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Thank you anon. you've inspired me. i'm more thankful than you can imagine,that you made this post. Thank You.
A bit late but useful nevertheless, I think.
>Dr. William Luther Pierce
>What Can We Do to Stop the Jewish Stranglehold
Consider the body: you can break a person's hand down into individual atoms, and they will still have a good chance of surviving. However, a small bubble of gas, even regular air, put into the bloodstream will almost certainly cause death. It is the same with all large systems. Simply attacking the system is not enough, because an all-out assault in one place can result in minimal change, while a minor probe to another can set in motion a total collapse. Never fight harder while you could fight smarter.
Similarly, no group is ever in total control of another. Right now, what stands between our side and success is, more than anything, the myth of the panoptican state. The various movements are kept down by the suggestion of federal conspiracies by interested parties. As history shows, victory is assued before the final battle even begins.
People who are worth knowing tend to find each other. They can not help but respect strength of character, which includes not only sound morals but sound mind and sound body. A few people with all three can defeat almost anything. Being someone who gets things done, or knowing people who do the same, will make the other easier. Of course, neither is easy - if it were, we wouldn't be in this mess, now would we? - but the reward is being able to change the world.
Hey /ub/ Op here, things haven't improved for me and tbh i don't know if they ever will. this isn't the life i wanted or thought i would have at 23. Everything has steadily declined since 3 months ago. and i'm feeling very short on hope.I'm writing this now with tears in my eyes thinking about what could have been. i feel so worthless and undeserving of my European blood, my ancestors must be looking at me with disgust,because i am a failure.
>>1853>this isn't the life i wanted or thought i would have at 23.
LOL (with sympathy). At your age I was far, far worst than you. Things begun to change when I dropped ALL my expectations and started from scratch, seriously.>my ancestors must be looking at me with disgust,because i am a failure
Nah, it is only different times. You will adapt to the new reality and you will overcome. And if you fail, you will stand again up, and again, and again, till you find the way; it is your duty.
I might be a little late on this, but remember, from the coldest ashes rises the pheonix which burns brightest. Don't waste time worrying about what could have been, spend time thinking about where things can go from here and what it will take to get you there. I don't know you, and I don't know your situation; but when I was at my lowest even getting out of bed felt like a hurculean task. Start small. Resolve to go for a walk a few times a week, or to write a funny scene, or even to just clean your place. The smallest thing can really make a world of difference.
Hang in there anon. Don't worry about the past, and don't worry about tomorrow. The road you are traveling might be rough but it is not a straight road to the bleak future you see ahead. There will always be forks in the road that can take you to places you didn't know you wanted to go to. Small coincidences can change your outlook on the future 180 degrees in a short while and lead you to a place you feel happy about. Just because it is bleak now don't mean the future has to be. I hope you find happiness and love, even the joy of playing with a pet can do wonders.
I don't think your ancestors view you as a failure, you did not wish for the future that has become, you are among the few who actually wants to honor them.>I hope this post don't come of as too cheesy or pretentious. tl;dr; I hope you find happiness. And don't put too much pressure on yourself.
>>1853>this isn't the life i wanted or thought i would have at 23
I would be laughing similarly to >>1854
but I'm too sad to laugh lately. I'm at 21 and have been feeling the same frustration since I moved out of my parents' house ten months ago. I told myself I would only be seeking rent for one year and then use the money I saved to make a down payment on a shitty shack in Fresno, but not only will it not be so soon, I am unemployed and in debt. I have no money, no job, and nobody's offered to take me save for two employers who I failed to live up to on interview day.
But it's not the end. As much as I would like for it to end, it will continue for a long time. Nothing is irreversible, and no matter how hard you want to just lie down and die, you know it's not going to happen that way. When it matters most, you're going to be animated and push yourself in the last moments. Whether it be when you become homeless, or when you're on your last scrap of food, you will fight for the chance to live. It's in your blood to fight, and no amount of depression and Jewish repression will kill that part of you.
Your ancestors look down with confusion and frustration, no doubt, but it is not solely you who they are frustrated at. It's their descendants who failed to raise their progeny properly, and it's the boomers who inherited great wealth and squandered all of it, leaving a generation of untrained, confused children to pick up the mess. We can all relate, I'm sure. At least the zoomers and millennials among us.
I've started couch to 5K and am applying at some mom and pops and service positions that I know are hiring. I used up the last scrap of my savings for glasses so I can get trained for a trucking job if they take me.
If you ever want to talk, I'll be in this thread, and if you need a private place to vent or talk things out, I'll be at http://steamcommunity.com/id/flutterbutterstutter
Forget it. If you're dead I'll follow in your footsteps and talk a long walk off the Oceanside pier.
