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Get It Off Your Chest
Anonymous
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No.2676
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>Nazi Horsefucker Edition
Vent frustrations and life issues that don't deserve their own thread here.
336 replies and 189 files omitted.
Anonymous
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No.3135
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>>3131
Come to think of it, it's not that I feel trapped by others. I could tell them to shove their expectations for me up their ass and walk away whenever I want. Instead, I feel like I'm trapped by the obligation to see things through, when it comes to rewriting a story idea I haven't considered good for a long time. I know I don't care about their opinion of me, but I want to prove to myself that I can impress them anyway.
Anonymous
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No.3136
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>>3135
You have placed judgment on yourself to see whether your time, effort, learning, knowledge, wisdom, and skills are capable for the task at hand.
That benchmark is this:
Creating a work that provides something (possibly something impressive) of value to those that read it. As your proof of self growth and development.
Use this as your training weight to exercise and become more. This will squeeze you and constrict, but at the end you will be more refined and capable.
This isn't a small task, and taking it lightly will be a mark you'll remember. That is why you've posted this here, as the pressure increases.
This isn't just for them or you right now. It is also an achievement for the you in the future as a tool to utilize.
This is heavy limitations, and limitations can either drag you down or be the well spring source of your strength and improvement.
Do with this as you will.
Good luck.
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Anonymous
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No.3138
>>3137
>wut do
>>>/adv/
This is a vent thread, not a discussion thread
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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>>3137
>I don't want to come on too strong and lose this friend.
What is there to like about this 'friend'? Is he a loyal and kind person or is he the fool who throws caution to the wind?
>But if he becomes brainwashed, he's lost completely.
Nothing of value was lost if he is not worth saving, why do you feel it is your duty to help he who doesn't know you are trying to help? Is he a willing traitor?
>What do I do?
Confront him about it and see what he does if you care about him, let things happen as they do if not.
Anonymous
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No.3142
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>>3141
When I talk to that friend about important things he clams up and retreats into himself. Then he goes about a week without replying to my messages. Its not like a cute chick shy about sex. Its like a faggot afraid of being wrong.
Anonymous
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>>3142
Tact is important too. So how are you bringing up that sort of discussion?
Anonymous
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No.3144
>>3143
I have no tact or social graces. It all feels too manipulative. To make myself feel better about it I tell myself I'm too honest for that stuff but I genuinely don't know how to do tact.
Anonymous
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No.3145
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>>3142
ask himwhy he does that and if you can help make it better for him. my redpill journey began when someone cared about me even though they shouldnt have, remind him you care and that youre worried,
Anonymous
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No.3183
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>>3137
You can't give someone balls if they have none, anon. If he still has any semblance of balls remaining, you need to guide him to realize he's being stupid. Instead of pointing out that it's stupid, get him to actually think about it himself.

