Greens welcome.
Anthro allowed.
>inb4 but I like hooves
>>>/mlpol/270569 →
/Test/ - Testing Grounds
Boom
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Anonymous
No.2528
[1d6 = 3][1d6 = 4][1d6 = 1][1d6 = 2]
[1d6 = 3][1d6 = 4][1d6 = 1][1d6 = 3]
[1d6 = 6][1d6 = 3][1d6 = 6][1d6 = 5]
[1d6 = 3][1d6 = 1][1d6 = 3][1d6 = 4]
[1d6 = 5][1d6 = 3][1d6 = 5][1d6 = 4]
[1d6 = 4][1d6 = 4][1d6 = 2][1d6 = 4]
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[1d6 = 3][1d6 = 1][1d6 = 3][1d6 = 4]
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[1d6 = 4][1d6 = 4][1d6 = 2][1d6 = 4]
Anonymous
No.2529
[1d4 = 4]
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GM Pony
No.2511
Test
GM Pony
No.2512
Test
GM Pony
No.2513
Test
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ima shitpost
Anonymous
No.121
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No.122
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Anonymous
No.2353
Test
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sage
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For all our autistic dice testing and a dump for character sheets, photo edits, and other shit if needed. Also posts we don't wanna clog the msin bread with.
You happy GM?
You happy GM?
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>>2502
I'm sorry I threatened doxing, and I acknowledge that pretending I could/would is worse, cuz it makes you question what I'm capable of.
For full transparency, I only have personal information of one player with whom I have a standing rapport with. The rest of you I ONLY know as having particular precedence with in varying context/capacity (previous games, movie night, the board/threads, etc).
I didn't know what to do. Either the past is something we learned from and we needn't mention it, or it is an observable pattern. I dont want to mention it, but if I have to reference it to illustrate the very subtle but alarmingly observable pattern, it is hard to not see the utility.
I hope its over now, and Im willing to never speak of it again, doing whatever I must above and beyond what I would consider acceptable/reasonable to see that happen. I'm also sickened, for what its worth.
I'm sorry I threatened doxing, and I acknowledge that pretending I could/would is worse, cuz it makes you question what I'm capable of.
For full transparency, I only have personal information of one player with whom I have a standing rapport with. The rest of you I ONLY know as having particular precedence with in varying context/capacity (previous games, movie night, the board/threads, etc).
I didn't know what to do. Either the past is something we learned from and we needn't mention it, or it is an observable pattern. I dont want to mention it, but if I have to reference it to illustrate the very subtle but alarmingly observable pattern, it is hard to not see the utility.
I hope its over now, and Im willing to never speak of it again, doing whatever I must above and beyond what I would consider acceptable/reasonable to see that happen. I'm also sickened, for what its worth.
>>2503
I forgive you. I understand there are issues at play here, in relationships and in people themselves, and I think last night demonstrated that we need to figure it out more than ever. I do appreciate your transparency, even if last night did send my already high blood pressure through the roof.
I hope it is over, but if it is not, I hope this has been an experience we do not have to repeat in the future. I think you and stand roughly on the same knowledge of what's going on here. While it's all very regrettable, and I am only just now calming down from it all, I hope in the end we can all make some form of peace.
For what it's worth. I don't think there was express malice. I think it was simply autism and attention seeking behavior resulting in frustration when attention was not given. It's not an excuse, and it doesn't make you feel better. But I want you to know what my view.
I hope we can have fun again. For what it's worth, I was having fun.
I forgive you. I understand there are issues at play here, in relationships and in people themselves, and I think last night demonstrated that we need to figure it out more than ever. I do appreciate your transparency, even if last night did send my already high blood pressure through the roof.
I hope it is over, but if it is not, I hope this has been an experience we do not have to repeat in the future. I think you and stand roughly on the same knowledge of what's going on here. While it's all very regrettable, and I am only just now calming down from it all, I hope in the end we can all make some form of peace.
For what it's worth. I don't think there was express malice. I think it was simply autism and attention seeking behavior resulting in frustration when attention was not given. It's not an excuse, and it doesn't make you feel better. But I want you to know what my view.
I hope we can have fun again. For what it's worth, I was having fun.
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>>2504
As a [sopiler]hopefully closing gesture of agreement/assent:
>not malice
>autism and attention seeking
I can see how that could be the case, and NOT be omenous/ironic when I say I will assume that to have been the case
In-progress commission, pre edits/modifications/adjustments bewbs :3 in the art style of >pic related
As a [sopiler]hopefully closing gesture of agreement/assent:
>not malice
>autism and attention seeking
I can see how that could be the case, and NOT be omenous/ironic when I say I will assume that to have been the case
In-progress commission, pre edits/modifications/adjustments bewbs :3 in the art style of >pic related
Anonymous
No.2507
>Tell me about times where you've felt joy
<This will require some qualification, mate
<This will require some qualification, mate
Anonymous
No.2520
The fact that Apogee is dancing in the corner as I type this is not lost/unappreciated. To that note.
