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Get It Off Your Chest
Anonymous
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No.2676
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>Nazi Horsefucker Edition
Vent frustrations and life issues that don't deserve their own thread here.
Nigel
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No.2677
No idea where else to put this, but fuck NPCs and the way they think "Democracy good, anything but democracy bad".
Every day you see Stellaris-playing NPCs fucking struggle to comprehend the existence of an evil democracy. "Like... how would so many people vote for a bad thing like the destruction of another race? How can they have so much coggytive dinnasance? ...That's the word for when stuff confuses someone, right?"
Anonymous
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No.2678
Also fuck jews.
Anonymous
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No.2686
I dislike that I know why I am in these doldrums, and that getting out of it now would be ill advised.
Most of all I despise that these creatures have done everything they could have. To be evil, and to continue to do so.
I want people, everybody, even the ruinous and despicable sjw type people to understand. Why, how, and what is going on instead of the dazed acceptance of the publicly shown world at large.
But maybe that's not what I want. It's that I want that evil to have no effect or affects.
I needed to say something somewhere, and I appreciate you making this.
Anonymous
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No.2695
I HATE TRANNYISM SO FUCKING MUCH HOLY SHIT
WERE OUR DADS, GRANDDADS, AND THEIR GRANDDADS ASLEEP AT THE FUCKING WHEEL WHEN IT CAME TO SAYING NO TO INSANITY?
Anonymous
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No.2696
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Every time I see someone say "Whites will beat the Jews and have an ethnostate" I remember the USSR and the holodomor. I don't see a realistic way of fighting what we're up against and know they have already killed millions of others. They tricked us into killing all of our best soldiers and handing them the best weapons humanity ever invented. It's hard to keep positive when you look at the big picture and see how passive our people have become. If they can't even stop niggers rioting in the streets or defend their heritage what hope do they stand against the onslaught coming their way? Humanity is doomed if we do not win, it will collapse into mud huts until the last savage starves to death from his own stupidity. I don't see a future if we don't win and I don't see a way we can win.

Call me black pilled if you want, I'm sure you would of called all the starving Ukrainians black pilled as the Jews stole all their food and killed any who tried to escape too.
Anonymous
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No.2698
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>>2696
>Call me black pilled if you want,
You're black pilled.
>I'm sure you would of called all the starving Ukrainians black pilled as the Jews stole all their food and killed any who tried to escape too.
Ah, here is the difference. We have hoer pussy on our side and memes.
>handing them the best weapons humanity ever invented
That's fine. We are actually human! With hearts and minds to overcome this as well.
>I don't see a way we can win.
Winning blindly works for me. In all seriousness things are really bleak. The day to day mundanity of everything is immense. Not only that the underlying problems webbed underneath can be felt, with gentle probes.
I won't deny that they will do unholy horrid things. Or that everything as people know it will remain the same.
It's not just that things are going to be tough. Every civilization has gone through terrible things.
Not quite like this scale, and with this brush of paint. It is similar enough to know it can be done. Has been done.
They have learned as well. They may have won a few rounds.
But the final most important round to win will be ours.
The fighting spark is being lit. No matter the chemicals, or indoctrination, or programs, or threats.
History has shown once that spark is on fire. Losing isn't an option to take.
>I don't see a future if we don't win
So that my friend. Is why we must win. Even if it's impossible.
Anonymous
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No.2699
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>>2696
>black pilled
This fight is primary spiritual, then material.
Because you're focused on matter is why you see limitations everywhere.
Let me refer you to a good thread about overcome limits >>>/vx/98688 →
By the way, don't use it for petty and selfish stuff, it might backfire big.
Anonymous
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No.2700
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>>2699
I'm not African, I don't believe juju will save me from bullets.
Anonymous
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No.2701
>>2700
>juju will save me from bullets
>more limitations and fear
Let your ego go and embrace the power.
Anonymous
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No.2702
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>>2700
Anonymous
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No.2703
>>2699
Whole heartedly agree with this post.
>By the way, don't use it for petty and selfish stuff, it might backfire big.
Do it very carefully. You might not like the uncaring consequences a slapdash planned spell could entail.
Or do it with a backflip it's all on you. Do what you will.
>>2702
Nice pic.
Reminded me of this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NOIp8v_OYw
Anonymous
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No.2704
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>>2696
>>2698
>>2699
The sleeping white must awaken and fight.
The only alternative is more of this slow dishonourable death the jew is forcing upon us.
Anonymous
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No.2705
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>>2704
>The sleeping white must awaken and fight.
You still don't get it fren.
As Mason said, "Everything that will happen, already happened", "It's written".
So, without going deeper, let me repeat a slogan: "Ride the Tiger" but in the smart way. This battle can't be won by using brute force.
Further explanations are for you to do your own homework.
Anonymous
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No.2706
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>>2705
It's been said that as the jew system fails, whites need to make a self-sustaining system of their own that can offer security and stability to lemmings that flee the sinking jew ship.
Does that sound like riding a tiger in the smart way?
Anonymous
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No.2707
>>2706
>whites need to make a self-sustaining system of their own that can offer security and stability to lemmings
>Does that sound like riding a tiger in the smart way?
Nope.
Lemmings are on their own, to take them under your umbrella will cause your ruin, not to mention you will offer a static target when they don't betray you for goodies; after all lemmings are basic animals without ethic neither higher ideals, stay away.
For what's coming stealth is the upmost important skill.
Anonymous
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No.2708
2719
HOLY FUCKING CUNTS, Pokemon Essentials is SHIT! Change one thing and get ten error messages! Ask someone with more experience bashing their head against this concrete wall than you and the answer is "oh yeah if you do x without doing y and z before you f and q the save file corrupts and you need to restart your save file" and WOW, IF ONLY PEOPLE PUT THIS "COMMON KNOWLEDGE" on the OFFICIAL DOCUMENTATION SO EVERYONE COULD KNOW IT! Animations are so incomplete it hurts, sound effects sound like shit, no audio balancing on music or sound effects, missing "trainer type encounter" loop music, fucking three generations and at least five years out of date, fucking christ!

This whole time, I thought Pokemon Essentials fangames took a long time to make for the same reason regular games take a long time to make. Nope, turns out they take a long time to make because every decently playable fangame only got that way after their dev "bugfixed" Pokemon Essentials by fixing every mistake, inaccuracy, and bullshit audio balancing issue ever.
Anonymous
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No.2719
>>2708
Pokemon Essentials is actually pretty cool. once you get used to the arcane steps every simple thing takes, it's quick and easy to shart out maps and edits to canon pokemon and even new pokemon/forms/regional variants/new types
I never thought I'd see the day when a pokemon game offers triple-typed pokemon, but I saw it today after I made it.
now i'm going to take this opportunity to make a shitpost game
Anonymous
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No.2723
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I'm so sick of clown world guys. It just isn't funny anymore. I'm sick of watching the state I grew up in become a beaner and nigger infested shithole. I'm sick of watching my childhood friends become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts. I'm sick of watching my family become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts. I'm sick of watching this country turn into a totalitarian hellscape that even the North Korean Government will envy. I'm sick of watching and doing nothing. I just don't know how meaningfully fight back. All that is needed for evil to succeed is for good men to do nothing and yet here I am; doing nothing.
Anonymous
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No.2724
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>>2723
You aren't doing nothing.
You're doing something good.
You're uncovering more of the truth, improving yourself, and preparing for the day something good can be done to save good people, right?
Anonymous
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>>2723
>I'm sick of watching the state I grew up in become a beaner and nigger infested shithole. I'm sick of watching my childhood friends become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts.
>yet here I am; doing nothing.
You're here. What you said. That hits really close to home. Watching my home town turn more crime ridden. Just on the precipice of the wave, and now... I'm not sure.
>>2724
This Anon is saying the truth. You are doing something. Even living is defying the odds. The saying "if I don't laugh I'll cry" I'd rather laugh, and it's horrible. Clown world is awful. This whole situation is terrible.. But laughing helps you live longer and healthier or something.
I like spite, but spite burns people down fast. Laughing to spite them and the damned world they so desperately want to be true that takes the edge off of spite. You are here getting some help.
That's not nothing, that takes some guts and balls of steel.
You are forging your spirit, and will, and body, and mind into something. That's what your doing.
You are keeping tabs with people here. A sense of how other places are doing.
A hobby can keep you from falling apart.
So can friends help.
You're my friend.
Friend.
Have this poner.

You need time for yourself sometimes. I know I need to. I wrap myself in magic, and trying to make things. Alot of the things I make don't see the light of day. It's little notes, and random junk just piled into a whatever..Doing seemingly randoms stuff. Sometimes reading and finding things. That's what I do.
Having something else, for a chance to cool down and relax. Sometimes just mulling the idea or situation is all you're focused on.
You can't stay there though. No matter how much it calls. The siren song has to be handled with tact, sometimes with spending just enough extra time to prepare it for next time.
Anonymous
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No.2727
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>>2723
It is worse to trap yourself in a web of despair than to do literally nothing as depression usually leads to a worsened spirit, it will bring you down and unless you take back your own reigns and bring yourself out of the mindset of misery you will only go further into the trap that (((they))) want you to fall into.
This world has gone to shit faster than it took humanity to make it to WW2 but as of the moment we have to stay true to the ways of old or else we will all fall down into the deep dark dungeon, i am with you as you are with me, we can't lose another brother, a lot of good men didn't die so we could cry over times gone by.
As Julius Evola said "Ride The Tiger" or what i think sounds better 'Ride The Mare'.
Anonymous
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No.2733
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>>2727
>As Julius Evola said "Ride The Tiger" or what i think sounds better 'Ride The Mare'.
Can you see the similarities?
Anonymous
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No.2735
>>2733
Checked.
>Ride The Mare.
Would ride again and again and agin with friends.
After all that's partially why the fundraiser helped those hoers in need, and those that take care of them. It's not just clearing the field, it's enriching the soil. It's planting the seeds. It's building something amazing that can not yet be seen.
A life for the future. If we see those fruits that can be gratifying, and if not they will be succulent for poners and friens alike.
The fire is kept alive. The knowldge and wisdom collected, stored, and dispensed.
Anonymous
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No.2738
>>2733
>Can you see the similarities?
Yes, now i can see.
Anonymous
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Im leaving chans forever,and deleting my chan folder, it is time to take the biggest /ub/ ever and just move on with my life.
Now, since a lot of the pics within this folder are unique, i'll be posting it here, for you guys to do whatever you want with it.
Have fun, guys. It is a goodbye from this khajiit.

