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Should I get therapy?
Anonymous
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Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting? Who should I do therapy with? Can I trust my entire life's story with anyone who's not on this site?
Maybe if I tell you my life's story, you can give me life advice.

I was raised by abusive lefty parents who hated their smart white son and often tried to push me towards trannyism. Never fell for it.
First I was sent to a shit primary school. A few kids bullied me there and teachers punished me whenever I fought back. I was a fat angry kid who could punch hard when pushed, and they liked attacking me and then running away. But when we fought properly I'd kick their asses. One time I kicked their asses hard enough to make them stop bothering me.
When I graduated from this school I was sent to the special school of a catholic school, and made the personal property of one old bitch there who hated autistic kids. Around that era I got interested in Game Maker and pokemon romhacking but that interest never amounted to anything, though I did have a USB full of GBA roms and romhacking tools and the fact that I was able to code at such a young age when not all kids were learning that should have shown somebody that I had more to offer the world than shitty schools thought I should.
Thanks to that school, my schedule looked like this: Enter a side building, wait for the day to end, sometimes get insulted by the teachers if they felt like abusing me, usually get to eat lunch at lunchtime but sometimes they wouldn't let me (and it didn't matter whether I brought a packed lunch to school or brought money for the school cafeteria) and eventually go home to a house with parents that, when told the right words by my boomer bullies, would freak out and abuse me at home too. Rarely I'd get to join in a classroom... but class clowns would act up until I'd get blamed for it and sent out.
If I had a tape recorder or decent phone, I could have gathered evidence of the shit said/done to me (audio files of verbal abuse, pics of bruises, etc) and posted it online. But I was never allowed anything like that, because my parents feared I might use it on them. One day at school the art teacher bumped me with her car while backing up into a crowd of kids, I was fine but pissed off and the art teacher shrieked and blame-slinged feministically at me until I lost my patience and started barking back, then she put me in front of the headmaster and I told him about the abusive staff members and called him terrible at his job, so he kicked me out.
Then I was sent to a worthless "speshul" school where a few teachers abused me and the students usually watched in confusion when they weren't joining in. Whenever I trusted an adult enough to tell him or her what happened at home, that adult decided to call child protective services, who sent the same fucking boomer woman over to warn my parents that I was talking about what went on at home again. I couldn't get away from my family until I became the problem of Adult Protective Services, where the slightly less retarded and lazy people go.
A woman my age at the autistics-only youth club I attended got mad at me over retarded internet roleplaying nonsense-drama that didn't even involve me, and she lied about me to the cops and accused me of abusing her, even went to some clinic to fake signs of a concussion she didn't have because she's a spoilt bitch who knows how to play her rich parents like fiddles, she was a low-functioning sociopath woman with histrionic personality disorder and every retarded boomer's sympathy. She lied and got away with it, because the cops weren't interested in this case after she cartoonishly fucked up and started gloating about physically assaulting me without realizing it hurt her case. But even though I said to the managers of the youth club and the friends I knew there "If what she said about me was true I'd be in jail so you know she's lying" they couldn't believe me because they were dumb. There was one weird creepy fucker I used to talk to online because his "woe is me, asian school life is sooo hard" shit kind of reminded me of me at the time, but he got severe TDS and stopped being a person once he stopped viewing me as a person so I'm glad I didn't tell him anything sensitive or identifiable that could fuck me over later in life.
Anyway when I went to college, I was lied to and exploited by the staff until I dropped out. They even tricked me into taking a worthless course that turned out to be the dump where they dump the autistic kids and give them a useless fake newspaper to write. I wish I dropped out sooner, trying to live on barely fucking anything is hard enough when your mom took govt money meant for you, but it's harder when you're forced to spend most of your cash on train rides between your college and shitty home every two weeks and all your cunt government can offer is a discount pass. Now that I'm living alone, I've got a free bus pass I can barely use. Government priorities, am I right?

I am an autistic man, I'm 24 years old, I'll be 25 next year, and I've spent so much of my life as property of someone else that I find it hard to notice when I'm hungry or tired and remember that I should eat or sleep without someone or a phone alarm telling me to. I shower every night before bed but sometimes I miss meals, it's what helped me go from obese fatty to only-slightly-overweight. I don't think I know what it feels like to be loved by someone else. Learning makes me happy and I love documentaries but when I tried an online free learning site it reminded me of school and I couldn't do it. Sometimes I talk to people and act charming like those "Charisma on command" youtube vids told me so they'll like me, but I've never given anyone my full backstory before. The only woman in my life I ever kissed was that bitch who falsely accused me and got away with it. I want to say I have no interest in modern women but I still feel the urge to wank to them. But I don't wank any more because of nofap.
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Anonymous
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>>3155
>Therapy is 90% just getting stuff off your chest and prompts to make you self reflect.
Whenever i attempted to self reflect it didn't work as good as talking to my thought forms about personal experiences, yes it is mainly about letting out emotion but it never satisfies me enough to warrant me feeling better.
>I say its better to introspect on your own, but there's no real harm in it.
I agree, introspection within my head was more in depth and personalized than any form of therapy i underwent, i couldn't trust the therapists at all since i knew they would diagnose my mental health with a label which i didn't like if i told them everything.
>You're basically doing that here now.
Yes, i am and have been for a while due to a couple factors, OP has for a longer time than i have though but doesn't really understand why he is doing it, i have a purpose for what i write and so does he even if he doesn't know it.

>I think the more important thing would be setting up your mind, body and surroundings so you feel happy.
Magical workings are the most mentally meditating and effective form of mental help but can also be a detriment if done wrong.
>Introspection helps with that.
It does and i recommend it.
Anonymous
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>>3155
Society is poisoned. It can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be. We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity. We are expected to live lies and support lies. Politicians paid by the music industry are trying to attach jail sentences to DMCA copystrikes but they are still less reviled by normies than anyone the tv calls a nazi. We are expected to be perfect enough to keep this broken machine working even though this machine was redesigned to hate us and kill us and drain us dry. Men are poisoned from birth in body and food and nonsense ideas forced on us by hollywood and boomer parents and school. When I try speaking to fellow christians they turn out to be cucked satanist liberal scum who refuse to recognize that laziness and PC lies won't save anyone. Nobody can appease satan or its synagogue. They are pure evil and I wish I could save people. But so many people don't want to listen to reason.
So many second hand ideas swirl in my head. I wish I could flush all the lies away. I wish I could speak to a wise all knowing mentor figure who is a thousand times my age and knows the future even though I know those dont exist. I wish I could talk to God and ask him all the questions man could ever ask.
I don't even know what I want from myself any more. I have unrealistic expectations for myself. I expect myself to be fine after everything that's happened. And that's unrealistic. People have broken from going through half the shit I went through and there are people out there who survived lives ten times as bad as mine.
Sometimes I wonder if a live spent accomplishing nothing and hiding in fantasy would make me happier than a life spent trying and failing. These are normal human feelings, right?
Anonymous
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>>3157
>Society is poisoned.
A venom has always lingered around the serpent sanctuaries, wherever there is houses there are rats and if there are no measures to get rid of them they will only feed from other peoples work, society has always been the victim of snakes and will continue to be that way until a potent antitoxin has been created to null the effects of street vipers, until then we have snakes creating carnage wherever they please because they can.
>It can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be.
No one knows what they want, they only follow what they think they desire, men can't escape from themselves which most can't deal with so they use methods of cope, men can be whatever they want to be but live in fear of others from a young age which influences their thought.
>We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity.
The heroism of men has been reduced to a fantasy stereotype of super hero characters, nothing now is expected of men other than to submit to false help and hope, to accept being walked over by those who they are told are better than themselves.
>We are expected to live lies and support lies.
The narrowness of education has imposed superficial lies about the sexes upon impressionable children which has resulted in them living a life of lies where they hate themselves for existing, the 'men' of today have trouble living with themselves instead of actually living.
>Politicians paid by the music industry are trying to attach jail sentences to DMCA copystrikes but they are still less reviled by normies than anyone the tv calls a nazi.
While orthodox Jews and Muslims abduct girls with the help of police, get offered bail out of jail when caught and given a soft sentence as opposed to a guy in England carrying a steak knife or fishing without a license, they are offered a discount on life because they are not native which is a clear example the state does not care about the lives of it's own people.
>We are expected to be perfect enough to keep this broken machine working even though this machine was redesigned to hate us and kill us and drain us dry.
Not everything is picture perfect as people are led to believe, the government is nothing more than secret slave masters who use people for profit then discard them like a used condom, humans have little meaning to the state other than as potential profit or pleasure, their livelihood is not the concern of them but rather the service they are forced to serve and anyone who rebels is locked up in a dog cage built for men.
>Men are poisoned from birth in body and food and nonsense ideas forced on us by hollywood and boomer parents and school.
There is so much soy or chemicals inside food to dampen the bodies of boys so that they are feminized and thus more accepting to things imposed upon them without their choice, they are told it's okay to have a different opinion and have choices but when they voice their thoughts or do something that is deemed wrong they are treat no better than a dog, the sole purpose of government funded education and entertainment is for brainwashing.
>When I try speaking to fellow christians they turn out to be cucked satanist liberal scum who refuse to recognize that laziness and PC lies won't save anyone.
Christians are nothing more than sheep, they follow whatever is the most kindest or nicest thing they are told to mindlessly obey to, it is the religion of submission and stupid sin that belongs in the bin, it isn't worth being good for god if there is no benefit for the person who willingly gives them self to an invisible man, it's better to better yourself instead of doing it for someone else who isn't you.
>Nobody can appease satan or its synagogue.
It's a waste of time trying to make peace with someone who was born to create chaos, the Jews are the embodiment of the 'devil' and definitely haven't strayed from being demons due to genetics, they can't stop themselves from doing what they were born to do nor can they stray from ever riding Satan's sleigh, the ride certainly hasn't ended for the Jews and they will continue to do what their ancestors did since they derive from the same Satanic stock of Sodom.
>They are pure evil and I wish I could save people.
They are inherently immoral and nothing can change that, they were bred to inflict the worst possible amount of oppression on those who aren't them and were taught that from birth.
>But so many people don't want to listen to reason.
You must try different methods of mental warfare on those you wish to apply doubt of the masters upon, a dog does not willingly go against his owner without a reason, give them a good point that logically suites the illogical and they will secede to follow you, humans are animals which means the standard rules of pressure and release also applies to them since they are apes so you can create a question that goes against their train of thought in a way that brings their train to a stop, most will not go down easily in their realm of logic since they are obedient to though so observe for the ones who are the least likely to be loyal to lies then you will have a chance of instilling your will if you are confident to do so, be patient as it is a learning process for both you and whoever is your subject.

>So many second hand ideas swirl in my head.
Same, i have lots of creativity but limit myself because i don't know what i truly want so i ignore my artistic ability, it is the result of a creative imagination which is more of a gift than a curse, i don't want to be normal and i know that it's best to think outside the box than to keep yourself close minded, by thinking of what you can do to create something new you are letting those thoughts run free which is good to see since not many people can look at things from a philosophical angle with an open mind.
I appreciate you for doing what you want.

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Anonymous
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>>3156
Talking things out doesn't necessarily have to be talking. Consider getting a journal.

A pen an paper journal, and write in it. The tactility of using a pen instead of a keyboard to write can sometimes help. Getting your thoughts out and fully written down can tell that part of your mind that's stressed about those thoughts that you've worked through the problems as much as you can. You'll find that you worry about those things less.

You also don't have to only write stuff that bothers you. You can write down the nice things that happen in the day. If you've had a decent meal, a good workout, an interesting dream, et cetera.
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>I wish I could flush all the lies away.
It's not that easy to simply end it all, suicide is the weak man's option and while down in the dumps everyone questions their existence, no one is exempt from this life of toil and strife but we are still here to live in fear, it doesn't make sense why everyone is so horrible but sometimes there isn't a good reason for why things happen and existence doesn't need an excuse to keep being bad or to do good, there is no answer to the questions we want to ask ourselves and you will never find it no matter how far you go for that knowledge, it will not come to you unless you accept that pain is temporary and necessary, it is worthless crying over your ineptness or a situation out of your control, the world is full of shit and it's hard to flush when there is no handle on life.
>I wish I could speak to a wise all knowing mentor figure who is a thousand times my age and knows the future even though I know those dont exist.
I am not that person and you will never find one, they are just men with experience in thought who have practice with their psyche, there are no gods other than what we are capable of knowing which is confined to our human intelligence, i know nothing and neither does anyone else, it's all mind games that do not mean anything other than to get part of a wider answer, i'm not old nor am i wise, i just spend my time doing what i like to do and that is the same with everyone else.
>I wish I could talk to God and ask him all the questions man could ever ask.
Why? What would you gain from asking some guy in the sky why people live and die for apparently no definitive reason other than to merely exist? I don't care because i have no good questions that matter in the grand scheme of life, i wouldn't trust him and his answers if he wasn't myself as his answers would only make sense to him because he is only an extension of man.
We all wish for something but it only comes true if you make it actual through the will of your inner self, inside yourself you are a man and you know what men are able to do but you only need to listen to yourself instead of relying on the hearsay of others, their words do not apply to you and your life.
>I don't even know what I want from myself any more.
Neither do i, nor does it matter whether i exist or not but i do, i do exist and i am here writing to you while on my surf across the web, i am thinking of responses to your responses while i exist but i do not know why i do these things at all, although it doesn't matter why since i am enjoying it so i put aside my other wants because i feel it is necessary to give you something from me, my words on a screen may mean nothing to you and neither do they have a meaning to me because i don't care about their meaning since the answer is not for me to know.
>I have unrealistic expectations for myself.
So do i, i want all the mares i could ever get my hands on but i know i will not be their master since it i am not meant for that role, i expect myself to stop myself yet i cannot since i am guided by my desire which is stronger than my opinions or biases, i expected to be a better person than i have turned out to be, i had so many opportunities i missed out on but yet i still take the path i know since it is all i know.
>I expect myself to be fine after everything that's happened.
You have expected things that have not come, you have been let down so many times by others that you expect nothing from them, you only expect betrayal which is logical given your vast amount of bad experiences at the hands of those you thought you trusted, your calls were so many times ignored that you have grown accustomed to being the subject of hate, i will give it to you that you are definitely persistent, you haven't given up yet at the hope that someone is there for you somewhere, you are still looking for someone to trust since you never had anyone trustworthy throughout your whole life, you are looking for that affection you missed out on.
I trusted people i shouldn't have and was punished for being a fool so much so that i figured it's best to keep away from those i don't know since i have come to fear people more than my eventual death, it is only logical.
>And that's unrealistic.
You will eventually feel like you are in a good position but you have to fight for it, the struggle of life is a fight and i have fought all my life against people along with myself, it is a game we are eventually going to lose at some point but we must fight like men if we are to become strong, even if we are only a shell of what are supposedly men, we mustn't give up for everything we have been through for everything we have fought for would be in vain.
>People have broken from going through half the shit I went through and there are people out there who survived lives ten times as bad as mine.
I have never handled stress from other people very well, i break like a twig when faced with something i'm told to do, i do not follow orders very well and never have done so i make my own rules because i can't follow others, the school told me what to do and think so i struck out against them for treating me like their pet which i was punished for, it didn't work though since i didn't listen to their word or care about what they had to say, they didn't care about me so i didn't care about them.
>Sometimes I wonder if a live spent accomplishing nothing and hiding in fantasy would make me happier than a life spent trying and failing.
It doesn't matter whatsoever what you do with yourself but if you do what you enjoy the most then you will have a life of love, the words or thoughts of others cannot affect you other than what you let yourself do to you, your fantasy or enjoyment is subject to you, no one else.
>These are normal human feelings, right?
There are anomalies in every man's emotions, no man can feel the same about the same as another of his kind, do what your human brain enjoys the most instead of doing what other people like.
Anonymous
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>>3164
I already have tried that, the most i could do was write about my dreams for a few days until i got bored of writing about a manifestation of my sleeping mind, it doesn't matter to me how much good or bad i do in a single day since it will always be something different the next, call me crazy for not caring about myself but i hate writing about the little things i do throughout the day, i don't care about what i do and neither do i consider it worthy to write down because it doesn't interest me.
Anonymous
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>>3166
>>3164
Part of writing and being thankful is a psychological reward for the subconscious mind.
You made yourself a nice lunch, it was really tasty. Thanks. You might not remember, but your subconscious will note down this victory and strive to have that kind of victory again. Maybe bigger or better.
<You wrote down your dreams, it was something. Thanks. Your subconscious will lean a bit more where you remember it.
<You write down the interesting things. Thanks for helping me spot it. Your subconscious will be on the look out for those neat things.
<You accomplished your goal today. No matter what it is. Thanks. Your subconscious will help you achieve any and all goals you put forth.
These little steps add up, it's training and it's extracting enjoyment, contentment, or at least engagement from day to day life. It builds history you can rely on.
<Remember that one time we pulled through? Let's that again.
<Remember that weird experience? Let's use this specific part for this purpose.
Then someones asking retorical questions you get replies.
>"Where did I leave my keys?"
<flash of thought, table plate
>"Thanks."
The metastructure remembers that, and will strive for that goal.
Although it didn't necessarily have to be writing, but a physical testament to these things can be useful.
Anonymous
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>>3166
You seem to lack patience and focus. These arent practices that are going to work overnight, and progress will always be slower than one would prefer. Theres no magic bullet/cure.
>I already tried that
For how long? A few days? Get real.
Anonymous
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>>3167
>>3168
I don't care about writing down what i do throughout my life, i would rather not go through with the process instead of doing it, i have the tools at my disposal but i will do it when i'm ready or when i feel like it, if i do something like writing about my dreams or something i did then i can't bring myself to continue the cycle for more than a couple days otherwise i get frustrated quickly, whenever i have written about them i like it but easily lose interest after repeating the same action with a completely different dream.
I have seen certain things while asleep that directly tell me what is going to happen throughout the week but the dissection of what the hell went on in my head is often too in depth to detail in full, my dreams are complex so it's easier to just not write about them because i often have 4 or 5 dreams per night, i have the choice of not writing them.
Yes i'm very impatient and i hate focusing on a certain task if i don't feel right about doing it, i get bored so i move onto something else or get frustrated and destroy what i have done so it's better not to push myself.
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>>3169
Sounds like boredom and frustration are self defense mechanisms geared toward justifying for you what you do and dont want to do, which seems to include (but is not limited to) pushing yourself.
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>>3170
You are right, thank you.
I can't get over it, i have tried and tried, it has plagued my life, limited all my capabilities and i hate how childish i am when i make a mistake while i was enjoying something like drawing or writing, it has led to me hating what i thought would have been nice to do so many times, i like art but know i would get flustered over something that shouldn't matter so i don't because i know that it would be gone at the fault of my hands.
Anonymous
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>>3171
You need to find someone irl who has been in your shoes and has successfully made the changes you hope to make.
Anonymous
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>>3172
It's as if this behavior has been engraved into my psyche, it's a part of who i am and i despise it, my father suffers the same mental hardship so maybe i should seek him out and ask him, he is the one who knows since he is the one who has dealt with this longer, he has done things at the fault of himself that he regrets like i have regretted...
Anyways thanks again.
Anonymous
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>>3169
I understand to an extent.
And the doing what is right with gut instincts is really important and it is vital, but also verifying them for outside manipulations. In my experience gut feelings are true.
Writing (or any action undertaken) shouldn't have to feel frictional and harsh.
The point isn't dissecting dreams, just key elements or a word or two a distinction that it happened.
Arts also happen to be excellent for subconscious communications.
My experience when the urge for self destructive practices (or feelings) emerge I brutally deconstruct those urges to find out why and what reason. If it's magic related and the answer is magic, that's a bit tricky. At least as much information I can unearth or require.
When all else fails save and make a copy or two (if possible). Then do as you wish upon the copy that isn't related. Or switch to a new frustration art piece that explores the feeling.
>>3157
>Society is poisoned. It can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be. We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity.
That's the point. They want to grind away at the fabric of your being.
>>3147
With that said the most important thing is to reinforce and discover, and know yourself.
>>3171
I would recomend Jocko Wilink, while he isn't perfect he does have good advice for self control and discipline. Mostly the other cohosts expanding and detailing. Do it or Don't do it
A martial art might also help.
>>3172
This is very useful.
I would suggest for the time being picking one tiny itty bitty thing you know you could easily do that would help you.
I'm talking instead of reading thirty books a day, read a sentence a day. Something that is easily done you would laugh at doing, and contributing to do it. Maybe more at times, but at least meeting that minimum your goals will be accomplished.
Anonymous
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>>3166
I don't think you really get what I was saying.
Write. Writing = thinking. Just write whatever comes to mind. Aim to fill up a page of writing on a regular basis. If writing out all the details of a complex dream is too much to do, then sketch out the dream in general terms.

Your goal is to train your mind to regularly work through ideas and see them through to the end. The self-reflection and mood alteration (from focusing on good things that happen) are almost incidental compared to this. You're trying to build up good mental habits. Good mental habits are a critical foundational skill to have for just about everything else you do in life.
Anonymous
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>>3174
>I understand to an extent.
Maybe you do, i wouldn't put it on you.
>And the doing what is right with gut instincts is really important and it is vital, but also verifying them for outside manipulations.
Forcing something that shouldn't be pressured is a good way to create an explosion, your body will tell you when it's ready for whatever you plan to do with it.
>In my experience gut feelings are true.
Always get an upset stomach when i know somethings amiss or i'm in danger, the gut rumbles and you know what's gonna happen.
>Writing (or any action undertaken) shouldn't have to feel frictional and harsh.
That's why i don't write often, if the time isn't right to write i won't.
>The point isn't dissecting dreams, just key elements or a word or two a distinction that it happened.
Like an anchor to the memory.
>Arts also happen to be excellent for subconscious communications.
Shame i haven't had that happen to me yet, i have had direct subconscious links where something is explicitly shown either just before falling asleep or waking up where i actually see what i am going to see sometime in the future, although i have practiced asking myself.
>My experience when the urge for self destructive practices (or feelings) emerge I brutally deconstruct those urges to find out why and what reason.
Usually results in me hurting myself somehow, it has a reason but it derives from my self harshness towards me, when questioning becomes part of the equation it only furthers me to being furious so instead i drop what is ultimately causing it.
>When all else fails save and make a copy or two (if possible).
Doesn't always work, i have ideas for drawings but suppress them because every time i have tried putting my thoughts to form it goes the way i didn't want it to go, i can't stand having to constantly make changes to match my errors because i know i'm just gonna make more so i don't give a fuck about drawing anymore, it's tedious.
>A martial art might also help.
Forget it, it's not for me neither are any other arts, i am not an artist in anything.
>>3175
Sorry to break it to you but it isn't in my interest to write, i have no reason to train my mind to do nothing for the supposed sake of something good, my goal is not to write because i dislike even writing sentences or letters to people so it would be pointless to do it, i am not a writer.
Anonymous
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>>3176
>Sorry to break it to you but it isn't in my interest to write
It's not about which one of your existing interests you should continue to indulge in, it's about helping you fix your brain. It's about rebuilding the fundamental structure and routines to properly organize the world you perceive such that you can deal with hardships in a more mature way.

I'm sorry, but if this is the kind of response you're having, then I honestly don't think therapy would help you. The minute you would be asked to do some sort of exercises to help you, you'd resist and give up immediately. No-one can really force you to rebuild yourself, you have to do it on your own. At least not until things get bad enough for you to be committed against your will. Even so, it'd be hard going to have your caretakers holding your hand and trying to force you to do these exercises. I think most institutions that used to do this (if they ever did) would have swapped to just drugging you up to the point where you weren't a problem anymore.

We're not telling you to develop a new passion, we're trying to get you to develop a constructive habit. It's like brushing your teeth. It's not all that "fun", but it's good for you.

Writing, whether it be journaling, stream of consciousness, or any other format, is about getting you in the habit of putting your thoughts into words.
Anonymous
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>>3177
What?
I never said i needed therapy, you go have fun with your journals and paragraphs of bullshit, doctor.
Anonymous
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>>3177
It's no use, he doesn't want it. Also.
>We're not telling you to develop a new passion, we're trying to get you to develop a constructive habit.
Who is "we"?
Anonymous
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>>3179
He was complaining about writing. There was more than one person talking about using writing as a tool. The "we" refers to all the people who were suggesting using writing, or who were suggesting using some sort of tool and applying it for more than just a few days before giving up on it.
Anonymous
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No.3181
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>>3180
>He was complaining about writing.
There should be another reason for him to not like writing so much.
>There was more than one person talking about using writing as a tool. The "we" refers to all the people who were suggesting using writing, or who were suggesting using some sort of tool and applying it for more than just a few days before giving up on it.
Alright i was a bit confused, what other tools are there?
Anonymous
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No.3182
>>3181
>There should be another reason for him to not like writing so much.
I don't like writing if i don't feel like writing and i don't like drawing if i don't want to, if i'm not determined or lack motivation to do so the idea is soon scrapped and forgotten, it's unlikely for me to do either anyhow because it's never had an appeal to me to be good at it or share it with others, is that good enough for you?
Anonymous
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No.3202
3215
Writing is fun and theraputic when done freely. If it's not fun for you try writing something else. Even if it's just shitposting. Always wondered what it would be like to dump the biggest shitposts in some big writing genre under a fake name. To try and intentionally upset readers with countless meandering chapters of bullshit and suffering and dick jokes.

Been exercising more lately but legs are still weak, ankles and knees are still shit, stamina is still low and run speed is slow. I should get out more but the roads and paths are dangerously slippery in the winter and autumn from ice and wet leaves. even mild exposure to the sun burns me in spring. Maybe I should actually try sunscreen.

It hurts when talking to people I care about and hearing how this plandemic fucked them over. Some people have elderly obese smoker 50 something wine aunts who supposedly died from the Rona so they refuse to listen to any questioning of the narratives or govts. I always wondered what it feels like to have a family full of people you care about. My family was bastards so I never got to feel that. What if I missed out on something vital for healthy and stable human development?
I wish a short burst of hyper intense training could instantly make me amazing because I desperately want to become stronger. But last time I went into "push myself no matter what" mode I fucked my elbow up and it took ages to heal. I need to be smart. Slow and steady wins the race.
Anonymous
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No.3215
3216
>>3202
>Writing is fun and theraputic when done freely. If it's not fun for you try writing something else. Even if it's just shitposting. Always wondered what it would be like to dump the biggest shitposts in some big writing genre under a fake name. To try and intentionally upset readers with countless meandering chapters of bullshit and suffering and dick jokes.
Intentionally upsetting people has been a favorite of mine for ages, that's what i have been doing here for awhile and has been my main game.
>Been exercising more lately but legs are still weak, ankles and knees are still shit, stamina is still low and run speed is slow. I should get out more but the roads and paths are dangerously slippery in the winter and autumn from ice and wet leaves.
Try walking long distances in flat shoes or boots, unbalanced heels on boots are a killer and can fuck up your posture so avoid them if you can, if you want to still get out then just walking won't be as bad as running on ice.
>even mild exposure to the sun burns me in spring. Maybe I should actually try sunscreen.
Sunburns make your skin more resistant against the sun if you can endure it, the spring sun is the time when i'm most outgoing so i get burned early so the skin builds up a defense against the warmer summer sun, it's a nice trade for having fun given it's an eye for an eye with being burned, spring is the best time of the year given how exciting it is waiting for it and how often it pays off at the climax.
>It hurts when talking to people I care about and hearing how this plandemic fucked them over. Some people have elderly obese smoker 50 something wine aunts who supposedly died from the Rona so they refuse to listen to any questioning of the narratives or govts.
Gullible cattle are so easily herded once they have mislead proof of an imaginary worry, it's quite pathetic how uncooperative with words them become after a single occurrence without further research because of some hoax that they believe.
>I always wondered what it feels like to have a family full of people you care about. My family was bastards so I never got to feel that. What if I missed out on something vital for healthy and stable human development?
At times it becomes an irritation but for the most part it's worth being part of one due to the added support that comes with a family, on the other hand you can have a real shitty handing of family cards so you get a crap deal that wasn't down to you, it boils down to the parents and how they treated their kids so a bunch of behaviors can become changed from someone's upbringing, neglect from parents or abuse can make a kid become lacking in certain emotions like empathy, if the mother is especially cruel then the boy will become highly distrustful of females or completely lack interest in them, absence of a father figure can result in bratty behavior or mischievous actions leading to nonseriousness about important tasks, there is a lot of changes that can occur depending solely upon the parents actions towards their children, it's all luck really on how you get given good and bad experiences from families.
>I wish a short burst of hyper intense training could instantly make me amazing because I desperately want to become stronger. But last time I went into "push myself no matter what" mode I fucked my elbow up and it took ages to heal. I need to be smart. Slow and steady wins the race.
Obsession over physique is generally good for both sexes but can turn into an unhealthy hobby quickly from over indulgence in the desire for fast change, there are reasons to want to be the best and look the nicest but they were never a major concern of mine from how fast my interests in the cosmetic dissipated, i value my own strength over being constantly rather than becoming fixated on how i appear to others, my social nature has evolved into becoming unsocial from years of genuine uninterest in the common fads.
Patience is a virtue and is totally worth it in the long run, don't overstep the line too quickly then fall over yourself to receive ridicule from others, look at where you are placing your feet beforehand.
Anonymous
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No.3216
3226
>>3215
This sounds like good advice.
I don't think I have any interest in modern women. I still like tits and ass but I've never met a woman I actually liked. So many of them are shallow selfish "lesser men" with little to offer the world coasting on their privileged gender while robbing men for fun and profit. When I talk to women I just met I feel like I am waiting for them to disappoint me and reveal themselves to be as terrible and selfish and petty and malicious and short-sighted as their jewed upbringing dictates.
I saw a video about post-Avatar depression. That blue people film gave some fags who watched it Otherkin Syndrome. These people actually wanted to go to Pandora and be cute-ish blue cat niggers and live on this pretty planet because it seemed so much nicer than earth. The film's "fuck humanity" message stuck with them. They expressed misery and depression and a desire to suicide and reincarnate into pandora. It reminded me of the weeaboos and bronies with similar mindsets.
Just like how when Lord Of the Rings was in cinemas... so many people watched it that it turned fags into Elfkin. Losers who decided they were elves on the inside or wanted to act like elves and reincarnate into elves.
Did you know? When Elfkin forums got popular many other weirdos went to these forums claiming to be vampires or werewolves or gods or other misc things from movies they saw as children. Elfkin named those weirdos Otherkin.
Modernity. It's so "wonderful" that everyone... even the normies... spends all their time and money trying to escape from it.
Anonymous
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No.3226
3231
satanic system.jpg
>>3216
>I don't think I have any interest in modern women
They are strange and make no sense to me, it's a waste of time being around them and frustrating, i can't stand them or their stupid interests so it's hard trying to put up with them for very long given they are no better than children, their bodies are the only thing that is interesting about them.
>I still like tits and ass but I've never met a woman I actually liked.
I have met horses i liked but never a good woman, at least horses have hearts unlike the female apes.
>So many of them are shallow selfish "lesser men" with little to offer the world coasting on their privileged gender while robbing men for fun and profit.
Most of them are not worth the light of day to see let alone giving attention to, men are stuck within their own world while women are trapped in their surroundings.
>When I talk to women I just met I feel like I am waiting for them to disappoint me and reveal themselves to be as terrible and selfish and petty and malicious and short-sighted as their jewed upbringing dictates.
It almost always happens, distrust is the logical solution after being betrayed countless times by other members of your species, i am friends with hardly no one for good people are a rare commodity, they are dicks and i hate them all.
Their upbringing is spoiled and bratty due to the way society treats them like they are the princesses they aren't, it results in them feeling entitled to just about anything that they don't deserve, the little girls are the ones who get the expensive ponies from their equally Jewish programmed mothers that they get to make run circles for entertainment, they don't care about the wellbeing of others if they get satisfaction out of them so they are not trustworthy at all, they will walk over you like you are an animal until you are pushed to the breaking point then they get away with it. Their behavior is completely akin to full blown psychopathy and modernity has only managed to influence their unruly attitudes.
>I saw a video about post-Avatar depression. That blue people film gave some fags who watched it Otherkin Syndrome.
Otherkins are unable to accept the scary world outside so they live in an imaginary world where they might have a more fair chance at existing in a world of rainbows, the Christians are no better since all their efforts are towards an imaginary world too.
>These people actually wanted to go to Pandora and be cute-ish blue cat niggers and live on this pretty planet because it seemed so much nicer than earth.
People so easily fall into any form of abysmal escapism that they can get their heads around or make them feel the nicest, it's pathetic how it's encouraged in the media to act like an utter idiot and stick your head in the ground so you don't have to see the world for the hell that it is.
>The film's "fuck humanity" message stuck with them.
No wonder, it was Jews encouraging that people are bad as a method of subversion from reality, visual impressions are so greatly impressed upon any fools who believe the scripts and what they influence along with the madness of the media.
Fuck humanity is a good message if applied to Jewish controlled civilization since a slaves life is no life, governments are good when they want to be but in general they are destroyers of everything they touch, it isn't humans who are evil but the self entitled brats who love to be in control, they are the ones who should be persecuted but most humans refuse to acknowledge the misdeeds of those 'above' them.
>They expressed misery and depression and a desire to suicide and reincarnate into pandora. It reminded me of the weeaboos and bronies with similar mindsets.
It is a literal form of giving up and submitting, they get into the mindset of a depressed dog then instead of biting the hand that feeds them poison they take themselves out of the opportunity for revenge against the world, all those wasted lives were spent in toil due to living in the real devils chains, they gave themselves to the government and spent their free time crying about life rather than making a change, it's like the shepherd and his sheep in the way of how sheep are incapable of realizing the situation they are in.
>Did you know? When Elfkin forums got popular many other weirdos went to these forums claiming to be vampires or werewolves or gods or other misc things from movies they saw as children
Just like with politics or religion, people give themselves names and defend those names for dumb devotion to a false cause, it's ridiculous how they play like the pawns they are with each other, it involves nothing critically concerning nor does any of it meaningfully matter, people are herded into forms of thought from what they see around them then mimic those same behaviors of others for the sole purpose of being apart of a group that does not have the wellbeing of it's members above all.
>Modernity. It's so "wonderful" that everyone... even the normies... spends all their time and money trying to escape from it.
True, inaction brings no change and escapism is a form of doing nothing note able or worthwhile, playing games whether it be with yourself or others has nothing nice about it since it is only momentary satisfaction, games have strings attached to them that belong to the puppet masters.
The normal fags are money slaves and spend their pointless paper to the paper printer puppeteers that they are devout by, they are sheep and cannot understand how they are being corralled into focusing on the petty problems rather than the bigger picture, they refuse to realize they are trapped in a physical hell made by the devils in control, it's a shame how many opportunities mankind misses by being so focused on the nothingness of false reality than taking the steps toward making the real changes needed towards being in a better life.
The "progress" of humans has been haltered by living in a world of pointless pleasure than doing what we can to improve it we idle away.
Anonymous
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No.3231
3241 5176
>>3226
I think society will keep focusing on meaningless fleeting pleasures until it regains its drive and understanding of what to strive for. It will put away the shallow entertainment when it rediscovers age-old sources of happiness like community and family and love. It will remember how to stand and walk and run when it remembers what a healthy society should run towards and what a healthy society should leave behind. Like bad ideas and old lies.
I don't think "humanism" can work. Not all ideas or ideologies are right. Not all races are equal. Why should America pay out the ass to India for example ust to keep some poor people in India above the poverty line when rich Indians are thriving from cheap labour? If whites controlled that cheap labour we would make it sustainable and pay it fairly because we're nice like that. It would also stop corrupt companies from outsourcing jobs to cheap overseas labour. If you feed a hobo he will come back tomorrow for more. You can only meaningfully help a hobo by giving him a job, the means to pull himself out of poverty. There will always be more poor people somewhere and there will always be more hungry mouths to feed. I don't think it's possible to feed everyone on the planet and I don't think there's any virtue in trying to feed everyone whether they give and take or just take. Most foreigners don't deserve foreign aid. How do we benefit from this arrangement? Africa and India are overcrowded thanks to foreign aid keeping their birth rates high while our own birth rate falls below the replacement rate thanks to the jews. "humanism" says you are nice if you help a lot of "humans" no matter what they contribute to your quest but that just creates dependency and unsustainable population numbers and rapefugees hungry for even more gibs.
Anonymous
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No.3241
>>3231
>I think society will keep focusing on meaningless fleeting pleasures until it regains its drive and understanding of what to strive for.
The human herd is being prodded towards engaging in degeneracy and will be lead down the path of living a life of sexual displeasure disgracefully, unless something steers them upwards instead of downward. It's unlikely the world will ever progress past being "progressive" if the ship is headed directly into a storm of cum.
>It will put away the shallow entertainment when it rediscovers age-old sources of happiness like community and family and love.
If humankind discovers how to live instead of merely existing it will be better off without tiedowns to those who live low in the world. All irrelevant entertainment is unnecessary to have enjoyment, it is optional as a way of living but leads toward an unneeded expense of skill.
>It will remember how to stand and walk and run when it remembers what a healthy society should run towards and what a healthy society should leave behind.
Running in a direction without a goal is better than having shackles bound to the feet but is running nowhere fast, a plan is needed to not fail the opportunity for being free, any civilization that seeks to help it's people is better than the hidden slavery we currently exist within, at whatever cost freedom is important but requires a definite destination to strive toward so as not to become lost.
What is a complete optimal society? What flaws within laws are the most irritating towards achieving structural success? What commodities are really needed in life?
>I don't think "humanism" can work.
Neither do I, it relies upon giving rather than making which is destined to doom. How can someone give to another foreigner without expecting to get anything in return while maintaining his success? It is hilarious how people defend an order of disorder while getting nothing in return, they are being used no better than dogs if they serve the masters of disasters.
>Not all ideas or ideologies are right. Not all races are equal.
Every single being is different, nothing is subject to not being exempt from dissimilarities as there is not a thing that is equal, it is a complete lie to state that life is fair to all.
Every thought should not be taught but rather learned, it is a waste of time teaching another man's ideas when your own is more important to you, it should be taken from a viewpoint of how to improve than as never to move the structure of the idea of the ideology, life is always moving and to rely on outdated techniques of thought is to be living in the past rather than the present, time has proven that following another man without a plan soon leads to failure, doing what doesn't work is plainly not going to work.
>Why should America pay out the ass to India for example ust to keep some poor people in India above the poverty line when rich Indians are thriving from cheap labour?
It shouldn't give anything to nobody other than the people it is supposed to serve, America serves Israel like a dog puppet nation and should be severed from the ability to give unconditional support to those who do not care about the state of the states, if you kill the point of supply for someone then they will be forced to look somewhere else for food, destroying every bit of money made by the fed will benefit the world, by killing those those who wish to get rid of us we are preserving ourselves but the method of doing it is most important so as not to attack blindly. The walls of the white house aren't indestructible nor is the money they make.
>If whites controlled that cheap labour we would make it sustainable and pay it fairly because we're nice like that.
Is the wellbeing of lesser races really in the horoscope of humanity? A person should first be deserving of that support in order to be worth helping. People may be nice but sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
>It would also stop corrupt companies from outsourcing jobs to cheap overseas labour.
The people who do the labor are necessary to complete manual tasks but profit should not be made from them to someone who doesn't do the work, capitalism is easily exploited and creates monopolies that are left to run rampant on their own accord without correction.
>You can only meaningfully help a hobo by giving him a job, the means to pull himself out of poverty.
Poverty should be worked out of rather than helped out of, one should be able to help himself to then receive support from others. A drug dealer helps habit rather than offering fundamental support, a soup kitchen only gives food than the opportunity for jobs.
>There will always be more poor people somewhere and there will always be more hungry mouths to feed.
Pitying the poor is akin to being depressed over dogs, it's a food fight that never wins.
>I don't think it's possible to feed everyone on the planet and I don't think there's any virtue in trying to feed everyone whether they give and take or just take.
Helping everyone in the world is a fantasy that people believe they can do.
>Most foreigners don't deserve foreign aid.
A bullet is cheaper than the amount of chicken a nigger will eat in his life.
>How do we benefit from this arrangement?
There are no benefits to government 'benefits', the profit is not for people but for money, the only person who benefits is the money maker.
>Africa and India are overcrowded thanks to foreign aid keeping their birth rates high while our own birth rate falls below the replacement rate thanks to the jews.
The Jews work to destabilize the world into disarray, they care about only what profit they can make from people.
>"humanism" says you are nice if you help a lot of "humans" no matter what they contribute to your quest but that just creates dependency and unsustainable population numbers and rapefugees hungry for even more gibs.
It is false generosity that is made to look good so that charities can make money out of misleading people, it's all for money.
Anonymous
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No.3275
3277
>feel depressed when working
>exhausted, spend leisure time on mindless timewasting shit
>regret it later
>feel insufficient as a man
>resume working

How do you break the cycle?
Anonymous
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No.3277
3278
>>3275
>How do you break the cycle?
You have to begin anew, one cycle stops and another starts, plan out what you have at your disposal then look at the options as to what you can try, then make it or break it by stepping into fresh waters, in or out of the comfort zone.
The cycle (ride) never ends, you can only change yourself.
Avast you may do things that bring no satisfaction while asking yourself whether there is more to life yet continue doing the same repetitive tasks, there is a world outside and it does exist while you decide if you should stay inside.
I am glad to have known and been alongside the few that I have had happiness with, the cycle of friendship ends and another one begins until there is nothing left to love, then a different type of cycle takes ahold of the previous predominant one. Depending on the way the last story ended the new habits can be greatly affected, due to extreme euphoria or crippling depression, one may start doing things abnormal to the typical character of the individual or doing a task more often from an influx of negative or positive stimuli, thus leading to a type of crutch if unhappy emotions are clouding the head or an extreme obsession to something that offers emotional or mental support, positivity is usually accomplished through being surrounded with what makes one happy, if you can somehow manage to find something you greatly enjoy, nourish it and be happy for being happy that you are enjoying something, revel in the opportunity for positivity for there is no sense in being sad over something you devoutly do like or love.
Vril would be the go to guy to ask, wherever he is.
Anonymous
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No.3278
3286
>>3277
That makes sense, thank you.
I do need a new cycle. A new road to a new me. I thought changing my diet and raising my exercise intensity and cutting fapping and aimless streaming/gooming out of my life would magically make me a new man overnight. Maybe it's going to take time for that to show results, and for the "I miss unhealthy drinks/cooming/gaming" urges to go away.
Keeping up with politics is an addicting rush of anger. Sometimes I refresh webpages because I'm desperate for more. It's like a drug and I should probably cut it out of my life too, or limit my news intake to once a week. I want to save people. But for now I can't save anybody.
I greatly enjoy art and animating. I greatly enjoy good anime, even though it's so hard to find and the only way to find it is to watch episodes of a load of bad animes that only sound like something I'd like at first before they waste their interesting premise and turn out to be shit. I should draw more. I will draw more.

