/mlpol/ - My Little Politics

I fap to snuff sometimes

And fuck a kangaroo once

>>110814
I'm not really a Nazi even if I like Hitler.

I haven't actually seen the show yet (I'll get to it!) but I still read fanfics and act like an experienced critic.

>>110828
That’s pretty sick fam the only way you can repent is to watch the show

I was molested by a Jew as a child. I always thought it was my fault. Later in childhood I got into a sexual relationship with one of my cousins that went on for years, she blackmailed me to keep it going.

I haven’t seen either of those people in years and I’ve been horrified at the prospect a relationship ever since, and guilt shame and impotent rage haunt me to this day. You're the first faggots I’ve ever told this to.

>>110814
I keep going back to /pol/, thinking it'll be like the old times again.

>>110847
You're not the sinner here, anon, at least not in any way close to those perverts. Sexual abuse in childhood can blind you from recognizing right and wrong.

I can't recommend enough finding a therapist, as long as it's one without the parentheses, because childhood trauma will always be a burden and you need what help you can get. Regardless of whether you're religious, know that God still loves you regardless of your past. Hopefully you can find peace in church.

>>110853
Thank you anon.
As for the therapist I’m kinda looking for a nice natsoc one now, don’t want to be bogged down with endless why are you a nazi questions. Same goes for a church for that matter.

>>110847
*hugs*

I was molested as a kid too. Though it was nothing to that extent.

>>110847
>>110863
*joins hug*
Was also fiddled as a young colt. Its not your fault anon.

>>110814
i watch equestria girls

(((They))) took my foreskin against my mother's wishes after I was born. The Jew doctor couldn't even do it right and left it half-attached until it came off one day as my mom was changing my diaper.

>>110870
Disgusting.
Although that's not really much to confess about, since you didn't do anything.

>>110871
You don't understand, Anon. It irrevocably kiked me for life. Until I was 18 I unironically said "Oy vey!" without even knowing that it was (((them))) who invented the term.

>>110873
That's.. odd..

>>110873
Who taught you oy vey?

>>110877
No one. No one in my family uses it, and I've never been around anyone who uses it even ironically.

>>110878
I find that hard to believe, but it's kind of creepy..

>>110857
Same thing happened to my brother & sister therapy does help and remember it’s not your fault, I will pray for you

I have something that has always made me hate myself and has only continued to grow over the years. Around 12-13 when I was first starting to go through puberty I moved to a new area and made friends with the neighbor's kids there was a girl that was about a year younger than me that I had a huge crush on. One day we were playing around just talking and all and they decided to play house so I decided fuck it i'll play just to spend time with friends (I had never had neighbors before or anyone around I have always grown up without any friends around) and we layed down for a second and I accidentally started dry humping her (fully clothed) and immediately stopped after realizing what I was doing and was immediately disgusted with myself and went home. The parents contacted mine at some point within the next week and I had to lie to cover up anything in fear that my parents would disown me and I would never see them again. I never played with them ever again and was despised to this day I have never told anyone and it plays a large roll on my self loathing and disgust for myself.

>>110942
I have never told anyone about this and it has weighed on my mind since.

>>110942
So you unconsciously did something and then immediately stopped yourself. I am not seeing a problem.

>>110873
I never said “oy vey” or other jewyisms until I found /pol/.

>>110942
The important thing is you stop and even have regrets because you know you done wrong, but more importantly, stop beating yourself up about the past hormones make you do some crazy thing

I jerk off to traps and visit /d/ often :(
I'm lazy and I know it.
I avoid giving medical assistance to people because I hate working with others in that way and also think they're being bitches, even though its my job.

>>111131
> I jerk off to traps and visit /d/ often
Absolute degeneracy

>>111131
Stop doing that anon. You know it’s not good for you. I just want you to be better than this. You can do it. Just at no to degeneracy.

back in '09 I had swine flu and I still went to school.

I believe I have a schizoid personality disorder, I don't plan on treating it as I feel like I benefit from this.

>>111192
If it is a benefit, then its not a disorder. What you're describing is a schizo-typal personality.
Disorder suggests mal-effect, self destruction/obstruction, or other induced consequential situation.

>>111192
I actually think I might have the same thing. Some anon on here was talking about it a few months back so I looked it up, and it describes me a little too perfectly.

>>111192
Truth be told, I don’t know why you would want to have that disorder because it has been a nightmare for me

>>111200
There is a discussion about it, whenever it is actually a disorder or not.
I don't see any downsides related to that, but can a mad man judge his own sanity?

>>111221
It’s a mirror symptom that can get progressively worst were you form an agoraphobic & Anthropophobia and that’s a very difficult symptom to get rid of had it for 6 years and still hard to get out side

>>111221
We live in an era where it's no longer even considered a disorder to want to put on a skirt and hack your own dick off. I say if you're satisfied with yourself and can manage your own life without external support, and your behavior doesn't make you a danger to anyone else, there's really no reason you should be compelled to seek treatment for something you don't consider to be a problem.

>>111225
That kinda sounds like my teenager years, i got rid of those when i convinced myself that most people's opinion don't really matter.

>>111252
I wish I could get rid of it

I'm un-ironically into bestiality. Not just furry, but full, non-spaient animals. Further, only canines or their cousins, really. Dogs, wolves, foxes, etc. I want a Siberian Husky one day. I'll never follow through on this degeneracy, never try anything with her, but I might always love her a bit too much.

It's made me honestly wonder why fetishes develop in the first place. There's the beginnings of a theory, but that's another topic entirely.

I've fapped to a lot of homo shit and other things that make me question my life when I finish
I've managed to stop most of it, but every while I end up going back to it
I want to stop but I'm not sure how to start
I probably need help

>>111367
>Only canines
That's unhealthy; At least get into horses too, m8.

>>111367
>>111368
You guys aren’t from same place are you

>>111370
Why not /pol/

>>111374
/pol/ no longer reports the news. It's mostly bait threads now.

>>111377
True, once In awhile there’s something decent

>>111369
Do ponies even count as a fetish anymore? It feels like they're just people at this point. Furries will never get this, because they don't have proper, agreed upon characters, and structure, with good character to them.

>>111372
Not from there, but what else would you expect on a board dedicated to degenerate deviancy?

>>111367
>>111368
Step one is identifying the problem. Find the solution. Whatever you do though, never carry out your fetish in real life. You will regret it.

>>111372
fuck no, /lgbt/ deserves death.

>>111380
don't worry, 3D is something I'm not planning on pursuing ever.

>>111379
>Do ponies even count as a fetish anymore?
Yes. Most normal people do not want to bang a quadruped. It's better than wanting to fuck a dog at least though.

>>111380
Good don’t fall gay agenda

>>111384
This was for you
>>111381

>>110814
I still refuse to bring myself to watch the show. I watched the first episode, but one major problem i have is that i cannot fucking stand babyvoice.

