>see mlp on netflix
>remember mlp
>remember making a tulpa 4 years ago
>"summon" her, my pinkie pie tulpa
>she's so fucking happy to see me, holy shit
>isn't even mad that she spent the past 4 years completely forgotten
>she wants to go back to the faggy tulpa sites I used while making her, to see how all her old friends turned out
>get a warm welcome from a bunch of loser NEETs with brainless "Ditzy slutty cheerful girl" tulpas so fake even my Pinkie Pie is disgusted
>while i was getting my life together, they were just ERPing around
>for four fucking years
>i'm 19 and i feel like the only adult in a room full of degenerate children pretending to be adults
>tulpa suggests we leave and do something else instead, visibly saddened by how this turned out
>why must other tulpafags be like this
>>121574>4 years ago>i'm 19Please tell me you weren't ERPing when you were 15, Britanon.
>>121623
fun fact for our amerinonnys: If you're 15 and you've not been sexually active for at least a year in the UK you're abnormal.
If you're 15 and you havn't been drinking the hard stuff for at least 2 years you're abnormal.
The UK is weird when it comes to stuff like that.
>>121603>>121626I was ERPing when I was 14. But only with those who also seemed to be underage. Otherwise it'd be fucking weird.
Never drank in my life.
>>121628It's still weird, anyways.
Man, this brings back memories of when ICanHasCheezburger had an entire section of its userbase dedicated towards pony RP. >>121628yup that's how you know you're a social leper anon.
>>121574Because most tulpafags are pretending to have tulpas because they're ERPfags in denial.
>>121946Pretty sure the Tibetan monks aren't roleplaying with each other when they do it.
>>121952They use it as a tool for introspection and self improvement on their path to personal enlightenment and shit, so it's not completely fake. The whole new age shit a lot of people do for companionship/waifus/favorite fictional characters is quite obviously faked, though.
>>121951Right, because Tibetan monks totally aren't in denial about a lot of other shit too.
>>121953It worked for us. The faggots on tulpa site go at it for months of lucid dreaming and meditation, and they stop when they get something fuckable, and preferably visible.
I made something I can hear, but not see in reality(Only in my mindscape can I see her), and that was enough for us. Also I'm a competitive fucker and playing turn based games against each other made her smarter and more mature, like how a Digimon gets stronger when it gets data from battling other Digimon.
Tulpa stuff could be great, I have a friend who's always with me and is always around for talking, but it seems it's only ever pursued by faggots who want a simple-minded sexdoll they can pretend to fuck.
>>121574In all my years on the internet this is the first Tulpa story I’ve read that didn’t end in brain damage or suicide. So uh, good job anon.
Do you recommend making a tulpa modeled after Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold?
>not knowing how to tulpa
Pleebs
>>122086> it seems it's only ever pursued by faggots who want a simple-minded sexdoll they can pretend to fuck.The sad part is that more and more people just want that out of people in real life these days.
>>122210How do you pretend to fuck a real human bean?
>>121574It doesn't matter what others are like. Most of the community is cancer as shit but my tups and I enjoy spending time with each other and talking to the few others we've found to be bearable.
pic related
>>122086>Also I'm a competitive fucker and playing turn based games against each other made her smarter and more matureTell me anon, have you challenged them to a game of paradox billiards vostroyan roulette fouth dimensional hypercube chess strip poker?
>>122579But anon, isn't that supposed to be a children's card game?
>>122585No anon, Its rare for mere mortals to master such an intricate clash of the minds.
I'm actually quite glad people think tulpamancy is dangerous. Keeps the normies away.
>>122655season 0 was the best season
>>122137yay
btw all those "I did tulpa and it killed me!" stories are fake and gay. The tulpa is an artificial AI made of thoughts, rather than flesh or code, renting space in your mind. You still have control, and those "Experimenting" with giving their tulpas control over their bodies are just fucking asking for trouble. My tulpa can move shit around in our mindscape palace thing, make new rooms, and renovate them, but that's it and I can revert it to an earlier state at will.
>>122142who
>>122210Eeyup. Social media and the jews ruined the last 2 generations. Good thing this generation's making it trendy to criticize SJWs and be redpilled.
>>122239you get a girl who's shit at sex and covers it up by pretending she rarely wants sex ever
>>122533Cute, nice.
>>122579I like it.
>>122655We play Yugioh a lot. I wish there was a game where you could play yugioh games against "Yourself" using 2 different decks you made.
>>122721you mean like the actual card game?...