Haven't thought about him in a long time. I checked if he's still alive and he's shilling his Hyperdimension Neptunia fanfics on reddit. Despite everything I hope he has fun and I hope things turn out alright for him.
Anonymous
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No.3286
3288
>>3278
Glad you still like watching those Japanese 2D picture pornos and drawing swastikas, my interest in art and shows is long gone, it has been replaced by more intimate and intense emotions.
My habits and cycles are dwindling further into the abyss day by day, I have given up on improving myself while my infamousness has only grown alongside my perversions and I have found that this pit of depressive deterioration is a hole that has been gnawing at my soul for a long time, it lingers like a noxious gas cloud that has seeped into my surroundings which continues to haunt my actions like a growing hatred that only waxes in loathe.
Not exactly what I expected but at least he is still running his cycles, albeit in a dissimilar way.
Anonymous
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No.3288
3289 3292
>>3286
Please don't give up on improving yourself. How will your life improve if you don't do your part to improve it? Losing weight didn't magically cure my depression overnight but it did help me immensely by letting me think to myself "I succeeded and that is proof that I can succeed. My weight loss goals have been met! I am responsible for my own physical and mental health. Calling myself a short fat faggot won't make me taller or buffer" whenever the dark thoughts start coming back.

Ask yourself why your old hobbies don't feel as great, and if you need to kick things up a notch. Once I went through a "Video games don't feel as fun as they used to and TV is boring" phase but then realized I only felt that way when playing mediocre games and dull TV. I was watching/playing these just because I had them, not because I actively liked them or felt any kind of challenge from them.. I'd grown as a man and I needed art that can mentally stimulate me. I needed opportunities to be creative when being productive and opportunities to be creative when playing games. As a child any respite from the outside world and any way to pass the time was a rare treat, I'd play through any shit game just because it was there and I'd beaten my best games over and over, but once you become an adult and have control over your own free time there's nothing wrong with raising your standards and going for the good shit. Even if the good shit means speedrunning an old classic.
I don't know if this advice will help you, but it helped a friend of mine who needed to hear that last bit before he could admit to himself he was sick to death of mediocre time-wasting cliche-ridden billion-hour JRPGs and wanted to try something for hardcore gamers that want to learn things and improve at a game while playing it. I taught him fighting games and he's gotten pretty good at Marvel VS Capcom 3 and Doom Eternal. It's hard to remember when he played these games like a game journalist, now that he's good at them. His Vergil actually kicks my Vergil's ass now, and it feels good to have a rival to compete with to better ourselves.
once he posted about cycles, now he posts about waifu computers and gaming console girls with computing cycles
Anonymous
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No.3289
3291
Spoilered
>>3288
Look anon, let me be clear with you that I am free to punish myself as I please and success is not important to me whatsoever, I have no hobbies but only habits that bring me satisfaction which is all that I really want, telling myself lies is only half the cake and games aren't enjoyable anymore when all I am doing is playing the same shit over and over as games are only mentally challenging, the challenge for me is getting mares to willingly suck my dick without forcing them, which is more stimulating and harder than any copy pasted mortal combat, to rob a stallion of his brides is my hobby and getting away with it is why I still love it, I don't give a damn about riding horses or any other 'normal' hobby most people have, that same old crap doesn't interest me and it's more fun fooling around with ponies despite what everyone tells me, lifting weights is something anyone, even women can do, diets are just as easy if you care so much about the way you look to others.
None of it really matters and whatever I do is down to what I decide, no matter how many words you throw at me I will not submit and do what someone told me to do, I do not care how many virtual trophies you have in Minecraft or your reputation within a gay group, I have done nothing what anyone told me to do in this thread or on this board and I'm just fine the way I am living.
Have a nice day, you colossal cunt.
Yours truly, horse fucking faggot.
PS:
I meant everything, except the colossal cunt part, you really should stop worrying about helping people who don't need it, honestly it's pretty god damn gay and you are bound to be fucked over eventually out of supposed 'good' will, I can just as easily toy with your emotions and so can anyone else, so don't give them, or let them, have the opportunity to spit in your face, don't set yourself up to fail if you don't have a plan to help people, don't get sad over why gamers aren't buying your gospel about evil Jews, help whoever you can and tell those who are willing to trust you about (((them))) but don't expect those internet normal fags to instantly believe you because you were the one who told them. Keep doing what you are right now while you are motivated, you have made good progress and I'm sure you will get what you deserve eventually, I got what I wanted after enough searching and I am happy enough where I currently am, the snow is a nice addition and I like waiting for spring, for reasons.By the way, I'm not a person who needs help desperately and telling me something like "How will your life improve if you don't do your part to improve it?" is not gonna win me over to start playing fighting games, I hate them with a passion, also another thing.Vril is a nerdy, filthy, faggot E-girl chaser that runs cycles for sluts.
Anonymous
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No.3291
3292 3294 3295
>>3289
You're right, and I'm sorry if what I said overstepped boundaries. I have no right to give life advice or tell anyone else how to live their lives.
And now that you mention it, there's someone who doesn't use this site. I think I'm being manipulated by this person. It's like I only exist for this person when he needs my help with something, and he rarely if ever listens to the advice I give.
How common is it for someone whose life is a mess to try and make himself feel better by giving life advice to others? Over the years I saw a lot of people try to give life advice to others even though they needed to take their own advice but didn't.
I probably shouldn't diss the guy behind his back but he did the same to others. It's weird how Vril tried so hard to look like he belonged here with the avatarfag-flag and "Name myself after something that seems Based And Redpilled(TM) to me" bullshit but his actions here were so childish and petty. Reminds me of the bullshit I saw idiots do to other idiots on anime roleplaying forums back when I was a preteen. Everything revolved around power and trying to manipulate perceptions with that guy, and it was tiresome. He repeated lines like a NPC. "Welcome to Corneria! Welcome to Corneria! Muh cycles! Muh cycles!". Why was he even here? It's not like he had something to say about ponies that could only be said here like "I didn't like the diversity six" or "This popular fanfic actually sucks dick and here's why" or anything like that. Did he ever disagree with "The Herd" you'll see on mainstream brony sites and their corporation-worshipping normie-tier coombrained faggot opinions?
All he ever had to say about politics was the same few pseudointellectual memes about baselessly guessing at the future through the 'mystical power' of cycles AKA fictional-world thinking. "Oh no, we must be in the bad cycle now! But things will surely get better because cycles!". Give me a fucking break, the real world doesn't work like a book where things can only get so bad before the author decides it's time to fix shit with the plot-armoured protagonist. Besides, wasn't "Vril" the name of some german psychic chick society? Or was it the name of some "subterranean master race", or a UFO some UFO-lovers think Hitler had, or some kind of energy-being? Or did he get the name from some alt-history fantasy novel about some fictional race with a stratified caste system? I forget, but I think the flag came from that last one. Fuck caste systems, they're gay. Anyway, good to see he's found some other fandom to try and ingratiate himself into. Maybe if he learns to draw, someone will pay him to draw PS2-chan with a pair of K-cup breasts or something.

I don't have anything major to report on my own life.
Still eating healthily, still avoiding porn and masturbation. Only drinking water or fruit juice or fruit smoothies or protein shake.
I cooked lasagne today for the first time, it turned out great!
Fridge is pretty empty, need to get more meat soon but cupboard is fine.
One friend told me he got the new Flu Jab. I don't trust vaccines and I'm not sure if he'd understand "Vaccines bad" if I tried explaining it to him. But I want to try anyway. Where should I start?
Anonymous
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No.3292
3294
>>3288
>>3291
Also that's me. Why did my ID change?
Anonymous
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No.3294
3296
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>>3291
>You're right, and I'm sorry if what I said overstepped boundaries.
It's alright, my reaction was more unprecedented than accordingly appropriate.
>I have no right to give life advice or tell anyone else how to live their lives.
Maybe if you had children then your teachings would mean more to them than me or anyone else.
>And now that you mention it, there's someone who doesn't use this site.
I guess he doesn't like pony pussy.
>I think I'm being manipulated by this person.
Does this guy give you the impression that he doesn't like you?
>It's like I only exist for this person when he needs my help with something, and he rarely if ever listens to the advice I give.
You know there is more in life to see and experience, you don't have to be bound to what people tell you or want you to do, leave him if you truly feel there is no friendship, if he is no fun then what are you getting out of this deal other than being his slave? If he doesn't appreciate you or spend time talking with you then is he really just using you or he is a false friend? What good has he done for you as opposed to the bad?
>How common is it for someone whose life is a mess to try and make himself feel better by giving life advice to others?
Probably uncommon I suppose, advising someone is hard and if done incorrectly can end in mistrust or misinterpretation of the help.
>Over the years I saw a lot of people try to give life advice to others even though they needed to take their own advice but didn't.
The helpless are not able to control their impulses, they cannot be able to have worthwhile wisdom if they have a negative outlook on themselves, it's better to leave people to their own devices than intrude.
>Spoiler
He has always been a Reddit fag gamer girl console cunt licker and uses books as a shield for his white knighting, he is a nondeified book worshiper that lives in science, all he ever wrote about was numbers and frankly even I was tired of it.
The word Vril is symbolized with a German idea of power or energy that exists in everything which can be manipulated in some way to change route to the favored desire, there's a bunch more shit behind it but I suggest you lurk moar and find out for yourself.
>I don't have anything major to report on my own life.
Some interesting things have been happening around me recently but it is partially my own doings, sometimes slowness can stagnate into boredom so I try avoiding the situation entirely so as to avoid feeling lonely, I have begun to hate playing games by myself as it has started to feel lonely.
>Still eating healthily, still avoiding porn and masturbation.
Well you're doing better than me at the moment but that's pretty easy to do anyways.
>Only drinking water or fruit juice or fruit smoothies or protein shake.
Oats are good for you and lower cholesterol, porridge is nice with some form of sweetener.
>I cooked lasagne today for the first time, it turned out great!
Well done, I recommend homemade shepherds pie if you liked the lasagna, it has vegetables mixed with mince meat and herbs with a layer of mashed potatoes above with cheese on top, goes good with gravy.
>Fridge is pretty empty, need to get more meat soon but cupboard is fine.
Pork loin and sirloin steak are nice cuts of meat.
>One friend told me he got the new Flu Jab.
He's fucked.
>I don't trust vaccines and I'm not sure if he'd understand "Vaccines bad" if I tried explaining it to him.
Someone who has already given their bodies to the system must trust them, if you have enough trust in each other as he does the government then he might believe you but you would have to be closer friends to be able to convince him, although I don't him personally so only you would know.
>But I want to try anyway.
It's your funeral.
>Where should I start?
Think about him in an analyzing manner, wonder about if he is oblivious to the world around him, what he does on a daily basis, his routines and passions, come to a conclusion that meets the situation you are in.
>>3292
Shit happens.
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>>3291
>everybody:

>(you):
>Man fuck that Vril guy amirite?
Literally who cares? Besides, you of all people have no grounds to be bitching about other posters, particularly ones who havent been identifiably seen in over a year
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>>3295
Makes sense, sorry about that. I'll stop.
>>3294
>loneliness
I've been there. Playing games with others helps make it go away, but only games where there's communication and a meaningful connection between the players. Team games like League are terrible for this, but have you ever tried Ratz Instagib 2.0?
Next time I go shopping, I'll buy what I need for shepherd's pie.
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>>3296
>I've been there.
We all have at some point.
>Playing games with others helps make it go away, but only games where there's communication and a meaningful connection between the players.
Don't get me wrong I still like games, it's just that there are more interesting or better things to spend time on, team games only often work well with friends yet fall apart without precise communication, well organized groups can steamroll any game they want but must have some knowledge of the game beforehand, a group of speed runners will be faster than just 1 guy trying to get lucky with RNG.
>Team games like League are terrible for this, but have you ever tried Ratz Instagib 2.0?
Heard about it a while ago but wasn't interested enough to look into it.
>Next time I go shopping, I'll buy what I need for shepherd's pie.
Good luck with it, personally I prefer it to lasagna.
Anonymous
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>>3298
Shepherds Pie is amazing!
And surprisingly simple to cook. I wish my fucktarded boomer parents knew how to cook and cared enough to try. Maybe I'd be healthier now if I got to eat something besides noodles and microwaved random crap growing up. I'm still healthy now though. I don't even miss sugary shite any more.
I told some friends I cherished them and one guy asked if I was alright. I think I'm making good progress towards being fine, and I can't wait to see how it feels.
Eventually people reveal their tragic backstories and it sounds like everyone on the planet had at least one shit boomer parent. Some were just annoying cunts and some were really dumb, selfish, oblivious, and immature. Does anyone alive have fond memories of their parents? Someone probably does, somewhere. But I don't think I know anyone who does.
Saw that BlackPilled video on Die Hard and why it's jew propaganda. How did so many people watch that film without noticing how shit the mom was? Leaving your kids alone on Christmas with an illegal alien so you can try to impress your crackhead peers at a party and get so drunk the baby feels it and work your ass off to make a Japanese businessman rich... Insane. But the film pretends it's normal.
And for some kid out there, that probably is normal.
This planet's so fucked up.
I always hated tortured similes that rely on media references. Say "It was long like a summer's day", not "It was long like the distance between Tattooine and Daygoba" for fuck's sake. Not everything needs to be a fucking reference. But sometimes I think of those characters who come from a destroyed future and are willing to die to prevent that future, even if changing the future for the better means they fade away like an old memory. I know there are people out there who had it worse than me. I met some of them. I'm glad my life so far wasn't worse than it was, and I'm glad I woke up to justice in time. Real justice, not those jew lies. I think improving myself and my life makes me feel happy. I'm not sure, but I think this is what happiness feels like.
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No.3301
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>>3300
>Shepherds Pie is amazing!
Nice to get some feedback on a dish I recommended, really I didn't half expect you to do it, thanks for going ahead and trying it though.
>And surprisingly simple to cook.
Sometimes simplicity is more satisfying rather than going all out, you don't have to break a leg to please yourself.
There are lots of foods to indulge in, the world is your oyster to try whatever suits your palate pleasantly.
>I wish my fucktarded boomer parents knew how to cook and cared enough to try.
So many kids have become accustomed to the laziness of sloth style fake food, some families rarely know the treat of meals made with love and it's disheartening, like Léon Degrelle said, the family structure is being torn apart.
>Maybe I'd be healthier now if I got to eat something besides noodles and microwaved random crap growing up.
I remember trying those microwaved lasagnas and hating it, the taste is like plastic with a mix of horsemeat.
>I'm still healthy now though.
That's alright, you can still fix yourself through appropriate care and appreciation of your success.
>I don't even miss sugary shite any more.
Empty sugars are really pointless other than to aid in making you obese.
>I told some friends I cherished them and one guy asked if I was alright.
People are prone to be sympathetic to another's discomfort, they will feel sorry for the soul that had it's childhood corrupted.
>I think I'm making good progress towards being fine, and I can't wait to see how it feels.
Good luck with that, there is one thing I will warn you against and that is don't exceed your mental or physical limits, you are bound to be disappointed if you put too much trust in the future.
>Eventually people reveal their tragic backstories and it sounds like everyone on the planet had at least one shit boomer parent.
There are people who meet someone who have enough similarities in conjunction with one another that leads to attraction which may prove to work out or not, the dating culture should cease to exist due to it's inadequacy at creating children, the way natural attractivity works does not base from that of complete and utter opposites, the incompatibility of men or women who have nothing in accordance within interests has proven to be ineffective at providing long term relationships. I would get better on with a crazy horse girl that matched my insanity than some typical bimbo bitch.
>Some were just annoying cunts and some were really dumb, selfish, oblivious, and immature.
There are certain people who were born to be dicks and assholes.
>Does anyone alive have fond memories of their parents? Someone probably does, somewhere. But I don't think I know anyone who does.
Yes there are good times, as well as bad, I've had good and bad times with my parents.
>Shit movies made by Hollywood Jews.
They are poison to the brain and should be taken as jokes, There are good and bad movies which Jews almost always have made to be objectively terrible at what flicks should strive for, the ordinary shows are garbage and are not that of the quality from the past, the modernity of television favors quantity over quality while having the ability of 'copyrighting' whatever they desire.
>And for some kid out there, that probably is normal.
Kids are innocent to the mercy of those older than them, they have no choice to do what they really want to.
>This planet's so fucked up.
Yes, it is. We are truly living in an era of chaos.
>Not everything needs to be a fucking reference.
They should keep more to themselves and encourage creativity more within the multitude of arts.
>But sometimes I think of those characters who come from a destroyed future and are willing to die to prevent that future, even if changing the future for the better means they fade away like an old memory.
Men have become weak, the modern man does not bask in glory beyond that he achieves within a game nor do they engage in any worthwhile challenges to their very being, a man should take risks to do what they desire than wasting away in these modern caves. The boys are being castrated and feminized to be faggots by outside influences beyond their understanding, these normal lives are all meaningless and boring when there are no sacrifices to be made. No one really wants to have something to die for anymore and these mundane lives do not make a man mighty.
>I'm glad my life so far wasn't worse than it was, and I'm glad I woke up to justice in time. Real justice, not those jew lies.
You definitely made the right choice, at least you have some degree of wisdom.
>I think improving myself and my life makes me feel happy. I'm not sure, but I think this is what happiness feels like.
It's always a pleasure to learn and experience new things every once in while, as long as it's worth doing.
Anonymous
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No.3302
>>3300
>Eventually people reveal their tragic backstories and it sounds like everyone on the planet had at least one shit boomer parent.
Well stories about good parents is fewer, and the normal and good times seem to be buried. It's personal and to some degree feels like bragging.
Well my grandparents those who were alive had their moments with their children, my parents ect., that qualified for that sometimes. As the grandchild it was different as the good kid, they were nice and caring if different motives.
Frankly my parents are awesome considering everything. Sure there are moments when I disagree or looking back would have adjusted things, but as people they are decent. Wouldn't trade them for anything. They aren't perfect but I love them all the same, and the feeling is mutual.
It's a miracle considering some of the wacky shit that happened with them and around them and their siblings. It makes a person thankful for what they have, and the hardships others went through.

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No.3303
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I love you guys. I really do. Those jew bastards are warring with us constantly and you'd think we'd all talk like perpetually-scowling angry people since that's how the TV usually depicts war vets when it isn't playing the shell-shocked ones for sympathy/tragedy. But here we are, and here there is real positivity. Here there is good advice from wise masculine men. This genuine culture focused on self-improvement is good for the soul. It warms my heart to know our souls are not dead.

Watched a painfully generic action movie online with friends today but I forgot its name. The film was full of gay jew shit and I took a piss break halfway through, but I'm proud of myself for hiding my power level yet swiftly and unobtrusively using one-liners and "Is she seriously...?" questions to help others notice and laugh at the most obvious and simplest-to-understand parts of propaganda.
One girl whined "They fridged her!" when a woman died in the film.
I asked her "Was it fridging when the hero's parents died in every kid's movie ever? Was John Wick's dog fridged?"
That shut her up but I don't know if it made her think or not. If a movie wasn't on she'd probably bitch loudly for a while without really saying anything.
They insist "Fridge-ing" is when a female character is killed off for the plot or for a male character's motivation. They insist depicting the killing/harming of women is responsible for real women being harmed, because they need something to blame for what's caused by the way they import rapefugees who love to rape poor women and steal/traffic daughters and randomly attack whites who are sometimes women. They also insist Frigde-ing is only fine when feminist writers do it, because it's just a power-grab. They want to spread lies and censor artists and feel like they have the power to "Sanitize fiction" and mold it to their shitty mary-sue-loving power-tripping standards. "Oy vey, a real stronk womyn can never struggle or die, don't you know? Oy vey, won't someone please forget about the men starving on the streets outside our windows and think of the fictional women?"
Feminists love pointing at fiction made by feminist jews as evidence that the world's anti woman. Because if films show Jason Vorehes and Nightmare Clawhands (bad guys) killing men and women and fans/critics cry for the women while the men they kill rarely if ever get mentioned by fans or critics, then surely it means society's normalized violence against women riiight?
It's just normal for a film to kill characters off, especially once they've outlived their usefulness. It's normal for characters to die in service of the plot or another character's motivation. It was good writing when The Empire killed Luke Skywalker's parents and burned his farm down. Made him extra-motivated and removed his ability to back out of saving the galaxy.
Sometimes a baddie will kidnap/kill an adult male character's girlfriend/wife to piss him off but that's because doing the same to the male character's ageing parents or pet puppy or box of old collector's item dolls just wouldn't have the same impact. Films have killed men to shock/motivate women, killed kids to shock/motivate parents, and killed parents to shock/motivate children. Was it fridge-ing when the Shark from Jaws ate all those people or Darth Vader blew up a planet to shock the audience and motivate the heroes to stop the baddies? When nameless masses fled from disasters or perished in them, was that "fridge-ing"?
If you only watch films with gay characters and only the horror movies where everyone but one character dies so therefore the gays probably die you're obviously a faggot desperate to have something to complain about.
And don't get me started on how many animes give the hero dead or missing parents. Or how many times, in anything ever, the master teacher guy dies!
Someone with more free time than me could probably go through a bunch of movies and animes and compare the number of dead parents and dead husbands and dead teachers and dead kids and dead pets to dead wives/girlfriends. But it wouldn't change the mind of a feminist. At bet you can get them to shut up for a while, but they'll always be weaponized karens until society turns against this behaviour and stops elevating women above men so hard that some men actually end up wanting to be stepped on and treated like shit by women.

I thought about making a thread where we post movie names and then discuss if they're jewish pozzed propaganda or not and why. But for everyone to discuss those jew films we would need to see them. Watching all those propaganda films might fuck someone's head up. Though taking the piss out of them could be fun.
A normie friend said he hates the new Star Trek and misses the old Star Treks, which he watched as a kid. So I thought about Star Trek, I heard it turned many into "Futurist" libtards convinced the future will let them be as cool as Kirk and Picard combined times four in a universe of flying cars and friendly aliens and Replicators that give you everything for free and no money or jobs. Going through that show episode by episode together and talking about why this episode was dumb wrong gay jewish propaganda, or written so bad it was accidentally anti-black instead of pro-black, or childish commie bullshit could be fun and interesting.
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No.3304
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>I love you guys.
No homo, right?
>I really do.
Whatever, I love you too, you massive faggot.
I get what you're on about, I agree with why you don't like the Jews and their movies or the gullible women who love those shit shows made by kikes, I agree with you on all that bullshit too. Why do I agree with you? Because you give a reason with an answer to why it's wrong.
I want to let you know that you are welcome to write about whatever you want to, you are not doing anything wrong by complaining about walking vaginas saying some stupid shit, I don't really have much to write about movies and anime, nor do I really give a shit about star wars or star trek, I like being here with you, I'm not too interested about what you are into but that is my preference, you are free to write what pleases you and I won't complain too much, unless you write something dumb or I get flustered over ponies, we don't have much to complain about and I'm glad you like it here with me, you don't really know me but I think we have a lot in common, except you're a bigger faggot.
I'm not a fan of thriving from conflict or being argumentative, I'm here to have fun and be a dickhead sometimes, we can be friends while we're here together, so long as we both respect one another I think we'll get along fine. there isn't a whole lot that I have against you so it's cool but time will tell what will happen.
Anonymous
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No.3305
>>3303
>>3304
Anonymous
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No.3306
>>3301
My ID changed.
Anonymous
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Is it possible to bruise your elbows by exercising too hard? I think I did that and can't extend my arms fully.
Anonymous
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No.3308
>>3307
>Is it possible to bruise your elbows by exercising too hard?
Yes, when you are training hard with heavy weights there can be a point where your body will require rest, if your arms are still hurting then you should just let them heal for a while.
>I think I did that and can't extend my arms fully.
There is a certain amount of strain for all bones and if you have been working hard on those joints then maybe you could have hurt them.
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Arms are recovering nicely.
About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel. Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling. Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs. Was stuck in bed for many days. I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain. Painkillers didn't take it all away. I thought I would never walk again. Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
But I got better. I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
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>Arms are recovering nicely.
Alright then, hope you take it easy while you recover.
>About a week or two ago I really fucked one of my feet up.
At least you didn't lose it or break it.
>Came down too hard on it when running, bruising the heel.
Bruises heal, eventually, it's the pain that you can't run away from.
>Also got infected skin and the muscles/nerves in my foot practically fucking dissolved from the swelling.
At first when you get an injury it hurts like a bitch but over time it gets better.
>Couldn't wiggle or separate my toes or pull them closer together or bend my foot towards my legs.
Once you can do circles with your foot without it hurting then it will be fine but for the moment keep yourself out of danger while you let your wounds heal accordingly to your body's recovering rate, you will know when you are alright to start beginning new projects at the correct timing.
>Was stuck in bed for many days.
It gets boring sometimes when stuck in between 4 walls.
>I remember turning up 5 hour music mixes and trying to drift away from the pain.
Distractions can help you forget about the pain but it's easier to just accept and work around it, don't let it bother you too much given it's only temporary.
>Painkillers didn't take it all away.
Strong pain reducing drugs can't get rid of the struggles you have to face later or in the moment, there are some things that cannot be avoided and you must look back on this experience while taking some form of wisdom away from it, the future promises to brighter if you can see the light at the end of road while ignoring the darkness surrounding you, you fucked your foot up and walked away from it with a mark to remind you of your errors.
>I thought I would never walk again.
You were overreacting a bit too much but your worries shall soon come to an end, you have endurance to withstand it for now and pain is a part of life as torture is temporary and all the 9 circles of hell you have to endure are there for you to be tested to your limits.
>Every so often I would feel this weird twitching sensation along a line inside my foot as though I was a puppet and that puppet-string necessary for foot movement was reconnecting itself.
Well that must be your nerves or the other bones in the heel, the biology and anatomy of our bodies is weirdly complex.
>But I got better.
The rain will clear soon and sun will shine down on you, all you have to do is be patient.
>I did physical therapy myself, stretching and exercising my foot. Learned to walk with crutches and one foot fast. Walked on both feet with crutches, and eventually stopped needing crutches.
This must be new to you to have to be bed bound in chains, it broke down your views and you must learn to get past this situation for yourself.
>Now the foot only hurts when I walk on it for the first time every day or after a long rest, but the pain goes away after about a minute of walking. Will that eventually go away?
Yes, it will, ride the pain train till you can't no longer, withstand the storm over your head and you will see freedom some point soon, everyone is subject to some form of injury that slows them down until they get back to their feet, get back up from where you have fallen and face your fears with your head high till death do you part, stand up and be strong in the face of fate.
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No.3311
>>3309
>>3310
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>>3310
Thank you.
A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Lol women.
I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it. I expected this completely. I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows. I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time. There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them. I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
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No.3317
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>>3315
>A few days ago, some woman artist normie said she wanted to collab with me on a game where I do all the work and all she does is draw things plus I have to use her characters exactly how she wants.
Not that surprising, you present yourself as being knowledgeable of coding so obviously you are going to attract people trying to take advantage of you.
>Lol women.
Haha, yes, haha, ho ho, he he ha, he ha ho, very funny.
>I expected her to flake out at the earliest opportunity. So I said "Okay, let's make a fighting game. Here's a list of what you'll need to draw. I'll program everything, you just draw the following animations..." and she went quiet after a list of the basic stand/walk/crouching/crouched/blocking/crouched blocking/jumping animations. For one out of eight characters. I didn't even mention attack animations because I didn't think we'd get far enough into this project for anyone to even consider that. Whenever I tried reaching her she "left me on read" as the kids say/do.
It's evident that she makes promises she can't keep, you gave her the chance to work together with you and she failed to go through with the plan, it's probable that she may be acting out of emotion towards you, rather than even attempting to do it she backs out when called to do work.
>And right now, after multiple days of childish silence, I got a message where she says "I don't want to work together on this project cos I don't want to make a game"
It is a half faced lie, she is prioritizing desires above teamwork and that will be her doom if she cannot learn to work around problems, she might specifically not want to be your partner also as a way of avoiding you, she has emotional fantasies of being an artist yet cannot gather the courage to do something beyond her capability.
>Women, am I right? Can't rely on them for anything, not even if this was her idea from the start.
It is a tendency of theirs to be opposed to success when faced with big scary decisions that surpass their expectations, modern women are little girls trapped in a mad world.
>I'm glad I didn't actually put in any work while waiting for her to fulfill a promise for once. She's flaked out of artist collabs before. I expected her to be a total girl about this and that's what she was. That's all she was. I'm not upset about this and I don't want to sound like I'm upset and denying it.
You have been let down for the millionth time by those you know you shouldn't trust, all your actions and behaviors were planned from the moment you met this woman, it was her actions that told you everything that needed knowing.
>I expected this completely.
Naturally, we both would have done the same.
>I didn't expect her to blow my expectations out of the water but I feel like I wish I did. We're only friends because we like the same kinds of shows.
Putting trust into someone (especially the opposite sex) is betting against the devil.
>I wish I knew what it's like to think the world of someone. I wish she had passion and drive and creativity. I wish she actually tried at life instead of lazily drifting through it and expecting the best (im)possible result every time.
Your hopes of others exist within the walls of your imagination, hate to break it to you, but these wishes are wasted, the creations of the mind are nothing without actions to fulfill dreams.
>There are a lot of people I respect but she isn't one of them.
That is agreeable.
>I wish I knew what magic words and correct dialogue option I could say that would get her to start getting her shit together.
Find out what fuels her fears, she shies and cowers from the tasks, burdens and expectations that she has been faced with in the past, she is afraid of losing so her preferred choice is to never to put herself in that situation where there is a daunt of disaster of being the loser, her habit is to run from danger rather than owing up to it, the threat of her social integrity is in danger when threatened by a challenge that scares her ability to feel good in ignorance of her skill.
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>>3317
You're unnervingly right about this woman.
She has no father figure and a petty overemotional boomer mother who is terrible at communicating and worse at treating others like people to talk to and reason with instead of whining at them about unrelated shit when dissatisfied with them and hoping they guess what's making her butthurt.
She was going to art college to learn animation but she failed a end of year test twice and had to redo the year twice in a row. but her mom somehow convinced her to take a year off from college and learning animation to spend doing housework and getting a job. This... this year. In this economy. In the middle of the World Government's Cockdown and World War Three against whites. She's white but ashamed to be white thanks to her stupid boomer mother and feminist brainwashers. Shitty boomers probably go to super hell when they die. Dante's Inferno left that circle out because it was too shocking for audiences at the time.
This girl draws like Steven Universe fucked Isabelle the dog and the baby has rounded rectangles disease. She says she's "studying cuteness like Sanrio" but if she isn't tracing the calarts toonboom style or FIM poners she can't draw. Or animate. Jesus what has this girl been doing for years at college besides whining to me via text about how she wishes she had a social life and a billion dicks in her ass. Is it weird to be glad that she's too scared to go to parties because it means there's no chance of bad shit happening there?
Anyway this lazy scared girl, let's call her Joan. She's being groomed by feminists metaphorically speaking, they are brainwashing her and every time I show her evidence that feminists are wrong or evil she clams up and stops thinking. Her mom is easily able to guilt her into doing whatever she wants but she feels no shame at anything unless an adult tells her to. Also she is terrified of upsetting the perpetually upset twitter tards and refuses to believe "you should not give a fuck about them" is good advice. They also influenced her art by making her afraid of big tiddy and drawing hot babes. If she has to draw boobs she makes them pointy and curved the wrong way.
She keeps trying to mentally regress into a toddler state 24/7 and as someone who is sexually into age play and hypnotism this disgusts me because she's doing it wrong. That was a joke, hypnotism is gay and age play disgusts me unless wanting to impregnate anime milfs counts. That's the only acceptable form of it. Anyway she's weird. but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right? Is that what girls like her are into? Would that help her? Is this something I can do over the phone?
If she was a character in a visual novel there would be a sidequest where you fix all her problems by telling her fucking obvious advice until she decides to listen to it. And maybe getting her away from her mom and into a healthier environment. My imaginary girlfriend thinks this woman is an idiot and time I spend talking to Joan instead of exercising or meditating or eating healthily or working is a waste of time. But I wish I knew how to talk Joan out of being like this and into being completely mentally healthy just like me. That is also a joke because I don't think I can call myself healthy yet. I am still recovering from a lifetime of bad influences and still trying to grow into a proper intelligent, wise, heroic man.
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It doesn't feel right for me to talk about someone behind their back like this. But if I want good advice that can help me solve this person's problems I need to be honest. I don't hate this person, I just can't think of anything positive to say about her even though I want to say nice things about her to balance things out.
Joan's mom is an annoying cunt but she doesn't seem evil like my mom was. My mom enjoyed hurting others. But this boomer tard just seems like she's used to having everything go her way without putting in much effort. She certainly never gave Joan life advice for better or worse.
Anonymous
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I know that I don't need to solve this person's problems, and I shouldn't hurt myself trying since I don't owe her anything. But I still want to try and fix her.
Anonymous
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>>3319
>>3320
>>3324
I'd say your first move should be to be ho est with yourself about why you give a damn. By all indications you seem to have all incentive to tell her to kick rocks. And yet you do not.
>But I still want to try and fix her
Why? Are you certified to administer as a counselor, therapist, or psychologist? Are things going so well for you - all your ducks in a row, all your goals and projects that warrant your actual diligence are complete or overwhelmingly completed - that you have an abundance of time to commit to this wamen?
Be honest. No rationalizations or excuses allowed. Your behavior toward this rapidly and increasingly worthless wamen is a symptom of something else. Put off facing it at your peril.
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>>3325
I will be honest with you even if this sounds weird.
I like the idea of helping others. I think it would be nice for me if she got her shit together and became someone I can talk to intellectually without her retreating into her metaphorical pillow fort whenever things start scaring her. Some of my friends are getting their shit together because I inspired them and gave them entry-level redpills. It feels nice to talk to them about getting your shit together and how shit we used to be.
I know I shouldn't sacrifice my own wellbeing for hers so I won't. I am not a qualified quackdoctor paid to do that. If I try and fix her and she doesn't listen I won't beat myself up over it or hate her, I'll just stop trying to help her and stop feeling bad for her. I'll be able to tell myself I did the right thing even if it doesn't work out. I don't simp for her and I don't want sex with her. So I don't have some stupid fantasy where I solve all her problems and then get to bone her or marry her and have ten kids. She is unappealing. I can name three people I know IRL I'd rather be with. I'm not driven by lust or desperation. I'm driven by the thought that a good person should try to help others if he can do so without compromising his ability to help more people. If she can't be helped by me or anyone then that knowledge will give me closure. But right now I can't stop myself from thinking that maybe I could help her if I just knew what to say.
Anonymous
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>>3326
Did this sound too harsh/mean/weird?
Whenever I wrote down something that sounded nice like "I want to help her because I feel bad for her and think it would be nice to see her happy for once" I deleted it and replaced it with something that sounded less sappy.
Anonymous
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>>3319
>You're unnervingly right about this woman.
These types of women are predictable and they share cloned characteristics, they are programmed to think a certain way. Wouldn't it be funny if those were lucky guesses I made like some kind of magician?
>Backstory
She's a bad artist that has been lead down a red road by left-tits who are manipulating her, nothing eye catching.
>Anyway she's weird.
Sounds funny coming from you.
>but maybe if we met in person she could temporarily age regress on purpose and then I could pat her head and call her the bravest little princess or whatever the fuck dads are supposed to do to make sure their kids turn out right?
Genuinely try to give her ideas for drawing and help her draw while praising her work, even if it looks like a 5 year old drew it, keep advising her on paying closer detail to being slower with her lines and circles, if you try mentoring her art style too quickly or continuously criticizing her 'art' it may remind her of her father, just try being genuine and friendly while going with the flow of the moment, if she's alright with being close to you then making a move to persuading her actions will be easier, getting a lost woman to listen to your ideas might work but it has to be slowly as you will have to learn her and how to step carefully into her comfort zone, if you can give enough support she has potential to listen to what you have to tell her, if you can wedge your way into being that fallback pillow for her to come crying to, then you have a chance, when you have yourself the pillar that she holds onto then you will be able to do what you want, she is lacking in embracement by her father as he has never been there for her to coming crying to, be the giver of affection that soothes her sobbing then she will be utterly at your mercy, give her what she craves to her by simply being there for her to cry on or for her to open up to, either way she will eventually begin to see you as a role model while the intimacy deepens, keep this up while being her teddy bear to cry onto, she is mostly innocent in heart as her immature thoughts are that of a confused girl without any parental guidance, she is afraid of what she doesn't know and if you can explain to her in a comforting manner that you want to help her then she may accept your advances towards you being there to support her, these daddy deprived women are looking for a father figure who is there for them to listen to them talk when they are frightened with moral decisions, don't come on too strong and she will decide to choose you, when you are in the right circumstance and if you play your cards right.
>How do red pill feminist?
Sounds like a tough challenge, the spell is broken if you can get close enough to her that she'll trust you more than her twitter followers, good luck with that, if your primary goal is to 'help' make Joe Anne bend to your command then you need to make yourself a trustworthy friend or her boyfriend, she might trust you that bit better if there is a closer bond between you both, which means your influence over her thoughts will be stronger, she is likely to be a man hater and if so will be harder to get her to do what you want since she has told herself to not listen to advice from the opposite sex, get to be around her a bit more often to learn her patterns and behaviors, let's say you have known her for about a year or perhaps less, over time that trust will slowly build up until she is more accepting to your wants (assuming she doesn't try to get away from you) then she will begin to listen to you if you give her some affection rather than forcing yourself onto her, spend time with her and get to be her friend then maybe she will believe you are trying to help, situations will come together in a way where you are the one for her, don't push yourself too much in her face or she might get scared that you are a danger to her wellbeing and interests.
>>3320
>>3324
>>3326
>>3327
You are nervous about what she may think about your actions and thought process, this is in anticipation of the desired outcome and is fairly ordinary, you are lying to yourself if you claim to be completely uninterested in her, you wouldn't have brought this woman here if she wasn't on your mind, there is something about her that intrigues you, am I wrong to suggest that she reminds you of your own upbringing?
You are under the assumption that she can be dissuaded because she is sitting in a similar situation like you have previously been, look at what are her influences and deduct whether she is savable from them, remember that this is is a gradual process of learning how to befriend and comfort this woman so she falls into your arms without forcing it, you must be willing to be dedicated to her for you to have any impact on her thoughts or feelings, if you are in the back of her head then you are not going to be a grand subject of question to her, let alone be of any importance, don't worry too much and you will be fine with her.
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>>3328
This sounds like good advice, but up until now I was always told men who try to become the "shoulder women cry on" just end up stuck in that role forever as "beta male cuck orbiters" who get "friendzoned". Supposedly she sees you as the boring safe backup option while she runs around trying all the dangerous criminal crackhead/buff chad dick expecting sex with her to turn them into her ideal husbands. Also supposedly she starts seeing you as an object who'll always be there no matter how she treats you, because she assumes you enjoy her interactions as much as she does and you enjoy wiping her tears as much as she enjoys having them wiped away.
Are you sure I won't end up like that? I'm open to the idea that I was lied to about women because this technique's actually super effective. But so many losers get cucked by being too nice and supportive and unconditionally loving towards women that view dedicated and loving men as a boring safe option to settle for after turning fourty if he hasn't found a better option. How do i avoid that fate?
Joan already comes to me when she needs a shoulder to cry on or some advice. Is this good?

