>Nazi Horsefucker Edition
Vent frustrations and life issues that don't deserve their own thread here.
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No idea where else to put this, but fuck NPCs and the way they think "Democracy good, anything but democracy bad".
Every day you see Stellaris-playing NPCs fucking struggle to comprehend the existence of an evil democracy. "Like... how would so many people vote for a bad thing like the destruction of another race? How can they have so much coggytive dinnasance? ...That's the word for when stuff confuses someone, right?"
I dislike that I know why I am in these doldrums, and that getting out of it now would be ill advised.
Most of all I despise that these creatures have done everything they could have. To be evil, and to continue to do so.
I want people, everybody, even the ruinous and despicable sjw type people to understand. Why, how, and what is going on instead of the dazed acceptance of the publicly shown world at large.
But maybe that's not what I want. It's that I want that evil to have no effect or affects.
I needed to say something somewhere, and I appreciate you making this.
I HATE TRANNYISM SO FUCKING MUCH HOLY SHIT
WERE OUR DADS, GRANDDADS, AND THEIR GRANDDADS ASLEEP AT THE FUCKING WHEEL WHEN IT CAME TO SAYING NO TO INSANITY?
Every time I see someone say "Whites will beat the Jews and have an ethnostate" I remember the USSR and the holodomor. I don't see a realistic way of fighting what we're up against and know they have already killed millions of others. They tricked us into killing all of our best soldiers and handing them the best weapons humanity ever invented. It's hard to keep positive when you look at the big picture and see how passive our people have become. If they can't even stop niggers rioting in the streets or defend their heritage what hope do they stand against the onslaught coming their way? Humanity is doomed if we do not win, it will collapse into mud huts until the last savage starves to death from his own stupidity. I don't see a future if we don't win and I don't see a way we can win.
Call me black pilled if you want, I'm sure you would of called all the starving Ukrainians black pilled as the Jews stole all their food and killed any who tried to escape too.
>>2696>Call me black pilled if you want,
You're black pilled.>I'm sure you would of called all the starving Ukrainians black pilled as the Jews stole all their food and killed any who tried to escape too.
Ah, here is the difference. We have hoer pussy on our side and memes.>handing them the best weapons humanity ever invented
That's fine. We are actually human! With hearts and minds to overcome this as well.>I don't see a way we can win.
Winning blindly works for me. In all seriousness things are really bleak. The day to day mundanity of everything is immense. Not only that the underlying problems webbed underneath can be felt, with gentle probes.
I won't deny that they will do unholy horrid things. Or that everything as people know it will remain the same.
It's not just that things are going to be tough. Every civilization has gone through terrible things.
Not quite like this scale, and with this brush of paint. It is similar enough to know it can be done. Has been done.
They have learned as well. They may have won a few rounds.
But the final most important round to win will be ours.
The fighting spark is being lit. No matter the chemicals, or indoctrination, or programs, or threats.
History has shown once that spark is on fire. Losing isn't an option to take.>I don't see a future if we don't win
So that my friend. Is why we must win. Even if it's impossible.
This fight is primary spiritual, then material.
Because you're focused on matter is why you see limitations everywhere.
Let me refer you to a good thread about overcome limits >>>/vx/98688 →
By the way, don't use it for petty and selfish stuff, it might backfire big.
I'm not African, I don't believe juju will save me from bullets.
>>2700>juju will save me from bullets>more limitations and fear
Let your ego go and embrace the power.
Whole heartedly agree with this post.>By the way, don't use it for petty and selfish stuff, it might backfire big.
Do it very carefully. You might not like the uncaring consequences a slapdash planned spell could entail.
Or do it with a backflip it's all on you. Do what you will.>>2702
Reminded me of this.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NOIp8v_OYw
The sleeping white must awaken and fight.
The only alternative is more of this slow dishonourable death the jew is forcing upon us.
>>2704>The sleeping white must awaken and fight.
You still don't get it fren.
As Mason said, "Everything that will happen, already happened", "It's written".