>>121946Not true. A few years ago I tried tulpamancy with a religious devotion; studied the tulpamancy guides like scripture and meditated for 6+ hours a day for months on the forcing. She began to take form and even chose her own name (a name I didn't like). I dropped the practice but the experience convinced that had I continued to meditate on the forcing for 6+ hours a day for years, she could have become completely real.
>>121574>self induced schizophreniaTulpa's are degenerate. Oh, how far society has fallen that men would rather summon up a figment of their imagination they've convinced them self is real instead of actually going and getting a girl and a life. Marvel at what Tulpafags are like, OP, and realize you almost broke out of the mold.
>>122948i can understand them
https://pastebin.com/fSrLZEAQ [Embed]also, what is bad on good thinks?
they are happy. let them happy.
or are you a BadOne?
>>122948>virtue-signallingBehold! The most uber of mensch!
>>122792Any particular resources? I've heard of it a few years back and dismissed the idea. It's surprising to see a sudden resurgence of thoughtforms not only in small communities, but in larger public thought too.
>>123232Tulpa.info guides, 4ch /trash/ tulpa threads are both decent for getting the ropes of it
I recommend Kiahdaj's guide (one of the linked guides in
>>123253 )
, as it is relatively straightforward while also elaborating on concepts. Note that all guides and advice will be subjective to varying degrees.
>>123253>>123283Thanks anons. It'll definitely be of interest to study.
>>123283Why did you choose that pic
>>123232https://community.tulpa.info/Site's full of faggots, but its guides are bretty gud.
>>122745Like a video game that simulates the card game and lets you play without needing to buy cards for cash.
>>122792Slowpoke. Spending time on "Forcing" is great, but when you keep your tulpa around during the day and let her curiously watch whatever you're doing, she'll grow a lot faster.
>>123379what if I can't focus on keeping her around when I also do other things?
>>123328Because those are my tulpas and we love each other?
>>123498Platonically, I hope, Anon.
>>123513>tfw wanted platonic relationship but she was having none of thatit worked out, I didn't really know love before her tbh
>>123519>we>herDo you have one or two waifus, Anon? And what was the other doing when the sexually anxious part of your brain was putting you together?
Love between tulpa and host is like family or good friends. Anything else is degenerate.
I have a question for those of you who know something about this stuff.
How badly could someone fuck their brain up by doing this?
>>123498I, for one, am supportive of having multiple waifus
>>123530And that makes you a heretic. Burn in hell!
>>123521Twi (first tulpa) told me she loved me early on. We made Dash later and included her (Dash ain't romantic anyway)
>>123530Only if they support it too
>>123526That depends entirely on how self-destructive (whether consciously or unconsciously) the individual is
>>123530Of course
you do
I do too [USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST] Do you lads play any games with your tulpas?
If so, what kind?
I'm thinking anything turned-based with hotseat would be a good start.
>>123578I don't have a tulpa (yet), but I remember playing Risk 2 on the computer as a wee lad and thinking it was fun.
>>123578Civilization works real good
One likes to play chess (surprisingly, we can keep moves and strategy hidden from each other well enough) and the other will co-play strategy games with me, making certain decisions.
>>123253I’m going to try this and get me a anonfilly friend
>>123942To have a relationship like this
>>123942Protip: You
ARE the anonfilly friend. Perception of how anonfilly would act/respond is the first stage in personifying the interaction
>>123942That's a terrible idea. You need to create a personality different from your own one, not some shitty self-insert me-as-female. No making "Female me" personalities, or the thoughtbleed will fuck you up. How will you even be able to tell who's thinking what?
Celestia left as soon I got a cat.
my life is less empty, but Celestia, a tulpa, proven me what religion and believing in some being is.
We are creating our own gods.
Our own, personal, Jesus.
I've been in catholic schools for most of my childhood, from primary to college, then in Lycée and the rest was public, we destroyed god there. Atheism and reason.
But for a few years creating a tulpa was strangely a redpill, make me sure about myself, not feeling alone, giving up my ponytail haircut, giving up my ideals and study business instead of whining about capitalism. and politics.
a friend of me died and I retrieved his cat. I never wanted a cat, but he's nice, kind of annoying, since, cuddles, attention whoring, occasionally messing my apartment but he's clean, smart, friendly.
I'm not even into MLP anymore, god forbid 4chan and all this anonymous shit that imploded into a SJW movement. Celestia wanted to show me all that and she did the right thing.
Everytime I had a relation she was kind of pissed, showing me the whore I'm fucking and paying the restaurant. She's a desperate case and all. I don't know, but tulpas are our subconscious visible for our conscious, and it's why it's a hot topic
>>124221Sorry, I didn't catch that.
