Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting? Who should I do therapy with? Can I trust my entire life's story with anyone who's not on this site?
Maybe if I tell you my life's story, you can give me life advice.
I was raised by abusive lefty parents who hated their smart white son and often tried to push me towards trannyism. Never fell for it.
First I was sent to a shit primary school. A few kids bullied me there and teachers punished me whenever I fought back. I was a fat angry kid who could punch hard when pushed, and they liked attacking me and then running away. But when we fought properly I'd kick their asses. One time I kicked their asses hard enough to make them stop bothering me.
When I graduated from this school I was sent to the special school of a catholic school, and made the personal property of one old bitch there who hated autistic kids. Around that era I got interested in Game Maker and pokemon romhacking but that interest never amounted to anything, though I did have a USB full of GBA roms and romhacking tools and the fact that I was able to code at such a young age when not all kids were learning that should have shown somebody that I had more to offer the world than shitty schools thought I should.
Thanks to that school, my schedule looked like this: Enter a side building, wait for the day to end, sometimes get insulted by the teachers if they felt like abusing me, usually get to eat lunch at lunchtime but sometimes they wouldn't let me (and it didn't matter whether I brought a packed lunch to school or brought money for the school cafeteria) and eventually go home to a house with parents that, when told the right words by my boomer bullies, would freak out and abuse me at home too. Rarely I'd get to join in a classroom... but class clowns would act up until I'd get blamed for it and sent out.
If I had a tape recorder or decent phone, I could have gathered evidence of the shit said/done to me (audio files of verbal abuse, pics of bruises, etc) and posted it online. But I was never allowed anything like that, because my parents feared I might use it on them. One day at school the art teacher bumped me with her car while backing up into a crowd of kids, I was fine but pissed off and the art teacher shrieked and blame-slinged feministically at me until I lost my patience and started barking back, then she put me in front of the headmaster and I told him about the abusive staff members and called him terrible at his job, so he kicked me out.
Then I was sent to a worthless "speshul" school where a few teachers abused me and the students usually watched in confusion when they weren't joining in. Whenever I trusted an adult enough to tell him or her what happened at home, that adult decided to call child protective services, who sent the same fucking boomer woman over to warn my parents that I was talking about what went on at home again. I couldn't get away from my family until I became the problem of Adult Protective Services, where the slightly less retarded and lazy people go.
A woman my age at the autistics-only youth club I attended got mad at me over retarded internet roleplaying nonsense-drama that didn't even involve me, and she lied about me to the cops and accused me of abusing her, even went to some clinic to fake signs of a concussion she didn't have because she's a spoilt bitch who knows how to play her rich parents like fiddles, she was a low-functioning sociopath woman with histrionic personality disorder and every retarded boomer's sympathy. She lied and got away with it, because the cops weren't interested in this case after she cartoonishly fucked up and started gloating about physically assaulting me without realizing it hurt her case. But even though I said to the managers of the youth club and the friends I knew there "If what she said about me was true I'd be in jail so you know she's lying" they couldn't believe me because they were dumb. There was one weird creepy fucker I used to talk to online because his "woe is me, asian school life is sooo hard" shit kind of reminded me of me at the time, but he got severe TDS and stopped being a person once he stopped viewing me as a person so I'm glad I didn't tell him anything sensitive or identifiable that could fuck me over later in life.
Anyway when I went to college, I was lied to and exploited by the staff until I dropped out. They even tricked me into taking a worthless course that turned out to be the dump where they dump the autistic kids and give them a useless fake newspaper to write. I wish I dropped out sooner, trying to live on barely fucking anything is hard enough when your mom took govt money meant for you, but it's harder when you're forced to spend most of your cash on train rides between your college and shitty home every two weeks and all your cunt government can offer is a discount pass. Now that I'm living alone, I've got a free bus pass I can barely use. Government priorities, am I right?
I am an autistic man, I'm 24 years old, I'll be 25 next year, and I've spent so much of my life as property of someone else that I find it hard to notice when I'm hungry or tired and remember that I should eat or sleep without someone or a phone alarm telling me to. I shower every night before bed but sometimes I miss meals, it's what helped me go from obese fatty to only-slightly-overweight. I don't think I know what it feels like to be loved by someone else. Learning makes me happy and I love documentaries but when I tried an online free learning site it reminded me of school and I couldn't do it. Sometimes I talk to people and act charming like those "Charisma on command" youtube vids told me so they'll like me, but I've never given anyone my full backstory before. The only woman in my life I ever kissed was that bitch who falsely accused me and got away with it. I want to say I have no interest in modern women but I still feel the urge to wank to them. But I don't wank any more because of nofap.