So, without going deeper, let me repeat a slogan: "Ride the Tiger" but in the smart way. This battle can't be won by using brute force.
Further explanations are for you to do your own homework.
It's been said that as the jew system fails, whites need to make a self-sustaining system of their own that can offer security and stability to lemmings that flee the sinking jew ship.
Does that sound like riding a tiger in the smart way?
>>2706>whites need to make a self-sustaining system of their own that can offer security and stability to lemmings>Does that sound like riding a tiger in the smart way?
Lemmings are on their own, to take them under your umbrella will cause your ruin, not to mention you will offer a static target when they don't betray you for goodies; after all lemmings are basic animals without ethic neither higher ideals, stay away.
For what's coming stealth is the upmost important skill.
HOLY FUCKING CUNTS, Pokemon Essentials is SHIT! Change one thing and get ten error messages! Ask someone with more experience bashing their head against this concrete wall than you and the answer is "oh yeah if you do x without doing y and z before you f and q the save file corrupts and you need to restart your save file" and WOW, IF ONLY PEOPLE PUT THIS "COMMON KNOWLEDGE" on the OFFICIAL DOCUMENTATION SO EVERYONE COULD KNOW IT! Animations are so incomplete it hurts, sound effects sound like shit, no audio balancing on music or sound effects, missing "trainer type encounter" loop music, fucking three generations and at least five years out of date, fucking christ!
This whole time, I thought Pokemon Essentials fangames took a long time to make for the same reason regular games take a long time to make. Nope, turns out they take a long time to make because every decently playable fangame only got that way after their dev "bugfixed" Pokemon Essentials by fixing every mistake, inaccuracy, and bullshit audio balancing issue ever.
Pokemon Essentials is actually pretty cool. once you get used to the arcane steps every simple thing takes, it's quick and easy to shart out maps and edits to canon pokemon and even new pokemon/forms/regional variants/new types
I never thought I'd see the day when a pokemon game offers triple-typed pokemon, but I saw it today after I made it.
now i'm going to take this opportunity to make a shitpost game
I'm so sick of clown world guys. It just isn't funny anymore. I'm sick of watching the state I grew up in become a beaner and nigger infested shithole. I'm sick of watching my childhood friends become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts. I'm sick of watching my family become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts. I'm sick of watching this country turn into a totalitarian hellscape that even the North Korean Government will envy. I'm sick of watching and doing nothing. I just don't know how meaningfully fight back. All that is needed for evil to succeed is for good men to do nothing and yet here I am; doing nothing.
You aren't doing nothing.
You're doing something good.
You're uncovering more of the truth, improving yourself, and preparing for the day something good can be done to save good people, right?
>>2723>I'm sick of watching the state I grew up in become a beaner and nigger infested shithole. I'm sick of watching my childhood friends become trannies, degenerates, and drug addicts.>yet here I am; doing nothing.
You're here. What you said. That hits really close to home. Watching my home town turn more crime ridden. Just on the precipice of the wave, and now... I'm not sure.>>2724
This Anon is saying the truth. You are doing something. Even living is defying the odds. The saying "if I don't laugh I'll cry" I'd rather laugh, and it's horrible. Clown world is awful. This whole situation is terrible.. But laughing helps you live longer and healthier or something.
I like spite, but spite burns people down fast. Laughing to spite them and the damned world they so desperately want to be true that takes the edge off of spite. You are here getting some help.
That's not nothing, that takes some guts and balls of steel.
You are forging your spirit, and will, and body, and mind into something. That's what your doing.
You are keeping tabs with people here. A sense of how other places are doing.
A hobby can keep you from falling apart.
So can friends help.
You're my friend.
Have this poner.
You need time for yourself sometimes. I know I need to. I wrap myself in magic, and trying to make things. Alot of the things I make don't see the light of day. It's little notes, and random junk just piled into a whatever..Doing seemingly randoms stuff. Sometimes reading and finding things. That's what I do.
Having something else, for a chance to cool down and relax. Sometimes just mulling the idea or situation is all you're focused on.
