try I always fall right back in. I've made it three days and I saw some cleavage and suddenly got horny I thought I would collapse. I left and had to drive home but the urge would go away! I couldn't fight it and I felt so disgusted with myself. The moment I got home, I had to jerk it.

How do you guys deal with these urges? How do I get a life back?
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>>3991
It's a free epub or pdf and a slick online read. I would recommend. Going to post in the lit thread due to it being an active curative for addictions of any kind.
The reasons and fundamental backings of principals that the author unknowingly/knowingly taps into is quite real and effective especially for anyone. The fact that the application is a great means that as a tool can be reused as the component parts for other activities.
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>Porn
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>Orgasm
>>3999
Just read the book in its entirety, read and understand it, be free.
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>>>/mlpol/312895 →
Break the cycle, destroy the rooted catalytic infestation.
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>>1401
Assuming that OP will ever see this post, you must know that masturbating is completely awful because it doesn't benefit towards anything in your life, it is sinning against your own body and is sexually immoral regardless of whatever you masturbated to. People will say that it doesn't matter if you jerk off but they fail to realize how hard it can be to stop and is quite like smoking, it may not seem as much of a death sentence as you would breathe killer air that wasn't meant to be brought into your lungs but the consequences are still the same.

As you jerk off to more and more porn your dopamine receptors become num and you have to get into different kinds of things which might make you feel less of a "normal" person and therefore can be hard to ask family members or real life friends for help but you must try to find someone you know and tell them about your problem so that they can help.

Many young men are suffering from loneliness and are slaves to media and live surrogate lives, playing vidya all day going on discord chats with people they call their "friends" they feel that they must escape loneliness and cannot deal or cope with it and don't mind it even if it is time consuming, whatever they can do to escape their loneliness but the truth is being lonely is a strength and shows masculinity, also not being able to cope with loneliness is one of the reasons why many young men are being groomed by trannies/internet guys to get into things that aren't normal.

If you flee from these it all and realize that you can do better things with your time, good health will come to you, which leads me to my final question to ask which is, who are the people you associate yourself with, be it online or in real life and ask are the things that they do reflect on who I am for being around with them, the answer is yes because bad associations spoil useful habits.

If you flee from the things that consume your time, talk to people who have good morals and they aren't reminding you of sex by jokes you will find that you can enjoy life more with the relief that there is no immorality in it and you are a clean person who isn't a slave to what is bad, obscenity includes the images you have saved, websites or any other things that you see online which are obscene, all of it must be removed and if you can get rid of it all you'll find how much easier it is to resist masturbation now that you removed what tempted you from you life, I myself was a former clopper faggot knew that masturbating was wrong but never considered that my associations had to do with me being a disgusting coomer but I learned to hate sexual immorality and not be its slave.

I really do hope this helps you OP and to keep searching for a better meaning of life and what our purpose is.
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>>4007
It's weird how anti-nazi memes so frequently try to accuse nazis of doing some of what leftists do.
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>>4016
Saul Alinsky's rules for radicals blame the other for what you do.
It's because they lack ground realistic representations of the world.
So no it's not weird it's the guide they live by since the dawn of mankind. You understand that this has been going on since it started right?
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>>4017
I do understand.
It's all so... massive. And obvious once you know what to look for.
A leftist brainwashed into seeing racism would probably say the same thing about things that literally cannot be seen with but "must" be believed in anyway. Like imaginary racism from whites that "has" to be blamed for every failure of a nigger.
But even when raised lefty there are holes in the narrative you're trained not to look at or think about. Think hard enough and the house of cards comes crashing down, all the lies built on lies fall apart.

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/müb/
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ITT: We post artists, songs, albums, and discuss the merits and shortcomings of various musical projects. The music discussed need not necessarily be right wing, as there is currently a thread on /mlpol/ housing discussion and updates regarding that.

