>>305124Last year was pretty tough. I wasn’t directly impacted by the craziness that consumed a lot of people and their livelihoods, but I suppose I let the year’s atmosphere get to my head. I didn’t want to do much of anything, procrastinated when I should have been moving forward with my projects and goals. I think this year I will be in a better mindset and power through until I see the results I have been wanting to see.
>>305124I dont want to an hero anymore, even while the political landscape gets shittier and shittier. I still want to die, but after a life better lived and of benefit to my family and community rather than ended prematurely in defeat to the benefit and design of jews.
>>305124honestly i feel a lot more dead inside now than last april first
>>305124>How has it treated you.I was very sick in 2017-2019, and I quite honestly didn't expect to make it this far, so I guess it's been okay since I survived.
>What do you think about the events that happened.A lot of chaos. Some of it was entertaining; some of it was less-entertaining. World is a fuck.
>How has the world has changed for better or worse. Definitely worse, although people might be starting to become aware of how bad it is.
I've learned and thought more about various things and shifted my views accordingly, started trying to exercise more and generally take better care of myself, started watching the show (even though I was already masturbating too it), and become less shit at drawing thanks to the drawfag threads here, among other things.
The world is still going to shit, but that's been the case for centuries, at least, and maybe things really are close to a total collapse, which would present an opportunity to build new civilizations, taking the lessons we've learned to heart.
>>305124>>305130>>305132>>305133>>305134>>305146Hunh, I've been in more semi self destructive behavior than usual and more swinging extremes in correction. With little to show for it. Except now my motivation has also gone fucked off somewhere.
Lost a member of family due to an old age related accident, and couldn't go there at all. That was with a recovery period already for a different condition.
I'm glad you're all here despite the pain and suffering.
Have a good poner friens.
>>305147An apple in the asshole looks very unpleasant
I feel like I'm growing on an upwards spiral but too slowly. I need to find ways to push myself and my self-improvement harder sustainably and without fucking shit up.
>>305157Have you tried cold showers?
>>305124>>305124Between last year and now it's been a hell of a time and i'm not just talking about corona. My condition has been acting up and i've been learning ways to deal with it. It seems like when things start to get better it acts up again. But it hasn't stopped me from living my life the way I want. Hasn't stopped me from being the best that I can be for the people around me
>>305124>How has it treated you.Considering how everything went to shit economically I actually did quite well this past year. All things considered I'm on a steady upward trajectory and feel pretty positive about all areas of my life.
>What do you think about the events that happened.The "pandemic" was annoying as hell and I'm tired of hearing about it. Getting impatient waiting for normies to realize that they were all just overreacting to media hype. The election was disappointing but not surprising, but it's actually kind of relaxing having Trump gone. The dumpster fire is the left's problem for now and the right can figure out how to move forward from here. Plus I think I was getting something like battle fatigue from arguing about politics all the time.
>How has the world has changed for better or worse. There is definitely something big on the horizon but I can't say what. I expect the world to get shittier in the short term but expect my situation to keep improving, so generally I feel positive about my life but mostly pessimistic about the world in general. Looking to secure my escape from city life in the next few years.
>general thoughts?Image #3 in OP's post gets weirder the longer you stare at it.
>>305159I take cold showers and religiously refuse sugar. I don't buy or eat chocolate or candy. I eat healthy meals with meat and potatoes and beans and salads now. I even stopped having cereal with milk since I heard milk gives you mantitties. I exercise three times a day and my waistline is getting great. Some day I'll hopefully look like Thor.
Anon who commissioned the first and second anniversary videos here. Sorry I haven't come up with anything new since. I have to watch my finances a bit more tightly, and I haven't found any good presenters-for-hire on the level of BMT or VoiceoverPete. Life over the past year has been mediocre and boring, the next year for me will either be uplifting or very disappointing. The coof didn't affect me too much because I was always indoors anyway, but I didn't use all my spare time as well as I could've.
The political sphere was, predictably, disappointing, and the West has undoubtedly entered into its cold twilight. However, I'm a bit calmer about it since I have a clearer view of problems, their nature, and solutions. I'm mainly wrestling with personal deadlines but I'm finally sticking to a solid exercise regimen.