I was here since S2 started, but I've lost all pony. The show's been jewed, every site in the fandom's been infiltrated by cocksucker SJW hasdrones (besides this one) and pony just doesn't make me happy any more.
For months, it felt like I was only trying to continue working on fanfics I wanted to make years ago because I didn't want to stop, because stopping would mean admitting I'd wasted my time all along. But I can't keep writing these ponies, they aren't the characters I fell in love with any more. I want to end this whole chapter of my life and find something new, but everything's even shittier than MLP. Pokemon's shit, Star Wars is shit, Naruto's shit, modern gaming is shit and I've played all the old stuff. Vidya doesn't make me happy any more and I hate that. Nobody talks about art or music or movies or anything on its own, not when brands and modern tribalist-bullshit "Fandoms" dominate everything. I can't have a discussion on the internet without someone calling me a racist sexist bigot. Mocking SJWs isn't even fun for me any more, it just reminds me how jewed the education system is and how lazy families are for putting their kids into the school system that trained them and their parents to be lazy. I still exercise and shit but I don't even enjoy that any more. It's just tiring, like everything else.
This is the only place on the internet where I can say this, and I don't know what kind of response I'm going to get, but I think I need advice.
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Ya know what Nigel..?
I can fucking totally relate. Few things are really making me happy. As for MLP, mostly nostalgic stuff from 2011-12. I ain't much of a content creator, so can't feel you on this level. But overall, yeah. Shit's totally fucked. This fucking world needs a damn hard reset.
I can fucking totally relate. Few things are really making me happy. As for MLP, mostly nostalgic stuff from 2011-12. I ain't much of a content creator, so can't feel you on this level. But overall, yeah. Shit's totally fucked. This fucking world needs a damn hard reset.
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Good. Take your generic cell shaded bronyshit show to your basement.
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>>142197
I mostly stick with reaction images and porn. That's quite a bit of connection, I think, and is good enough
I mostly stick with reaction images and porn. That's quite a bit of connection, I think, and is good enough
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>>142197
Well
Its time to start living your life anon.
The internet is experiencing some horrifying teenage years, you just have to give it a time, doing something else.
Well
Its time to start living your life anon.
The internet is experiencing some horrifying teenage years, you just have to give it a time, doing something else.
I have likewise weaned myself off being a fanboy of different properties. It is my view that the rise of fandom culture in mass media is a way to redirect man's natural passions and desire for belonging in a greater whole away from religion and civil society and towards television and movies. These have developed into pseudo-cults where creating fanart is a time-consuming past-time that replaces traditional art and religious iconography.
In my opinion there are three things you can ideally become a fanboy of: Christianity (or another religion that you follow), academic study (such as philosophy), and creative works where the author is dead. If the author is dead the property cannot be ruined except through an artificial reboot which you can ignore.
This is NOT a message to kill Lauren Faust!
Also, being a fan of something doesn't mean you have to nerd out over it with others online. When you get into a fandom you can expect to meet tawdry, ignorant NEETs. However, it is worth noting that bronies on Youtube tend to be much more right-leaning due to the overall culture of the site.
In my opinion there are three things you can ideally become a fanboy of: Christianity (or another religion that you follow), academic study (such as philosophy), and creative works where the author is dead. If the author is dead the property cannot be ruined except through an artificial reboot which you can ignore.
This is NOT a message to kill Lauren Faust!
Also, being a fan of something doesn't mean you have to nerd out over it with others online. When you get into a fandom you can expect to meet tawdry, ignorant NEETs. However, it is worth noting that bronies on Youtube tend to be much more right-leaning due to the overall culture of the site.
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Not quite there at completely lost, but my love for pony could be listed at about 1/4th what it was at its height.
>>142210
Got it, but what? I was always so certain I'd be famous in the brony community by now, not loathed by the faggots picking at its carcass. I'm not really good at anything.
>>142212
At this point, I think I want to become Christian. I was raised atheist and fed that "All religions r dumb" shit from birth, but Islam is cancer and Christianity built the west.
Got it, but what? I was always so certain I'd be famous in the brony community by now, not loathed by the faggots picking at its carcass. I'm not really good at anything.
>>142212
At this point, I think I want to become Christian. I was raised atheist and fed that "All religions r dumb" shit from birth, but Islam is cancer and Christianity built the west.
damn op, you must be going through withdrawl
>>142197
dude. this is the hardest thing ever to admit. But you're going through a depressive episode. This has nothing to do with the show, but everything to do with your outlook. I know people are gonna call me a jew nigger faggot commie for saying this, but anti-depressants stabilized my life and then I got off them. Anon, if you wanna talk, I'm fucking here. Please do.
dude. this is the hardest thing ever to admit. But you're going through a depressive episode. This has nothing to do with the show, but everything to do with your outlook. I know people are gonna call me a jew nigger faggot commie for saying this, but anti-depressants stabilized my life and then I got off them. Anon, if you wanna talk, I'm fucking here. Please do.