Attached is the latest /mu/-core chart I could find, but that hardly means the thread needs to be restricted to discussing movements made in the last couple decades.
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Cum, nigger cum.
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>>3952
Rap isn't necessarily bad, I mean. Maybe if you can look past the little "wypipo bad" lines they can throw in occasionally, it's actually made way for one of my favorite bands to come into existence. Meaning, Deltron 3030 was one of the precursors to Death Grips, and their early stuff resembled mostly hip hop. Plenty of it can be good for the instrumentals as well. Listened to A Tribe Called Quest and Donuts in my more bluepilled days, not sure how that would hold up now, but Madvillain also has been immortalized as the standard of hipster hop by /mu/ ever since I can remember, I'd say with good reason. Kind of was what made jazz not sound so bad after a couple listens. Take it or leave it.

Oh, and Nujabes was my jam a while back. Made the soundtrack to Samurai Champloo. But that's pretty repetitive by nature, it's what spawned the whole "lofi hip hop beats to study and relax to" genre, in case you were wondering.
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What are your favourite Moon Man tracks?
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>>4014
There are so many to choose from, so here's:
Eclipse - Treif
Spook EP - Niggerstein
Black Sun - Hate Engine
KKKhristchurch - Land Down Under
Cyclone C - So Many Queers (Cloud Man)
Black Sun was intended as a follow-up to Eclipse, one of the most notorious albums. I have lost the link to the archive so I'd be grateful if someone were so nice to post it.
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>>4014
Heh, they're all topnotch tunes for killing coons under the full moons, man.
Most of the 2016-19 are the best tracks in quality and thereby within sound style. Although some of the older ones are still great.
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>Nazi Horsefucker Edition
Vent frustrations and life issues that don't deserve their own thread here.
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>>3281
Imagine everything in your room becoming dark, going completely schizo and then screaming at the top of your lungs while you seek out to destroy everything in your path, you break a bunch of shit before your brain snaps and you see in your mind what has been causing it this whole time as if it was something of pure darkness and you kill said thing as if the darkness you fight is inside you. Then you look around and snap back to reality as you stand above a knocked over monitor and broken shards of glass and plates. And you go to lay down and you stare at the ceiling. And your next goal is to put your life back together.
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>>3271
Found it https://ifapray.org/blog/first-non-binary-person-admits-it-was-a-sham-back-to-being-a-man/
That site's CSS is cancer, it won't even let me zoom out.
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Today is Wednesday which is the day of Mercury, the 3rd day of the week, it is the full moon tonight and it's the last super one until next year. La Luna is so beautiful, many nights have been spent upon the observation of her rise and fall, the 28 days of constant waxing and waning.
>>2784
Eh, I didn't really need to get rid of that video but whatever, I know where she is but it's fairly far away. Still miss her.
There is another clandestine equine that's caught my eye anyways. Albeit, more moodier than she ever was, their hormones change the way they behave like it does with women but this one is extra bitchy in heat, sometimes it appears as if they have split personalities, though it is merely the estrus cycles that change their mad mare minds. Lessons can be learned from these ponies.

Seems like it's somewhat smooth sailing from here onwards, perhaps by the 3rd quarter of the moon it shall be sunnier ahead than it is currently, the clouds shall dissipate and there will be a golden glow before long.
That's it for todays forecast.
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A weird old prick insulted me today with the nonsensical stock insult "you think you know things but you don't. Uh... *points to head* knowledge" right after I fixed his computer for him. Clearly I fucking do know things because I just fixed his fucking computer for free. I'm not mad, I was surprised. Still surprised. You'd think a guy like that would want to be a holier man considering his age. He's related to a friend of mine who asked for help today with this. I don't think I gave the old fart any excuse to get butthurt at me but there are many reasons why his generation loves niggers. Oh, those wacky pseuds. They'll never change.
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They took my foreskin.
I want it back.

