>>2053I don't think you do understand.
Bullies come in different flavors different mind sets ranging from the most bland to the most horrific horrors dreamt up by man.
One mind set is the social homogeneity, they want you to conform in some manner. Sometimes it's for good reason, sometimes it's because you are too different, and sometimes it's for a harmful personality trait. Sometimes it's because they are just being a dick.
Other times they don't want you in their social circle. Or they are trying to prove something to someone else by continuing.>>2058
It's not that you can't the horror of life is that anything and everything is in your reach. In your ultimate freedom.
it is that you ought not to do so.>my nature is being a freak
Details, information, context changes everything. I need context to maximize the help I can give. Not personal details, just hypothetical general situation kind of stuff. How many bullies how often? What do they say? What do they do? Context matters it's the difference between an accident and deliberate action.>i will do them even worse things
Why?>>2057>well im tired of this goddamn life so i cant be a new person
Oh, but you can everything is within the possibilities.
Especially when you are exhausted. When the Phoenix is all but ashes that is when it busts anew greater than before.
So identify your personality. Examine every aspect and determine if that specific thing makes you (You). Determine if it is important. How important. If it is something you show the world. If it is something you never show.
As you've no doubt heard from all authority figures "Their words only hurt if they matter to you." It is true and untrue. If you believe them to be doing so because they care? That hurts very much. If you believ they are doing it because they are bored? Not much stock should be put into what they say. If you believe they are doing so because they only wish to cause pain? It can be dismissed, but the truth always hurts the most and your own brain will not let you stop thinking of it until you choose to do something with that information.
Tell your mind that you've seriously considered the information and you have found it to be lies/misinformation/slander/are they failing at some level/true/untrue/honest feedback/bias/partially true but also not true/anything under the sun.
The reason why your brain will continue bringing it back up over and over is because there is no closure. No defined way for your subconscious brain to handle that information. So when it keeps collecting all the data, because that's its job, it brings it up because just simply ignoring a repetitive data set is ill-advised.
If all else fails get to know them. Once you truly know their desires and your own then you can go forth and enact your plans. The quickest way to defeat an enemy is for then to be your friend. Some people just won't be friends, but unless you know they could be.
The kittystyles lolcow thread vs seb. Not only look at who says what, but why, how, when. Look at the underlying flaws that are being poked at. Look at the posts made in jest, and the ones with heart and soul poured into them. Then the response to reach one. Is it the same, different, or nothing at all?
The difference between the pedo that molested his sister begging society for him to continue, and the delusional hack that copies from others hard work. Look at the political elite, and the banksters.
Maybe I'm looking at this all wrong, and I don't have all the facts, I think the option you should do going foward should be your own.
I recommend talking first.
At the very least live your life as you wish without harming others. But wasted potential for society can mean the difference between life and death for others. I wouldn't worry too much about it that's just the nature of life.