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There's always the 2hu fandom. Lots of rightwingers in the 2hu fandom. Also 2hu is in desperate need of writefags.
I know the place where you belong . Right along with Zaldo and Richard. A relaxing farm for dairy cattle and citrus fruit. You will enjoy it. I guarantee it.
>>142277
This guy is probably right. I've been in a lot of fandoms over the years, and none of these things last forever, nor are they meant to. You have to enjoy a thing in its time and place and when it dies out, just enjoy it as a pleasant memory and move on to something else. If you're using a fandom as some kind of emotional crutch to avoid dealing with life that isn't healthy.
This guy is probably right. I've been in a lot of fandoms over the years, and none of these things last forever, nor are they meant to. You have to enjoy a thing in its time and place and when it dies out, just enjoy it as a pleasant memory and move on to something else. If you're using a fandom as some kind of emotional crutch to avoid dealing with life that isn't healthy.
>>142277
Maybe. I'll consider trying them, anyone know where I can get them?
>>142280
Sure. Touhou's games look cool, do I have to yell dumb "I wanna fuck the ice one!" shit to fit in?
>>142281
Oy vey it's a kiwifarms "ebin troll" here to post without a flag, too afraid to even let that slip because he's nothing without his anonymity.
Maybe. I'll consider trying them, anyone know where I can get them?
>>142280
Sure. Touhou's games look cool, do I have to yell dumb "I wanna fuck the ice one!" shit to fit in?
>>142281
Oy vey it's a kiwifarms "ebin troll" here to post without a flag, too afraid to even let that slip because he's nothing without his anonymity.
>>142284
>do I have to yell dumb "I wanna fuck the ice one!"
Nope. If you did that you would probably be called a secondary.
>do I have to yell dumb "I wanna fuck the ice one!"
Nope. If you did that you would probably be called a secondary.
>>142284
Hey friend. This is >>142277
So according to your flag, you're apparently a brit bong. I'm a duel US/UK citizen. When I was about 8 year old, I was visiting family. I got super sick and contracted strep throat. I also had asthema as a chronic problem. So we were both worried. I started to get really sick, so we went to one of your doctors. They refused to do an X-ray because I wasn't wheezing. We couldn't pay them to just fucking do it. On our way home I stopped breathing on the plane. Literally couldn't get air in and out. Everyone freaked out, there happened to be 3 doctors on the plane. Luckily, my dad solved for it while the docs went into autism mode by smacking my back until I pucked and could breathe again. Love him for more than that, but that in particular. Anyways, turned out I had double pneumonia but our stupid fucking NHS refused to do the x-rays.
Anywho, bongland medicine is a fucking joke. That said, go to a GP. Tell them about your lack of interest in your usual activities and your general fatigue. They should give you something. If they don't, post back here and I'll come up with a way to get you meds, I promise. One anon to another, we'll figure this out. It really is day and night, if I can help someone, it's worth it.
>>142284
Hey friend. This is >>142277
So according to your flag, you're apparently a brit bong. I'm a duel US/UK citizen. When I was about 8 year old, I was visiting family. I got super sick and contracted strep throat. I also had asthema as a chronic problem. So we were both worried. I started to get really sick, so we went to one of your doctors. They refused to do an X-ray because I wasn't wheezing. We couldn't pay them to just fucking do it. On our way home I stopped breathing on the plane. Literally couldn't get air in and out. Everyone freaked out, there happened to be 3 doctors on the plane. Luckily, my dad solved for it while the docs went into autism mode by smacking my back until I pucked and could breathe again. Love him for more than that, but that in particular. Anyways, turned out I had double pneumonia but our stupid fucking NHS refused to do the x-rays.
Anywho, bongland medicine is a fucking joke. That said, go to a GP. Tell them about your lack of interest in your usual activities and your general fatigue. They should give you something. If they don't, post back here and I'll come up with a way to get you meds, I promise. One anon to another, we'll figure this out. It really is day and night, if I can help someone, it's worth it.
>>142284
>>142287
Having been through absolute shit (death and divorce), anti-depressants can serve a stabilizing use.
I would have blown my brains out, probably during the divorce if it weren't for them.
Having been through absolute shit (death and divorce), anti-depressants can serve a stabilizing use.
I would have blown my brains out, probably during the divorce if it weren't for them.