Yes, Im a disgraceful anonboard poster. I wasnt into MLP until Mlpol. Im into MLP now, but aside from 4cc I don't consider myself /mlp/. On /pol/ I lurked almost exclusively. I didnt even really START posting until 4/Mlpol.
Before mlpol, I was at 4chan for news and memes. I wasnt "here forever", and never will be.
Mlpol is the first place I wanted to be here forever. The first few years of Mlpol were a fever dream of excitement, joy, and unparalleled enthusiasm. To me it is and always will be a magical place, no matter how dusty or stale it may look "in comparison to other chansites/w/e".
I dont know that I can "leave", so much as I can "not be here at the moment". If any of this helps
Yes, Im a disgraceful anonboard poster. I wasnt into MLP until Mlpol. Im into MLP now, but aside from 4cc I don't consider myself /mlp/. On /pol/ I lurked almost exclusively. I didnt even really START posting until 4/Mlpol.
Before mlpol, I was at 4chan for news and memes. I wasnt "here forever", and never will be.
Mlpol is the first place I wanted to be here forever. The first few years of Mlpol were a fever dream of excitement, joy, and unparalleled enthusiasm. To me it is and always will be a magical place, no matter how dusty or stale it may look "in comparison to other chansites/w/e".
I dont know that I can "leave", so much as I can "not be here at the moment". If any of this helps
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I'm gonna preface this by openly declaring that the following is a very long-winded explanation/apology addressed: To whom it may concern.
Foremost, my intentions going forward in/and around the site are intended to be positive, generative, productive, and mutually enjoyable/beneficial to staff and poster alike, and I ask for your patience as I 'comb through the knots', in a figurative sense. I am at service of anyone who isn't a dick about asking.
Secondly, I have reason to - and will in due course (whether through amended behavior or explicit gesture) - apologize to everyone on staff, and especially to anonymous. I have at interval "But mostly not so it was okay, right?" violated confidences, abused responsibilities/duties, and generally warranted far worse treatment than I have given. I have been particularly cruel with my words, and while I will attempt to explain further on what was occurring and why I behaved the way I did (and how I will combat the impulses involved going forward), I am under no illusions that I could be rightfully be said to be unwelcome on the site; that I am NOT is it's self a testament to the wonderful place it is, "even if it isn't the place I/we hoped it would be when we set out to build and grow it". It is still here, and that alone is remarkable.
To the explanations, I don't want to go into a lengthy blogpost, but it probably will not come as any surprise that I am a very damaged individual with "more issues than a Dentist's lobby". I used to think I knew how bad it when 'we all' first met. NOW I have a more or less certain comprehension and holy shit,.... This is just an explanation, but it took me months to find a psychologist with the correct specialty who WASN'T a resident prison psychologist.
The point being, with knowledge comes a framework to structure around complications and symptoms, and I'm working on it with assistance of a professional. They know about mlpol, sorry.
So, for anyone who sees me in rooms and is all like "Uh, are we sure about this guy? Didn't he flip out a bunch of times and kinda sorta hint at doxxing people?" yeah,... that's me and I'm sorry, and I hope you'll appreciate my commitment to never be that way again.
His eyes dart involuntarily toward his broom, in the corner with a layer of dust on it
Foremost, my intentions going forward in/and around the site are intended to be positive, generative, productive, and mutually enjoyable/beneficial to staff and poster alike, and I ask for your patience as I 'comb through the knots', in a figurative sense. I am at service of anyone who isn't a dick about asking.
Secondly, I have reason to - and will in due course (whether through amended behavior or explicit gesture) - apologize to everyone on staff, and especially to anonymous. I have at interval "But mostly not so it was okay, right?" violated confidences, abused responsibilities/duties, and generally warranted far worse treatment than I have given. I have been particularly cruel with my words, and while I will attempt to explain further on what was occurring and why I behaved the way I did (and how I will combat the impulses involved going forward), I am under no illusions that I could be rightfully be said to be unwelcome on the site; that I am NOT is it's self a testament to the wonderful place it is, "even if it isn't the place I/we hoped it would be when we set out to build and grow it". It is still here, and that alone is remarkable.
To the explanations, I don't want to go into a lengthy blogpost, but it probably will not come as any surprise that I am a very damaged individual with "more issues than a Dentist's lobby". I used to think I knew how bad it when 'we all' first met. NOW I have a more or less certain comprehension and holy shit,.... This is just an explanation, but it took me months to find a psychologist with the correct specialty who WASN'T a resident prison psychologist.
The point being, with knowledge comes a framework to structure around complications and symptoms, and I'm working on it with assistance of a professional. They know about mlpol, sorry.
So, for anyone who sees me in rooms and is all like "Uh, are we sure about this guy? Didn't he flip out a bunch of times and kinda sorta hint at doxxing people?" yeah,... that's me and I'm sorry, and I hope you'll appreciate my commitment to never be that way again.
