/vx/ - Videogames and Paranormal

>>114
I remember this thread. It frightened me

>>114
Anyone got the on where the dude has the tulpas "rape" him?
Also side discussion, could a childs imagenary friends be unknowingly created tulpas? Like, the wanr that friend so much it becomes a tulp without trying?

>>116
sounds possible. one of mine was unintentional, made them in 5th grade from a mannerism I had for a while

>>117
intresting, got a tl;dr summary?

Ive actually got something like that. Its definitely sentient but it only exists it I call it up. I never managed to get it to the point where it pops out all the time. However its answers and awareness of the situations when it is booping around are surprising and not my conscious processing. Also its clothes are different (again surprising they change in different weather and it wears tshirts with different graphics) and its body stays the same.

Its personality is radically different and values are only tangentially related to mine. I call it up fpr outsode opinions on complex issues friends wouldn't understand. Its also way more wprk focused.

If im feeling especially schizophrenic I can swap its personality with mine for limited periods of time and detatch mentally as it copes well with stressful workloads.

>no hooves
>premlp
>/x/ did this to me
>summoned it monday

I actually had very strong visualizations while I was on weed, I could see my tulpas skin overlayed on mine in my minds eye, and she was really excited. it was also what brought about their ability to control my limbs when I let them. I close my eyes and release controll, open them again, my joints get really stiff and start moving on their own. really cool stuff.

>>118
when I was in 5th grade, I had this thing where if I messed up on something, I would go "darn it, brain!". after doing that for a whole year, brain was made. he didn't say anything until I started talking to him, but initially he was an asshole, as I made him out to be. but he has mellowed out a bit, not aggressive.

>>120
It was a strange duality. I could still see my arms, but I could see hers at the same time. I actually fapped at one point during the high, and it felt like I had a pussy as well as a dick. so futa I guess. I know tulpa are not supposed to be for sexual, but I asked if it was ok and she said yes. a couple of my old tulpas reared their heads as well, they were all excited. there was way more voices then I was used too. I'm guessing they will only come out when I smoke

>>122
my man

YAY! I've been waiting for this thread, especially since I've watched thru mlp and have bathed in fandom/OC.
Pic rel isn't mine, but aside from being filly and having a hairy tail (hers is draconic) and slight color variation in the wings, it's her.
Her personality is - curiously - essentially a mix of Rarity, Dash, and Pie. I'm a stoic and quiet angryface, for reference.
Her aside, there's another that I've interacted with for QUITE some time, this one a Coyote (can b both m or f, but prefers m). He's always engaged me in a dialectic and/or advisory format. Until I heard of tulpas, I referred to him as 'the Chthonian', after a significant series of events led me to that word/concept. I'm certain I made her, but I can't be certain as far as he is concerned (which is an integral part of our interaction he once told me). I met him while assisted by psilocybin tea.

I mean this question as respectfully as possible: are you guys unironically into this stuff?
This looks like it's beyond /x/-tier.

>>125
I'm more into the phycological aspects of it.
I would never willing fuck with my brain like that

Tulpa are a complex thing because this is all just an extraction of hermetism and or alchemy.
Alchemists supposedly used homunculus for some of their experiments, while no one can actually prove the existence of such simple creatures, it is something that has been documented a lot on >some books
On the other hand, hermetism, depending on who is teaching it explains in depth the creation and maintenance of a tulpa, also called thoughtform.
Of course all of this can be looked upon either spiritually as tulpas being an extension of the person's mind made out of pure energy and willpower or with a more scientific look, with tulpa beign the exploration of some of the brain's basic functions in conjunct with the placebo effect and possibly self imposed delusions.

What is actually a tulpa?
I don't think no one really knows, the government probably has a research on the area for possible applicable usage of tulpas, but I don't think no one has come to a conclusion of what is a tulpa yet.
Specially since such a thing can dramatically vary from person to person as some think of it spiritually, some scientifically and some people naturally make tulpas without even realizing until it's too late.

I'm gonna rape and abuse my tulpa once it's complete.

ok, ok, ok So what the hell is all this "Tulpa" stuff?
and can anyone give quick rundown on how they are made?