Most importantly, be a friend to him - don't push it; cults like SJW rely on ostracizing people and replacing their support network so they can't leave - humans are social animals and really don't handle ostracization all that well (unless autist or schizoid), and if all your friends are SJWs, you'll become one too just to not be ostracized.
>>3137
>Anyway here comes a legendary dumbass, posting in full view of everyone,
>>"I don't know what you did but it must have been pretty shitty!"
Sounds like a beta cuck like ciaran all right.
Anonymous
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No.3191
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>>3145
>>3183
That makes sense. He's surrounded by bad influences as an artist on Twitter. Maybe I could show him some innocent artists that got attacked by twitter?
Anonymous
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No.3217
>>3191
I think it's working
I think I've shaken his faith in SJeW
Anonymous
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No.3232
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>want to talk about my improving health to make people feel like the advice they gave was worth it
>don't want to sound like I'm bragging
what do?
Anonymous
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No.3233
>>3232
>advice they gave was worth it
>my improving health
That's all that needs to be said.
<Thanks everyone for all the advice. My life is turning around positively, especially my health. Your advice has been crucial for this to happen.
<Have some good poners
That's all. I'm sure someone else will say something else that would be good to say as well to express thanks.
Anonymous
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Thank you, everyone, for the help. My health is improving and the advice given has helped immensely! My life is turning around positively when it comes to my physical and mental health.
Here is the best poner
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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Anonymous
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No.3261
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>>2676
I got psyopped into being a communist tranny for years until I broke out of it and shit and my past still drives me mad and haunts me.
Anonymous
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>>3260
That makes sense. Thank you for this advice, brother.
>>3261
Did you do anything bad to your genitals, or just tell people you were tranny until you stopped doing that?
Anonymous
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>>3262
>Did you do anything bad to your genitals, or just tell people you were tranny until you stopped doing that?
I was never gonna go through surgery because it literally does nothing, it's absolutely stupid. It's also cosmetic but I almost did HRT. Which would've been terrible.
Anonymous
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>>3263
What is it like to go through that?
Do lefties surround you and try to egg you on?
Anonymous
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>>3261
Dont beat yourself up about it anon. We didnt start out redpilled.
Years ago I participated in the info campaign to push gay marriage in California. I legitimately thought it was about tolerance and equal rights and all that.
Anonymous
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>>3261
What made that appeal to you? I'm not trying to put you down. I'm asking because I want to prevent that from happening to my future sons.
Anonymous
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No.3267
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>>3265
Faggot.
Anonymous
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No.3268
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>>3267
nigger
Anonymous
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No.3269
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>>3268
Nigger faggot.
Anonymous
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No.3270
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>>3269
> not sageposting
As OP I request this thread be loved to /sp/ for purpose of shitposting
faggot nigger
Apply Dave Chapelle's Nigerian accent from his special about Juicy Somoulier
Anonymous
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No.3271
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>>3264
It's sort of like brainwashing, they convince you this AGP fetish is a genetic thing and it goes on.
>>3265
I thought like that too, until I got turned into a homosexual and then tranny, turns out it's just perversion disguised. Sexuality isn't real. Gender isn't real either it was a term developed in the 50s to differ people from their biological sex, it's propaganda, you have a sex and you deal with it, anyone who says otherwise is a liar. The first ever "non-binary" person literally came out and said "Being non-binary and transgender is mental illness" and got cancelled for it.
>>3266
As for the faggotry: They tell you it's natural and that it's human they twist the truth into this big satanic lie it's disgusting, a work of evil even.
As for the commie shit: they just parade it around like oh everyone will be a community together but it's really just one giant slave fest.
Anonymous
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>>3270
>T. Mr. Nigger Faggot. AKA OP.
Anonymous
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No.3273
>>3272
I hope you got it out of your system. Until this thread is moved to /sp/ it is clearly not a shitposting thread
Anonymous
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>>3271
How did you break free from that shit? These days it seems like those that become indoctrinated are completely hopeless. Is there anything that can be done to help other people that are trapped in the situation you were in?
Anonymous
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No.3280
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>>3279
It's a matter of snapping mentally and completely. I honestly have no idea how I did it.
Anonymous
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>>3280
Perhaps if you will, describe what about you mentally and completely snapped? This seems to be at the crux of the equation. In my case (with the gays and their info campaign) I quickly lost interest and stopped responding. Your experience could shed more light. In what way did you snap?
Anonymous
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No.3282
>>3281
Imagine everything in your room becoming dark, going completely schizo and then screaming at the top of your lungs while you seek out to destroy everything in your path, you break a bunch of shit before your brain snaps and you see in your mind what has been causing it this whole time as if it was something of pure darkness and you kill said thing as if the darkness you fight is inside you. Then you look around and snap back to reality as you stand above a knocked over monitor and broken shards of glass and plates. And you go to lay down and you stare at the ceiling. And your next goal is to put your life back together.
Anonymous
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No.3283
>>3271
Found it https://ifapray.org/blog/first-non-binary-person-admits-it-was-a-sham-back-to-being-a-man/
That site's CSS is cancer, it won't even let me zoom out.
Anonymous
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No.3826
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Today is Wednesday which is the day of Mercury, the 3rd day of the week, it is the full moon tonight and it's the last super one until next year. La Luna is so beautiful, many nights have been spent upon the observation of her rise and fall, the 28 days of constant waxing and waning.
>>2784
Eh, I didn't really need to get rid of that video but whatever, I know where she is but it's fairly far away. Still miss her.
There is another clandestine equine that's caught my eye anyways. Albeit, more moodier than she ever was, their hormones change the way they behave like it does with women but this one is extra bitchy in heat, sometimes it appears as if they have split personalities, though it is merely the estrus cycles that change their mad mare minds. Lessons can be learned from these ponies.