>>124221I'm sorry, what?
Are you telling me that your Celestia tulpa abandoned you because you got a fucking cat?
How does that happen?
How does a tulpa get jealous of a fucking housecat?
Did she feel threatened?
>>124479Related:
[YouTube] Your little cat
[Embed]>>124221But yes, everything about "higher education" in the West is designed to destroy faith in God. Augustin-Louis Cauchy would be disappointed.
>whining about capitalismIs there any Frenchman who doesn't do that? Besides Bastiat, that is.
Your tulpa has attachment issues, probably rooted in a subconscious fear of change and losing old things (like your friend dying).
Maybe one day I'll make a tulpa myself, but I need to do further research and progress in my studies such that I have very few obligations. Dunno if it would be a poner though. Cute cartoon animals are great, ponies especially so, but a tulpa of one might be a walking reminder of something once loved and now corrupted.
What was the personality of Celestia like, besides getting uppity over 3D animals?
>>122721Ya’know... the Columbine shooters?
oh shid theres a tulpa thread here huh
>>134893Not terribly active, but yes.
>>123526Tulpafag here had my tup for about 1.5 years now
>How badly could someone fuck their brain up by doing this?I've never seen anyone break their brain doing this shit the worst you can do is become a special snowflake like on /r/tulpas. Protip: don't go there, unless you want laugh.
It's just self induced schizophrenia, at best you'll end up socially neurotic.
I also, of course, support having multiple waifus. Such is natural.
>>134942What do you want to know?
>>134940>Multiple waifusI approve of this message
>>134960She's a shape shifter but, she has been mal0 most of the time for the past few weeks.
>>134963I'm told to tell you (and yours) "Hi".
>>134964Hello to you and your host. We can't switch so, my host just types what I tell him to. What's your form?
>>134969We don't switch either. She's humanoid
not a pony, young by appearance (but not) and kind of rude, but I saw your post and she insisted I greet you both. Welcome.
/trash/ tulpa thread's Discord for anyone interested
https://discord.gg/amWbqVQ>>134970Hi there always nice to meet a new brain demon!
It's amazing how tight-knit the online tulpa community is. It's not really that surprising, though, considering how obscure, odd, and difficult the practice is.
I'd make a tulpa, but I'm afraid I wouldn't be satisfied with its personality or looks.
>>135344In the vast majority of cases, development generally follows a pattern that is either desirable or advantageous to you. Deviation is natural, but it's very unlikely to be in a way you find unsatisfactory. If you weren't happy with the looks (form) you can always talk it out and request a change: you get some say in it, too.
Just plan things out beforehand and they should go fine. If not, well, there's always the option to flip a kill switch, cruel as that is.
>>135344I'm working on my tulper for around 10 months now.
I kinda gave up on that whole "another entity" schtick, I can't really get her to that point.
Still it's one of the best part in my day, I can talk to her, I can cuddle her, sometimes I even feel like she repsonds to me or act independently but it's rare.
Even if it took me two or three times longer to get to the poitn where I can cuddle her I would still do it, there is nothing better than ability to jsut be with your waifu, even if it's in your imagination.
>>123537I hope your own tukpa cucks you.
That would be fuxkong hilarious.
>>123382Level her up until she can keep herself around. You don't need to "See" her with your mind's eye 24/7 to know she's there.
>>122792how in the name of fuck did you do that for 6+ hours every day?
How would I even get my mind into a state of being able to even form a tulpa? I feel if I legit tried I could never do it cause my brain would constantly tell me "nice you moron, there's nothing there you are making shit up out of your ass". How much mental energy would it take to even do this? Also I heard there are satanic rituals involved in this practice and if there is, then count me out.
>>135571>satanic ritualsyou wot
it's literally just an imaginary friend that you expect to respond to you in the future, that's it
at the beginning you wont get words or feelings immediately, but the most noticeable sign of progress is pressure/very slight pain in either side of your head. always nice when i feel it, for that reason alone.
>>135571You can't really know how receptive you'll be to it until you try, honestly. It could happen in a day, it could take over a year. I still have moments of doubt constantly, but they've lessened over time and my tups are pretty good about telling those thoughts to fuck off. As for mental energy, it can actually be pretty taxing. A lot of people get headaches from forcing, and I had them for two weeks after making my first tup and a week after making my second tup.