/ub/ - Überhengst
Becoming better
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>>3157
>>3163
>Society is poisoned.
to put it simply. society is full of people, and most people are sinful, especially now. expect little from strangers in a society of evil
>society can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be. We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity. We are expected to live lies and support lies.
there are liars and con-men in this world, and they will deceive you for their own interest. evil women lie and manipulate people towards their goals and desires. In this case a woman is telling you to give her money for free. This is stupid, ignore & avoid women like that. in general with any liar. never believe anything they say without proof. if a liar tells you the sky is blue, look up.
the biggest guarantee about people is they will serve their needs before yours. to expect people to truly help you. you must learn to identify your own needs and desires. what do YOU what.
>We are expected to be perfect enough to keep this broken machine working even though this machine was redesigned to hate us and kill us and drain us dry
if the game is rigged, then don't play the game. it is hard to avoid exploitation nowadays but search for independence from thieves wherever possible
>Men are poisoned from birth in body and food and nonsense ideas forced on us by hollywood and boomer parents and school
The scars you have may never be healed, but you can avoid new ones. as far as ideas, question everything you hear and question everything you know
>When I try speaking to fellow christians they turn out to be cucked satanist liberal scum who refuse to recognize that laziness and PC lies won't save anyone
ALL churches right now are controlled by the devil (except house churches). the right land and tax exemptions are not free, and state control is the price. churches will teach many false and blasphemous teachings. you need to build a fellowship of Christians to know any real brotherhood in Christ. second you have to learn how to decern, honest hearts from the sinful masses. true Christians are rare, but you can find them.
>They are pure evil and I wish I could save people. But so many people don't want to listen to reason.
when lot lived in Sodam and gamorah. The Sodomites knew their terrible sins and refused all warnings of repentance. despite this, Lot pleaded with god to save their lives. that if even one man was worthy of salvation, god should spare them all. but none were worthy. god told lot to leave the city with his family and as he looked back at the city he knew as his home, everyone died by fire.
it's good that you morn for fallen souls but understand, you cannot save everyone and move on.
>Sometimes I wonder if a live spent accomplishing nothing and hiding in fantasy would make me happier than a life spent trying and failing. These are normal human feelings, right?
you know living a lie is painful, don't. build, learn, act. sorrow won't help
>I wish I could speak to a wise all knowing mentor figure who is a thousand times my age and knows the future even though I know those dont exist. I wish I could talk to God and ask him all the questions man could ever ask.
you can, it takes training, prayer, and a pure heart, but you can. There is love you will never find in this world one of a creator to a creation. a love from a father that truly loves you. god loves you. men will fail you, but god never will
>>3163
>Society is poisoned.
to put it simply. society is full of people, and most people are sinful, especially now. expect little from strangers in a society of evil
>society can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be. We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity. We are expected to live lies and support lies.
there are liars and con-men in this world, and they will deceive you for their own interest. evil women lie and manipulate people towards their goals and desires. In this case a woman is telling you to give her money for free. This is stupid, ignore & avoid women like that. in general with any liar. never believe anything they say without proof. if a liar tells you the sky is blue, look up.
the biggest guarantee about people is they will serve their needs before yours. to expect people to truly help you. you must learn to identify your own needs and desires. what do YOU what.
>We are expected to be perfect enough to keep this broken machine working even though this machine was redesigned to hate us and kill us and drain us dry
if the game is rigged, then don't play the game. it is hard to avoid exploitation nowadays but search for independence from thieves wherever possible
>Men are poisoned from birth in body and food and nonsense ideas forced on us by hollywood and boomer parents and school
The scars you have may never be healed, but you can avoid new ones. as far as ideas, question everything you hear and question everything you know
>When I try speaking to fellow christians they turn out to be cucked satanist liberal scum who refuse to recognize that laziness and PC lies won't save anyone
ALL churches right now are controlled by the devil (except house churches). the right land and tax exemptions are not free, and state control is the price. churches will teach many false and blasphemous teachings. you need to build a fellowship of Christians to know any real brotherhood in Christ. second you have to learn how to decern, honest hearts from the sinful masses. true Christians are rare, but you can find them.