You can't stay there though. No matter how much it calls. The siren song has to be handled with tact, sometimes with spending just enough extra time to prepare it for next time.
It is worse to trap yourself in a web of despair than to do literally nothing as depression usually leads to a worsened spirit, it will bring you down and unless you take back your own reigns and bring yourself out of the mindset of misery you will only go further into the trap that (((they))) want you to fall into.
This world has gone to shit faster than it took humanity to make it to WW2 but as of the moment we have to stay true to the ways of old or else we will all fall down into the deep dark dungeon, i am with you as you are with me, we can't lose another brother, a lot of good men didn't die so we could cry over times gone by.
As Julius Evola said "Ride The Tiger" or what i think sounds better 'Ride The Mare'.
>>2727>As Julius Evola said "Ride The Tiger" or what i think sounds better 'Ride The Mare'.
Can you see the similarities?
Checked.>Ride The Mare.
Would ride again and again and agin with friends.
After all that's partially why the fundraiser helped those hoers in need, and those that take care of them. It's not just clearing the field, it's enriching the soil. It's planting the seeds. It's building something amazing that can not yet be seen.
A life for the future. If we see those fruits that can be gratifying, and if not they will be succulent for poners and friens alike.
The fire is kept alive. The knowldge and wisdom collected, stored, and dispensed.
Im leaving chans forever,and deleting my chan folder, it is time to take the biggest /ub/ ever and just move on with my life.
Now, since a lot of the pics within this folder are unique, i'll be posting it here, for you guys to do whatever you want with it.
Have fun, guys. It is a goodbye from this khajiit.
It's see ya later, once this is all over I owe you a beer, or a breakfast or something.
It's been an honor khajiit. Thank you.if you ever need somewhere to listen to your troubles I'll be here.
Sorry to see you leave Khajiit. You will be missed.
I hope your new adventure treats you well and gives you great joy.
>>2742>Have fun, guys. It is a goodbye from this khajiit.
But one way or another you''ll be back.
Best wishes fren.
The rain is now falling
I hear them calling
I shall wait until morning
When i shall stop mourning
As the rain falls upon my window
I think of where did they go
All have now gone
There is now none
May i see her at dawn
Again on some bright morn
For them i shall mourn
I am now alone
On my own
In this dark mist
Only now i remember when we first kissed
Not only for you i shall get pissed
Now they shall all be missed
I remember when i knew they took you away
And when i saw you were not in my care
How terrible i felt my heart tear
When you were not there
You were the greatest mare
Until she may be returned
I think of how much trust from her i earned
Now that the times have turned
May new ways be learned
I will wait
You already know i won't be late
When i shall see you on that unknown date
When i will venture beyond the gate
And once again find my true mate
You are the one for whom i long
And to my friends i shall sing a song
My loyal dog
You are no longer a turning cog
You were a good dog
It is now yesterday since you came and slept next to my and gave your byes
It was said to see the pain coming through your eyes
As i knew you came to say your goodbyes
I felt the tears take me by surprise
As they took you through that door
I felt deep sorrow take over me as i knew i would see you nevermore
It is for you i am writing this for
May you go and be with the gods.
May you go and swim with the cods
My old fish
It was ago since you swam away
May you swim to the next place
As you swim through the astral space
At least i have you guys.
Sorry beer brat anon.
Thanks anon i feel like i am stuck at the moment but i know time will resume itself eventually, that old bastard, i haven't seen him in months.
I want to try make myself better, after all that's why i came here.We don't have to hide ourselves here fren, this is üb after all,[/s[it is also a good way to relieve stress as well.
I'm losing hope and I wish I wasn't. How can it ever get better than this? White people as a whole are outnumbered by demons. Smart whites are outnumbered by jewed puppets.
You are not the only one who is losing hope anon, look at the rest of this new generation, they are doomer's that think we are doomed or just got around all day loathing on weed and escapism, you are not one of them.
I'm terrified of turning out like them. It's why I feel guilty when reading, gaming, and watching anime.
Everyone needs downtime at some points. Expanding and refining the mind, and spirituality is important just like the body.
