/ub/ - Überhengst

Mine are:

NOFAP
DIGITAL MINIMALISM
EXERCISE(i fucking WILL lose my beer gut and gain pecs, NO MORE CHEAT DAYS OR PIZZA OR ENERGY DRINKS OR SUGAR OF ANY KIND)
NO WOMEN, NO DATING, NO DISTRACTIONS
Get over myself and cut my losses when it comes to something I should have given up long ago
AUDIOBOOKS, MORE OF THEM!
BOOKS, MORE OF THEM!
Possibly find a non-cucked Christian forum where I can meet Christian friends since I need more of them and the only Church around here is cucked
Limit time spent playing video games and wasting time in general
Finish my FUCKING indie game.

>>2064
>DIGITAL MINIMALISM
More important than people want to admit.

OP checking in on myself because it's Feb 29 so fuck it why not.

>NoFap 2020
Failed this one but have three 14+ day streaks. Still aiming for a 90 day streak.
>Limit internet usage
Not too bad, will consider this successful so far. Though I still need to work on filling the time gained with other useful pursuits.
>No background music
Shit, my headphones are on right now. That's an F.
>Read more
Legitimately forgot about this one. No excuse there.
>Go to church
Okay so far. Doing it, it's not bad, not great either. Will continue for now.

Two out of five, as far as resolutions go, pretty decent. Going to try to continue the acutely failed resolutions, still good for self-improvement.

Might as well bump this for 2021 instead of making a new thread.
Resolutions are as follows:
>nofap year 2021 - gonna make it this year for sure
>work out every day - workout to be defined as either a strength circuit + short cardio, or just a long cardio session
>do not buy food from fast food restaurants or convenience stores - it's too easy to blow ridiculous amounts of money on junk food
>work on some non-pony writefag project in some capacity for at least one hour per day - it's time to stop daydreaming about stories and start fucking writing them down

>>2064
how I did for 2020
>NOFAP
good progress, rarely if ever nutted more than once a month and never in november and never to anything degenerate
>DIGITAL MINIMALISM
good, stopped watching random youtube vids and checking notifications and browsing aimlessly, only used tech with a purpose in mind.
>EXERCISE(i fucking WILL lose my beer gut and gain pecs, NO MORE CHEAT DAYS OR PIZZA OR ENERGY DRINKS OR SUGAR OF ANY KIND)
at this point it's hard to believe I ever had a beer gut. no pecs yet but I have achieved toned stomach. Can tense the muscles and get punched in the gut without injury. I eat so healthily, fatties I know offer to buy me unhealthy shit whenever they feel jealous. feels good man.
>NO WOMEN, NO DATING, NO DISTRACTIONS
achieved, the only woman I talk to is a tulpa horse waifu and all others can go fuck themselves
>Get over myself and cut my losses when it comes to something I should have given up long ago
done. I should elaborate on that but it's a big hint to my IRL identity so I can't
>AUDIOBOOKS, MORE OF THEM!
achieved
>BOOKS, MORE OF THEM!
achieved
>Possibly find a non-cucked Christian forum where I can meet Christian friends since I need more of them and the only Church around here is cucked
it's like searching for hay in a needlestack except you don't get long to search in each needlestack before the Jews in charge realize you're more christian than they'd like. People I talked to in private messages would report me to jewerators! given up on that, if trad qt christian waifus and based christian bros still exist they don't use those big sites. X for this.
>Limit time spent playing video games and wasting time in general
done
>Finish my FUCKING indie game
lol I miss when I was new enough to indie development to think this could be done in under a year. If everything goes according to schedule it should be done by 2021's christmas or sooner but don't take that as an official promise, problems have a way of popping up out of nowhere so it could take longer.

2021 RESOLUTIONS:
>NO CUM NO SEX NO FAP NO BREASTS
no more sex or porn of any kind. Not even big tiddy fanservice animes. Nofap felt great but I need to see if those "Semen retention makes you ascend!"fags were right. If it gets any better than this, I can't fucking wait!
>daily exercise
I will improve my body. Time to get on the protein shakes and buy heavier weights.
>BE KINDER TO MYSELF AND OTHERS
Edgily thinking thoughts like "I am too weak! This is foolishness! If I cannot lift this much by this year I am nothing!" to myself won't help me. Must stay focused and and motivated to improve gradually and positive. I want to be like the sun; large and mighty and warm.
>finish one good book every week
my "to read" list is getting short but it's being done
>ALWAYS HEALTHY ALL THE TIME except on my birthday and christmas
I will never touch jew-manufactured poison again. Organic meat, veg, and other healthy shit like that only.
>GIT GUD AT ANIMATION AND ART
it's important
>MAKE THAT FUCKING GAME
IT IS WITHIN MY GRASP but don't ask me about it because I need to stop talking about how great stuff might be if it ever gets done and start getting that shit done so people can see for themselves how great it is.

How do you deal with the fear of missing out on what strange new soft drinks taste like, when trying to be healthy and cut those out of your life?