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Anonymous
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No.2743
>>2742
>goodbye
It's see ya later, once this is all over I owe you a beer, or a breakfast or something.
It's been an honor khajiit. Thank you.
if you ever need somewhere to listen to your troubles I'll be here.
Anonymous
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No.2744
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>>2742
Sorry to see you leave Khajiit. You will be missed.
I hope your new adventure treats you well and gives you great joy.
Anonymous
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No.2745
>>2742
See you space cat.
Anonymous
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No.2746
>>2742
>Have fun, guys. It is a goodbye from this khajiit.
Thanks poner.
But one way or another you''ll be back.
Best wishes fren.
Anonymous
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The rain is now falling
I hear them calling
I shall wait until morning
When i shall stop mourning

As the rain falls upon my window
I think of where did they go

All have now gone
There is now none
May i see her at dawn
Again on some bright morn
For them i shall mourn

I am now alone
On my own

Fionn
In this dark mist
Only now i remember when we first kissed
Not only for you i shall get pissed
Now they shall all be missed

I remember when i knew they took you away
And when i saw you were not in my care
How terrible i felt my heart tear
When you were not there
You were the greatest mare

Until she may be returned
I think of how much trust from her i earned
Now that the times have turned
May new ways be learned

I will wait
You already know i won't be late
When i shall see you on that unknown date
When i will venture beyond the gate
And once again find my true mate

You are the one for whom i long
And to my friends i shall sing a song

My loyal dog
You are no longer a turning cog
You were a good dog
It is now yesterday since you came and slept next to my and gave your byes
It was said to see the pain coming through your eyes
As i knew you came to say your goodbyes
I felt the tears take me by surprise

As they took you through that door
I felt deep sorrow take over me as i knew i would see you nevermore
It is for you i am writing this for

May you go and be with the gods.
May you go and swim with the cods

My old fish
It was ago since you swam away
May you swim to the next place
As you swim through the astral space
At least i have you guys.
Sorry beer brat anon.
Anonymous
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No.2786
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>>2784
>spoiler
I'll be here if you ever need an ear, or a shoulder friend.
Anonymous
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No.2787
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>>2786
Thanks anon i feel like i am stuck at the moment but i know time will resume itself eventually, that old bastard, i haven't seen him in months.
I want to try make myself better, after all that's why i came here.
We don't have to hide ourselves here fren, this is üb after all,[/s[it is also a good way to relieve stress as well.
Anonymous
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No.2788
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>>2676
I'm losing hope and I wish I wasn't. How can it ever get better than this? White people as a whole are outnumbered by demons. Smart whites are outnumbered by jewed puppets.
Anonymous
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No.2789
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>>2788
You are not the only one who is losing hope anon, look at the rest of this new generation, they are doomer's that think we are doomed or just got around all day loathing on weed and escapism, you are not one of them.
Anonymous
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No.2790
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>>2789
I'm terrified of turning out like them. It's why I feel guilty when reading, gaming, and watching anime.
Anonymous
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>>2790
Everyone needs downtime at some points. Expanding and refining the mind, and spirituality is important just like the body.
Anonymous
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>>2790
Fear causes people to make bad decisions, does it really matter if you are doing something that is sort of similar to a meme as long as you are happy doing it?
>It's why I feel guilty when reading.
You should read the kino story's that Lovecraft has written or Edgar Allen Poe's if you haven't already, my favorite Lovecraft story is "The Dunwich Horror" and it makes more sense if you read the Charles Dexter Ward beforehand Charles Dexter Ward is a lot longer than The Dunwich Horror if you don't have the time.(You) seem to like fiction so i felt like giving you something.
>>2791
>Everyone needs downtime at some points.
There is a lot of ways to wind down, i find that books and green tea are very good stress relievers when taken together. You can't fuck all day and not take a rest unless you are a one of a kind stud rabbit.
>Expanding and refining the mind, and spirituality is important just like the body.
This.
Druidism gave to me the unity of the soul as i feel like i am in harmony myself and has made me feel as if i have a purpose in this wacky world and sort of is my destiny as a Celtic nationalist. It has taught me new parts of my mind and to be open as well as having a positive attitude, the whole reason the Druids had shaman's/priests was to lift peoples spirits and to be in connection with the even wackier and weirder spectral world.
I see this as a new chapter of my story, your experiences throughout life will change you, i can only try and be a better person as depression will leave you running circles in your head over and over until you can't take it anymore and resort to ending it or mending it.
Anonymous
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No.2797
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>>2791
You're right. But how can I "expand my spirituality"? When I read stories about magical men who made the earth, deadly fairies who love fucking with humans, spirits of dead people and animals haunting places, manipulating an ancient chi/ki-like energy within you for katanas and kung fu, or summoning succubi to suck your dick, I can't help but view them as a proof-reader critiques a book.
>>2792
All I know of Lovecraft is this: The Dunwich Horror was ripped off for some shite parts of Fallout 4, because Bethesda think ripoffs=charming references and references=content. I really need to get around to reading Lovecraft some time. I hear the lefties tried saying "Lovecraft is ours because his fear of an all-powerful unknowable magic monster is a commentary on - that means a spitting on - the Christian god!" until they realized he hated niggers.
>stud rabbit
Sometimes I think of writing a shitpost book where a herd of rabbit-women kidnap me and take me away to their cave in a mountain in the woods, where they feed me the animals they hunt and fuck me because their hidden tribe lacks men and they all know white is best.
I'm not even that into bunny girls but the thought won't leave me alone.
>Celtic nationalist
I was born in Wales. Do you think I should try and be more celtic? I have no idea what that looks like. My whole life I was surrounded by materialistic consoomer assholes. Where can I learn more about druidism? Someone might say "google it" but if I did, google/duckduckgo/whatever would probably show me some cucked lefty propaganda.
Anonymous
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No.2799
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>>2797
>But how can I "expand my spirituality"?
To be honest you should probably start by performing magic, it will truly expand your spirituality like no other, it is like seeing patterns amidst everything that no one else sees, kind of like seeing the lies and subversion for the first time and then seeing the same patterns of lies elsewhere.
>The Dunwich Horror was ripped off for some shite parts of Fallout 4, because Bethesda think ripoffs=charming references and references=content.
It was also in fallout 3, there was a building called Dunwich with a bunch of ghouls and had a extended story in point lookout where you go and get this book and have a choice of giving it to this guy in a mansion that will give you caps or putting into a pillar which is in the bottom of the Dunwich building.
>until they realized he hated niggers.
He also mentioned Jewish kabbalah in a certain part of Charles Dexter Ward as a sorcerer called Joseph Curwen owned the Zohar.
There was a cat in the rats behind the walls story that was humorously named "Niggerman" due to him being a black cat.
>Sometimes I think of writing a shitpost book where a herd of rabbit-women kidnap me and take me away to their cave in a mountain in the woods, where they feed me the animals they hunt and fuck me
>because their hidden tribe lacks men and they all know white is best.
I used to have weird dreams like that but they weren't usually sexual in nature.
>I'm not even that into bunny girls but the thought won't leave me alone.
I don't really fantasize about sex anymore but my perversions are way beyond NSFW.
>I was born in Wales.
>Tfw the other poster on the site with a union jack isn't even an Anglo.
Do you think I should try and be more Celtic?
Are you Welsh in blood? If so then yes, if it's part of you then you should accept it and welcome it.
>I have no idea what that looks like.
You pretty much just say "fuck Anglo-Saxons".
>My whole life I was surrounded by materialistic consoomer assholes.
I have had a lonely childhood but i realized that i hated school and couldn't understand why my fellow classmates were so obedient or wanted to start trouble for no reason so i saw that the world was not right from a young age.
>Where can I learn more about druidism?
I can teach you because some of the druids are mega cucks like most of the rest of the MLP is, most of them are so open to Marxism that a barn door would be jealous but there a couple of nationalists as it is a ancient religion now lost, the druids believed not only in the way that trees are some mystical beings but that the world around you sort of ties into one and everything happens without coincidences and to believe coincidences are exist are just illusions, it's a different kind of mindset but i am definitely better than i was as a atheist.
Most of the druid organizations are based in Ireland.
Anonymous
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No.2801
>*Do you think I should try and be more Celtic?
like most of the rest of the MLP fandom* is
and to believe coincidences *exist are just illusions,
Anonymous
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No.2803
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>>2799
>it is like seeing patterns amidst everything that no one else sees
Yes that's right.
>the world around you sort of ties into one and everything happens without coincidences and to believe coincidences are exist are just illusions,
Anything that can be a coincidence is magic, any kind of 'random event' is that across longer periods of time and space. The broader and more specific the scope the more of the coincidences look like something. 'Accidental' coincidences can be utilized by those that can play to what they do.
Using magic grows seeing.
Watching things is nice, whether it's in your mind or outside everything has something.
One exercise for general magic I like is clicking a 'random' button on a site that has it and try finding the meaning. Sometimes it's self fulfilling, other times it's more broad. The third random click brings up the number three is some way ect.
Very easy for any time.