>>110814
I used to be a communist before I went to 4chan, feminism, liberal values, all that sick shit. Thankfully I got the fag slapped out of me and I'm alright now.

I have some pretty sick fetishes, most of which I've been trying to kick because they always made me feel disgusted with myself for even having them. My boner refuses to co-operate.

I sometimes wish I was circumcised because having a foreskin can be such a bother sometimes. You ever gone to the toilet and had to worry about whether your piss would fly sideways? I do. Frequently.

I never ever had a male role model in my life, period, I was raised almost entirely around women and the only one who maybe could have qualified was my grandfather who was like a prehistoric 4channer.

The daycare I was often left at because my career driven autistic single mother had no time for us was pretty much run by a socialist feminist liberal who, I've come to realise years later, was running social experiments and indoctrinating me and the other boys into being beta nu-males. She was christian to boot, and as evidenced by my first confession I bought into that crap.

I'm a pretty pathetic excuse for a man, socially crippled, anxiety issues, I used to have a steady job but had to drop it because my mum stuck me with my autistic brother and I get more money from government gibs being his "carer" than I would if I were still in the workforce. It's a flimsy excuse and sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't just end it all, but the only two things that stop me is that this is what the jews would want and that my two nieces need some kind of father figure in their life to teach them right from wrong where their deadbeat fathers (my sister turned out to be a thot, but she's getting better) won't, I've been wrong, and I'm trying to be right. I don't want them to let the ills of society ruin them as they've ruined so many others.

Oh and I like My Little Pony and masturbate to it frequently. Still want to be a better person for her, and for my own sake.

>>110847
I was duped into having a sexual relationship with my sister at 8 like some fucking nipponese doujin, we still talk, but we don't talk about that, or acknowledge it happened at all.

>>111520
>I sometimes wish I was circumcised because having a foreskin can be such a bother sometimes. You ever gone to the toilet and had to worry about whether your piss would fly sideways? I do. Frequently.
I have same problem, And considering getting circumcised then I think the Jews win

>Oh and I like My Little Pony and masturbate to it frequently. Still want to be a better person for her, and for my own sake.
That’s basically /mlpol/

>I'm a pretty pathetic excuse for a man, socially crippled, anxiety issues, I used to have a steady job but had to drop it because my mum stuck me with my autistic brother and I get more money from government gibs
Same my brother can get on centerlink for his disability and I’m worse and they won’t give me a cent

>I have some pretty sick fetishes
If something gay read this >>111384

>>111520
>I was duped into having a sexual relationship with my sister at 8
What was the age of your sister

>>111520
>>111546
>having a foreskin can be such a bother sometimes
Just pull back the foreskin slightly each time you urinate. It's second-nature to me now.

Imagine trying to masturbate without a foreskin. What a pain. No wonder they do things like buy lube and bad dragon toys.

>>111554
not all of us need lube and dildos are for fags.

i'm not gay for actual human men but I have a stallion fetish

help

>>111555
Not dildos, fleshlights. The only reason male masturbation aids like fleshlights exist is for the circumcised.

>>111547
14.

>>111567
That molestation I don’t care what people say or think, but that’s molestation your sister doesn’t talk about it because she disgusted by herself and you may don't think it’s big of a deal about it, but shit scars people in the long run and it explains everything about you from what you have written, tell your parent and then tell police because what she did was wrong action have consequences

>>111556
Stop watching porn and start lifting

I wish to gas the kikes and summon Adolf Hitler, George Lincoln Rockwell, Dr william Luther Pierce and then race war now.

Another Anon that was molested as a child reporting in. By an older cousin and something I still haven't told anyone about. Not my family, friends or my therapist. I'm not particularly traumatized or anything but it's still very uncomfortable being near him. Even if I did want to say something though I don't know if I would. I doubt he even remembers it and I wouldn't want to ruin his life years after the fact.

Massive blog post.

I don't like mlp. I'm a bit more tolerant about it after finding out about the /mlpol/ story. Also, I got a kick out of /pone/ on 8chan being the prototype /mlpol/ a few years ago. Steven Universe and Rick and Morty ended up being something a lot more cancerous and degenerate than mlp, while mlp became more conservative. This also had an effect on me being a lot more tolerant towards mlp. I like it here. Peaceful, I think there are good people here too.

Dunno about the molestation as a kid, but my dad tried to stab me as a kid and always blamed me for it, even when I bring it up to him as an adult. "I did it to discipline you/just to scare you that's all, because you were running around and being fucking stupid!" Chink parenting. I wasn't running around, he started to yell at me in the car for some reason, like screaming at me infront of my mom and sister at the top of his lungs. Thing is, the parents and family knew I was born with mental problems, but they kept on beating me and stuff.

Let me tell you, incidents like those are why you going to see a lot of Chinese/Asians wanting to race mix, because of the absolute fucking trauma they endured by their parents/relatives. They don't want to be associated with people of the same race and feel ashamed to be a part of that race. Even if they do know race mixing is bad, they are just completely traumatized by those bad experiences, they want to be with someone that doesn't look like or will remind them of those people.

Personally, I know race mixing is bad and I don't want to become hypocritical by race mixing, but...You know I can't stand other Chinese around 99% of the time and I don't want to be with any of those girls. They're pretty fucking vicious too. Go with Korean girl? No, they're fucking stupid and THOTs, and it's still race mixing. Go with Japanese? Would be nice to go with the honorary Aryans, but...race mixing, and the Nips hate us. I just want a nice white girl with a nice voice, common sense, conservative values. I hope I can find a nice white girl, that girl of my dreams. I just know that if I get that, I can finally get that feeling of peace, that feeling that everything will be alright again. Another reason why I don't want to marry another Chinese: I don't want to end up like my dad and regret "marrying the wrong woman and not leaving her and the entire family when I had the chance." I do promise, if I end up with a nice white girl, I'll do anything to help traditional white couples. By marrying a white girl, I reduce the chance of the white race being able to reproduce and keep itself pure, so I feel obligated to help them out. I took something valuable and precious away from them, I must give back to show graditutde and not be like a nigger who always demand free shit for nothing.

>>111567
>>111657
Please stop feeling sorry for your abuser because they sure as shit don’t because if they did, they would turn themselves in, I really fucking hate this, please speak up because I know people who just like you who don’t speak up and they kill themselves and that fuck shit is kills me inside and piece of shit who started this whole mess walks away Scot free and not know the damage their action caused

>>111693
I don’t know how to feel about this you seem like a nice fella but I’m against race mixing but if you find love and I hope you do I hope you’re definitely traditional and you treat her right, but when comes to your father and his method of discipline it might be how they were raised, it could be worse my father & brother beat the shit out of me and my brother suck a gun to my head but that’s tough love and that’s how they were taught

>>111693
> I know race mixing is bad and I don't want to become hypocritical by race mixing, but…
I understand you completely. I'm a spic and I will never admit it to anyone and I try really hard to look white. Like I wear a hood and sun screen whenever I go outside just to try and not make my skin tan. It works fairly well and I look like a normal white but my spic name sorta gives it away still. Part of me sorta wants to change it but I really don't fell like changing who I am for that reason. When people ask I just say I'm Spanish. But it sucks because I'd love to have a family but I absolutely don't want to increase the amount of nonwhites in this country because le 56%. Part of me sorta accepts that because of this I'm a genetic dead end but another half of me really would like a family especially kids. But that would either require race mixing or just flat out increasing the spic population, neither of which I'm a fan of.