Fear causes people to make bad decisions, does it really matter if you are doing something that is sort of similar to a meme as long as you are happy doing it? >It's why I feel guilty when reading.
You should read the kino story's that Lovecraft has written or Edgar Allen Poe's if you haven't already, my favorite Lovecraft story is "The Dunwich Horror" and it makes more sense if you read the Charles Dexter Ward beforehand Charles Dexter Ward is a lot longer than The Dunwich Horror if you don't have the time.(You) seem to like fiction so i felt like giving you something.>>2791 >Everyone needs downtime at some points.
There is a lot of ways to wind down, i find that books and green tea are very good stress relievers when taken together. You can't fuck all day and not take a rest unless you are a one of a kind stud rabbit.>Expanding and refining the mind, and spirituality is important just like the body.
Druidism gave to me the unity of the soul as i feel like i am in harmony myself and has made me feel as if i have a purpose in this wacky world and sort of is my destiny as a Celtic nationalist. It has taught me new parts of my mind and to be open as well as having a positive attitude, the whole reason the Druids had shaman's/priests was to lift peoples spirits and to be in connection with the even wackier and weirder spectral world.
I see this as a new chapter of my story, your experiences throughout life will change you, i can only try and be a better person as depression will leave you running circles in your head over and over until you can't take it anymore and resort to ending it or mending it.
You're right. But how can I "expand my spirituality"? When I read stories about magical men who made the earth, deadly fairies who love fucking with humans, spirits of dead people and animals haunting places, manipulating an ancient chi/ki-like energy within you for katanas and kung fu, or summoning succubi to suck your dick, I can't help but view them as a proof-reader critiques a book.>>2792
All I know of Lovecraft is this: The Dunwich Horror was ripped off for some shite parts of Fallout 4, because Bethesda think ripoffs=charming references and references=content. I really need to get around to reading Lovecraft some time. I hear the lefties tried saying "Lovecraft is ours because his fear of an all-powerful unknowable magic monster is a commentary on - that means a spitting on - the Christian god!" until they realized he hated niggers.>stud rabbit
Sometimes I think of writing a shitpost book where a herd of rabbit-women kidnap me and take me away to their cave in a mountain in the woods, where they feed me the animals they hunt and fuck me because their hidden tribe lacks men and they all know white is best.
I'm not even that into bunny girls but the thought won't leave me alone.>Celtic nationalist
I was born in Wales. Do you think I should try and be more celtic? I have no idea what that looks like. My whole life I was surrounded by materialistic consoomer assholes. Where can I learn more about druidism? Someone might say "google it" but if I did, google/duckduckgo/whatever would probably show me some cucked lefty propaganda.
>>2797>But how can I "expand my spirituality"?
To be honest you should probably start by performing magic, it will truly expand your spirituality like no other, it is like seeing patterns amidst everything that no one else sees, kind of like seeing the lies and subversion for the first time and then seeing the same patterns of lies elsewhere.>The Dunwich Horror was ripped off for some shite parts of Fallout 4, because Bethesda think ripoffs=charming references and references=content.
It was also in fallout 3, there was a building called Dunwich with a bunch of ghouls and had a extended story in point lookout where you go and get this book and have a choice of giving it to this guy in a mansion that will give you caps or putting into a pillar which is in the bottom of the Dunwich building.>until they realized he hated niggers.
He also mentioned Jewish kabbalah in a certain part of Charles Dexter Ward as a sorcerer called Joseph Curwen owned the Zohar.
There was a cat in the rats behind the walls story that was humorously named "Niggerman" due to him being a black cat.>Sometimes I think of writing a shitpost book where a herd of rabbit-women kidnap me and take me away to their cave in a mountain in the woods, where they feed me the animals they hunt and fuck me >because their hidden tribe lacks men and they all know white is best.
I used to have weird dreams like that but they weren't usually sexual in nature.>I'm not even that into bunny girls but the thought won't leave me alone.