His eyes dart involuntarily toward his broom, in the corner with a layer of dust on it
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Anonymous
No.2460
Further, in the interest of disclosure (so if I have an episode, you all know what you're looking at):
Now that my depression is more manageable, what remains is a very deep and VERY natural sense of rage and resentment for effectively 40 years of VERY otherwise-avoidable lost time; this feeds into a savage/reflexive belligerence (and tendency for paranoid ideation due to childhood ptsd) toward any aggression (real or imagined) including and especially toward malevolent intent, and it doesnt even have to be directed at me necessarily.
I'm what happens when children get diddled early on, effectively told to never talk about it "after it was over and we moved", and then left to be raised by a narcissistic older brother while both neglected.
Wah, wah, I know, I'm just saying, I didnt ask to have these issues, and Im sorry that/when they spill out.
Now that my depression is more manageable, what remains is a very deep and VERY natural sense of rage and resentment for effectively 40 years of VERY otherwise-avoidable lost time; this feeds into a savage/reflexive belligerence (and tendency for paranoid ideation due to childhood ptsd) toward any aggression (real or imagined) including and especially toward malevolent intent, and it doesnt even have to be directed at me necessarily.
I'm what happens when children get diddled early on, effectively told to never talk about it "after it was over and we moved", and then left to be raised by a narcissistic older brother while both neglected.
Wah, wah, I know, I'm just saying, I didnt ask to have these issues, and Im sorry that/when they spill out.
Anonymous
No.2525
The problem with early childhood trauma is that the child can NEVER properly socialize and will ALWAYS display behaviors that can be mistaken for autism, not exclusively. Theres a conditioned inability to reciperocate certain social norms and ettiquette, or a disproportionate response to body language, tone, etc.
The problem here is that, a general majority of people will find this person unsettling and/or off-putting. They will spend the remainder of their life more or less ostracized, and their isolation will make them prey to the anywhere from 1-5% of the population that is statistically malevolent, pathological, or narcis-sociopathic.
That child will grow wondering when theyre going to be targeted again, almost expecting it, never able to fully relax in their own home or their own skin.
Now the abusers, the crafty ones in particular, will play a very long game of finding out how to upset the person with as minimal effort as possible. This serves the purpose of plausible deniability - just messing around, we were just playing, etc. - and then maintain that pressure whether constantly or incrementally.
The target will become increasingly sensitive, to the point that they boil over with the slightest provocation from the abuser. Their reactions going forward will be reliably disproportionate to the stimulus, and any authority with the ability TO have ceased the behavior no longer has any patience at all and simply wants the matter closed.
This is the story of my life and its playing out again. I cant imagine how exhausted you all must be with me by now, CERTAINLY not interested in any more of my long-winded 'poor me' tirades. And Im tired of giving them. Just let me play the fucking game in a semblance of peace, thats all I ever asked for.
The problem here is that, a general majority of people will find this person unsettling and/or off-putting. They will spend the remainder of their life more or less ostracized, and their isolation will make them prey to the anywhere from 1-5% of the population that is statistically malevolent, pathological, or narcis-sociopathic.
That child will grow wondering when theyre going to be targeted again, almost expecting it, never able to fully relax in their own home or their own skin.
Now the abusers, the crafty ones in particular, will play a very long game of finding out how to upset the person with as minimal effort as possible. This serves the purpose of plausible deniability - just messing around, we were just playing, etc. - and then maintain that pressure whether constantly or incrementally.
The target will become increasingly sensitive, to the point that they boil over with the slightest provocation from the abuser. Their reactions going forward will be reliably disproportionate to the stimulus, and any authority with the ability TO have ceased the behavior no longer has any patience at all and simply wants the matter closed.
This is the story of my life and its playing out again. I cant imagine how exhausted you all must be with me by now, CERTAINLY not interested in any more of my long-winded 'poor me' tirades. And Im tired of giving them. Just let me play the fucking game in a semblance of peace, thats all I ever asked for.
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Anonymous
No.2311
TESTING
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No.2313
>>2312
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Anonymous
No.2323
[1d3 = 3]
Anonymous
No.2334
cocc and balse
>>/mlpol/375990
>>/mlpol/375604#375990
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>>/mlpol/375604#375990
Anonymous
No.2335
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test nigga test
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Anonymous
No.2282
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Anonymous
No.1312
Testing
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Anonymous
No.2179
[1d20+3 = (10+3) = 13]
Anonymous
No.2180
[1d2 = 2]
Anonymous
No.2220
strikeout
Anonymous
No.2221
Anonymous
No.2237
[1d100 = 12]
Test wabba wubba
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Anonymous
No.234
Arise chickun
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Anonymous
No.2199
chickun
Anonymous
No.2200
wat
Anonymous
No.2201
asdf
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I Hate Niggers
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Anonymous
No.2154
Me too.
Anonymous
No.2160
I hate them too.
Anonymous
No.2161
[1d20+7 = (9+7) = 16]
Anonymous
No.2165
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