>They are pure evil and I wish I could save people. But so many people don't want to listen to reason.
when lot lived in Sodam and gamorah. The Sodomites knew their terrible sins and refused all warnings of repentance. despite this, Lot pleaded with god to save their lives. that if even one man was worthy of salvation, god should spare them all. but none were worthy. god told lot to leave the city with his family and as he looked back at the city he knew as his home, everyone died by fire.
it's good that you morn for fallen souls but understand, you cannot save everyone and move on.
>Sometimes I wonder if a live spent accomplishing nothing and hiding in fantasy would make me happier than a life spent trying and failing. These are normal human feelings, right?
you know living a lie is painful, don't. build, learn, act. sorrow won't help
>I wish I could speak to a wise all knowing mentor figure who is a thousand times my age and knows the future even though I know those dont exist. I wish I could talk to God and ask him all the questions man could ever ask.
you can, it takes training, prayer, and a pure heart, but you can. There is love you will never find in this world one of a creator to a creation. a love from a father that truly loves you. god loves you. men will fail you, but god never will
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>>3231
>I think society will keep focusing on meaningless fleeting pleasures until it regains its drive and understanding of what to strive for.
that would be great, but it's not going to happen. that would require people not be selfish, and believe in religion again in a internally spiritual manner. All of these pseudo-faiths in politics, philosophy, and soon neo-caesarism, are all not going to fulfill anyone's hopes or ideals. In a Christendom that hates Christ, People have no ideals left to believe in.
>humanism is unworkable & a world ruled by whites would be efficiently run
and what kind of ideals are those? that good government policy will make society happy? government is a gang of thieves, and are not charitable. it's fun to think about what if, but it won't change your life too meaningfully
>I think society will keep focusing on meaningless fleeting pleasures until it regains its drive and understanding of what to strive for.
that would be great, but it's not going to happen. that would require people not be selfish, and believe in religion again in a internally spiritual manner. All of these pseudo-faiths in politics, philosophy, and soon neo-caesarism, are all not going to fulfill anyone's hopes or ideals. In a Christendom that hates Christ, People have no ideals left to believe in.
>humanism is unworkable & a world ruled by whites would be efficiently run
and what kind of ideals are those? that good government policy will make society happy? government is a gang of thieves, and are not charitable. it's fun to think about what if, but it won't change your life too meaningfully
Women might be stupid.
You have the Mary Sue, a boring character defined by her perfection. She exists to be protected onto. She is the validation fantasy.
And dumb women can only understand that a character is bad without being a sue if they can make up some other term with sue in it to explain their complicated thoughts in the form of a silly buzzword.
Have to simplify everything. For convenient swift communication? No, to help put "I don't like that" into garbled redditor troper-ese.
And it is the same thing with that Manic Pixie Dream Girl shit.
They babble about movies where a boring man's life is turned upside down by an exciting new possibly insane "quirky and wacky" bundle of energy and coffee, and then babble about other characters that remind them of this character. Even if the characters are clearly entirely different just like the circumstances surrounding them the women feel the need to associate their hate for one with the other because somebody told them it was the correct opinion. When they discuss media without order-giving decisive bitchy domineering toxic overly controlling women around to dictate what the others believe they are like herd animals trying to fish for the herds opinion when they wonder if something is maaaybe sexist or objectimafication or sexamalization or not.
Everything is just buzzwords and soundbites and dog training trigger words with these fucking emotionblobs. I don't get it. Don't they ever get sick of their herds? Don't they have any secret opinions they don't tell the herd or change to align with the herd?
The world would be a better place if there was a stable healthy society to conform to instead of this marxist sham society.
You have the Mary Sue, a boring character defined by her perfection. She exists to be protected onto. She is the validation fantasy.
And dumb women can only understand that a character is bad without being a sue if they can make up some other term with sue in it to explain their complicated thoughts in the form of a silly buzzword.
Have to simplify everything. For convenient swift communication? No, to help put "I don't like that" into garbled redditor troper-ese.
And it is the same thing with that Manic Pixie Dream Girl shit.
They babble about movies where a boring man's life is turned upside down by an exciting new possibly insane "quirky and wacky" bundle of energy and coffee, and then babble about other characters that remind them of this character. Even if the characters are clearly entirely different just like the circumstances surrounding them the women feel the need to associate their hate for one with the other because somebody told them it was the correct opinion. When they discuss media without order-giving decisive bitchy domineering toxic overly controlling women around to dictate what the others believe they are like herd animals trying to fish for the herds opinion when they wonder if something is maaaybe sexist or objectimafication or sexamalization or not.
Everything is just buzzwords and soundbites and dog training trigger words with these fucking emotionblobs. I don't get it. Don't they ever get sick of their herds? Don't they have any secret opinions they don't tell the herd or change to align with the herd?