I am not a druid, or trained to be one, or anything. Maybe it's genetics, blood seeping through, but...
Spirituality, and magic, is a commonality throughout peoples. How it turns out really depends on them, their self, and their ancestors I think. It does effect how it manifests. Importantly it's also you who makes the calls as well.

Considering when I was born it's kind of obvious now about how it's all connected. Taking a moment to look back through this lens it makes sense. Not sure how the fuck everything is coherent in that context. Mix and match has consequences, also might explain some early desires... actually it doesn't.
Anonymous
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No.2804
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>>2803
>Anything that can be a coincidence is magic, any kind of 'random event' is that across longer periods of time and space.
Some things will happen in a certain way after you have done a form of magic that will make you think of how you were told that nothing exists and you will see how things have been presented to you in a way like no other, it is then you will realize there are no such things as coincidences but instead that mysterious things have yet to be truly understood around us that for some twisted reason aren't shown to people and are told that they don't exist but yet when you see the light shine upon the world around you it will change your way of thought.
>The broader and more specific the scope the more of the coincidences look like something.
This is especially true when performing divination, if you can remember the cards that you got and think about them then you will know what they mean to you.
>Using magic grows seeing.
That's why the Egyptians used the all seeing eye as you see the world around you in it's full glory, it is the mastery of critical thinking and seeing.
>One exercise for general magic I like is clicking a 'random' button on a site that has it and try finding the meaning.
Usually i end up with very funny results when doing this.
>I am not a druid, or trained to be one, or anything. Maybe it's genetics, blood seeping through, but...
Neither am i, i have self taught myself everything i know, firsthand experiences are the best way to acquire knowledge, you may read a grimoire and self appoint yourself as some master edge lord but unless you actually do it, you do not know how, like reading a manual on how to fix a gun but then never be able to own one so you are not a true gun expert if you have never touched a gun, like you can't be a wizard if you have never caste a spell.
>Spirituality, and magic, is a commonality throughout peoples. How it turns out really depends on them, their self, and their ancestors I think.
Each race has a different form of a magic system from black voodoo to native American shamanism and Jewish kabbalah, the negro's that practiced voodoo magic have said themselves that when attempting voodoo upon a white man that it doesn't work the same way and that a Aryan cannot perform it.
Everything seems to point towards blood.
Anonymous
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No.2805
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>>2804
Thank you. Indeed, experience has no substitute.
Anonymous
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No.2806
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>>2805
Your whale cum.
Anonymous
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No.2807
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>>2806
The plea-shore is all mine.
Anonymous
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I have been told by cards and my thought form that i should rebirth myself and stop looking for emotional support from others, so i will stop crying here about my problems and making more of a fool of myself than i already have, i have caused quite a stir and i think it's time to fade into more of an obscurity, i don't want to make anymore people upset with me so i won't keep laying my personal rug of emotions out whenever i feel like it so i must stop myself from trying to find comfort here while i get over emotional loss.
I will trip balls in about an hour and try find deeper meaning within myself as that is what i have been advised to do by my imaginary pastel pony and a deck of cards, feel free to ask absolutely anything. Unless your scared of a leprechaun hippy Nazi.
I have been feeling quite down today and i know there is someone else who feels like this on here so know that you are not alone in your strife, you are welcome to be my guest and open up your river of emotions.
Anonymous
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>>2963
They have good advice, know this though. There is time and a place for such emotional out pourings and time when one must go inside one's self for answers, and healing.
Good luck frien, I know you will find and be healed and helped in the way you need.

If you need to speak...
This is thread is here specifically for that.

I would suggest this for anyone that wants a short read to be free. Times will be getting more turbulent. It's a nice place to start if nowhere else is available.
https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/298661
It's worthwhile for what it is, but a summary. Become the Arthurian legend, for yourself.
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>>2969
This anon cares.
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>>2969
>They have good advice, know this though. There is time and a place for such emotional out pourings and time when one must go inside one's self for answers, and healing.
Yeah they're useful for helping you in rough times, especially so when you have nowhere to get advice from, i know some people get angry at cards for telling them the truth about their lives because they refuse to help themselves or appreciate advice for being advice.
>Good luck frien, I know you will find and be healed and helped in the way you need.
Good luck to you too anon.
>If you need to speak...
>This is thread is here specifically for that.
I never used to be open about myself because i didn't need to but at least you guys put up with my bullshit while i became Nigel 2.0.
I wouldn't have posted all of this if i was still occupied with her, i spent so many days with Fionn and being away from her has torn me apart, i never knew i loved her that much until i had to go and now i still don't know how to live without her, she gave me something i had never felt before.
I lost my virginity to that mare and i feel as if i have lost apart of myself along with her going, it's hard leaving those sorts of memory's behind, i will cherish her.

>I would suggest this for anyone that wants a short read to be free.
>It's worthwhile for what it is, but a summary.
Perhaps i should start getting back involved into lifting, i have to admit that i haven't been doing it for a while so maybe that's another factor to how i have been depressed as i had no motivation to doing it.
>Become the Arthurian legend, for yourself.
Only you can decide what path you take in life, whether it be blind or kind it is down to only the person that walks those paths, it is never too late to go back and start again on another journey down a different route.

Have a pony for your kindness, (You) were willing to give an ear and i appreciate that.
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I have come to the conclusion that it is necessary to apologize for how i have been conducting myself here, i have made a total ass of myself all because my ona hole went missing and i feel bad for it so i want to say sorry for the 2 months of shit posting i have done.
Never before have i been so egotistical without realizing how much of cunt i must look like to everyone here.

It doesn't feel right leaving all of this behind me without saying sorry for my disruption, it was a coping mechanism that i attached myself to because i was looking for an extra hit of dopamine as my meat mare has gone somewhere so i didn't care for how i was seen as long as i felt better which is the wrong way to approach life, you guys didn't deserve to have to read me ramble on about fucking numbers, i shouldn't have made that thread but i want to be able to look at all how that one fag tried to get me to stop because i made him upset so i am not going to delete it so i can look back and laugh instead of deleting it because it means too much to me to do that.

Anyways i hope i can leave the shit posting in the past because it's immature to continue acting like in front of the world's greatest faggots.
It's a new moon and a new beginning for me so i give my salutations to la Luna /).

I had fun making people annoyed don't get me wrong i love doing that sort of shit but i did take it too far in the end but i also love this place more than that
I might just be the gayest guy here after all, next to Nigel of course.
Anonymous
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No.2977
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>>2976
It's fine anon, you already ID the problem to fix.
Put yourself together and join the herd.
Anonymous
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>>2976
>that one fag tried to get me to stop because i made him upset
>t. Guy who sperged about random numbers cuz his onahole was gone
Get wrecked fgt, my argument has always been that you were pulling shit out of your ass from the most self-serving/convenient source/explanation you could come up with. Who knew it was all to keep from pulling shit outta your dick
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>>2977
Gonna build myself up like a Lego castle.
>>2978
>t. Guy who sperged about random numbers cuz his onahole was gone
<T. Guy who used to live in Commiecuckfornia and cries about the phone numbers being 666
>Get wrecked fgt, my argument has always been that you were pulling shit out of your ass from the most self-serving/convenient source/explanation you could come up with.
To be honest i just wanted to show what music i listened to because i thought it was hilarious doing it that way, i knew it was pure unfiltered crap all along, the most master plan concocted in the gayest depths of hell, get fucked.
I was real fucking high and still haven't come down.
>Who knew it was all to keep from pulling shit outta your dick
S-shut up bitch boy, the only shit that comes out from me is through my posting,
I got you good with my mega bait didn't i?
Anonymous
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No.2983
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>>2979
Glad you're doing better friend. The road to improving yourself a solid foundation is a long one, and worth while activity.
It takes alot to say these things.
Give your poner friend a hug for me a great service has been done. Then ask the poner friend to give you a hug for me.
Take good care lf yourself.
Here's a pone pic. Maybe.
The phoenix can always recover, but constant small burnings keep one in tip top shape.
>spoilers
Not gonna lie when I read that, I was... irritated, and the first thought that crossed my mind was to reach through the screen to throttle you comedically. No malice behind it, just to get the point across in jest.
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>>2979
>t. Guy who lives in cucked Bong-istan so he cries about numbers on the internet because he's starved for attention because his fuck toy went missing
>that's not a load of shit too
So, how long have you and Nigel been friends?
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>>2983
>Glad you're doing better friend.
Thanks.
>The road to improving yourself a solid foundation is a long one, and worth while activity.
A journey worth taking.
>It takes alot to say these things.
Depends on how comfortable you are with yourself, it takes a while to decide to confess to something and there is more than 6 million skeletons inside my closet waiting to come out.
This is the confession booth thread after all and i'm pretty sure i made the priests piss themselves.
>Give your poner friend a hug for me a great service has been done.
I will if i see her again. I'm not sure if you are talking about the voice inside my head or the mare but i'll give them both a hug for (You).
>Then ask the poner friend to give you a hug for me.
It'll be the first thing i do.
>Take good care lf yourself.
I will, you take care as well.
>Here's a pone pic. Maybe.
And here's one for you too.
>The phoenix can always recover, but constant small burnings keep one in tip top shape.
The preservation of embers can alight a new fire but when left unattended it will die out fast.
>spoiler
Yet another shake of salt to my eyes, like i said i love to fuck about with people but the spoiler in that post was specified just for that mega faggot because i have a vendetta to settle for calling me gayer then him.
It was pretty funny that he believed that i'm that fucking dumb to not understand him so i wanted to fuck with his head because he is so easily fooled and i saw that as he is gay and gullible