Damn thinking about this just gets me depressed to begin with.

>>111705
I wonder how many people are actually white here kek, But in all seriousness if you fight and help to make a white ethnostate I think you deserve a Honorary Aryan status and allow to have a white bride

>>111707
>I wonder how many people are actually white here
Remember HWNDU streams?
Yeah, me too.....

>>111705
You're not a genetic dead end if you're smart enough to be thinking like you are. One of the main causes of the global decline of white population is that they thought themselves out of reproduction. Far more important to this planet than white people are smart people.

>>111707
>I wonder how many people are actually white here

If only you knew how non-white things really are...

>>111708
Evidence that the jew has harmed many races. It's proof that they just view the gentiles as cattle (goyim). Although they should keep harming niggers, because niggers are horrible people and a race war between the two would benefit everyone else.

>>111711
Define smart. What defines "smart" always changes with the times and what can be defined as "smart" is always changed by those with enough influence. Look at the SJW that is being spread due to "intellectuals."

>>111702
Wasn't tough love. Dad had a lot of emotional problems of his own and he just took it out on the family/others even if they didn't do anything. Fun example: Dad has a bad day at work, he decides to make me do math questions cause to "make me smart." I have trouble understanding a question, and he fucking sucks at explaining things and just yells at you. I don't understand and do a question wrong, he fucking starts yelling and screaming at me and calls me stupid, etc. He can't stand up to strangers/people, he just bows to them then takes it out on me and my sister as a kid, because we were easy targets for him. Also, he is hardcore communist/liberal and always contradicts himself. Even when I'm not doing anything, he would just bring up something insulting to me out of the blue, like he knew I liked pro wrestling and when I was like just lying down/resting and reading something, he would randomly come up to me and say how fake it was and how stupid I was. Then when I get mad at him for bringing it up and knowing it was fake he was like "WHY YOU SO MAD!? YOU JUST HAD TO SAY NO!" then yell and swear at me in Chinese. Essentially he starts fights as well. Honestly, one of the few times I had peace was when he was in the hospital due to a massive heart attack. Even mom said the place was so quiet and peaceful.

>>111707
>wonder how many people are actually white here kek
/pol/ itself is about 60-80% on any given day, and you need to recall this is taking into account all the nonwhites in nonwhite countries. I'd say /mlp/ is slightly less white overall but doubt that's been polled. I'd say we're around 70-90% just because I haven't heard anyone claim to be anything else before this.
>>111717
>>111708
Jewyork is an especially bad sample. Still the nonwhites could have at least had the decency of not showing up.

Part of me also hopes The Promised Day is real. I saw that screen grab with the get, but didn't save it.

My reasoning is if I'm not meant to be with a white girl, then I hope for The Promised Day with waifu. I'll consider it a good reward to my contribution in creating a white ethnostate. Plus our kind doesn't get to reproduce while the whites can reproduce.

>>111719
> he is hardcore communist
Well that right there is a mental disability

I’m sorry though to hear your father being a massive cunt, when it came to my father he would always find away to Teach me a lesson by either physical pain or emotional pain to make me stronger even if I hated it, but in end I know he loves me
P.s homeschooled

>>111693
> I hope I can find a nice white girl, that girl of my dreams. I just know that if I get that, I can finally get that feeling of peace, that feeling that everything will be alright again.
You have to treat your problems before getting a relationship anon, the girl of your dreams is not going to fix your inner problems, it is very unlikely.
A relationship is supposed to make your good life even better, if you have some deep problems and look for a relationship to fix them, its going to fall like a house of cards.
Take it or leave it, i speak for experience.

>>111705
Don't eat the genetic dead end propaganda, that's bullshit, just find a spic girl that has some nice genes to reproduce and raise some intelligent children.
If the smart latinos keep dying and the dumb ones keep reproducing we will end up exactly like the niggers, a bunch of brainless, violent savages.

Find a spic girl with some nice genes, reproduce and raise some educated, intelligent children.
Improve the race, don't off yourself if your genes are good.

>>110814
I'm not interested in humans anymore, I never was into girls too much, when my friends treated sex and relationships as something important I never really found any interest int it. At this point I'm only into ponies.

I don't want to have kids. I just don't like them, I find whole idea repulsive, only thing stopping me from vasectomy is that my attitude would change in future.

I find that whole white race thing silly ,amybe it's because I'm from country where there are almost only whities, but I met a lot of utterly shitty white people, and all few niggs and chinks that I met were pretty decent people.
At this point I would gladly accept intelligent, hard working niggnog, faggot, tranny or whatever over shitty, straight whitey. I accept differences between races, I just dont think that few percentage points means anythign in real world aside from statistics.

>>111707
Honary aryan status yes, a white bride yes as long as she is eastern European.

>>111717
I hate to say this boys but i think i would bleach Brittany venti.

>>111742
This, so much.

>>111744
Hey Mods we got a redditor here

>>111744
If you're not a shill, reconsider your stance. You don't have to be a Chad to recognize that traditional marriage is the bedrock of civilization.

Know that there are only three paths in life: the married man with children, the clergy, and unmarried laity. If you choose the last you must have a valid excuse beyond a vague asexuality. You should devote your life to something that has clear benefit to the Church, to your people, and to your nation (something akin to C.S. Lewis, for example, who had no descendants yet greatly helped Western civilization).

Also, statistics are important. Why do you think that Europeans and their descendants as well as East Asians have the most prosperous, powerful nations? Of course the foreigners you have met are nice, hardworking people because strict immigration allows only those kind of people: the cream of the crop. Open the floodgates and you'll see how those "differences" translate.

>>111719
Sorry to hear that but I doubt yours is a typical place. There are a bunch of garbage white parents too and you can find stories on this site.

Even so, culture may play a part. I may be mistaken, but as someone who lives in China the Asian parenting style is quite different. The father usually relegates parenting to the mother and other relatives while he does his hardest to support the family monetarily. There are benefits but as a result the child is lacking in part of development as close fatherly support is very helpful. Also, usually the father is stoic, as the culture expects him to be, and exercises influence in a context-high setting. Most people in China generally stay out of politics outside of paying lip service to the Communist Party.

I'm hoping you don't race-mix but find a nice Chinese girl (they're not hard to find if you speak the language). It sounds like you got the short-end of the parenting stick but you can make up for it in other ways.

