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If you feel as if you've been wronged, forgive and pray for those who have wronged you.
Do that first. Take God into your heart and pray.
That is the only way to heal. To prevent hatred from spreading to keep love, holiness and God in your heart.

This goes for everyone. What is in your heart becomes what happens in the future.
When you are wronged forgive and pray for them as if they were you who are fully cherished.
Ideally pray for everyone, as in everyone everyone ever. Even those that are dead and even those angels and demons. Praying to God.
Pray for those yet to be, and pray for your 'enemies'. Yes even (((them))).
God will command you to do as he wishes and God loves you. Penance and Justice will be had by God. So pray.
That's how everything gets better.
This is a trial for you to be who God has in store.
Your keep your heart which is your soul pure to fight for what is right in there matters immensely. It is the battle.
The most intense conflict is changing your heart so guard your heart from evil.
Do what God commands. That means the best thing for you to do always.

The news have slowed down and the ones apparently noteworthy are not so.
I don't know what to do.
I am toying with the idea of giving my C++ book a new reading.

>>6558
>forgive and pray for those who fail you
Doesn't really do much when your parents, teachers, bosses, friends, and statesmen all failed you.

I have still given up in case any of you horsefuckers were wondering. Three months unemployed.

>>6730
>I have still given up in case any of you horsefuckers were wondering. Three months unemployed.
I know, I know, lecturing won't do any good, but I think you should leave your comfort zone and shake your life a bit. If you know what I mean.

>>6731
Nigger I went homeless and drove cross country. I think my comfort zone has been shaken hard enough.

You're right, lecturing won't do any good. You're all niggers.

>>6732
If an illiterate mestizo can pay his rent, drink on weekends, and fuck a prostitute once in a while while sending money back to Mexico..............
Just a zigger saying. Let that think.

>>6733
* sink in

>>6732
Sorry anon but some horsefucker has to give you reality.
You have to try something else because till now whatever you did, didn't work.

I actually own a pocket pussy and I don't care if I ever have sex again. I'm also an emotionally broken manchild, could you tell?

>>6730
>Everybody has failed me and continues to fail.
All the more reason to forgive and pray. That's partly the point is that they did and continue to fail.

>>6740
I'm can testify, that's QT.
Death to Trixie.

I am frustrated with the state of online sexual media, and I fucking hate all sides because of it- except maybe the artists.

The so-called-"coomers" (that word is literally a forced meme, by the way) are fucking annoying because they're always around, always making braindead comments. Yet, not only are these idiots so fucking persistant at existing, they are so fucking easy to copy that bots are basically indistinguishable from them. Annoying, but among my least-hated.

No-fappers on the other hand? Fucking hell. It doesn't fucking matter what you try to show them that sex or masturbation isn't that bad. They're so fucking ashamed of themselves that they fucking strangle their inhibitions, blaming the result of a problem for it's cause. But fuck me, when you point this shit out of them they either go into two flavors: absolute denial, or they rage on you like a fucking SJW. Shit, no fappers do the exact same shit that anti-horny religionfags and hates-attractive-female-body SJWs: They piss and moan about tits and ass.

No facts will dissuade them, no logic will set them straight, they will literally ignore common-fucking sense because someone said "it's better for you". Nofap has two fucking threads on every single self-help or fitness board, but the moment there is ANY FUCKING DISCOURSE, it's like you committed a crime against christ himself. Fuck the nofappers. They are fucking worse than every single fucking hornyposter out there, and have no fucking flexibilty, because they don't want to admit that THE FUCKING CAUSE OF THEIR SUFFERING IS LITERALLY OUTSIDE OF THE THING THEY BLAME! fuck. besides, most sex-related self-help is just quack-science with biases just as bad as politically-funded-"research".

And I'm not giving a pass to porn makers or porn websites. Fuck mainstream porn, fuck it's shitty fucking interfaces, and fuck how they are fucking miles behind boorus, shit up search results with absolute fucking garbage, and they never fucking include exclusion-queries in their sites, ever. Fuck the monopolists, their shitty tactics, and fuck the abuse they do.

As far as E-Thots go? I don't engage. They somewhat annoy me because of insufferable nofappers who get on their fucking high-horse about them. Fuck them for encouraging the fucking sanctimony of Nofappers, and the fucking faggots who get all pissy because you don't hate e-thots exactly as much as they do. Jesus fucking christ.