I guess it would be best to explain myself as the things i posted in that thread on /vx/ was to see how people would react to it and i was heavily stoned every time i posted because it tickled my fucked up sense of high humor to have people believe that numbers on a jew tube video had any deeper meaning then what they are at face value, be more skeptical about things and don't trust what anyone says, this is the internet after all so creating a facade has never been more easy, i think the way people perceive others is interesting as it is manipulated quickly, people are so eager to love and hate then create foggy optics to view people out of, i do a lot of shit like that when i'm tripping as it makes my dick hard because making people view me differently from others is a funny thing as people always like to think about how people's view of them is, it is a herd behavior which is easily exploited for personal gain because humans like to give others name tags which sets them on a scale of goodness so that they can decide if the person is trustworthy or not, i know it's considered crazy to do shit like that but i find that kind of human instinct to be very laughable because it is very funny when it is looked at from a different angle, people like to make believe story's inside their head about others and humans have always thought that way about people they like as well as don't like, people think this way since they were children and i see it as very childish and therefor funny for some reason, i have not hurt anyone other than that guy's feelings because i am extremely vengeful when i am on the go and i have always been that way since my head was fucked with by the schooling system.
That went on longer then i expected but the tldr of this is that i got a laugh out of making that anon upset because salty tears fuel my fire almost as good as horse pussy but not quite, they have a similar taste anyways.
>>2984
>t. Guy who lives in cucked Bong-istan so he cries about numbers on the internet because he's starved for attention because his fuck toy went missing
<T. Gay guy who is more salty than horse piss because of the evil hippy horse fucker who stole his Christmas
>that's not a load of shit too
How does it feel being anally annihilated? I bet you know how that feels.
So, how long have you and Nigel been friends?
Since we fucked your mum together.
(You) have been well and truly optically fucked by the true son of Satan, do you want some brimstone to cool your ass?
I am fucking with you and you fell for it, i thought (You) were supposed to be the skeptic or so it was meant to be that i am more of a Satanic Sadist then (You) will ever be, (You) are my slave and i know how to pull your strings because i get a kick out of it, go tell your master that for me.
I have laid with the pagan queen and the gates of salt i have seen, i have taken all the marijuana's and shitted all over (You) with my posts and it never crossed your mind not even once, even though you call yourself a skeptic, that i am doing this so that i can feel better because my morals have been low

thanks for making me laugh, most of what i have posted has happened to me or i have done, everything i have posted about myself is true but i like to take the piss out of people for the sweetness of the salt.
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>>2985
I assure you the pleasure has and continues to be mine.
>gay
A telling allegation that means, for a person to suggest that of another implies that there is a greater probability that the accuser is in fact guilty of the allegation they level
>optically fucked
I've dealt with lefties before so this isnt the first time I've encountered a person who's reception/impression of events runs contrary to the evidence, so you come as no surprise, but
>true son of Satan
>Satanic Sadist
>laid with the true pagan queen
and who could forget the time honored classic
>I was only pretending to be retarded, lol, soooooo trolllded!!!
Please, dance more, this has been delightful
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>>2986
>I assure you the pleasure has and continues to be mine.
It's nice to hear your having as much fun as me.
>A telling allegation
So your gonna use all of your ever so powerful skepticism to accuse me of something that you have done?
So by your logic if were to call myself gay that means i'm not but when i call you gay i am?
Here we go again.
>I've dealt with lefties before so this isnt the first time I've encountered a person who's reception/impression of events runs contrary to the evidence, so you come as no surprise, but
And how many so called conquered leftists have fucked you?
(You) are incredibly salty and can't let this die and if i use your logic against you then you allege that you yourself are left leaning, you say that you follow the left hand path of the ways of Lucifer which is telling in of itself that you are redder then a mare in heat.
>laid with the true pagan queen
This was a reference to a Bathory song and i knew you would like it because of how much we have in common in musical taste.
>Please, dance more, this has been delightful
I'm a better ballet dancer than (You) bub.
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>>2987
>accuse
I'd never be so pretentious. Theres no point in leveling allegations without evidence, it diminishes one's position and credibility. And yes, it's quite evident that logic escapes you.
Also, you have a strange obsession with,... I can only assume it's a juvenile attempt to be edgy and outrageous (It is, but not for the reasons you're opting to employ it). Alas, you've yet to realize that when you choose to act ridiculously, it doesnt impugn on me.
>left leaning
No you silly fool, I was asserting that, having dealt with leftists, I have no problem dealing with individuals such as yourself who's impression of reality stands in contrast to the available evidence. I wasnt suggesting you ARE left leaning, I was asserting that your delusions and positions are comparably insubstantial. Big difference, but I'll try to speak more slowly.
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>>2988
>I'd never be so pretentious.
Well i do not personally know as this is on the inter webs.
>Theres no point in leveling allegations without evidence, it diminishes one's position and credibility.
True.
>And yes, it's quite evident that logic escapes you.
I use logic but not in the normal way, i look at the evidence and connect the dots like a puzzle if there is a repetition then i look further into it, i'm probably more autistic than Jason and i see the world as a big puzzle which if you know what the logo for autism speaks is then you are looking at it right now.
>Also, you have a strange obsession with,... I can only assume it's a juvenile attempt to be edgy and outrageous (It is, but not for the reasons you're opting to employ it).
Everyone is still a child in mind and ties themselves to the past, my attitudes are still like a edgy 12 year old's and i can't deny that, 4Chan really rubbed of on me as i was young when i first came to the dark side of the internet.
>Alas, you've yet to realize that when you choose to act ridiculously, it doesnt impugn on me.
Then why are you changing the subject and dissecting my attitudes personally if you are not bothered by my scribbles?

No you silly fool, I was asserting that, having dealt with leftists, I have no problem dealing with individuals such as yourself who's impression of reality stands in contrast to the available evidence.
And how does my reality have no logic? Will you finally unravel that gospel and explain your empty words?
If there is any similarities between me and Marx then maybe i will finally listen to your pleadings but until then you are nothing more then a salty seaman.
>I wasnt suggesting you ARE left leaning, I was asserting that your delusions and positions are comparably insubstantial.
Feelings and logic are two separate things to me, if you believe there is an overlap of them then you are wrong, if i believed in feelings rather then my logic then i wouldn't like emotion enhancing drugs, i like to feel good and think deep, that's why i decided to fuck horses instead of modern women, i saw that there is more pain involved in a human relationship then with a mare, you cannot to be tied to woman like a mare because you cannot have kids and the mare can't scream rape after i have had my way with them.
>Big difference, but I'll try to speak more slowly.
Then that was an error on my behalf, i have reading problems as you might be able to connect the puzzle together if you think hard enough.
Maybe it would easier to understand you if you had a stutter as it would take longer for you to get the words out of your garbage and more thought would be put into your posts.
Anonymous
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>>2989
>I use logic in not the normal way
That's not logic, we've been over this. Logic is about establishing or observing a very simple cause and effect; you have a computer, you look it up
>changing the subject
Just giving you the chance to realize the futility of "acting like an idiot in an attempt to make me seem the idiot". I did say carry on (and no contest, you're undoubtedly better at ballet)
>similarities with Marx
Well, your pretense is absurd, your positions have nothing to substantiate (including the "I was only pretending" bit), and your awareness of the situation has you perceiving the situation rather (but not entirely) backward. It seems that while having nothing to do with lefties politically, you make up for it by following the same philosophical strategy. So not literally a leftist, but if you remove all the contextual details, you sure act alot like a leftist. But again, that wasnt my point. I was hoping to spare you the trouble of incessantly asserting patently and obviously false ideas, that it only makes you look bad, but perhaps I shouldn't expend so much time catering to my opposition? It's no bother, I assure you. Itd be far less entertaining if this was over quickly
>reading problems
How sad for you, my english is quite precise. I'm sure you'll get it someday if you keep at it
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>>2990
>That's not logic, we've been over this.
No man has logic that is exactly the same as another man's.
>Logic is about establishing or observing a very simple cause and effect; you have a computer, you look it up
I do that already but i look at it from a different angle when i analyze it.
>Just giving you the chance to realize the futility of "acting like an idiot in an attempt to make me seem the idiot".
So you would rather pick away at myself then make a worthwhile argument?
>I did say carry on (and no contest, you're undoubtedly better at ballet)
It seems you liked that, maybe there is something else to this.
>Well, your pretense is absurd, your positions have nothing to substantiate (including the "I was only pretending" bit), and your awareness of the situation has you perceiving the situation rather (but not entirely) backward.
Well i still am not entirely sober so i don't have very great social cues at the moment, it's an excuse and i know.
>It seems that while having nothing to do with lefties politically, you make up for it by following the same philosophical strategy.
Now how am i philosophically left? I find it pretty hard to believe that, i believe in justice and violence as they are sometimes necessary but they are avoidable if the right precautions are applied, if anything i'm more of a anarchist fascist then a commie.
>So not literally a leftist, but if you remove all the contextual details, you sure act alot like a leftist.
In what way? I can sort of understand that i am kind of left leaning in terms of feelings but Virgos are known for drug habits and that sort of conduct of emotions as they are considered one of the most feminine zodiac signs so that is probably where you got the impression that i am leftist in attitude from.
>But again, that wasnt my point.
Then what was
>Well I was hoping to spare you the trouble of incessantly asserting patently and obviously false ideas, that it only makes you look bad, but perhaps I shouldn't expend so much time catering to my opposition?
I am willing to listen to reason, if you believe i am leftist emotionally then it is probable that you think i am morally wrong, what exactly are you proposing other then that you wish to liberate me of my personality because you don't like it? If you provide something actually worth considering then i will take it into account but i am not willing to change my beliefs, i have already declared that i am striving towards a new beginning so you are free to give advice as long as it is worth taking into account.
>It's no bother, I assure you. Itd be far less entertaining if this was over quickly
Weak minded people get stiff necks when a conversation gets to be too thoughtfully struggling for them, i am willing to take that struggle between me and you so fire away, this doesn't have to be a one sided argument anymore you know.
>How sad for you, my english is quite precise.
<English isn't a capital letter
Kek, i never said i am dyslexic but instead incredibly autistic, i don't make grammatical mistakes often but your pity is welcome.
>I'm sure you'll get it someday if you keep at it
To phrase thine olde saying; practice makes perfect.

