>>83549I'm overall not really religious person.
Parents aren't that religious either, so while we often went to church while I was kid, it wasn't really important part of our lives, and well not many kids (me included) like to just stand in place for hour and listen to some guy talking about weird things.
And well, in any big institution there is a lot of filth, so while Polish christianity is more conservative then in most of western countries we have our own problems and a lot of abnormailities in the other ways: old people being fanaticall fuckfaggots, some priests embezzling money and meddling with politics, shit like that. When you hear some black dressed guy in TV, stigmatizing some girl because she was raped or some other shit it leaves bad taste in your mouth. There aren't a lot of that but when fashion for ateism came it was quite popular theme in media.
I had a little period of agnosticizm, full ateism never really sounded reasonable for me, I don't really think that explaining something like belief using science and logic is reasonable thing, because it in it's nature isn't illogical.
Now I don't care about religion anymore. I see it as important part of nation, and believe that it should be taught to kids because when country is homogeneous religiously it's one less thing that can create conflicts.
But me personally?
I never really was interested in some kind of "heaven". I'm not interested in living in some kind of utopia for eternity. We as humans can't be always happy, being sad is part of being human, so either when we die we stop being "human" and became something else, or well heaven is different thing. If there is nothing after death then whatever, if there is something that's ok too. What's the point of concentrating on it if we can't really comprehend it with our minds?
There are thousands of different religion and it's not like one of them can prove that it's better than others, thinking that one specific religion is better just because it's mine is kinda arrogant.
It would be pretty nice if after death we get our own part of universe that we can shape as we want, going to Equestria would be nice too.
But in reality I don't believe in any specific thing or lack of said thing, when thinking about religion I can't really get to any conclusion, so I don't bother about it.