>>111705
Again, don't be ashamed of your race. We may be white nationalists here but it doesn't mean we actively hate other races (except perhaps the Jews). We only want to be left alone and it is your responsibility to improve. That won't happen as long as long as you saddle yourself with guilt (which is what SJWs do to us). There are plenty of good Hispanics about and, if you find a lady with similar values, you'll do your race a service by improving it overall. Attitude ultimately matters more than genetics.

>>111744
I liked poland better when it was starving to death under communist rule.

>>111756
You take that back.

>>111760
Why? Poland is aryan clay anyway.

I SMELLED SOME MARIJUANA SMOKE IN VIETNAM!

Im still messed up from a breakup over 5 years ago. She blamed me for not loving her but in reality she just wanted to move out of our home town. The topic was never brought up by her and wasn't even on my radar as I had one year left of uni. Weeks after the breakup and being led on she jumped into bed with a friends relative from out of town which basically isolated me from my group of friends for a time. They only told me what was going on after seeing photos of them all partying with her. They ended up cutting ties with her but deep down I don't know how it would have turned out if she didn't move away. I have never really forgiven them for their part in the fiasco. Now I genuinely find it difficult to get close to people, even family. Im glad she is out of my life now and I still got my shit together but I hate myself so damn much that this shit still gets me down.

I have no idea why I want to be here. I'm not "alt-right," fascist, or an ancap. I don't really want to gas all the Jews. I don't view race mixing as an inherently bad thing. I don't even care about the gays that much, but agree their actions should probably be curtailed. I also have strong doubts about religion.

Yet I still keep coming here. I post in threads, I make threads, I've even made shity recolors. I've been here since last April, and check this site regularly several times a day. I'm here right now on mobile for instance. It confuses me why I desire to be here, when I disagree with most of you so much.

>>111572
>>111697

The problem is that the consequences will seriously fuck her kids lives up more than they already are, and I'm making a conscious effort to try to make sure they make it through childhood and adolescence to be decent people. I'm certain she deeply regrets much of her behaviour over the years, as she's making attempts to be a better person as well for the sake of her kids if nothing else. Kicking up dust and dragging the skeletons out of the closet helps no one, least of all me because my sister may have sexually abused me, but she was practically the only member of my immediate family who cared about me in any capacity, what with my brother and mother being autistic shitheels with serious temper issues which were often set loose on me and my father being the ultimate deadbeat, they did more damage to me than she ever did.

>>111693
Reminder that white/asiatic racemixing produces an unironically superior genetic result, while wide scale racemixing should be abhorred and fought against, it's perfectly manageable in smaller amounts. The big problem with racemixing against whites is that there is no white ethnostate and no immigration control to maintain a semblance of racial purity. Say for example you did take a white wife and racemix with her, in an ideal white ethnostate, your offspring's genetics would be majority white again in two to three generations. So really, just support lower immigration, that would be a massive help towards basically every facet of life in a given state.

>>111782
While i dont approve of race- mixing in General, AryanxNippon is a pretty based ad mixture. As long as you dont let the mother tiger mommy the child they could be an asset in the up coming Reich.

>>111783
As long as whatever racemixing happens is properly counterbalanced, its perfectly fine, as someone said earlier, basically everyone should have a drop at this point, however miniscule. Inter-generational and systemic racemixing is what we have to watch out for, that's the stuff the destroys a people.

>>111771
Because you desperately wish to fit in somewhere.
Your eyes have seen the truth and you can no longer run from it. Though you still deny it and pretend everything is okay.

>>111771
>I'm not "alt-right"
I never fully understood what that was myself
>fascist
Fascism isn't as horrible and bad as people have been taught over the last 70 years, it's pretty much just devoting yourself to your people and your country, which is a good thing if the ruler is benevolent and a bad thing if they are not.
>Ancap
Roads!
>Jews
You should, though, or at the very least want to put them all into a pen from behind which they can't interact with the rest of the world at all
>Race mixing
It's not if controlled, too much of anything is bad and right now it's too much
>Gays
They should keep it behind closed doors and not demand change of society to cater to them, they really need to stop being a petri dish for disease to be honest
>Religion
Well sure, a lot of it has been corrupted and subverted. Even if you don't believe, and I don't, there's no denying that there's some good stuff in there. Faith is a good thing, too much faith is not.

Sometimes I think a lot of it is satire, when we say we want to gas the jews, what we really want is for them to just go away and stop their subversive crap forever. They won't though, so gas.

>>111771
I am also not alt-right, fascist, or ancap. The alt-right is social and spiritual poison, ancap is what permitted George Soros to make his billions by plundering small economies with currency manipulation (the international money market is anarcho-capitalist), and fascism is incompatible with my valuing free speech above all else.

I am here only because I am anti-left, and I find some of the extreme positions posited here disappointing, to say the least.

>>111973
Eaasy, become national-capitalist.

>>110814
I lost my virginity when i was 8y/o to a boy on my neighbourhood, i don't even know if that counts since i didn't even know what i was doing and we where both the same age, yet the memory is still on my mind.
That caused a big hit on my sexuality, all my life i punished myself for thinking about sex with men, only when i turned 20 i realized why did i have those unwanted thoughts in the first place.

All these abused anons. Jeez my family was great and I still love my parents. Only crime they did was be liberal, not promote sports and allow my brother to become gay. Instead of sports I got classical music training and history.
I don't agree with it but he at least is a productive member and doesn't act like a fag.
Any anons have a normal family?

>>112057
>I realised why did i have those unwanted thoughts in the first place
You better not be suggesting I’m born gay bullshit

>>111974
Would this man be nat-cap?

>>112138
>Any anons have a normal family?
Yep center right family. Pretty apolitical.

>>112142
No. Not really. He was a reform capitalist with a sense that monopoly's had to be reigned in for consumers while ensuring a square deal with the businessmen along the way. Roosevelt was a conservationist as well that bought tracks of land to remain natural and untainted by industrialist use. Often he busted trusts with some consideration and provided new regulations with the same attitude. Roosevelt's presidency sought out more trade deals that reduced tariffs towards some countries, but nonetheless it was leverage at times and he possibly didn't have too much of an anti-tariff attitude neither. He was a moderate progressive for his time. Probably not natcap.

>>112142
He wasn't. Roosevelt can be considered a prototype of progressives and neo-cons. He extended government power in the interest of "making people's lives better" and was pro-war to the hilt. A capitalist would limit the government's power and a nationalist would be mostly isolationist in foreign policy.

>>110814
Jews aren't human.

>>112195
Well that’s just a fact

>>112195
Retarded tripflag. Please get a tripcode so I can filter you.

>>112141
Didn't I say a guy basically forced me into gay sex whitout me even knowing what was going on?

>>112294
> i didn't even know what i was doing and we where both the same age,
Well I’m sorry for it appears I miss interpreter what you wrote, I’m sorry

There are some pretty fugged up stories here, but a common thread that I'm seeing here is that in most of these, the fault is not on the anons.