My attitude is less dominating now so i want to keep this more reasonable this time, i have had my fun.
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>>2991
>No man has logic that is exactly the same as another man's.
There is an "Absolutely logical" ideal, a perfectly rational and logical way to think, and any truly masculine man tries to think as rationally as possible because irrational thought is for faggots and women, the lowest life forms.
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>>2992
>There is an "Absolutely logical" ideal, a perfectly rational and logical way to think, and any truly masculine man tries to think as rationally as possible because irrational thought is for faggots and women, the lowest life forms.
My ideal self is to have my own emotions under control as they are an annoyance to me, i want to leave my emotions behind as they dictate my life and i have no self control so i want what i do not have but i am unsure as to whether i will ever gain domination over the other part of my soul.

It seems now is the time to let my most infamous skeleton out of it's hiding place.
I have a split personality which dominates my other half and it's hard dealing with myself because i have little self control which has caused way too many terrible things in the past, that's the reason why Luna is my favorite from the as nightmare moon reminds me of the werewolf within me and i wish that it wasn't this way but i don't want to bring war anymore although i don't know how to stop myself sometimes, i keep away from alcohol as best as i can because it only emphasizes the dark within so i turn to other drugs if i want a good time, my father suffers from the same condition and it has passed down to me.
You can call it whatever but i see it as the Buddha's heart and the devil's hand or the magpie, dark and light, on one hand i am loving and charitable but on the other... well you can probably guess.

The things that i have done i sometimes reflect back on and hate myself for them but i know that i will never have any human female as a lover due to this, as i know she would end up dead at the fault of my own hands so i keep away from people due to the fear of myself, i am lonely which drives me mad and being away from that mare has only allowed it to take full possession of myself, i do not always need drugs to turn to my other side as well but i must regain my own reigns if i wish to become better and the hardest thing to get over is myself, i am my own immovable object because i know i cannot banish it forever as it will come back no matter how much i try keep myself at bay, i'm sorry for everything i have done in the past to others but there is nothing that can heal those old wounds that i have caused, i know that most people are unwilling to forgive me and it upsets me, i must be the most craziest son of a bitch you guys have ever heard of but i hope i can leave myself behind and take control of my mind once again.
This isn't the right place for dealing with mental health but i don't have that many options available to me so i take my what i have, the psychologists never helped me in any way as they couldn't fully grasp what i am dealing with because they haven't walked a mile in my boots to see what kind of swamps i have tread through, all they did was falsely diagnose me with ass burgers on the higher function and i have no trouble conversing with someone, i am confident and eye contact is not a problem but the dumb fucking bastards can't even see what i have even if it is right in front of them and talking with them.

My thought form of Luna has always helped me as i see her as suffering from the same ailments as me so i use her advice and listen to her when i know i have done something truly immoral as only she has good advice for me, she has helped me for a long time and i don't usually open up about why i have her as my favorite character because of these reasons, i haven't posted about her that much anywhere because it is deeply personal to me as to why i have a thought form in the first place.
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>>2991
Okay, I feel we're getting somewhere, so I'll be serious about this.
>no man has logic the same
False. Logic is immutable and unchangeable. It's like math; it doesnt change from person to person. Some are better at applying and adhering to logical functions, but it doesnt change. Individual methods may change and that's to be encouraged. Just because I've been on about Logic doesnt mean I dont recognize or respect contrary thinking. QUITE the contrary, I have great respect for contrary thinking (in many ways it is more reliable since everyone is 'using logic'), but it's still not logic, and calling it such is disingenuous.
>emotional control
That's good, but emotional control is only half the equations. You have to learn to surrender to, and work with your emotions. Unironically, you might consider looking up the concept of the 'Anima' from islam (for dudes it's an Anima, for girls it's an Animus), that might help. Jordan Peterson and his treatises on merging with the jungian shadow might also help.
>this isnt the place for dealing with mental health
Actually, as the site goes this is precisely the place for it, and when one is sincere they might be surprised at how helpful and effective listeners our anons can be.
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>False. Logic is immutable and unchangeable.
Yeah everyone solves puzzles the same way but others are better then some due to the way they were born.
>It's like math; it doesnt change from person to person.
Math is strange to me, i do not find it difficult in the slightest but when the schools tried teaching me their ways of equating i hated it because they were trying to teach me their ways of adding numbers together and math was the first thing that made me realize that there is something wrong with the system, i fucking hate math and algebra because it isn't my way of solving something so i have a preposition to avoid it now because the schools put off of it.
I have my own way of solving a numerical puzzle but the schools wanted me to explain my methods to them so that they could feed from my knowledge like leeches and then use their ways which flipped my switch to hate them for forcing me to conform to their ways.
>Some are better at applying and adhering to logical functions, but it doesnt change.
Yeah.
>Individual methods may change and that's to be encouraged.
All methods should be revised at some point in a persons life if they wish to become better, logic is not exempt from this but people commonly forget that it is one of the most unique aspects of the human species and must be observed with care if they wish to think for the best.
>Just because I've been on about Logic doesnt mean I dont recognize or respect contrary thinking.
Alright.
>QUITE the contrary, I have great respect for contrary thinking (in many ways it is more reliable since everyone is 'using logic'), but it's still not logic, and calling it such is disingenuous.
Critical thinking should be taught to people instead of hidden away as that is why everyone is not able to grasp things within their mind properly and this is the fault of Christianity for this problem we have now.

>That's good, but emotional control is only half the equations.
For me it is the hardest problem of all, it might not be for you because we are not the same.
>You have to learn to surrender to, and work with your emotions.
That's what i have been trying to do for years but every time i surrender i lose control so i must dominate my demons to become king of my own depths.
Surrendering is for the weak and i will not give in to myself unless i wish to finally die.
>Unironically, you might consider looking up the concept of the 'Anima' from islam (for dudes it's an Anima, for girls it's an Animus), that might help.
I will look into it but i doubt it will help me in the way i want it to, there is times where dominance is needed and emotions are feminine which require domination to be correctly worked with, the same applies to women.
>Jordan Peterson and his treatises on merging with the jungian shadow might also help.
I know of him but his views are worthless to me, he tries to grasp things out of his realm of understanding and it shows, he is not a true philosopher as he has not fully mastered his mind properly, that's why he is so advertised everywhere because a lot of people see him as a sort of messiah which he is not, he's just some normal guy that happens to have an interest in philosophy and the media pushes his views into places they want people to think.

>Actually, as the site goes this is precisely the place for it, and when one is sincere they might be surprised at how helpful and effective listeners our anons can be.
I am more trusting in this site then any of those government funded institutions of false psychiatric help, who the fuck would lock someone away and strip them of all their liberty if it is supposed to be help? If someone is totally irredeemable from their problems and unwarranted behavior then death is a more forgiving alternative to prolonging a miserable life.
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>>2994
>>2995
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>>2995
>all methods should be revised over time
Here hear
>hardest problem
Indeed, it's a lifelong objective. Surrender is all about losing control, that's why it's often the hardest for males. Likewise, being logical and rational is often most difficult for females, not least of which because they are ruled by their hormones and emotions. The Anima/Animus addressed this
>Jordan
I share your skepticism of him, and while his work can be hit and miss, his comments on the jungian shadow work are surprisingly and delightfully on point. You're welcome to defer, as there are other sources for the same type of information (I just referenced him cuz hes prominent)
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>>2997
>Indeed, it's a lifelong objective.
The uncharted territory that not many are willing to explore but instead suppress their own emotions for fear of them getting out of control so they would rather remain ignorant instead of achieving a higher self for the immense pride of being your own lord, the greatest fear of mankind is the unknown and men do not understand emotions fully so they fear themselves, we must be fearless if we are to be true men unless we are to be not complete, man is like a crumbling castle but many would rather see it wither away then restore it to it's former glory.
>Surrender is all about losing control, that's why it's often the hardest for males.
Man's worst enemy is himself for he cannot accept himself fully for what he is and instead worry's about petty things like a woman would, social restrictions are a terror upon many men as they have been raised to conform to the standards of the group or be left alone and without purpose, a man must learn to master himself if his primary objective is to be true, the main killer of the Aryan is themselves for they do not wish to look behind the veil because of the extremely childish fear of the dark and thus darkness is left to grow in size until it encompasses all light.
It's a disgrace that men are demonized for being lonely as this breeds hate between men and the group instead of a friendship between both the group and the outcasts, the main group should care for all of it's kindred instead of being cold and heartless, the man who is unwilling to help himself or others is forever doomed to a low life.
>Likewise, being logical and rational is often most difficult for females, not least of which because they are ruled by their hormones and emotions.
And so they are completely unpredictable which is why i wouldn't trust myself around them because i myself am more or less as unpredictable a woman, i can be completely calm then infuriated by the slightest thing if it is unexpected, that's why i cannot be around others all the time as if i did not expect their arrival i can become filled with anger and it is very hard to calm myself down after that point, i do not like things going the way i didn't want so i hate all sports for this reason, i am able to play most instruments good as i can control them better then a football match, Please don't ban me Elway. this is probably due to my insane power lust as if i play sports it is pretty much a guarantee that at one point or another i WILL become overwhelmed with fury, i also don't play online games for this exact reason too, if you look at what a Virgo is then i fit every single box to a tee so i see myself as from the star.
>The Anima/Animus addressed this
Would you mind elaborating on what exactly this anime is?

