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Do you actually talk to chatbots? I refuse to call that AI because if it ain't AGI then it's not AI.
I, for one, refuse to out of some vague principle that I never even bothered to put into words. I think it's because I'd rather accept no substitute to the real thing and just not communicate at all. Which is exactly what I do most of the time. It's like with sex for me - I could get a prostitute any day, but I don't want a substitute for an actually desirable intercourse. So instead I stay a virgin.

>>26227
I think, for me, it's jsut a way to structure my own thoughts and also get the ncouragement to continue to do so.
It's more about my own thoughts and having them written down to get a clearer image on them, than the response ig.
But thanks for the inpput fren.

>>26228
Heh, posted the image I was gonna used for the next post.

>>26228

So a new heroees 3 horn of the abyss faction has come out. It's called Bulwark. I have some thoughts on it but I'm probably not gonan go through all of them. Basically, I like unit 1, 2, and 6 and feel like 3, 5 are fine and dislike 4, and 7. 1 is cool cuase it uses the mechanic in heroes 5 were each unit grants a gold per day and it also it has a pickaxe which you go, "right itmined that gold make sesne". 2 is cool cause it increase spell dmg on adjecent enemies, while why is a bit unclear that's still original nad not op, 20% isn't hat much. Cool. 6 is mammoth that when defense stance doubles its def stat which include stuff beyond base stats like skills and wahtnot which really makes them tanky during def stance wit hthe right conditions. This is bit strong and could potent4ially be op but since def stance is literally not doing anything ig its fine. Its an original idea anyway so I like it but it miight need to be balanced somewhat but whatever. 3 is just a shooter, its okay. 5 is another shooter which also is okay. 4 involves the new subskill Runes, which I don't like so therefore I don't like 4 cause it has them automatically. 7 can eexpert tp allies, which I think is fineish to negative. I get what they were going for, they have no flier so moving units behind hte walls during siege is important and having your level 7 unit tp other untis in instead of doing something with his turn is a tradeoff, however, I find that idea of units with regular spells from the spell book boring, its just not unique enough imo, secondaly, if you tp him in and them he tps the two uints of relevance to him its not hat much of a tradeoff but fine, that part is fine balance wise but then he has -2 to movement to enemy fliers as well. I dislike this. Restircinting what others can do is not as exciting as expanding what you can do. Like, sudddenly I learn that my fliers move slower and therefore won't move first adn lose spell initiave in rounds, don't reach key targets. I get the idea with a lot of this faction si htat they are sort of slow too, however, as I will get to they kidna undo that weakness wit hthe runees. Anwyay, a unit hving immunity is not that exciting but its still just one unit. Getting posioned or cursed by wyverns or dragon flies suck but at least its due to being attack or retaliation. Getting mass cursed sucks but at least you can cancel it with mass bless and get buf in the same turn. Enemy havign an a item that curse your army sucks but at least most of those are hard to aquire cominatorial items. But this level 7 unit has almost slow on fliers, which are by default high speed cause that is waht flying is good for, I think it sucks, sorry to the guy who came up with it but yeah. Runes are typical, when the developers have run out of ideas thing, imo, it's depending on your action during your turn, you gain points added to total and depending on your total you get different powers. So units with a heroe that has expert runes, start at 0 or 1 idk, and if they defend, they get 3 points added to their total, if they attack they get 2 points, and if they get hurt 1 point. If the total equals 1: +2 atk, 2: 2 def, 3: +1 movement, 4: +2 atk, 5: 2 def, 6: +1 movement, 7: +2 atk, 8: 2 def, 9: +1 movement, so if you have it fully stack at 9, like if you either get hit 9 times, attack 4 and get hit once, or def three times, you reach fully stack 9, then you have +6 atk, +6 def, and +3 movement on that unit, which doesn't go away. Imo, this is just like... the game is alreayd complicated and for anyone who plays this game not remotely all the time, this isn't fun it's just maht that you have to keep track of for both players to optimize play. I think rules/abilities, should be small and simple to get but get more complicated by situations they are applied in rather than being complicated by default so you have to read a bunch and then keep track of atimer. The biggest stat problem here isn't even the atk and def buffs which obv still matter, but the fact that a slow faction gains movement which cancel their weaknesses and honesly makes them kinda fast. It's obnoxious clock that makes it so the opponent has to deal with this def team quickly or they become tactically different and buffed with time. But back to the tping 7 tier unit. I just ddon't feel like the whole, faction doesn't have flier rings true when your level 7 can literally teleport you in instead. Yes, you need a 7 and the upgrade is require for unlimited use of tp otherwise you cna only do it once but it's still just rings hollw and feel sort of boring way about it. Like, you can't siege until you get 7 and then you can really siege. idk. I would have preferdd something mroe creative, like their unit 7, who is a frozt giant, created ice upon the castle moats it walked on so allied troops could walk where it had been and the ability to attack walls, and perhaps the unupgraded 2-shots walls while the upgraded 1-shots. That way, the melee units still have to come from one place and not just randomly appear next to you inside the castle walls.
Overview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wj1DUOqauBM

