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Get It Off Your Chest
Anonymous
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No.2676
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>Nazi Horsefucker Edition
Vent frustrations and life issues that don't deserve their own thread here.
386 replies and 202 files omitted.
Anonymous
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No.6179
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>>6178
Cool story, schizo.
Anonymous
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No.6180
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>>6173
>>6174
Nice to see you alive and well too. I wish this was the first time I've come to this conclusion. The abyss is right there however much people refuse to see it, it won't chase it away. I imagine if things continue down this trend more anons will soon follow.
Even (you)
Anonymous
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No.6181
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>>6180
You have to go beyond the abyss. For that you need spirituality or psychosis or paranoia or something else, along with preparation, causation, caution and luck. I found horse pussy after and by crossing.
I recommend having her with you.
Being invisible, untouchable, infinite and more to safe guard yourself. Yet also here else that trip yields lackluster results.

The end goal, no A Goal is knowing that the abyss ends, because in strange eons even death may die.
Going further and further you'll find that barriers, and things, and whatever else again are small.
A hazard, but no matter their presentation there is a reason why they have not done as I have or expanded in their own ways.
I would suggest a unity of self. Of absolute trust and love.
The bullshit /x/ crap happening in about eight years (2030) if true opens some wack ass nastier shit upon the world.
The barrier thins, they plan to rip open a gaping wound. The entrance for all beings from elsewhere/elsewhen/whatever.
Guess who's schizo alliance is waiting in wait, having a functioning border customs area.
That's right, Ponies. Letting in pone and actual friens.
So as always with /x/ predictions it's wait till it happens but nothing ever happens.
Anonymous
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No.6199
6200
I hate the niggers so fucking much I think I'm going to have a fucking seizure every time I see one of those cunts saying anti white shit. Can rage give you a seizure?
Anonymous
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No.6200
>>6199
Well, Valentinian died whilst he angrily yelled at the Germaniggers.
Anonymous
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No.6201
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I fucking hate niggers and other invaders with a passion. Every time I think "Oh it ain't that bad" the next thing I see online are countless of recent videos of niggers and muslims stealing, fighting, and all other kinds of criminal activities these invaders specialize in. Point that problem out and you are a "rAciSt". And I fucking hate them cluttering the streets with their army of children that will try to fully replace us one day. And also fuck kikes.
Anonymous
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No.6203
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>>6181
I've spend my entire life trying to go beyond the abyss. Yet, when I thought I've finally find peace. There was nothing there. There has never been anything there.
This human need to latch onto something. To have a purpose and an objective. It might as well be a more sophisticated manifestation of the animal instinct for self-preservation. It achieves the same objective. You do your damn best to keep going, just to see what's on the other side. But then again, there was nothing.

<"creativity! The only true white religion!"
Funny how that one turned out.
But hey! Atleast you built your own cock cage. You should be proud of yourself!
That faggot must be twisting on his own grave rn. If not, I might even pay his rotten remains a visit.
I wasn't kidding. Effort of futility, or maybe the timing is right. Are these even my own thoughts?
Regardless, this bloodlust is unlike anything I've ever experienced. Yet it feels as tho I could actually quench it if I tried.
Anonymous
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No.6204
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>>6203
Hmmm... Very interesting. So, cartoon horse pussy doesn't help at all? You should consider suicide.
Anonymous
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No.6205
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I have horrible secret that I'd never dare tell anyone irl and I'm posting here since no one will read all this shit: I'm hopelessly addicted to cartoon mares. I think about them all day everyday to the point that I question my sanity. I never thought that I could be autistic, yet I'm blessed with what could only be called an autistic obsession with mares and their superior mare butts and kind mare hearts. Driving to town for groceries? Mare butts. Mind droning while working? Smooching cute mares. I daydream about courting mares all day.