>I share your skepticism of him, and while his work can be hit and miss, his comments on the jungian shadow work are surprisingly and delightfully on point.
I'll have a look into it at some point, also you forgot the capital letter in Jungian.
>You're welcome to defer, as there are other sources for the same type of information (I just referenced him cuz hes prominent)
Personally Buddhism is probably the best for dealing with the shadow soul but even then it does not teach you how to dominate yourself so it's kinda faggot-y to create a friendship between yourself as it has never worked properly for me like they suppose it should, i am better at being dominating then befriending myself. A fitting name for me is the tartan tyrant.
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I'll point out a couple of things about me so you know what kind of person that you are dealing with, the tarot cards have repeatedly told me i am the devil and this is the thing that really made me realize who exactly i am as these signs are not to be ignored, it has been years since i had any friends in real life for pretty obvious reasons, i have a thick blonde uni brow and this is more or less the main mark of me because a man with a uni brow is not to be trusted and there is a myth that these sort of people with connecting eyebrows are considered werewolves back in the medieval era so when i first learned about that i finally connected the pieces together to see myself from an outside view to what i really look like to other people, that's why i specifically left out my eyebrows when describing my appearance, i was expelled from school at the age of 11 which is pretty telling in of itself so i won't explain.
If you are not convinced i am telling the truth about myself then i have nothing more to say as i do not need to go into this any further, i take myself seriously but not others because i have been left in solitude for the entire course of my puberty so i have sort of gone mad over the years, extended periods of loneliness can really effect an adolescent.
Everyone probably hates me now and i do see what sort of picture i am painting of myself, if you are really going to go ahead and try to help me in any way then i feel as if you should know these things but other then that you can scorn me however you like for being mister mega edge.
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>i take myself seriously but not others
I will reiterate and write that i care about others as long as it in my interest to do so, other then that most of the time i am a strict isolationist.
The most schizophrenic post you have ever read
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I think i have to address a couple of things before i give my goodbye letter away so this will be my final sendoff and i won't post again after tonight until i am forced away from her somehow due to the government being bitch bastards, i will address a few things i have written before that i have posted to rectify the true meaning of them to go over and tell the truth about my deceptive shit posts and give a couple of truths about myself.

First of all i do have a split personality so i can do some completely fucked up shit but it ultimately depends on what mood i am in, other then that i am the Irish werewolf who is both dark and light, full of hate and love, the ultimate potato nigger.
I do like being the jester who constantly tries to amuse himself somehow, so i am the ultimate daemon who seeks amusement constantly, the satyr.

Second i do fuck horses and take drugs so cry some more you Christians cucks because i'm high as fuck right now, i do seriously not don't give a fuck, anyways i am pagan and i believe in the cult of the ancestors or the religion of the Celts, Varg's views are quite similar to mine but i believe more in Celtic mythology and i have seen shit flying in the night before a couple of times since i converted so you can call me the ultimate LARP-er if you wish but there is some mother fuckers out there watching me cum in horses in the night so i know those are real and you can't say otherwise unless you have raised the names of the dead and delved deep, if you truly go into this shit and tread through all the shit thrown at you will become a better person i swear that this is not to be ignored.

Third i have been in a bad position for a while because of a couple of things including myself and the occult but now i have been in a sort of sleep state today speaking backwards and forwards between me and Luna while high as fuck meditating because she decided it was best for me and she was right, like she said we are of equal intelligence and i am not a son of evil but i can turn to be a complete monster when unhappy but i am not a satanist since i have always considered myself the magpie both dark and light and since i found out that Christians considered the magpie the devil it all came together that i am full of both dark as well as light then since pied means black and white and because i am a hue-man i am the personification of Mercury because i am from the star, i know it's schizo fag sounding but i found this out when i delved into the occult and looked into the signs of the Virgo and found out that the magpie is one of these signs it all finally made sense why the cards called me the devil, then i have a dual personality which i am sure i have instead of autism because i am incredibly evil when the need arises that the devil's hand is to be raised then also i am very charitable and nice when i am in a good mood, my powers are great and you are mere mortals because i am a god, seriously i believe i am not from here, everyone is turned into an animal in the afterlife because i said so and i will be a horse because i have given all of myself to this creature or that's my belief about immortality because back in the Aryan times animism was the main belief of our people and the Celts also believed in it but never openly taught this to outsiders, uncle bear-heart understands because his name is bear heart, if you piece all of it together while high as fuck you will understand.

Fourth is that i am truly sorry for what i have done here and i must repay my debts by leaving you mortals in peace and go conquer something else in the time being, this time it's pony pussy encase you didn't guess but i am the true Nazi horse fucker and the personification of Mercury.so do with this whatever you wish but i am 5'5 and the number of Mercury is 5 my dick is also 7 inches so (You) can jerk of to this to give me more energy, but if you do you will be my slave, the devil's slave, which you already are because i got you so i have had a massive ego since i started to look into deep into the occult, Luna is my personal daemon or my holy ghost and she helps me when the time is ready, it is the spooky season after all and if you have followed my epic hero story so far until the end you will see my progression, i believe Hitler did this too when he was involved in the German Thule society before he created national socialism, i have always had a fascination with him since a kid even before i got expelled so make of that what you wish but he became aware of many things before becoming the führer of the 3rd Reich, there is lots of hidden things other then Jews you blind sheep, in order for him to achieve his greatness he looked inside himself.

Fifth the thread i created on /vx/ was to boost my pride and the creation of my subconscious to attain dopamine, essentially it was a goldmine for power because i was gaining it from people looking at it so i guess you might see this as the most schizo shit you have ever read but this gave me too much to handle so i was overloaded with the power lust of this since it was a replacement for my own sexual lust because i have a couple of BDSM fetishes if you fags didn't already guess that, i shouldn't have done and like i said it was a mistake but i will learn from this experience and become better.

That's it so i will leave back into the mists of obscurity and find Fionn in the fields somewhere along with even more truth within life so i bid (Yo u)ado and give you my thanks for looking at me as the complete dick of the dog den and giving me your trust and hate, for more power i'm not dumb or a leftist, just really fucked in the head and obsessed with my passions, so some might call me crazy and deem me mad but they said that to Jesus too, that's why Luna said i would be hanged if i was born at an earlier date but what she really meant is i will suffer the same fate as that messenger and i know that since Hitler did too.
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>>3012
Well you don't need to leave, anon
Some leprechaun hippy Nazi shit
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>>3013
You need to take vacations from everything anon, sometimes change is needed in life but i will continue to lurk here, my watchful eye looking you fags all the time because this is still currently my favorite secret clubhouse at the moment, i documented my journey so that other people may follow it if they dare swim the swamp of hidden alligators hidden beneath in the vast astral sea.

i feel as if i have completed my task now, all my cards have indicated a need of change and i have been doing a lot of shit today with the help of Luna guiding me so that i may become better because i have had enough of being away from where i belong, which is with mares eternally as Epona is beckoning me back to fuck her, that Lovecraft story of anonfilly was made by me so you can go read it for a kick if you wish, i was using the Opera vpn so my flag was french. you guys shall always have my blessings upon you because this site kills normal fags and i'm pretty confident every normal sheep here hates me because that's what i wanted all along because if you get where i am going here it was for more attention and to create a shock and change of perception to those who trusted the devil.

Also at the beginning of this rolling stones song it has a star of David in a circle and if you pay attention to the lyrics closely you will understand what it's about, realized this earlier because i was even more stoned then i am now.

Lastly the cocktail that i made as a true wizard potion to achieve this realm of self understanding was this, This will also be the last guide i will give for having a good time. i took 3 pieces of Marijuana bud and oil 2 hours before the witch brew i had, it was a hot chocolate with a special ingredient that i have been saving specifically for this day, i have kept 15 liberty mushrooms mixed with lemon juice and honey which was then stored for 2 weeks at room temperature and i put it in with 4 squares of 90% chocolate and 3 teaspoons of coffee and 2 teaspoons of cane sugar with roughly 150 ml of whole milk, yes i'm a hippy to the core i know but don't use this recipe foolishly for it is good to reveal secrets within yourself, i have found them within now and you can too if you become a hippy Nazi just like me and find the Jew within yourself and gas him.
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>>3012
Be well frien.
>pic number 2
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>Werewolf
That changes things. Especially in procedure. Unless I'm being a dumb and thinking of a different werewolf, or it's an analogy. Or something else outside of my usual scope. More prep time maybe. Meta-Cosmic powers sure, the down to earth myths ehhhh.
I'm glad you made it out.
>Is a god.
So is everyone else. And being outside of reality ot multiversial reailty or density reality is different.