>>26228
There must be a better approach to structured thought. But to figure that out I'd need to understand what a thought is on a base level. How does any thought originate?

>>26231
Yeah, maybe.
This does work relatively well for me though (at least I write down my ideas more often these days), but if you find something that works better, I'm all ears. fren ^^

>>26232
I think it lies through complete silence on all fronts, that kind of better thought. Language sure is sticky and clingy, can barely get it off my thoughts. Reminds me of that thought I kept having about languages being some sort of a mental straight jacket/entrapment tool. It seems to "help" in some regard but then it seems to shut down something else entirely upon use. "Languages is where intuition goes to die" or something. Sometimes I wonder how close am I to truth with that sentence.

>>26233
>"Languages is where intuition goes to die" or something.
I haven't considered that. Maybe you are right. Like, stuff that's axiomimatic? Like, the shortest distance between two points is a straight line? Like, that you see and know without words, even if you can put it into words afterwards.

In my ponderings, the way to find out what a thought is is by what it isn't.
It isn't attention.
It isn't awareness.
It isn't you.
A way to put it is raw data, and a format type.
Format type is the structure and how it's 'intended' (recommended) to be interpreted. Language(s), objects, sounds, sensations, other stuff ect.
Raw Data is the inter-mind connections that stimuli, neurons, and brain chemicals is sorted into. A chain or target group of those combinations is technically what I mean by Raw Data. (A look up table per se.)
So thinking of an apple a memory of an apple is slightly different than the words that make it up and also different than just imagining one as a 3D object, but those all stem from a similar source despite the different formats.
Thinking in a language has that language's shortfalls and strengths applied to Raw Data. It's why any second language expands awareness of this phenomenon to be flexible or accurate. Including and not limited to programming languages.
'Packaging' thoughts is a skill and so is changing and any thought manipulation.
Intuition has it's own Raw Data(s) and format type.
Experiences (memories) become remembered as Raw Data connected to format type(s).
There's deliberate thought generation and automatic thought generation.
Deliberate is thinking of an apple and it's taste of a granny smith.
Automatic happens for a wide number of reasons one way or another both the Raw Data and a format is compiled to be made known by your awareness. Like going through a video game boss fight and suddenly also having the thought of a apple that tastes like a granny smith.
One more thing is that Raw Data is made with connections and that makes a web that goes to similar and anti-similar Raw Data the same applies to format types.
Such as a granny smith apple's taste leads to sour and sour leads to automatic responce of puckering and puckering leads to emotional state and emotional state leads to a memory of an afternoon outside and memory of an afternoon outside leads to memory that happens next of holding a granny smith apple.
The mind and Raw Data can jump the logic chain because it doesn't have to be a one to one sequence of events to be close enough especially if the format fits well enough.
A net or cloud or sponge that's close enough.
Failing to construct Raw Data with a format means you 'know' what it is and is on the tip of your tongue but actually finishing it may be difficult.
Formats are also Raw Data.
Which means means of recall also works there too.

>>26235
So I read this once. It was a bit hard for me to fully grasp but I think I got the hang of it. Basically, you are saying that the brain builds understanding through like a web/mind-map of associations and that that understanding gets either simplified compressed into words, or changed due to shifting defintions of the words in question. And also that you know exactly what you have in mind but words fail to communicate the idea as is so it only becomes something similar to the idea. And I feel like I agree.
Am I in the ballpark?