The world would be a better place if there was a stable healthy society to conform to instead of this marxist sham society.
Universal humanism means denying what makes us human so we can pretend all humans are equally human.
If man is special because of his accomplishments and inventions and drive to improve, cultures that sabotage this are bad.
If man is special because of his capacity for empathy and his desire to build a better world, cultures that sabotage this are bad.
What has humanism given the white man? India still has poverty and shifting streets. Africa still hates whites and blames them for starvation caused by the majority black parliament. What good has charity and foreign aid done for nations that will only prosper when they stop blaming whites and start asking how they can compete?
If man is special because of his accomplishments and inventions and drive to improve, cultures that sabotage this are bad.
If man is special because of his capacity for empathy and his desire to build a better world, cultures that sabotage this are bad.
What has humanism given the white man? India still has poverty and shifting streets. Africa still hates whites and blames them for starvation caused by the majority black parliament. What good has charity and foreign aid done for nations that will only prosper when they stop blaming whites and start asking how they can compete?
God damage
I wanted to say God damn but autocorrect changed it to damage and that's funnier. Fuck this phone. Fuck every phone keyboard.
Also fuck women. Why is her hyperfixation herself and her feelings? Why can't it be something healthy like reproduction or harmless like a soulless worthless corporate cartoon from before 2000 produced with minimal budget to sell toys to impressionable babies and nostalgia blind consoomers? Imagine a world without weird fetishes. Except for the impregnation fetish. Every white man impregnates his white wife until it is no longer physically possible for her to get pregnant and produce healthy offspring. No leather and whips. No ugly bastards. No shidding and farding. No chains and sadism. Just the only healthy fetish on this planet, consensual sex in the missionary position resulting in impregnation and hyper cumflation. Completely ordinary and healthy. No weird shit. Just idealised sex between attractive characters. Idealised in a healthy way, not like in porn. I saw a documentary once years ago about how porn damages the brain. Female POV shots of being the female getting fucked are supposed to make you a gay tranny or something.
I wanted to say God damn but autocorrect changed it to damage and that's funnier. Fuck this phone. Fuck every phone keyboard.
Also fuck women. Why is her hyperfixation herself and her feelings? Why can't it be something healthy like reproduction or harmless like a soulless worthless corporate cartoon from before 2000 produced with minimal budget to sell toys to impressionable babies and nostalgia blind consoomers? Imagine a world without weird fetishes. Except for the impregnation fetish. Every white man impregnates his white wife until it is no longer physically possible for her to get pregnant and produce healthy offspring. No leather and whips. No ugly bastards. No shidding and farding. No chains and sadism. Just the only healthy fetish on this planet, consensual sex in the missionary position resulting in impregnation and hyper cumflation. Completely ordinary and healthy. No weird shit. Just idealised sex between attractive characters. Idealised in a healthy way, not like in porn. I saw a documentary once years ago about how porn damages the brain. Female POV shots of being the female getting fucked are supposed to make you a gay tranny or something.
Writing pet peeve: when critics call weapon and clothing choices impractical. Oh forgive me for not writing about Gundalf, Legunlas, and Gunli in tactical blacktical Splinter Cell cosplay on their way to solve dragon problems with automatic rifles and tactical nukes.
Forgive me for wanting a specific tone that would be harmed by tactically sound dirty tricks and the homogenization of everyone's weapons and armour. What happened to respect for using weapon and clothing choice as a characterization tool? Yeah the jungle barbarian woman would get cold wearing that in the snow, but she is not in the snow, and for the icy tundra barbarian woman used to negative degrees all weather hotter than that is fur trimmed bikini weather.
Forgive me for wanting a specific tone that would be harmed by tactically sound dirty tricks and the homogenization of everyone's weapons and armour. What happened to respect for using weapon and clothing choice as a characterization tool? Yeah the jungle barbarian woman would get cold wearing that in the snow, but she is not in the snow, and for the icy tundra barbarian woman used to negative degrees all weather hotter than that is fur trimmed bikini weather.
>>5181
Could you imagine wanting to bone a Changeling with utterly alien genitalia? Is there a word for that? Futa is strange. But it is only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. But that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.