Now for a confession of something that actually is my fault, and an incoming blog post:

For a little while (maybe a year), I was buying escorts on the regular, I only stopped because I wanted to save money to buy a car, I was also afraid one of these bitches was going to try to call the cops on me and accuse me of rape or pull some sort of shit like that, and I was also concerned about my health. In fact, there was one time where there was a blood drive in my hometown that was organized by my mother. There was a questionnaire I had to complete, and one of the questions was "have you paid for sex at any time in the past year?", or something like that, and of course, I answered it honestly as it was only a little over a month since I did that. When I went into the booth to have an interview with the doctor they told me that I wasn't allowed to donate because of the risk of disease. Of course, I lied to my mother and told her I was exhibiting flu like symptoms and they didn't want to risk extracting my blood (Hema Quebec is very strict with donations). That was scary.

Even scarier than that, less than a couple of weeks after that, I came down with a really bad cold, and it lasted for a couple of weeks. One of my co-workers suggested that I may have had something serious if it was lasting this long. I thought that I had actually caught The Germ.

Why was I doing all this shit in the first place? To make a very long story short, I grew a disdain for women and fell for MGTOW propaganda after being burned in the dating game (both in the struggle to get a date and when I finally got a date). I guess I was also doing it out of spite for feminists and leftists, hell, even at this point I'm pretty misogynistic.

Still, I know I'm contributing to the world's ills, if the Death Korps of Krieg actually was a thing, I'd be joining up to atone for my sins (I have quite a bit to fess up to, but this is the big thing I have to confess).

>>112399
Are you sorry leaf?
And what race where the whores?

>>112399
>f the Death Korps of Krieg actually was a thing, I'd be joining up to atone for my sins
Same here
>I thought that I had actually caught The Germ
So all clean I guess

>>112413
pony version?

>>112415
Dammit, you lovable bastard, you beat me to the punch.

>>112415
never change Australia.

>>112417
Here, have a consolation prize.

>>112424
I do enjoy Dimfann's work, so thank you.

>>112399
> I grew a disdain for women and fell for MGTOW propaganda
Pussies going full retard (MGTOW) is as silly as it gets man, i feel sorry you fell for that meme.
You are not spitting on anyone's face by fucking prostitutes, you are just wasting money and energy that you could be spending on better things.

>>112352
peace, homie

>>112442
You have patrician taste, my man.

When anons post their anger and sadness about being circumcised, it makes me feel sad and sick but turns me on at the same time.

>>110814
I fap to traps.

>>112821
Gas

>>112821
Degenerate

>>112826
It's not gay if they are genetically female, checkmate atheists.

>>112829
dont make me start a lynch mob.

>>112830
You're gonna need a big lynch mob, I may have no guns, but what I do have is lots and lots of venomous wildlife.

>>112833
The Emus will soon arrive at your door step

>>112836
i have atleast 20 drop bears ready to fuck you up m8.

>>111727
I actually saved the screen grab. Part of me still hopes of The Promised Day. If no real girl/3dpd, I hope waifu.

Quads in the screen grab says promised day. Along with the issues with parenting and other family issues, I got burned a lot by my now ex-gfs. It's always liars, cheaters, psycho bitches, dumb cunts, or all of the above. Even the "Good Christian girls" are fuckin' thots.

>>111520
>I sometimes wish I was circumcised because having a foreskin can be such a bother sometimes.
I bet you also had your glands removed. REEEEEEE
If there is one single reason, which I agree on with typical pidorashkas here, to despise western society - It is shit like this. An unnecessary and plainly dumb ivasive manupilations with organs which *apparently* serve no purpose, despite that they fucking DO.

>>112850
>invasive manipulations
suka blyad

>>112850
As for confession...
Well, sometimes when I want some of dat booty and my woman tells me she is not in the mood or some other bullshit, I just demonstratively get to my PC and openly fap to ponies.
I think she looses a bit of her sanity each time I do that, but the only thing I feel is a weird satisfaction, as if absolute justice has been just delivered.

>>112406
I am indeed fucking sorry (although I can't make any guarantee that I won't relapse)

As for who I fugged, the very first chick I ever bought appeared to be white, and she told me she was Persian (if she was telling the truth, if she really is a descendant of these ancient aryans, then it's a damn shame how low she has fallen. Especially considering that the second time I saw her a big smelly negro came marching down the stairs of the apartment complex she stayed at, I was thinking he was either a customer or, God forbid, her pimp). Most of the others I've bought were Chinese and Korean, with a couple of blacks and she-spics in the mix.

>>112409
Thankfully I am clean, but even after my cold passed I was still going around all scared and suicidal thinking I had gotten pozzed up until my last physical with my doctor. Later I had come to realize that I didn't have all that much to worry about, considering that female to male HIV transmission is very difficult (but male to female transmission is very easy, which is one of the reasons sex work is so dangerous for women).

While I'm on that subject, if I can make another confession, I found out that Backpage in my region has transsexual escorts on offer. As tempting as it was for me, the only reason I haven't dived right in was because I was deathly afraid of catching HIV.

>>112457
I won't lie, I still sympathize with those that are MGTOW, they do definitely have a point when they cite gynocentrism is a major problem in our society. But I will agree the MGTOW movement in itself is not the be all, end all solution to the problem.

>>112415
>>112424
>>112442
ebin

>>112853
She's actually aware you fap to pones? This makes me hue.

>>110814
Is it wrong to want to have sex with your sister.

>>112847
The heck is the promised day?

>>111520
>You ever gone to the toilet and had to worry about whether your piss would fly sideways? I do. Frequently.
Why do you guys seriously not know how to piss?
You push the foreskin back, enough to show the urethra, then you take the piss.

>>112951
When the dokis become real.

>>112906
If you gas 1488 faggots you will be forgiven.

>>112951
The day of the robowiafu

I hate the alt-right. I hate racial consciousness. Jordan Peterson is spot-on that the notion of group identity is "seriously pathological ... reprehensible ... genocidal" and "it will bring down our civilization if we pursue it." The problem is it's the goddamn Nash equilibrium.

>>113022
>Freedom means Freedom for the Group, not Freedom for the Individual. (…) Men must not be slaves to other men, but they must be slaves to their group. For, if they are not slaves to their own group, they will assuredly become slaves to some other - Liang Qichao
I do not want to be in a collective, and hate collective thought. However, to safeguard our individual liberties we must work collectively. There is only so much one person can do.

>>112906
>I found out that Backpage in my region has transsexual escorts on offer
Frist of all that’s gay, second of all you’re falling down the slippery slope, I mean seriously, why do people want to fuck an open wound and if you want a girl with a dick then I’m sorry I have to say you’re gay

>>113022
>>113023
This reminds me of evolution. Evolution takes small components and builds larger structures, life is an example. Each human is a subcomponent of a evolutionary larger structure that nature is mindlessly trying to achieve. The problem here is these subcomponents, each human, has a independent brain and keeps rebelling against the unification nature mindlessly pushes. I am not expecting a change until technology can achieve total control over the masses.