>>142288
Heiled and God watches over us.
Yup, only reason I didn't end it was cause of my guilt for my parents. Can't blow your brains out when your parents raised you and love you.
Heiled and God watches over us.
Yup, only reason I didn't end it was cause of my guilt for my parents. Can't blow your brains out when your parents raised you and love you.
>>142197
>Nobody talks about art or music or movies or anything on its own, not when brands and modern tribalist-bullshit "Fandoms" dominate everything.
Get better friends, lad.
>Vidya doesn't make me happy any more and I hate that.
I find myself struggling with this a lot.
I've started taking steps to correct it and thus far I'm enjoying it a little more.
You'll only get as much passion from something as you're willing to try to get passion from that thing. It's hard to explain, but basically when you were a kid, you could be passionate about something because you didn't care what anyone thought about your passion.
Now that you're an adult, you hold your tongue, out of fear of being rejected or sounding like an autist. You need to let yourself be excited by things.
Grab a game you've been wanting to play, load it up, pop it in, whatever.
SLOW, DOWN. Don't hit start instantly. Let yourself listen to the title screen (if it has one) Stop every once in awhile to just take in all the art, listen to the music, think about what's going to happen next in the story, etc.
Really pump yourself up about how much fucking work went into this game.
Someone or some group of people poured their hearts and souls into this thing. You're lucky enough to play it.
I don't know if that'll work for you. But it's worth a shot.
>Nobody talks about art or music or movies or anything on its own, not when brands and modern tribalist-bullshit "Fandoms" dominate everything.
Get better friends, lad.
>Vidya doesn't make me happy any more and I hate that.
I find myself struggling with this a lot.
I've started taking steps to correct it and thus far I'm enjoying it a little more.
You'll only get as much passion from something as you're willing to try to get passion from that thing. It's hard to explain, but basically when you were a kid, you could be passionate about something because you didn't care what anyone thought about your passion.
Now that you're an adult, you hold your tongue, out of fear of being rejected or sounding like an autist. You need to let yourself be excited by things.
Grab a game you've been wanting to play, load it up, pop it in, whatever.
SLOW, DOWN. Don't hit start instantly. Let yourself listen to the title screen (if it has one) Stop every once in awhile to just take in all the art, listen to the music, think about what's going to happen next in the story, etc.
Really pump yourself up about how much fucking work went into this game.
Someone or some group of people poured their hearts and souls into this thing. You're lucky enough to play it.
I don't know if that'll work for you. But it's worth a shot.
>>142296
Also to give some more advice on depression, anti-depressants aren't a miracle cure. They don't even work at all for some people.
I've taken 5 different kinds, and they don't do shit for me. (Some of them even had permanent effects)
Don't just jump from pill to pill until one works. (The second one I took gave me a really bad reaction, I literally felt like I was dying.)
Meditate on your day, week, month, years or life behind you. What made you happy? Why do you feel the way you do? What makes you sad? Why does it make you sad? Is there anything you can do about it?
My depression doesn't come from a chemical imbalance in my brain or something like that. (At least, this is what I feel)
It comes from the fact that every moment of my life I've been in pain. There's absolutely nothing I can do about it.
I've been depressed as hell to where I thought about death (not suicidal) every single day.
The thing that pulls me out of it is just accepting that some things cannot be changed that easily.
You take every chance you get to change those things, or impact them in a way they will eventually change. But don't let them control your life.
Explain your situation to others, tell them exactly what is bothering you.
Let them know how you wish to live your life. Really try to connect with them on a deep and personal level.
Don't live "In the now", but don't worry about the future, either.
I'm not a christian, but I think their attitude of "everything is in god's plan" is the perfect way to live your life.
If it happens, it must have happened for a reason. Do not dwell on it.
Don't regret the way you have lived your life. Think about what is really important to you.
Live by your own moral code. Do not surrender it to anyone.
Think of the kind of person you want to be, pick a life's goal, try to live up to that ideal or goal you have created for yourself.
I'm not the best at giving advice, at least I don't think so. So I'm sorry if my jumble of words up there is confusing or awfully written.
But above all else, take pride in your life. Regardless of where it has taken you, or where it is going.
As long as you are alive, you can change. Both yourself, and the world.
Also to give some more advice on depression, anti-depressants aren't a miracle cure. They don't even work at all for some people.
I've taken 5 different kinds, and they don't do shit for me. (Some of them even had permanent effects)
Don't just jump from pill to pill until one works. (The second one I took gave me a really bad reaction, I literally felt like I was dying.)
Meditate on your day, week, month, years or life behind you. What made you happy? Why do you feel the way you do? What makes you sad? Why does it make you sad? Is there anything you can do about it?
