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Hey everyone, it's been a while. Did you know resting on God or near God or with God, is not the same as resting in God?
It's not the same.
One can imagine resting anywhere with God as we are to come boldly to His throne. It's like huffing thin water vapor with important ingredients and calling that a full ocean of water.
So, imagining going into Jesus as if He is a gate (and he is) reaching our Father and then doing the same into our Father.
There's a detectable difference. Resting inside of God. As if even if all the world falls apart and rises to full hostility, there's peace and an enduring love I didn't think I have for all especially for the enemies who would do the worst to me and mine and everyone else.
There's an unbridled joy constant and growing.
Before talking with God happened, but it was clinical as if I was deaf unable to hear the emotions.
Only able to get the content and context that imply a deep loving emotion, without feeling.
Now healing that deafness.
You are loved.

Allow me to spin you the tale of team Judas?. Yes, you read that correctly.
Yes, this is a back-handed blogpost, except it kinda isn't, which is the troll.

It was a team fortress clan. No, not the gay half-life one, the original. Back when the maps had testicular fortitude, there were ample sploits for the smarties, and if you fucked up you exploded everywhere. this is mid 90s. QUAKE Team Fortress. Well, there was a clan. They never WON any tournies, but they earned their stripes. They went by the name "Who Shall Be Judas?". The principle was that if it ever became A. expedient or B. Funny to either kill (on pvp servers) or launch (on frenly fire servers), it was not only expected, but priced in and do it. It wasn't an ACTUAL betrayal (though we would portray it as such in chat), it was more about the theatre of it.

I mentioned sploits right? I was a sniper. Did (you) know of course (you) don't, being likely too young to be hot in the TF servers at the time; ask Joe Rogan about quake that if you aligned the target reticle along the vertical axis of another player - any player - then a sniper shot will somehow automatically count as a headshot? No one ELSE figured this out, and I certainly didn't say shit about it,... anyway, alot of people blew up. Sometimes frens, sometimes foes, sometimes both, and 0 exceptions were given (except the servers where frenly fire was disabled).

Oh yeah, and team heavy was another formation that made bitches cry