When it comes to our backgrounds, she was neglected by a lazy whore mother who didn't care how her habits and behaviours affected her daughter, but I was actively abused by two lying narcissistic parents who enjoyed hurting me and tormenting me and spreading lies about me. Child protective services aided and abetting them, this obese whore showed up to my parents house whenever kid-me trusted someone enough to talk to them about my home life and answer questions like "Why do your eyes look so tired?" and "Where did those bruises come from?" honestly. And because I'm disabled I wasn't allowed to move out on my own, and my parents stole my money so I couldn't just sneak out one night with a pocket full of cash and a dream. I couldn't get away until I became the problem of adult protective services, who finally helped me get away from my parents.

Joan doesn't take important things seriously or put effort into achieving any goals she sets for herself or has set for her. And she wastes too much time worrying about nonsensical bullshit like "I'm worried the 10ish year age gap between the gay simpsons characters I'm writing fanfiction lemons about is too big! And I'm worried there are toxic power dynamics going on!". Both are adults, who gives a fuck? It's gay bullshit about the fucking simpsons, who gives a fuck?! If you write faggots as abusive cunts, women get off on it even more! Probably. Women loved Fifty Shades of Grey for being degenerate bullshit just like gayness. So if you combined gay with fifty sharts of gay you'd get the secret to the money of dumb women everywhere.
Also it annoys me that she blindly listens to her whiny mom, who just says random bullshit whenever she's upset even if it makes Joan cry for hours. She wastes hours every day watching trashy normie tv shows that don't help her art or relate to art, such as The Jeremy Kyle Show. When she's not watching shit like that she's watching the same 3 Cartoon Network cartoons from her childhood over and over. It's very rare that she makes art, and I don't know when she practices art or if she ever does. She did go through a "I want to bone Jack Skellington and Sans Undertale" phase but that ended and now she's in a "I fetishize gay men and want to see them fuck and I love how much easy positive feedback I get for posting this on twitter" phase.
How can I introduce her to new things? I have a lot of animes I want to show her but she's been brainwashed into thinking all anime is pedo shit that's morally wrong for having big tiddies and fanservice.
This ignorant slut couldn't sit through episode one of cowboy bebop. She said Tea Gardener from Yugioh dresses like a slut when I showed her yugioh! Pic related, it's Tea from Yugioh.
Joan also said she hated books when I tried introducing her to some good ones. At least she never read Harry Potter, right?
If she's going to write stories that are actually good for once she needs a wider "Pallete" of ideas in her head to draw from when designing original stories/animations/characters/cartoon ideas that are actually original. Everything she writes still feels like a fanfic for something else with most of the names changed because she still hasn't figured out how to put original spins on ideas she's seen before.
There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
Also she's stuck in the "Feel depressed and empty, try to fill the void with distractions, fail, repeat" cycle. How do I get her out of that?
Anonymous
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>>3326
>I like the idea of helping others.
Of course you do. Everyone does. But, rattle this around wit ur tea at 4:00.
Are you willing to take responsibility for being both incapable to provide the 'help' you envision AND the repercussions? Seriously.
I'll let Jordan Peterson say it, cuz it clearly not listening.
"Set your house in perfect order before you criticize the world"
Is your house even in order, let one perfect order? Cuz until then, what business do you have? Who elected you to so graciously sprinkle your opinions upon people? The fucking nerve of this bong!.
You could have avoided this by being honest. I told you no rationalizations, but u didnt lisyen.

You want to save ppl cuz then you're absolved of saving yourself. Fix yourself.
Anonymous
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>>3330
But my house seems to be in order now. I have a healthy daily schedule full of good habits and I work on my projects at a sustainable rate, I sleep regularly, I exercise and eat healthily, I don't feel like an empty shell any more, I found God and the light and love of God and Jesus Christ, I have no contact with my abusive parents, and I don't blame myself for how they treated me. I nutted in my sleep last night but my nofap streak is still strong. I even got myself heavier weights and a standing punchbag for more health and more varied exercise. Punching the fuck out of it feels good. I cook my own high quality meals. I have a circle of friends I unironically care about and it feels good to be a good influence on them. But at the same time I avoid being too preachy/political with them. I save that talk for when it's needed instead of saying that stuff constantly like some sitcom character gimmick. Sure I could be buffer and richer and I still don't have a car but as far as things go I think I'm doing pretty well.
Anonymous
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>>3329
>There's so much obvious shit she just doesn't get. And when I try to help her she just ignores any piece of advice she doesn't like hearing.
She sounds perfect for you then
Anonymous
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>>3332
Are you mad at me?
Anonymous
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>>3333
Not at all, I'm looking forward to you getting a taste of your own medicine. Nice quads tho
Anonymous
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Anon, without going into too much detail, there are places you can work through this kind of stuff alongside or without therapy. I haven't read most of this thread but the little I've glanced at makes me think you might be able to benefit from this. It'll be there if and when you need it, and this isn't your typical AA-style meeting, where the only objective is appears to be not to drink; this program is specifically to help work through issues like these and have them stop affecting people's lives well into adulthood. Nor is ACA reserved for children of alcoholics. It's for anyone that comes from a broken home.
https://adultchildren.org/literature/laundry-list/

I won't be able to help you work through any of the particular issues you've mentioned thus far but I'd be happy to answer any questions you might have about the program itself.
Anonymous
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>>3335
Why do you think that works?
Anonymous
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>>3329
>Friend zone.
The friend zone is where you get placed on a scale set by a woman on how valuable of an asset you are to her, if to her you're worth keeping around then you will be used as a tool for whatever she wants, usually they see you as desperate and a reliability that craves attention so they put you on a pedestal of attractiveness.
>Are you sure I won't end up like that?
Depends on how you present yourself, you are the one who puts your feet into dangerous territory. No, I'm not sure but women are deceitful so take care.
>How do I get her out of that?
It is ultimately down to her, forcing someone to change themselves because you told them to works only in specific situations, where there are lines of respect and understanding between one another, the mutual care flourishes while cooperation becomes second nature. Make a move and see what happens but be prepared for consequences that will be brought after the action has been taken, concoct a plan and fulfill it while developing psychological strategies to enact perfectly according to the subjects own patterned psyche, organize your decisions carefully, if you fail to grasp or understand the magnitude of what you are planning then you should go back to the drawing board.
Anonymous
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Talking to w*men is a mistake, always. They are your enemy, and will never know brotherhood.
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>>3335
I don't mean that as doubt or an insult, I'm open to trying it. But what about it makes you think it'll work? Has it worked on people you know before?
>>3337
Makes sense. Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids. I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa, since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
>>3338
True, women are shit parasites. At best, they're shit in ways that are harmless to you and those you care about, and it's easy enough to go along with the delusions the female brain relies upon. At usually, they're actively harmful to themselves or others for no good reason, and they get away with it because this jewed society sees lying feminist conquerors and lying jewish conquerors as victims of their male white slaves. They can't be in charge because all they know is blame-shifting and delegating their responsibilities onto people they're supposed to help/organize/lead. And they only make good workers when they think a man in charge won't let them get away with it. I've met a lot of women in my life and I've never met a good one in my life. I've met men in bad situations who do the best with what little they have, and I've met women born with so much more who had it all handed to them and threw it all away because of their childish whims.
Sometimes I wonder what it was like in the era before women were allowed to be such cancerous jewed parasites that they ended up poisoning civilization.
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>>3336
>>3339
I wouldn't be comfortable expressing my opinion on that, sorry anon. As they say though, "it works if you work it, and you're worth it." ;)
Anonymous
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>>3341
Alright, I'll look into it.

>everyone
I got a new metal water bottle, but when drinking water from it you can REALLY taste the metal.
Is that normal, or did I buy a shit water bottle I should stop drinking from immediately?
Normally my water containers are plastic.
Anonymous
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>>3342
Glass bottles, anon. I like to buy 1 large Voss bottle and reuse it, for precisely the issue of metal or plastic leeching into it. Clean it with vinegar, Voss has shit quality controls per independent consumer study groups. You may want to make a neoprene cover for it if you do.
Anonymous
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>>3339
>Don't worry, I don't fantasize about fucking her and having ten or more kids.
She wouldn't make a good mother, she can't take responsibility for her own actions so her kids would be even worse under her blind guidance.
>I'm perfectly fine with my pony waifu tulpa,
That's good enough, not as much stress or danger.
>since if I ever had kids with a real woman it would just divorce-rape me and leave me homeless and treat my kids like shit.
Most women are complete psycho bitches, it's disheartening seeing their behaviors in action, horse girls are fucking nuts, and that's coming from me.
Anonymous
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>>3344
Horse girls are so fucking creepy because their love of horses isn't genuine. They just get off on dominating and commanding such a massive beast that could easily kill them if it hadn't been dog-trained into learning helplessness. It's always the obnoxiously rich girls whose daddy actually bought them ten horses and an unproductive farm for their birthday too. Then they have the gall to act like touching animals and seeing dirt now and then makes them special like they're fucking cowboys or something when they're really no better than any other hedonistic worthless bitch. And they have those stupid fucking ukuleles and nasally pitchy voices and shitty fucking hair styles that try to look messy and effortless and punk but was more expensive than a working class family struggling to make ends meet in a society damaged by feminism spends on food in a week. Is there anything more fake and commodified than the punk "subculture"? Govt-approved anarchy pins and anti-capitalist Che Guava shirts for just two hundred dollars plus one-day Amazon shipping, spend your money on the worst look possible here! "oh my god, liking bands shilled on MTV makes me so underground and simultaneously Scene and Emo and Goffik and Punk!".
Their taste in everything is shit and everything they do is a delusion or a signal like their shitty piercings and stupidly expensive pre-ripped jeans and scummy power-mad self-fetishizing abusive personality. I wish horses had magnetic fields that would send their piercings flying out of their bodies. They expect to be able to treat men worse than their needy pet horses too. If you date a horse girl she will at best love you forth after her daddy's money, your money, her horses, and you in that order. Yes I once met a horse girl and I will unironically hate them all until I meet one that treats animals and people with respect and could actually survive without her delusions and material pleasures and typical narcissistic histrionic female ego.

Maybe women just shouldn't be allowed nice things. Maybe if women were forced to go to church and be nuns in nun clothes until they're of a marriageable age and couldn't own land or children and had to be good mothers to their men or pro nuns or maids to good mothers, society would be better off. Rare one-in-ten-million good women who turn out good despite society's bad influences can't possibly be worth all the bad ones raping every man's wallet and future through taxes and govt abuse. Women shouldn't be able to vote. Even restricting their voting rights to "married women with kids only" would be a huge step up. I know it's impossible to truly ban and burn all copies of something in the information age but if anything should be forced underground it's all those disgusting romantic comedies that teach impressionable young girls it's okay to be a piece of shit because you'll be rewarded with a beautiful celebrity man once he's gotten over all the issues that prevent him from being a lazy narcissistic cunt's dream lover. Maybe women would turn out better if they couldn't watch shit like Mama Mia during their formative years and had to watch anime like normal people.
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>>3346
Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects. Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best. I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
Today was a good day.
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>>3346
>Horse girls
Some of them can be nice but not all of them, there are always exceptions, the ones that are well natured round out to be better than most other women, the true good stable girls are hardworking and are helpful, they are pure and innocent whereas the egoists are the opposites, they are a set example of those women who think they are everything and use their wealth as a method of power to enact their desires of control, they take advantage of everything living around them and see that animals belong below their feet as a result of their superiority complex.
>Anarchist punk pansies
Kek, they are delusional jokers that believe freedom will save them from the ineptitude of ignorance, they are static and boring to be around while they spout about themselves or how miserable their lives are on repeat, they value feelings above logic and their whole life is based around that emotional worldview.
>>3347
>Should I not post stuff like this about women, and focus on self-improvement talk?
It's your choice, no one is exactly forcing you, worrying about your moon runes on a how to brush horse hair site is fairly ridiculous, there is no difference as the point of this is making you feel and think better, you worry a lot about your public perception and that's why it's so funny because you take everything so seriously that you write or read.
>Today I ate healthily, exercised, avoided masturbation, and made progress on my personal projects.
That was yesterday, what happens today is a different story, a simple life is usually the most fulfilling, though that is not the case for some.
>Watching an anime called "How Heavy Are the Dumbbells You Lift?" gave me exercise advice but I'm not sure if it's right or not.
If you actually want to learn then you must investigate and study the possibilities, using a Chinese cartoon about heavy bells as your primary source of learning is open to being exploited by foreign media, experiment with new tactics and styles to find the one that works best for you.
>It said to drink protein shakes shortly after exercising, so I did. Feels good.
Ok, that's your decision to try what people tell you.
>A gym bro friend of mine insists the "Grenade" protein bars/protein shakes are the best.
Look for yourself, examine what are the numbers and ingredients then compare them with competing brands, explore your plethora of options rather than focusing on a single subject.
You ask for appreciation and recognition while questioning if you are allowed to make your own choices, of course YOU can make decisions for yourself, when you were a kid you probably always asked if you were allowed to have fun while expecting a denial every time, you have been engraved with a pattern of thought from your father, so you still act quite immaturely since that is your programmed behavior.
>I'll try the bars some time but I prefer to make my own protein shakes. That way, I always know what goes into them.
That's alright, you can see with your own eyes of what to choose since you have the choice of doing bad or good to your body and mind, your intake of foods and education both affect how you act or think.
>Today was a good day.
You completed the tasks that you set for yourself, success creates satisfaction, you made a victory and there was enjoyment in doing so.
Anonymous
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Forget your past, focus on improving yourself for the future. If you need to, move somewhere else so you can start fresh and be a new person.
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>>3348
This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
>>3349
That's a good idea. Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.

>everyone
Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat. It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit". One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way, surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5 because he has a guy for everything. Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic. It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that. I'm glad I'm not on twitter. My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter. And he said he'd do that! Suck my cock Fuckerberg. I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats. Felt good about myself. Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over. Is that some hardcore thing for pros? One guy I know does cosplay and makes some sick foam swords. I showed him Satsuki Kiriyuin's sword and asked how much it would cost. He said a low number, I said deal. I drew the design on paper from all major angles with measurements and offered to email him a simple 3d model and pictures of the blade but he said no to that part. It took months for some reason but today he gave me the greatest sword he's ever made. He took some liberties with the design. It's a rectangular block of wood with no taper and a rounded tip, along with a shattered splintery handle with cord tied around the handle to tie it to another unbroken handle with a diamond pommel and blocky crossguard. It comes pre-cracked and pre-dented, too. Guess testing this blade must have gotten rough. But hey, every good swordsman knows if your sword hasn't broken during testing you need to try harder until it breaks in half and you repair the fucking thing with string. Loose string that slides down the two hilts. Everyone knows that just means more air gets in your sword and nothing's faster than air so it'll help your sword go faster. The hilt is broken in such a way that any pressure or recoil to the blade bends the blade from the hilt and into your forefingers with extra leverage while stabbing into the palm with an uneven splintered surface. Or vice versa if you swing the sword backwards. There is also no sheath so you can't jack the sword off like Vergil from Devil May Cry or do his Iaido weeb shit. You can't even end them rightly with a good pommel toss because the pommel is part of the handle. And the blade's half-handle makes the main handle too wide to properly grip so you can't even strike someone with the pommel. If you held the sword by the wooden blade and tried rhe old Mordhau the crossguard would bend thanks to the unique and innovative pre-broken handle. You could only hurt someone by holding the blade and slapping someone with the blade before it transitions into broken hilt and pommel. I think that it could be used in home defense if you tossed it into the hands of an intruder and then swung a baseball bat at him, hoping he grabs the sword and tries to block it with the shit sword only to lose his hand. This is the greatest sword he's ever made because everything that ever looked nice was plastic with foam in the middle and foam is softer than bronze. But hey, at least it was free. I asked what happened to the sword and he said he's never tried making a prop from wood before. I thanked him anyway because hey, it's free. I showed it to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
Anonymous
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No.3357
>>3355
*foam with plastic in the middle.
A thin plastic rod is engulfed by square foam chunks. Cement is used to glue the chunks together. A belt sander is used to grind away at the sword and make it look like a sharp thin blade even though it's harmless foam. Then it is painted blue. Then it is painted metal. Then the hilt is painted brown like leather. And that's today's episode of How It's Made.
I don't know why he made this one out of wood. I didn't think he had anything for wood but there's a thin line cut into the wood on one side of the crossguard like it's touched a sawblade that went in deeper than it was supposed to.
I tried to make the sword description funny with that "foam is softer than bronze so it's an inferior sword material and air can get into your sword to make it faster" talk. How'd I do?
Half dead tired post
Anonymous
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No.3358
3359 3360
>>3355
I'd recommend having a more legible post structure, and topical ideas that merit the words used. (Normally I leave out the implied why say that in the first place) Because I would like to see easily identifiable points for faster reading.
Otherwise it's good to hear you're doing good.
Thought 1
>Another good day of exercise and eating healthily. Salad's good with meat.
Yes. Delicious food is nice, and so is improvement.
Thought 1 tangent
>It's annoying when people brag about being unhealthy because you need to resist the urge to say something like "Exercise for once holy shit".
You need to reallocate your fucks given to yourself and those who matter most to you. If and possibly when you do have the wisdom, knowledge, power, opportunity, and the right set of actions then affecting others is a good possibility. Otherwise it is highly circumstantial and limited, by the ability and foreknowledge of the situation.
<tldr: give fewer fucks
I figure I should mention this the lead up and the pay off for this new topic is nothing. This is a new topic and by conventional writing standards it would be a separate paragraph or even essay entirely.
Thought 2
>One friend was surprised that I know people who do stuff when I talked about the weird shit I'm proofreading for a writer friend in a nonspoilery way,
Thought 2 supporting detail
>surprised guy said I'm like the protagonist from Persona 5
Thought 2 explaination
>because he has a guy for everything.
Thought 2 clarification 'joke'
>Thanks mate but my friend circle sadly doesn't include a back alley doctor, an airsoft gun guy, a politician, or a tarotino able to unironically use actual magic.
Thought 2 tangent, Persona 5 has a tweeting person
>It does have someone who got into retarded twitter beef for no reason with a fandom I didn't know existed so there's that.
Thought 2 tangent's tangent. Technically sorta kinda but... it's uber related of sorts...
>I'm glad I'm not on twitter.
Topic has now split again.
Thought 3
>My advice to him was to take a month vacation from twitter.
Thought 3 outcome
>And he said he'd do that!
Thought 3 tangent joke
>Suck my cock Fuckerberg.
<...
Complete topic shift
Thought 4
>I increased the weight intensity for my bench presses and squats.
Thought 4 personal observation of effects
>Felt good about myself.
Thought 4 tangent at the gym of sorts
>Saw someone put a foam plate on the back of his legs while lying on his back and raise them towards his chest while bending them so his knees squished the foam over and over.
Tangent 4 Question
>Is that some hardcore thing for pros?
<even though search engines and video content are suspect innocent questions such as what the fuck is the foam thing is okay to seek.
<but by the evidence the guy probably just wanted more leg resistance.
My tangent not about the foam thing. More about exercise. (Normally this would go by point the main point.)
Posture is important.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EREvdCaxZHo&t=166

>Foam and the sword saga and the question at hand.
<Why though? Why go through all of that here and now?
>/a/ the sword is pain post
Sarcasm is an exercise in creativity and misunderstandings for the internet era to get it just right with proper intonation.
>tldr free junk isn't free you're the product
Testing new material such as wood is not the same as foam.
As for usability he worked with foam for the looks rather than function. Or it was to make a thing and end the project quickly without the main source of income, the plastic and foam cosplay stuff, from being impacted.
>I tried to make the sword description funny with that
-the post here-
>talk. How'd I do?
There's no brevity, levity is in a ditch that climbs out at the end and no time for natural pauses. If there is it would be better said aloud and with demonstration. It could use some work.

<Sorry baseball fans
I got a free sword from someone who does sick foam and plastic cosplay swords. Pic related for the anime sword it is based on.
I got exactly what I payed for after a few months, and it's wood.
It has everything you could ask for in anime, held together by shear willpower, guts, and string. Angular and raw like a 2x4.
The blade is to proper UK lumber standards and is safe to slice toast with, and the baseball league.
Like morning wood, but with more cracks and dents you could shake at. It strikes out there, but the twin handles side by side give the classic experience of sliding to first base, on a construction field.
First is the splinters, second is the double wide suprise, third is an out of phase guard, and the in-field string binds it all up. If you make it home it's broke in twain from the abuse. Getting the homerun once would be cake with everything going for it.
No charge at all. It's one of a kind. Best of all if it were an...
So I showed this to an artist friend who collects swords and draws anime girls and he asked a load of questions about the sword. I answered them truthfully and he couldn't stop laughing. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
Hanging either on a wall might be difficult, but it would make an impression.
Anonymous
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No.3359
>>3358
>I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" and he said "disabled".
I coulda editeds more for flow and punchiness
<. I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?" He replies "disabled".
Or maybe
<I asked him "what would this look like as an anime girl?"
<"disabled".
Anonymous
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No.3360
3361
>>3358
When I said "but it does have a twitter-using idiot" i meant my friend circle not the game.
Sorry about the length, I'll shorten them from now on.
I was going to ask artist fren to draw it as an anime girl but I forgot to to that. I asked this morning and he said "no its too ugly". Thats ok.
Anonymous
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No.3361
>>3360
>I'll shorten them from now on
Sure you will
Anonymous
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No.3362
3363
Today I saw two cucked fags in blm shirts in public during my walk. Avoided them casually.
I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
I wish I didn't have to hide my true self. I wish I lived in a noncucked country. Brainwashed people are everywhere. I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit". Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to. How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
Anonymous
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No.3363
3364
>>3355
>This might sound odd but I love that we can call the site silly things.
So do I, this is my favorite witch hunting Christian hangout.
>On lesser forums and in lesser fandoms you have to suck dick saying shit like "This is the greatest forum on the internet" and "This fandom will cause world peace through shared love for Lucario" but here we call this place things like a mongolian horse whispering forum for fun and everyone's fine with it.
It's part of channel culture, the internet is now one of the few places in the world with a sense of humor.
>>3362
>Today I saw two cucked fags in blm shirts in public during my walk. Avoided them casually.
Baffled that you didn't take their number.
>I still ate healthily and exercised today but it got me thinking about this society.
Pondering why it's a big joke?
>I wish I didn't have to hide my true self.
Secrets are best kept than spread, gossip gets around quick and it can screw you over.
>I wish I lived in a noncucked country.
This island has gone to hell.
>Brainwashed people are everywhere.
They are dead in the head, given a script to obey.
>I wonder how it feels to, in person, just walk into a church and be a good part of a good christian community without lesbian jew pastors screeching "all hail diversity, jesus would have hated Boris and Brexit".
The influx of Negros and Jews have brought with them a slew of subversion, infecting every area and walk of life so that their thoughts are imposed upon you. To me the church is a reminder of death, the twisting tower with it's deafening bells, a constant haunt of the past and of graves, a symbol of authority.
>Does it feel good to sing a song about jesus with others and know the person beside you trusts you absolutely and would die for you just as you would die for him?
It's a form of bonding and connecting with people of a similar mentality, singsongs should be buoyant and happy. Not many people are as devoted to their friends or family anymore.
>The boomers sold us and our future out to the enemy for profit, because the jew told them to.
Without Jews the world we exist within would be much different.
>How is it possible for them to be so stupid and evil?
They were sidetracked with their own desires, drunk and drugged they did not see the danger in the temptation of those numerous lies, people are gullible and trust too easily.
>I wish there was an ending to this story where aliens float down to earth one day and congratulate white men for surviving this long on a planet where everything inferior evolved to prey upon them by any means necessary. Then the aliens press a button on their spaceship that ends this experiment and erases all enemies and upgrades white women into obedient kind poners, giving them souls and brains in the process.
This scenario would be better than the current one. Keep dreaming on.
>Do you think people will rise up one day to fight the corrupt governments of the world and their """peaceful""" third world war on us?
Time will tell eventually, there is definitely something on the horizon though, people generally prefer to not get themselves hurt if it isn't in their interest to do so. Many, many people are so shortsighted and impressionable.
Anonymous
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No.3364
>>3363
The church seems like something that could have worked if it tried harder. Christianity survived being thrown to the lions. It survived Jesus's death. But it couldn't stop itself from thinking if it welcomed subversive elements with open arms, they would give up their poisonous ways and be good. That's just not in the nature of scorpions.
Real churches look good, and their bells are alright if you aren't too close to them. At least they have bells instead of that obnoxious islamic call to prayer. Imagine needing some faggot to yell "Pray to your god now!" before you actually do. Imagine being that faggot who stands up for everyone and yells "Pray now!" first. Islam's a religion of power-craving scorpions and poisoned sheep who can't be saved.
Anonymous
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No.3365
>>3355
>Sometimes I consider changing my name so I will sound cooler and won't have my bastard father's last name.
I have moved twice, each time leaving all friends behind and starting over. It worked really well for me, I learned a lot. Get a job where you have to deal with people, you get to practice being social on someone else's dime, though it's kind of wierd right now with everyone in masks... Start doing phone tech support if you need to start really small, at least you will gain some skills talking.
Anonymous
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No.3367
Another day of health and alright fortune

I had this idea for a thread called "Glitches in the matrix" or "Leftists behaving badly" or something like that. A thread full of short clips displaying things like animalistic niggers committing crimes, feminists saying "kill all men" and getting cheered by other feminists and generally not even trying to hide their hatred of men, jews gloating evilly about their crimes, lefties openly celebrating white genocide, and so on.
A place to post these short perception-changing videos that shatter a normie's faith in what he's been told to think. The shorter and easier for someone new to all this politics stuff to understand, the better. Because so far when redpilling normies these videos have the most impact on their preconceived notions, opening them up to deeper thought and longer videos/discussions.
Anonymous
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No.3372
Another day of taking care of my body and getting fitter even though this world's going to shit. Focus on what I can control, that's what the advice said.
My alt-history-obsessed friend showed me a ridiculous video that claimed America's going to be isolationist for the next 80 years and "Trump was an isolationist backlash that closed immigration" and France will become a superpower when America's not looking because "France is so stable".
Was the video's creator having a fucking stroke? France will either cast off its jewish chains and cast out its islamic invaders or become another forward-operating base in the EU's islamic one-sided ethnic war on peace.
The video also claimed declining white birth rates are "just a myth that rely on hispanic birth rates remaining constant also most hispanics marry whites so they'll become whiter over time so there".
If pure water is mixed with mud, how pure is that water? "But the mud will be purer-" it says a lot that you prioritize the mud over the vital life-giving water's quality and wellbeing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3g_ZAx6o64
There are so many demons out there who want the death of the white race and will tell any lie to help it happen. Do they even realize how shit the world would be without us? Some races go to the moon and some races can't understand high school maths without some politician trying to rewrite maths so 2+2=5 but only when they say it is. Most of that lot is able to fail despite our best efforts and some of us are able to prosper despite their best efforts. They're parasites, treasonous parasites. Gradually, I began to hate them.
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No.3374
3381
Stiff elbows again, exercised too hard. Aside from that, perfect health. A friend gave me some Grenade energy drink. It didn't feel like it was an energy drink. But I didn't feel tired later either. I've felt the maddening kick of unhealthy energy drinks before so I expected this one to be even stronger since it's supposedly bealthy. I felt some energy from it but it was weak. Maybe the extreme amounts of energy is what makes red bull and the like so unhealthy. But that's not all I wanted to talk about today.

So basically, there's this girl, and um...
I met her when we were both teenagers and total fucking losers. I was still less of a loser because I had an excuse to be a loser while she didn't. We talked a lot and grew closer but when I told her I loved her she said she wasn't willing to settle for me because she, like all whores, thinks she is entitled to some inherently contradictory fantasy man who crawls out of the screen to satisfy all her fantasies at once. I would have been settling for her since she couldn't take care of herself like an adult then or now. If I had dated her I would probably be a miserable cuck under her heel now, so I am glad I don't have to put up with her. We're both over 23 now but every time I talk to this person it reminds me of how far I've come because there used to be a time when I found this bitch appealing. When I didn't know any less cunty women this woman's cuntitude seemed average for a woman, but now I know better. Sure they aren't the brightest bulbs but holy fucking shit this woman is dumb. This greedy, selfish, entitled twat makes me understand why so many men give up on women and satisfy their need for human intimacy exclusively by going on dates with stuffed animals or Jackie Chan/Pinkie Pie/Keanu Reeves tulpas. I go into conversations with her thinking if I am to be a good man then I must give her my wisdom. But what good is wisdom to a spoiled brat determined to throw away every opportunity presented to her? It's like she's trying to speedrun bad life decisions to spite God. She just shows me disgusting gay transformers fanart instead of actually making anything meaningful like the retarded Transformers knockoff she wants to make. I foolishly wasted time helping her write actual good transformers knockoff episodes and create an original universe but she has this habit of writing pure cringe and putting herself above others and scrapping anything someone smarter than her helped her with. She doesn't really want to be a creator, she just wants to be praised for saying she's one on twitter. The dumb cunt goes into "depressive episodes" aka sad moods for a few hours whenever she goes on twitter to show off her fictional faggot shipping fanart for that precious attention and dopamine hit and doesn't get it. She's been so brainwashed by the feminists that a game of "Hitler or Feminist?" didn't even phase her. She unironically says shit like "I want to tackle toxic masculinity in my writing" and then writes a story where rapey evil space nazis invade earth and also there are cutesy animal plus dolls like if Isabelle fucked Retsuko and Sanrio and they pilot goant robots to shoot nazis for not playing with dollies. Then she spits on bronies and Thomas The Tank Engine fans (turns out they exist) for liking kiddy products even though this bitch defines herself by the corporate media she liked as a child and can't go a day without wasting hours on trashy reality TV or watching Powderpuff Girls reruns. Recently she cackled feministically on twitter at the Thomas femboys, filled with glee over how much she thinks these men would hate the show. When criticized she pulled stupid lying defenses like "I just think it's not that bad" and "bbbut the simple 2d shapes move really well" and only deleted her tweet once some kid said "autistic people love Thomas therefore your anti Thomas tweet is ableist". That made her delete her tweet and fucking grovel in a cliche apology where she nonsensically says she didn't mean to upset anyone but thinks its best to be blunt with her opinions. Yeah, your opinion that you think being childish is only okay when you do it. The cunt leaves me on read unless what I say encourages her to reply and she thinks nothing of lying to my face. Or antagonizing others and then trying to drag me into stupid internet drama I want nothing to do with. Or making vague posts at me and forcing me to waste time trying to Phoenix Wright information out of this fucking cartoon character. Wait no I shouldn't call her a cartoon character, it would offend my adorable cartoon pony tulpa. Did I mention the bitch hates my tulpa but can't understand what tulpas are even though I tried explaining it to her? This fucking bitch, she's a spiteful cunt when she has no reason to be and she unironically idolizes the CWC-but-worse clown of a man who calls himself "Lily Orchard". There are better things I could do with my life like exercise or talk to people who don't make me disgusted with the very idea of life itself or go on imaginary dates with my imaginary horse waifu tulpa or look at sick anime fight scenes or work on my projects or argue on a brazillian equine sodomy subreddit over which fuckable cartoon horse would be the best lay. I am incredibly popular and handsome and confident now that I'm a man, I have a shitton of friends and they genuinely fucking like me. But dealing with
Anonymous
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No.3375
3376
her outbursts and drama is annoying and trying to get and keep her inferior female attention span reminds me of the shit I used to put up with when I was desperate and looking for friends in stupid places. I would have to be genuinely fucking disabled to think it is a good idea to continue to speak to her. She is a fool and I should forget all about her. She's used to being treated like the daughter of an overly lenient dad who can't make her grow up and I don't think it's possible to salvage this relationship or the person she wants to become. She doesn't respect me even though people more qualified and intelligent than her do, and some of the people who respect me are women so it's not a sex thing. I'm not paid enough to be called a toxic white man by some feminist clown who says shit like "I'm just a dumb white girl" on twitter when sucking off Burn Loot Murder. The only question is whether I should tell her to her face she's a pointlessly spiteful immature tard who's making a mess of her life for no reason, even if it means she calls me a meanie and blocks me, or if I should avoid burning that bridge by just talking to her way less and treating her like a casual aquaintance instead of someone I feel like I could and should save.
Anonymous
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No.3376
3377
>>3375
Golly, it must suck dealing with outbursts and drama and inferior attention spans
>should I tell her to her face
Tell who? You're still listening to this bint? You HAVENT cut the cord?
>that last sentence.
Anon. Anon,....
Anonymous
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No.3377
3378
>>3376
I know she'll probably call me something worse than a meanie, that was a joke.
I don't know how to stop myself from feeling like I could and should talk her into growing up.
Anonymous
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No.3378
>>3377
>those digits
Do your absolute best
Anonymous
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No.3381
>>3374
>I go into conversations with her thinking if I am to be a good man then I must give her my wisdom.
If you were truly wise you would only give advice when asked for. No one wants your advice anon.