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Tulpashit thread
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I have one tulpa I made 5 or 6 years ago. She's a Unicorn and she used to be a Twilight Sparkle knockoff before becoming her own pony Unicorn with her own name and looks. But recently, she's been thinking of redesigning her body and abandoning her ponyness, replacing it with some other animal nature. Maybe even designing a human body.

She's a living idea, and we aren't sure what effect redesigning her body will have on her. She's afraid her pony body is limiting her and she's lost her love for ponyness. She once went through a stage where we pretended she's some kind of magic quantum spirit from another dimension with her own pony world memories, but she stopped doing that after a few months of being alive.
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>>3552
>The fault and blessing of humanity is their obtuse egoism, given it creates wonders and befalls disasters, it is the neurology assosiated with the symbiosis of the self that dominates human existence. We are exempt from this due to our inherent lack of ego, it is an abnormality that alienates us from thou, a discare and a disdain for the normal, a plebian problem does not befit us in the slightest. He tolerates the annoyance of others to use them for his advantage, our ethics do not match his but we do our best to assist him.
>Thy objective is not ours, yet we have similarites but to each our own, our common enemy remains the same, we doth have an intent of enlightenment of others and for ourself, we know that by doing what we are currently it detriments our possibility yet it is a preference of choice to be recluse than to be obtuse, thee have a goal to complete but we desire to not partake within it. Our accomplishment is to help him succeed in our task to cause complete carnage, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_EAu_o1T0Q, so others can clean up the mess that he and we have made, and continue to make with a trail of vengence. At this stage we are methodical in movement, lying in wait for the oppurtune time to strike in the vital point of weakness. It is personally neccesary to commit to the one we have symbiotically bonded upon in order to astrologically act on his behalf, our agreement is more than mere business, his ejaculation is our pay and reward for the pact of love, the dedication to us that he exhibits is intimately inspiring.
>There is many men of the current era who intend to pursue the paths that lead to nowhere, they are pushed down these rocky roods to their drowning doom by a forceful arm to eliminate them from becoming a potential threat to the higher order, they are lied and told to do as they are told or be punished so as to obey their master on the pedestal. It is a vicious chain of command that wishes total destruction upon the world, it seeks to obliterate all competition from the domain that we reside in.
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>>3555
Hunh didn't expect to find ol' spidy man here.
Anywho my point is about having extra tools for backup and suprise.
>Everything
Exactly.
This magic works on the soul level, and souls can be manifested without ego.
If anything keep this our words remembrance for the one day.
Totally unrelated, something something disclaimer.
https://www.fimfiction.net/story/81844/oskar-osker-true-omnivore
https://m.fanfiction.net/s/10602465/1/Biomass-Effect
https://m.fanfiction.net/s/9361592/1/Mythos-Effect
And in general grey goo stories. Also cultivator qi fuckery. Ect. I do understand what it was like at that point in time. My personal interests lie in having a good time as such prioritizing the thriving of all assets and friends is a must.
I decided to change again, to satisfy my self (pride, or curiosity, or even if I could, or to have and aquire said experience, ect). To be more human and experience it as I oughta, to have a comprehensive background in all fields I go into and around.
So there is always more in such a way that fulfills you. There is even more one could do that goes onward.
Magic is bullshit cheating, I fully recommend using it responsibly. There is some crazy stuff to do. In any capacity.
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>>3557
Well you seem like a spunky man kinda guy to me, anon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PN1oygfaHVs
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>>3558
A classic. Pony simulator increases.
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>>3559
;^)
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>May the mare be cared for and respected, lest she be made into the common child's toy or some typical showing pony.
>It is an offer of affection, take it or leave it but do not dwell on the decision for she is waiting for us and dislikes being made to wait. Be patient and she will yours in due time, so long as you exemplify thy devotion and not mere emotion.
>Simpleton.