Seems like it's somewhat smooth sailing from here onwards, perhaps by the 3rd quarter of the moon it shall be sunnier ahead than it is currently, the clouds shall dissipate and there will be a golden glow before long.
That's it for todays forecast.
Anonymous
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No.3832
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A weird old prick insulted me today with the nonsensical stock insult "you think you know things but you don't. Uh... *points to head* knowledge" right after I fixed his computer for him. Clearly I fucking do know things because I just fixed his fucking computer for free. I'm not mad, I was surprised. Still surprised. You'd think a guy like that would want to be a holier man considering his age. He's related to a friend of mine who asked for help today with this. I don't think I gave the old fart any excuse to get butthurt at me but there are many reasons why his generation loves niggers. Oh, those wacky pseuds. They'll never change.
Anonymous
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No.4009
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>>3832
Anonymous
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No.4012
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They took my foreskin.
I want it back.
Anonymous
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No.4022
>>4012
Don't they make creams to promote foreskin growth?
Anonymous
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No.4027
A woman flirted with me in the supermarket until she saw the healthy apple juice I was buying and then decided to fuck off halfway through the conversation
you should have seen her reaction to the juice
she looks at the 2 liter apple juice in my arm and the 2 liter coke in both her arms cradled like a baby and then walks off to a corner of the store to pretend to keep shopping even though we were both in the queue.
what the fuck. She was cute aside from how fat she was and if she ate healthily she would probably be a solid 6/10. I know an apple a day keeps the doctor away but she didn't look like a doctor unless they were forced to accept fatassed diversity hires from Mass-achushits.
Anonymous
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No.4028
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I have realized that all of my hobbies, from art to roleplaying characters to writing to horseback riding to ponies to fantasy books, have been derivative of a person who died 15 years ago.
Now I feel haunted as fuck.
I didn't believe repressed memories were a thing...
Anonymous
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No.4029
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>>4028
This needs elaboration
Anonymous
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>>4029
I'd rather not go further than that, tbh. I just got over an existential crisis.
Anonymous
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>>4030
There's nothing wrong with picking up new hobbies from friends whether they're dead or alive. Hell I still celebrate the birthday of a friend of mine who died years ago.
Anonymous
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No.4059
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>>4029
>>4030
>>4031
>Cus,... i wanna talk with that anon....
Hello?
Are ghosts real, or are they not?
Ninjas
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No.4061
>>4059
Yes
Anonymous
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No.4062
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>>4059
Yup.
Anonymous
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No.4066
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Well then...
Anonymous
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I'm madly in love with a self-hating black guy right now. He and I have talked for a little over a year and it ended up turning into more than that. I plan on leaving the state to visit him again, and this time pick him up in a bike camper and start a business together in the hopes of moving out of the city and becoming service-contractors for an inexpensive lifestyle. He's probably more hesitant about the race aspect than I am, and he's always worried about whether he has the capacity for "straightness" because he's a kissless virgin, while I've had one partner of both sexes over the years. He's basically a NEET (despite having work before, COVID basically turned him over the last year into one). I always coddle and obsess over making sure he's taking care of himself because his self-hatred has manifested before in some extreme ways, because I can't help but see myself from 2018 in him.