>>113022
>listening to mr.clean your room unironically
anon, grow the fuck up. I don't know if you didn't have a father figure to tell you to sort yourself out growing up but jordan isn't doing/saying anything all that important. In fact more than anything his whole persona is just an ad campaign he's perpetuating to make a shit ton of money off people like you

>>113028
>Being as bad as Cathy Neumann in misrepresenting him
Peterson is a brilliant scholar. I respect him for his proper identification and analysis of postmodernism and collectivist neo-Marxism in academia, the politburo of the hard left.

>>113028
I am still appalled by how much of a flamboyant moron you are. Peterson is a scholar and professor; I love his university lectures. I am simply appalled by your obstreperous self-assured idiocy. My God, thinking people are stupid for educating themselves by listening to his university lectures.

>>113048
there are better philosophers out there.

>>113051
You rang?

>>113051
Of course, and he talks about them. It's just seriously wrong to dismiss a serious scholar as vacuous. Seriously wrong. Peterson is a knowledgeable expert.

My God. >>113028 is such an idiot. Definitely one of the most infuriatingly stupid cretins I've encountered, infuriating because his idiotic narrative is pernicious. Postmodernism, intersectionality, Nietzsche, Dostoyevsky, Derrida, he talks about so much with such factual expertise! And you dismiss this expert scholar with condescending disdain! I have never, ever encountered levels of pernicious, poisoning-the-well over-the-top hubris like yours. You're like a literal savage brute in how gregariously arrogantly stupid you are.

>>113051
Did someone say philosophers?

>>113073
ah, diogenes, such an interesting philosophy he had.
Still, he was socrate's pupil wasnt he?

>>111770
>...shit still gets me down after 5 years
You know you should be glad the bitch is out of your life, and you must know she didn't love you(you just described a Thot), but if you still feel bad for her leaving, it's maybe because you failed to learn something about that relationship, something important, and that is haunting you from your unconscious mind, preventing you from advancing in life.
>Have never really forgiven my friends
Now this is a sin, and may just be what is getting you down! Don't blame your friends when a thot is at fault, they are not perfect, neither are you, and they redeemed for that by saying the magic words BEGONE THOT. What more could you ask for?
>About sadness
Here is a protip, when you feel down, sad or even depressed, it's your mind telling you something is wrong and you either lost or risk loosing something, and it's a command to stop and think, to rework your life, your actions, your world view. This is why sadness is a low energy state. If someone you care dies, it's natural to feel down, you have to rearrange your entire mind, and life, just to update the fact that person is dead and gone. And denial/diversion only makes the feel persist.

>>113051
Peterson seems okay though.

Got divorced, did not have children, and have lost almost all interest in romance.

It depresses my parents that they will likely never have grandchildren before they die.

>>113159
You can always change, Anon. If my father gave up after the first time he was divorced I would not be around.

>>112906
Congratulations, your Deadly Sin is lust. Better start there.

>>112942
Stop playing into Southern stereotypes, anon.

>>113022
Do you love your own family, anon? Do you love members of your family more than outsiders? If so, it's no crime then to prefer people of your own heritage and race. Murdoch Murdoch of all things offers a good explanation.

Don't get me wrong, Jordan Peterson is a genius and is right on most things, but no one is perfect. Until the day comes when everyone is as enlightened and virtuous as he, then some measure of collectivism is necessary for self-preservation.

>>113052
What is Mr. Perov's philosophy, precisely?

>>113073
Max Stirner is a better philosopher than Diogenes.

>>113073
The Chad Diogenes
The virgin plato

>>113025
I'm very aware of all of that, and I'm glad I never went through with it. I could've ended up like this poor guy in the pic here >>111380

>>110814
Sometimes, I have this weird desire to abuse my waifus.
It fades pretty quickly, but I don't know what's wrong with me.

>>113426
>waifus
ONE OR NONE

>>113432
this nigger already has urges to abuse them, I don't find it very surprising that he has more than one.

>>113426 (You)

>>113426
>Waifus
>Plural
>Urge to abuse

I hope you get banned, faggot.

>>113426
You resent them for not existing, and fantasizing about hurting them is just one of the many things you can fantasize about when you're dealing with fictional characters too good for you.

I've jacked off to MLP characters over the years so often, jacking off to actual photographs of human women feels exotic now. Like I'm a dirty little human who wants mediocre human pussy and hairless human flesh.

>>111520
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO PULL THE SKIN ON YOUR COCK BACKWARDS, THEN PISS, YOU FUCKING FAGGOT. DIDN'T YOUR PARENTS TEACH YOU ANYTHING?

>>113426
IDK who I want to gas more, you or the person who rendered those

>>113444
No, broken household, and my mother was autistic. The only thing she was interested in teaching me was to do exactly what she said, exactly how she said it, exactly when she said it and exactly what to think. She tried to coerce me into voting the same as her as well. My dad's a deadbeat who still lives with his mother at age 54.

>>113426
Fucking degenerate, you deserve to be flayed alive.

>>113426
Kys

>>113426
>multiple waifus
>abusenigger
You're going to have to do more than confess to atone for that.

>>113463
Sorry to hear that m8.

I'm a mixed person who has mixed parents and some days I just don't see the point in doing anything. I know I should do something but I just can't seem to find a reason to do it. As for why I'm here,I kinda stumbled upon it and now I feel as though I know the truth about how the world really works. So I usually see what info I can gather from here and I really love the show and what it ACTUALLY stands for. Pic related when I realized I haven't done anything productive all day.

>>113613
You should work towards ensuring the same fate doesn't befall other individuals. Helping others always makes life worthwhile.

>>113613
I was having the same problem a while ago. Just find a project within the community you can throw your autism into. If you obligate and have the pressure that others are looking forward to your goal then you'll become super efficient and work real hard only on that one thing.

>>113621
>>113623
Thanks for the advice you two,have this weird yet patriotic gif as compensation for your wisdom.

>>113426
M8, you had better be Mormon or Muslim (and even then, only Shia and Alawi are acceptable denominations) if you're going to be sporting two waifus there, Bill.

>>113613
Anon being mixed raced doesn't mean you don't have purpose.
The next best identity to fight for after Race is Nationality.
Instead of fighting for your race, you could fight for your American brothers.

>>110814
I'm just a giant piece of shit.

>>113613
Being mixed is not your fault.

>>113426
Repent!

Peterson is a talking self-help book for fags with daddy issues
40k is shit and so is touhou
I'm not fucking sorry for telling the truth

>>113794
Whatever lets you sleep at night

>>113794
Are (You) sorry for lying?

>>113794
Kys Zald

>>113665 >>113762
Thanks guys

>>113874
How many references can you fit in one picture? I get most of them.

I love mare piss. I'd never do it IRL but I love mare piss.

>>113951
Well it's depends on how much canvas you give the references tbh. For example if you have like a downtown city scene,you could covertly put in about 50 without it getting obnoxious Also that's not mine but I do some photo editing from time to time.