I realized it was advanced when an attractive former friend that I hadn't seen in a year randomly called and told me that she was back in town and wanted to catch up. She was always flirty and we've made out before, so I'd probably have decent chances. Two years ago I would've leapt at the possible romantic opportunity. Not anymore. I lied and said I was sick. I was slightly perturbed at the notion that she might distract me from my 2d pony waifus. Genuinely offended. I've also completely abandoned all of my past friendships and have effectively ghosted them all. It felt bad turning my back on them at first, especially when the phone would keep ringing and ringing. It probably sounds gay, but I felt guilty as if I had abandoned them all somehow. Eventually the calls became less frequent before stopping altogether. The guilt dissipated over time.
That's when I knew for sure that I was a lost cause.
I have stopped taking jobs the require me to leave home for anything other than materials. My income has dropped and I'm getting by on what little I still make. I hardly work at all anymore.
I'm such a far-gone degenerate that I haven't been interested at all in women whatsoever in a while. I beat off thinking of the only two women I've ever had sex with, and I imagine them instead as mares. My heart beats only for the mare. In my isolation, I've developed impossible sexual and romantic standards to the point that I'd rather vacantly stare into screens with mares on them rather than pursue actual relationships anymore. Human females can never compare. I will die a non-reproductive genetic dead end. I cope by telling myself that at least my siblings have all reproduced in abundance, so at least my family has done their part to maintain the birthrates, if it even matters anymore. I don't even want to have anything to do with my family since that would draw me away for my newly hermetic lifestyle. I still think of them from time to time and I hope everything works out for them and their families. I hope they don't think about me. They would never understand and they're better off forgetting about me. I keep hoping that our shared memories will fade over time.
The cherry on top is that I actually feel happier in some ways now and have gradually come to resent the idea of normalcy. I just want to be left alone and live a quiet, solitudinarian lifestyle for the rest of my days with very little interpersonal emotional burdens.
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If you actually read that massive wall of mental illness, then thanks for hearing me confess into oblivion. If not, then congratulations; you're better off mot reading my wankfest.
Mares. Smooching mares. Romancing mares. Mare butt.
Anonymous
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No.6206
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>>6204
Red-skins found their poison on alcohol. Take your hors bussy if you will. Embrace your meaningless existence and drown yourself with instant gratification. Whomever told you having a "higher purpose" was anything else than a cope, was an absolute nigger unwilling to get a grip on reality.
Anonymous
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No.6208
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>>6206
What if DNA and evolution exist because man was meant to evolve more, and do whatever it takes to keep those with inferior genes like jews and niggers from sabotaging true humans?
Anonymous
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No.6209
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>>6208
>keep those with inferior genes like jews and niggers from sabotaging true humans?
It's done a shitty job so far. I can't think of even a single aspect of life that Jews and niggers haven't pissed on.
Anonymous
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No.6210
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>>6208
If anything. /cyb/-shit is at least theoretically the easiest, most realistic way to eliminate the consequences from degeneracy and social-parasitism. Without getting rid of the degeneracy itself. A lot of the biggest points certain poners hold onto, will be proven irrelevant if that's the case.
Think of picrel but expanded far beyond economics.
Anonymous
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No.6227
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>>6210
What do you mean?
>>6209
Human leaders decided at some point the most important thing was quantity, not quality, so they chose helping niggers and sandniggers overpopulate the world over helping the best whites have more children or creating a system where the highest qualitu eggs and sperm can be bought by the state and frozen for future generations and their perfected test tube babies. Humanity just needs to stop lying to itself. Not all humans are human. Some humans are more human than others. Niggers and sandniggers don't deserve our help, our mercy, or our tolerance. No enemy faction does.
Anonymous
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No.6228
>>6227
>Quantity not Quality
They want slaves, not people.
People are too unruly, too dangerous, too overqualified.
If you replace them (those 'leaders') with someone else there would more than likely be a large positive change.
A thinking and actualized action doing population is essential for freedom having people.
That's why they import, because they'll use them as the means to remove those they don't like.
Those most likely to overthrow tyranny would possibly be those who have done so in the past.
If they have the option they'll remove the genetics and population that made it so.
Importing, breeding, mixing, mental conditioning, exporting, ect.
