/ub/ - Überhengst

How do I reconcile what is clearly a childish, deluded view on the matters of sex and love with the blatant truth?

Clearly there is nothing special about sex. It's just sort of a thing that people do because they enjoy it; like eating a fancy meal, or going out for a walk in the park. And it seems to me that, even as people extol the virtue of true love and this and that, the kind of love they are talking about is the kind of shallow, childish love that a woman feels for the cock that is fucking her-- that is to say genuine in only that it is, at the moment, intense.

There is no woman in the world who is attractive enough to elicit sex who does not, at some point, become aware of the fact. But this does not make them evil or rotten. If you awoke tomorrow to find that you could go down to the bank and request $1,000,000, to which they would respond by cheerfully giving you the money, you would do so. And you would do so every day after. Anybody would. Likewise, there are very few sexually attractive men who will not seek out that gratification with as many women as possible. All animals seek out pleasure, and the human is no different. The woman now lives a life of frequent sex with as many attractive partners as she can. And once this promiscuity is established, it does not go away until the individual's sexual appeal no longer allows it. Why would it? So she could settle down and have a family instead of constantly being pleased? The result is, unfortunately, the modern woman. The girl who spends her youth a faithless slut, and then desperately tries to whore out her aging body to some man that he might care for her, shamelessly trying to use another to satisfy her urges and desires once again, though this time that desire be a baby rather than just an orgasm. And of course there is the woman who marries in order to secure her existence, and then continues to pursue sex outside of marriage to the determent of her husband and his complete disregard.

That leaves few openings for anybody to ever find the "true love" that is peddled onto the masses of children, even as they are over-sexualized in the same breath. The best way is to find love young. If you, as a man, can form a relationship with a woman before she discovers her power to raise dicks, the two of you have a reasonable chance of a happy, monogamous relationship-- especially if your connection goes back to before puberty. Now obviously this is fairly rare, and not an option for those of us who are of age. So that leaves the occasional unicorn. Good luck.

So now here I am; utterly at a loss. What do I do with myself? What can I do? It keeps me up at night, as it is doing right now. I want a family. A wife, kids, a comfy life together. True, faithful love. But it doesn't exist that way, does it? At least not anymore. If only I could have known when I was a child, that this is what I would want, and that that would be my only chance to pursue it. Spilt milk though, isn't it? How do I adapt to this reality? I know how things are now, but is that it? Do I just give up any pretense of virtue and behave as the rest do? Love is not meant to be, so should I just abandon this childishness and join the orgy? I could save myself, but for what? For whom? Some old skank who just wants to use me? And I will still always struggle with my personal feelings on the matter. Perhaps I should, but could I actually bring myself to do it?

I'm getting lonely though. A pillow is not a woman, and an empty bed quickly grows depressing. I'm questioning my entire worldview these days. Perhaps some discussion will help? for whatever it's worth, being on /mlpol/ ^:) I need to get over this hurdle though, if I am ever to go anywhere with my life. I'm stuck here, right now.

I don't know how to feel about it. And the whole thing concerns me, too, for society as a whole. The family is falling apart. There is no harder pill for a child to swallow than the acknowledgement that you owe your existence not to love, or any high-minded, romantic ideal, but to the fact that your mom is a cock-hungry slut, as is so often the case. And it will only get worse as single mother's become more and more common. It will only make things even more extreme for the next group of man-children who are intentionally raised up by the system to be as confused and discombobulated as possible. Perhaps they will not have to struggle to reconcile the same sweet lies as I must, but they will be even more debased and empty.