I don't really fantasize about sex anymore but my perversions are way beyond NSFW.>I was born in Wales.>Tfw the other poster on the site with a union jack isn't even an Anglo.
Do you think I should try and be more Celtic?
Are you Welsh in blood? If so then yes, if it's part of you then you should accept it and welcome it.>I have no idea what that looks like.
You pretty much just say "fuck Anglo-Saxons".>My whole life I was surrounded by materialistic consoomer assholes.
I have had a lonely childhood but i realized that i hated school and couldn't understand why my fellow classmates were so obedient or wanted to start trouble for no reason so i saw that the world was not right from a young age.>Where can I learn more about druidism?
I can teach you because some of the druids are mega cucks like most of the rest of the MLP is, most of them are so open to Marxism that a barn door would be jealous but there a couple of nationalists as it is a ancient religion now lost, the druids believed not only in the way that trees are some mystical beings but that the world around you sort of ties into one and everything happens without coincidences and to believe coincidences are exist are just illusions, it's a different kind of mindset but i am definitely better than i was as a atheist.
Most of the druid organizations are based in Ireland.
>*Do you think I should try and be more Celtic?
like most of the rest of the MLP fandom* is
and to believe coincidences *exist are just illusions,
>>2799>it is like seeing patterns amidst everything that no one else sees
Yes that's right.>the world around you sort of ties into one and everything happens without coincidences and to believe coincidences are exist are just illusions,
Anything that can be a coincidence is magic, any kind of 'random event' is that across longer periods of time and space. The broader and more specific the scope the more of the coincidences look like something. 'Accidental' coincidences can be utilized by those that can play to what they do.
Using magic grows seeing.
Watching things is nice, whether it's in your mind or outside everything has something.One exercise for general magic I like is clicking a 'random' button on a site that has it and try finding the meaning. Sometimes it's self fulfilling, other times it's more broad. The third random click brings up the number three is some way ect.
Very easy for any time.I am not a druid, or trained to be one, or anything. Maybe it's genetics, blood seeping through, but...
Spirituality, and magic, is a commonality throughout peoples. How it turns out really depends on them, their self, and their ancestors I think. It does effect how it manifests. Importantly it's also you who makes the calls as well.Considering when I was born it's kind of obvious now about how it's all connected. Taking a moment to look back through this lens it makes sense. Not sure how the fuck everything is coherent in that context. Mix and match has consequences, also might explain some early desires... actually it doesn't.
>>2803>Anything that can be a coincidence is magic, any kind of 'random event' is that across longer periods of time and space.
Some things will happen in a certain way after you have done a form of magic that will make you think of how you were told that nothing exists and you will see how things have been presented to you in a way like no other, it is then you will realize there are no such things as coincidences but instead that mysterious things have yet to be truly understood around us that for some twisted reason aren't shown to people and are told that they don't exist but yet when you see the light shine upon the world around you it will change your way of thought.>The broader and more specific the scope the more of the coincidences look like something.
This is especially true when performing divination, if you can remember the cards that you got and think about them then you will know what they mean to you.>Using magic grows seeing.
That's why the Egyptians used the all seeing eye as you see the world around you in it's full glory, it is the mastery of critical thinking and seeing.>One exercise for general magic I like is clicking a 'random' button on a site that has it and try finding the meaning.
Usually i end up with very funny results when doing this.>I am not a druid, or trained to be one, or anything. Maybe it's genetics, blood seeping through, but...
Neither am i, i have self taught myself everything i know, firsthand experiences are the best way to acquire knowledge, you may read a grimoire and self appoint yourself as some master edge lord but unless you actually do it, you do not know how, like reading a manual on how to fix a gun but then never be able to own one so you are not a true gun expert if you have never touched a gun, like you can't be a wizard if you have never caste a spell. >Spirituality, and magic, is a commonality throughout peoples. How it turns out really depends on them, their self, and their ancestors I think.
Each race has a different form of a magic system from black voodoo to native American shamanism and Jewish kabbalah, the negro's that practiced voodoo magic have said themselves that when attempting voodoo upon a white man that it doesn't work the same way and that a Aryan cannot perform it.