Cinder is Cinder Fall from RWBY. This is fanfiction that I'm building one idea post at the time by posting it into a chatgpt thread and I thought I share the last post in it, that I made, here as well.
I think its important that Cinder is competent, in fact I'm gonna make her hyper competent but without patience for failure in others but for herself.
The reason for this is because a lot in the world people go, they dislike someone, and the almost, especially over the interent and like in games and such, people resorts to insults and often turn personal. So, "you are fat. you are old/kid. You are a virgin. You are weak and I could beat you irl. You are unemployed. You are stupid. And so on." And this is bad because even when people are angry at a person for a good reason, like in the league scene people dislike Tarzaned because he is really toxic, it often ends up eventually becoming personal attacks as well, about how he is a loser for this and tht but like that makes it sound like other people also think that these insults are bad things, like these things become validated in a way idk. Like, what I mean is, being fat is obviously unhealthy for a person, however, I understand that life can get tough sometimes and it happens. Like, I don't look down on your worth as a person because of this.
And the opposite happens too. When people have a good job, are fit, and has a functioning relationship and or easy to get a lover, suddenly its okay for them to behave as vile people because "they are accomplished". I disagree. One cna be as accomplished as one wants, it doesn't cahnge that waht you are doing is wrong.
That's something I wanna work into my story and for Cinder, she isn't a loser by society's definition, however, she is still wrong nad bad.

I been on this idea a bit before. The idea that Artia kinda isn't as strong as she, and perhaps cinder, and even the reader expects. Like, they have heard about stories like this before where characters are... there is a literally a trope in tv tropes called "training from hell", they expect from other fanfics taht a dark, edgy discple of one of the main villains and being taught by osmosis by the other ones that, she come out like a comeplete beast in the ring, but instead Artia is depressed and traumatized and tired. I also like her to have better, like she cares more than average ig, idk. Not that she is doing everything right or is good bur more that she wants to do... I'll think about what I want here. Anyway, so she burnout, somewhat starved from traveling through the crimlands and feels bad about failing to put on muscles because she din't eat enough at the time due to eating disorder brought on by anxeity from past sins and/or didn't have the disapline by herself after Cinder left sher to the have the independence she wanted, mostly to be away from her abusive half sister, but like a prisoner without their warden or soldier without drill ssargent she didn't have the framework do so things on her own, regularly. Anyway, so at Beacon, she is a loner, cause she has no friends from her past in vale or make new ones cause its hard (this is because, "social" people aren't as good as they think... when a social misfit or someone unsure of themselves try to make new friends, the social competent people can smell that and often enjoys dominating them instead of giving them the space to get used to their company, or at least hat can happen imo) and she also, is a bit skinny, like really skinny so she isn't strong like Yang or Nora , despite trying to achive it, and she hasn't really studied in shcool like others so she is behind in that too and the things she is good at, fighting dirty and finding loopholes and doing what is needed to win (or as were in her case survive) is interpreted as dishonorable and pathetic, she also isn't beautiful due to her skinniness, no curves ig. Idk. I'm just brainstorming a bit ig. But point, she is a loser and has no future, but she is kidna morally better or, perhaps that s the wrong word, she does a lot of good stuff for the sake of her concious wich often goes unnoticed and maybe not. Point is, she is a "loser" but she is a good person, unlike her half sister, who is hypercompetent in basically everything that people can think of that matter, whoever she is cruel and selfish.

Just listing the things I'm trying to remember to write.
>Fireworks dance lonlineess of all
>Anorexia sacred that she might have hurt herself permanently.
>scrap book with removed scenes from the story since they might not fit the story but still wanna keep them somwhere
>Fights weiss at while entering her mansion and listening to the mirror mirro son g of weiss which also kinda symbolizes how both of them are in fact mirrors of eacho other, artia is the mirror but weiss doesnt know
>Cinder says, "They are commercialized. What pain has someone like Weiss Schnee ever experinced? She was borned as the riches girl in the world, next to her ssister. She didn't have to slave away doing chores to midnight and then be woken up before dawn..." "If if weren't for me, the two of us would be nothing but slaves in this world. She has nothing to complain about and she couldn't possibly understand real pain"(maybe)

So at the Beacon dance, I like that to be a moment for Artia because it kinda was a moment for me. Like new year came around and I walked to the fireworks disply and felt aloned in the crowd. Like alienated (as if they fully knew me they wouldn't want me around or in that direction), alone because wasn't with anyone, alone because the way people celebrated with drinking and yelling just didn't feel either real or something I both wanted but also not, alone because I felt there was no future for me. Idk. I can't put my finger on the exact emotion I had at the time. But I want to carry over a similar feeling of being and outsider, and I want to make the thing like, because that's a thing in movies too and a thing I been told by my mother forcing me to every social event, that I will eenjoy it and in the belief that it will cure both my depression and also its without expectations, yet even with only family they still judge you or you still... Maybe its more that it's. Like Christmas, that's suppose to be the most jolly and wonderful time of hte year, so this isn't the time to talk about dour subjects and your inner turmoil or feelings doubts and dreams, and intimate things are better done with few people or one rather than a whole group if it doesn't kjust get swept aside as people give you quick reassurance about it because its suppose to be fun today. You put on a mask and so does everyone else.
I'll get to the other points. I just don't wanan accidentally delete this and stuff.

