You are broken. Shattered. Void of meaning. Your life was wasted, you gave all you had, all you were. You gave until nothing was left, then you gave more. Useless. It was all useless. Yet you fight on. You don't know why anymore. Perhaps its to try to bring back someone as they once where? Hanging onto hooe that one day,you can make everything right? You sink deeper into the void of despair, yet hold onto that one thought, the one thing that keeps you going. So what happens when it snaps? Do you hang onto what was your grounding rope? Fall where you land? Panic and flop? Or do you make all attempts to grab a ledge, find a way to stop the impact?
I myself have no answer. I'm falling with my rope, I stare into the void and I know only fear.
I know only failure.
I see no ledge. I see nothing.
Let my light fade but not my thirst for answers. Why? How? How come?
For these answers I shall be thirsty, for my questions have no answer.