> I foolishly wasted time helping her write actual good transformers knockoff episodes and create an original universe
You say you don't want her pussy, but here you are working for it. What else could you have done with that wasted time anon?

>wall of text
Anon, people like this need to be ghosted. Forget her, meet other people. She is just sucking your time, energy and optimism like a vampire. Go hit the gym.
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No.3385
I went a whole day without talking to her. My pony tulpa said she's proud of me. Not just because of the woman, but because I've been healthy and fit for so long.
I have this habit of seeing the worst in people. In everything. So I try to look on the brighter side. But sometimes there is no bright side. That woman doesn't have a bright side. She isn't bright. And if I am to settle down with any woman and repopulate my species with her she needs to have better genes and memes than this stupid femoid thot I'm done making excuses for.
Anonymous
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No.3386
3387
Do you ever think that maybe if you met someone sooner, said the right things and knew everything, you could have kept them from going down the wrong path?
I wish I knew everything.
Anonymous
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No.3387
3388
>>3386
Also I'm still exercising and healthy.
Anonymous
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No.3388
3389
>>3387
Still healthy and exercising. Why do I post like this? Is this an accountability journal thing, like that religious thing from last year? Whatever I'm doing, it's working. I don't want to disappoint myself by being a lazy faggot who refuses to exercise. When putting my trousers on I felt my legs and the fat's almost completely gone. It's all firm muscle. I'm actually wearing belts now. Just one, though.

Now that I'm no longer lying to myself about that woman it's easy to see how dishonest she is and disgusting she treats others. She treats everyone like shit and spends all her time getting validated on twatter for posting about her fantasies and fleeting retarded feelings and which cartoons she wants to see fuck. Why did I ever call her my friend? "We both liked the same show once"? Big fucking whoop, there's a lot more to life than this year's reboot of some corporate fucking toyline cartoon. Whenever I tried talking to her about serious shit, she either stops reading/listening or starts screaming. All she wants out of life is comfort and she'll believe in any delusion that gives it to her, including the delusion that makes her think she's "oppressed" for being the fatherless daughter of a house-flipping rich bitch riding the cock carousel into her fourties and rolling in her ex-husband's divorce money. She has it easy. She had it easier than most people alive and she'll still claim she was oppressed in her pussy rich school just because nobody could stand talking to the judgemental two-faced cunt.

She's a twat on twitter and a bigger twat in reality. Sometimes she'll post shit like "I'm demisexual because I only want to fuck people if I know them deeply and have a deep connection with them and like them!" and then send me explicit messages about how she lusts over celebrities and wants Megatron from the Transformers cartoon to tie her up and pound her asshole with his transforming Decepticock until Energon oozes from every orfice, or send me shit transformers gay porn fanfics you couldn't pay me enough to read/skim.

Sometimes she'll say she's something she thinks makes her a good person, and then do nothing to BE what she says she is. Oh wait, not "sometimes", she always does that. She's always horny for cartoon prettyboys and sexually-attractive "dorky awkward" faggots, and full of hatred for anyone who's actually awkward around her. Full of even more hatred for anyone real who approaches her while being anything less than the impossible blend of contradictory character traits she's been brainwashed into admiring thanks to the TV.

And
Anonymous
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No.3389
3390
>>3388
despite how often she posts "I love feminine guys! I want to see robot-men from my favourite cartoon be gay and fuck!" she used to shit-talk me for not being tall enough back when I was fat. Now that I'm buff-ish, nobody notices how short I am. What a hypocrite. She doesn't actually love feminine guys, she just has a fetish for when masculine men act girly and wear frilly dresses and buttfuck each other. That's absolutely fucking disgusting. I'd sooner trust a bondage freak, because at least they're normal people when they aren't tied up or playing with whips. Every time a gender-freak sees anything related to sex or sexuality or any expression of masculinity or femininity, real or genuine, they're always fucked up in the head. They aren't normal people with an appreciation for something abnormal, they're damaged people unable to mentally function properly.

Besides, it ain't like I can do anything about my height. Ain't like I can walk into a tranny clinic, claim I identify as a woman who wants to "transition" into becoming a man, and get injected with as many state-funded steroids and human growth hormone and man-chemicals as it takes. I'm a big guy where it counts, so who cares about my height? If I lie on my side without my leg supporting my balls, they wake up sore in the morning because they're big. To be honest I wish my balls were an ordinary size because they make my dick look ordinary-sized unless my hands are near it. Plus they make exercising uncomfortable. If women are going to be shallow whores about the height of the men they sleep with, then any man would have to be an uncaring bastard to reproduce with a short bitch because it would mean possibly damning his kids to a life spent being short. It's a good thing tall babes with hot legs are hotter than tiny whores. Anyway, fuck that bitch.

She's a shallow whore with nothing to offer the world but a wet hole attached to a whiny hypersensitive selfish bitch who looks like RadicalSoda plus a botched tranny. Then again there are no non-botched trannies, since every time someone goes tranny it's because their parents and friends failed them and the jews won. By the way go watch RadicalSoda, he's fucking hilarious. I haven't been a Sonicfag in years but this guy's got great comedic timing.

She has been subverted. She has been jewed and faggoted. She's a man-hating lost cause. Some day she'll "hit the wall", getting old and even uglier. She's already too ugly to receive male attention from anyone she's willing to treat like a person and consider shagging. The only people who want to BE SEEN validating her on twitter so they can look like good people who support good people things will abandon her and move on to someone younger and more impressionable. She'll hate herself then almost as much as she hates men now. How the fuck did I ever tolerate this bitch's presence in my life? How did I ever fool myself into thinking I could fix her when she doesn't want to be saved? Society encourages the worst impulses in women and rewards them with attention and positive reinforcement while punishing wrongthink with negative reinforcement and nonsense buzzwords like "ableist". Women won't ever choose to turn down a life of fleeting pleasure in favour of a life of love+security+morality as a good woman unless society forces them to do so and recognizes the worst feminine behaviours as the medical disorders desperately in need of cures they are. The cure for Histrionic Personality Disorder, Attention-Seeking Disorder, Unreasonable Expectations Disorder, Feminine Irrationality Disorder, Oversized Fragile Feminine Ego Disorder, Uncontrollably Feminine Envy And Spite Disorder, Cock Craving Disorder, and Actually A Brainwashed Feminist Manhater Disorder isn't to brush them under the rug and normalize them.
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>>3389
Sometimes I feel bad about still liking ponies at my age. Is it wrong to look at something so girly, when so many episodes contain anti-male messaging? If anon realistically went to Equestria would he be treated like Spike at best? Maybe a man like me should watch more adult stuff. But after watching shows full of drama, action, and bloodshed, I miss poners.
The Shreeax Movie/Cory Test in the House, all that stuff was to take the piss out of the Superwholock clowns. And when people pretend to religiously love Shrek and fantasize about fucking the smelly green ogre and drowning in an excessive green ogreload, they're taking the piss out of people who are even weirder about Sonic or Ponies or Blue Avatar or Anime.
But anime is designed to be sexy and appealing to all sorts of niches. When white people grow up being told white culture is sinful, some of them latch onto subcultures or the cultures of foreign nations. Guys jack off to Asuka and girls jack off to dumb Kpop boybands. It's funny when people pretend to love Backstreet Boys or Big Time Rush just to piss off the kpop zombies. Like when people pretend Raid Shadow Legends is the greatest gacha game ever to take the piss out of gacha-addicted faggots who can't even get addicted to something respectable like poker and would unironically consider Cookie Clicker the best game ever if they had the mental capacity to play a game that isn't on their phone and requires something besides a credit card to play. Why don't they don't have any similar jokes for us?

Maybe because it's they are women and women aren't funny.
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No.3391
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>>3390
Friend don't worry about liking ponies. When I started watching I realized I can take MLP more seriously than most sitcoms or whatever on TV. The characters feel more real than those from more "serious" shows.
>women aren't funny.
this
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>>3390
>women aren't funny.
Absolutely this.
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>>3391
>>3392
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>>3393
>>3392
>>3391
My theory for why women aren't funny is that laughter is a type of pressure release that comes from a place inside you too genuine for women to have. Women physically don't have the wings and body structure a bird needs to fly or the brain capacity men need to be mature civilized adults. Laughing at silly words and sex jokes is a break from being adult for men and just another way to squeeze her desired result out of others for women. Women will loudly over-laugh at things just to be seen and heard laughing when they think they are supposed to laugh at something. And women will be called funny by men who want to fuck them or satisfy their feminine egos or be seen "being nice" to women or be polite or avoid pissing off their simps, so they never feel the need to get better material. They don't truly get jokes or why "Haha I love hurting men. Women multiply things so if you give them semen they make you a baby and if you give them any lip they give you a lifetime of suffering and that's a good thing teehee" is less funny than a man saying "A man walked into a bar and said ow ouch oof fuck ow I walked into a bar". They are insulated from the worst of the world in places where they're still coddled and babied by men despite their best efforts to bite the hand that starves itself to feed them so they don't care about anything enough to notice the true contradictions in this society of lies or who the enemies of life really are. Women are treated better than men in this society and they don't feel the need to question a society that encourages them to enjoy acting maliciously and selfishly while giving them bullshit femoid lies as justifications for it. Women aren't funny because they don't have to be. It's also why so many women aren't smart and won't think critically about anything. Society never forces them to be smart and never punishes stupid women enough for making mistakes that screw over herself and others. Feminists are never forced to look at and feel the negative consequences of their war on white men and the children of white me. Unless she is incredibly ugly and obese enough to turn away even the most brainwashed cuck alive with low self esteem she is always one lie eyelash batting or police phone call away from having her nearest simp handle her adult responsibilities for her and rob her of any learning opportunities by trying to convince her she did nothing wrong. A woman's understanding of reality is skin deep. Her impression of a mature and respected male leader makes her a petty incompetent tyrant in love with abusing her authority over others and as soon as any real work needs to be done she relies on her underlings who she also blames for everything she does wrong and every disaster she causes. Her impression of a comedian makes her a whiny shameless pervert obsessed with the scent of her own pussy and absurdly distorted relationship stories where she's never done anything wrong men aren't willing to overlook in the name of "harr harr bitches be crazy and that am normal, it's the man's responsibility to keep the woman satisfied and safe and sane no matter how much she doesn't want to be any of these". Her impression of a "victim" makes her a hypersensitive liar desperate to avenge her honourless "honour" at even the tiniest slight to her pathetic femininity. Everything about the modern woman is an act for her own amusement and social status to be discarded as soon as it is inconvenient for her including her humanity and compassion. Her impression of a human being leaves much to be desired. They might be able to repeat jokes they stole from men and repeatedly repeat lines that make people laugh like "haha i sure do love anime pussy. It's a good thing anime fans love it when women say they like what anime fans like for attention. Watching ten hours of hentai a day is worthy of praise because I am female teehee" but they can never grasp true comedy.
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>>3394
Women are even bad at media analysis and pattern recognition which ironically makes up most of their media analysis ability.
They bitch about "women as reward" because they are unable to tell the difference between "saving the girl impressed her into giving him a chance", "rescuing his wife earned him sex", and "the king unironically gave the paladin a slave and sick plus two sword as a reward for killing the goblins". They don't care about all the media in which something besides women is the reward such as personal growth or a celebrity career or a kingdom or a farm or a job or godhood or a return to normalcy.
They'll cry about all the times consent wasn't 100% there in the only pieces of media they've seen besides porn while ignoring all the time male characters were raped or even raped to death and had their rape played for laughs.
They'll call it "fridging" every time a female character dies for any reason and claim "fridging" is when a woman dies or is killed off to shock or motivate a male character. Imagine being so privileged that it bothers you when a woman dies in a piece of media and then giving no shits when media demonizes those of other groups. They don't give a shit about all the media where the roles are reversed or all the media where something else important to the man is killed like his dog or parents or children or entire extended family or hometown country or planet. Anime fans joke about the "doomed mom haircut" and how many heroes have a Moses ripoff moment in their backstory where the baddie is told someone from X Town will kill him so he slaughters everyone from X Town but one survives and wants revenge.
Was it "fridging" when Edward Elric's mom died of a broken heart and Ed's attempt to revive her started the show? Was it "fridging" when Luke's uncle and aunt or John Wick's dog were killed? When an entire fucking timeline of reality full of loving people got obliterated in Dragon Ball Super, and some of the people in that timeline were female(even though humie women aren't people) was it "fridging"? When an adult man has his shit together and lives away from his parents and extended family as one of millions of atomized rootless individuals in a shitty city and the only things in life that bring him joy are his job and wife and maybe a collection based hobby like a pokemon card collection, a serious villain can only threaten or destroy one of those things to establish himself as a bastard that needs to go down. And threatening a man's property is usually turned into a joke in media. "teehee look at the silly man care about blideo blames that got stolen or get mad when his clothes were burned by his ex wife".
"pattern recognition" or "tropes" as the jewed call it is the death of legitimate media criticism. I don't need some self-appointed expert with 9k subscribers to tell me a book has a mostly red cover with a woman on it and the text contains a comic relief character and six traffic violations and a rape scene and a mint green toyota corola and a car chase scene that ends in a cabbage stand getting destroyed and a surfer dude and a loose cannon cop who doesn't play by the rules and four cock jokes and one sexist joke and a Red Oni Blue Oni dynamic with the black by-the-book partner forced onto the white guy by authority only for him to become friends and leaen they're not so different in the author's eyes. I certainly don't give a shit if that faggot youtuber thinks the book is bad just because he subjectively does not like those tropes, even if he claims it's just because of how they were implemented. If your only example of "x done right" is a masturbatory work of metashit that constantly says "x is shit" your opinion on x is invalid because you just hate x whether you admit that to yourself and others or not.
Women are fundamentally dishonest and even when they criticize media it is an extension of their dishonest nature. They just want to bitch about people writing stories with elements they want to be seen hating and "gush about" (praise) fetishes and fetish media they want to be seen endorsing. Fuck women and fuck their female brain and fuck their toxically feminine behaviour.
It pisses me off to know I can never say anything about women on an anonymous forum for secret thoughtcriminals that's meaner to them than what they've been praised for saying about all men and paid to say about men in feminist propaganda novels and propaganda manifestos. But realistically speaking feminism needs to be stopped. It's illegal to rape and it should be illegal to be a feminist because being a feminist rapes kids but with extra steps. Feminists and jews import niggers that rape and muslims that traffic and rape kids. They want reeducation camps or worse for us and their ideology should be cured in reeducation camps while the incurables are muzzled and thrown in padded rooms and straightjackets. Feminists can only destroy and they would rather stomp a hundred babies to death than be a good person in a healthy society they can't control or destroy.
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Legs still burning from exercise today. Feels good. Is it weird if I start to enjoy this?
That piece of shit woman... I knew her for years. Maybe if I said the right things I could have put her on a better path? But she was always a shallow selfish whore unable to consider the feelings of others. She was ruined before I met her. It's foolishness to blame myself for how God wanted her to be. She's not my daughter, but if she was she would have turned out better.
A lot of people build up imaginary versions of women they know in their heads and choose to pretend they are spending time with this imaginary perfect girl when dealing with the real thing. They ignore red flags because they want to believe in the fantasy whores use to manipulate weak minded men into serving them. But I already have an imaginary perfect girl in my head and she's a beautiful and absolutely massive poner. She's so soft and cute and warm and sweet and supportive. But she's not just a cheerleader hugbot, she can be clever and cheeky. And she's genuinely hilarious when she wants to be. She has her own thoughts and opinions and we've disagreed on things before which makes her more alive than all those roleplaying twats on tulpa sites with boring generic Pinkie-knockoff one-note gimmick character tulpas. If you have a lot of tulpas can they really develop into individuals and grow if all they ever do is "act in-character" according to whatever movie character or animu slut or cliche character archetype you had in mind with this? How could real women ever compete with this? Lowly humie femoids could never compete with this. She's perfect. And she genuinely loves me. And I genuinely love her. My poner is love. My poner is life. When I sleep, I usually dream of my poner. And my poner really appreciates how fit I'm getting. It feels good. Being appreciated feels good. I have the best girl in this and any other universe right here.
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>>3396
"I want to live! Take me out to sea with you!"
Those words from One Piece brought me to tears when I saw it as a boy.
Seeing videos of the olden days when countries like America and England were full of not just whites but lively and happy whites with souls... I wonder what it would feel like to know these people. To talk to them and live among them. What would they think of me? Of the things I've seen and heard about? It feels like I'm looking into a parallel universe. Or maybe some hollywood film that accidentally made the parallel universes look better than this one. It doesn't feel like any place that could ever exist in the timeline of a world that turned out so ugly. I saw them today in some video, and tears silently fell from my masculine face. How could the boomers get so spectacularly jewed that they raped the futures of their kids and allowed America to be invaded and subverted? I guess that's just another question to ask God if I ever meet him.
I made some more friends today. I grew up in a shit environment so even now it's still surprising how easy it is to get along with good people. They all probably have dark secrets but fuck it, that's normal these days. My dark secret is that I used to masturbate to anime girls. By the standards of modernity that's vanilla shit. If I walked into a church and told some priest that he'd laugh his ass off and say he expected me to say something horrifying like "I masturbated to anime girls with tails and animal ears" or "I masturbated to anime girls who have animal ears and are horses or snakes or car-sized spiders or fucking fuckable fish from the waist down" or "I masturbated to anime girls but with fur and tails and animal heads".

For God's sake, we all joke about thinking hand-holding and headpatting and other displays of emotional intimacy are horrifyingly lewd and kinky because we're so horrifyingly desensitized to sexual and physical intimacy.

Fantasy stories were once a way to make sense of the world and figure out morality and wisdom and pass it on to our children through aesops and porquoi stories.
Over time as we figured this shit out fantasy became a way to entertain and any messages were secondary. How many got through Narnia without realizing how Christian it was?
Narnia's kids went into the wardrobe to enter and save a fantasy land, then they returned home to be wiser people.
Lord Of The Rings's Middle Earth was its own world saved by its own people. No human visitors here. It had its own history and languages and everything.
Avatar was a failed attempt to recreate that magic. It had better technology than LOTR but the story was basically just Pocahontas 2: PocaHarder. It had its own language but it usually got misused in the movie so people in the audience could still understand what was said. And hilariously when they were told to "make something alien for my alien world" by nlending fucktons of shit together from around the world they basically got a musical style and language that sounded mostly african.
Yet it was still enough to get people wishing they lived on Pandora as a biue cat freak just like people wished to live in Middle Earth or visit Narnia.
Zootopia was just New York but designed from the ground up to be multiracial and democratic even though Predators are outnumbered 1 to 10 by prey. Great worldbuilding. No history or unique languages, just silly looking shit and species racism but furries still want to live there.
Then there's Harry Potter. It's basically earth but with a silly little corner where a middle aged karen's view of everyone else's "sillyness" is taken to 11. The sports are silly and the names are silly and the society is silly but once the baddie kills himself for the third-ish time using bullshit Wand Rules rowling pulled from her ass Harry and friends work for the silly state like good little slaves. Harry doesn't need to put his wand down or take off his wizard robes and come home, or start a new life away from wizardry in secret with the wife he met in magicland. The fantasy no longer has an end point even though no effort was put into the plagiarized world.
Twilight enchanted dumb women almost as much as Fifty Shades.
Don't get me started on the Isekai shit. Stop me if you've heard this one. A human goes to a fantasy land and becomes overpowered and gets a harem BUT... he's the bad guy or a chick or the bad guy and a chick or on a team of retarded women or he's got a sword or a gun or a fucking smartphone.
Society has gone from viewing fantasy as a creative exercise to an exercise in creating a vehicle for fantasizing.
If someone two thousand years ago said "don't take shortcuts through the forest or the Hatchiyak will get you, it's six wolves at once!" there would be a film or show or book today about some whore fucking the Hatchiyak. People want to fuck the werewolves and fuck the vampires and fuck the whole fantasy world.
Everything's a fetish to someone. Wanting to fuck monsters has become more normal than unironically liking Nickelback.
I should post a "look at this photograph" pun but he's holding up a pic that debunks the holohoax.
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Sore legs from leg day.
If I ever say "I stopped exercising and ate unhealthily today" it means I am a faggot.
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No.3400
>>3398
Valentine's Day...
I have the only girl I need right here. My pony waifu is superior to all humie thots.
So many of the good men I know are single because no femoid thots want anything to do with them.
Typical females are spending their most fertile years getting treated like a "goddess" by countless pathetic men and ploughed like a whore by countless slutty men instead of trying to form a meaningful bond with a good man.
Society can't function if it glamorizes and romanticizes females for existing comfortably on the cock carousel with pockets full of OnlyFans simp money. Society needs a clear idea of what a good female should be and the balls to say anything less than that is a failure. Thots fundamentally chose pleasure over family and their young, meaning they are failures as women.
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That woman I gave up on...
She's messaging me now and trying to suck up to me by going back on all the dumb feminist shit she used to say. I think she wants me back so badly she's willing to change.
What do?
Anonymous
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No.3403
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>>3398
Cool, keep it up man. How long can you run?
>>3402
>change back
The reality is, she "changed" her "outer self" for you. She's going back into regular mode, undoing camo because it isn't needed any more. Imagine reverting a minecraft skin back to default. I'm no expert on this but when it makes sense tell her to buck off, or just ignore her, women like that.
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>>3403
For about 1 to 2 minutes. Is that good? I'm still new to running.
She showed me sexual art she'd been drawing even though she's normally a false-virtue-signalling prude when it comes to art of females. I told her how she could improve that piece of art and her character design and she's been silent since then.
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>>3408
She is acting precisely as her hormones dictate. There is no change to her behavior pattern.
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No.3417
>>3410
She wants me
This is probably because she failed to get any romantic messages on valentine's.

btw I need to get a better meal plan. What's a good balance of fruit/veg and meats and sometimes spaghetti ball of nays?
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She's gone dark again. She's refusing to communicate with me or respond to anything I say. Keeping quiet until I say something she wants to reply to or she feels the urge to talk to me again. Her manipulative tactics would probably cause immense psychological distress to a weak little boy terrified that he'd said or done something to upset her and "make her" act this way.
But I know she is a cunt. And I do not enjoy her presence. So the lack of it doesn't bother me.
Maybe I should stop wanting to fix her. Maybe I should stop helping her with her godawful and swiftly abandoned "passion project" shitty webcomic ideas since she is never willing to put on her big girl panties and work hard to get shit finished. Maybe if a woman's spoiled from the start by her homewrecking divorcethief mother she can't ever psychologically adjust to life as an adult in the real world.
I know she is stupid and choosing to endlessly repeat the bad behaviours school and her mother taught her.
Maybe I'm the fool for thinking I can just magically cure all of that with a few clever dialogue option choices.
This woman is the dumbest woman I know and that's saying something because I have met a lot of dumb women.
Also, I'm still fit. Getting fitter. I've ordered more weight for my barbells so I can lift even heavier weights now. I want to become buffer.
Anonymous
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No.3428
>>3422
Went a whole day without talking to her. That'll show her.
Also still exercising. I can do 22 pushups now
Anonymous
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Keep up the good food, maximize the brain power and broadening of horizons, and strengthening the body and will.
>pic
Be the master of your own mental culture. With that you can adjust things for you to harvest magnitudes.
>>3422
>Maybe I'm the fool for thinking I can just magically cure all of that with a few clever dialogue option choices.
Yes. Technically that is an option, but that requires a social finesse and velvet glove (with an exactness and strength that can shift) and to know exactly where and how to maximize your message in the right way. Now extrapolate that to every person that 'needs' to be fixed.
>That'll show her.
If someone is truly seriously a detriment in many aspects it may be good to just cut everything off. So who cares, scrub the mind energy away and repurpose it to your means.
I will say my attachment and longevity for relationships is poor so take this with a grain of salt.
>On the nature of the (1 standard deviation, aka normal fags) human Female essence.
To be forever sensitive and effected by everything.
It's like sand, it gets everywhere. It can be either soothing, helpful, irritating, or deadly if handled wrong.
Like a dog.
Imagine a boat, on a lake. The boat is her and the reality system, the lake is the unconscious, subconscious, and conscious absorbing all the info. It's just sort of dumped into the lake, and that makes waves.
The water splashes at the boat, and expects the boat to act like water. A boat can do that absorbing the energy, providing tranquility and clarity into the depths of the lake. Water isn't smart, but it can get anywhere and everywhere.

The secret to having her getting shit done is a healthy amount of dog treats. By that I mean social stimulation and really giving subtle praise. Akin to a giving a puzzle box they naturally want to solve it.
But, this isn't Your loyal best friend kind of dog, that happens to be someehat like playdoh. This is a stray dog, cat hybrid left in an ally to eat garbage. Possibly with enough diseases to give high end antibiotics a scare.
So handle appropriately. But keep in mind in the above situation you're the Terminator with an iron will and an interior of gold and steel.
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>>3432
Thank you. I can feel my mind and body growing stronger.
What kind of "Puzzle boxes" should I give to her?
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>>3433
>What kind of "Puzzle boxes" should I give to her?
>give to her?
Nonono. You must always be an island unto yourself. Never ever reward bad behavior.
<More on that later.
>What kind of "Puzzle boxes"
Imagine an open world adventure. Everything is normal, except one day the sky turns red for no reason and everything else is the same.
Mysteries, and Curiosity.
This is a rabbit trail to a solid conclusion that is obvious to a logical stable mind, but the closest most obvious solution must obviously be false. So in theory going from the solid conclusion and take at least three steps sideways that has multiple meanings and paths which are all true.
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>>3434
><More on that later.
On second thought the story doesn't apply. Long and short girl makes threats, guy continues as normal, girl breaks down as threats are meaningless and apologies, guy accepts continues as normal. Still isn't actually the guy's problem.
The time frame is about three years? Ish. Of sorts.
Jimmies still remain unrustled.
Right the whole point. You are the solid rock, if you are perfectly solid and have conquered yourself with love and kindness (ect.) nothing is out of reach. Because you can build upon yourself reliably up and beyond to do what you're heart, mind, and soul requires and desires.
Bending, and adjusting and being flexible still means you are rock solid.
Their waves shall break on the shores, yet everything important will be secure and ready for their functions.
The point being you've satisfied yourself and improved to a point where you know yourself fully and completely and honestly to know the world as you know it, as it is, and as others view it, and how they really view it.
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>>3434
>>3435
You're right. I am the rock. The handsome, manly, powerful rock.
What puzzles shall challenge her with?
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Important part
<You provide structure, a wire frame, a direction. When you stop the comments amd complements the project STOPS. Spaced appropriately of course, but the inner drive isn't there for them they might want to do something, but can't, because they don't have an engine.
They'll do whatever with your proud smile, and a word or two. Every once in a while like a lottery or gatcha, or lootboxes, a suprise for them.

>>3436
What do you want her to do? Mind you, the sources I'm pulling from is for significant other, not a random hoe. Also not in a work setting, but I think it could work maybe.
Anyway it boils down to two things more or less. Spot the object, and Social deductions, and Implications.
See their whole world is everything around them (this is for the average normalish woman). They have a shape they prefer 'internally' but it will always fold, stretch, squish, and deform. So they seek out those who can hold them in their preferred shape or good enough. At the very minimum they (normal tier) want something with hardness and no cracks.
Deforming their preferred shape is possible to suit yourself, but they have to coaxed into thinking it's their idea. Or else they will start a bitchiness meltdown, where a backstab will happen.
Little comments and side remarks, not often. In the spouce example a man may comment that they haven't seen them wear earings lately. The wife would ponder that statment. Soon enough she'll try dressing up, and making herself presentable. If the man surprises with ear rings, 'they would match your eyes'. She'll try to wear them.
You also have the reigns on their creative side (ie the lake of junk that is always there just submerged). A comment about giving painting a try, or weaving, or writing, or whatever. They make stuff that is of their nature, which is fluid.
First keep in mind they are mentally teenagers more or less.
You provide structure, a wire frame, a direction. When you stop the comments amd complements the project STOPS. Spaced appropriately of course, but the inner drive isn't there for them they might want to do something, but can't, because they don't have an engine.
They'll do whatever with your proud smile, and a word or two. Every once in a while like a lottery or gatcha, or lootboxes, a suprise for them.
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>>3437
When we first met, I thought she was creative because she made more then than she does now. Plus I had low standards for art quality. It would be great if she could become a great artist and animator and stop wasting all her time on twitter.
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She says she's started taking anti-depressants that are supposedly making her vomit, giving her headaches, and increasing her "Anxiety". But she was told these symptoms and bad feels will go away in two weeks once her brain adjusts to taking them, then aaaaaaaall her bad feels will go away.
God I fucking hate that word. That anti-word.
It's not an english word, it's an anti-english word.
It's a worthless newspeak term.
Humans use words to communicate ideas, no matter their language. Oppai means boobs. Bonjour means hello. Anxiety means NOTHING AND EVERYTHING AND WHATEVER THE FUCK WHOEVER'S SAYING IT WANTS IT TO MEAN, which makes it WORTHLESS a word.
Go ahead, take anything anyone's ever said about Anxiety and replace it with the term BadFeel.
Because that's what the word is.
A synonym for BadFeel.
"This music gives me Anxiety/BadFeel so I don't like it"
"I can't go outside, I have anxiety/BadFeel so I need to stay curled up in bed all day drowning my brain in comfort porn"
It is the end of intellectual discussion about your thoughts and feelings.
A faulty argument against the idea of personal responsibility.
The word itself and the ideas behind it discourage you from looking at your feelings and problems and figuring out what you can solve.
The word encourages you to throw up your hands, muddy the waters and ignore the causes of your problems, absolve yourself of the responsibility to handle your shit like an adult, and cry "I have Anxiety!".
I don't think she can be saved. Not if she's willing to drug herself on twitter-fumes and homosexual Transformers character fetishization and nostalgic cartoon comfort porn all day, and turn to actual drugs when she develops too much tolerance to those things.
I want to save her. I swear to God, I want to save her. But is it possible? Is she truly determined to throw her individuality away to join the lefty collective? Is she truly determined to medicate her potential out of herself?
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>>3441
Alright as a person with an interest in psychology, anti-depressants fuck you up. Kills the creative side, but in exchange the person isn't drowning in negative stress chemicals and hormones.
Depending on how the body reacts to that drug.
Birth control pills fuck up brain chemistry as well so... something to keep in mind.
Any possible negative sensation is increased, but in the end it's either take the drugs, kill your self, or buck up and enjoy the suffering.
Positive affects are deadened. Depending on the severity.
So no, 'simply' telling someone to pull up the bootstraps and fix themselves in that position would probably lead to suicide.
Since she's a woman it would probably also be a failed suicide. To be honest depressed people are vulnerable.
Because of the prior information she may be ineloquent to the limited sensation and word bank she derives her world from.
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Of heresay and half recollected rumors that may or may not be true. Exercise, good food, and sunlight helps. I mean that is usually a recommendation regardless.
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>>3445
I talked to her but she's ghosting me again. She's so tiresome that way. I wonder how many days it will take her to get over herself and reply.
I don't think she can be saved. I've known her for years but she has never listened to me once unless I was telling her what she wanted to hear.
Maybe if I was always cool she would have respected me from day one?
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>>3449
Weights finally arrived. Time to lift heavier shit.
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Is this a discussion thread or a Facebook blog?
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>>3451
Making a completely new thread every time I have a question about women or exercising seemed like a space-filling waste plus this seems like a good accountability thing a self help site told me to do. If I say "today I was a faggot who did not exercise" I get called a faggot.
But I should probably stop the daily "I exercised today and nothing interesting happened" posts and only post when there's something important to say or ask, right?
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No.3458
A friend showed me this video about "Planet Fitness gym" while saying "Hey you're into fitness right? Check out these idiots doing it wrong"

and jesus christ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V40s9deHg1A&ab_channel=PewDiePie