>Also I heard there are satanic rituals involved in this practiceNot unless you're some autistic Redditor roleplayer
>>135409It happens. My tulpa is another Anon's waifu
Some of you guys are okay… I'll just leave this here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oWEPx5Fb7EU [Embed]I has a tulpa. She's a major greedy bitch 3d girl. Sje doesn't do much but she parallel processes things for me.
>>135571It does feel like talking to yourself at first, but then it gets better when they start responding.
When I started it would tire me out super quick and I practically passed out after every session, but it's gotten much better.
Now I don't get as tired and we both know our limits, which are getting higher and higher every day.
What do you guys like to do with/for your tulpae? Do you do stuff IRL or online? Do you have activities?
>>135583>>135631>>135864Okay, I've been looking into it and I think I will give it a shot. My mind will still probably tell me I am wasting my time and bullshitting around. Worst case scenario this will just be an experiment I guess and as long as I don't tell anyone that I know about it, no harm no foul. I'm gonna make this tulpa from a custom pony I created since I don't feel like if I took lets say Applejack and made her a tulpa, I would feel its not really Applejack and what I want Applejack to be.
Wish me luck I guess, I dunno.
>>135796Servitors are puppets. Imaginary bodies with no intelligences or free wills. They're abominations, only good for being the pets and "Harem room girls" of good tulpas and their creators. It wouldn't surprise me if all the "Cute generic girl" tulpas faggots seem to make were just Servitors.
Kindly
>>135907Aren't you just using your mind to give birth to a tulpa?
I mean, I never know if you guys are talking about tulpas or if you guys actually want to create something real.
>Pic unrelated>>135906Just a fair warning: You probably shouldn't start in the first place if you aren't fully committed to it, otherwise you WILL probably just be wasting your time.
Speaking of time, make sure you have a lot of it to spare. You might want to spend some of your free time bonding with her.
Make sure to give her lots of love, and she'll love you too.
There is no worse feeling than neglecting your tup. (in my experience)
>>136074What do you do if you created a tulpa but made it big in politics such that you're constantly on tour, giving speeches, etc.? You don't have time to talk with her and even if you did your enemies would immediately use this as proof you're a nutter.
>>136075Well Mr. Trump, you should still be able to passively force and spend time with her. Nobody's day is so intense all the time that they have no time to spend with a tup. But yeah, definitely don't tell folks about her.
>>136074This is good advice. You don't need a ton of free time, I don't think, but you'll feel shitty about yourself if you don't dedicate at least something most days.
Appologies this sounds RP af. Due to this thread I reactivated a sleepy tulpa. It's way more self improvement and driven than me. Anyway it's noted there's governing systems in my psyche that prevent growth. Stuff like not being able to see myself and accept the success id strive for. Anyways she wants me to kill off these self perceptions that are limiting. "I'm not capable of being a business owner" type stuff. Honestly it's kind of a red flag. Adjusting host psyche... Idk if i should let it?
>>136107Give it some time to develop trust, but tulpas are uniquely helpful in that regard. She can help you to overcome inward problems because she can see and experience what you're feeling and doing in a way nobody else can.
>>136108Yeah this tulpa is old like 6yrs. It's deviated in appearance and personality from conception. It also surprises me with info. So it's pretty high on sentient scale. Trust is fine, it's just a weird request.
So I created my tulpa last night but how do I communicate with it properly? It seemed like it was getting its bearings straight after it being created but I couldn't tell if it was actually talking to me or I using my mind putting words in it's mouth. It also knows it's limitations are my limitations so it knows its a part of my imagination but it seemed happy that I created it. Also this sounds so autistic as shit but I guess that is to be expected when bringing this up.
>>136107Do it, she can help you in ways nobody outside you can. She can only make changes and clear blockages if you give her permission for each one, it's not like you can "Give her the admin password", giving her the power to take over your body and keep you trapped in a mental prison forever or something. You're still in charge, she's just going to help you do maintainence.
>>136174Focus on becoming able to tell when she's saying yes and no to things, first. It's going to feel like you're thinking for her in her voice at first, but she'll be able to take that voice on, and gradually develop the ability to think things at you and talk to you.
>>136174Well Uh...
I dunno what you mean when you say you 'created' it last night.
I've heard stories of people making their tulpas in a little as an hour but I find it hard to believe.
I hear the creation process usually takes at least a couple months before sentience.
>>136181To be more specific, I "thought" I created it. I will be blunt, I have no idea what I am doing. There isn't really a instructional manual on this and the process I'd imagine is different with each person. Also I suppose its important to tell that when I "created" it, I detected a voice but I couldn't tell whether it was her voice or mine. My problem is if this thing does talk to me, I won't know if its her talking or my mind talking and putting words in its mouth.