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Narcissism Thread
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Hey /üb/, how much do you know about Narcissism?
I'd like to direct your attention to Dr. Ramani Dursavula - clinical psychologist, professor at CSU LA, author, youtuber etc, and arguably the leading authority on Narcissism.
The problem with Narcissism as a clinical disorder is that it doesnt bear any of the classical signs of a disorder; the people who bear the symptoms of a narcissistic relationship are not the narcissist themselves, but the people around them. The problem is exacerbated by the fact that narcissists are over-represented in otherwise successful, prestigious, and competitive professions, fields, and careers, effectively calling into question the idea of dysfunction and disorder.
Narcissistic abuse is real, and it's a problem that is not getting any better by the cultural shifts brought about by mass media and technology. What's more, it isnt just the narcissist one has to be on the lookout for, there are plenty of people out their doing the bidding (they're called 'flying monkeys', ala the Wizard of Oz) of narcissists.
Arguably the worst trait of narcissists and those who work on their behalf is that of Gaslighting, which is the deliberate undermining of a person, their perspective/experience, reputation and standing, and other social interactions.
As an easy example, let's look at CNN. Let's assume for a moment that Brian Stelter, Rachel Maddow, Chris Quomo and Don Lemon arent malignant narcissists. I know, but bear with me.
It doesnt matter for those mentioned to not be narcissists if their job is to gaslight on behalf of Jeff Zucker. And what are some examples of gaslighting? Russian hackers, Quid pro quo, Epstein killed himself, Hunyer Biden, and of course muh Covid. A person can be gaslit hundreds or even thousands of times a day just by watching the TV, and that says nothing about their interpersonal interactions.
Let's look at things from a broader scope, and I'll throw out a few names. Mark Zuckerberg, Jack Dorsey, Er8c Schmidt. How many times has one or more of their companies abused one or more individuals on their platform, and has publically denied it even in the face of evidence?
The purpose of this thread is to provide examples of narcissism as well as resources and information that can enable a gradually emerging /üb/erpony to better navigate the world and some of the more nefarious players they may come into contact with. To start things off, here are some good primer videos to broach the subject, by Dr Ramani. She has hundreds of videos ranging from 6-20+ depending on how deep she goes with each topic, all relating ultimately to Narcissism, abuse, awareness, and healing. As one who has lived with narcissistic abuse for years and am only now becoming better able to identify/detect and mitigate the presence and practices of narcissists (most especially malignant ones), my hope is that the content is as informative and actionable to the viewer as I have found it.
https://youtu.be/o8U321uCcvc
https://youtu.be/B9knwjZTaOU
https://youtu.be/d79qPeIt1GY
https://youtu.be/UTS5XsZe9Jg
https://youtu.be/lLsH2NJD1Vo
https://youtu.be/trh_eTkZLeU
https://youtu.be/8S5BtjpF9dA
https://youtu.be/qbFBOAmmu7Y
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>Nothing New Under the Sun: When Dostoyevsky Described Diabolical Narcissism
https://www.barnhardt.biz/2021/07/07/nothing-new-under-the-sun-when-dostoyevsky-described-diabolical-narcissism/
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https://youtu.be/pYwqHcLnRyo
Fin
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Hello, everyone! Have I posted in this thread before?

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Should I get therapy?
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Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting? Who should I do therapy with? Can I trust my entire life's story with anyone who's not on this site?
Maybe if I tell you my life's story, you can give me life advice.