My depression doesn't come from a chemical imbalance in my brain or something like that. (At least, this is what I feel)
It comes from the fact that every moment of my life I've been in pain. There's absolutely nothing I can do about it.
I've been depressed as hell to where I thought about death (not suicidal) every single day.
The thing that pulls me out of it is just accepting that some things cannot be changed that easily.
You take every chance you get to change those things, or impact them in a way they will eventually change. But don't let them control your life.
Explain your situation to others, tell them exactly what is bothering you.
Let them know how you wish to live your life. Really try to connect with them on a deep and personal level.
Don't live "In the now", but don't worry about the future, either.
I'm not a christian, but I think their attitude of "everything is in god's plan" is the perfect way to live your life.
If it happens, it must have happened for a reason. Do not dwell on it.
Don't regret the way you have lived your life. Think about what is really important to you.
Live by your own moral code. Do not surrender it to anyone.
Think of the kind of person you want to be, pick a life's goal, try to live up to that ideal or goal you have created for yourself.
I'm not the best at giving advice, at least I don't think so. So I'm sorry if my jumble of words up there is confusing or awfully written.
But above all else, take pride in your life. Regardless of where it has taken you, or where it is going.
As long as you are alive, you can change. Both yourself, and the world.
>>142297
>in constant pain
Yeesh buddy, do you have a terminal illness or something?
I'm glad that at least you have tried to look for wisdom. I recommend trying your hand at poetry, since your constant pain gives you a stat buff in emotional and sublime works.
>in constant pain
Yeesh buddy, do you have a terminal illness or something?
I'm glad that at least you have tried to look for wisdom. I recommend trying your hand at poetry, since your constant pain gives you a stat buff in emotional and sublime works.
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>>142197
Everyone's gotta draw a line somewhere, and be happy. I drew mine at ponies.
>pone doesn't make you happy anymore
Take control of your own enjoyment of pony. TBH, sounds like burnout. It could be pony itself causing it, or it could be other stuff in your life effecting you so that you couldn't enjoy pony. Either way, you have to think of ways to manage the happy pony brings, even if it is stepping a way from somethings or pause writing for a little bit. Enjoy in multiple other ways, so that it keeps things varied, and lesser prone to burning out.
>Games are not fun
Same, sounds like burnout, or depression, or some unholy combination with stress.
>SJWs, politics, edukation
Haha. IDK how redpilled you are, but it doesn't matter. Really, it doesn't. At all. All these shitty things, reeing feminists, breeding ground for triggly puffs, and the hysteria of laughing at progressives crap had happened before, and when the commonality of laughing at them is the only thing that gives our sense of passion, we crumble when there is nothing to laugh at. So take control of what you enjoy, and don't let politics get you down. Honestly why mlp and pol had gone well together in the first place.
Also throw off the feeling that something is systematically holding you down. Sure, SJWs and Joos, are in power, but if you let the recognition of them hold you down, that is no different than feminists shouting patriarchy IMO.
Everyone's gotta draw a line somewhere, and be happy. I drew mine at ponies.
>pone doesn't make you happy anymore
Take control of your own enjoyment of pony. TBH, sounds like burnout. It could be pony itself causing it, or it could be other stuff in your life effecting you so that you couldn't enjoy pony. Either way, you have to think of ways to manage the happy pony brings, even if it is stepping a way from somethings or pause writing for a little bit. Enjoy in multiple other ways, so that it keeps things varied, and lesser prone to burning out.
>Games are not fun
Same, sounds like burnout, or depression, or some unholy combination with stress.
>SJWs, politics, edukation
Haha. IDK how redpilled you are, but it doesn't matter. Really, it doesn't. At all. All these shitty things, reeing feminists, breeding ground for triggly puffs, and the hysteria of laughing at progressives crap had happened before, and when the commonality of laughing at them is the only thing that gives our sense of passion, we crumble when there is nothing to laugh at. So take control of what you enjoy, and don't let politics get you down. Honestly why mlp and pol had gone well together in the first place.
Also throw off the feeling that something is systematically holding you down. Sure, SJWs and Joos, are in power, but if you let the recognition of them hold you down, that is no different than feminists shouting patriarchy IMO.
>>142197
>be british
>go Oswald Mosley in current year
>inspire multiple fascist uprisings across the west
>feels good man
>be british
>go Oswald Mosley in current year
>inspire multiple fascist uprisings across the west
>feels good man
>>142301
My online friends came from Youtube comment sections and small Space Station 13 servers. It's a good place to start: watch some good videos of something you like and leave a witty comment or respond to someone favorable. Cult games with small communities are fun, original, and a good place to make friends.