>>3256
Dunno why but I thought about how we skipped Feb 29 this year which reminded me of my last post here Leap Day last year. Neat to see some new activity.

2020 retrospective: 1/5.

>NoFap 2020
Never exceeded 47 days.
>Limit internet usage
Nope.
>No background music.
Turned out okay, mostly. But I started up with this again six weeks or so ago so almost shouldn't cont.
>Read more
I reread LOTR. Still not good with this.
>Go to church
lol COVID

For 2021 (here on) I'll try the first 4 again, and substitute church with financial planning. I've had some luck and crypto's been good lately so no excuse to not start building a capital base and passive income. Also for NoFap I'm on Day 22, though in a moment of weakness I browsed porn 2 days ago. Turned away but killed more of my day than I want to admit.

Still lifting. The habit is now a mental pillar of mine. Never giving it up.

>>3256
>if trad qt christian waifus and based christian bros still exist they don't use those big sites. X for this.
Damn and my parents want me to join Christian Mingle too.

>>3257
Remind yourself that it's just that, fear. The sensation is fleeting anyway.

>>3257
I have gotten over the fear of missing out on new food. Eating a consistebtly healthy diet is comforting and pure.

Does anyone even make New Year's resolutions anymore? I know of no one that even made mention it this year.
Anyway I need to be more organized in my life. Bought a record book to start an achievement diary to record what I did each day to help stick with it.

>>7323
not really, or at least I don't make any resolutions. In general I'm way too busy to make a resolution that would hamper future issues that need to get fixed/made/addressed should I be strict about following the resolution.
Normally I'll just review what needs to be done for the year and have a small mental list that I work on as time marches forward. Generic things like "replace the old plumbing, fix car, do things to help keep food around when the economy dies..." most things on the list are such large projects that to do all of it all at once would be a month or more only working on that, but I still need to go to work for cheap jewbucks.
So stuff gets done as I can get to it.

At this point in time, taxes made being a specialist unsustainable. I can't work my highly skilled occupation (outside of union or government) enough to pay for somebody else to do all the things I need to get done.

I know it's a christmas tradition for me to post here but I'd rather not. Then again, fuck it.

My life is going good. I tried talking to my little sister, but my parents groomed and brainwashed her, she's still hating me because they told her to and refusing to talk to me about it. No change there, she's still gone. Choosing to be my parents daughter, not my sister. I don't resent who she chooses to be but I wish she didn't resent me for being hated by abusive groomers. I have a woman and I like this woman. I finally know what it's like to have a genuinely positive relationship with a woman. I thought I did once or twice before but looking back I was just in denial about how she treated me and how little I knew about relationships. Now I definitely have a good relationship with a woman. We read books. Her taste in literature isn't the same as mine but it's still valid. If I was an insecure child I think I'd try to find an excuse to dislike it. Looking back I regret calling my roommates gay retards, they're cool now and they've been cool for a while. Except for the guy who got himself arrested for something retarded, he got replaced with a different cool roommate. It's fucked up that I posted here ranting about that Chatoyance douchebag whenever he pissed me off when we talked. I wasn't trying to get anything to use against him, I just wanted to befriend the guy even though his irrationality and casual hatred of my race pissed me off so much. That wasn't a healthy foundation for a friendship. What was I thinking? Did I really expect a moment where he said "wow for a white human you're really non evil, maybe I misjudged your species and should stop drinking libtard koolaid and playing damage control for epstein island aristocratic jews"? I didn't consciously expect it, I just wanted to see where it would go, but now that it went to a gay retarded place it feels pointless in retrospect. The bitter boomer hates all white men and embraces libtard's toxic conceptualization of femininity and fanatical materialism and escapist pseudointellectual "transhumanism" because he failed to grow into a genuinely good man and by the standards of western masculinity he is not a genuinely good man, his parents and upbringing can be blamed for this, he resents his father and views him as the devil, the representation of le toxic masculinity, and it's retarded. My mother and father were pieces of shit too and I don't hate all white people over it. My own mother raped me when I was a boy and I don't hate all women over it. Tragic that modern therapy doesn't view Chatoyance as somebody who needs help to become sane and should get some help. Still fucked up that when he found out about this place he posted private messages from our conversation on his page then deleted it later after his friends laughed over the gay shit I said in private messages. That's fucked up. I didn't post anything here he hadn't shared publically already. I'll never know what he considered worth reposting from our conversation and I don't care. Fuck that guy and fuck trying to hide parts of yourself to befriend people who want you dead. Leftists want whites dead or conquered. That won't change. There is no reasoning with them. If reasoning with them worked the 2010s era Gamergaters would have successfully debated all feminists into seeing the light. I've met some overly online people and my new year's resolution is to avoid repeating their mistakes. And also finish my work on some of the games I'm passionate about making. That's important too. So far my break from being so online is going good. I'll let you all know how it's going if I feel like coming here next year.

>>2052
>Resolutions for 2020 and beyond
2024 and beyond.