I expected the idiots who exercise incorrectly on machines that display clear instructions.
But women workers bitching at men for grunting a little while lifting 200 and karening "Sorry isn't good enough" at him when he apologizes?
Bullshit on the walls like "No judgement!" along with an alarm to slam whenever someone's too masculine and sounds too masculine when exercising, and the alarm's got anti-man speech on it that insults any man who came here to lift?
Some fat fuck woman refusing service to a man for having a water bottle she considers too big, pointedly ignoring him when he uses manlogic and manfacts that no lowly femoid could understand, and then calling the fucking cops on him when he doesn't do what she wants and go away? The man in that video isn't pissed at the woman, he's genuinely stu
Women who get to attack men and smash shit without anyone calling the cops because they don't want her getting arrested and suffering the consequences of her actions? It wouldn't surprise me if she's pissed at them for not having her favourite "healthy" snack bar flavour today, or something equally trivial.
Some feminized cunt stamping on the weight a man half his age is lifting and shoving him for "ego lifting" (duckduckgo says it's when you go to the gym solely to be seen lifting heavy weights while grunting "too much" or focus more on lifting heavy weights than exercising properly with them)
Ladies and gentlemen, take a look at what happens when your gym is run by women and its policies are determined by women. Anti-masculine policies for what is already a gender-neutral health-improving pasttime because the unfit karens in charge sometimes tell themselves it'll help attract idiots who feel "intimidated" (envious) around big men who visit the gym for a reason. This is society when it puts making wimminfolk comfy over trying to provide the best possible service and compete with your competitors. I'm fucking glad I got my home gym together. Sure it's just freeweights and one bench but at least I'll never have to deal with these fucking karens.
Women. What a fucking joke. At real gyms you'll see fit hardcore women who want to be strong like men, and at shit gyms like this you'll see women who want men to be weak like them.
Also, have you ever noticed how often immature women will pointedly ignore you and try to physically signal things to you like "I'm not interested in what you have to say to me" where a more mature person would either fucking say what they're thinking or recognize what situation they're in and try to act more mature than a typical entitled woman with power, and then when those signals don't work they'll escalate to calling their pet "alpha" over (typically the state and its enforcers) to get their way and restore their oh-so-vital emotional state to a positive one?
Most women are fucking pathetic.
It's illegal for kids to prank-call the cops. It's illegal to call the cops for non-emergencies in most countries, since cops are supposed to be stopping/punishing bad guys instead of dealing with incredibly minor domestic disputes only a woman could get butthurt about, right? So why the hell do women feel so fucking comfortable going full karen and calling the cops on the slightest fucking slights, or even completely imaginary problems? Oh, right, it's because in this femininely irrational and destructively gynocentric society the safety of men is put below the feelings of femoids.
Giving women power, any form of power, is like giving date rape drugs to serial rapists. They're going to abuse what they're given if they think they can get away with it. If there's no legal punishment or societal shame for women who treat the world as sexual playgrounds and women who are addicted to abusing their power over others they'll only get worse as today's bad female behaviour becomes the next generation's normal.
What the fuck was mankind thinking when he gave up control of his society to the jews and females? Did he give it all up willingly thinking it would all go back to normal once, some day about hundred years from now, everything got so bad that "Muh great awakening" would happen and he'd get to smugly grin from the Old Folks' Home at the feminists who lose their privileges while retaining basic human rights and get to go back to being beloved and excellently-treated housewives doted upon by loyal and self-sacrificing men? Fuck that, women are evil. They're just fundamentally evil pack animals and women worth anything on their own merits are the exception, not the rule.
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I keep telling myself I dislike women now and I'm sick of their shit but how do I stop myself from longing for them?
Thinking about the perfect trad qt wife or chad supportive fun tomboy gf I could have had if the jews didn't abort/feministize her hurts.
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No.3463
Oh also i am still fit and exercising daily. Walking long distances with a heavy backpack or weighted vest does a body good.
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>>3462
>The Post
Stop that. That's how the gay infects some people. Yes, haha, the gay as of its some sort of illness one can contract. Twisting yourself up to fulfill your desires no matter the cost does happen. So if they can't be a female...
You do long for women, and you long for the right sort of woman that is the right match for you, and you both. Don't bemoan the fact they make it hard, seek what is here and now.
You long for a waifu martial woman. This is something correctable now while it's easier. This distinction is important for your subconscious.
Make sure you know what you do truly want, and it has to be put into a positive word set. That is what will happen, so be exact, truthful and careful.
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>>3464
I don't understand what you mean. But when I think of what a good woman would be, those I know IRL are shit so all I can think of are anime characters. But instead of just naming characters with traits I like I'll say what I like.
I like it when women are kind, considerate, supportive, and sweet. I like long hair and a fit body with huge boobs and a great ass and long legs. I didn't see kindness towards me growing up so any of that stuff really gets to me, probably more than it should. I also like the "tomboy gf" kind of women who are capable, fit, positively masculine, confident and fun to be around. It would be great if she had the same good hobbies as me so we'd have something in common but that's not necessary. Smart women are appealing but only if they are actually smart, ledditor "i memorized 6 languages and everything science books said so that means I need to be an argumentative prick who can never let any man get the last word in or be right or else I feel bad about myself and I literally cannot handle even a single second of discomfort of any kind or be okay unless I feel like everyone's eyes are on me and nobody else" bitches are annoying. I want a huge family with more than seven children so she'd have to be okay with that too, and if she had any sort of dream or goal in life it would be great if it didn't conflict with being a good mother. I like it when women are uncomplicated and straightforward and honest with themselves and me, and I hate it when they try to fuck with my head or lie to me or use me or blame me for cancerous toxically-feminine behaviour that's destructive to themselves and others. I don't want to call myself a furry because I'm not exclusively attracted to animal-people and I don't talk in that stupid "uwu i wuv ur widdle paws" language. But animal-eared girls and monster girls are really fucking appealing. Maybe it's because more body parts like wings or horns or tails means more woman to love, maybe it appeals to the natural desire in man to own an animal and learn how it works and be a good pet owner, maybe it's because once you get to know an animal you know what to expect from them and what they like(headpats)/dislike(touching their tail) while women tend to be stupid and mindless and overemotional cripplingly irrational creatures not even God could figure out, I don't know. Maybe a psychologist could project some psychobabble onto me to explain my desire to fuck Twilight Sparkle/Rainbow Dash/Pinkie Pie from FIM or Centorea/Rachnera/Suu from Monster Musume.
Back when I used animufag forums I was often called boring for liking "boring" one-note sweet waifus rather than the aggressive and unreasonably violent or chokingly clingy and psychotically possessive or obnoxiously haughty and bratty or borderline retarded bitches they said they liked more. But liking "interesting" characters who treat others like shit and create situatuons that are entertaining to watch isn't the same as actually thinking they'd make good wife and child-raising material. Sometimes they'd call me a "bandwagoner" for liking commonly accepted likeable female characters like Winry or Hinata.
I know that realistically I'd never get a genetically engineered catgirl gd. I'll never get to play with a catgirl's ears just like I'll never get to massage a sports tomboy gf's shoulders after a long day exercising together. I'll probably never meet a woman who's actually as smart as she thinks she is, or a woman able to see through and reject jewish propaganda and embrace being a good wife and mother even if it means turning down the lifetime of alimony and fleeting pleasures the jews promise race-traitor women. Men these days call good women "unicorns" because they're rare enough to be mythical.
Don't get me wrong, I know I'd need to be amazing if I wanted to impress and get any chance to talk to and potentially bond with an actually-amazing woman. I'm still exercising. I'm still reading and learning and getting shit done. I'll probably never meet a woman who's absolute perfection but something close enough to that ideal would be great.
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>>3464
Is what I said wrong? Would it have been more positive if I said "I will meet an amazing woman!" instead of "I guess it would be nice if a not-completely-awful woman existed and I met her"? Aside from spending ten hours a day searching different dating apps and hobby forums for people who claim to be female and don't seem completely awful, I don't know how I'd meet someone like that.
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No.3468
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tldr you want to marry not just meet the one who loves you and vise versa
>>3467
>>3465
How you say stuff is important. Especially to get what you want.
>I keep telling myself I dislike women now
This bit right there, keeping racist expectations is good but the mind will bend and twist and complain till what you say to it comes true.
>I'm sick of their shit
Good to list the good and the bad. >>3465
That works, while there is quite a bit more focus on the negative (which is good to know, and is necessary) the positive traints that are desirable should be expanded if need be.
>how do I stop myself from longing for them?
Stoicism, or mastery over the mind and emotions, or meditation works.
But that's not the point, that longing has to be redirected away from cunts and towards good wife material.
>Would it have been more positive if I said "I will meet an amazing woman!" instead of "I guess it would be nice if a not-completely-awful woman existed and I met her"?
Also making a perfect person isn't great either. So that line I guess it would be nice if a not-completely-awful woman existed and I met her is true and real, but the wording is imprecise because the brain without alot of training and effort REMOVES NEGATIVES FROM YOUR WORDS.
<I guess it would be nice if a completely-awful woman existed and I met her
That would be shitty.
So
<My wife, who is kind, considerate, supportive, and sweet, capable, fit, positively masculine, positive feminine as well, confident and fun to be around and genuinely smart that would also be at least great friend martial as well, also having the same goals and morality I possess, with our desires that align perfectly, we will have lots of our biological children more numerous than seven, understandable and straightforward and honest with themselves and me, has self control has emotional resiliency, communicates perfectly with me, is at least a good person that woman exists and we're happily married with our long lives.
Or even We are happily married together.
The whole past tense in a present tense (sorta) word structure means that is has happened. For the mind that means it's concrete even if it technically isn't now, (the mind doesn't understand the future normally) it knows the past and will make moves to accomplish that goal. So meeting may be the first step the last end goal is the final destination. So meeting is separate from having the wife.
That's why learning as much about everything and becoming the best you can be helps as it is steps to have that goal to manifest.
Yes, the (((fucks))) have made it harder. It is still possible so you can do it.
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No.3471
>>3468
If I tell myself I am already married to the perfect waifu will I eventually meet her?
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No.3476
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I have a stupid friend who feels bad about having no gf but when I say "Its ok bro women are shit" he doesn't listen
what do?
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No.3477
>>3476
This guy's different from the stupid friends I've complained about so far. Up until now I didn't realize he was stupid.
I swear I like my friends, even the ones I haven't talked about yet. But talking about their good points would compromise anonymity.
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I have no idea where to put this but media's boner for halfbreed characters (especially halfbreed protagonists) always bugged me.
It seems damn near every hero is only half normal human and half something else. Could be half god or half monster or half animal or anything like that.
Whenever race is a vital part of the story, superpowers almost never come from the (white) human half of the character unless the author pussies out and claims it's a general "humanity is special! Humanity fuck yeah!" thing even though everything good or cool you can praise about humanity mainly applies to whites.
And even when the story's got superpowers that don't come from race, there's usually a stat buff somewhere in the most important characters thanks to nonhuman heritage.
And if you aren't sure how to make a character exotic but not too exotic, mixing a familiar and unfamiliar race is a common trick for some reason.

I get many of the reasons why it's so common.
Besides the jewish "it subtly promotes racemixing and the idea that a half human half beast would be just as good as or better than a full human" subversion.
Making the hero half human makes him or her relatable and the magic monster half adds superpowers and potential plot importance.
If the hero's the result of a union between two magical diametrically-opposed creatures that's just inherently cool. Like being both vampire and werewolf or both angel and demon.
Combining two superpowered monsters/aliens/gods/whatever lets you give the character even more superpowers and specialness and importance.
It also makes writing the character's arc easy: First he doesn't know how to be a synthesis of two different or even completely opposed things and he feels torn between two worlds and nobody really gets him and he might even struggle with the urges or social stigmas of one or both races but then he figures it out.

But it seems damn near universal. Even anthro characters which are already half human and half animal (even if you say they're actually evolved humanoid animals or aliens who resemble earth animals for no reason) tend to get in on it when they want to make one character unusual or special. Insert tired cliche jokes about neon green and rainbow wolves with random markings and patterns trying to look unique in a sea of freaks here.
It's so damn universal that the fanbase of Ben 10, a show where a fully white fully human boy finds an alien watch that lets him transform into assorted genetically-perfected aliens at peak physical fitness, is absurdly obsessed with fusions and halfbreeds and hybrids.
And don't get me started on how the Pokemon fandom's obsessed with fusions and hybrids and so on.

Anyway... I've noticed this trope appear in my own writing.
Almost every main character I've designed over the years is a hybrid.
Has my mind been hacked?
I like the idea of fusions and I like giving characters superpowers. The characters I designed to be hybrids aren't just that way for the sake of extra superpowers and looking different. They're deep.
But is my focus on this meme the result of years of societal indoctrination to think "hybrids are cool"?
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>>3483
oh wait i forgot they retconned Ben to have Anodite ancestry.
Are you still only half-human if your ancestor is a magical creature that lacks DNA?
that one faggot desperate to yell at me and pretend he's talking to me, if he read that sentence, would scream "It's not retconning it was always there you're just too dumb to get it like I do! To be fair you have to have a high IQ to understand ben 10 and appreciate Kishimoto's borderline fetish for the Uchiha and how his unique ninja world lost fucking all of its appeal in its escalating quest to become DBZ".
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Hope this helps
https://youtu.be/lbN5wX9C7S4
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>>3503
Thank you fren

Lately I've been thinking about very old friends from my "hardcore brony" days... Why can't I take them on this mountain climb with me? Back when I was an escapism-obsessed coombrained fag I knew many other people like that. But I've grown and they haven't. They get mad when I talk about Peterson or exercising or the progress I've made and we have nothing to talk about except whatever bad show they've watched this week. I don't know how to help them. But maybe I should stop with the wannabe-hero shit and focus on myself.

How do you solve the "I am afraid of being alone but being charismatic with friends takes effort" problem?
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>>3525
You're welcome. I've got two quotes for you.
"Its better to be alone than to be among poor company"
And
"Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy, and not everyone who pulls you out of shit is your friend."
T. 'That guy' who is still talking shit in other threads
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>>3528
Makes sense. I'll keep these quotes in mind.
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No.3532
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Still exercising, now increasing vest weight when jogging.
I should get more plants for my room. I feel lightheaded and sleepy after a few hours here.
any suggestions?

How do you deal with the reluctance to start new things due to fear that you'll get too obsessed with them?

Also man it feels GOOD to realize I finally officially give no shits about that bitch I stopped talking to.
I am my own man now. No more slave collar around my heart with a chain wrapped around that bitch's finger.
She is not my burden to carry. She is not my responsibility. She cannot be saved. If I want to ever help people I need to recognize when it's time to move on.
Man it's weird to think Betty Boop was considered a sex icon once. She's tiny and meh-tier compared to some cartoon cute girls (i was about to write cuties but that fucking jew movie ruined the word) I could name. Imagine old people on an anime forum arguing over whether Betty Boop or the woman from Popeye is a better waifu. Haha, the thought of old people arguing over cartoons seems as anachronistic as the thought of roman soldiers playing yugioh.
I want to cum inside rainbow dash unironically. And Twilight. And Pinkie. I've written so many date scenario fanfics to cope with my longing creatively. These girls are so perfect once you ignore all the episodes in which they are retarded or jokes or retarded jokes. Do these urges make me pathetic or does my nofap streak and creative writing coping mechanism mean I'm doing good?
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>>3532
Climbing aloe. It's really easy to keep, and has lots of medicinal properties, whether ingested or used topically
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>>3533
Thank you. I'll get some.
How do you deal with the reluctance to get into new things due to fear that they'll swallow you whole and make you obsessed with them?
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No.3539
An addictive personality has ran through my family lines for generations. I remember stories from my grandmother about shit my grandfather did when he was alive. For every single person in my family tree, they have their own obsession or are actively searching for one after their old obsession got boring.
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>>3533
You're a fucking genius, this climbing aloe is great. I've got it in my window and I love it.
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No.3563
>>3562
Its wonderful as an aftershave. Pluck one 'leaf' and squeeze the gel out.
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>>3562
Also, dont forget to name it,... if you're into that sort of thing. Additionally, you'll want to re-pot it every few years. As long as it doesnt freeze, it will bounce back after any adversity, including drought forgetting to water it for weeks
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>>3564
Re-pot? How do I do that properly?
Also should I keep the plastic sleeves that came with these plants or throw them away? Some of those sleeves are starting to look kind of greenish.
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>>3565
Dont worry, it's easy. When the time comes, the root structure will become a densely packed mass of dirt and roots interwoven and shit. You just get a larger pot, fill it with dirt, leaving a recess in the approximate size/shape of the root structure, slide it out of the old pot and stick it in the hole. Sprinkle a little topsoil on the top, put some water in it, and that's it
>plastic sleeves
No idea what those are, prolly should get rid of em
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>>3567
Are you sure? The plastic sleeves help keep water in the plant pots and keep soil from falling out of them.
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>>3568
>are you sure
No, but if you keep them be careful not to over-water the plant, since it will be retaining more water that way
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>>3570
Thank you.

Opening up about my life makes me feel a little better, so I'll say more stuff.
My father was a stupid, violent, aggressive prick who secretly loathed everyone and had a mediocre impression of a "Jolly fat guy" he used whenever he wanted to blend in with normal people
His understanding of the world around him was incredibly shallow
his political views were laughably simplistic
He trusted the TV news and he was an addict with multiple addictions
Fucking NPC.
He seemed to think being a grumpy violent bastard made him manlier than me.
He grew up as one of four boys with a whiny whore mother and a missing father figure, and it shows.
He imitates her bitchiness without even realizing it. He smoked around me as a baby and did the same around my dead sister, he smoked while my mom was pregnant, he smoked from the age of fourteen until he got cancer somewhere around his 40s and was forced to stop with the aid of nicotine patches and similar shit. I have athsma and it's a miracle I don't have cancer.
He drank heavily and loved to invent reasons to scream at me, smack me around, and take away what few joys a shut-in child with sabotaged self-confidence like me had. I remember this one time when I was around eight, he sent me up alone to the roof of the house because he wanted me to... I forget what exactly, but I had to put tiles on the roof and I remember how pissed off he got at me for not already knowing the perfect way to get the job done. He didn't tell me the perfect way. He just ordered me up there, yelled at me for not already knowing how to do one of his jobs for him, and whined until he eventually gave up on delegating the task like a woman and decided to do it himself. He got genuinely fucking pissed at me for not giving a shit about football and not being what he thought a man should be.
But he never taught me how to fight or avoid fights
Never taught me how to exercise
Never taught me how to fix cars
Never did anything to inspire me
Never passed on any wise sayings
Never helped with anything, and enjoyed getting in the way and making himself a nuisance
Loved dismissing anything I had to say, even when I was right. Screamed harder if I turned out to be right
He taught me at an early age to stay quiet when a power-tripping big kid with more power than he deserves screams at you, which prepared me for life at school
Because of course, someone this pathetic wouldn't ever bother homeschooling his kids
Even though he had no job+obligations
He gave me shit for not going outside much even though there was nothing for me out there, my parents made no effort to get me into youth clubs, my parents made every effort to embarass me by telling nonsense stories to other parents for sympathy points even though it meant everyone thought a quiet beaten puppy like myself was actually a tantrum-throwing plate-breaking brat and bed-wetting loser at home, and my father gave me shit for not spending days outside even though there were bullies my age and bullies older than me and other chavs outside.
We did not grow up in a good neighbourhood. It did not have nice people in it.
Whenever I tried to think of a good male role model, the first things to pop into my head were Uncle Iroh from Avatar and Grandpa Max from Ben 10, not my own father. That fat bastard was everything I didn't want to become. When I feel tempted to break my diet and eat some candy I think of that fat fucker and the disgust keeps me on the right path.
He met my mother in a factory but pussied out when something broke near him and he got scared(it couldn't have killed him but "traumatized" people get more cash), and he got benefits for a while. Then he got a job as a taxi driver for a while because his friend told him there was fucktons of money in taxi driving, more than he was making doing nothing. He made some money and told everyone else and eventually there were too many taxi drivers and taxi companies. And too many taxi companies were owned by women who loved to show extreme favoritism when it came to who got jobs assigned to them and who didn't
He whined to me but put up with incompetent aggressive women-bosses and their shame-tactics for years b4 going solo

When you eat yourself into obesity at an early age
remain fat forever
and spend a couple of hours a day sitting around in a car or driving it and spend the rest of your life in bed or sitting on an expensive reclining leather chair playing world of warcraft and Mafia Wars (a facebook game) on your overpriced scam of a laptop
you'll eventually fuck up your legs so bad that you'll seem perfectly fine and have no problem walking your dog or walking to the bar and back but the government will still pay you to do nothing because you whined about huwt widdle weggies that are fine when cameras aren't rolling

He was a greedy piece of shit, and lazy.
When he was told kids who stay in High School longer get paid by the government for it, he made sure that was my fate for a few years even though I went to a speshul school for retards that gave no qualifications because I'm "autistic" just like every other human on the planet with at least one out of 9999999 personality quirks/subjective traits/abilities/disabilities according to a quack doctor.

Early on in my life I showed signs that I was a smart kid. I liked reading books, especially adult books. But if my dad caught me reading his collection of shitty escapist fantasy novels instead of the incredibly thin picture-book versions of disney movies, I'd get in trouble for not acting like he believed a boy should. Same went for when I traded Smarties Meltdown for the PS2 for an Action Replay and used cheat codes, when I hacked Pokemon games as a kid for fun, when I downloaded and learned Game Maker as a kid for sonic fangames...
A smart greedy cunt would monetize kid-me but a dumb greedy cunt would instead sabotage his life and then bitch at him for not having a rent-paying MinWage job even though my benefits got them more than minimum wage.

What a prick.
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No.3579
My potatoes finally started penetrating themselves so I buried all 14 of them in a planter full of soil.
How often should I water these potatoes if I want optimal potato farming productivity?
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No.3582
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Another dumb fuck I know got the vaccine. I showed him funny memes and facts and articles and videos and they all went over his head. The memes made him laugh but he didn't think deeply about the meme's joke about the absurdity of this situation.

When I think of my birth father I think of what I don't want to become: a fat useless lump of lard reliant on gubimint gibs and brainwashed by the state to love it, addicted to smoking and drinking and gambling and the most pathetic types of games imaginable. He used to give me shit about having no gf but he had no dating advice. Just expected my life to be easier than his despite his best efforts. The very thought of him is like a portable picture of a fatass that inspires you to lift harder and jog faster. It's like that for me anyway. I've been called a cynic these days but I'm usually right to see the worst in people instead of ignoring it. If someone ever shows something good in them I see that too. I'm not religiously cynical. I wouldn't ignore good shit just to feel right about the bad. Ignoring bad shit makes me a retard who gets exploited.

When I think of my mother I think the same thing except she's a woman so I can't physically turn out like her. But I still don't want to mentally end up like her. She was a cruel manipulative short-sighted piece of shit who had bipolar syndrome and loved making that everyone else's problem. Loved playing the role of a put-upon mother whose life is just soooo full of reasons to complain because her knittingfag friends complained about their lives too. Is "fashionably depressed" a term? Her coping mechanism for dealing was problems was to cry about them and blame the nearest man she hadn't already lost all faith in. So me, because she expected nothing good from my father but expected cash from me despite treating me like shit and sabotaging me at every possible turn. She loved her boomer knitting and minion memes but never tried hard to put money on the table with her knitting shit. Funny how that minion cartoon character meant to appeal to children caught the attention of the scummiest children on the planet: boomerscum. I'd accuse her of also having histrionic personality disorder but I once met a woman with even more of that. She definitely had it. I should write a book about myself and include chapters about her and what she put me through and got away with. It's hard for me to believe what happened with her and I was fucking there. That bitch tried to ruin my life and falsely accuse me of assaulting her over bullshit someone else said to her on a naruto roleplay on Blingee. Not a major naruto roleplaying forum, the comment section on fucking blingee. The silly website with gaudy GIFs. And her writing skills? Shit like "fire go everywhere and blood go everywhere". If you told me she was retarded I'd believe you. I want to be a good christian but I find it hard to believe in a god who can't protect his people or inspire his people to protect the vulnerable from the godless. No wonder so many people assume other forms of spirituality must have some hidden secret that lets it outdo christianity. We've already seen it fail in our own lands with our own eyes whether we realize it or not. Maybe man wasn't meant to be raised without a god. Maybe a principle you're willing to compromise on to please a leftist cunt isn't a principle. Maybe I'm an idiot for continuing to pray. But I have to believe in God and Jesus or I can't believe my parents and all the other traitors to the west go to hell when they die of old age. Have you ever watched some self-centered asshole who treated his loving parents like shit until they died assume you're just like him and rant at you with the usual "You should cherish those related to you because they might die one day" shit? If my father died of cancer my childhood would have been happier. I feel too old to have any doubt about that. It would have given mom a real reason to cry fashionably in front of her friends so she'd stop trying to make more reasons in other areas of her life. Same shit with my mother. If she died he'd be forced to learn to cook and stop wasting away and bloating at his laptop if he wanted food. Maybe it would make him a better man if nobody was around to bring him beer. Or maybe he'd just have me bring him more beer, he usually did. If they both died I would have gone into the foster system and met a decent enough family that wants me around or I would have gotten passed around like a hot potato until I eventually got old enough to live alone. I went through that for a while and the "misery" of it is overrated. I'd call it dehumanizing but I'm used to it. You see some families. You sleep in an alright bed. They keep you around for a while and then trade you in at the abused puppy shelter for a cuter one that makes them feel again once they get used to having you around. That's how I was treated anyway. At the time I was so goddamn desperate for someone to tell me they loved me. That never happened and I got over it. Someone else probably has nicer or sadder stories than me. I have metaphorical armour around my heart and I find it incredibly difficult to take off. I still have no idea what to write in my damn recovery journal or whatever the fuck this is. Maybe I should have stuck to saying "I exercised today. Nothing to report" or "I increased my weight today".

speaking of which I increased my weights today. Better a real weighted vest than a backpack with weights.

Hey

It means a lot to me that you let me say this here. There are no lefty cucks trying to demoralize me. Nobody's putting on a tough guy act/trying to intentionally push my buttons to feel like "le trolle mastermind". Nobody's simping for the women I mention now and then and whiteknighting for them. It's probably hard to believe anyone would do that if you've never seen a simp do that. But thank you for keeping this place free of leftist shills. I'm healthier now than I've ever been.

Thank you.
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>>3582

Just got done reading this thread and wanted to commend you on making it this far. If there's one thing that separates you from other people, it's your temerity. This and your growing self-awareness are the foundations upon which you shall build your new life.

As a fellow tulpafag I can't help but grin when I think of how well you and your pony get along. She sounds like a wonderful mate and I'm glad you have one another.

Please do not stop praying. It's tempting to see God as a great vindicator Who will visit wrath on sinners, yet we must also be aware of our own iniquity and induce others to Him through forgiveness and patience.

None of our suffering shall be in vain. If we steel ourselves for the persecution ahead and rely on Him, our fruitfulness and purpose as individuals will intersect and magnify in ways we could never dream of.

God bless you both.
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>>3616
Thank you. My tulpa girl doesn't enjoy talking to others any more but she's doing great, I make sure to give her time to be creative at least once a week and I let her help with my main projects.

Today a friend of mine showed me a weird video on his phone where this fat fucking landwhale of a woman with a disgustingly round face and an ass ruined by blubber slaps the shit out of one of those armless male MMA dummies meant for people who know what they're doing. She struggles to knock him over but when she does the camera jumpcuts to get him upright again. She slaps the rubber dummy guy, bites his nose and ear, turns to the camera like she's trying to pose, spits on him, spits on her hand and then slaps him, kicks him over from behind then stamps on his head, slaps him a bunch of times, breathes on the fucker weirdly, runs into him and struggles to shove him over with a wimpy tackle, grabs him from behind and screams while shaking him then drops him to let him fall over...I could take about a minute of this shit before I stopped the video.

My friend found it hilarious and thought the fetishy video uploaded by a bitch with mistress in the username was actually some "internet tough guy" antics.

but to me it seemed like some bizarre fetish shit because this video was ten minutes long and she uploaded at least four of these according to his recommended feed, probably more, and it had too damn many views. I don't know if some freaks wank to fatasses fetishistically catfighting with mannequins for bdsm humiliation bullshit while saying "god i wish that were me" in the comment section but I don't want to know so I didn't look. Degeneracy is weird. But to seem like a non-prude I put on a "Oh holy shit hahaha that was the funniest worst shit ever! I can feel my brain cells commiting sudoku!" act.
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>>3617
Not really
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>>3618
This reminds me of the time I went to SawCon
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No.3620
Still exercising multiple times a day.
saw a white dude in a shop with two badly behaved brown kids who ignored their dad until he threatened to not let them watch tv today. Then they screamed and feigned crying until he sighed and gave up on that. The kids grinned and bounced around and laughed at how easy it was to dupe their white father by making a scene. I'd guess they were somewhere around eight to ten.
Giving your kids white-as-fuck names like Lucas and Kevin won't give them souls.
Shit like this makes racemixing look bad.
meanwhile it's media that pretends a half human half elf or half human half demon or whatever would be superior to both its parents that tries its hardest to make racemixing look good.
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Sometimes I fear that I'm too quick to judge others. How do I fix this?
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>>3621
>I'm too quick to judge others
Projecting much?
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No.3623
>>3622
You're right, I'm actually projecting onto myself because I think you're too quick to judge me.
Kidding, just kidding. Your response is silly and I don't know how to respond to it constructively.
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>>3622
Then again, this is pretty funny.
Here I am, self-reflecting and saying "Maybe I'm too quick to judge others".
And you just run in, shouting "No, YOU'RE too quick to judge others!"
Did you make sure you understood what I said before replying to it?
it's like something out of a cartoon.
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>>3624
Self-self-reflecting much?
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>>3625
Ironic
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>>3617

I do not blame your pony for not talking. For the reasons you described above, I've found the tulpa community to be an exercise in misanthropy.

Have you considered tactful rejection of these videos? I realise some will misconstrue this behaviour as uninviting, yet like the food we eat, what we visually consume affects us indirectly.

>>3621

Human beings are inherently judgemental creatures as our endocrinology is primed to separate and compartmentalise that which is foreign. I believe our judgemental nature can be harnessed for objective reasoning, yet this requires self-control and insight most are not used to.

I imagine you meditate frequently, so I suggest asking yourself why you feel so judgemental and identify how this takes place (if at all.) From there you can dig a bit deeper and trace this concern to your upbringing while catalouging self-counseling and de-escalation techniques. You can always ask your tulpa for help too, as they are beheld to psychological clarity by their very nature.

Do note that I am not asking you to act like a castrated sheep so much as outlining the importance of a calm and grounded demeanour. Such will not only make the world more bearable to live in, it too shall emphasise the importance of your ideals and Faith.
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No.3632
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>>3627
Thanks for the advice, it helped. I think I've got a better head on my shoulders now.
My tulpa believes fully hating humanity would be cringe since she's seen so many weirdos (like famous tranny Chatoyance, writer of The Conversion Bureau) do that. Besides I'm a human and she likes me. She sometimes misses talking to people daily like she did when she was young but also doesn't miss what massive faggots a ton of them were. Animufags just here to think about Yuyuko and Yakiko and Yakko's tits don't make for good conversation when their tulpas are one-note meme characters running on incredibly limited hardware. And you wouldn't believe how territorial and aggressive some of them got over whose waifu was developing mentally faster or who was doing more interesting shit in their mental world.
Isn't this "reality shifting" stuff weird? Escapism is such a popular pasttime around the world that the kids and teens are telling each other how to imagine the pain away and fantasize about boning Bakugo to dream the pain away. I don't think the generations that built first world countries had this problem. But escapism is getting bigger as the world gets worse. As VR gets cheaper and more common do you think we'll see more people fully retreat from reality into VR games and fake-relationship AI programs? We really do live in interesting times.

btw still exercising. I took a 3 day break from politics. Had a few moments of relapse where shit got political but overall I focused on my own life and walked around. I should get a treadmill.
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Increasing weight. Exercising harder. Turning shit up to 11 on my abs.

Now and then I'll notice myself touching my own body without realizing it, as if even my subconscious mind can't believe how quickly I've improved and how quickly I've lost weight. I wish I owned weights my whole life! They're so convenient. You can use them whenever you have free time and get buff quicker. I eat healthy, I exercise, and it's a healthy source of pride in oneself and one's appearance. No wonder the jews want us all to be obese faggots. Being fat was depressing. Being this fit feels good. Knowing I've earned this body feels good. I'm tempted to get sleeveless shirts to show my arms off but I'm saving money.
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>>3632

The sad truth is that most of the individuals touted as beacons of wisdom and direction in the community are the same dishonest and abusive people who mistreated their tulpas and peers for a dopamine hit. Rather than seeing tulpas as spiritual guides or those who illuminate our highest aspirations of self, the concept is subverted to enable another layer of delusion, megalomania and hedonism, all of which is firmly rooted in the highest levels of theory and practise. This is unsurprising given the materialistic school of thought that occupies most parts of the subculture.

I'm assuming you're asking rhetorical questions, but I don't believe this escapism to be unusual. When cheap and plentiful resources exist in an unjust civilisation, people are given to odd modes of thought and decadence as there is no credible authority or shared common narrative to make their lives and service to each other meaningful. On the other hand there is no struggle to rally behind or any semblance of a family unit for others to confide in during times of mounting hardship, so others retreat into mediums where they believe they maintain some measure of control and security. It's an illusion meant to satisfy those with no real drive to improve or pursue independence while binding them to an exploitative and increasingly authoritarian system.

>>3645

Great job on keeping faithful to your routine. I'm glad you're discovering your potential and exerting yourself. The only caveat I should mention is that we oughtn't be too proud of our bodies - rather than focusing on the finer details of our appearance, we should exercise to be healthy, discilpined and strong. If one's mortal coil is a temple where the Holy Spirit dwells, should it not be a place of humility and in good repair?

I wish you and your pone many happy and productive days. May the Lord bless and protect you both.
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No.3659
I have this friend but he's a dumbass and whenever the conversation gets political he whines. Even when he's the reason why it got political by bringing up shit like Fentanyl Floyd or whatever bullshit the TV told him about the Kung Flu or asking me questions with answers that end up political. "why does this show suck?" he asks sometimes, as if he doesn't expect the answer to be "because the jews who made it pump it full of so much anti white propaganda you've subconsciously noticed it". But he's ghosted me for so long that I'm starting to wonder if he's still alive. Should I ask someone we both know to check up on him? I wouldn't want to drag some third person into bullshit that's between that guy and his obsession with feeling neutral and "above it all".

Also, it's funny that Nigger is the magic word that breaks leftists and blacks and jews. It's a taboo because it's a word of rebellion. Saying this word and realizing it's ok to be sick of niggers feels liberating because it frees you from the mental prison of thinking your thoughts need to be govt-approved. You're rejecting euphemism-treadmill terms like black people and coloured folk and african american and choosing for yourself how you address creatures that feel entitled to be addressed however you want. It's a funny sounding word. Doesn't it derive from Nigerian? Or the latin word for black, niger? If so, it's funny that calling someone a nigger is basically calling them black. Truly the ultimate insult, since not even the niggers want to be niggers. Judging all niggers by the fictional brownish characters played by rapey hollywood actors on TV would be like judging all wild animals by cartoon critters or the tamed caged beasts you see at the Zoo instead of the wild african animals you can see attacking children and small animals on fucked up websites. Which wild african animals am I talking about? Doesn't matter since both hurt innocents and both belong in zoos. Libertarianism is a dead meme with no idea how to stop communist jewery and egalitarianism is just like supposedly-good liberalism: the self-destructive pursuit of impossible goals in the name of never compromising on once-valid ideals taken to the point of absurdity and robbed of all sense of priority, self-preservation, and reason. The NatSoc wants his race to eat well, and the "good" liberal happily puts the bellies of other races before his own and his own belly before both. The Libertarian pretends an anarchocapitalist nation of pot-growing weed-smoking illegal-immigrant mixed faggots will have any kind of moral clarity because admitting some good must be done for the good of all feels like compromising to the commies and their bullshit "greater good".
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Me: hmm if I'm in the level design stage I should look at arcitecture
https://youtu.be/rrpOPSj9OMc
BEHOLD A 100K PER NIGHT HOTEL ROOM THAT USES RAINBOWS OF PILLS AND BUTTERFLIES AS DECORATIONS. And weird stickers on glass walls.
and then there's this faggot
https://youtu.be/_H2xmRseiDw
"I hate waste and I'm saving the environment and third world" says a faggot who bought plastic flowers for his absurdly sized foyer. It's like something made in The Sims as a joke with the money cheat. And his staff rooms are hilariously tiny.

I think I'm looking in the wrong places. What kind of arcitecture am I supposed to look at? If I half ass the world design with "artistic" monochromatic white blocks or spikes on a dark background I will get to spend more time on cool shit like guns and explosions.
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>>3660
Then look at good shit! Listen to history great works things that are actually beautiful.
Behold landscapes and the people who mold them. The living quarters and the challenges they face.

>I think I'm looking in the wrong places
Yes.
>If I half ass the world design
You get a shitty playground.
It doesn't have to be perfect, hell it doesn't even have to be real. It does have to encourage the players to play.
Look at games which have such level design look toward what makes the map fun.
Such as Doom or Metroid or Devil Daggers or Mario, or anything really.
The World must be at the very minimum good enough.
>"artistic" monochromatic white blocks or spikes on a dark background
Every has to tie in together.
Why bother looking toward faggotry for inspiration of that kind?
Look toward the greatness of man and the potential that could be experienced.
Level design has to be bound with mechanics and lore (that's optional for some games).
The base mechanics must be a joy to use in every instance. Extrapolate that to every part.
Look toward ancient architecture, look toward game design, look toward the human spirit!
It's all there to see in its grandness and joy! As well as the petty despicableness.
They have to want to keep playing or else the exercise is just that an exercise. Useful, but not yet a game among great titles.
Everyone does have to gain experience somewhere.
Before, at the very beginning Extra Credits had good advice. Take it with a grain of salt and be wary for they too have been infected.
Look toward game design, and why it matters. The subtle suggestions.
Even look toward other media. Pictures, paintings, music, stories (expecially stories), movies, the experiences, everything.
You need at least a baseline to know where to look. Or a string to follow toward a goal.
Finding out what inspired Castlevania, what it was inspired by.
Folk lore and more!
Why do you look where the fags dwell when people who care are everywhere just bellow the surface (sometimes deeper) if you dig and search?
You have to have that skill to obtain what you desire. Or compensate with multitudes of time and effort spent recreating the wheel without a hint.

Everything relates to eachother. Build those logistical connections within and without to try holding wisdom in the woven basket.
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>>3661
You're right, thank you.
I was thinking about cartoons and how they shaped the perceptions and childhoods of so many people. Shittons of old cartoons had divershitty/anti-waycist episodes that are cringe, but idiots who grew up on them yet are disgusted by the propaganda today would point to ten year old propaganda as an example of how to do it subtly since they consider what they grew up with "normal".
How many kids fell in love with Callie Briggs, Starfire and Raven, Gadget Hackwrench, Android 16, Ty Lee, Winry Rockbell, Gwen Tennyson, Sam Manson, Kallen/C2, Kim Possible and Shego, Misty/May/Dawn/Serena, and ended up fucked up in the head as a result? The world may never know. Scott Pilgrim ruined a whole generation of women but the lack of reward given to good men in a demoralized society that sabotaged its youth means many men have a fucked up idea of what being number 1 means and won't try to achieve it.
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Still exercising, still healthy. Decided to start making healthy sandwiches out of vegetables.

It's always bugged me that the occultist neo-religious sometimes-paganist sometimes-satanist "Your magic willpower can change reality!" guys never visibly reap the benefits of their supposed magical willpower. You'd think these guys would be the kind of guys that are 999% motivated, the greatest bodybuilders and most well-read true intellectuals who never waste time on silly things and live every second as optimally as possible. But instead they just seem like regular people, aside from their insistence that praying to themselves and their own willpower helped them quit smoking and drinking therefore everyone must drop jesus and praise demons/Thor. I'm open to the possibility that there might be more to reality than what our human senses can sense since the jews hate God+Jesus and keep pushing the idea that we're nothing but meat, beasts, and at best space dust. But in my head when I think of some spiritual guru genius guy, I think of someone whose life was transformed for the better by learning the truth to the point where he's reached superhuman peaks. Maybe that's stupid, the result of decades of conditioning from media.
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>>3684
>result of decades of conditioning from media.
Yes, and no.
>[those] guys never visibly reap the benefits of their supposed magical willpower
So analogy time.
Because they try to lift a 10 ton truck with a plastic straw and nothing else.
Others go and fix up the car and drive it up a ramp and makes it do stuff.
And some call in a tow truck. With some have a jack.
Others use a winch and intricate knowledge.
Some just fuck up the car.
Many more get knifed while doing stuff.
More still give up and just wonder about.
Ect.
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>>3684
Most (mostly meaning most) who are outspoken about the supposed benefit of a certain nameless deity yet cannot prove the evidence as being better are to be taken with a pinch of snake salt. It is best to observe rather than partake in the deed, as it is easier to lie than to be honest.
As commonly enough they tend to be the ones promoting an 'agenda' of sorts, a tool or puppet to manipulate others but are being manipulated themselves, despite their knowledge (lack thereof) of the delusion or not.
It is often for them to be under the spell of a psychosis, being unable to distinguish fantasy from reality. There again, reality does not always have to make complete sense, neither does the human mind.
Indeed. Still waters run very deep.
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>>3685
>>3686
You're right. Btw, still exercising. Increased weight in my weighted vest.