They distribute production across the world so any nation can't rebel.
They want synthetic meat so there will never be a 'self-sufficient' group ever, livestock would be removed from general consumption.
A weak slave class makes it harder to rebel.
A weak slave class needs tools to do jobs. That requires oversight to operate those tools.
That's what they want strong algorithms for is behavior oversight at all times.
They want to be able to pull the plug at any time resistance appears in any way.
Even if not short sighted cucked 'leaders' take the given benefits of obeying this farce.
Low IQ criminal class is a problem, but they're used as the meat shields for those who actually run that damming show.
A slave class will never speak, that's the defining characteristic. Communication and aligned goals.
Anonymous
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No.6229
Jews are flooding ConsumeProduct.win with jewish shills reading from the same script.
The trolls post pedoshit to make the site look unappealing to outsiders.
They say "if the age of consent and marriage was lowered, white girls would marry white men and be good wives instead of sleeping around and becoming feminists".
What a load of obviously wrong bullshit.
Women do not get smarter or stupider as they age. They are always stupid selfish little girls mentally. Let them marry at 14 or 12 or 10 and they will marry people their age and divorce them for money. If they do not marry older people for money or divorce them for their money.
Letting women have access to the marriage divorce alimony scam pipeline earlier will not do anything to make marriage a better deal for white men.
No matter the age of consent, Men will still have no power over their families, their children, and their wives compared to the state.
Reducing the age of legal marriage is obviously a horrible idea.
Hell, there isn't even any point fighting for it since there are already tons of places where little girls can marry with the consent of the parents. This entire line of "debate" is solely jewish pilpul.
Only pedos obsessed with the fantasy of raping little girls at 10 or cucks obsessed with the fantasy of forcibly marrying their 10 year old girls off to superior men who can raise them properly genuinely want this.

Pedos belong in woodchippers. Only Jews trying to make it look like "we groom too" disagree.
Anonymous
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No.6274
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I've been forced to "coexist" with these hominids for far too long. It's honestly, so fucking tiresome. No one should be forced to make compromises. And weight their options in a maze of drooling, pack animals.
Am genuinely fucking done with these people. I've been done with it, even when I was still a commie.
There are some honest to god. Decent, great people here. But holy fuck man.
Anonymous
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No.6276
Secretly I am very insecure
Anonymous
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No.6277
This thread would be better if it has no IDs.
Anonymous
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No.6279
Everyday I stray further and further away from 3DPD and closer to my pony waifu.
Wish I could just take a pill that would delete all my monkey urges
Anonymous
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No.6294
Fashion is a stupid concept.
You can wear a particular style of fashion. Steampunk, goth, tribal oogabooga bone and loincloth bullshit, whatever.
And then there are retarded women who say they are "into fashion".
That should be as useless as saying "I like art" or "I like movies".
And prompt questions like "What kind?"
But no.
"I like fashion" is code for "My hobby is wasting my man's money and the money of my exes and my money (from my thousands of guilt tripped gaslit male simps and a do nothing make-work middle management job that would not exist or would have gone to a far more qualified man if not for feminism) on whatever pretty clothes I see in the stores today". Whatver she's told is trendy or trending.
They fucked up the word fashion so much they use aesthetic to mean fashions.
And when they're too normie for even the most basic easily imitated styles they just pretend their stupid normie-hipster NPC garb is fashionable.
Fuck fashion. It's jewish subversion. The jew tells women to dress like whores, dress like college whores, dress like karens, dress like college karens, dress like Twilight sparkly vampire whores if Twilight is trending (you are now reminded stephanie mayo's Twilight existed once and was made popular by trend chasing horny femsheep), anything but what normal people wore in a civilized pre-jew society.
Anonymous
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No.6406
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Every night I get shit faced to escape from life in hellworld CA. I tried to leave and failed miserably. I am in debt, debt which I dumb vast amounts of my piss poor paycheck into only to see it climb right back up when I have a surprise expense. $400 speeding ticket for staying at 55 for one too many miles on a road called "Coast Highway," clothing damage forcing me to spend $50 a pop just to get uniform outfits, car troubles, all this in only 4 months.