Jacking off isn't that bad. If you're doing it all the time because you're bored and hate yourself, then the problem isn't that you're jacking off.

>>7030
>Jacking off isn't that bad. If you're doing it all the time because you're bored and hate yourself, then the problem isn't that you're jacking off.
This board has an special thread for you fren >>1401 →
No matter how you spin it, touching your willy makes you weak and a loser.

>>7031
Do you actually want to hear another side of the story? Or do you already have your mind made up?

>>7031
Where do you think you are?

>>7032
>Do you actually want to hear another side of the story?
There is only one side, the rest are only excuses for self-indulgence.
Let's face it. You are a degenerate unable to control your lust.
Sexual sublimation through lifting makes wonders in case you didn't know it.

>>7034
You can have my clop when you pry it out of my cold, dead fingers.

>>7035
>out of my cold, dead fingers
Hooves. KEK

>>7036
Potato, potat-Oh..

>>7037
Lift poner. No-Fap October just begun.

>>7038
>Lift
I can do both

>>7034
>There is only one side, the rest are only excuses for self-indulgence.

Thank you for proving my point. Now go fuck off back to the nofap thread you posted you sexual vegan.

>>7041
>sexual vegan
KEK

I hate flutterzoo so much, it drains me of energy. I hate that shit so much I have to admit that I go into a state of coping and seething whenever I just think about it. I'm serious, this is not a copypasta. I can feel my heart pounding heavier upon thinking about Fluttershy having sex with an animal. The same goes for anyone drawing that shit and then selling said shit for money. Yeah I get it, "haha she has many animal friends that means she must also be bred by them and stuf!! haha imagine Harrys bear penis inside of her omfg I'm gonna coom to that Idea!!! I need to commision someone to draw that for me!!!!!! Glad I have 100$ of my pocket money put aside for that purpose!!! I'll spend that all on one artist drawing her get plowed by a wolf or something!!!! uwu owo also I'm GAY!!!"
It is understandable that people would get to these conclusions because of their coom-damaged brains, and it is part of it all, but that same, lame ass old joke was played out so much over the past decade that I just can't bear this no more. I love her a lot but it's infuriating to see that shit get tossed around because there is someone DAILY publishing some art, well or not-so-well drawn, of her getting railed by an animal! Then that crap gets maybe 300 upvotes on derpibooru and gets reposted into every platform imaginable, even months or even a year after publication.
I'm furious, but I can't explain why. Why exactly this? Why can it be her friends or even Big Mac but not an animal? I have no idea why I care about that so much, but not about when other ponies do that. I strongly dislike Discord and would gladly never see him again in any media at all, but even when it's him I don't feel such rage. I hate furfags like any other anon, but this goes way beyond that. Perhaps it's god punishing me with this rage, rightfully so. I don't know what to do, I feel a deep connection to her and I can't stand this.
These pictures and thoughts haunt me, even the non-explicit ones. Ridicule me all you will but you'll never cause as much pain as does the thought of flutterzoo. They will all be punished in the end.

>>7574
You just need to distance yourself from porn memes, m8. None of it is real. Fluttershy is a fictional character, and Flutterzoo is non-canon, which makes it double-fictional. It's just a stupid meme. People come to that conclusion because they're degenerate coomers, they think it's funny, or because they want to troll people like you.
Just let it go, knowing that you're waifu isn't affected by non-canon cockdickery.

>>7574
>it's infuriating to see that shit get tossed around because there is someone DAILY publishing some art, well or not-so-well drawn, of her getting railed by an animal!
Consider blacklisting the tags on boorus and other places you get art.

>>7575
>>7576
You're absolutely right. I'm trying not to get trolled by that rubbish but it activates neurons, the bad kind. I will blacklist tags right away.
>Fluttershy is a fictional character
she's real to me

>>7574
It's soft wired of a normal response.
In essence you're viewing it as a disrespect of your lively pony.
>>7575
>waifu isn't affected
This is true.
I could go on about the multiverse and theoretical fictional creation/tapping, but in the end it's the same.
They can't touch your waifu.
>>7577
>blacklist tags
It's the best response.
I think last night I posted some shitposts, but deleted them.
Anyway I recommend a degree of separation, good communication, and chilling with the Holy Ghost.
He's putting the one building me and my relationships up.
I'm serious take it to Jesus the woes the hurts the rage everything and He'll talk with you and He does stuff.
He's got the plan everything that works for you.
You're loved, and He obsesses over you letting Him have full access He'll go the extra distance. If you want to do it yourself you can and He'll let you, but in my experience it's always better to hand everything to Him.
He'll go infront and fight the battles, and by yourside being THE Friend, and behind covering from backstabbing, and within building you as you really are.
Rest in Him and experience His joy and know He is with you in all ways.