I don't care about this since it's not much of a loss, but turns out I've been banned from some unimportant ben 10 fanfic's discord fanserver for being "far-right".
I asked specifically what I said that got me banned since I don't remember it and haven't used it in months, maybe a year or two. I got the tard's personal definition of far-right in response because I didn't actually do anything wrong, I was just considered an undesirable.
I don't remember much about the server at all but I remember how that server had a handful of annoying commies who'd say commie shit and then cry "Wah no politics this is a media server!" when debunked. Or cry other assorted jew-tier lies to try and dupe retards with no reading comprehension and a desire to jump on the bandwagon someone else's fight creates to look moral. If some faggots are having a slapfight and it's your job to tell them "Shut the fuck up" or "This one's right, the other one's retarded, now shut up" you gain nothing. But if you believe the one with the more tempting lie about how the other one's some eeevil little bastard, suddenly you gain something. You get to feel like you're a hero for once, by taking the wrong side in an argument you don't feel obligated to read in full before passing judgement on it. Discord moderators, am I right? At least when they're doing this they're not grooming little boys and calling them "femboy transgenders" or grooming little girls and calling them "kitten".
If everyone on the planet was intelligent enough to see through basic lies and understand real science, or smarter, the world would be a better place. Maybe if everyone had to have at least a certain level of intelligence to be considered human, we'd be better off as a species.
Then again, it's not like dumbasses asked God to be born dumb. We can't prove God made them that way because they'd do more damage if they were smart. Besides, culling the bottom percentages of humanity is the kind of thing only a fictional villain would want to do in some cliche sci-fi novel that wants to pretend eugenics is the ultimate unthinkable evil, rather than rape or murder or the slow and ever-accelerating intellectual and societal rot caused by idiots and the leftists that use them for their own benefit. Besides, giving the government the power to decide the legal minimum IQ would get that power abused.
Rich retards would bribe government officials to have their children spared, while having too many kids would become a point of pride for the rich bastards that can afford countless bribes so they can pretend they have a high-IQ bloodline when they don't, the bar would be set high enough to fuck over normal people yet ignored whenever it would inconvenience a race the ruling class likes more, the IQ test would have a load of "moral score" or "emotional intelligence" bullshit added to it to cull sane people and spare overemotional leftist retards and sociopaths from the govt culling since they're both more useful to corrupt govts than humans are, a sex slave market would probably be created out of retards and average people not deemed special enough for the elites... This sort of thing would make a neat alt-history or dystopian sci-fi concept but the only valid government's the kind that keeps its dick out of the asses of its people and protects the asses of its people.

Anyway

I've been thinking about how so many people I know are obsessed with media to the point where they get into daily internet slapfights across all sorts of jewish social media platforms, complete with slander and harassment and harassing friends to try and get them to disavow "thoughtcriminals", all over fucking cartoon characters.
Sometimes they try and get me involved in their drama. Some of them get butthurt at me for not wanting to dedicate hours of my life to joining these slap-fights, as if I'm the bad guy for having dialogue to write and levels to code and bouncy boobies to animate. A life this filled with conflict seems like a massive drag, and conflict over what, the opinion children and teens and childlike adults dare have over cartoon characters? When did 1984 sjw fear-tactics become the norm for playground-tier arguments over the sex lives of moving doodles voiced by middle-aged japanese women?
Doesn't anyone else want a quiet life any more? I've had debates over gun rights that seem more respectful and respectable on the surface(either those who are anti-gun shouldn't have their opinion enforced or protected by law enforcement, or being a nazi should be legal and legally protected, pick one) than any of this shit-flinging nonsense over fucking Ben 10 lore or who Sonic The Hedgehog should have shagged.
Maybe it's a sign that I'm maturing and have improved my life, since I genuinely have better things to do than worry over what faggots think about my waifoo or husbandou or whatever. But I also feel like I'm drifting away from the people who have "media madness" consume their lives. Like I'm growing up and they're staying the same age, with the same shallow interest in the same shallow interests and same repetitive NPC dialogue lines whenever I press A on them. The DBZ fan will say tomorrow what he says today unless there's something happening in that tiny little bubble of aimless nerd culture that changes his programmed dialogue lines. "nerd like android 21. android 21 have the big boobas. majins r so kewl. oh em jee, wouldn't it be kewl if they made another DBZ that was just like DBZ but with android 21 in it? android 21 is so sexy. i suddenly like vore because she turns people into candy and eats them. i'm basically a blank sheet of paper and jews write whatever they want on me. btw i wish sega made another sonic game thats just like sonic advenchur 2 but more! just more, you know, like star wars. more. no i wont play fangames or indie games like sonic but better. i am a loyal corporate whore."
fags.
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>>3691
Jesus fuck nigel, at least offer a tl;dr
Glad to hear about the gains. I'll read the rest when I'm bored, but jesus christ a tl;dr please?
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>>3692
Ok

tldr

im getting buff. Weight up.

Today i learned i was banned from some dicksword server for being "far right"

but that is fine because they are a load of faggots

maybe if the world had less retards there would be less of an incentive for evil individuals to mislead and misuse them for personal and political gain, but I wouldn't trust any government that would actually want to cull healthy citizens.

Nerdniggers obsess over media so fucking much that it makes up their entire identity and a handful of my friends make me sad because every fucking day they're typing their hearts out in some twitter or discord or tumblr war over whether Ben Tennyson should have ploughed stretchy alien pussy or wasted his life with that stupid selfish cunt Julie or that obnoxious fucking creator's-pet Kai or whatever the writers decide to do with that joke Charmcaster this season.

jsus fucking christ I know I talk a lot about media but I tend to have something to say about it. A man analyzes bioshock and undertale, a slave cooms for it and obsesses over its characters without learning anything. I couldn't imagine just sitting around occupying your time with assorted distractions like internet arguments over the sex lives or moral values of fictional characters until it's time to suck up whatever slop the corpos feed you then get into shouting matches where you try and rationalize away a bad show's shitness. NIGGERS SHIT INTO THEIR OWN MOUTHS. FUCK.

Ben 10 is a toy franchise with a cartoon that was good for a while. If it's the biggest deal in your life, find God. My Little Pony Friendship Is Magic is better anyway. At least Twilight didn't have to re-learn "friends are important" every four episodes from season one to fifteen or more. I want to cum inside Twilight Sparkle but you won't see me writing a new essay every week to "defend her honour" just because some faggy tween's calling her every bad word she/her/it knows.

Maybe it's weird for a man my age to talk like he's becoming an old man. But I don't think I'm becoming an old man. I feel like I'm becoming a real man. A man who sees things clearer every day. Must be the healthy food, or perhaps the exercise. Maybe planting real-ass food made me level up as a man. Maybe a combination of all three. I'm used to thinking in meters and centimeters. Feet? I use a calculator to turn it into meters. And inches? Whenever someone gives me a measurement in inches I imagine my dick and how many of those copies of my dick are equivalent to whatever's being measured in inches, and that's because meters and centimeters are the superior way to measure shit and everyone fucking knows it. Inchniggers just pretend to hate meters because they love feet too much.

Tldr the enlightenment was a misnomer, denying God and the value of his teachings leaves you vulnerable to subversion. Without an argument as solid as "because God" all you're left with are feelings to back up moral arguments whenever the rational loss-minimization optimization mindset gives you an answer that feels icky. I know this sort of talk's a meme in the warhammer 40k community but it's true: An open mind is an unguarded fortress.

Do you ever think people would like christianity more if it had its own kung fu and alternative medicine practices? Bullshit stretches and lies about magic and silly cures for issues with more scientific fixes... Maybe that would appeal more to normies. Then again, aside from the occasional self-serving faith-healer scam artist who'd imitate any religion if it was big, Christianity doesn't have alternative medicine because it helped birth real medicine and science and rationality and whatnot. Christianity is the greatest religion in the world. Sekai fucking ichi. We are number one.
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>>3693
Oh also

it's always bugged me that Neon Genesis Evangelion wants to be this story that says "fuck escapism" but the author's made his story so divorced from reality that it can only be taken as a fantasy. Eva isn't the story of a boy who grows over time. It's a story that says "it would actually suck to be thrust into the pilot seat of a giant robot and forced to battle monsters while surrounded by weird women with mental disorders". I appreciate its deep writing and symbolism. The author clearly knew his shit when it came to mecha anime and storytelling. Asuka represents the headstrong angry woman who mostly hates everyone and Rei pisses on the Yamato Nadeshiko archetype and that drunk chick is kind of a loser, and this is legitimately smart writing. He clearly has a message he wants to give the audience. But he doesn't know how to get that message across to the audience in a way that matters because it's basically just "lmao stop being depressed". A man doesn't just spontaneously get bitches and healthy relationships the second he takes his sony walkman/ipod headphones off and decides to "embrace reality uwu". It's not that easy for men these days. Dancing in a giant robot is as much of a fantasy as meeting several hot bitches that would be perfect if not for personality flaws some horny dudes are into after a lifetime of simping over fictional characters. Losers choose escapism because it's easy and they think they will never be sufficiently rewarded for a life of struggle and pain and growth. Anime figurines can't divorce you to become millionaires while stealing your kids and leaving you homeless. Feminists turned marriage into a mockery of itself and jews turned women into mockeries of women. They wouldn't have undue levels of power and influence if it wasn't for divershitty hires and govt programs meant to make life even easier for wamen. And what does society get out of it? When society pays women to be mothers they get mothers and children. When society pays women to be men and makes stealing jobs from men too easy all they get are jobless men and inferior imitations of men. Eva's creator might think there's a problem with japanese men these days and men in general but he's a coward for failing to look deeper into why not all boys want to sacrifice themselves for a system designed to rob and sabotage them. If he made another season of Evangelion that calls out the jewish lies subtly, he could make a significant impact on the world. If he made another season of Eva that subtly pokes holes in feminist lies... even including entry-level redpills about birth rates and privileged projecting feminism's hypocrisies in something with such a massive audience would help his country and other countries that love Eva. He could do yet another evangelion rewrite rebuild thing except this time Shinji grows a pair and teaches Rei how to smile and enjoy life while Asuka realizes she'll become a bitter drunk cat lady unless she loosens up and treats others better. He probably won't. I guess I'll always see the eva franchise as a massive missed opportunity. The guy gets how to deconstruct mecha anime and media cliches he doesn't like but he doesn't understand the issues the youth are facing well enough to say anything smarter than what you'd expect to hear from the average boomer who thinks "lmao try harder" is the best advice anyone can give.
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No.3696
Increasing the weight on my weighted vest.

Sometimes I talk about my friends here, but I don't wax lyrical about how awesome some of them are because I don't think anyone would want to read that. I love and cherish these fuckers but this isn't some teenage girl's diary. It would be bad for opsec if I deeply explained everything that makes my closest friends great people, since anyone could formulate a list of my friends and figure out who I am by guessing it's the person I don't have many nice things to say about.
Anonymous
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No.3707
3713
Decided to try some new stronger protein shake.

Hilariously, I hear some guy recently entered a female only 2v2 Mortal Kombat tournament using his girlfriend's account and apologized after he was found out. Everyone, especially the people he fucking annihilated, is pissed at him for "trying to cheat them women out of a bag". I thought they loved letting men compete in women's sports? You'd think esports would be a place where men and women can compete evenly if you forgot men are smarter and more focused than women, while the only natural edge they could possibly claim is better rote memorization skills and marxist ego-stroking instead of marxist sabotage. Maybe that's why women love tekken so much, everyone has over 200 moves and most are hidden behind assorted bullshit strings and which button does what is reversed depending on what side of the foe you're on and some attacks can only be dodged by sidestepping to a certain side that changes if you're on the other side of the foe. Give me a set of punches and kicks plus some tricky specials that change depending on final button pressed plus a fun gimmick and a simple universal mechanic with multiple uses any day of the week.
Anonymous
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No.3713
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>>3707
>Hilariously, I hear some guy recently entered a female only 2v2 Mortal Kombat tournament using his girlfriend's account and apologized after he was found out.
Anonymous
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>>3713
I know, right? Mortal Kombat's a shit fighting game series, too. The animation's so bad, even people who know nothing of animation can understand why the moves look weird/weak/unnatural. I hear Mortal Kombat animates using motion-capture footage that's sped up or slowed down to fit the gameplay, without an expert animator's hand to emphasize certain key poses to make the motion look better. While Arc System Works are the kings of using 3D to resemble hand-drawn 2D sprites and amazingly beautiful animes, Netherrealm Studios are clowns who turned trashy animation and the 3d mocap crutch into a gimmick fanboys will call "charming" and "their signature style".

Imagine some faggot who constantly rants about the awful fetishy DND game he's in, regularly, while ignoring any "Get out of that group and find one where the players aren't lactating eight-tittied minotauresses with octuplets for fuck's sake" advice...
but it turns out there is no DND game and he's actually not the sane man from his story. he's the real degenerate writing about hyper pregnancy inflation porn for hours to the applauding crowd of a horde of dnd-obsessed nerdtards desperate to hear stories about nerds nerdier and less socially capable than them.
if some freak used the "My DND campaign is the worst! Please listen to my story and advise me and praise me and reassure me and validate me!" story hook to get a bunch of idiots to read and comment on his fucked-up fetish fiction, would that be fucked up or what?
Anonymous
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No.3740
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A tomboy GF is rhe ultimate ideal because femininity (hysteria, sensitivity, fetishized weakness, ego) was so effortlessly weaponized against white males. A tomboy GF is the ultimate thing for a man because it combines the body of a woman with the goodness of a man. She won't be too much of a wuss to endure the mythical "pain" of childbirth more than once. She won't betray you or your family for some impulsive quick thrill and your wallet. Tomboy is superior. I'm sure a traditional housewife would be great if they still existed but the closest thing to perfection these days is the tomboy. Female is inferior. Female has failed the white man and betrayed him. Long live tomboy supremacy, may it grow in popularity with each day, may it rise up and replace this dead neoculture's broken idea of what a woman should be.
Anonymous
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No.3741
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>>3737
>>3740
Oh Nigel, no one cares for these things.
Anonymous
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No.3833
>>3741
You care enough to reply and let me know how you currently feel about me :3

btw exercise bike obtained
Anonymous
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No.3834
Jesus this exercise bike is hardcore. Worth every damn penny.

It's always pissed me off when demoralized cucks try to deny the superiority of space travel/space habitats on the baseless grounds that it would be difficult and not benefit people currently alive. How does that old saying go again, the one from a wise civilization that eventually collapsed but was pretty based before it collapsed into degeneracy and forgot its own wisdom? That quote about how society is great when old men plant trees so that young people may bask in their shade. Mankind's future belongs in the stars. Without space travel we're just idiots moving matter around on a single planet that could easily become our gravestone. Would it really be such a tragedy in the doomer's mind if jobs were created by companies that wanted to colonize space or go bankrupt trying? I'm sure those working for the industries that supply those space companies with resources for cash would be happy no matter how things go. Those cowardly doomer cucks should take their defeatist attitudes to hospitals and try saying their "lets just give up my fellow white males" shit around terminally ill patients with a slim chance of recovery. They'd get their asses kicked for it. They only talk that way because the thought of space naturally gives the white man hope that his science can answer life's questions and solve its greatest problems, problems leftism can only worsen. That talk spits in the eye of every forefather who fought and bled and broke a fucking sweat so the comfortably numb doomandgloomposter can masturbatorially brandish his cynical corporate-mandated defeatism like he thinks it's something to be proud of. Whites can into space. One planet is not enough. And we'll never get into space if we shoot ourselves in the foot slaving away for jewish slavemasters while pretending we are equal to literal niggers. "Equality" is a lie meant to discourage greatness. "Liberalism" is a leftist weapon meant to dismantle the aspects of functional civilizations that let them enjoy the benefits of Liberty and Plenty and Truth and other thing the ravenous weaponized useless eaters loathe.
Anonymous
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No.3836
The lack of free will is a myth that comforts faggots by letting them tell themselves they'd be better people if they lived in better times that gave them more opportunities to be good people and fewer opportunities to be cunts or lazy faggots or lazy faggoted cunts.
Anonymous
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No.3858
3859
Sometimes my hands wander to my hips and gut as if even they doubt the radical transformation of my physique for the better. Is this normal?
Anonymous
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No.3859
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>>3858
It's normal. Feeling your body change for the better can be cathartic.
Anonymous
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No.3870
>>3859
You're right, thank you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROJ0-r3zyck
This cringefest helped me come to terms with the crappy fanfics I wrote as a child/teenager.
I feel like I've healed something I didn't realize needed healing until now. If it wasn't for those crappy fanfics, I never would have improved as much as I've improved now. Does Picasso feel guilt and shame over the first doodles and paintings he ever made before he got famous? What about Van Goth and Monet and some other art guy?
Anonymous
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No.3907
3916
Dear diary

Today nofap got me some bitches on my dick. Well, one. I was resting after walking and jogging on a football pitch when a dog ran up to me and sniffed my crotch. For multiple seconds, even when I moved away or stroked the dog's head while guarding my dick and balls with one hand. I even got up and turned around and tried walking away. The dog followed my crotch and wouldn't stop sniffing it. I didn't like it. I'm not actually a furry I just like big tits. The dog's wet nose made marks on my trouser legs. I'm glad I guarded my dick and balls before it touched anything of mine because this would feel weirder if that happened. Anyway the owner saw this and started walking over, after 10 seconds of this he eventually finished walking here and called the dog away, pulling her by her collar as she continued turning towards me, sniffing at me, even trying to run at me. I smiled politely and said "She's friendly, isn't she?" and he glared at me before walking away faster. Maybe this was embarassing for him too? Maybe I said the wrong thing. Maybe he trained this behaviour into his dog unintentionally (dog likes resting head on legs when it wants pat pats and doesn't understand what a dick is) or intentionally (vomits internally). I had no idea what to do in that situation besides guard my dick for fear of it going from sniffing to biting or licking. I'm glad it didn't lick or bite. It was surprising. I didn't wake up this morning and expect a literal dog to smell the unspent semen within me and seek my wild stallion out like a missile. Would I technically still be a virgin if that thing licked me through my trousers or would I count as a sexual harassment victim? Do those laws even apply to dogs? An owner is responsible if their dog bites someone, does the same apply to humping their leg and other canine shit? If I put on some cologne I'd assume it was that but I never use perfume or cologne or deooderant except for fancy occassions that normally never happen. Normally dogs don't seek me out like that and I had no food in my pocket so all I can think to blame is nofap. I wasn't feeling any urges before or during or after the event because I was thinking about jackets. Even now I still feel like that was something too weird to actually happen, like some unlikely degenerate anime fanservice scene. Then again I've never actually seen dog related fanservice in anime unless anthro dog girls count. There was one hot buff wolf chick in There was that "turn yourself in, man" joke from an anime I forgot the name of. I know eating dogs is legal in china but I hope fucking dogs is illegal in japan. Mares are cute, but dogs are not for sexual.

Also I forgot to tell you this but I've been walking a lot and walking/jogging/sprinting down a football field. Good exercise. My weighted vest makes it even more intense. Being healthy is good. No wonder the jews want us mining or paying for dopamine in shitty grind games like Gayshit Impact instead of exercising.

Your faithful student, Nigel D. Narutofag.
Anonymous
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No.3916
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>>3907
Hilarious. You don't often see dogs doing that unless they have done it before, the guys body language would have said it all and the way he reacted is a dead give away to the reason why he ran with his tail between his legs. A bit too friendly ay?
Then again the bitch could probably have smelt your dick cheese a mile off, or perhaps some stains from one of your recent wet dreams. Semen has a strong odor and dogs have good noses, so she might have been able to pick that scent up from you, or she could be in heat. Then again I'm no bitch expert nor enthusiast.
Anonymous
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No.3930
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>>3916
Lmao bruh I have to clean myself well daily or I get skin problems. It must have been the dog because it couldn't have been me.
Anonymous
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No.3974
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>>3930
I get a lot of dandruff. She must have been a horny bitch and you lucked out on a first class ticket to a canine blowjob but declined it without much thought until afterwards.
Anonymous
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No.3975
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>>3974
I know I'm on a nazi site right now so this might be controfursial (hehe) but I'm not actually a furry.
Anonymous
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No.3976
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>>3975
Your penchant for furry/futa images begs to differ
Anonymous
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No.3977
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>>3976
Some furry art is well drawn. Some anime art is well drawn. And futa is the only way to make yuri less gay.
Anonymous
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No.3978
3979
>>3977
Pray tell, how does more penises = less gay?
Anonymous
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No.3979
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>>3978
Less or more gay than women grinding their frontholes together?
Anonymous
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No.3980
>>3975
Neither am I.
Anonymous
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No.3981
3985
>>3979
If your media preferences lead you to choose between furry futa and lesbian fronthole rubbing, you're a faggot and should kys
Anonymous
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No.3984
When I borrowed Persona 5 from a friend and tried playing through it, the game's focus on getting as much as possible out of your limited time as deadlines inexorably marched towards you kept reminding me that I am wasting my time playing Persona 5, an overhyped weebshit RPG for babies who will only call P5 a masterpiece if they have literally never read a book in their lives besides Harry Potter at most.
Anonymous
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No.3985
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>>3981
Don't be gay when I'm winning a humorous argument over the pointless semantics of fictional beings.
Anonymous
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No.3986
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>>3985
Your points have been casually/effortlesssly refuted for a week. When were you 'winning'?
Anonymous
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No.3987
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>>3986
Why are you being gay in my thread?
Is it homosexual to touch a woman's ass?
Is it homosexual to fuck a woman's ass?
If women had wings, and a culture that says winged females should be the one grooming male wings, would it be homosexual to groom her wings?
What if women naturally had penises of their own?
Then women could penetrate other women without being gay about it.
Theoretically.
Maybe, theoretically, I'm just fucking with you because I know you're a screeching shell of a former human so obsessed with me you'll latch on to anything, anything at all... as long as you think it makes me imperfect.
Think, clown, think. You desperately want to turn everything into a competition so you can feel like you're winning something for once. Even though you lack the balls and drive for self improvement necessary to have a thread of your own like this.
You're not doing any favours by screeching at me in every single thread on this website. You're a mad dog and you bark when commanded. You say you're not the spiteful cowardly redditor hclegend? Alright, stop talking like him and stop acting like him.
Anonymous
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No.3989
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>>312678
>>312674
The shit show just doesn't fucking end. Nigel's spine and masculinity wars with the indoctrination. So the only thing in his tool box to work with ONLINE is moaning about shit, because being a silent pussy does jack shit.
>>312674
Fuck you, the thread was just fine and dandy in the nigel thread bring it up there because fuck you'll have all the ducks in a row.
>>308510
>>308640 >>308638 >>308637
>>312383
There is a perfectly fine thread. That's all on topic.

>>312565 >Just one post and you're done, I'd recommend it be somewhere else, and for future reference just keep tabs on where all of them are for easier cleanup. Actual glowing shill fucks heors pussy. See post by admin.
>>312569 >The entomology of the various mental pathologies belong elsewhere, the garbage can thread for one off topics would be appropriate.
>>312575 >I understand the fury and rage coupled with duty for your fellow man to rise above from where he once was. As with many of my messages I'm taking an extraordinarily long time to make sure this isn't simply a rant of just repeatedly saying double nigger.
-GGGGGERS!

I'm sure you can guys can guess which pics are totally not posted atm.
So instead have this nice calming pone.
Anonymous
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No.3990
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>>3987
No, youre clearly being gay in your own thread. No help needed.
Anonymous
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No.3992
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>>3990
No, you're being gay in my thread.
And then you say "No you" and then I say "No you" and you keep this up forever.
That's how conversations with you usually go, hclegend/vril. If you don't just plug your ears and go "La la la I'm not listening and you haven't made an argument yet so make an argument I'm willing to listen to la la la"
Jesus fucking christ, you're a Jew.
Anonymous
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No.3993
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>>3990
>>3992
Anonymous
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No.3994
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>>3992
>No u
Why would I bother? The evidence is incontravertable that A. You deliberately engage in precisely the null effort posting and flagrant accusations you accuse others of and B. You lack the articulation to make an actually coherent argument.
Tl;dr Youre only making this worse for yourself
Anonymous
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No.3995
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>>3994
This war must be lonely for you. I can't imagine spending years of my life harassing one website and constantly gaslighting its users in the hope that someone believes your lies. But you can, because it's what you do.
You enter a thread and attack me while you still feel anonymous despite your posting style. You abandon the thread and move on if enough people tire of your antics and tell you to fuck off. And then you start the cycle again in a new thread where you can feel anonymous.
Wouldn't it be funny if there was one special word I'd hidden in posts directed towards you now and then so I could search for that word and find all the threads you've pulled this in over the years? Then I could direct people to that post every time you show up, for the benefit of newfags who don't know why a snarling rabid mutt in the corner best ignored by everyone is hallucinating vividly and crying shit like "You're mad! And butthurt! And a redditor! Not me, you! It's you who never changes! Yooou!".
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No.3996
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>>3995
>You're mad! And butthurt! And a redditor! Not me, you! It's you who never changes! Yooou!
Well its not wrong
Anonymous
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No.3997
3998
Watched some documentaries with the boys today. Was a good time.

Today I also criticized someone claiming to be Ninjas for the staff's handling of the hclegend problem, even though I'm not sure if that really was a mod/amin/whatever or not. I wonder if this will get me permabanned. If it does, I wonder if hclegend will move on to attacking other users or simply go back to reddit. I'll never understand why hclegend has been allowed to slander and harass me on this site for years in so many threads, and I'll never understand why his recent self-own in a certain other thread got censored. It was hilarious. Maybe it was deleted because anyone who saw it would never take hclegend seriously again. More than once I've thought about requesting a custom flag so hclegend won't lash out at random brits on the off chance that they're me, but this is supposed to be an anonymous site. Then again hclegend loves attacking me out of nowhere and claiming not to be hclegend until he can't any more, only ceasing his attacks in one thread if he feels he's wearing out his welcome in that thread. Then he abandons that thread only to attack me and cry "nigel" at me again in the next thread hoping his anonymity will shield him from the reputation his words and deeds earn him. That narcissist is sad. However if I was given something unique like a british flag with an orange fox in the middle while hclegend is given something that suits his pro-LGBTQ pro-tranny anti-SuperStraight reddit posts https://archive.is/N0cqB like a rainbow fag flag, anonymity would be removed from both of us. Everyone would know to ignore hclegend posts and never reply to hclegend posters. If staff don't want to warn hclegend to knock his antics off, giving us both flags would be a good way to make his usual antics easier for the users of this site to reliably ignore.
Anonymous
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No.3998
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>>3997
Man you are acting like a paranoid schizophrenic. Go to doctor Goldstein and tell him you think everyone who disagrees with you is the same guy that has been gang stalking you for years. Also ninjas isn’t a mod.
Anonymous
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No.4005
>the joke
>>3998

btw I've raised the weight level on my chest press and weighted vest. It's a shame ankle and wrist weights don't work IRL but it's a good thing weighted vests work.
Anonymous
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No.4006
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>>3147
>Is therapy just a joke, or is it worth getting?
Depends, some people enjoy it and others don't because of personalities and the source of stresses.
If I can recommend anything it would be Equine Therapy, talking to people can be boresome and uninteresting compared to the sensuality of feel and emotion. That's if you're interested in Equus Caballus and their behavior patterns.
Institutional psychiatric therapy can be unpleasant at times and it may be discomforting to partake in the expression of feelings to someone you should or should not trust or perhaps don't enjoy being around, the building itself can be discomforting when the rooms are small and you are around people that are (most of the time) in it solely for money. Psychiatrists in general are judgmental and suspicious of classifications and diagnoses that are affiliated with the patients they deal with.
There tends to be more of a nerve racking sense of claustrophobia when being in those brick buildings than as opposed to standing in fields amongst the wild grasses and stone walls lined with barbed wire.
Horses and ponies can be more friendly than the majority of people are, the bond that forms between these two species is one of the attraction of polar opposites, predator and prey. The domestic nature of these four hoofed equines is temperamental and euphoric within interspecies relationships involving humans and horses, it's exciting for some and scary for others.
I love ponies to the moon and back, adorable and cuddly, more fluffy than teddy bears when they grow their winter coats, pones are more therapeutic than therapists are.
Anonymous
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No.4033
My cunt landlord decided to sell my house. I hate renting.
Anonymous
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No.4051
4052
Guys if your dick and especially foreskin is swollen after sex is that a sign of STDs?
Anonymous
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No.4052
>>4051
Yes.
You should probably see a doctor.
Anonymous
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No.4053
4060
From a Ginger Catholic Irish Girl that only speaks Geálgé.

That'll cost you 3.5 whole Bitcoins to the father.
Anonymous
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No.4054
It's just skin irritation. Turns out my cock and balls are fine.

:apogee:
Anonymous
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No.4060
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>>4053
Éirinn go Brách. Agus mo ghrádh d'am sneachta
Anonymous
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No.4063
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>>4060
Yeah, I can't believe I actually had sex either. A hot babe started talking to me flirting with me and I panicked.

by the way a friend got sick of "Far Cry 5" for the PS4 and offered it to me for a tenner. I don't even keep my consoles plugged in any more but it might be interesting to see how a modern game plays since I spend so much time with older games or games similar to what I'm making.
Anonymous
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No.4064
>>4063
So far this game is irritating.
At first the game demonizes the idea of religious white militants buying up farmland and making a state of their own. The interview style opener even makes a point of calling them DIFFERENT, RELIGIOUS, MILITANT. In fucking montana where everyone for miles would be better armed and more religious than these walking mockeries of what atheists think christians are. Some guy comes in to betray their trust and record them for a documentary demonizing them and gets caught, wow. Maybe Sneed has psychic powers and maybe he can smell the soy on this faggot from here.
"Maybe we shouldn't fuck with them. Maybe we should leave well enough alone" suggests one fedboy here to violate the laws of this land.
"We have laws for a reason" insist the fedboy cunts as these "holy" knights of DC or whatever come to fuck with what Seed fans willingly built. These fedboys gave themselves an arrest warrant for the leader of these people, and if it was a wild west murder warrant it would be just as meaningless. Swedes can't arrest Canadians for violating Swedish law on Canadian territory. Right?
And it gets dumber. We walk through a sp0000ky path full of angry armed whites. A cop grumbles that people don't respect the badge. "maybe they'll respect my 9mm" says some fedboy teammate as he invades foreign soil surrounded by whites armed with baseball bats and shotguns and other weapons. Christ I didn't expect this game to give me so much to talk about every few seconds. During the opening cutscene I had to pause it to write this out as things I wanted to comment on piled up faster than I could type them.
Wow how spooky the american church is singing amazing grace. Now he's ranting about how enemies want him arrested and his nation and people and religion destroyed.
Now they say he kidnapped? Neat. Fedboys did worse.
Seed looks like a weird cuck with stupid hair. He keeps blabbering weird pseudoreligious shit so he'll sound crazy when he says "the enemy wants us gone".
Lmao a cutscene and QTE. "press X to arrest the father". Why does this damn OST keep trying to make Amazing Grace sound spooky and haunting? Was "ring around the rosies" copyrighted or something?
"Sometimes the best thing to do is walk away" says the game... did I miss some alternate ending where if Snake waits long enough he doesn't shoot Quiet and fucks off? Does walking away instantly end the game all about fighting these fantasy whites and their all-american state?
Wow so many people are fucking with this copter. Wouldnt surprise me if it was sabotaged. This is stupid. The feds sent a few guys to arrest the leader of a tribe to either humiliate them and make an example of the leader back in weimerica or start a firefight and get "justification" for an all out war. Now Seedy McSeed survived the chopper crash and has the feds radio whore on his side and he's yelling about how "nobody will stand in his way"? I thought he just wanted to live here away from sin and eliminate any sinners in his land however he wanted.
I think Ubisoft made this... they also put out Watch Dogs Legion which demonized brexit and whites while blaming problems caused by jews on whites and capitalism, right?
I hate unskippable cutscenes. This game let me choose between man and woman. Why wont it let me join the Seedclave?
Tiny FOV is suffering.
my friend just got downed. I revive him now we're fuck it. This game is cancer. This is a PC game poorly ported to consoles not a console FPS designed to help players tolerate the anti-futurism and anti-ergonomics of a disgusting fucking shit console. Fuck this I'm out. Disconnecting PS4 and putting it back in the closet. Time to lift some fucking weights.
Anonymous
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No.4065
4248
Man... there was a time when my response to a bad game would be "I don't care how long it takes me. I will beat this game. I am an epic gamer used to a lack of choice".

But fuck that. I have choice now. I am a man. I'm not a boy trapped in a cupboard under the chairs forced to choose one of a few repetitive meaningless timewasters. I don't have to choose between my overused crash-prone copies of the ratchet series or smarties meltdown or TLOS or other shit games still with their low price and preowned stickers. I am a man. I can choose to go to places the jewrona cant shut down. I can climb a medium sized mountain. I can exercise. I can grow as a man instead of wasting my time with some pointless baby shoot game that solely exists because jewish marketing executives thought taking the dull formula they "perfected" and applying it to an anti-white copaganda story of a "heroic" fedboy teaming up with a local american violent "resistance" group to eliminate a religious minority of white pseudochristians would help turn more dipshit barely-whites against the best interests of their betters. I love the way my body feels after hardcore exercise. I need more. I am a man. A man with big pecs and no beer belly. My knees and ankles are fine when I stand thanks to how fit I have become. I am a man and I don't have anything to prove to a piece of jewish media meant to target my worst vice (gaming) and use it against my race. My worst vice used to be masturbation but then I stopped wanking. Gaming is the jew's third favourite type of media after TV and comic books. Good games can be fun or good stories or both but shit games... well, I just touched one and it made me feel so dirty I exercised with rage right after putting the console away and throwing the disc away. I have to be better than this. My game has to be better than this. I will never achieve my dreams if I waste time pretending to be who I was before I grew. Fuck nostalgia for gaming and fuck shitty games. I'm not the AVGN. Nobody's paying me to play shitty games and yell ass and fuck. I fucked an ass recently. I am a fucking man!
Anonymous
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No.4149
A woman bought me a drink but it was so sugary it burned my tongue.
I don't remember getting sugar burns as a kid. But now I'm in my mid-twenties and sugar burns me.

What the fuck?

Is this because I've spent so long being a fit man who only eats meat, fruit, vegetables, and protein shakes? Has my body just forgotten how to deal with sugar?
Anonymous
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No.4198
4248
A friend of mine with ADHD turned his life around for the better and started actually completing adult tasks like "clean room daily" with the help of a phone app that fills EXP bars and makes videogame levelup sounds whenever he does tasks he sets for himself.
Sometimes he sets "do nothing for 2 seconds" tasks for himself because he wants to hear the congratulatory sounds and get that dopamine.
That's weird.
Anonymous
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No.4248
4249
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>>4198
I have met other people classed under the term of Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder before, there was one in my junior school which happened to be inside my year that I knew but he always got in trouble one way or another, the majority of the time it was either being disruptive inside class or shouting at the teacher, other than that it was getting into fights with kids.
I remember inviting him to my house one day and punched him when he came through the gate, he proceeded to tell my mother but his dad couldn't come for him because he was doing something that I cannot remember, then afterwards we played some games in my bedroom until his father came to pick him up. After that night he never called me names again and told his friends not to mess with me, so they didn't. That and I beat the rest of them up or confronted them, I hated them with fury. As the years went past he evolved into bullying fat bastards in high school while I was plagued by my own mental demons that haunted me through those corridors and classes.
>>4065
>I fucked an ass recently.
I Didn't know you were into donkey mares, anon.
I guess that makes us two.
Anonymous
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No.4249
4250
>>4248
Lol that's not what I meant by fucking ass but good joke
This might sound weird but every ADHD kid I met as a kid had four things in common
1) Single-mom household, or the dad was an irrelevant cuck or an ignored quiet hard-worker forced to barely be a presence in his kid's life by his job
2) Spongebob is his only positive male role model and smiling through the pain is his coping mechanism
3) Eats too much sugar and drinks too much artificial orange, same goes for his obese alcoholic smoker mom who usually ate herself into diabetes too
4) As he grows older and gets a healthy diet figures out coping mechanisms despite the best efforts of any adult paid to hover around him or any schoolteacher or "professional", you end up wondering why he was misdiagnosed with "too much youthful energy for our tastes and/or for some mysterious reason he isn't taking any interest in dull hyper-easy ultra-slow condescending timewasting lowest-common-denominator lessons" disease
I've never met someone permanently fucked up by ADHD. They probably exist out there. It probably sucks for them. I hope they wouldn't think less of me for saying I've met people diagnosed with ADHD as a kid who got better later in life because it was just their pathologized normal childishness.
Anonymous
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No.4250
4251
>>4249
The kid who has ADHD had a dad that took steroids but never went to the gym and a mother who was abusive to her son while drunk, he was with his dad the majority of his upbringing but went to his mother's every once in a while which he proclaimed to dread. Funnily enough, she was also a heavy smoker too.
This one time I was in class with him and we were looking at a map so I pointed out the country called Niger to him which he found highly amusing due to the resemblance of the word nigger, so he then laughingly showed the female teacher the map and the country which he said was called nigger, upon which the woman recoiled in shock and hastily looked at what he was pointing at within the middle of Africa, her response was that it's name is Niger (nigh-jer) and not that. He then turned to me and laughed which by this point I was laughing too.
Anonymous
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No.4251
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>>4250
Now that's a formative memory! I remember this one time a school guy (i can't really call him a friend) gave me a USB with a pokemon Emerald rom for me to hack, I told him what I can do, he said "make Birch give me a Rayquaza at the start" so I did.
And also renamed Professor Birch to Professor Bitch and gave his lab the smoky/misty white weather and had him talk about weed a lot. I also cranked up the encounter rate to 100% in a few routes, filled them with Hypno, renamed him Rapeno(because he kidnaps a kid on one of the islands and he has a big jew nose), and drew dicks with the grass in a ton of areas using AdvanceMap. I also added an Eevee Hall area to Oldale town, a building where one room with a talking Eevee explains the place. There are doors leading to a bunch of hallways where you can EV train each stat. A feature that would be super cool and convenient for any kid who understood EV training. My sense of humor back then was in dickland where weed is hilarious. Anyway the reward I bartered for was that I got to keep the USB. Was my first ever USB and provided a good place to store files i didnt want my parents noticing on the family PC. It didnt have a lot of space but I still have it in my collection. Maybe if I got more PC time as a kid and took Game Maker more seriously I could have made a profit back then, had some savings for when I escaped.
Anonymous
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No.4252
4253
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>>4251
I was never interested in Nintendo or Sega, my usual preference was the play station 1 and the original Xbox. I played games that my mother got me and most of them were above the age rating that was way above mine, in some cases double.
What I played were the classics, my main favorites were Crash Bandicoot, Halo Combat Evolved, some Scooby Doo games and the Spider man ones. My usual choice was the Xbox over the play station due to it's plethora of variety, I liked Jaws on the PS1 and the Spider man which were about it.
As I grew into my teenage years I got a Xbox 360 from my brother that I still have and play on occasions, never cared for the PS3 or 2. The games I liked were Call of Duty World at War, Halo 3, Fallout 3, The Orange Box and the good games that were released following the late 2000's into the 2010's were, Call of Duty Black Ops, Fallout New Vegas, Portal 2, Aliens Vs Predator, Skyrim. Had a computer but it was shit.
Anonymous
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No.4253
4263
>>4252
The only PS1 games I had were Spyro 1, 2, 3, and inherited scratched copies of Everybody's Golf, Alundra, and the last two Final Fantasy discs.
PS2 wise I had a collection of "whatever had cheap stickers when it was around christmas or my birthday". I remember good games like the Ratchet And Clank series and I remember shovelware like Smarties Meltdown. When the Wii came out the adverts made my parents want it so they bought it and plugged it into the tv downstairs and barely ever allowed me to use it. They wouldnt let me take it upstairs either. We had "zack and wiki quest for barbaros's treasure", more like crappy wiki quest for the answer to this shitty puzzle. Also smash bros brawl, wii sports, mario kart, and LOZ skyward sword but no wii motion plus. I ended up trading with someone I knew for a gamecube and Pokemon Colosseum, Sonic Adventure 1 and 2, smash melee, and Pokemon XD GOD. That might be the dumbest name ever. Just call it Colosseum 2: Rise of Shadow Lugia or something. The wii did gamecube games but the wii I had was for downstairs use only and being downstairs was risky around my bastard parents. Never knew when one would blow up at me over nothing. Now that I live alone I still check the game stores for preowned deals but I hate how gaming's full of overpriced overhyped AAA garbage now and I try not to spend money on gaming any more anyway. Most cheap preowned discs are still pricier than something on a steam sale. Or something pirateable, not that I would ever pirate anything ha ha wink wink. But seriously fuck AAA gaming. The indie gaming scene's better. Can you believe Crazy Taxi's creators copyrighted the game mechanic of the arrow that points to where you should drive, which drove GTA to make the Minimap that became standard for most games? Imagine if Nintendo could copyright the mechanics of all their old NES games. There would be no nintendo clones in the indie gaming scene which would suck since some include better ideas that make them better than their inspirations. I play a lot of Fallout New Vegas, I also played Skyrim and it sucked but it's great with mods replacing all the bad content. If you liked Skyrim check out FNV because it's better.
Anonymous
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No.4263
4264
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>>4253
Never played Spyro before or Final Fantasy either, let alone Ratchet and Clank. They never motivated my interests.
The fucking wee, what a load of shite. Played it ages ago but hated it due to the awkward controls and bodily movements required for it, most of the games on it were excessively bland or sports themed. Liked Mortal Kombat but wasn't heavily excited about it as such with some others which put me off the rest of the fighting replicas that followed it, haven't played a single Street Fighter or Super Smash Brothers to this day.
In my former days pirating games or copying discs was the way to go, I still have a copied disc of Halo 3 somewhere and a crappy Need for Speed too. Also, I haven't ever completed a single Pokémon game before and won't be anytime soon, in my prepubescent pathology of logic it didn't make much sense to fight these Japanese monsters against each other, so I decided not to go out of my way to play it.

