>tfw stressed out about being stressed out
I think I figured something out.
I am stressed. Really fucking stressed.
I am stressed about not having an olypic medal and a nobel prize and humanity and myself and everything else and the very opposite of these things.
I am an illiterate fuck for not speaking 5 languages and not having 5 DoXs and being better build than Adonis. I am stressed out about me and all the others, about how things are and how things could be and how things shouldn't be and my perception of this and the meaning of thruth and every other fucking thing you could think of.
I have to do more in less time under harder cirmumstances than everybody else and if I get second place I get last place.
I gotta get burn-out and still deliver at least twice as much as the nr. 1 not only in the current time but in the entirety of human existance.
I can't sleep because of all the stress and when I fall asleepp it is through exhaustion which is a sign of weakness.
The only thigs that bring me solice are long baths and ponies but even then my mind wanders or I gotta study everything for the sake of story-telling or drawing or music or philosophy or anything else.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.