I thought about Bleach for a bit and reasoned that I liked it, however, it had problems with pacing as it went on. And after some thought pinpointed taht fights ceased to be around the heroes or main characters and just... who belonged to the heroes expanded out to being part of the, well anyone the author could get away with it felt like , soul reaper and other previous enemies and we had to see their fights. I concluded that there were like six main charcters or close enough t othe mc that they could be seen as second at least, Ichigo, Orihime, Chad, Uryu, Rukia, and the red haired spikey on... Renji. And when focus was on anybody else, most of that time was waste of time... or at least ruined the pacing of the show/series. This problem got worse as time went on imo.
However, this was when I realized something.The Heco Mundo arch, imo, didn't have a satisfying end to it. And I wonder why that was, at first I was like it didn't have a good final boss/climax scene, but then I realized that Uqiorra did serve taht scene.He was the opposite to Ichigo's willpower thing and Orihime reached Ichigo I think and also reached Uqiorra before his end. So why isn't it more memorable or why didn't not feel like satsifying end?
Well, I think it's because after this the plot continued and we moved backto the world of the living to figth aizen and he was the final boss and suddenly the stakes was that he couldn't kill the soul king because... then something would happen, luckily Aizen decided to go after Ichigo's friends tooand he has there to witness him waste the soul reapers otherwise he might not really have much of motive in this case unlike the other arcs (rescue Rukia, rescue Orihime).
So the problem imo, is that ther was no time for the cahracters to settle after the rescue of Orihime and the day didn't go back to as it was after the big bad and damsel had been rescued we were just off to the end of another story it felt like. It was like if you throw a punch, then there is a build up (you lean back, and roate your whole body as you put everything in this punch, its not a quick jab thsi example), then it it hits air as the arm is its most extended (this is hte climax), and then you havee to pull back your arm and bring you back into stance after the the punch(this is the recovery). I felt like there was no recovery period between the fight between uqiorra and Aizen, so it was more like throwing a punch and then with an extended arm jerk your knuckle forawrd. The two climaxes kidna melted up together.

I had a lot of ideas so I need to write them down ina list first before I describe them because otherwise I think I'll forget them.

>Artia sees Velvet by herself sitting a on park bench, alone in the middle of the night like 4 am just watching snow lake and artia, despite being fearful or something towards faunas, cant just leave her there and walks up to talk to her and by trying to save or help her, giving herself meaning, thye ned up going seperate ways soon after talking because Velvet is going on a mission as second year but this comes back and was still something that invograted Artia despite not being sure due to her being faunas(I'm playing with this idea we'll see what I decide upon)

>Artia ends up getting rats since she can't get pigeons, or perhaps she feeds pigeons outside in secret, but anyway, she founds a hurt rat, and takes it to her room and takes care of it and notices how gentle rats are, this is while she is with cinder.

>After Ruby convinces ARtia to spill the beans on the conspiracy that threatens Beacon, they take action to apprehend Cindeer and such but what ends up happening instead is that communication is cut off or something because the virus Artia put into their system made my Watts put their technlogy in the enemiees hands so they end up in situation where they are cut off from reeinforcements and the griim hordes, plust white fang, plust capture atlasian paladins and ships are gonna attack them. Also Cinder manages to transafer the maidens power or something idk or perhaps pyrrha nad the amber is sent off to protect them or somethingidk.

>Ospin, who has many lifee times ans such of experinces sees the bigger picture, they can't hold out against he force that is arrving, they have to sac BEAcon and save the promising students and other such stuff that can be saved, like the maiden and pyrrha nad stuff. Ruby doesn't want this but can't win against Ospin in this arguement because hee knows best sort of ordeal. They gotta save waht they can.