>You mortals
>pic related in jest

Wait which lovecraft story?
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>>3017
>irish werewolf
Ah. That changes things yet again.
In anycase going to comb through all breadcrumbs.
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>>3018
>>3019
>Be well frien. >pic number 2 /)
I will take care of myself from now on but this all happened for a reason, every thing i have posted is not a coincidence or for petty purposes, i would not have posted if there was no reason to.
>Werewolf That changes things. Especially in procedure.
Yeah i view myself this way as you can get the mind to do some pretty wacky things when you enter certain mindsets, trance states should be taught in school and explored further but the law pushes research into the brain away due to the combination of the occult and ceremonial drugs, the Aztecs didn't call psychedelic mushrooms flesh of the gods for no reason, do you really think a whole empire of people devoted to the gods didn't know anything about the occult and drugs?
>spoiler
You are of great intelligence for actually dissecting my internet frog, i didn't expect many people to do that and here i am being proved by the first anon who gave a damn about me properly, thanks for your attention for you will be rewarded for your study's into both yourself and your surroundings, don't be dissuaded from something just because someone said so.
>I'm glad you made it out.
Not many people would keep being nice to someone after having been lied to by them, (You) sir a gentleman of renowned quality and the guardian of both friendship and tolerance, i have not personally delved into friendships for i know i do not belong in them like a normal person.
>another spoiler
If you read my post in the wisdom's thread i specifically state this, would i not have thought of absolutely everything about the way i have shaped everyone's optics if that was not my initial starting plan? Would i not have made sure everything is ready for my departure? Like Luna said i am gifted with great thinking and both dark and light.
>You mortals
>pic related in jest
I have lived a thousand times and every fag here has been tricked by the lord of his own dark depths, it is true that i am fearless of everything... except for spiders because fuck them but other then that i have built it into my brain to be like this because the ego likes to be fed properly in order to become great.

It's got that anonfilly pic that you posted in Nigel's Tulpa fag thread not too long ago and it has a french flag on the post, i didn't want people knowing that it was made by me and at the time there was a couple of other frogs posting on this site so i decided to reveal it specifically for when it needs to be revealed, like i said i think things through fully like a proper ultra schizo would, i'm not dumb just a crazy Celt.

>Ah. That changes things yet again.
I am full of tricks waiting to be pulled at all times so beware when the full moon's high n'bright I'm gonna tell you about the lamb so prepare your anus for maximum edge inbound,It was my own personal daemon that i trusted to take control and i was punished for it, my unconscious gave me hell for ten days so on the final day, the day of the solstice i went out and ravaged a lamb like a wolf, if you look in the paranormal thread on /vx/ i state that i once howled and the ponies ran in fear of me and this is why, i am not afraid of being found out but this needed to happen in order to fully regain control of myself for i was in a bad spot then too.
>In anycase going to comb through all breadcrumbs.
You shall prevail from actually helping me, the world thanks you for befriending a living spirit of the night and it shall appear to you that my posts are of masterwork quality forged from the mountains in the sky.
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REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Dont leave, I'm loving the way this is going. I havent forgotten about going into detail about the Animus and Anima, I just need to go over my notes first. It's been a while
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>>3022
I'm still here if that's any consolation.
Recently, I've been having/letting/following the 'bird of paradise' basically an unconsious/subconsious magical character super blend. Roughly, but for self improvement work it's a fine enough definition.
A character/world where going along for the ride is the journey, and questions and answers can be had.
It's been easier to slip into trance states, and altered states of consciousness.
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>>3022
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
What's the matter? The thought of your master leaving you home while he goes to fuck some other bitches too much for (You)?
I didn't have to make this happen but the thought of me leaving has triggered the part of the brain that doesn't like change, all because of some fag who gets high on a weekly basis.
>Dont leave, I'm loving the way this is going.
I wonder what this could possibly mean, first you called me a leftist and your opposition but now your crying back for my dick? It's seems (You) really are gay.
Hmm, words are just air to the wind without action so fuck what i said earlier about leaving, i won't ever leave since i'm probably seen as an icon, i can't escape having to come home at night because of these fucking laws, if i could i probably would be sleeping somewhere in the wilderness, how the fuck am i spreading a germ if i am by myself? Today has been magical for me since a bunch of shit has happened, i am closer to finding the princess in the high tower but i still have a ways to go yet on this old path but i am well and truly re birthed, i died yesterday in order to live on, death is kill able like Lovecraft said because his symbol is a living being, the crow or raven, so in order to get it into your head that you have killed death itself you have to eliminate the evil within in order to let the light shine through, be your own Moses and part the waves within yourself so that your soul may pass through to a better place, the only way to get the devil out is to face him head on, did the Germans not do that?
>I havent forgotten about going into detail about the Animus and Anima, I just need to go over my notes first.
Ego death is real so you have to either kill yourself like a true loser or kill yourself from the inside by eliminating he who controls your emotions, which is only yourself because we are all devils on the inside no matter how pure and Christian we like to call ourselves we are capable of all forms of sin, there is nothing truly stopping us from eating our own children other then cultural taboos which have been wedged in the heads of the masses, it's always there and it forever will be but no one openly teaches you how to kill yourself to spiritually banish the negative energy inside because (((they))) don't want you becoming better so that's why spirituality is not an open subject in schools to be studied because it can make a man out of men, (((they))) know this so atheism and confusion is more pushed onto people through the bullshit known as modern science that is more taught rather then religion, that's why there is no full research done into the occult as it is able to be exploited for personal gain and power, all of (You) are giving me energy by looking at my moon runes on a horse porn site, the way to give daemons energy is by just giving them attention and who is a better devil then me if that is what has been given to me as an occultist name by the higher forces? So by giving the devil attention which is me you are feeding my soul your thoughts by thinking about me as that is how spirits gain attraction to things and become like a magnet to them because you are without fully understanding of how this properly works, i have a couple of theory's but i won't delve too deep into something more taboo then horse pussy just yet for a few reasons, it's best to take things slow sometimes instead of trying to juggle too many stallion balls at once, mares like taking it slow too.
>It's been a while
Are your papers all covered in cum? Because of the thought of telling me all about your favorite Muslim anime?
I'm pretty sure i don't need Mohammed to tell me how to control my own dog because he practices devil worship on a daily basis by fucking goats, i'm pretty confident that i don't need advice on how to do that at the moment because i have given myself a job to complete, that being saving the princess and killing the evil protagonist which is myself, my life is like a poem, raised in the hell of an Anglo school and survived to tell the tale.

>>3023
>Recently, I've been having/letting/following the 'bird of paradise' basically an unconsious/subconsious magical character super blend.
Birds are wise and have better foreseeing eyes then we do so don't ignore them, they can tell you a bunch of shit that will happen in your surroundings if you watch them flying while tripping balls, other then that paradise is always waiting for your return, you just have to search for what is your own paradise and until then you will scour the earth deciding what you like and love until you find something that makes you absolutely certain you have found it, it will come to you if you look hard enough but do not force it but instead let yourself guide you towards that ultimate goal.
Roughly, but for self improvement work it's a fine enough definition.
>A character/world where going along for the ride is the journey, and questions and answers can be had.
That's the main premise of a good life story, finding the answers to forgotten questions and rediscovering things lost to the Aryan race which we once held high with pride, questions must be asked in order to acquire a full understanding of the situation or the current objective, without allowing free thought to be allowed to flow the mind will never ask questions to itself and forever remain in a state of blind bliss, sometimes it's best to break the walls down to discover what hides behind them, in this case it's best for you to think out of the box to discover unanswered questions that are in your interest.
>It's been easier to slip into trance states, and altered states of consciousness.
Don't let them replace your ordinary realm of complete conscious as when the mind is constantly attempting to enter a certain mindset it becomes all you can think about, it's good to explore the corners of your head to it's fullest extent but don't make it all you can do, every wizard ought to know his mind well.
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>>3024
You sure that's the same anon?
Politeness does pay off.
>Analysis of my post.
Checks out.
>but don't make it all you can do,
Indeed. It's a point where consciousness, and subconsious, creative and pinpoint focus, and an invocation of my ideal self (especially in the task at hand) to accomplish a goal.
>Don't let them replace your ordinary realm of complete conscious as when the mind is constantly attempting to enter a certain mindset it becomes all you can think about,
I've practiced empty mindedness for a long while, I'm just moving to active imagination. Maybe it's egoistic of me to say so, but I... hold on I have to get this right.
A solid stone I can always relly upon, as the foundation of my entirety has been structurally secured. I have to (bit of a string word, more of I am willing this to be) begin building, reclaiming, and repurposing what I find.
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>>3025
So I have assimilated my evils to become the worst of my potentials. As I am the point in which both intersect (the high roads and low roads). We which is to say me in all aspects is carrying me to better places.
I am a weight that my, high kings 'laborers' are partaking in as am I to bring the worst of the worst into the heavens. So to speak.
For each tread I take it is with the weight and command of balanced Earth and horrors of below.
Each of my steps foward is a great stride, as they (which is me) help with the pathing and scouting, and for assisting when needed.