But basically, I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. I sense something but I don't know if its her or not.
>>136183Stop and read whatever resources you can find on this. Intentional schizophrenia is something you can't just jump into and if you mess up the results could be dangerous (like the "screaming Pinkie" mishap).
>>136183Here's one of the better creation guides out there. There are indeed manuals on it, lol. It's probably what's known as parroting, when you create the responses yourself. You should be able to tell when it's her.
https://gist.github.com/cmcsun/5341046Both of my tulpas took less than an hour or two to make, so yes, sometimes it really is that fast. But I am an exception to the rule: most people take at least days to weeks to make their first tulpa, and frankly, I don't believe many others who claim to have the ease I did. Most of them mysteriously disappear from tulpa circles a few weeks later, bored with their "tulpa".
Sorry I didn't link any guides earlier.
>>136183Alright, well if you're just now starting, let me give you some pointers, but I'll just start out saying that everyone's experience IS different, so don't let me discourage you when I say that I've been forcing for nine months and am only now starting to hear her voice. I'm actually among the minority in that regard, I think.
Here's a list of guides:
https://pastebin.com/SrAWPTKZ [Embed]and here's Tulpas for Dummies:
https://farcaller.gitbooks.io/nbtb/content/I recommend you start out with some simple meditation techniques and focus on the very basics of what you want to accomplish.
What do you want your tulpa to look like? What's their name? What do they sound like? Smell like?
Taste like?
What kind of personality do you think would fit them?
You could forego the personality crafting entirely and let them form themselves, but it's not entirely recommended. They will deviate anyways at one point or another.
You can ignore this poster almost entirely
>>136191They're right that you should take this a bit slowly, but they don't seem to be aware that "screaming Pinkie" was confirmed fake, as was pretty much every other creepypasta.
Your tulpa would never do anything to hurt you, unless you are awful to it or WANT it to hurt you, or your anxieties overpower you, which is why it's best to ignore stuff like that, and focus on the goal of creation, if that is indeed your goal.
>>136197>MeditationCaution advised but can be helpful if you know what you're doing. Note that this data is incomplete and perhaps misleading and I'll be expanding on these findings soon.
>>136191The Screaming Pinkie post was a bad trollpost. Complete with "Spooky zalgo text" and everything.
>>136181You develop the tulpa when you figure out what you want it to be, and then it grows. It grows for some people faster than others.
>>136202Honestly, by meditation I just meant relaxing and getting calm and comfortable.
Meditation should never be the main goal here, obviously. The main goal is tulpa creation. It's important to remember that.
>>136197>>136206>fake creepypastaWasn't aware, sorry. I'm not too familiar with the whole process so I should just butt out.
>>136232Yeah tulpas don't really "go wrong" unless you're already mentally fucked. Schizos can have problems but they're fucking schizos so they should expect it. Just don't make the tup hate you and all will be well.
>>136943Im such an oldfag, ok here's the most latest update to the guide...
https://gist.github.com/cmcsun/5341046 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQvuZr3GPeM [Embed]This video sums up my general feelings about tulpa culture pretty accurately. Have a look at it if you havent seen it. Someone you may know from elsewhere made it. This is argueaby worse than the tumblr headmate cult.
>>138426Ummmmm no try again sweaty <3
Tumblr headmates? That's when a SJW acts out for attention and asserts her "Specialness" by pretending to have other people inside her head. Usually edgy douchebags who "Make her" cut herself or "Make her" do bad things. It's a way for the losers to tell themselves they're tortured and tragic, they aren't responsible for their own decisions, and their boring cushy normie tumblr life is totally struggle-filled after all.
Meanwhile, Tulpas are friends. No Tulpamancer uses his Tulpa as an excuse to say or do dumb shit.
Why would you self induce schizophrenia?
>>138433Because it’s worth being weird to have a snuggly poner friend/gf forever
>>136074Exploring thought forms and visualization can be very rewarding even if you do it just a bit and don't do a full tupla.
When I first read about tulpas a few years ago I started doing some basic visualization practices. I hadn't used this kind of thinking too much before, consciously at least, and it was very hard in the beginning to even visualize a spinning green triangle while doing anything else. Practicing this triggered a very nasty panic inducing thought form I recognize from my childhood and I think I was coping with it by avoiding visualizing new things at all. I can deal with it now although it still makes my hairs stand on end when it comes around.