My online friends came from Youtube comment sections and small Space Station 13 servers. It's a good place to start: watch some good videos of something you like and leave a witty comment or respond to someone favorable. Cult games with small communities are fun, original, and a good place to make friends.
>>142197
>caring about the fandumb
Nigger, even derpibooru for how shit the moderation is is open enough to allow natsoc shit. A ton of the people making the fan content, porn, and greentexts/normal stories haven't watched the show since S3 if not earlier. You don't need to be in obnoxious groups to enjoy the show when it was good and the communities that exist. You're on one of the two real good pony communities already the other being /pone/ on 8ch.
>>142277
The pills do worse than the symptoms. Don't shill big pharma garbage. Nigger. Anti depressants/SSRIs being "mass murder suicide pills" isn't just something Alex Jones says.
>>142280
>weeb trash
>caring about the fandumb
Nigger, even derpibooru for how shit the moderation is is open enough to allow natsoc shit. A ton of the people making the fan content, porn, and greentexts/normal stories haven't watched the show since S3 if not earlier. You don't need to be in obnoxious groups to enjoy the show when it was good and the communities that exist. You're on one of the two real good pony communities already the other being /pone/ on 8ch.
>>142277
The pills do worse than the symptoms. Don't shill big pharma garbage. Nigger. Anti depressants/SSRIs being "mass murder suicide pills" isn't just something Alex Jones says.
>>142280
>weeb trash
>>142197
Anyone who uses the term hasdrone is a fucking brainlet,
did you ever consider that maybe you are just growing up?
Anyone who uses the term hasdrone is a fucking brainlet,
did you ever consider that maybe you are just growing up?
>>142197
I still enjoy the show mostly. Even though I'm disappointed in the fandom, but that's nothing new.
The thing with me is that I stopped watching after season 3, not because of Twilicorn or any one thing, but because I was kind of losing interest and missed a good deal of episodes and the fanbase was gross and annoying and I wanted to distance myself. So after season 3 I completely stopped watching until a few months after season 6 ended. Upon which I started watching again and found myself to thoroughly enjoy seasons 4-6. After watching I went to /mlp/ to discover that the fanbase was horribly negative, the board insanely off-topic and gross and there was barely any real discussion of the show.
So I was rather dejected and despite liking the show and being glad that I was watching it again I was sad that there was seemingly no good and positive place to talk about it.
I suppose it's because I avoided all the drama and the fandom in the first place but I have no problem with Twilight being an Alicorn, I love Starlight, Equestria Girls is enjoyable and the show is still just fun to me. The only problem is I feel like I have no one to really talk to about the show because everywhere is so negative. Even with the things I don't like about it, more of which have come up with season 8, I don't have a problem with the show. It's still almost entirely good clean fun.
I still enjoy the show mostly. Even though I'm disappointed in the fandom, but that's nothing new.
The thing with me is that I stopped watching after season 3, not because of Twilicorn or any one thing, but because I was kind of losing interest and missed a good deal of episodes and the fanbase was gross and annoying and I wanted to distance myself. So after season 3 I completely stopped watching until a few months after season 6 ended. Upon which I started watching again and found myself to thoroughly enjoy seasons 4-6. After watching I went to /mlp/ to discover that the fanbase was horribly negative, the board insanely off-topic and gross and there was barely any real discussion of the show.
So I was rather dejected and despite liking the show and being glad that I was watching it again I was sad that there was seemingly no good and positive place to talk about it.
I suppose it's because I avoided all the drama and the fandom in the first place but I have no problem with Twilight being an Alicorn, I love Starlight, Equestria Girls is enjoyable and the show is still just fun to me. The only problem is I feel like I have no one to really talk to about the show because everywhere is so negative. Even with the things I don't like about it, more of which have come up with season 8, I don't have a problem with the show. It's still almost entirely good clean fun.
>>142581
Fuck off hasdrone, you can't deny the lowered level of quality and effort in MLPFIM. Songs aren't good any more, character motions aren't dynamic any more, and they don't hide scientific shit in the background any more for a reason.
Glimmer is shit, Trixie is shit, your waifu is geniune shit, the new Poochie six are shit, and none of them belong in my cute pony show.
Grow the fuck up.
Fuck off hasdrone, you can't deny the lowered level of quality and effort in MLPFIM. Songs aren't good any more, character motions aren't dynamic any more, and they don't hide scientific shit in the background any more for a reason.
Glimmer is shit, Trixie is shit, your waifu is geniune shit, the new Poochie six are shit, and none of them belong in my cute pony show.
Grow the fuck up.
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