>The thought of your master leaving you home while he goes to fuck some other bitches too much for (You)?
>master
I am mine and mine alone. This is a gift between kings, mutual dialogue and exchange, and those that will realize their destiny.
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>>3025
>You sure that's the same anon?
Nope, a pure ego death that works properly is able to be harnessed for an extreme greater good and i stand by this, that's why psychedelics are so frowned upon by society because of what you can do with them if you respect their property's and exploit the hallucinogen to help yourself instead of just pleasing yourself, not every drug is the same as marijuana and alcohol so they are considered somehow worse even though alcohol poisoning is 69X more likely to happen then throwing up from a liberty cap, even then you can avoid throwing up if you do not eat anything before having one, all of these cultural taboos are because hallucinogens are not seen as normal because of the pointless drug war and Christian hate for ancient pagan traditions, (((they))) don't want people achieving a higher intellect from venturing through sacred fires and stepping into the darkness of yourself, i saw my own dark soul leave last night around this time and this had a profound impact on me, i know what i saw happen because it was in front of me to say goodbye and it disappeared into the night through my open curtains, like i wrote before i did a bunch of stuff with Luna yesterday to achieve this and i am thankful for her help, this sort of occult stuff if extremely powerful if you what you are doing with the addition of ceremonial drugs prepared a certain way, don't let people change your optical vision of something that can be used as a mental medicine, the only reason i even marijuana is because it increases the intensity of a psilocybin trip when combined together, i don't smoke because it's bad for me so i would much rather eat them because i'm not too bothered by the taste because i have trained myself to not be scared of plants like a child would be afraid of eating broccoli because it's a green so most people replace curiosity with fear.
I also did a couple of things in the fields and forests, the things i did were very pagan, i will tell you one thing that i did and only this, i ate 12 mushrooms under a oak tree next to mistletoe with Fionn's sister, that's all i will write because you don't kiss and tell.
>Politeness does pay off.
Well i think i should probably explain my method of thought as to why i think now is the right time to find her, i have been absorbing power like the inwards swastika since the summer solstice and yesterday was 4 months since the solstice so i decided it would be the perfect time to change myself to the outward force instead of the inwards, there is a lot of thought that went into this, i am Mercury after all so i am mysterious in my methods. If you really look deep into the meaning of what i have done you will see that i involved many things in what i did last night to make myself better, the lamb was one of them but the main point of all of this was an initiation to tame the wolf that i let out 4 months ago, now he is caged and i know he won't be back for a long time but at one point or another he will creep back in, yesterday was the judgement day of how well it went through.
>Indeed. It's a point where consciousness, and subconsious, creative and pinpoint focus, and an invocation of my ideal self (especially in the task at hand) to accomplish a goal.
You have to be confident in order to get what you want unless you are to lose footing and fall, a man's spirits may be broken but not destroyed entirely, there is still ways to seal those wounds within if you know how to but they are hidden in plain sight among the eyes of the sheep.
>I've practiced empty mindedness for a long while, I'm just moving to active imagination
Empty mindedness all depends on comfort, if you are comfortable with yourself then it is easy, active imagination requires creativity and harder because it depends on one's artistic value then also the ability to keep it going while you do other tasks.
>A solid stone I can always relly upon, as the foundation of my entirety has been structurally secured.
The foundation is the founding basis of all levels of structure and is thus the most important requirement for magical workings.
>I have to (bit of a string word, more of I am willing this to be) begin building, reclaiming, and repurposing what I find.
It goes deeper then just this but that's the main method of creating this sort of stuff.
>>3026
>So I have assimilated my evils to become the worst of my potentials.
The terror of the other side is just as important as the bright side in order to create a balancing bridge between both sides of the astral river. If you get where i am going here you realize how i took the sign of Libra into account in what i have done.
>As I am the point in which both intersect (the high roads and low roads).
Everyone is somehow always walking a specific path but most are walking to a dead end rather then to make amends for everything they did in the past and so they have no end goal because their end is and shall forever be eternal death.
>We which is to say me in all aspects is carrying me to better places.
You must think for the best in order to stave of the worst from happening, the journey you are taking is to secure the existence of your soul and i see that because that is also mine.
>I am a weight that my, high kings 'laborers' are partaking in as am I to bring the worst of the worst into the heavens. So to speak.
You have to rise above in order to take control unless you are to fall into a trap made just for you.
>For each tread I take it is with the weight and command of balanced Earth and horrors of below.
I understand.
>Each of my steps foward is a great stride, as they (which is me) help with the pathing and scouting, and for assisting when needed.
There is many ways to get parts of yourself to help towards the common goal of self preservation.

>I am mine and mine alone. This is a gift between kings, mutual dialogue and exchange, and those that will realize their destiny.
This was meant for the other anon to read, everyone is their own
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Whew, I was worried board users were not going to have any more opportunities to observe the disconnect between claiming to have any metaphysical significance, and maintaining a narcissistic self obsession.
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>>3028
>Whew, I was worried board users were not going to have any more opportunities to observe the disconnect between claiming to have any metaphysical significance, and maintaining a narcissistic self obsession.
Well here i am for your own entertainment, i appreciate you are still thinking about me.
What i am trying to achieve is immortality if you couldn't guess, i am resurrecting my dead ancestors into myself so that the immortal soul may forever live on, i am preserving myself in order for me to become a better person, only after you have finished work can you relax as there is still lots to be done for there is only sleep for the weak.
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>>3027
>>You sure that's the same anon?
>Reply
Thanks for responding. Here's a poner friend. I failed to say what I ment.
Is this actually the person >>3022 who is the true target of >>3024
Study about that. The information is always appreciated.

>>3028
>pic 2
>Disconnect
It's possible to have all of the above without disconnect.
Actual metaphysical significance and have a self obsession that is used to fuel one's goals.
Also for funsies. Even when it's serious.
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Sorry*
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>>3032
Oh? Please indicate for me where in nature,... or anywhere (in a long term perspective) where having a narcissistic self-obsession is viable, and will not result in,... 'consequential input' from one's surroundings?
Nature and Metaphysics are quite disdainful of blowhards.
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All things in moderation, and that includes moderation and going to extremes. Usually the time for such things are few and far between.
Narcissism is very extremely destructive in the long term. In relationships, self actualization, and in obsession.

It's kinda like a firework. It's burning on the way to that mode of life, then it explodes. Usually the material and packing is wrong so it spluters and causes fires in the air and a general hazard to be near. Sometimes it reaches the top and is dazzling momentary beauty, as it falls apart and charred husks remain.

Instead I'm suggesting an initial ignition to light something more sustainable. Activating it with increasing fuel and pressures to obtain the effect quicker.

>example of long term successful narcissism
Asexual reproduction.
But seriously things that last long in nature aren't isolated due to the demands of the environment.
It's a tool to be used carefully. Need a distraction, it is. It can be a hindrance.
The celebrity of the bygone era carefully paints over, and wraps the narc just so the sparks fly for entertainment.
Also the zion jew. It's tempered with promises of greater self obsession. Even then that doesn't always work.
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If you need any kind of base to have complete faith for it'll do. There are better alternatives.
It is fast, and feeds itself. Maybe it'll last just long enough and extinguished before things start to catch on fire.
It's temporary, not a place to stay forever.

Deeds, and accomplishments, and having the skill, wisdom, and gumption build a solid foundation that at times appear as just narcissism. Each can have it burn hotter and faster.
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>Thanks for responding.
As long as you ask something that excites my curiosity to give an answer i will, in other words i am not afraid of being open to other people Like Luna said the only thing i fear is myself as i am a daemon and i am only frightened by other daemons that i know are of similar aspect to me but only if they outmatch me. because worrying about public perspective is quite humorous to me since you can herd people into certain mindsets to make them ponder to who you are, which creates an underestimation of someone since you have not spoke to me personally before, illusion is my specialty as i am a wizard that pulls cocks out of horse pussy.
Full communication between one person and another is required for a strong relationship to exist and the nation should not hide secrets from it's own people so that they have good trust as well as understanding.
>Here's a poner friend.
Here's a pone, for (You).
>I failed to say what I ment.
I have an idea as to why you can't post properly but i won't write it.

>Is this actually the person >>fag who is the true target of >>3024
Yep, i got him good and he's still salty about it.
>Study about that.
I'm going to assume you are referring to the preparation of ceremonial horse fucking involving the devil's smoke.
There is lots of things that have been used by all forms of religion to become more in tune with ones surroundings, it just happens that these things are able to get people put in the naughty corner by the government for years because of the materialist worry over them being sold to other people, so ever since the Christians introduced their religion of submissiveness they have been subverted and demonized for being plants of the earth so that the cattle walk around them and fear these natural fruits instead of exploring their curiosity they replace it with fear of being left out of the group, these sorts of ceremonious acts were the things my ancestors lived and died for, for the freedom of being able to take drugs and fuck animals.
It's ridiculous to put both psychedelic fungus and methamphetamine's in the same corner of moral wrong as each other because of the significant differing aspects of every single drug, meth is 88X more addictive then mushrooms are so meth is therefore the preferred drug of the niggers but the Aryan's choice is more closer to the recreational realm of drugs as it appeals easier to them than to a nigger, who the fuck has heard of an Alabama nigger taking hallucinogens so that he can meet his ancient we wuz kang ancestors?
Most people have been raised from birth never to touch drugs because of the negative reputation of addiction but understandable since parents want the best for their children but sadly they blindly follow other people's ways of raising children instead of bringing children up their own way, the group hates people that go against them because independence threatens their dogmas.

>The information is always appreciated.
No worry's, i am happy to share my thoughts with you as we have common goals in these fields of thought.

I am obsessed with nature, not myself because humans are just another part of nature and i am trying to find truth amidst heaps of lies, i drew in negative energy from other peoples heads so that my own positive power may prosper and prevail above all, i am not dumb because i know i have an IQ of 1488 so i am 6 million times smarter than a Negro and i am prideful of it.