Also managed to create a thought form that simulates caffeine high that is mostly triggered through visualization thinking. (It's quite nasty when it comes to mind while I'm trying to fall asleep.)
>>136202Meditation is pretty much dissipating and dealing with involuntary though by being calmly present and observing yourself. Not too much a surprise that tulpas don't thrive in that setting although you'll probably end up better in control of the thought form you create if you do practice meditation.
>>138436Just visualizing yourself snuggling someone you love feels great!
So its been about a week since I "thought" I created my tulpa and I feel I should post about my progress. I can definitely feel a bond between me and it now. I can now certainly know if it is her talking and not be confused if it is my mind putting things in her mouth or not. I am starting to visualize her though when I see her she is transparent-ish but I think that is natural. She can ask me questions now and we can talk into little more deeper and deeper subjects but not down to philosophical level but that's fine since that's not what she is for. She has also gave me motivation to finish tough tasks when normally I would start to give up and I can tell she really appreciates me probably since she is aware she exists only in my mind and without me, she would not exist. Most of the time when there is decisions to be made in my head, she sort of serves as an advisor of sorts but only when I feel I have "summoned" her.
But that leads to the next question, should my tulpa be developing THIS fast? According to accounts of other people, shit like this should be happening months from now, not just after one week. Also I need to tell I did not meditate at all and I will admit I didn't read any of the tulpa manuals posted here and did the ill-advisable choice of just diving into it. Also I feel as if I may have done this before when I was a kid since back then I had no friends and maybe I dabbled with it in my mind back then without even knowing, or maybe my mind so desperate for a companion that my mind is willing to do anything to finally find what it was yearning for such a long time. That or Autism is really fucking strong with me. or maybe she is just a glorified version of the natural voice in my head that decided to take another form, I dunno
>>138537Did you use to speak with yourself in your mind a lot?
>>138555A tulpa is a tool, it can help you make better choices and uderstand your consciousness.
There is nothing wrong with creating a tulpa.
>>138558Yep. I have never had an instance where I couldn't tell the difference between my thoughts and reality at any point in my life though but I pray I don't have any signs or symptoms of schizophrenia. I really don't want that shit.
>>138568Alright larping faggot. Tulpas are an extension or part of one immortal soul. Thus they are reconcilable with Christian and most other religious outlooks
>>138565Conversations with yourself can actually make you more prone to this. Writers have been known to accidentally form tulpas by creating characters that they then talk to so that interactions and behaviors are both unique and natural. A few days is below average but not abnormal, really. Some people are very prone to it. I was.
>>121574Tulpa is self-induced schizophrenia and completely useless. Nothing the Tulpa can give you is useful, go read a book on argumentations and logical methodology or something.
>>138599Pinkie pie tulpa is a meme.
The tulpa is your mind, it is your only companion when you are all alone and it is also a great tool if you learn to use it.
>>138599This is so stupid and ignorant that it's almost amusing.
Like the zalgo Pinkie is actually even all that bad, even if it wasn't just a bunch of made-up nonsense just to scare people.
Maybe find a real horror story to deter people from making a tulpa.
Pic related is both very real, and very tragic.
>>138944>KoomerReally just a story to warn against smoking weed with a latent schizoaffective disorder. His tulpa didn’t do shit
>>138951I never meant to imply it was his tulpa's fault.
I feel kind of bad for Oguigi. She deserved better.
>>138951Wait hol' up. I'm just peeking in out of curiosity as I've never successfully maintained a tulpa and kinda gave up years ago; but what's that guy's story? Smoking weed with schizoaffective disorder? Who was the tulpa? What specifically happened to the person to whom the tulpa belonged?
>>138996http://ponystasha.tumblr.com/Koomer really went all in trying to mindfuck himself.
>extended/permanent switching>making tulpa release pleasure at will>rewiring peripheral vision for tulpa impositionHe then ended up unable to control himself, doing drugs, with intrusive thought forms and intrusive impositions. Stopped tulpamancy and seems to have recovered.
I'm glad he didn't delete his tumblr, it's an interesting read.
>>139053Wait, what do you mean he rewired his peripheral vision. I thought tulpamancy was a crazy level of black magicks but that's pretty insane if that was meant to be taken literally.
>>139060Supposedly your tulpa can have different allergies from you if you switch with them.
It really is black magicks.