I don't have any questions or anything, I just...wanted to get it off my chest today.
Anonymous
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>>4067
Anonymous
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No.4069
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>>4067
That is quite bold of you.
I commend your shitpost.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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No.4071
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>>4069
>>4070
Yeah....shitpost...
Anonymous
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>>4067
WTF
Anonymous
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>>4070
Nice tulpa you got there.
T'would be a shape if someone impregnated her.
Anonymous
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No.4075
>>4074
The "headband" around the guy's head makes the brain sex thing look like a hat
Anonymous
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No.4083
Once I wanted to copypaste the 1984 quote about women and how they root out unorthodoxy but it was removed from WikiQuotes.

Memory-Holed.

However when I web-searched the quote I found a shitty feminist blog bitching about the quote and calling 1984 sexist. So I was able to find and copypaste the quote.
Anonymous
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No.4084
4085 4101
I am following the EasyPeasyMethod and am doing a good job, but when I see Fluttershy, even if not sexual, I often times fail.
Anonymous
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No.4085
>>4084
Damn. I forgot that book. I'll start reading it today.
Anonymous
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No.4101
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>>4084
Do you have a PDF for that book? I'm flat broke for the next few weeks.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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>>4101
Anonymous
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No.4105
>>4103
Thank you, brother.
Anonymous
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I'd just like to affirm that that post I made before, wasn't a shitpost. He and I both know the degeneracy in the gay community at large, we're both very racially conscious...but I still do love him. Maybe it's just misplaced feelings of friendship, who can say until we've actually gotten out there? But it certainly feels like it's real. Not really expecting asspats and encouragement, more just, updating anyone who might know who I am, unlikely as it might be after the last year.

Have a Flutterbutterstutter for your time.
Anonymous
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No.4108
>>4107
Why the hell would anyone love a nigger?
If you are gay, wouldn't you prefer a man who looks like Thor? I'm not gay but he's the best-looking character.
Anonymous
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>>4067
>>4107
Meeting a statistic. Well might as well ask what you think of Israel to complete the trifecta.
Anonymous
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No.4110
>>4109
As a concept I have no qualms with a Jewish ethnostate. As it is right now, sucking resources from the US through AIPAC and its many parallel orgs, stealing land from Palestine, and taking advantage of apocalyptic Christians' belief system to agitate for nothing short of global war? I fucking hate Israel.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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For who actually needs to read this.
Anonymous
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>>4114
STATISTICS
Who gives a fuck? The likely hood you'll do something awful is increased with all the risk factors you're trying to stack on yourself.
Just don't do awful shit. It's that simple.
STATISTICS
Will they do something good with their life? Unlikely. Feasible, but unlikely.
I judge people solely on their merits in every aspect. Always keeping in mind the STATISTICS of the situation and person(s).
You're a work in progress like many people, don't get full of yourself, something something here's your (You). Keep working on yourself internally.
Anonymous
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No.4116
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>>4115
I'm just playing with the hand I'm dealt, man. I'm not seeking out the most degenerate thing I can. I already found someone who's improving themselves in a way I've also started to, I want to see them succeed, his success is motivating to me and helps me succeed.

If all you ever see is statistics, then how haven't you committed suicide at the birthrates yet? I know I was damn close to it when I was that deep.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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>>4117
But that's my point. If statistics can be altered through conscious effort, then why not support, for instance, the Man Up Campaign and other social groups which uplift nigboys without father figures and help them become said father figures? Just like we can change birthrates through our own actions, and the demographic stats are simply the prologue to our statistics-defying future successes, we can show solidarity between the races and support the aware and capable and improving of those groups.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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Anonymous
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No.4124
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>>4122
You don't get it. You will one day... maybe not.
Anonymous
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No.4125
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>>4124
If evolutionary pressures shape the path that other races took in the development of their cultures, languages, and physiology, then similar pressures can at least slightly alter them to the ends of self-sufficiency and goodwill. I know we can't entirely recreate the circumstance each race was born into, but would you prefer we kicked them back to a small nation like Liberia and waited for them to go extinct before we take that land back? Is it any more humane to do that than it is to selectively uplift the brightest of a people and leave the rest to shoot dope and kill each other?
Anonymous
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No.4126
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>>4125
You don't understand.
Choices are what make people.
Anonymous
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No.4127
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>>4126
No choice is fully informed anymore. We were ALL indoctrinated growing up to favor comfort over strife. We were ALL given a worldview as children that said the end goal of society is just to make survival easy. Maybe if you were a librarian specializing in Latin-to-English translation of ancient philosophy, you could make an informed decision on the lifestyle of old, but today that's a pipe dream.