No matter how hard I try something comes up and pushes my card right back to the ceiling. And sure alcohol costs money, but damnit I live in a hovel working a shit job with no friends that live within a six hour drive. And now I've gone and alienated my friend with my drunken anger about all this. I just want out of here. I just want to fix things for a decent paycheck. I wanna have a place all my own. The privacy to socialize over voice chat without being shut down. The freedom to do something, anything that I don't hate for a living. Enough income to start actually making money via investments, instead of making under $20k a year after tax from nothing but wages.
Anonymous
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No.6407
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>>6406
Can't really help you but I wish you all the love Anon.
Anonymous
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No.6408
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>>6406
>Alcoholic loser that posts gay femboy shit unsolicited
Most well-adjusted and successful /mlpol/ user.
Anonymous
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No.6409
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>>6406
How much free time do you have in a day to spend on things that could make you money online, like art?
Anonymous
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No.6411
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>>2676
I'm going to dump KDE for Xfce.
I will be off-line a few hours.
Anonymous
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No.6413
>>6409
No spare time, no money. Made $810 this payday, and more than half of it is just for the ticket. Then interest payment of $120, then $55 for a gas fillup. I'd be stupid to toss my credit card bill money into investments that won't even give returns before I actually pay my debt.
>>6408
You're not wrong on any of those points. I got failure genes.
Anonymous
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No.6419
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I don't like clop art and show accurate porn creeps me out. I just post pone puss for the meme.
Anonymous
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No.6420
>>6419
Same here.
Anonymous
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No.6425
>>6419
Same. Having a human woman in your life to fuck and love really makes you feel different about what you used to masturbate to. The disgusting stuff just disgusts me. And the normal stuff like a huge ass or huge horse pussy or huge tits... Yep, those sure are sex things. Big ones. Don't care. It makes me wonder if this is how an asexual feels every time they see anything sexual.
Anonymous
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No.6426
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It is horrendously feminine to whine about a problem instead of trying to do something to fix it like a man would. There's a forum where gays sit around waiting for posts to be made, then the gays whine about how they don't like the posts being made.
Anonymous
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>>6426
I don't know what exactly I'm supposed to do but keep working my dead end retail job until I gather just enough money to get out of there. I can't make it go any faster, and I can't just whip up the money to get out of this. Even if I had the money to get an education set up for myself right this instant, that's a lot of time and energy on its own.

I'm doing as much as I can do as it is. Not much more can be done with negative funds.
Anonymous
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>>6436
You can't make meaningful bits by working, you need to trade stuff instead.
1- Find out what is needed
2- Procure it
3- Cash it.
Anonymous
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>>6437
>procure it
With?
Anonymous
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No.6441
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>>6438
My neighbor sells fancy ashtrays and even bed blankets on line. You don't need a ton of money to start, the trick is to find A niche market and exploit it.
Anonymous
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No.6442
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>>6441
I am currently at just enough money for my ticket and am only holding onto it in case I need gas before next payday. I literally don't have the money to buy anything online.
Anonymous
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>>6442
Sorry, I explain myself in the wrong way and I mentioned online stuff as an example.
Personally I don't do any online commerce, I don't know how to do it and I'm not interested in partaking with any jewish third party payment system. That said, the point is to hold your horses before "to buy" anything. To go out and buy stuff without experience is recipe for disaster. However doing dry runs in Craiglist to test the waters, that means to publish X merchandise and see how it goes without to actually to have the merchandise; if somebody calls, just said you already sold it. Investigating the market is part of the success, also you may learn that 50% of the calls are just other hustlers doing exactly the same than you. Another 10/15% are dangerous swindlers trying to cheat you by baiting you with good offers but with some catch like if you "deliver" out of the State and accept checks or other non-cash payment payments.
Make the survey without to risk anything anon and remember, as at bricks and mortar stores, many potential customers are just testing you and looking for "THE DEAL".