>>129
It's either

A: bullshit that does nothing.
B: fucking up your brain until you struggle to discern between reality and figments of your imagination
C: actually summoning a demon, with a tendency towards bad ends for the summoner.

It does not strike me as a meaningful pursuit regardless of the which is true.

>>130 Here ya go!
>doesn't strike as meaningful
Cuz you're the expert right?

The idea of having multiple tulpas disgusts me. Makes it seem like your collecting 'em like pokemon or something.

>>132
It sounds difficult too.

>>133
So is calculus

>>132
Why would someone go through the effort of making multiple tulpas? Wouldn't there be a risk of them bleeding together?

>>131
I've never seen a Tulpa story with a good end. It's always misery and nightmare fuel. Even under the assumption that Tulpas are legit, why take on the effort of turning your life into a living hell?

>>136
This one had a pretty funny ending

>>137
either that anon was bullshitting, or he did it very, very wrong. that is a extreme minority case either way

>>136
I have had my tulpas for quite a while now, and it has been nothing but positive

>>135
having multiple tulpas is not always intentional. as one anon was saying, they can be completely accidental, and don't realize its being made until later. thats actually what happened with my first one, see
>>117
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>>121

>>119 here
Bored at work. Ask my tulpa anything
Autism intensifies

>>140
Do you have a visual appearance?

>>140
Would you ever consider killing your creator? If so, why? Won't that just make you die too?

>>141
Yeah, anon cant physically see me. But I have a stable form in imagination and dreams.

>>143
fucking leaf

>>143
sorry that was my tulpa speaking. is a bit rood

>>142
Physically, fuck no. I'd die. I might put him in a mental box and take over for a while if hes fucking up. But managing life and a body seems like a shitty existence when you can *live like a cat in a perfect world*
>that last bit was more a concept than words

>>143
>>145
No worries, thanks for teh answer

>>140
what was it like being made? was it just, poof, you exist? or did you gradually come into consciousness?

>>148
It was like being unaware in a dream or daze then one day snapping out of it.
>asked if she remembered forcing
I remember being guided but it wasnt me doing it till after sentience. Again like dream youre not in control of.

>>149
cool.

I remember bethany started out with yes or no questions, what were some of the first things you said?

>>150
I just talk and its up to anon to figure it out. He still fucking sucks sometimes. *mess of shit to fuck with me*
>yeah it was mostly feelings at first and picking apart meaning from the concepts.

>>136
In my case, it was 'done' well before I had any idea of what I was doing; I've only heard of tulpas in the past 2 mos, and the one I knowingly created is over a year 'old'. Having said, I have no regrets.
>>151
This is consistent w/ my coyote friend. Sometimes we bant back and forth about stuff/circumstances, sometimes he says things for me to figure out (or not). Some of the things he said are precise and conclusive, while others are non-direct leading me to analyze the whole situation. To date, I've never acted based on interaction and had it result adversely. It does seem that he is able to monitor my unconscious mind better than - am, and can be relied upon to indicate when I am acting on motivations that are false (rationale, bias, etc.)

I had a tulpa once, one day he just said he was proud and that I didn't need him anymore, then he floated away and I never saw him again.
It's a weird thing, before that I would always talk to it in my head, now I truly hear nothing but myself in my head.
I never knew what talking to myself was like until that happened.

>>128
tbh I would most likely do the same thing.

>>114
If you used your mind and body to simulate something that is not there and act as though what is not there actually is, does it eventually become real and if so, is that what a tulpa truly is?

>>153
That's kind of sad. Tell us more

for anyone interested in making a tulpa, there are some great guides here

https://community.tulpa.info/thread-list-of-guides--12660
good luck

bumping with best horse

>>157
>>158
But it's so hard...

>>159
just work 30 min every night while you go to bed.you are already laying down to rest, might as well be productive at the same time

>>160
Isn't there some sort of warning about doing it immediately before you go to sleep?

>>161
its possible. I didn't have any problems doing it

kinda on the fence about this stuff, can someone give me a pro/con list to better inform me of whether or not to?