Tried some tabletop games when I was younger but the process always frustrated me in strategy and decision, so that I wouldn't participate in the pointless delusions of them with other kids and teachers for it was more of a nuisance than a pastime. Fucking monopoly, fucking checkers, fucking backgammon. They will forever be avoided when possible.
Gambling is a waste of time and effort, I care not for the profit nor the thrill of such nonsense and so it is meaningless to me. Blackjack, roulette, slot machines. They are designed for the purpose of greed and competition, for which my interest wanes within the squabbles of petty rivalry over villainous victory. My passions lie not within the illusions of gambling games, more so to my awareness that my passions are illusions in of themselves and so are many others but they are not for the same reasons as such for the indirect gain of some corporate casino.
>If you liked Skyrim check out FNV because it's better.
Hahaha, throughout all my hours of nonchalantly playing both I refused to complete the main quest of the the 5th elder scrolls, while on the other hand I was by far further intrigued by the distracting side quests and locations within it, the caves and (sex) dungeons were where all my time went within, levelling up the werewolf skills were fairly nifty. Fallout New Vegas was great at first but after 800 hours went past ever so slowly the excitement stagnated into a repetitive cycle of doing the same thing again and again but with a slightly altered arsenal as well as apparel. I did just about everything in that game, except side with the New California Republic because they're a bunch of faggots.
Anonymous
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No.4264
4268
>>4263
You're missing out if you've never experienced the Spyro trilogy on the PS1 or Guilty Gear Xrd Rev0.
download them now. Even if you have to pirate them. Get rev2 and then the rev0 mod as seen on Youtube. Potemkin with a working airdash is love, Potemkin with a working airdash is life. Most games bore me these days but fighting games have limitless potential for self expression, creativity, and depth in every fight. Against a person. NPC battles are lame.
Anonymous
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No.4265
4266 4268
Got paid good cash to help a hoarder friend move some heavy objects around and throw out broken trash he's held on to for far too long. I would have done it for free but he insisted on paying me. Must be all that self help shit paying off, he can tell my time is valuable now. He can smell the infinite male aura around me, because greek letters like alpha and beta are too beta for an infinity-sign male like me. Feels good.

Speaking of feeling good, THESE FUCKING MUSCLES. I don't think I'm a masochist but goddamn these burn so good. I've lifted heavier weights before but you use more muscles at once when lifting oddly shaped heavy shit and carrying it around. Including muscles they probably don't make exercises for.
Anonymous
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No.4266
4268
>>4265
Why did my ID change?
Anonymous
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No.4267
4268
>>3147
I am OP
Anonymous
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No.4268
4269 4272
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>>4264
I no longer have a Play Station 1 or 2 anymore I played on it ages ago so I haven't in around 10 years. I still have my original Xcocks though which I still play monthly although not weekly nor daily, my favorite on it is Gaylo Cumbat Erected. (Halo)
Thence, there is no possibility to play (S)Spyro at my current position.
>>4265
I did 2x10 reps on the bench press with 58 kg earlier then did 20 pushups afterwards. Then ate the forbidden fruits henceforth wards after.What does your daily routine look like?
>>4266
>>4267
Sometimes it does when you change your location or use a VPN.
Anonymous
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No.4269
4270
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>>4268
>Sometimes it does when you change your location or use a VPN.
Oh no it's changed, whatever am I going to do without my numbers and letters.
Kek.
Anonymous
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No.4270
4271
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>>4269
Oh thanks it's back I almost started sweating.
Anonymous
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No.4271
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>>4270
Oh hells bells it's gone again, buggers.
Anonymous
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No.4272
4276
>>4268
Hey imagine if they made a Kamen Rider series called Kamen Side. Geddit like Kumin side? Ha ha, semen. Anyway that Duckstation emulator is great for PS1 games. Unless your PC and phone are weaker than a PS1 it should be fine.
I exercise different muscle groups to failure at different points in the day, and take a protein bar after each exercise. Plus two "all in one" vitamin and mineral supplements a day. The box says to take from one to three a day. 2 in the morning sounds like a good compromise.
Anonymous
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No.4276
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>>4272
Ahhh, the joys of ejaculation. It's always better without needing hands and using a meat hole instead.
I have not heard of the Gayman Spider series before, perhaps you are referencing Spooder man?
>I exercise different muscle groups to failure at different points in the day, and take a protein bar after each exercise.
I like to do different things for each given day of the week. although it is only 3 or 4 days maximum that I do them. usually I have a mixture of instant coffee and 97% cocoa powder with boiled organic unhomogenized whole milk after a session.

How has your day been today?
Mine has been rather exciting, I got to see my favorite mare today and took her for some ballroom ballet on the high road. She has been up and down in emotions and so have I, for our bond is beyond spirit or soul and surpasses what I have chanted upon with will and intent. Now my goal is complete and harmony is achieved, the only matter that concerns myself at the present is how long will it last?
Anonymous
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No.4278
4279
>>4276
My day was great, but fuck Windows. Every so often it will start choking to death on nothing and when I check Task Manager some random weirdly named process I can't disable is to blame. I go online to learn more about the process and turns out it's just more shit windows uses to slow the pc down for no reason.

My piece of shit PC uses Windows. I hate it but Game Maker will only turn on if Steam is active. I need an OS that can run steam. And preferably also run emulators for games.
Anonymous
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No.4279
4283
>>4278
Sounds like linux is for you.

Check out manjaro linux. Good shit.
Anonymous
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No.4283
4286 4306
>>4279
Can it do everything Windows can do? I've heard some games/emulators/programs dont play nice with linux and some emulators have inferior linux ports.

Audacity, paint dot net, inkscape, gimp, open office, Handbrake VGMtrans, VLC, do these work on linux/have linux-friendly replacements?
Anonymous
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No.4286
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>>4283
Try it yourself and see.
Granted, many games won't work properly, or won't work at all, because they have been written specifically to use Micros$oft DirectX technology.
Anonymous
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No.4293
>>4276
>how long will it last?
No longer may it continue, for she has passed on into infinity.
Although her hair shall forever be within my plethora of memorabilia, the memories I have of that mare will stay with me until the day I die.
Lest I forget.
Anonymous
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No.4296
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Finished moving. My new house is such a shithole but instead of bitching I've been a manly man fixing shit.

Needed wifi extenders. Living room tv on wall was mounted before a usb or HDMI could be inserted inside it, so I stuck a HDMI switcher up there to make switching HDMI easier in the future. Cleaning the oven to an acceptable degree took too damn long, fucking thing looked like its previous owners had never cleaned it, fucking burned food in the fucking shit cancering fuck.
and the baking trays were so filthy I trashed them and bought new ones. I ain't eating fucked up chicken from a dirty oven.
Toilet seat is broken on one hinge and while the toilet is normal sized it uses an improperly small seat. WHO THE FUCK owned this house before us?
Two wifi extenders, not one but fucking two, are needed to get the wifi around this tiny house. I have one wifi extender extending the normal signal of another closer to my router. God I hope people were kidding when they said 5G causes cancer, good thing I'm unvaxed or that could be dangerous.

I put my stuff in boxes but unpacking that stuff and finding room for it in a smaller room takes time. I'll need better storage, I'm stacking chests of drawers atop heavier chests of drawers to fit everything in and I don't own a lot of things.

Some women have enough clothes in their house to open a store. I've certainly seen my fair share of women's bedrooms like that. Okay well one or two. Still counts. Psychologically it feels weird to be in such girly places but at the same time it also feels like I am taking my masculinity into them to dominate them absolutely. I don't care if her posters and stuffed animals and pricey figurines seem to stare. They can watch. I am man. Confidence oozes from man. Man is man. Where the fuck was I going with this? Why do women decorate their spaces to be so girly anyway? It's not like anyone's going to smell the neon faggot hues and random signs and flags and weirdly jokeless unicornic demotivational posters from outside and decide to fuck her. Nobody's going to see her bedroom unless she's bringing them not just to her house but to her bedroom. If they said yes instead of "I'm gay" or "I'm busy" or "I'm taken and my girlfriend goes to another canada" they're going to fuck unless one of them changes their mind. And an ugly messy hyperfeminine room just screams "I have poor impulse control and financial skills". At least the ones I saw did anyway. Maybe better ones exist out there. Do you think if a smart woman existed she would hate women too? Or would she feel some weird vagineous loyalty to them and refuse to admit every woman she ever met was dumber than the most average man she ever met?

Anyway fuck my new house. But I can make this work. I could build some shelves myself for more storage space.
It's a good thing this new place is cheaper. Fuck, I can't wait until my indie game makes me rich enough to afford a house with room for things. At least my roommates are good people.

Played some fighting games with the lads, all hail Retropi master race, Street Fighter 2 is retarded. As Ken I loat to an overpowered Vega and who thought "the losing player should be rendered helpless for a few seconds to piss his player off" would be a good game mechanic? What game punishes the loser?
Weird how they went in the opposite direction with "reduce the impact of skill to level the playing field between man and nigger" and "reward the loser for losing because muh cumbaks muh epic win montages muh evo moments muh sponsors who say they want unpredictable matches with a rotating cast of who's randomly selected to be top tier now".
Also played the sega version of mortal kombat hacked to have all characters yet for some reason the game seemed to only have 3ish buttons. I chose Centauro and kicked everyones ass except when they picked Hammmer Skull Helmet fag. I am not a Mortal Kombat main.
Jojo's HTTF was more fun for a bunch of casual newfags like us. I main Dio and Hol Horse and Jotaro but that doesn't mean I'm actually good with them. I've probably played less than an hour with this game. I should try a combo tutorial some day.
Fighting games are fun. I should make one. I have the experience, I made that mugen abomination a while back with a frame3 jab and frame 1 overheads/lows on light. Just fucking approaching you is a 50/50 mixup. Of course his movelist was a mess. Half his shit was FUCKING

REFERENCES

I know lets give him all sorts of moves that already exist haha im so good at videogames.

I really had no idea what I was doing back then. I don't even know what kind of character he was supposed to be beyond the vague title of "rushdown but with good tools for big brain smart men who can keep track of their many tools and inputs". Monkey brain just see numbers and like giving unicorn better numbers. Big buttons equal neuron activation. Timestop for a mandatory jojo reference plus Guilty Gear style instakills...
they were a cancerous combo.
If I ever have meter (and I start with 1k out of 10k meter because jojos) and you're not intangible or invincible I just win the match
gay
If I ever make a mugen character again I need to make sure my guy can't Instant Kill while time is stopped Personally I love and hate DBFZ style autocombos these days, I should give my guy some of those.
There isn't enough room to set up my exercise equipment so I'm making do with freeweights and a weighted vest. I miss my bench already but I haven't found room for that yet.

Man

I've changed and grown so much.

I bet the old me would have cried in a corner of this room instead of solving problems like a man and making the most of it.

This stupid OC of mine...

Feels like a different person made him
How can he represent me now, and be his own character?
Agonizing over questions like "SICK METAL ARM? Y/N" and "is a four-way hybrid too much?" is missing the point
Before I can design his tools I must design his hands (fuck battle saddles) and the rest of him
Forget updating, time to reinvent.
Anonymous
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No.4297
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>>4296
>Living room tv
I sympathize and congratulate you. You go poner!!!
Except one little detail.
Anonymous
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No.4306
4308
>>4283
Audacity, inkscape, gimp, open office, VGMtrans, and VLC work natively. They're all open source, and generally anything open source supports linux. Notepad++ is an exception, but Notepadqq is a 1:1 replacement

paint dot net is proprietary and doesnt work, but its outperformed by gimp or krita anyway
Anonymous
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No.4307
>>4297
Don't worry, no connection to any electric-jew aerials.
Fuck TV, Netflix, and more. I'm not watching copaganda police-chases or soap-opera bitches. A good TV is like a good monitor: Just a monitor for gaming and torrented stuff.
Also the only games I play these days are games similar to what I'm going to make. Back in the day I'd either replay the same nostalgic old gems over and over or force myself through stupid unfun grindy crap. But now I'm a game developer who can appreciate the artistic merits of games when it comes to their gameplay and stories.
Fighting games are the best thing for me to play because DMC-Likes are basically single-person fighting games except you're OP as hell and enemies have specific challenges for you. Chun Li has more than 10 moves but you can always expect a Hell Caina to act like a Hell Caina. Until you deal with other challenges in the room and get around to fucking its shit sideways with your chainsaw motorcycle. Then it's a punching bag suspended over ten feet in the air eating shit until the sheer mass of shit it's consumed drags it back to hell.

I think we've come full circle as a species.
People once called beat-em-ups and fighting games the same thing because grandma boomer can't tell a Pikachu apart from a Digimon or a Street Fighter apart from Streets Of Rage.
Then there were 3D beat-em-ups and hack-and-slashes, or "action games" if you're annoying
platformers count as "action" games. god, genres are weird.
anyway "Character action games" are just good beat-em-ups/hack-and-slashes.
it's weird how we call them "beat em ups" if there's more unarmed combat than armed (finding pipes and baseball bats with your floor chicken doesn't count apparently) and "hack and slashes" if you use swords. Like how your movie is a western if it has a cowboy and sci-fi if it has a raygun. Defining genre through the iconography present, not some inherently different quirk of gameplay that separates "The modern FPS" from the "Doom Clone". Even though we used to call FPS games Doom Clones. But now old-Doom and Quake and the rest have their own inspired-bys along with the new Dooms. Nobody's going to mistake Ultrakill for Destiny because Ultrakill is good.
Real video game genres define themselves by how you interact with the media, not what iconography is present. A Soulslike could throw out the miserable tone and it would still be a soulslike if it had the same combat. a MetroidVania-style interconnected map is a bonus, not something a Soulslike needs to be a Dark Souls clone.
Doesn't matter if Spyro teams up with a raygun-toting monkey in a cowboy level, it's still a platformer.
Some twat once proposed "Spectacle Fighter" as a new name for DMC-likes, but fuck that. That name's a better fit for fighting games that automate too much for the casual audience. like the Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm games. Sure you'll always look cool zooming around doing stylish autocombos but mentally very little is going on.
"Stylish Action" would be a better name for DMC-likes, because the Style Meter encourages you to play well. Stylish Action games should reward the player for getting a high style meter, too. Mine will.
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>>4306
Thank you! I shall make the switch soon.
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Have any of you seen this? https://youtu.be/IfS02WjRU8g
"FRAWRESS"
"No time for false mother's day"
It just gets better.
And then "Strategy is key to my success" - Balrog. The boxer. The throwloop gorilla nigger.
And when it comes to the gameplay it's surprisingly accurate. They don't know what we call their tricks these days but they knew these tricks existed. And the voice actors are hilarious. I wonder what voice they'd give to a character like Cammy or Juri if they didn't have proper voice actors to imitate these days.
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>>4323
Them's Fightin' Herds is the only fighting game I've played. The quips are rather fun in that too.
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>>4324
If you've never played Jojo's Bizarre Adventure HTTF you're missing out. Check out MAME and Fightcade, you don't need to know anything about the show to understand what the superpowered ghost-summoners are saying and doing but it helps. They put an incredible amount of soul and effort into this game. It's not some NUNS4 shit where characters just have projectiles and punches/kicks and cutscene-starting attacks and everyone plays the same. They really tried their asses off with this game even with whatever budget limits created all those clones. Even simple characters like Jotaro have style.
There's this character called Alessi who turns you into a child, growing more confident and aggressive until you've returned to normal. He's basically a grappler but he can play keepaway too. And instead of having an overpowered grab like most grapplers, he turns you into a child and then it's up to his player to deal huge damage while you're nerfed. They perfectly translated who and what Alessi is into a fighting game. And if the artist never canonically drew your character as a child you're turned into some funny easter-egg show reference, like how Rubber Soul turns into some background fatass seen during his fight.
What other fighting game has anything that creative? Sure the vampire from darkstalkers had Midnight Bliss where he grabs you and makes you a woman then succs. But this isn't some cutscene, this is gameplay. Kind of like the mummy from Darkstalkers whose grab transforms you into something weak. Only better because it suits the character better.
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No.4333
I decided to do the stupid rick and morty copyapsta meme but about my OC. I don't know how my bros helping me beta test this guy put up with it. The more creativity I enable in his moveset the more degeneracy I uncover with him. I swear I will figure out how to disable his infinites or die trying. Maybe Niggeryuki the Bootleg Blade has the solution. Anyway meme time.

To be fair, you have to have a very high IQ to play my OC. The setplay is extremely subtle, and without a solid grasp of roman cancels most of his overheads will go over a typical player's head. There's also my OC's materialistic outlook, which is deftly woven into his characterisation- his 169% original moveset draws heavily from Sol Badguy, for instance. The Sunny mains understand this stuff; they have the intellectual capacity to truly appreciate Tandem setplay and stance dancing into 1-frame spammable advancing waveshine cancelled lows turned unblockable by high-hitting reverse edge cartoon anvils with wacky SFX on hit, to realise that my OC's not just sexy - He says something meaningful about LIFE. As a consequence people who dislike losing 100% of their health for guessing wrong once in an endless inescapable stream of 5+-way mixups truly ARE idiots- of course they wouldn't appreciate, for instance, the brilliance in mashing 3L, which itself is a cryptic reference to Fox's WaveShine from Super Smash Bros. I'm smirking right now just imagining one of those addlepated simpletons scratching their heads in confusion as the Sunrise main's genius dashing command grab into timestop into 200% damage unfolds itself on their monitors. What fools... how I pity them. And yes, by the way, I DO have a tattoo of Sunny's totally-not-a-Cutie-Mark. And no, you cannot see it. It's for my tulpa harem's eyes only- and even then they have to demonstrate that they're within 1 Ultimate Gohan level of my own (preferably lower) beforehand.
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No.4337
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Today I was moved by an incredible show of kindness from a good friend. It is always good to stick up for your friends, because that's how you prove your friendship is more than just a convenient association and make lifelong friends out of acquaintances.
Anonymous
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No.4338
>>4337
Dear princess Celestia,
today I learned that friendship is really cool.
Your faithful student,
Anon
Anonymous
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No.4344
4347
Hard work is hard and rewarding as a man. I look at the shelves I built for myself and smile.
"I built that".
I am an engineer. I made my own shelves.
The Engineer is Engi-here.

...that reminds me. Tf2 has better characters than Overwatch.
Everyone in Overwatch is a shallow product meant to sell toys. Nobody has a deep personality.
Spy and Soldier and Scout and the rest might seem like one-note memes but they have depth.
When Engineer says his "The engineer is engi-here" quote and chuckles at his dumb joke, it's deep characterization. He really is the type to actually fucking say that and find it a little funny. While Overwatch characters just yell corny cliche lines full of tryhard corporate pandering gamerspeak.
also gameplay-wise the characters are just easy mode versions of TF2 characters usually. The Soldier's job is to rocket jump high and rain down rockets. Overwatch's Soldier is an egyptian(?) black woman in bird-themed power armour who can slowly fly up and rain a shitton of rockets down with the press of a button.
Scout must be fast and dangerous to survive. Tracer can teleport around and undo positioning mistakes while using better guns than him.
And the tanks have 10x more health than Heavy or more for crying out loud!
Overwatch? More like... Don'twatch!
Anonymous
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No.4346
4347
Had a based thought today

Once I heard a myth about a man who survived inside a whale by being resourceful and never giving up. So what if whales don't work that way? Never let truth get in the way of a good myth that sings the praises of a good value. Based myths say it's good to be awesome and smart while never giving up. Based myths say it's good to be a good person. A story doesn't have to be 100% realistic, it just needs to be good. And a good message helps.

Meanwhile shit myths are Pourquoi stories. A dumb man asked the village's wisest man a question. And like any primitive wise man, he doesn't know the answer and that won't stop him from making some bullshit up.

Why does the sun set red?
>Uh... the sun is embarassed when it runs away from the earth.

Why do some things sink when some things float?
>Poseidon likes some things more than others.

Why does meat make you fart?
>Uh... once a wizard shrunk a man down and vore happened and he... uh... sorry i lost interest in the story. Also can you bring me a change of pants? Hehehe if I have my way I will insert my degenerate furry fetishes into as many of your myths as possible. My coom will echo unto eternity.

How do I get a girlfriend?
>Throw car batteries into the ocean until the goddess of car batteries and love is satisfied. She's the only woman you'll ever satisfy.

Pourquoi-worshipping dipshits who think the ocean is made of the tears of the last demon left and only one left alive by their religion's protagonist after a near-total genocide of demons... It doesn't matter if they think swimming and making boats is holy or heretical aka based or cringe, they didn't invent the world's greatest boats. People motivated by stories of greatness understood reality for what it is, not for what the village elder says it is, and they made the best boats. And planes. And everything else ever. Except dynamite vests. Muslims made that. Also some primitive cultures invented stone and wood swords and then never invented anything else so because we pity them we pretend we didn't invent the same things but better 3000 years ago before moving on to iron and bronze and steel swords that could eat primitive tools for lunch and shit better ones out into the rivers primitives drink from.
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No.4347
>>4344
Years ago I played some shit matches with incompetent teammates where there were more engineers than any other class in the match, the enemies had medics and heavy's everywhere along with soldiers so they fucked us up in the intelligence room of 2 fort then stole all the shit.
>>4346
Myths are nothing more than fiction, stories surrounded in barbarity and glory. They are meant to represent tribal examples, now the shock and awe is centered around the excitement of digital illusions.
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No.4353
Friend cried a lot today because the clot shot took his own mother from him. Never met the woman but seeing him hurt like this hurt more than words can describe. I felt things then, but now I feel exhausted. A global conspiracy's raping the planet and it's killing people. She spent the final years of her life cooped inside, overwhelmed by fear, a slave of the television until its fashionable faucist jab took her life. That's no way to spend your final days. The enormity of it all is so... enormous. That was a person. And now she's gone. And everyone who knew her refuses to admit it's the vaccine that killed her, not kung flu. These idiot friends of hers are trying not to think about her passing because it threatens their religion. They're openly putting their faith in the death jabs over this person's life. Fear's overwhelming them so much, they can't process loss like this man could. They didn't feel a goddamn thing, not one of them, except this man I talked with today. I've tried to focus on my own life, made some nice sandwiches today, pretended everything's fine. Delusions on a planet-wide scale are distancing us from each other and reality. No wonder we're all fucking insane to some degree. This world's on a downward spiral. In a world gone mad, you'd have to be a little crazy to avoid losing it completely. And now... now we're all just expected to carry on like nothing is really happening. Just keep on pretending we're fine on a world we're pretending is fine. How are we supposed to handle this? If there's some secret trick I want to hear it. Does it ever get any easier?
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No.4354
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Life feels surreal. I'm going through the motions and pretending to be fine but I can't stop thinking about the enemy. My tulpa waifu used to offer hilarious snarky commentary on my life, and she still does that but I can tell this mad world is pissing her off too. We can't think of anything funny to say about the madness any more. The enemy's insanity has become as familiar as gravity and there are no more funny observations to notice or contradictions to reveal. The enemy is just evil and saying dumb bullshit to confuse retarded cunts into joining team evil or being shit members of team good.
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>>4354
>I can't stop thinking about the enemy.
Why not?
They've gone through all the material and it's just reruns of their acts it's what they've always done and it's nothing new, sometimes they put a 'new' coat of paint on their evil.
It makes exposing them smoother because of their enthrallment with evil that they know. Every trick, operation, act, and deed all categorized the thing is they need actual people to do their dirty work and to generate new things.
Point being is that there is a time and place to worry and obsess, but their evil ought to be relegated to plans of action then that's that.
Because they are boring and evil every joke is timeless, those jokes can be well worn, same with comments, same with it all. If you know what they want and what lengths they'll go to what's left is just what you want to do with that foreknowledge.
Sun Tsu said that more or less. All that's left is knowing yourself and occasionally brushing up on the enemy.
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The state they operate in is akin to bugs and a bit like programs. Their choices are limited by their very structural mode of being.
The paranormal factor plays into it, for this conversation what matters is that they've created 'chess pieces' that anyone can move around the board.
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No.4356
Sometimes my ID changes at this location and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I'm relying on wifi extenders.
Anonymous
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No.4358
4361
Maybe the strange quirks and tastes we develop are coping mechanisms?
If men dissatisfied with western women naturally look to fiction and their own capacity to create it would explain why so many furries are either hyper based horsefuckers who want to cum inside rainbow dash and raise good families in Equestria or perverted leftist cancercreatures who fantasize about worlds of unbridled (hehe horse pun) degeneracy and perversion where even they can get laid by tasteless whores: their ideal women.

It's strange how some fetishes are exaggerations of what's normal while others are entirely abnormal by design.

There is art with tremendous breasts and asses of excessive size, wide child-birthing hips, impossible hip to waist ratios, pregnancy taken to the next level to produce ten healthy kids or more, hand-holding, revealing clothing, consensual straight sex in the missionary position between conventionally attractive morally upright characters that ends in him unleashing two thousand gigaliters of semen inflating her to herald her incoming guaranteed pregnancy. Your favourite female fictional character or someone's OC chick is ploughed by a self-insert character, a floating anonymous dick, or a fit conventionally attractive male.

But no matter how impossibly exaggerated everything might become, it's still sex. Normal healthy body parts (and maybe also wings/horns/tails/extra limbs) are present. The exaggerated characters are engaging in traditional sexual activities in bedrooms. And maybe degenerate places like bars and strip clubs. Maybe even in forests.

And then, there's inherently disgusting shit that makes no sense like facials/shit/piss/feet/necrophilia/BDSM/the perversion of traditionally childish aesthetics and activities/gore/obesity. I'll never understand how anyone can like that. It's completely alien to me, like a foreign cultute too divorced from my own to be comprehensible.

Could anyone here with a hoof fetish explain that to me?
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>>4358
>Maybe the strange quirks and tastes we develop are coping mechanisms?
They are perversions that originate within the development of puberty or raised upon by adolescent curiosity.
>If men dissatisfied with western women naturally look to fiction and their own capacity to create it would explain why so many furries are either hyper based horsefuckers who want to cum inside rainbow dash and raise good families in Equestria or perverted leftist cancercreatures who fantasize about worlds of unbridled (hehe horse pun) degeneracy and perversion where even they can get laid by tasteless whores: their ideal women.
The madness of this modernity is unparalleled, gays run rampant and all manners of lunatics are free to roam as they please. So many debauch deviants such as myself are unhindered in fulfilling their deepest and darkest desires.

>It's strange how some fetishes are exaggerations of what's normal while others are entirely abnormal by design.
Fetishes stem from fixations upon certain areas of sexual subjectivity that can be by definition arousing and then some are by fundamental values uninteresting, the matter lies in the mind as to what one decides they find pleasing or not, it is down to personal preference.

>There is art with tremendous breasts and asses of excessive size, wide child-birthing hips, impossible hip to waist ratios,
These are rather plainly common as to what excites most people to erotic stupor. Boobs and bottoms are primitive perversities and so are rendered acceptable in normality.
>pregnancy taken to the next level to produce ten healthy kids or more,
That is more along the lines of dog and cat rates of fertility and so could only plausibly be achieved by genetic manipulation of female eggs and sperm cells, a woman is the hostess of impregnation so she could have multiple premature fetuses inside her at once if there were to be several umbilical cords to feed them and the woman was to be exceedingly tall so she could have a larger womb to accommodate double digit infants inside her.
>hand-holding, revealing clothing,
Eh, patrician tastes. Holding hands with a woman is more friendly than intimate, clothes are only worn because they are a part of the standard culture so nakedness is by far more revealing and natural.
>consensual straight sex in the missionary position between conventionally attractive morally upright characters that ends in him unleashing two thousand gigaliters of semen inflating her to herald her incoming guaranteed pregnancy.
Gay. That's the most blandest procreative act possible, changing sex positions intermittently over the span of time with a girl you are going to have a family with will surely bring ecstatic excitement to both parties due to the variability. Foreplay is open to many options prior to the ritual of ejaculation, sometimes it can be very fun to do kinky shit so the pleasure increases during vaginal intercourse.
>Your favourite female fictional character or someone's OC chick is ploughed by a self-insert character, a floating anonymous dick, or a fit conventionally attractive male.
Meh, suit yourself but that's honestly pretty boring.

>But no matter how impossibly exaggerated everything might become, it's still sex.
To a practical extent, yes.
>Normal healthy body parts (and maybe also wings/horns/tails/extra limbs) are present.
And so is the genitalia.
>The exaggerated characters are engaging in traditional sexual activities in bedrooms.
Set and setting can have a lot to impact upon the experience, envision the scenario of sex on the beach (fuck the cocktail) or even in the polar opposite of on the ice, in a field or stables, in the snow and underwater. There are many places to go and women to fuck other than in the sleeping chambers.
>And maybe degenerate places like bars and strip clubs.
Doing the dirty in a bar's public bathroom is just lazy, a strip club makes more sense if they were just hookers instead of strippers and pole dancers.
>Maybe even in forests.
Now you're speaking my language, to hear the rush of a summer stream whilst pounding a bitch from behind against one of the many trees.
Bliss.

>And then, there's inherently disgusting shit that makes no sense like facials
I understand the notion of swallowing semen more than facials, for there is a minor amount of nutrition in doing so. Handjobs with oils are alright but a good blowjob beats it (get it?) by a longshot.
>shit
Nasty.
<piss
Depends, mine is bearable with some type of fruit juice to mask the taste, if not then it's horrible. Pony piss is salty and grassy but varies from mare to mare too, it's a lot better than a woman's.
>feet
Fuck those things.
>necrophilia
Maybe if you're into necromancy.
>BDSM
Yes and no, most of it is pointless unless it's to do with leather.
>the perversion of traditionally childish aesthetics and activities
Pedophilia?
>gore
Oh hell yeah, glory and guts. Sinew, pulmonary systems, organs. Blood is a effective lubricant if it's only my own.
>obesity.
Nah.
>I'll never understand how anyone can like that.
I sort of agree with you. Some forms of fetishes are a definite no go while others are invigorating.
>It's completely alien to me, like a foreign cultute too divorced from my own to be comprehensible.
Placing oneself into another's shoes can be quite difficult, it's a concern to do with psychology are the majority of far fetched fetishes I believe.

>Could anyone here with a hoof fetish explain that to me?
Hooves are sensually pleasing to touch but the frog is not when it is hard, soft frogs are enjoyable although. There is a reason why Equine pediatrists enjoy their job.
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No.4362
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>>4361
Huh. Well, you do you as long as you're not hurting anyone good.
Have you ever noticed how often jewish media pushes Inflation? It was in Space Jam 1 and 2. It's almost always in kids media. If someone isn't swelling up due to bicycle pump bullshit or blowing air into their thumbs or failing to blow up a balloon they're swelling due to a drug or allergic reaction.
Anonymous
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No.4363
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>>4361
>That is more along the lines of dog and cat rates of fertility
I recall reading that up to 10 kids is fairly common in many muslim households
Anonymous
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No.4364
>>4363
Must be easy for them when they've got housewives they're legally allowed to punish, potentially multiple wives, and no jews fucking with their food prices or economy by brainwashing women into wanting to choose careers over kids.
Still they don't have 10 kids at once, the wife's just put through back to back pregnancies.
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No.4365
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>>4362
>Huh.
Ah huh, kek.
>Well, you do you as long as you're not hurting anyone good.
Fine, although some people do need to be hurt for the greater good. As you already know by now (((who))).
>Have you ever noticed how often jewish media pushes Inflation?
I fucking hate it, the producers of Hollywood are filthy cunts and belong in the oven.
>It was in Space Jam 1 and 2.
I watched the first. I've never liked Disney or the Looney Toons altogether, the musicals are incredibly obnoxious.
>It's almost always in kids media.
It's an experiment to sexualize impressionable children, the most vulnerable to subversion and indoctrination as well as brainwashing.
>If someone isn't swelling up due to bicycle pump bullshit or blowing air into their thumbs or failing to blow up a balloon they're swelling due to a drug or allergic reaction.
Idiotic plausibility's that don't make logical sense, the process of this is more gruesome if it were to be real for the body would explode in a red mist because of the skin and muscle constriction of that inflated size.
>>4363
At one point in the past Europe had such birthrates but now it has diminished and withered.
Anonymous
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No.4368
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>>4365
Everyone's heard the old jokes.
>I asked my dad what he did for fun before the internet and he said he watched TV. I asked his dad what he did for fun before TV and he said "I don't know, I'll go and ask my twelve brothers and sisters!"

I blame the "Green" bullshit, all those lies about how whites need to lower their birth rates for the good of the planet...
Meanwhile it's "totally fine" to keep funding more worthless births in sub-90IQ African shitholes because "they use fewer resources", and it's "totally fine" to import them here or consume incalculable resources sending more resources over there to babysit arguments against evolution that only know violence and lies and can't maintain a functional society without whites around to do all the work and all the thinking...
And then because there aren't enough young people working to pay the retirement costs of the elderly, "Future lawyers doctors and teachers" were imported to "culturally enrich" us aka demographically transform us for the worse. Niggers were imported to replace whites and steal their opportunities and economic power and kill whites with police protection. Niggers were imported and paid to reproduce so they can have more kids than whites. Feminists brainwashed women into being hysterical sociopathic narcissistic baby-murdering retards who choose their life on easy mode and their privileged careers over being a functioning female member of society aka a housewife.
Whether the thought of exterminating all blacks down to the last man and woman and child turns your stomach or turns you on, the fact remains... If whites want to secure a future for themselves and their white children they need to stop those trying to take their future away. Kicking all blacks out of America(and sentencing those who refuse to leave to death) for now is the fastest and safest option. Jews deserve prison camps with trials and executions but blacks are too numerous to bother with camps. Bringing them here was a war crime and keeping them here is homicide via negligence. Our based ways are superior, we will produce more high-quality men and women than our enemies when blacks are gone. Any future plans for a worldwide crusade to purge enemies everywhere else will become very possible when we're not facing extinction in "Our" own home.
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No.4369
Hurt myself exercising, tried too hard today. Rested it off, felt better with time.
Anonymous
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No.4382
4385
I should load retropi on my old PC that's just gathering dust.
or maybe my new one considering how slow and shit it's become at this point. Fuck windows.
have I been overburdening this device over the years? Its two hard drives are currently completely empty. Mostly. Ok I have 100gb of games installed including mugen. I'll uninstall them when I beat them. Also holy shit I forgot how much I fucking hate mugen and working with mugen's code. Btw body recovered from exercise injury. Time to exercise more.
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>>4382
>Btw body recovered from exercise injury. Time to exercise more
Glad to know.
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>>4385
A "based" website with one cucked jewlover moderator banned me (it only takes one pozzed cunt with power to ruin a whole site) so I've lost that source of social interaction.