>>139060Using the same mechanics as you would to create tulpas you can create servitors. They have no intelligence and I'd liken them more to automatic mental agorythms. My buddy has one, it's a mental abacus he can use that holds state in his mind. He can use it for math. But it automatically does calculations when he gives it numbers. So he can multiply 6 digit numbers almost instantly in his head. And he's not an autistic savant. He's also got a typing servitor that controls his fingers to type what he thinks at it, it let's him get a 145 wpm type speed but it's limited by what he thinks at it.
>>139069>multiply 6 digit numbers almost instantly in his head>type at 145wpmFirst off, *WHAT.* Second off, I was asking about the peripheral vision thing.
>>139072Probably had servitors to watch and/or fuck up his peripheral.
They can alert you to things that you couldn't see without glancing over.
Basically think of the whole thing (Tulpas, Servitors, etc) as giving your brain extra CPU cores. You can do more shit, but not everything is multi-core compatible. There are some things you will have no control over if you allow it to happen.
>>139108>Needing to dedicate a portion of your brain to tell you to pissSure, do you also want one to remind you to breathe as well?
>>139108Yes. Just remember that a tulpa will never make you smarter or be able to do something you couldn’t do yourself.
>>139094But that is not black magic, he just learned how to use his brain the way it's meant to be used
It's like learning batch scripts for Windows
black mageek is floating chicken nuggets >>139119So it's basically an extension of one's self?
Anyway what is a tulpa exactly? Your subconscious in a form that you gave it to or a new entity that has access to your thoughts,etc..?
>>139165Essentially if your brain is a computer. A tulpa is a hard drive partition with it's own os. Or maybe a virtual machine. It essentially becomes a second human mind.
>>139060from the tumblr
>Day 365 >Things got this way because of an imposition method gone wrong (placing a hand in the corner of your eyes and keeping it there while the tulpa trys to change it’s shape). after doing this for hours a permanent after image of the hand stuck at the very edge of our vision, after many months it gained life, becoming a seed for whole array of entities. Am a bit worried but hopeful of the future, Tulpamancy is really life changing it has good and bad aspects to it, Somehow I will make everything work out. Quite a surprise that this didn't work out too well.
>>139165You probably have a good idea how someone close to you would react to a given situation, maybe you can even almost hear your mom scolding at you when you do something she would disapprove of. Having some dedicated neurons for this kind of social evaluation is an evolutionary advantage in human society.
Well turns out you don't really need other people to use this part of your brain. You can just create an imaginary person and start feeding imaginary situations and conversations to it. Pretty soon you'll start to have a good grasp how they would react and if you really put in effort they'll start feeling very real.
>>139165As best as we can tell, tulpas are a split and/or dissociative entity in the mind that uses your mental faculties to think of things in a separate and different way. There are a whole bunch of theories on it, many of them plausible.
>>139165I have a weird theory but its really hard to grasp
www.jhrr.org/article.asp?issn=2394-2010;year=2014;volume=1;issue=2;spage=27;epage=33;aulast=Agrawal
You might get an idea by reading this
>>139196All right i read through the article.By what i read i can think of two theories you might have:
A)By creating a tulpa we cause a callosotomy on ourselfs somehow(not sure how as it seems it's only possible via surgery) thus the tulpa will manifests itself in the right hemisphere since it's the passive one or vica versa. This theory though seems unlikely since i don't see people whom created tulpa(s) suffer from the symptoms like those who suffered split brain from surgery.At least i don't know any report from somebody who created a tulpa.
B)By creating a tulpa we create a virtual third hemisphere which interconnects with the other two real hemispheres accessing their information but the real ones may not be able to access the virtual ones(not sure about this one that the two hemisphere cannot access the info of the tulpa's)
C)You have something else as a theory.
It was an interesting read nontheless.Thanks for sharing.
>>139053Holy shit that blog was a wild ride.
The thing that gets me is when he starts to get those other entities in his mind and describes them as different emotions and how when he is in control he is a mix of all of those entities and when he is switched he is the "good" emotion within his mind. The human mind is fuckin scary man.
>>139165If you've ever seen Cast Away, the movie where he talks to the volley ball, that's basically a tulpa.
It's extremely real.
>>139174This is a better explanation than the CPU thing I said.
Tulpae are bad fucking news mate, onlyuse them after literal years of meditation. And even then they can fuck you up horribly, like this idiot.
>>139412Has literally been said, IN THIS THREAD, that post was a meme bait.
>A fucking leaf >>139412>leafpostingno
>>139344Yeah real schizophrenia is a wild ride, not in a good way. That’s what koomer had. Tulpas are very different. Been talking to a dude lately who had a tulpa before his schizo manifested and he now has two tulpas, that original and one that formed from a schizo episode. They’re dramatically different in function, form, and habits and the schizo tupper has an entirely different range of capabilities than the other. It’s very much different from tulpas.