>>113999
Please explain.
I got the diaper fags to tell me why and I guess I get that one, but piss? Only thing worse is scat.

I spanked my monkey one time.

I've been a NEET for one year, I do know what I want to do with my life ( mexicunt chair force) But I feel I don't have the strenght of spirit to leave my family behind
If I stay, I feel like I failed them for not being the best man I can be
If I go, I feel like shit for not being there

>>114308
Heh heh heh heh you said spank.

I genuinely hope we go to Equestria or somewhere similar when we die. Seems like a breddy comfy place, especially compared to this world.

>>111520

I just. I can't.

>>110847

I'm sorry to hear so many of you were molested.

And we have to deport the Jews.

>>110814
I hate football.

>>114407
As long as you appreciate Elway, you'll be fine.

>>114412
That I can do.

I was molested as a colt at a friends house, my dad wanted to go out partying and left me at a friends house. Little did my father know that my friends mom was a heroin junkie and sold my friend's ass for dope.

I happened to be there the night he was coming by and she was passed out with a needle between her toes. He made me watch at first then he made me and my friend play "The naked game" where we basically sucked each other and fondled his balls a bit. Luckily I never had to suck his dick myself, my friend always did so I didn't have to because I was 4 years younger at the time.

Anyway he wound up molesting me for several years and I in turn wound up molesting other neighborhood kids. I never realized what I was doing was wrong I just assumed that's what older boys did to younger boys. I didn't realize how bad my actions were until I was about 15, when I found out what homosexuals were.

My worst crime is when I was 14 I took advantage of a young 7-8 year old kid I was supposed to be getting paid to babysit. Now I'm eternally haunted imagining all the kids who have grown up, secretly hating me and wanting revenge for the innocence I stole from them. I'm so goddamn sorry

>>114422
>I was molested as a colt
I’m not sure you’re telling the truth when you started like this, but if you’re telling the truth, kill yourself in all seriousness kill yourself, your actions deserve death, I don’t care if my molester was molested because he should know the damage it does and pain it causes to someone mind and body and family so fucking shoot yourself

>>114422
>molested as a colt
Please be a troll

>>114347

Keep hoping, anon.

>>114422
I accept your apology anon. We on same team nao

>>114316
Its time to go be a man son.

>>114426
YOU are a sicker fuck.
We accept childhood trauma and apologies.
If this guy is legit, he went through Hell, and has frequent flyer miles with his own conscience.
Pure definition of reticence and forgiveness.

>>114484
He should be apologise to the victim he molest not us, being molested isn’t accuse to do the moleseting

>>114548
This, molesting people is fucking kike tier.

>>114426
No, just no. In this case he's not responsible for his actions. The harm was very real, but he did not realize it and had been messed up by others to act that way. He now feels genuine guilt and wishes to atone. Save your vitriol for the real pedophiles who who have no regrets and are repeat offenders: these ones get the gas.

>>114422
God will forgive you if you suitably repent. I'd recommend therapy but, well, we know what happens to people who actually recognize they need help. Healthy activities, frequent prayer, and positive relationships will help you.

I wonder how many pedophiles are that way because they had been molested? It really seems like a chain reaction.

>>114548
He does have an obligation if he remembers the identity of the victims, but if he's forgotten there's nothing he can do except make up for it in community service. It would be extremely difficult to walk up to someone and say, "Sorry for molesting you as a kid, I had no idea what I was doing." Still, the obligation is there.

Seriously, though, there needs to be a society to help these poor souls.

>>114587
I’m sorry I just can’t forgive, the damage was bad for me and my family and I know it can be worse for others

It's honestly very unsettling that there are so many people here that have been sexually abused as kids.

Why are all the chilluns getting molested? I demand answers!

>>114679
Don’t think about it too hard. Wanna go get some pizza?

>>114687
No Cheese Pizza, please.

>>114679
jews

>>114477
Thanks Anon
today I discovered that there's a pilot school in the Navy, and that's just 3 hours from my hometown!
I'm currently preparing physically for the admission test

Unironically fapped to a zigger once. Will you forgive me, Father?

Alright, I've had this all my life but I rarely talk about it. It will be hard for me to explain all of it in a brief detail but here it goes. I am basically a slave to my mother.

My mom has a shit ton of conditions, she has arthritis and has had hip and knee replacements, Lyme disease, severe depression, possibly bipolar disorder but I don't know about that one. So when she needs something done, she calls for my dad, my sister, and me to do it. This is the problem though, she really does not plan things out and she makes us do these big projects around the house that usually end up in disaster and creates other big projects to fix in the future, not to mention alot of these projects are pointless and do nothing but make the place look fancier for only a short time. She does this because she can't do it herself thanks to arthritis and lyme disease and before she got all of that, she was basically outside all day doing something. The problem is though is that she never, ever thinks about what we think about it. She never considers what other work we have to do and if we try to tell her, she gets super depressed. Also if me and my sister dares show any sign of disagreement and we don't want to do it, she will become furious (hence the bipolar part) at us and will threatens to take our stuff like our computers and stuff like that, which she has done before many times. We also have to be on edge of what we say cause the littlest sign of bad news to mom can get her in a huge depressed mood. Now I sort of understand her pain and why she wants to do all these projects but damn she never thinks of what we might want. I absolutely dread spring and summertime cause that's when she really wants to work on whatever projects she plans though she usually doesn't have projects planned in winter cause its too cold.

As for my dad, he pretty much gave up on reasoning with her at all and he just does whatever she tells him to without question, even if it looks to be a total disaster. My sister and I started doing all this work for her since we was very young kids at about 5 years old (though the work as obviously less at the time cause we were kids but they still was physically demanding for our ages). Our childhoods wasn't like everyone elses and usually revolved around work and trying to enjoy our spare time in what way we could usually playing vidya. She doesn't seem to appreciate our efforts today despite the fact me and my sister are keeping the house going because we have jobs (my dad worked in coal mining for years but he got laid off and he's seeking social security since he got pretty banged up the whole time) and we pay the majority of the bills. Despite this her attitude hasn't changed and she pretty much takes for granted the money we spend for the bills.

Now listen, my sister and I know the absolute importance of work and I'm never afraid to get my hands dirty as long as the work im doing has a purpose and benefits the state of something. Despite my childhood being basically a slave, I do appreciate the hard work I done as it taught me values of hard work and determination. Everyone else my age near me absolutely despises the idea of working a job but to me, I feel its child's play compared to what I had to do. In fact, I enjoy the fact I work a job as it helps me escape the house. I honest to God love my mother and I understand her pain and why she wants to be happy but she never thinks of anyone but herself really. She tries to please everyone around her and gets depressed when she can't. Also the reason the household is so poor is because she got a hold of credit cards and went on spending sprees to make her happy on material stuff and we are still paying off those debts to this day. I figured my sister and I helping keep the house afloat would help her appreciate our efforts more but nope. I can also tell she does not want us to leave. I am 21 years old and I still don't have a driver's license and I didn't start getting driving experience till last year and its about the same deal as with my sister and where I live, you absolutely MUST know how to drive and have a vehicle if you wanna live. Granted we was poor at the time and couldn't afford to waste gas but still. Also we know nothing about finances since my parents have taught me nothing about essential financial knowledge someone absolutely needs to know in the real world.