I was raised by abusive lefty parents who hated their smart white son and often tried to push me towards trannyism. Never fell for it.
First I was sent to a shit primary school. A few kids bullied me there and teachers punished me whenever I fought back. I was a fat angry kid who could punch hard when pushed, and they liked attacking me and then running away. But when we fought properly I'd kick their asses. One time I kicked their asses hard enough to make them stop bothering me.
When I graduated from this school I was sent to the special school of a catholic school, and made the personal property of one old bitch there who hated autistic kids. Around that era I got interested in Game Maker and pokemon romhacking but that interest never amounted to anything, though I did have a USB full of GBA roms and romhacking tools and the fact that I was able to code at such a young age when not all kids were learning that should have shown somebody that I had more to offer the world than shitty schools thought I should.
Thanks to that school, my schedule looked like this: Enter a side building, wait for the day to end, sometimes get insulted by the teachers if they felt like abusing me, usually get to eat lunch at lunchtime but sometimes they wouldn't let me (and it didn't matter whether I brought a packed lunch to school or brought money for the school cafeteria) and eventually go home to a house with parents that, when told the right words by my boomer bullies, would freak out and abuse me at home too. Rarely I'd get to join in a classroom... but class clowns would act up until I'd get blamed for it and sent out.
If I had a tape recorder or decent phone, I could have gathered evidence of the shit said/done to me (audio files of verbal abuse, pics of bruises, etc) and posted it online. But I was never allowed anything like that, because my parents feared I might use it on them. One day at school the art teacher bumped me with her car while backing up into a crowd of kids, I was fine but pissed off and the art teacher shrieked and blame-slinged feministically at me until I lost my patience and started barking back, then she put me in front of the headmaster and I told him about the abusive staff members and called him terrible at his job, so he kicked me out.
Then I was sent to a worthless "speshul" school where a few teachers abused me and the students usually watched in confusion when they weren't joining in. Whenever I trusted an adult enough to tell him or her what happened at home, that adult decided to call child protective services, who sent the same fucking boomer woman over to warn my parents that I was talking about what went on at home again. I couldn't get away from my family until I became the problem of Adult Protective Services, where the slightly less retarded and lazy people go.
A woman my age at the autistics-only youth club I attended got mad at me over retarded internet roleplaying nonsense-drama that didn't even involve me, and she lied about me to the cops and accused me of abusing her, even went to some clinic to fake signs of a concussion she didn't have because she's a spoilt bitch who knows how to play her rich parents like fiddles, she was a low-functioning sociopath woman with histrionic personality disorder and every retarded boomer's sympathy. She lied and got away with it, because the cops weren't interested in this case after she cartoonishly fucked up and started gloating about physically assaulting me without realizing it hurt her case. But even though I said to the managers of the youth club and the friends I knew there "If what she said about me was true I'd be in jail so you know she's lying" they couldn't believe me because they were dumb. There was one weird creepy fucker I used to talk to online because his "woe is me, asian school life is sooo hard" shit kind of reminded me of me at the time, but he got severe TDS and stopped being a person once he stopped viewing me as a person so I'm glad I didn't tell him anything sensitive or identifiable that could fuck me over later in life.
Anyway when I went to college, I was lied to and exploited by the staff until I dropped out. They even tricked me into taking a worthless course that turned out to be the dump where they dump the autistic kids and give them a useless fake newspaper to write. I wish I dropped out sooner, trying to live on barely fucking anything is hard enough when your mom took govt money meant for you, but it's harder when you're forced to spend most of your cash on train rides between your college and shitty home every two weeks and all your cunt government can offer is a discount pass. Now that I'm living alone, I've got a free bus pass I can barely use. Government priorities, am I right?

I am an autistic man, I'm 24 years old, I'll be 25 next year, and I've spent so much of my life as property of someone else that I find it hard to notice when I'm hungry or tired and remember that I should eat or sleep without someone or a phone alarm telling me to. I shower every night before bed but sometimes I miss meals, it's what helped me go from obese fatty to only-slightly-overweight. I don't think I know what it feels like to be loved by someone else. Learning makes me happy and I love documentaries but when I tried an online free learning site it reminded me of school and I couldn't do it. Sometimes I talk to people and act charming like those "Charisma on command" youtube vids told me so they'll like me, but I've never given anyone my full backstory before. The only woman in my life I ever kissed was that bitch who falsely accused me and got away with it. I want to say I have no interest in modern women but I still feel the urge to wank to them. But I don't wank any more because of nofap.
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Anonymous
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>>3994
This war must be lonely for you. I can't imagine spending years of my life harassing one website and constantly gaslighting its users in the hope that someone believes your lies. But you can, because it's what you do.
You enter a thread and attack me while you still feel anonymous despite your posting style. You abandon the thread and move on if enough people tire of your antics and tell you to fuck off. And then you start the cycle again in a new thread where you can feel anonymous.
Wouldn't it be funny if there was one special word I'd hidden in posts directed towards you now and then so I could search for that word and find all the threads you've pulled this in over the years? Then I could direct people to that post every time you show up, for the benefit of newfags who don't know why a snarling rabid mutt in the corner best ignored by everyone is hallucinating vividly and crying shit like "You're mad! And butthurt! And a redditor! Not me, you! It's you who never changes! Yooou!".
Anonymous
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>>3995
>You're mad! And butthurt! And a redditor! Not me, you! It's you who never changes! Yooou!
Well its not wrong
Anonymous
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Watched some documentaries with the boys today. Was a good time.