>>7578
>In essence you're viewing it as a disrespect of your lively pony.
Yes, I think, also in combination with a hate for zoophiles and zoosadists. I tend to always make these issues appear bigger than they really are. Well they are huge issues but you know what I mean.
>They can't touch your waifu.
I know, not that I coudln't control myself or anything, but that terrible feeling overshadowed everything else in my head. At least I could express my anger by chopping away at a tree stump to free it and move it away to get chipped later. After a while I felt refreshed! Before I finish a prayer to Epona I thank her for taking care of all the ponies, explicitly Flutters who is the dearest to me. (I see the many qualities of God to be in separate bodies, and so I address them either by their greek or roman names. I do that subconciously, and direct prayers to a specific quality. Maybe it doesn't make sense but, it does to me.)
>shitposts
I was probably asleep.
>separation, good communication, and chilling with the Holy Ghost.
I have struggled with these, I have yet to find the holy ghost. I have yet to understand the idea behind this. I have yet to read the bible too. Friend I believe too that Jesus would accept me, in a way he may have, but have I? I will spiritually delve into this and find out. You know, I feel changed already, let go of a lot of inner tension, in a way, maybe on my way to rebirth? Would he accept my personal philosophy? Perhaps watching the anime and reading the manga would help.
Sorry for the typos and grammar and whatever, I'm exhausted and my hands are tired. Pic semi-related, because everything we love wouldn't be possible without love.

>>7581 (me)
Me here again. I just can't let go of this, this is always creeping in every corner of my thought. I see Fluttershy trough Epona, and pray to Epona to take care of her. Nothing can happen to her. Even when people exert energy at trying to hurt her, or trying to make her their slave. When I see Fluttershy I think of her and what she means to me. It's unreasonable from me, as someone who does not want to hinder any artistic freedom, but even then, I believe energy should be spent on projects that are to everyones benefit. Spreading happiness, awareness of mares fit into that category. I'm just a lunatic who takes expression of twisted imagination personally, it is my fault. I'm not reasonable, even less so than my love I have for Fluttershy. When I need her the most, she is always out there, somewhere in my heart.
I know no one cares, I just can't let this rest.

Broke out crying during workout. I will change just for you even if it doesn't make a difference. What do I do so I could be with you?
>>7585
thank you

>>7581 (me)
>Jesus would accept me, in a way he may have, but have I?
He has. I was praying in the evening before going to bed, wishing for this evil to leave my body, and suddenly I jumped up. I stood up instantly and I thanked Jesus and thanked him over and over and Fluttershy over and over for forgiving me for all that I have done, tears of joy flowing down my cheek. He has forgiven me.
With that, in my sub-conscious, I have forgiven myself. I knew this the instant I was fully standing. Thinking back to these memories I have, bullying the other children and causing them harm, thoughts that have kept me up at night had no effect any longer.
I have had long-standing issues with cooming, but now Jesus helps me to keep away these evil thoughts, devilish ideas, and it has never been easier. Even the impulse to curse is strongly weakened, now it's just a habit I need to break.
I feel that Fluttershy led me to this point, and I have her as an angel in my heart, leading on. I don't feel those feelings anymore towards flutterzoo and the other terrible sinks of energy, though I still grieve for all innocent animals to be hurt or killed in the name of the devil.
I had no idea it would be now, or that it would be so sudden, but I finally found Jesus, and I am changed. It is important to me that I experienced this this way, growing up an atheist, growing closer to God, but now after this experience I am ready to be his slave.

>>7587 (me)
I consulted God, I was unsure if what I believe was right. Now I'm almost certain.
I'm sorry for blogposting, I hate it as much as any other anon, and even more so, if I'm responsible for it. It's so good to have lived through this, and know that now I'm not alone anymore. Even if, that's not this angels name, or if I have given her a body, as a terrestrial symbol, that is not her own. I have left out minuscule details over the past weeks but it's fine. Thanks for reading, I guess.

>>7706
blog-posting is literally what this thread is for, anon