Also, writing pet peeve: when authors unintentionally use a term inherently tied to a specific human cultural character or historical event alien to the world of the current story. Neslaybarians from the planet Glopglop and the Romans from Titus Dichus and the Blood Elves of Sylphillis should not use phrases like "Jesus christ!" and "Decimated" unless they have had contact with humans with a reason to use it. This includes references to human literature. 1984, catch 22, and so on. The romans can mention decimation but why would elves on a humanless planet know of it? Nothing takes you out of the immersion like a supposedly nonhuman character who talks like he just binged all of TV Tropes and Buffy The Vampire Slayer.
Could you imagine wanting to bone a Changeling with utterly alien genitalia? Is there a word for that? Futa is strange. But it is only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. But that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.
Also, writing pet peeve: when authors unintentionally use a term inherently tied to a specific human cultural character or historical event alien to the world of the current story. Neslaybarians from the planet Glopglop and the Romans from Titus Dichus and the Blood Elves of Sylphillis should not use phrases like "Jesus christ!" and "Decimated" unless they have had contact with humans with a reason to use it. This includes references to human literature. 1984, catch 22, and so on. The romans can mention decimation but why would elves on a humanless planet know of it? Nothing takes you out of the immersion like a supposedly nonhuman character who talks like he just binged all of TV Tropes and Buffy The Vampire Slayer.
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>>5180
>imagine a world with no weird fetishes
Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
>>5195
This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
>imagine a world with no weird fetishes
Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
>>5195
This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
>>5196
>Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
Very Based.
Post More.
>This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
This. you're absolutely correct.
>Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
Very Based.
Post More.
>This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
This. you're absolutely correct.
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>>5194
>OP
>Futa is [...] only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. Bit that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.
>pic related also OP
>>5195
>>5196
>>5197
>futa is gay
Huh, it looks like OP -who wants to posture about eliminating degeneracy - somehow thinks futa isnt degenerate.
Nothing to read into there though.
Happy 5th anniversary
>OP
>Futa is [...] only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. Bit that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.
>pic related also OP
>>5195
>>5196
>>5197
>futa is gay
Huh, it looks like OP -who wants to posture about eliminating degeneracy - somehow thinks futa isnt degenerate.
Nothing to read into there though.
Happy 5th anniversary
>>5196
Sex can't be a fetish, sex with a mare is healthy and based.
Fetishes are weird things unrelated to sex.
If you sexually enjoy having a mare call you a faggot that is a fetish.
Sex can't be a fetish, sex with a mare is healthy and based.
Fetishes are weird things unrelated to sex.
If you sexually enjoy having a mare call you a faggot that is a fetish.
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Haha, the jew thinks the snake is a Spoink
>>5198
I'm curious. What do you consider so degenerate about futa?
Does it remind you of troons or something? I don't like them either.
If you had the chance to fuck a Changeling, but she had both a horse pussy and an insectoid egg-injector that looks like the kind of penis you might see on a Xenomorph from Alien, would you fuck her horse pussy?
I'm curious. What do you consider so degenerate about futa?
Does it remind you of troons or something? I don't like them either.
If you had the chance to fuck a Changeling, but she had both a horse pussy and an insectoid egg-injector that looks like the kind of penis you might see on a Xenomorph from Alien, would you fuck her horse pussy?
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>>5206
>>5204
>>5198
But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
Is it because it is not normal for a human woman to have a dick?
I agree. Even if one existed, a futa human woman would be too strange for me. Plus all memes aside I'm not actually into penises.
Sometimes leftists talk about theoretical mythical humans supposedly born with both sets of genitals. I don't believe they exist, because there's a documentary about a man with absurdly sized testicles.
Have you seen the documentary about the man with absurdly sized testicles?
A documentary about a man or woman with a fully functioning womb and dick and balls and everything else necessary all in one body working flawlessly would probably get even more views. Woke megacorpo media would never shut up about him after he was discovered, even if he wanted to live a quiet life beneath notice. The media would make him a bigger fake celebrity than any who had came before him. He could become the world's most famous porn star in videos where his partners came before him. Ha, sex joke.
>>5204
>>5198
But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
Is it because it is not normal for a human woman to have a dick?
I agree. Even if one existed, a futa human woman would be too strange for me. Plus all memes aside I'm not actually into penises.
Sometimes leftists talk about theoretical mythical humans supposedly born with both sets of genitals. I don't believe they exist, because there's a documentary about a man with absurdly sized testicles.
Have you seen the documentary about the man with absurdly sized testicles?
A documentary about a man or woman with a fully functioning womb and dick and balls and everything else necessary all in one body working flawlessly would probably get even more views. Woke megacorpo media would never shut up about him after he was discovered, even if he wanted to live a quiet life beneath notice. The media would make him a bigger fake celebrity than any who had came before him. He could become the world's most famous porn star in videos where his partners came before him. Ha, sex joke.