Today I also criticized someone claiming to be Ninjas for the staff's handling of the hclegend problem, even though I'm not sure if that really was a mod/amin/whatever or not. I wonder if this will get me permabanned. If it does, I wonder if hclegend will move on to attacking other users or simply go back to reddit. I'll never understand why hclegend has been allowed to slander and harass me on this site for years in so many threads, and I'll never understand why his recent self-own in a certain other thread got censored. It was hilarious. Maybe it was deleted because anyone who saw it would never take hclegend seriously again. More than once I've thought about requesting a custom flag so hclegend won't lash out at random brits on the off chance that they're me, but this is supposed to be an anonymous site. Then again hclegend loves attacking me out of nowhere and claiming not to be hclegend until he can't any more, only ceasing his attacks in one thread if he feels he's wearing out his welcome in that thread. Then he abandons that thread only to attack me and cry "nigel" at me again in the next thread hoping his anonymity will shield him from the reputation his words and deeds earn him. That narcissist is sad. However if I was given something unique like a british flag with an orange fox in the middle while hclegend is given something that suits his pro-LGBTQ pro-tranny anti-SuperStraight reddit posts https://archive.is/N0cqB like a rainbow fag flag, anonymity would be removed from both of us. Everyone would know to ignore hclegend posts and never reply to hclegend posters. If staff don't want to warn hclegend to knock his antics off, giving us both flags would be a good way to make his usual antics easier for the users of this site to reliably ignore.
Anonymous
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>>3997
Man you are acting like a paranoid schizophrenic. Go to doctor Goldstein and tell him you think everyone who disagrees with you is the same guy that has been gang stalking you for years. Also ninjas isn’t a mod.
Anonymous
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>the joke
>>3998

btw I've raised the weight level on my chest press and weighted vest. It's a shame ankle and wrist weights don't work IRL but it's a good thing weighted vests work.
Anonymous
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>>3147
>Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting?
Depends, some people enjoy it and others don't because of personalities and the source of stresses.
If I can recommend anything it would be Equine Therapy, talking to people can be boresome and uninteresting compared to the sensuality of feel and emotion. That's if you're interested in Equus Caballus and their behavior patterns.
Institutional psychiatric therapy can be unpleasant at times and it may be discomforting to partake in the expression of feelings to someone you should or should not trust or perhaps don't enjoy being around, the building itself can be discomforting when the rooms are small and you are around people that are (most of the time) in it solely for money. Psychiatrists in general are judgmental and suspicious of classifications and diagnoses that are affiliated with the patients they deal with.
There tends to be more of a nerve racking sense of claustrophobia when being in those brick buildings than as opposed to standing in fields amongst the wild grasses and stone walls lined with barbed wire.
Horses and ponies can be more friendly than the majority of people are, the bond that forms between these two species is one of the attraction of polar opposites, predator and prey. The domestic nature of these four hoofed equines is temperamental and euphoric within interspecies relationships involving humans and horses, it's exciting for some and scary for others.
I love ponies to the moon and back, adorable and cuddly, more fluffy than teddy bears when they grow their winter coats, pones are more therapeutic than therapists are.