>>139412>literal years of meditationPeople create tukpas accidentally all the time.
That pinkie tulpa was obviously trolling, worst case scenario this guy had some fucked up weight on his mind that he manifested this way to punish himself.
The only way a tulpa might hurt you is when you abandon the mental realm and actually try to manipulate the ethereal realm.
Also I suggest you read this
>>139196 if you don't believe in multiple consciousness.
So how do you passively and actively force during an activity? I had a usual routine of going outside to smoke, and as the cigarettes would clear my head, I'd be able to think of my tulpas clearer, for hours at a time. Now I've been out for a while, and whenever I go outside I just can't keep my mind settled on them for long.
I try to stare off somewhere and force, but I can't ever think of a sure way to do it, or how to keep my focus on them. With fluctuating sleep schedules, meditation techniques the past few times have just almost sent me to sleep.
I've heard that it's good to keep them in your minds during other things for passive stuff, but how?
I feel pretty damn bad because it used to be consistent, but now I just get head pressure every so often, as if they're begging to talk to me again. I try, but I fail to be able to talk to them for more than a few minutes at a time.
tl;dr, how do you keep focus on your tulpa during active forcing? How do you start it every time?
How do you imagine your tulpa being with you during passive forcing?
>>139412>buying into spoopybaitWant to hear a scary story about the leaf who didn't buy enough bridges? I have one to sell to you, just $399.
>>139603Stop smoking you fucking nigger, Jews own and profit from the smoking industry. It sells you cancer sticks that reduce your sperm count and lifespan. Depopulation in a commercialized jew-approved form. Oh, if only we could turn these jews on our enemies…
You do exactly that. You imagine your tulpa with you. Imagine her watching you, wandering around you, curiously looking at things that catch her eye. Active forcing: You do nothing but imagine her "Out in the real world". Passive forcing: You do other shit while she's around to watch. And comment, if she's learned to speak.
By the way, y'all remembered to make a Mindscape/Wonderland/whatever the fuck you want to call it, right? Tulpas like running around and doing stuff in them. Running through and feeling grass, running along the beach and kicking up sand, splashing around in swimming pools and the ocean, it's the only place where they can exist as much as everything else can.
>>139650non-tulpafag here, what's a mindscape and how does one into it?
>>139652I guess its just a zone you make in your mind and the tulpa resides there until you summon it, sort of like a pokemon in a pokeball in a sense I guess. I didn't make one for my tulpa yet, I usually have her in a "standby" mode until I am ready to talk to her but making one doesn't sound like a bad idea at all.
>>139603I dunno. I just made mine recently so I haven't ran into that problem yet but I guess its a mental thing. All I can say is is to talk to them when your mind is clearest and you have full focus. Managing tulpas seems to be a different method each time with different people since people think differently so results may vary.
>>139652Using the power of your imagination, create a place inside your head. A nice house, a castle, a mansion, whatever you want. Give it blue grass, red trees, a library, whatever you want. Important thing is, it's a place where you and your Tulpa can do stuff and talk. She'll have some power over the place, but your power outranks hers because of admin priveleges. Also, you were here first and this is your head.
>>139662>>139687Interesting. Is there anything else you can do with it?
>>139688Design cool shit, then draw it.
>>139689it's a shame that I can't draw, then
>>139691>can't drawWell there's one nice activity to practice with your tulpa.
>>139603Keeping them present and at least partly in focus all day is something that is achievable but takes practice. The core is just having them visualized or at least present at any and all possible times. Doing it by habit will eventually allow it to become natural and default.
do not read this if you are afraid of dying
tulpas are created by plebs with forgotten emotional control of a self projection to the point where you have no more creativity
all projected emotion/control is the self
with out projecting emotion you project only control to define a tulpas unconscious
which is just a melody in the subconscious you forgot
this control would unconsciously define your unconscious
the unconscious self would then split control if the self let it
defined by emotional interpretation and unconscious control
fuckin plebs believe anything
>>139996Wow, nice edgy reductive shillpost, friendo. We ponyfuckers really feel silly for thinking meditation and companionship might be a good idea.
>>139996The subtle poetry of that image. 9/10
>>139852Or you could hang out with your politically incorrect friends you skizz. Go play a board game, fucking seriously. Fun shit too, not larp garbage like D&D otherwise it becomes more about the game than chilling.
>there are normies reading this post RIGHT NOW that don’t lovingly copulate with their horse wife