>>5207
>But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
You will never understand it. As you are devoid of any concept of morality and therefore your compass pointing at what's right and wrong is skewed, you are far gone.
>But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
You will never understand it. As you are devoid of any concept of morality and therefore your compass pointing at what's right and wrong is skewed, you are far gone.
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I miss the days when word tags were accurately portrayed and represented. The slow deterioration of language even fetish crap means that speaking is more of a hasle.
Heck trying to have check mark boxes is contentious now.
Futanari- Dual form, a fictional being that has functional (read fictional) sexual appendages. If you copy pasted genitalia of each to a female baseline body type not caring for organs or other crap.
Mental Illness leeches forcefully degrade language.
>>5205
That's not Futa, that's oviposition bug fugging.
Pic the first is indeterminate, the assumption is Both Sets of equipment, but the current fuckery that has occurred leads one to
>>5210
>Stallion with tits.
So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
>>5207
Hermaphrodites do exist, they have serious issues as they are malformed and by that have other issues compounding the mind, brain, body issue, such as health.
>Flawlessly
That's the impossibility. Of the various mutations and possible configuartions and other shit there won't be the perfect storm required for multi-national globalist crap. Because health looms over.
Fact is getting both an attention whore, an actual whore, stable both physically and mentally, willing to show it all to everyone they ever knew and those they don't, means just those along would be needed. It happens, but again health and the lackluster 'mutational reality'. Such as rather enlarged clit and high sterility.
>>5194
That's xenobiology bordering on tentacle stuff. Which is a fixation of body parts which is a fetish.
>thinking
>"Golly Gee, wouldn't it be better if (FETISH HERE) also is here."
The vanilla is consumation for the sole purpose of procreation. Nothing else. That's the base line. The additional recommended and usual fetishes, foreplay, heavy petting, kissing, talking, oral, ect, ect, ect make the goal easier. Hyper cumflation is a waste of nutrients and vital energies, thus fetish.
>Impregnation fetish vs just Impregnation
Putting the cart before the horse. As said before fetish is the sexual excitement to stimuli that is tangential to vanilla (and vanilla plus).
>Have you seen the man with oversized testicles.
No I would rather spend my time on other topics.
Such as knowing the hostiles inside and out.
When I was done with the research and exhausted the material and fully lived the seprate mindsets setting my heart aflame in rage and purifying fire reseting the experiment back to another.
I've looked into the void and the void flinched.
Is Futa Gay? The futa is both, because that's by definition. By extension you (the partner to the futa) are both, by extention if you (the partner to the futa) have the gay you (the partner to the futa) got it. I won't go into more details because I'm sure you can figure things out, if not then that's that.
The priority of degenerates that need to get some vitamin rope make it my problem in the first place. The fictional content while salatious is on the whole simply an issue of having people become adults correctly, which is a massive problem. Solving that, most stuff is resolved.
Which is why everything is being thrown to prevent fully functioning adults from coming into existence. It took wars, and famines, and massive death, and stealing the need to care to fully break shit and that took time and effort.
Heck trying to have check mark boxes is contentious now.
Futanari- Dual form, a fictional being that has functional (read fictional) sexual appendages. If you copy pasted genitalia of each to a female baseline body type not caring for organs or other crap.
Mental Illness leeches forcefully degrade language.
>>5205
That's not Futa, that's oviposition bug fugging.
Pic the first is indeterminate, the assumption is Both Sets of equipment, but the current fuckery that has occurred leads one to
>>5210
>Stallion with tits.
So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
>>5207
Hermaphrodites do exist, they have serious issues as they are malformed and by that have other issues compounding the mind, brain, body issue, such as health.
>Flawlessly
That's the impossibility. Of the various mutations and possible configuartions and other shit there won't be the perfect storm required for multi-national globalist crap. Because health looms over.
Fact is getting both an attention whore, an actual whore, stable both physically and mentally, willing to show it all to everyone they ever knew and those they don't, means just those along would be needed. It happens, but again health and the lackluster 'mutational reality'. Such as rather enlarged clit and high sterility.
>>5194
That's xenobiology bordering on tentacle stuff. Which is a fixation of body parts which is a fetish.
>thinking
>"Golly Gee, wouldn't it be better if (FETISH HERE) also is here."