To sum it up, I want out. I'm tired of all the projects I get dragged into and I want to do what's best for me. I dream of having my own place, going by my rules, deciding what work needs to be done myself, and having a place where I can finally relax and escape. The problem is however if I leave, I leave my family behind and I think my mom would never forgive me and I am in a severe disadvantage in the real world, not to mention I would feel as if I left my family for dead. However if I stay, I continue being a slave to what my mother wants and can't take it anymore. I feel I can snap at any moment and do something absolutely terrible. Somedays I get huge headaches from stressing out and dreading all the work and I can't do a thing. My mental state has just been a total wreck cause of all of this. My sister and I have plotted on escaping the past 2 years but at the last minute I would always coward out cause I felt I wasn't truly ready for the consequences of what would follow. Thankfully the job I have, though part time, is giving me valuable work experience and money to save up for the day I do finally leave to live for myself.

I don't know what the hell to do. This is a situation where I feel whatever choice I make, I lose either way. There is just way more going on here I failed to mention but because there is so much, I can't think of it all on a single post. And if you actually took the time to read though all of this crap I sincerely thank you. I never bring this up to people due to just how a huge subject it is for me to talk about.

>>116917
I'm not really an expert on this sort of thing, so take my advice with a grain of salt. I've got a friend who is in a similar boat, but it's not nearly to the degree of your situation.

The only advice I can really offer is that you need to leave. Staying isn't healthy, not for you, not for your mother, not for your family. It will be hard, yes, and your mother will resent you for it, but she is literally holding you down in life and clearly has no respect for you or anything you do. The money you make can and should be going towards you starting your own life.

Find someone who can give you financial advice and can teach you about how to manage your finances. Work towards getting a place of your own. And truly confront what such a decision will entail. It'll hurt, it'll be hard, but this is the only way any of you can advance in life, and I'm certain will end up being better than staying and wearing yourself out until you end up becoming your mother.

>>116756
Good on you anon!
>>116917
Leave for a bit a good degree of freedom can put working for people you love into a different perspective since working for yourself gets lonesome after a while.

>>111192
Welp lads after reading the Schizotypal wiki I think its possible I may have that as well to some degree. My brother who has a psychology degree already thinks I have borderline personality disorder and autism/bipolar disorder are in my immediate family. I haven't had health insurance in almost 9 years and have a, I think, entirely rational fear of getting it professionally diagnosed as my name would just end up on a list that makes it okay to strip certain rights from you. My entire life makes sense in that context as to why I inevitably ultimately attempt to withdraw from society and relationships and prefer to be alone for hours on end and the constant sea of paranoia, and intense anxiety I feel when around others.

On a lighter note.

From Schizoid personality disorder Wikipedia
>Frequently, a schizoid individual's social functioning improves, sometimes dramatically, when the individual knows he or she is an anonymous participant in a real-time conversation or correspondence, e.g. in an online chat-room or message-board.

So the chans are so effective because they harness pure unadulterated schizoid and autistic brain power by rewarding them with the feeling of friendship and human interaction in a way that makes them comfortable.

>>117230
>Schizotypal wiki I think its possible I may have that as well to some degree
Anon psychology is a meme. The government uses these shit theories and quacks to lock up people who know too much.
t. /x/

Sometimes I fantasize about hoof holding, and consensual friendship with ponies.

>>117234
Correct. Why else would they be trying so hard to label honest things like "Being creative without jew permission" and "Caring about the media you consume" with the same label they apply to developmentally-challenged clowns and retards?

>>113157
Peterson is a shabbos goy

>>117238
Wtf Anon that's fucked

>>117238
You sick fuck, I should call the FBI on you

>>116917
Is there any way you could live away from your family and still support them? Like maybe room with someone split the rent. Do you plan on attending some kind of schooling? If you are working enough hours it shouldn't be too hard to pay a rent payment monthly. Your mom has to understand you can't live at home forever. Perhaps if you just get away from home for a year or so your mother will realize she doesn't need you and your sister as much as she thought. Preferably live within driving distance, so anytime your mom genuinely needs your physical help you can come by.

If money makes the condition impossible I would focus on that debt. It is a good idea to try and tighten up spending for a while and start maximizing your payments on debt. The quicker you can pay off stuff like that the less time it has to accumulate interest.

Also, you should really get your drivers license asap. I assume you live in a rural setting if your father was a coal miner. Being able to drive on your own can expand your job options a lot.

Honestly though, it sounds like you might just have to claw your way out by saving money, and paying expenses if you want to get out of the house and not abandon your family. I don't know if this is any help, but keep it up anon. This country runs because of people like you.

>>117234
>>117661
You guys are right I was just in a state of depression and making up excuses for myself. I apologize for my faggotry.

>>122529
>Islam is 1st world
Is Peterson wrong though?

>>126142
Islam is inherently dictatorial

>>126142
Yes. Qatar for its size is highly functional and has an HDI comparable to Israel. I'd argue its better. Although the nation is heavily reliant on a single industry (so that can be held against it), but it still fits as a successful country. Others like Turkey and Saudi Arabia are also kind of nice even if they are full of scum. Another is Iran, which is growing as a sphere of influence. I think that Peterson particularly falls under the thought of American exceptionalism. I don't blame him.

>>126151
What shitty theology..

>>126142
For some perspective in exactly HOW cucked Jews are
Here is the most direct criticism of the Jewish religion
[YouTube] History Summarized: Persistence of Judaism [Embed]

https://web.archive.org/web/20151117180713/http://aaashweeee.tumblr.com:80/tagged/mlp

I unironically masturbated to this.

>>126239
brazil, you have some problems.

>>126239
Not even mad. I'm only confused how you or anyone else could possibly lift your dick to this.

This GIF brings me indescribable joy.
I could literally watch it all day long.

I'm addicted to (you)s, I can't stop shitposting, I got permabanned from 4chan and now I'm permabanned from 8chan /k/, and a couple weeks ago I got a week long ban on 8chan /pol/. How do I stop?

>>126285
Well, you haven't been banned from here. There's that.

I am a former leftist, and marched for a cause I am heavily against now.

I am currently avoiding real-life responsibilities to write a story

>>126336
Damn. I have no idea how you must feel.

>>126365
I never exposed myself too much and nobody remembers my name. I could detach easily from those ideas and redpill in peace. I just cringe when I remember that all was Soros' keikaku, and the leaders of that movement are now preaching open borders.

Well, everyone makes mistakes and these things help us learn the wrong ways of our life.

>>126239
well... it is on the degenerate spectrum
but nice taste in diaper overall