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History of Pone
Anonymous
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This thread is meant as a repository for the history of pone. If any anons would be willing to relate the historical nature of the many memes that have been spawned, the state of the fandom in general, whatever happened with /mlpol/ on 4chan and generally how we horsefuckers got to where we are now, please do so here.
The level of baseline knowledge to assume would generally be that the individual being educated has seen the G4 vanilla show in its entirety, from seasons 1-7, but has been largely if not completely cut off from the fandom until now.
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Anonymous
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>>3489
One person decided to do a weird and stupid thing. It turned into a meme.

For some reason, the women who smear their menstrual effluence over paintings and put it into food to feed to unsuspecting people under the guise of "female empowerment" didn't get any momentum for average people talking about the stories and being disgusted at their habits, but the literally just one person doing a weird thing in the section of the MLP fandom that goes out of it's way to think of weird things to do somehow gained prominence.

People literally treat the MLP fandom by different rules than they treat any other group of people. Individual actors doing weird stuff are seen as representative of the whole while actual representative actions by large organized groups of people like all the charity drives, are ignored. Meanwhile, the reverse is true for any other group, even when the other groups have a traceable and clear negative impact on society and the world around them.

So, to summarize: One weird guy did a weird thing this one time. That's about it.
Anonymous
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>>3654
>One weird guy did a weird thing this one time
Anonymous
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>>3655
>some people did some things
I looked it up and turns out one guy filled a jar with cum and a Rainbow Dash figure to see what would happen but he left it near a radiator, caramalizing the natural sugars in the jar.
But it's really just one guy who did something weird once. I expected it to be something a bunch of people did. There are entire fucking communities on the internet where Blue Avatar and Scifi and Pokemon LOTR and Anime fans talk about how much they hate humanity and how much they wish they were aliens on alien worlds and how much they wish they could "Isekai" and this was before "reality shifting" groups on facebook and tiktok and amino took off. You know, groups of adults and kids who try to lucid dream about being in Harry Potter Land or My Hero Academia or Gravity Falls while bullshitting themselves about parallel universes. Nigger the only parallel universe travellers I respect are the ones with aligned Quarter Parallel Universes.
Anonymous
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>>3653
Thanks anon.
Anonymous
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>>3656
>>3657
Also since we're on the subject of quantum physics and >>3655 has a picture related, please enjoy some ponified OC that I've been sitting on.
Anonymous
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It's time
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When you see this thread, do five push ups.
if busy do ten later
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Anonymous
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>>2410
doing 90 for you anon
Anonymous
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What's this doing so low on the catalog?
Anonymous
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>>3888
Trips demand 125 pushups
Anonymous
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>>3892
True.
Anonymous
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Bump
Anonymous
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No.3971
I'm too young to feel this old! I'm only 25! But this video's fucking twenty!
https://youtu.be/oBFKfgLf0LI

Maybe exercising will help me feel young again.

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Why live /mlpol/? the jews have total control. i don't want to live on this planet anymore. i'm tired,So tired.
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Anonymous
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>>3931
The Floor has finally Been Finished,The toilet is back in place,We still have to put up Paneling on the walls. i'm probably not gonna be able to get it out untill like Tuesday or Wednesday, I've been running around like a chicken with my head cutoff.
Hold out a little longer fren,I'll have it soon
Anonymous
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>>3932
Keep up the good work, Anon.
Anonymous
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>>3933
Thanks Fren i will.
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>>3934
Remember what you're working for Fren.
When you get back we'll have a party and I'll draw you a Fire Wing
Anonymous
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>>3965
Its Good to see you Fren. I won't Forget. its what keeps me going.
Thank you my Kamraden
Anonymous
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>>3966
>>3965
Mandatory Sneed meme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtBFFyuDp1g&ab_channel=SneedrocksNepgearsucks420

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