The vanilla is consumation for the sole purpose of procreation. Nothing else. That's the base line. The additional recommended and usual fetishes, foreplay, heavy petting, kissing, talking, oral, ect, ect, ect make the goal easier. Hyper cumflation is a waste of nutrients and vital energies, thus fetish.
>Impregnation fetish vs just Impregnation
Putting the cart before the horse. As said before fetish is the sexual excitement to stimuli that is tangential to vanilla (and vanilla plus).
>Have you seen the man with oversized testicles.
No I would rather spend my time on other topics.
Such as knowing the hostiles inside and out.
When I was done with the research and exhausted the material and fully lived the seprate mindsets setting my heart aflame in rage and purifying fire reseting the experiment back to another.
I've looked into the void and the void flinched.
Is Futa Gay? The futa is both, because that's by definition. By extension you (the partner to the futa) are both, by extention if you (the partner to the futa) have the gay you (the partner to the futa) got it. I won't go into more details because I'm sure you can figure things out, if not then that's that.
The priority of degenerates that need to get some vitamin rope make it my problem in the first place. The fictional content while salatious is on the whole simply an issue of having people become adults correctly, which is a massive problem. Solving that, most stuff is resolved.
Which is why everything is being thrown to prevent fully functioning adults from coming into existence. It took wars, and famines, and massive death, and stealing the need to care to fully break shit and that took time and effort.
>>5212
>So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
That's from Ted. You based, pompous nigger
>So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
That's from Ted. You based, pompous nigger
The idea that your ancestors are watching drives you to earn their approval.
The same is true for the idea that a perfect omniscient omnipotent God is watching.
But many Gods? The God of Justice will hate you for doing something that amuses the God of Mischief. Earn the God Of Evil's respect and he may reward you in his afterlife. Unless the religion was smart enough to make the one who rules over the underworld and sees to the punishment of sinners someone devoted to his job torturing the filthy fallible mortals he hates.
And then there are the Past Lives motherfuckers... Imagine worshipping yourself and who you think you might have been in a past life. You basically just "kin" those historical figures like a neglected abused child on twitter who is also a otherkin furry claiming he literally is Blitzo from Helluva Boss just because he feels more "kinship" with the funny cartoon character he wishes he could be than he feels for his own family. If you cannot pull some Avatar State Intersect shit out of your ass how do you know past lives are legit?
I believe in the word of the LORD, God and Jesus Christ.
The same is true for the idea that a perfect omniscient omnipotent God is watching.
But many Gods? The God of Justice will hate you for doing something that amuses the God of Mischief. Earn the God Of Evil's respect and he may reward you in his afterlife. Unless the religion was smart enough to make the one who rules over the underworld and sees to the punishment of sinners someone devoted to his job torturing the filthy fallible mortals he hates.
And then there are the Past Lives motherfuckers... Imagine worshipping yourself and who you think you might have been in a past life. You basically just "kin" those historical figures like a neglected abused child on twitter who is also a otherkin furry claiming he literally is Blitzo from Helluva Boss just because he feels more "kinship" with the funny cartoon character he wishes he could be than he feels for his own family. If you cannot pull some Avatar State Intersect shit out of your ass how do you know past lives are legit?
I believe in the word of the LORD, God and Jesus Christ.
>>5224
Should someone who masturbates to horse cartoons really throw stones at someone who used to masturbate to futa horse cartoons but doesn't any more?
Should someone who masturbates to horse cartoons really throw stones at someone who used to masturbate to futa horse cartoons but doesn't any more?
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>>5225
Ponies can be excused as autism, not sure about futa.
I know you are getting back at him. But if you are concerned about your self-betterment; You should be separating the ideas and claims from their respective sources.
Just so you can determine if their claims have any validity, otherwise; your pride and urge to defend an anonymous, online image, will always cloud your judgement.
it makes sense that you are defensive, but at least try to think about what they are saying. And I mean, in general, not just this instance
Ponies can be excused as autism, not sure about futa.
I know you are getting back at him. But if you are concerned about your self-betterment; You should be separating the ideas and claims from their respective sources.
Just so you can determine if their claims have any validity, otherwise; your pride and urge to defend an anonymous, online image, will always cloud your judgement.
it makes sense that you are defensive, but at least try to think about what they are saying. And I mean, in general, not just this instance
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>>5230
I better myself daily, but I do not think that detractor has a fair and informed opinion of me. I do not think he would recognize it if I did something good. Seems like all he ever says about me is negative, even if he has to dredge up ancient shit or imaginary shit for ammunition, and all he's here to do is post negatively about me. So I don't value his opinion, no matter how often he reminds me of it.