I wanted to move out to a farmland environment, but was summarily pushed out of it because nobody was willing to teach me. I have been kept away from the environment of my forebearers, and the only way to truly make the choice to commit to that life is with resources I don't have. Knowledge I don't have, experience I can't get, money I do not yet have and won't have for a long time.

No man is an island. We work together to achieve our ends or we don't achieve our ends. We share with those who want to make the choice but don't know where to start. I don't see how this stance is controversial.
Anonymous
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No.4129
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Anonymous
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No.4131
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>>4129
What do words on a screen or a book mean if you have no context for them? I know nothing of the natural world. The only way to learn is hands-on, and I am not able to be hands-on until I have saved up enough money to leave this state.

It's easy to claim that you reap what you sow from behind your screen. What device are you using to post? $800 phone? $1000-$2000 PC? I use a $20 flip phone and a $150 laptop for my posting, using someone else's internet. I have $50 in my bank accounts, which will be just enough to pump four days' worth of gas in the morning and nothing more for the next week and a half because my paycheck didn't arrive in the mail.

I am thankful that I have my muse, this limited housing situation, and my current job with which to save up my money. Past that, I am not going to be thankful for being so separated from nature for all my life that I'd die the instant I have to set foot on an unpaved dirt path.
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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No.4133
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How else can you make yourself useful for others so that your time and effort is exchanged accurately?
How clearly do you understand?
Are you plagued with fear?
Why? Or why not?
What options do you have? What options do you really have?
What is the ethical thing to do? Whos ethics are they?

Basically asking alot of questions as you break down decades of poision to become more functional. Contemplating them is what makes a healthy mind. Dwelling is not healthy, dwelling means that you're sheltering poison. Ponder, ruminate, think, toy with, analyze, imagine!
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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>>4134
I didn't expect much, but there might be hope for you yet.
Anonymous
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No.4136
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>>4135
We might both be anons, but that means a lot to me. It's one thing to say that to him, when he fixes his simple habits, but I'm a lot harsher on myself for being stagnant.
Anonymous
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>>4134
>>4136
Spiritual shit is basically being really really quiet.
Some people never grow at all ever. I don't mean people with black skin. Because I know the statistics. It's everyone.
>In fact they've only given me more anxious nights
You have to choose if they give you anxiety if that's within your mental makeup.
Be a stoic if possible, if not smile and laugh more. But honestly.
If you can do something then do it. If you can't don't worry it's out of your influence of control.
But seriously improve yourself, and get better sleep.
Anonymous
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No.4138
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>>4137
I don't know if I'm capable just yet of proper stoic practice. I've tried, but I'm so neurotic and high-strung that I eventually-
...well, you saw my posts.

I think, as I escape my current sort of wage-life, I'll have less to be worried about, and less reason to stress over rapid developments. At least when I get to a small town in Montana or something, I'll be in a place that's safer for me. My plan is to get a firearms permit wherever I move to, get a .357 Taurus or .38 detective special, and begin preparing for any boog waves that might encroach in the near future. Agriculture, preferably portable agriculture, would be a great start to keeping myself fed without the need for money, as an example.