Everything seems to point towards blood.
Thank you. Indeed, experience has no substitute.
The plea-shore is all mine.
I have been told by cards and my thought form that i should rebirth myself and stop looking for emotional support from others, so i will stop crying here about my problems and making more of a fool of myself than i already have, i have caused quite a stir and i think it's time to fade into more of an obscurity, i don't want to make anymore people upset with me so i won't keep laying my personal rug of emotions out whenever i feel like it so i must stop myself from trying to find comfort here while i get over emotional loss.
I will trip balls in about an hour and try find deeper meaning within myself as that is what i have been advised to do by my imaginary pastel pony and a deck of cards, feel free to ask absolutely anything. Unless your scared of a leprechaun hippy Nazi.
I have been feeling quite down today and i know there is someone else who feels like this on here so know that you are not alone in your strife, you are welcome to be my guest and open up your river of emotions.
They have good advice, know this though. There is time and a place for such emotional out pourings and time when one must go inside one's self for answers, and healing.
Good luck frien, I know you will find and be healed and helped in the way you need.
If you need to speak...
This is thread is here specifically for that.
I would suggest this for anyone that wants a short read to be free. Times will be getting more turbulent. It's a nice place to start if nowhere else is available.https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/298661
It's worthwhile for what it is, but a summary. Become the Arthurian legend, for yourself.
>>2969>They have good advice, know this though. There is time and a place for such emotional out pourings and time when one must go inside one's self for answers, and healing.
Yeah they're useful for helping you in rough times, especially so when you have nowhere to get advice from, i know some people get angry at cards for telling them the truth about their lives because they refuse to help themselves or appreciate advice for being advice.>Good luck frien, I know you will find and be healed and helped in the way you need.
Good luck to you too anon.>If you need to speak...>This is thread is here specifically for that.
I never used to be open about myself because i didn't need to but at least you guys put up with my bullshit while i became Nigel 2.0. I wouldn't have posted all of this if i was still occupied with her, i spent so many days with Fionn and being away from her has torn me apart, i never knew i loved her that much until i had to go and now i still don't know how to live without her, she gave me something i had never felt before.I lost my virginity to that mare and i feel as if i have lost apart of myself along with her going, it's hard leaving those sorts of memory's behind, i will cherish her.>I would suggest this for anyone that wants a short read to be free. >It's worthwhile for what it is, but a summary.
Perhaps i should start getting back involved into lifting, i have to admit that i haven't been doing it for a while so maybe that's another factor to how i have been depressed as i had no motivation to doing it.>Become the Arthurian legend, for yourself.
Only you can decide what path you take in life, whether it be blind or kind it is down to only the person that walks those paths, it is never too late to go back and start again on another journey down a different route.
Have a pony for your kindness, (You) were willing to give an ear and i appreciate that.
I have come to the conclusion that it is necessary to apologize for how i have been conducting myself here, i have made a total ass of myself all because my ona hole went missing and i feel bad for it so i want to say sorry for the 2 months of shit posting i have done.
Never before have i been so egotistical without realizing how much of cunt i must look like to everyone here.
It doesn't feel right leaving all of this behind me without saying sorry for my disruption, it was a coping mechanism that i attached myself to because i was looking for an extra hit of dopamine as my meat mare has gone somewhere so i didn't care for how i was seen as long as i felt better which is the wrong way to approach life, you guys didn't deserve to have to read me ramble on about fucking numbers, i shouldn't have made that thread but i want to be able to look at all how that one fag tried to get me to stop because i made him upset so i am not going to delete it so i can look back and laugh instead of deleting it because it means too much to me to do that.
Anyways i hope i can leave the shit posting in the past because it's immature to continue acting like in front of the world's greatest faggots.
It's a new moon and a new beginning for me so i give my salutations to la Luna /).
I had fun making people annoyed don't get me wrong i love doing that sort of shit but i did take it too far in the end but i also love this place more than that
I might just be the gayest guy here after all, next to Nigel of course.