I better myself daily, but I do not think that detractor has a fair and informed opinion of me. I do not think he would recognize it if I did something good. Seems like all he ever says about me is negative, even if he has to dredge up ancient shit or imaginary shit for ammunition, and all he's here to do is post negatively about me. So I don't value his opinion, no matter how often he reminds me of it.
>>5229
I HAVE praised you, numb-nuts; I was the first to credit you for suggesting 'Marenheit' vs. 'Faraneigh'.
I dont mateurbate eother
X, but even if true, care to revise your statement? >>5225
>>5230
Hes definitely looking for praise, otherwise he wouldnt have 2 blogpost threads to 'keep anon up to speed on his progress'.
I HAVE praised you, numb-nuts; I was the first to credit you for suggesting 'Marenheit' vs. 'Faraneigh'.
I dont mateurbate eother
X, but even if true, care to revise your statement? >>5225
>>5230
Hes definitely looking for praise, otherwise he wouldnt have 2 blogpost threads to 'keep anon up to speed on his progress'.
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>>5231
Observe the lengths he will go to convince himself that I havent been right about him all along, to the degree that I regularly predict his actions as well as cut through the bullshit that he spouts; I 'dont have a fair and informed opinion'.
Its quite easy to see why this line of thinking would be preferable, but unsurprisingly theres a few errors of judgement.
1. Nigel has no idea what my opinion of him is, because I only told him once, about 2.5 years ago. It was a compliment fwiw, not that that had any bearing on his history revision to say "all I ever say about him is that he should quit writing".
2. You would be hard pressed - assuming one exists - to find an anon who is MORE informed about Nigel than I am. Again, the years of exchanges, dialogues, and DM discussions. Which Nigel cant see anymore so they dont exist, I would assume his mind to rationalize.
>ancient shit
Just because you'd like to forget about things cuz embarrassing doesnt make them ancient, but thats a nice little illustration of how dishonestly favorable toward your own disposition you can be when you dont like something. Literally simping for his own ego.
>imaginary shit
Fucking lol. I could use a dude with that kinda reach on my treecutting crew. Itd make limbing shit alot easier. Speaking of work, heres some neat photos from an instance at a customer's house this afternoon.
>Ninjas in his natural habitat
For those not clueing in, the reality is that Im a sweetheart, otherwise I couldnt get animals - let along wild ones - to approach me. Humans however - Nigel not exclusively - are so full of artifice however, that I have to negative just to cut through all their bullshit,... and most people dont like it when you can see them with the 'mask' off
Observe the lengths he will go to convince himself that I havent been right about him all along, to the degree that I regularly predict his actions as well as cut through the bullshit that he spouts; I 'dont have a fair and informed opinion'.
Its quite easy to see why this line of thinking would be preferable, but unsurprisingly theres a few errors of judgement.
1. Nigel has no idea what my opinion of him is, because I only told him once, about 2.5 years ago. It was a compliment fwiw, not that that had any bearing on his history revision to say "all I ever say about him is that he should quit writing".
2. You would be hard pressed - assuming one exists - to find an anon who is MORE informed about Nigel than I am. Again, the years of exchanges, dialogues, and DM discussions. Which Nigel cant see anymore so they dont exist, I would assume his mind to rationalize.
>ancient shit
Just because you'd like to forget about things cuz embarrassing doesnt make them ancient, but thats a nice little illustration of how dishonestly favorable toward your own disposition you can be when you dont like something. Literally simping for his own ego.
>imaginary shit
Fucking lol. I could use a dude with that kinda reach on my treecutting crew. Itd make limbing shit alot easier. Speaking of work, heres some neat photos from an instance at a customer's house this afternoon.
>Ninjas in his natural habitat
For those not clueing in, the reality is that Im a sweetheart, otherwise I couldnt get animals - let along wild ones - to approach me. Humans however - Nigel not exclusively - are so full of artifice however, that I have to negative just to cut through all their bullshit,... and most people dont like it when you can see them with the 'mask' off
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>>5233
>Pic related
The original image before colorization.
Never suspected you would be a /k/ommando.
>Pic related
The original image before colorization.
Never suspected you would be a /k/ommando.
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>>5241
Fake. It takes ALOT longer than 10 minutes for a corpse to get cold
>by this ppint the vagina was cold and I pulled my dick out
Fucking edgelords
Fake. It takes ALOT longer than 10 minutes for a corpse to get cold
>by this ppint the vagina was cold and I pulled my dick out
Fucking edgelords
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