Well...goodnight. Or, morning...I'll be driving around San Diego in about 4 hours with the last of my current tank before I refill.
Anonymous
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>>4137
>listen to music to fall asleep
>youtuber I don't know is in autoplay queue
>this line shows up
Synchronicity at work, it feels like.
Anonymous
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No.4144
>>4142
I wasn't asking for further advice, I was just saying it's funny, that after my being stubborn and bitchy, I got that indirect message from happenstance, and it kind of put things in context. Like, why should I be mad, I basically asked for this advice.
Anonymous
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No.4179
Forget nutting and forget sex and forget video games. Exercise is the purest source of good feelings there is beside completing incredibly significant steps in making my personal project. I didn't just beat my usual exercise routine record I fucking destroyed it. I've never been this fit at any point in my life. I feel like I've been blessed with some kind of divine power. I've always fucking hated faggots who can only understand something after relating it to normie fiction but I legitimately feel like I went Super Saiyan today for a while and made it count when exercising. It's such a pure, absolute feeling of success and pride that overpowers the agony and overpowers the pain of being alive and makes me want to share it with others. I want to tell people how great exercise feels because I want to motivate others to do it. If you're reading this do push ups. It took years of hard work and smart dieting and avoiding porn and avoiding nut even with others(ok there was this one woman but aside from that I'm as nut-free as a vegan. That's a genius pun because vegans hate nuts and lack nuts) fuck i wonder if this is how drugs feel or something. SAIKYO NI HIGH TE YATSU DA or whatever the fuck Dio said. This really is the greatest high. Exercise. My body shakes with each heartbeat. My legs burn. I can feel my life force growing stronger. I'm not sexy yet but I am getting there. I am growing fitter. I am growing stronger. I can feel pride in myself as a man.
Anonymous
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No.4180
4183
>>4134
Hey have you considered replacing the hitler book and anything similar with a ditigal copy while selling the original? Corrupt cops love using anti-jew material to "prove intent" and give their political prisoners harsher sentences.
Anonymous
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No.4183
4184
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>>4180
>while selling the original?
You must be new around here fren.
Anonymous
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No.4184
4187
>>4183
The knowledge within a good book is priceless. But the book itself is paper. Paper the feds could use to screw you over. Then again they could probably screw you over with or without the book so fuck it and fuck the feds.
Anonymous
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No.4187
>>4184
Just further reason not to give a fuck. Live your life like the feds are on the verge of being bulldozed into a mass grave. Because they are. Fuck the glowniggers. By looking over my shoulder all the time out of fear, I would be forfeiting my expression and letting their surveillance and threatening affect how I live.

Nice Guy NatSocs live their ideology by uplifting the better men of the nationfolk, helping their local community, speaking out about poisonous communist actions when prompted, and looking out for their own in times of danger. No ineffectual, kakistocratic government can suppress that and you shouldn't let the threat of that suppression stop you from being your best self.
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No.4204
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I'm on my final week in this house before I drive out of state to live debt free. And what do you think happens? $10k claim from someone's lawyer for a car accident six months ago that was supposed to be handled by my insurance, naturally. Whole family's on defcon 1, can't call insurance, can't call family lawyer, can't call the claimant's lawyer, I threw the guy's info away after not hearing from him for almost six months. And now, while I'm unemployed, with a net worth of under $6k and a cash total of $400 on my person, I am now returning to major debt.
Anonymous
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No.4205
4234
>>4204
Oh, and in case anyone here was at the edge of their seat about my paycheck. I quit my job after spending the entire day strongarming the office to pay me. When I finally got paid, I spent it on camping supplies to leave California. After two weeks of preparing for the trip out of state, I got this claim letter.
Anonymous
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No.4206
4207
>>4204
I'm gonna be honest. This last three months I've been at my most energized and motivated and even that was fragile. I had a goal to strive for, a means to get there, and clear progress being made on my debts. I finally paid everything off. I was days from a detailed financial plan where I could see the world and minimize costs to boot.

Now I'm back to spending all my day trying to sleep in order to avoid being awake. And what a fucking time for me to discover Omori.

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