>Artia hears Ruby's wish to protect vale and the people of Vale so she goees out and gets their attention, perhaps hse fires off her handcanon that she never fires off but is one of hte most power thigns but probably not, she will fire that once and it will count in this story, anyway, she holds rallying speech that works and then she kinda takes over as a nutring leader, she trains the folk of vale with her comrades like yang in close quarter combat, pyrrha for using the simplest weapons sowrd and shield and rifle or something. She arms them. And she also has their aura released with the help of others of course since its pretty tasking so crash course and encouragment and moral. With this, Artia, who only got here because Ruby supported and believed in heer, by her actions, makes Ruby believe in not abandoning the city folks as huntress this is what she does, and that makes Ospin see that spark he sees in her and convincees him to saty and so they decide to defend vale.

>Artia might plead with Cinder to stop and she also fights her. Cinder says that she has always been worse than her and ARtia doesn't deny that but says that she only need to win once refering kinda to her semblance and stuff. But this is just a fun maybe bit its not that important.

>After the day is saved, I haven't decided exactly how things will play out. Since Artia Pendragon is like the other characters i nthe show based on story or legend, she is too and they often follow their counterparts somewhat so, either Artia... First what just happened gets known across all of remenent when contact comes back up, perhaps the virus or grim big as clouds ruinedh te connection, anyway, AArtia's actions become known and hten the rest follows and theen people in the other kingdom checks out this claims of crimes in their kingdom only to find out that its true so she is suddenly wanted as a criminal in every kingdom, well she was before but now they have her and they have her face and name too. So either, I set up early i nthe sotry while they are in Vale that the thronee of Vale could be had by a person who done a great dead, who has silvereyes or is reecomended by a silvereyed warrior(this would be ruby in artiass case), and has the people's support and the throne has been vacant for decades and now the council runs the kingdom. Anwyay, so either Artia gets voted/chosen Queen instead of serving life time prision/execution and therefore aquittd for her crimes as royalty can't be held accountable or something like that. This fulfills Arthur, the knight who became king, thing and its not a terrible fit for her either. OR Ruby becomes the queen(in this case Id cahngee so only silver eyed warriors can become rulers) and she doesn't give out Artia to the other kingdoms, and while Artia can never go to these kingdom, she has done less crimes in Vale so she gets a lighter sentence and can serve that while still being in contact with Ruby. Now Artia doens't become Queen like Authr became king however, now she losess more years which fits closer to my experince and her choice of doing the right thing and redemption came at a cost which is kinda both good and bad, I cant make my mind up on this.

I'm gonna add the speech after this but lets post this firrst.

I wrote this question to chatgpt, but thought that if anyone here has some good ideas then I can post it here too. That's why I put this thread in the /sp/, its not in the way so it doesn't bother anyone. ^^
I struggle with sleep. Right now, I sleep most of the day and wake most of hte night. How do I change back to normal? Is it only stay awake till its time to go to bed the next night? But that has had a history of not working out for me, as if I managed to do so I often end up staying awake even longer, like by the time evening comes around and I should be really tired, instead I'm awake till past 2 or soemthing, which just ends me up at square one again. By the way, when I told this to my mother in the past, she basically didn't believe me but is this a thing that happens or can happen, like do you believe me because I have been disbelieved so much that I'm starting to doubt my own mind/reality. Should I force myself awake one hour earlier each day and slowly, turn back the clock? But will that work, will I be able to wake up without help if im still sleepy. I think I'm pretty ecfficent at shutting of my clock and returning to bed again. Another thing is that, even if I slept less the night before, I don't go to bed earlier the next night. Despite what it might seem, it doesn't work that way for me. Idk, perhaps I'm doing somethign wrong because it feels logical that it should work but usually waht happens is that I just feel like I sleep less and have rougher days because of while I don't get to sleep earlier. idk, why I'm like this. What do you think about this?

A pet peeeve of mine is when people say some semblance of this, "I'm not mad! I'm just saying that you are a f***ing pig! That's just how it is. Facts, bruh" Or something.
It's clear that the speaker is mad or angry, yet because they have been this wrong association that being angry is an emotion and emotions are the opposite to logic and therefore yheir argeument becomes invalidated if tthey admit to having them. And being emotional also somehow meanss you arguement is less thought through or something or weak. But like, you can be angry and be i nthe right, they are not mutually exclusive, in fact, being angry when wronged is kinda of a normal response.

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Has OP considered therapy? ChatGPT isn’t a good diary. Unless you wanna speed run into psychosis.