Anonymous
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No.6444
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>>6443
Another thing, most people who are for real interested in your hypothetical merchandise will call you, if they text you is a very bad signal.
Anonymous
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No.6446
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>>6443
Also, and I'm saying this by experience, use your pony senses, if you are tight with money you don't need to buy anything, get functional free stuff and resell it, for example a refrigerator or furniture. Many people has to move and try to sell used stuff but fail, then they have to get rid of it one way or another, so, that's another potential avenue for revenue. Trust Celestia and your pony intuition.
Anonymous
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No.6448
>>6447
What?
Anonymous
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No.6449
>>6436
Wasn't talking about you. You're doing your best and I respect that. The sooner you get out of that shithole, the better.
Anonymous
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I HATE THE JEWS AND JOOMERS SO FUCKING MUCH IT MOTIVATES ME TO PUSH MY BODY TO THE POINT OF RISKING IT
Anonymous
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>>6436
I just posted a thread thinking about your trouble and how to proceed. I hope it'll help.
>>>/vx/166509 →
Anonymous
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No.6459
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>>6441
>>6443
>>6444
>>6446
The gains from fridge-flipping and copper salvaging would be slower than my paycheck would be even if I were only part-time, and I'm making minimum wage. I'm not looking to attempt and fail another get rich quick scheme or spend just as much effort as a fulltime job to become an Amazon merchant. I appreciate that you offered other ideas but really, the middleman route is not too helpful.

>>6458
>I just posted a thread thinking about your troubles and how to proceed
Oh thanks. Lately things have been a little less dreary and things might be looking up soon--
>it's a /vx/ thread
Picrel.
Anonymous
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No.6461
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>>6459
>The gains from fridge-flipping and copper salvaging would be slower than my paycheck would be even if I were only part-time
Sure, but they might be a life-saver if you are broke and without resources as you stated it, or at least is what I understood. I'm glad you were exaggerating.
Anonymous
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No.6462
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>>6461
I mean I've got a job, it's just that I'm paying a debt off and can't really afford any overhead for that stuff unless I want to pay more in interest.
Anonymous
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No.6463
>>6462
Having you considered prostitution or traveling abroad to sell a kidney?
Anonymous
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No.6464
>>6461
Do those hentai leak sites pay in bounties more than purchasing the porn costs?
Anonymous
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No.6470
Talking game design with a consoomer is like telling a little boy there should be less low quality filler padding out the episodes of his favourite anime and ruining the pacing. The boy doesn't understand quality or value, he just wants more. He doesn't care if half of an episode is standing around while the camera pans and the other half is reaction shots and unnecessary explanations of shit a child could figure out and recaps of shit that happened five minutes ago(or worse, recaps that change what happened entirely like in that retarded Glass Onion movie). The fanboy consoomer doesn't understand what separates meaningful gameplay with interesting worthwhile decision making from mindless tedium best automated or streamlined or cut entirely. If you gave him Street Fighter 2 except every attack deals 0.01% of its usual damage and the jouney from one fight to another lasted 6 to 8 hours depending on distance but you could mash A to speed up the journey he would be happy. If you gave him Mario 64 except every leap into a painting portal requires you to climb a pole in a white void for 7 real world minutes and dodge a randomly spawned falling fireball now and then otherwise you get kicked back into the start of the game and lose one random star he would enjoy the game just as much, maybe more because the game would take longer to beat. For that guy art isn't something to appreciate, it's a distraction that occupys time and is better if it takes longer. He'd never touch grass to see it move. Throw grenades at grass to see if it ignites. Drive a car onto grass all to see if the grass reacts. He'd never dodge attacks and prolong combat for a bit intentionally to enjoy the dynamic music and how it changes during combat. Never fuck with a NPC or drive a car around normally obeying traffic laws. He'd never make his own fun in a videogame or explore his depths. And because he cannot tell quality content from repetitive mind numbing filler he cannot truly appreciate the good for what it is.
Anonymous
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No.6475
>>6203
Wait, what was that about a cock cage?