Well lads,Op here again. i turned 25 yesterday. not much has changed for me. but i feel a little strange. im not exactly sure why. maybe im regaining hope? it is a very Odd Feeling i havnt felt since 2017 before i realized how much of a cuck Dongle dumptruck was. with that being said im looking forward to the future. maybe ill even be able to find the Ophelia to my hamlet. well lads thank you for putting up with my bullshit throughout the years. and im sorry i dump my problems all over the board but i feel ive grown close to the community. I Love you guysNo Homo
im So Glad i Got Banned from 4/Pol/ all those years ago You Guys are the BestAlso to my Friends i've made through this site, im sorry you havnt heard from me in a long time. Things have Been Really Dark For since the hurricanes came through. i ask for your forgiveness, but as of right now i have no way to get in direct contact with you guys. you know who you are.
>>3871>i turned 25 yesterday
Happy Birthday and best wishes anon.
Thank you anon! Very kind of you.
Happy birthday fren. I'm glad you're making it through this dark time, it's really good to hear from you. I take it your discord got nuked too? We'll figure something out in time though. Take care of yoursel!
The best I can tell you is to take a whitepill. Life is shitty, but there's still things in this world worth living for. You don't have to change the world to live a fulfilling life. Even if you feel like you owe it to the world to try, it doesn't reflect on you as a person if you don't accomplish anything. Take care of yourself to fulfill your basic needs, and then try to improve your living conditions from thereon out. Take care of your health (physical and mental), try to get a decent job (or any job at all), earn some time to find a fulfilling hobby, and then keep working from there. So long as you're taking care if yourself, you can find little chances along the way to make the world a better place.>Jews have total control
Ever since the dawn of civilization, most of humanity has been oppressed, terrorized, enslaved or exploited by some other group; most recently it's been the Jews. Tyranny hardly ever goes away in a lifetime, but all of our peasant/slave/serf/dirt-farmer ancestors found things worth living for in the meantime. It may be our work, our families, our religion, our hobbies, or even humble charity.
Happy birthday you fag, I'm happy to see you alive.
Happy Birthday, fren! It's so great to see you back!
>>3871>i have no way to get in direct contact with you guys. you know who you are.
Several of us lost our discords when Aryanne went down, but if you want I could float you an invite to get back in touch.
"Hold tight for now. You've got this. Be strong, just for a bit longer,"
Thank you for wishing me happy birthday fren!>I take it your discord got nuked too?
Im not sure im currently typing this on a borrowed computer. my pc's fan went out. I dropped my phone under my bed like 5-6 months ago and due to my room looking like 8 floridamen drank a shit ton of natty light and started beating the shit out of each other, i cant get it out until i clean my room. trash has started pilling up pretty bad tbh and add on to that,that my ceiling fan sparks anytime i try to turn the light on, i've been living in darkness. probably not good for my mental state kek>Pic 1 related>>3880>>3882>>3883>>3884>>3885
Thank you so much Frens! it means A lot to me.>>3886
Thank you fren!yea its really me. Dab N Boop>>3889
Thank you fren. unfortunately i dont have a pc of my own right now. Dont want grandma yo see nazi pone puss.>>3891Boop>>3881
Thank you for the encouragement fren! i'll do well to remember this. but its pretty difficult when i enter a depressive state. i re-read this thread a lot. it helps to remind me to look forward to the future. and to fight no matter how dire the future seems.>Pic 3 related>Pic 2 related to everyone
Clean your room and fish out your phone so we can chat in proper, fag.
Also it's generally healthier to have clean living conditions.
Just a friendly reminder you should assume that demoralisers are shills. If they aren't, don't be a faggot regardless.
Almost clean. i may have cleaned enough,to be able to move my mattress and box spring.>>3904
Thank you Fren. i will.
Not yet,i had to help my GrandDad fix the bathroom floor yesterday(We've been replacing it board by board for like the last 6-8 months,Good News is we're almost done). we had to rip the toilet up,and move it over.
Sounds shitty pic related
but fixing/repairing things is good for the soul. Keep us posted, I know I'm not the only one who is eager to catch up and shit
Kek Yea it wasn't too bad this time. but the last time we moved it. some Toilet bowl
water fell on my feet. that wasn't a great time.>but fixing/repairing things is good for the soul.
i could not agree more. we had to entirely change out the floor. the house we live was made at the beginning of the 20th century(they Dont make em like this anymore) there were times when i had to walk across the 2X4s without falling through the open floor onto the ground.
How did the flooring go?
Did you find your phone yet?
The Floor has finally Been Finished,The toilet is back in place,We still have to put up Paneling on the walls. i'm probably not gonna be able to get it out untill like Tuesday or Wednesday, I've been running around like a chicken with my head cutoff.Hold out a little longer fren,I'll have it soon
Keep up the good work, Anon.
Remember what you're working for Fren.When you get back we'll have a party and I'll draw you a Fire Wing
Its Good to see you Fren. I won't Forget. its what keeps me going.Thank you my Kamraden
26 and nothing to show for it.
You're not brainwashed, and you don't have a hundred thousand in student load debt, so you're already doing a lot better than very many people. Hang in there anon, you're still young.
Do not live by other's expectations, you don't have to show anything to anyone.
You are still alive.
Do you feel the rhythm inside you? It's there for you felt and unfelt.
Kill yourself. You’re pathetic
Ignore him, he's jusy projecting his own failings onto anon
Thank you for your testimony Ms. Heard