I don't need a woman to cure my loneliness, I realized this after a few years of meditating on the matter.
I lost my feeling of loneliness when I got myself to objectively think why I feel lonely and what is loneliness.
Love is a thing but when we get into relationships we feel passion, so we fuck and get a child then we love our woman and child until he is big and since we are too old we stay together as a couple proud of our dear, waiting for death.
But the rules have changed and love is not a thing anymore, humanity is a dumb thing that just want to feel instant pleasure by always fucking whitout responsibility, we also lack the money and resources to raise a good child.
Women betraying their men is caused by a bug on their programming. Women is always searching for the best partner to raise their child, yet they don't realize this and just feel good fucking with dudes with power, whitout even knowing why it feels better; it's their body rewarding them for getting such a good catch.
If you deeply analize love and watch enough animal documentaries and read enough about how our body works you may realize it's stupid to be lonely, it's a primitive instinct we should control.
So to end the loneliness, i made myself believe I am too good for the women that surround me since im always improving while they lay stagnant.
I just try to improve myself everyday, learning, exercising, practicing..
It's sad i will not live a romantic life but well, whatever really.
Im considering raising a child by myself but I dont know how being raised with no mother may affect a child.>>159Post too long. Click here to view the full text.