I kind of wish I had a more interesting life to talk about full of exciting adventures. But at the same time I'm glad things are quiet. I am a simple man working on myself and my projects. I've never liked the spotlight, I only desire a quiet life, and making my dream games will make me happy.
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>>4368
>Everyone's heard the old jokes.
Hearing jokes is different to telling them, it requires an effort of charisma or else it falls apart when the body language doesn't reflect the emitted vocals.

>I blame the "Green" bullshit, all those lies about how whites need to lower their birth rates for the good of the planet...
Incompetence at the highest echelons of power. Large families are no longer supported by the ministries themselves.
>Meanwhile it's "totally fine" to keep funding more worthless births in sub-90IQ African shitholes because "they use fewer resources", and it's "totally fine" to import them here or consume incalculable resources sending more resources over there to babysit arguments against evolution that only know violence and lies and can't maintain a functional society without whites around to do all the work and all the thinking...
Expendable apes, leave them to dwindle in their sun scorched savannas. Dumb darks.
>And then because there aren't enough young people working to pay the retirement costs of the elderly, "Future lawyers doctors and teachers" were imported to "culturally enrich" us aka demographically transform us for the worse.
The rates of unemployment are at an all time high of sloth and laziness, most of the elderly are being paid to sit inside their homes and watch the terrible television until they rot away to a skeleton.
>Niggers were imported to replace whites and steal their opportunities and economic power and kill whites with police protection.
It is extinction by pacifism, the willing march to the genetic graveyard. The imported numpty Negro's have mixed their blood with the careless naïve and so have created abominations, even so that my own freak of a half caste half brother is nothing more than a death and dumb bogeyed retard because my foolish father was a greater degenerate than I.
>Niggers were imported and paid to reproduce so they can have more kids than whites.
And so were the inbred Indians when they were delivered here.
>Feminists brainwashed women into being hysterical sociopathic narcissistic baby-murdering retards who choose their life on easy mode and their privileged careers over being a functioning female member of society aka a housewife.
The natural feminine role has been superseded by corporate need for greed, so that they spend more time working than finding potential partners. This online dating culture has otherwise ruined the potential for face to face relationships, while the pubs are becoming redundant areas for meeting young women for most of them are too bothered with work, college and university. They appall me such that the only redeemable qualities most have are their physical bodies rather than their meaningless mentalities.
>Whether the thought of exterminating all blacks down to the last man and woman and child turns your stomach or turns you on, the fact remains...
Kill them all! Kids and mothers blood on the wall. Burned bodies and sizzled screams, barbecue blacks, hack them up then eat their remains and gnaw the marrow, massacre men and butcher bitches. Ha Ha!
>If whites want to secure a future for themselves and their white children they need to stop those trying to take their future away.
By the elimination of opposition, the emancipation of the nation. Discard these democratic dictators, rid me of flaws and disorders, deluded laws and obedient orders no more. Freed from faggots.
>Kicking all blacks out of America(and sentencing those who refuse to leave to death) for now is the fastest and safest option.
Certainly, prioritize the main targets first and foremost.
>Jews deserve prison camps with trials and executions but blacks are too numerous to bother with camps.
Camps are too time consuming, it's easier to euthanize by bullet while gas requires chemical preparation beforehand and gunpowder is far faster to produce.
>Bringing them here was a war crime and keeping them here is homicide via negligence.
What is happening is an orchestra of planned invasions, fulfilled by the docility of modernity.
>Our based ways are superior, we will produce more high-quality men and women than our enemies when blacks are gone.
The underline meaning of European ethnicity has lost it's integrity in the eyes of elites, the preservation of our cultural heritage is a hereditary birthright that is bonded unto blonde bloodlines.
>Any future plans for a worldwide crusade to purge enemies everywhere else will become very possible when we're not facing extinction in "Our" own home.
Correction unneeded. Wipe the lesser from a world as illustrious as this, for they do not deserve a slice of the world's wonderful pie.
>>4385
How unique are your identification numbers. mon ami?
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>>4393
>How unique are your identification numbers. mon ami?
If you have to know... then let me show you.
Look at the (you)
Anonymous
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No.4396
>>4394
Ah hah! Not required to know but thanks anyways.
Triple six, triple K. Fuck that triple H though, he's a pussy wrestler.
Anonymous
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No.4410
4413
I forgot how exhausting parties are. One guy brought his PS4 and no games, forgot he deleted everything to make room for fucking AssCreed and GTAV and expexted us to just watch him fuck everything up in these single player games for the entirety of the party. Thank fuck for retropi, plugged that into the party host's bedroom tv and we played fighting games while the faggot played AssCreed Odyssey on his own in the living room. Being the gamer chad who saved a failing party feels good.
Anonymous
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No.4413
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>>4410
>I forgot how exhausting parties are.
Any party groups with more than 4 or 5 people is always stressful to be around, sociability is hard when it's divided between such numbers because attention has to be frequently diverted amongst the crowd.
>One guy brought his PS4 and no games, forgot he deleted everything to make room for fucking AssCreed and GTAV and expexted us to just watch him fuck everything up in these single player games for the entirety of the party.
Sounds inconsiderate of him, the newer consoles with their multi millionaire games companies are a waste of technology. Machines designed to eat up peoples money and time, no objectively intriguing story premises to be truly learned from.
>Thank fuck for retropi, plugged that into the party host's bedroom tv and we played fighting games while the faggot played AssCreed Odyssey on his own in the living room.
Sometimes the energetic entertainment of squabbling gaming competition can be the epitome of emotional enjoyment, other times can be debilitatingly depressing when the people around are sore losers and so ruins the fun among everyone else.
>Being the gamer chad who saved a failing party feels good.
To be the star of the limelight and all appreciative attention is focused upon oneself is a sensation of leading pride. Although group activities are mostly only intriguing when partaken within good company, as opposed to others that you share no common ground with.
Anonymous
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No.4425
4426
I was at a new store, buying eggs without a mask. I asked a chubby woman in the store's uniform, "Where are the eggs?"
And she takes me there while flirting with me, asking me what I'll use the eggs for, I tell her I'll eat them, she's internally screaming while staring at me like I'm the hottest motherfucker she's seen all day, and I say thank you and walk to the cashier with the eggs.
Women are weird.
Anonymous
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No.4426
4441
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>>4425
Anonymous
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No.4441
>>4426
True. Women ain't shit but hoes and tricks, and the trick is that they say we live in a society when really we're slaves in a gynocentric matriarchal jewocracy.
I haven't seen Squid Game but nobody's shutting up about it IRL. Is it more jewish subversion?
Anonymous
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No.4443
Always found it funny how when YIIK got attacked by SJWs, he tried going to gamers and saying "Fuck SJWs" but they weren't impressed with his game either. Gamers don't hate SJWs because they're arbitrarily opposed, gamers hate SJWs because SJWs are pure evil and on a quest to conquer everything, even entertainment.

On the surface YIIK looks pozzed as hell. Gay-ass characters with gay-ass appearances and turbo gay personality traits. Even the main hero's designed to look like an obnoxious self-insert.

Below the surface it's an intentionally unfun game designed to be unpleasant. Making it a bad game by definition.

If this is also art, this piece of art and the choices made involving its development (and how its best ending is locked to a developer-only youtube account) seem to say "Fuck gamers, they're puppets playing into artificial narratives where they get to be the hero. But if the devs don't let gamers get the secret ending where they're the hero, only the devs can unlock that ending".

The hero's a whiny twat but he only grows out of that in the developer-only ending, so there is no growth in the version of the game players get to experience. I guess you could call this "ARG Shenanigans" but a piece of media's quality should be there even without any external pieces of media. We should be able to enjoy a game without relying on information or content in the enclosed instruction book and movie and ARG puzzle bullshit and TV series and mobile game spinoff and prequel and three sequels and youtube-only four-episode series of animated shorts. All that extra shit can enhance media but it shouldn't be required to enjoy the media.

Meanwhile because the game makes the stupid hipster protagonist a cunt everyone who plays the game will hate, actual hipster cunts hate it for holding a mirror to their faces and making them shriek "Ugly!".

The developer referenced the real vanishing of an asian woman and the IRL speculation on her kidnapping or something, in a game where everything that happens is bullshit intended to give the protagonist shit to do. His universe really does revolve around him like he thinks it does. I guess you could call that insulting to the real asian woman, but the dev wanted this to say "White people don't care when nonwhites disappear" even though that's complete bullshit. Hell, he only heard about the disappearance in the first place because of the whites talking about it. It's always weird when SJWs with blatant fetishes for African/African-American/Native-American culture and fetishes for black rapists try to act like they think there must be something wrong with any white guy who likes Asians or includes them in his work in any significant way. They'll shoehorn blacks into King Arthur because of their fetish for replacing whites and taking part in the great replacement, then they'll blabber lies about the importance and necessity of divershitty when it benefits them, then they'll insist some white guy's a pervert for putting asians (especially cute asian girls) in his shit.

The left have cuck fetishes, the left rapes kids with the aid of islamists they import and protect and enable, the left have black fetishes, and because weebs aren't africa fetishists like the left, they hate weebs. The Japanese know body pillows of hot anime babes sell better than SJW Marvel capeshit. A weeb with a katana's technically still exercising, making him fitter than a feminist.

It's like Asians are only "Diverse" to the left and therefore deserving of special privileges when they can't compete in any asian country or an affirmative-action antiwhite country like America and due to their failure and entitlement, feel like they have to become professional narcissistic "Activists" in the war on whites to get ahead. Fucking weird. Then again, that one black politician got attacked by a white leftist woman in a gorilla mask and that wasn't called a hate crime because leftists only give privileges to actively anti-white and passively anti-white enemy combatants.

The only meaningful choice the player can make in the version of the game players got their hands on is to end the game, but Stanley Parable(Nonlinearity is a false idol, for a game to offer you freedom it has to anticipate your choices and falls apart if you do anything legitimately or seemingly unexpected like pulling the plug, the storyteller needs the listener, morality plays like the baby fire game suck ass, artsy games that get too far up their own ass forget to be good games, nonlinear games will inherently have linear paths even if there are a lot of them) Undertale(don't get me started, but Undertale seems to insist the best way to experience media is to use your free time and game-fucking superpowers like resetting to experience it fully in the best way possible and appreciate the developer's product as intended because you'll only learn Frisk's name if you act like Frisk and be the nicest guy possible like he would even if it means dying many times trying to Pacifist the game, because being a "get through enough of the game, fuck the story just kill enemies, then move on to the next without experiencing the best and depeest parts" kind of guy makes you Chara) beat YIIK to that punch long ago.

YIIK isn't really clever or deep, but it could have been really clever if it started off like a shit game and then challenged the player to stop treating it like a video game and start breaking it. The wimpy whiny twat hero starts saying "I have no idea why I did that, why did it work?" and "I guessed the password correctly, haha lucky" and "What the FUCK is going on why did the final villain just drop dead" as he stops being the protagonist of his doomed-to-failure story while the player takes his hero role and earns it. Using knowledge gained via save scumming, editing an easily-accessed fake save file, killing an invincible boss by deleting fake character files DDLC style, the player character chooses to give this doomed tale a happy ending.
Anonymous
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No.4447
4470
Hehe design doc calls for asynchronous time storage system that violates the finality of a 2d fighting game
Coding makes my two brain cells copulate
Anonymous
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No.4469
4549
I hope this is the right place for this sort of advice...

I designed a fighting game character with a lot of abilities and when playtesting him in my head I discovered using certain moves in a certain way means the game never ends.
The timer never runs out. Nobody loses health. The round never ends unless you unplug the PC and forfeit. Even if you pressed a button that made your character pull out a gun and blow his own brains out it wouldn't help. My guy's technique is absolute. He spends meter to prolong a match and has moves that give him too much meter.
The "Funbro" strategy that made Smogon think of the Endless Battle Clause ain't got shit on this.

I have three ways I can fix this... hyper-infinite?
A normal infinite combo in fighting games combos the foe to death. This combos the game to undeath potentially forever. A bot could do this forever as long as no power outages happen.
Either I limit how many times he can use a certain awesome and incredibly unique move that took way too fucking long to get right to just once per round, maybe even once per match
or I remove his meter-building move entirely
or I program his Stalling move and all other supers and EX specials to work on separate meters, so you can't stall the game out by building meter while stalling then spending meter to stall more.
Some of these options are easier than others. I guess it comes down to how much effort I want to put into this but every second spent on this is a second taken away from my main indie game.

By the way, stalling is just one of my move's many amazing uses. But because it's so good for comebacks, maybe it should be a "once per round" thing you always have access to until it is used. After all if it costs 3 bars of meter who the hell would ever fire BIG FUCKIN LASER when this genius play is always on the table? Then again if you could use it multiple times in a match would that harm its hype factor? This is the kind of move that, if used in a real fighting game tournament, would make the whole crowd scream and cheer and jump for joy and lose their goddamn minds in a hype overload. It's so fucking cool. Maybe it should be overused? This one move has limitless implications on balance and combos and more. It turns every option in my hand into a good one. even the option to do fuck all. I can literally press the button and do fuck all and still end up in a better position. I don't just take the advantage or take advantage of the advantage state, I take advantage of the code to take the opponent's life bar away, take the opponent's will to live away, even take the opponent's win away. Name any strong character in fighting game history. You can name a character with broken overpowered moves that take the opponent's health and meter and lives away. But... You can't name a character who can do that. Nobody can violate the game itself like this. I didn't stop time. I fucked time.
Anonymous
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No.4470
>>4447
Oh hey my id changed
Anonymous
6981ba3
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No.4472
That stupid woman microwaved rice in a foiled packet, it sparked and burned the packet and the rice, all she had to do was turn the microwave off or unplug it but she stood there yelping with her hands up like the microwave was a niggerloving cop with a gun. Didn't even think to call for help, just expressed shock at a problem until I wondered what the noise was and came over. Goddamn women. Nothing matters to them but their feelings.
Anonymous
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No.4473
a man walks into a bar and says "Can I have the menu please?"
and the bartender says "Sure, I'm done fucking them".
Anonymous
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No.4480
4499
See the joke is that menu please sounds like menu please
also I'm amazed at how hard and intelligently I've been working lately.
Anonymous
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No.4498
4549
Fellow based geniuses, why is Animal Crossing so popular with faggots whose lives have turned into such absolute messes that they considered "I did adulting stuff today like cleaning my room" a colossal and hyper-rare achievement?
Is it because the game is so easy, dull, tedious, mind-numbing, and repetitive that the sunk cost fallacy makes you afraid to admit your 800 hours with the game were wasted just like the 2+ hours you'll spend with it tomorrow and the next day and the next and the next?
If I want to experience the sensation of "No thoughts, head empty" I throw myself into a hardcore video game I'm good at and experience the flow state. I experience Ultra Instinct. I rip and tear in Doom Eternal Only Faster. I experience enough dopamine to kill an elephant every time I Heavenly Potemkin Buster someone. I play my own game's endless mode and ignore the placeholder graphics and fight until I die.
But I guess that's not an option for some people. So they choose to grind away at mundane insanities in worship of companies that sell repackaged nostalgiacoom back to the consoomers.
Anonymous
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No.4499
4500
>>4480
why does my ID keep changing
Anonymous
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No.4500
4501
>>4499
Cuz even your ID wants to dissociate XDDD
Anonymous
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No.4501
>>4500
Ur gay XDDDD
Anonymous
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No.4519
4520 4529
I'm doing no nut november but I haven't nutted in months.
So to partake in the spirit of NNN, I'm taking a month-long break from all forms of sexual media.
Anonymous
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No.4520
4522 4523
>>4519
no one cares
Anonymous
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No.4522
>>4520
lmao dumb hater XD
Anonymous
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No.4523
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>>4520
I care.
Anon is hoarding power and that's awesome.
Anonymous
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No.4527
4528
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>>3147
Anonymous
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No.4528
>>4527
Based.
Getting fucking ripped and highly productive helped my self-confidence, masculinity, and self-image more than any pussy-ass therapist could have.
Besides, the therapists probably would have spent the whole time trying to blame child-me for what the bitchy out-of-control females in my life did to me as a kid.
Anything to keep a white man sad and paying for his therapy sessions.
Anonymous
4018a9b
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No.4529
4530 4531
>>4519
Maybe No Nut November should be upgraded into No Sin November. No nutting, but also no porn, degenerate media, fast food, processed meat, no unhealthy shit of any kind. Mandatory exercise and mandatory positive productivity.
Anonymous
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No.4530
>>4529
This.
Anonymous
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No.4531
4532
>>4529
Who's definition of 'sin' are we using, and why isnt it yours?
Anonymous
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No.4532
4533
>>4531
Wat?
the list of sinful activities I mentioned...
I choose to avoid them for the month.
Disagree with my list's choices?
I didn't see any point in listing sinful things I already don't do.
Anonymous
a82b8ec
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No.4533
4534
>>4532
>no unhealthy shit of any kind
Good luck making that bar. Also, unhealthy according to whom?
Anonymous
1a3f999
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No.4534
>>4533
To sane people
Anonymous
1a3f999
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No.4535
4549
If you ever look at a hot babe and think "I want her to step on me, choke me, crush my testes, inflict violence upon me", you're a faggot.
Women are supposed to have that reaction to men.
Women are supposed to crave pain, not inflict it.
Anonymous
120cd88
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No.4549
4550
AnimalCrossingSweep.gif
>>4469
>By the way, stalling is just one of my move's many amazing uses. But because it's so good for comebacks, maybe it should be a "once per round" thing you always have access to until it is used. After all if it costs 3 bars of meter who the hell would ever fire BIG FUCKIN LASER when this genius play is always on the table? Then again if you could use it multiple times in a match would that harm its hype factor? This is the kind of move that, if used in a real fighting game tournament, would make the whole crowd scream and cheer and jump for joy and lose their goddamn minds in a hype overload. It's so fucking cool. Maybe it should be overused? This one move has limitless implications on balance and combos and more. It turns every option in my hand into a good one. even the option to do fuck all. I can literally press the button and do fuck all and still end up in a better position. I don't just take the advantage or take advantage of the advantage state, I take advantage of the code to take the opponent's life bar away, take the opponent's will to live away, even take the opponent's win away. Name any strong character in fighting game history. You can name a character with broken overpowered moves that take the opponent's health and meter and lives away. But... You can't name a character who can do that. Nobody can violate the game itself like this. I didn't stop time. I fucked time.
Reminds me of how it's possible to use inputs to reprogram games like Pokemon Yellow. I don't see why it isn't possible with Mugen with enough time and know-how.

>>4498
>Fellow based geniuses, why is Animal Crossing so popular with faggots whose lives have turned into such absolute messes that they considered "I did adulting stuff today like cleaning my room" a colossal and hyper-rare achievement?
Because for a chronic procrastinator, doing chores in a cutesy, colorful game where even the chores are designed to be fun is satisfying. It gives you the illusion or excuse of "accomplishment" without having to do icky, unfun things like clear your closet out of cobwebs. Inertia is quite powerful: if you're used to physical, tedious chores you won't hesitate to get to them if you're not lazy; if you tend to spend most of your waking hours sitting down staring at a screen you'll put off anything that's not strictly necessary. This is why exercise is important.

>>4535
Ok anon.
Anonymous
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No.4550
4553
>>4549
How did you guess how it works? Also I am OP. My ID changed again.
Also that Animal Crossing stuff makes sense.
And fuck modern movies. Saw the Angry Birds movie and it's got annoying feminist cringe scene where the white male red bird tries doing everything himself and needs the girl one's help but won't admit it. Stupid feminist propaganda. Shit like this encourages women to think they're qualified on things they know nothing about and any man who says "please stop you are not a qualified electrician" is just patriarching.
Anonymous
1a3f999
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No.4551
You know what's an underrated teaching tool in fighting games?
Playing with another person, in training mode.
Infinite health at minimum, perhaps even savestates and visible hitboxes and game speed adjustments, maybe even LUA scripting if you're really fancy.
You're not trying to "Win" against the other player or expect them to grasp a concept they just heard for the first time while under pressure, you're trying to teach them how to win, how to deal with common situations, and it can take as long as it takes.
It reminded me of that training scene in The Matrix.
I even quoted the "Stop trying to hit me, and hit me!" line.
I did this with a friend recently who's new to fighting games and I was shocked at how quickly it helped him learn enough of the basics to make our matches fun for both of us. It's definitely better than just going into a VS match and holding back for the illusion of back-and-forth momentum while telling him how to walk and expecting him to dance.
Anonymous
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No.4553
4557
>>4550
>Angry Birds
At least it has a good take on immigration, which I think beats out one little feminist moment.
Anonymous
1a3f999
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No.4557
>>4553
Do you think the bit where the guy "decided he wasn't ready for commitment and left her at the altar" was pozzed?

It seems like propaganda to shame men who back out of marriage at the last second or don't feel like commiting to a woman when a healthy relationship doesn't need a contract restricting your rights and permanently financially enslaving you to her to keep it together. The focus is on her feels and his random nonsensical no-reason-provided moment of "lmao nope marriage sux" but this is used as her retarded obligatory freudian excuse.

Ever notice how in fiction, good is the default state of practically all beings not explicitly declared "pure evil and evil in nature" and any deviancy from this requires an excuse in the form of a tragic backstory or goal or ideology?
Anonymous
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No.4563
4565 4572
I think I've met a good woman. I hope this turns out better than the last times.
Anonymous
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No.4565
4568 4571
>>4563
>I think I've met a good woman
There's not such a thing. Either you have the upper hand and rule over the beast, or you are a cuck. Can't be any other way.
Anyway, it is hardwired in women's brain to try to flip the game and dominate men by any mean necessary, and if it is not, she will play the submissive good woman to keep leeching you for as long as possible. You are warned.
See: >>1566 →
Anonymous
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No.4568
4569 4572
>>4565
But this one likes it when I dominate her.
Anonymous
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No.4569
>>4568
Sure, as long as she can leech you, you will be the one.
By general rule, it is only a matter the time for anyone to run into monetary troubles, or another cuck with more money than you to show up. Both scenarios will mean the beginning of the end of any relationship.
You can't change how women are hardwired.
Anonymous
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No.4570
4571 4572
You were right. She turned out to be a huge bitch.
Anonymous
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No.4571
>>4570
>>4565
Anonymous
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No.4572
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>>4563
>>4568
>>4570
>I think I've met a good woman.
>I hope this turns out better than the last times.
>But this one likes it when I dominate her.
>You were right.
<She turned out to be a huge bitch.
Villainous whores, classical. What was there to be expected? HA! Nothing less nor more!
Anonymous
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No.4573
I'm glad nothing bad will happen as a result of that failed relationship. We're just going to pretend we never met each other. And then never look or speak to each other again. The game has themes, I... guess? But most people are just there to BUY A PIXELIZER. Collect trading cards. Immunetocriticismimmunetocriticism super fighting robot you tried to leave my rangers alone. You said you'd kill them. O o o o what
what a trick
are we looking at the next skid mcmarx here
umbris is another world that gets cucked
Anonymous
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No.4574
4575 4588
Women are fucked in the head.
Remember Attack On Titan?
There's this scene where the hero guy Eren just became a cool monster called a "Titan" and saved everyone's asses from the bad Titans.
He's chained up and on trial and the cunty humans are afraid of him.
So this thirty something beyblade midget with OCD strolls up to him and kicks him in the gut and says "See? This little bitch is harmless".
Just kidding, he kicked more than once. He kicked way too many times. And not just in the gut. Eren lost teeth. Sure he can grow those back but still.
It was written to be a shocking moment.
I get that. It worked.
And it made women all over the world flood their designer skinnyjeans.
You would not believe how many horny insane bitches were drawing and writing porn of these two boning. All because this shocking moment of tiny man on taller helpless(by choice, he could have turned Titan from any injury if he wanted violence) chained teenager violence turned them on.
Later the murder midget gets more character development and screentime but this was the moment that made women want him to fuck them and fuck Eren.
Reminds me of Reylo.
Bad boy dangerous man (with a stupid-ass face and petulant feminine manchild soyboy attitude and random infantile Vader fetish) on the scaaary alluring cool "nazi" side they're told to hate and fear, even though the only glimpse of Empire policies we ever get are "they want to be in charge... oh and smugglers are common".
And bland generic grey Ma-Rey Sue who's just sooooo perfect despite being bad at acting and so painfully bland-looking she's unpleasant to look at...
No wonder women got so horny for it.

Women legitimately want to be dominated. It's in their nature. Even ones who claim to not want domination change their minds the second they see what they percieve as a worthy master. I'll change my mind on this the second I see a woman who's a genuine libertarian even when it comes to the rights of those beside herself and niggers and jews. Shit women want to be made to submit and feel there is no other option. Because when they have options they get picky and egotistical and irrational and whiny and bratty and flakey and way too eager to rob one man of semen and cash and kids before moving on to the next and the next and the next. I have never seen a woman who didn't want to be stepped on by somebody, be it a fictitious man or the fictitious public persona of a fake Celebrity. It's in the nature of women and the most feminine men out there failed by their boomer fathers and raised by their feminist boomer mothers to be as female as possible. Women want to be dominated and they started shit-testing men just as their jews taught them for being far too pozzed to give feminists the pumishments they deserved for being war criminals in the war on boys, men, and civilization.
Anonymous
98316c0
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No.4575
>>4574
I forgot to specify this but Eren is in human form during the court scene. He was in human form when they arrested him too. So the scene looks like a dude kicking a helpless defenceless dude when he's down. I get that it was supposed to look like that, and make characters in-universe feel bad for Eren. The hilarious part is how horny it made women for the guy kicking the crap out of the hero.
I bet if these fucks watched Jojo's Bizzare Adventure they'd walk away from it wanting to fuck Steely Dan and Alessi.
Anonymous
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No.4583
I have transcended DP with a tool so disgusting I actually feel hesitant to put it in the game.
Haha, DP.
That would sound weird to a non-gamer...
Many fighting games have a "dragon punch", an invincible reversal that fulfills the same role as classic Ryu's Shoryuken: getting you out of a bad situation invincibly if used at the perfect time.
What if it was metal?
I decided to make it metal.
I always hated how a Shoryuken leaves you in the air when it's done. So punishable. How about a grounded Shoryuken you can extend by mashing?
Thus, guitar shredding to shred the foe's healthbar.
Skidaddle skidoodle I control the neutral.
Fuck marvel's sky beams, mine's bigger.
*crosses up behind you and in front of you at the same time*
nothing personell kid
*breaks time and space*
Anonymous
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No.4588
4589
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>>4574
>Women are fucked in the head.
Obviously they are, the purpose of women is to continue our bloodlines through procreation and to ensure the future of children as the 14 words reference but when that primal purpose is perverted we get sluts and whores who revel in shameless acts of debauchery.
>Women legitimately want to be dominated. It's in their nature.
Of course, as do most other mammals want to dominate and submit to each other, we too have this underline desire to impregnate females and procreate as women should want to be mothers for males.
>Even ones who claim to not want domination change their minds the second they see what they percieve as a worthy master.
Actions speak louder than words, it is thoughts which give rise to deliberate acts and not literal syllables. They are creatures of femininity and emotion rather than logical thought or reasoning.
>I'll change my mind on this the second I see a woman who's a genuine libertarian even when it comes to the rights of those beside herself and niggers and jews.
Good luck on that one, 'cause you're gonna need it.

>Shit women want to be made to submit and feel there is no other option. Because when they have options they get picky and egotistical and irrational and whiny and bratty and flakey and way too eager to rob one man of semen and cash and kids before moving on to the next and the next and the next. I have never seen a woman who didn't want to be stepped on by somebody, be it a fictitious man or the fictitious public persona of a fake Celebrity. It's in the nature of women and the most feminine men out there failed by their boomer fathers and raised by their feminist boomer mothers to be as female as possible. Women want to be dominated and they started shit-testing men just as their jews taught them for being far too pozzed to give feminists the pumishments they deserved for being war criminals in the war on boys, men, and civilization.
There are some good girls out there that hate niggers and the government but you'll only find one in a blue moon, I have lost the majority of my trust within the general populace of humanity which includes the vastness of normal's and roasties alike. They are almost alien to me although I can analyze their intentions and motives through study of their body language or vocabulary, I'd love to have a family but not right now in the present although it seems like a ideal end goal to me as long as I can associate my bond towards a potential partner.
Still I have yet to find a decent girl, let alone fuck one or even a kiss. Albeit I'm not a virgin by the ordinary means of intercourse with human females, through dark and degenerate deviation has this been bestowed upon me which I do not regret.
>Therapy
I've always been lonely and without friends, though I still remain active tending to my responsibilities and duties. Some women can be talked to easier than others as with men too but communication is not as preferable to being mutable, such as my inherent recluse behavior permits me to socialize, I may discuss the necessities of business better than personal affairs due to the evasion of my hidden intentions.
I have tried therapy in the past but the communication and self reflection is more of a stress than a relief

TL;DR
I'm distrustful of women akin to men, though I have other passions which serve to keep me occupied and focused while at the same time make me happy even if they're completely fucked and stop me from steeping back into that pit of deep depression and utter loneliness which I no longer dread.
Anonymous
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No.4589
4594
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>>4588
Mostly off-topic and not necessarily directed at you in particular:
Women really aren't worth worrying about. I've had two long term relationships and a few flings. It gets exhausting after a while. It seems like a lot of virgins get hung up on their situation and feel a sense of dread due to their virginity, but I promise you that same dread comes back once you've lost it and haven't had sex in a while. The only plus is that you stop caring after x amount of time since your curiosity has long since been sated and going without is significantly easier.
Mares will always be superior because they're a romantic fantasy like most of us were conditioned to believe was reality since childhood only to be disillusioned by actual modern women and their true nature.
Tl;dr: I've have had sexual+romantic relationships and I'd genuinely rather think about mares before ever bothering with any real woman. The thought of cuddling a mare is superior to fucking some lame bitch.
Don't beat yourselves up, virgins. You're really not missing out on anything that great.
Anonymous
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No.4594
4595
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>>4589
>Mostly off-topic and not necessarily directed at you in particular:
Understood.
>Women really aren't worth worrying about.
About that much and more was previously gathered from contemplation, that and comparisons from others experiences.
>I've had two long term relationships and a few flings. It gets exhausting after a while.
That's what I fear about those kinds of situations with them, the aftermath of the initial infatuation would drive me to inevitable insanity resulting in multiple mad methods of escape which would potentially threaten both myself and whoever else involved.
>It seems like a lot of virgins get hung up on their situation and feel a sense of dread due to their virginity, but I promise you that same dread comes back once you've lost it and haven't had sex in a while.
It always returns, for it is the loathsome lust which pervades and invades the psyche, it must be kept at bay and under supervision lest it grow into a unavoidable annoyance which increases the tallying of days gone by since the last intercourse. Virginity is a mental delusion while pointless sex is an emotional illusion, once that fleshy hole has been penetrated and the goal is complete it does queer things to one's mind in relation to dopamine and the potential acquiring of addiction.
>The only plus is that you stop caring after x amount of time since your curiosity has long since been sated and going without is significantly easier.
Knowing the sensation satisfies the phallus and makes it a remembrance as opposed to being unbeknownst about velvet-like vagina.
>Mares will always be superior because they're a romantic fantasy like most of us were conditioned to believe was reality since childhood only to be disillusioned by actual modern women and their true nature.
A pony female with the intelligence and vocals of a human, mixed habits of horses and humans with a social dynamic of both, the compassion of peak feminine values with loyalty to her mate. Semper fidelis equus.
If only it were reality...
>I've have had sexual+romantic relationships and I'd genuinely rather think about mares before ever bothering with any real woman.
I think about mares 24/7, they burn in my brain and are fixed within this labyrinth of thoughts. My thought form(s) is supportive of the ponies which I obsess upon.
>The thought of cuddling a mare is superior to fucking some lame bitch.
I agree wholeheartedly.
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No.4595
4597
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>>4594
>That's what I fear about those kinds of situations with them, the aftermath of the initial infatuation would drive me to inevitable insanity resulting in multiple mad methods of escape which would potentially threaten both myself and whoever else involved.
The onset of infatuation is powerful when you're relatively new to relationships, but it's something that quickly plateaus into a tedious emotional tug of war that will drain you over time. The worst part is that you might not realize it at any phase until it's too far gone. It's always good to handle IRL relationships with a fair deal of analytical distance, if you can be bothered by it. There are good girls out there worth loving, but they're increasingly scarce. Don't get attached.
>Knowing the sensation satisfies the phallus and makes it a remembrance as opposed to being unbeknownst about velvet-like vagina.
Maybe, but it doesn't matter if your memories of coitus are plain. Virgins could always consider seeking out prostitutes to sate their curiosity and carnal urges. Hell, I've fucked hookers when I had money to burn and I couldn't be bothered with trying to romance some local meth head in my town. It's not some ascendent thing.
Not directed at you in particular, but others who may read this.
My point is that virgins would realize how irrelevant sex is to overall happiness if they could see the forest 'fore the trees.
>I think about mares 24/7, they burn in my brain and are fixed within this labyrinth of thoughts. My thought form(s) is supportive of the ponies which I obsess upon.
Likewise, friend. We are united in our autism. I have always tried to use it as a vehicle for self-improvement. You're definitely more intelligent than me, just direct your autism effectively to succeed in life.
Anonymous
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No.4596
It took me ten years to find the answer to something I forgot in two seconds
Anonymous
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No.4597
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>>4595
>The onset of infatuation is powerful when you're relatively new to relationships, but it's something that quickly plateaus into a tedious emotional tug of war that will drain you over time.
So can be said for affairs with human females but I assure it changes when applied in context to cross species intimacies, I have found that it rather does not wane over time but enlarges into a bond without the nuisances of language or the nagging of voices which turn into vicious vices once heard on repeat. The annoyance of perpetual whining is enough to spark fury and vigorous rage, for this would be my reaction to the perceived agitator who emits verbal stress and I know it.
>The worst part is that you might not realize it at any phase until it's too far gone.
Perhaps this notion of realization which you reference does not occur to me in a manner that brings about regrets but that's my personal perspective so it's not the same as what yours may be, I could give an analysis of my current strange sexual status but due to it's closeted and convoluted concealment I choose not to even if it's occasionally hinted, so it's best left to guesswork to whomever has any idea of what it could be.
>It's always good to handle IRL relationships with a fair deal of analytical distance, if you can be bothered by it.
As such a masked and devised spoken tactic is more persuasive than that of true honesty could ever be from my standpoint, manipulation is not fun to perform and neither is playing with someone's emotions, for I would much prefer to let my inner instinctual intents fully loose than make mind games with a woman who I'm practically using to further my lusts.
Recognize patterns in one's behaviors and body language along with facial expressions, to analyze them from a position where judgments may be made towards their potentiality as a mate.
>There are good girls out there worth loving, but they're increasingly scarce. Don't get attached.
A furthering ideal of the past. The most likely to be found which meet the criteria of breed able tend to be in rural areas compared to that of the densely populated places, for obvious reasons.
>Maybe, but it doesn't matter if your memories of coitus are plain.
Ah, not if the first copulation is immeasurably beyond any normal means of the act which most experience, it then leaves a lasting impression that is unforgettable when it exceeds all expectations of the ordinary.
>Virgins could always consider seeking out prostitutes to sate their curiosity and carnal urges.
It is an option that is rarely considered, there are plenty more choices that appeal to different tastes and cater to deeper desires. They're the frequently used sluts who exist to calm the cravings and lustful longings.
>Hell, I've fucked hookers when I had money to burn and I couldn't be bothered with trying to romance some local meth head in my town.
How American indeed, the pinnacles of liberty.
>Likewise, friend. We are united in our autism.
How about a confederacy of ass burgers?
>I have always tried to use it as a vehicle for self-improvement.
If that's the purpose you have chosen to use it for then so be it, anon.
>You're definitely more intelligent than me, just direct your autism effectively to succeed in life.
I appreciate your flattery. Efficiency is not my strong suit nor what makes me somewhat successful in what I do for a habitual hobby, it's the ability to comprehend others mindsets and manners while maintaining respect for what they want but prioritizing my own needs first and foremost without worrying about others unless they are my direct affiliates.
It's been nice to vent some words on a Slovakian sex site with you.
Anonymous
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No.4598
OneShot was disappointing
I was told it is "like undertale" and got my hopes up too high
The game's ARG shit was really fun
But the writing was a bit too on the nose and spelled-out
I'd still rate it a positive on steam and happily get OneShot 2: Shoot One Harder if it came out.
Anonymous
98316c0
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No.4601
I decided to nerf my character.

He had this move... How do I describe it?
You'd do it, and a big sky beam would cover the entire vertical space while he invincibly slid forwards for a distance determined by the button you pressed.
Sound waves would also damage foes in front of you.
These sound waves would also reflect enemy projectiles.
Did I mention you could extend the duration of this move by mashing?
And it was a Special.
A fucking Input Special
Not a Super.
Not even a Charge Move
A Special move you execute with a simple input for no cost.
Fucking busted.
Doing this move just fucking turned the game off for several seconds.
Either you did your own thing charging meter manually via a dedicated charge move or whiffing normals into specials, or you politely waited to my character to stop being invincible.
It was just too good of a move. It invalidated too many options the opponent had. And too many options I had. It was so good, there was never a reason to fuck around with his big brain gimmicks.
My big brain gimmicks will be absolute.
Anonymous
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No.4602
4608
How do I talk to my retarded cringe friend who constantly talks in edgelord wannabe speak, babbling about inner darkness and his struggles against his dark half interspersed with TFS references and normie media/nigger rapper quotes?
How do I help him get over this?
Is there some magic video that makes him stop trying to sound like a japanese cartoon character nobody over the age of twelve would like?
Anonymous
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No.4608
4609
>>4602
I'm surprised that one guy didn't take this opportunity to yell "hurr durr that sounds like u becoz ur a poopyhead".
Maybe his family is forcing him to try and get a job and that's taking time away from refreshing this site daily waiting for an opportunity to bitch and moan at me embarassingly.
Anonymous
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No.4609
4610
>>4608
Evidently I live rent free
Anonymous
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No.4610
>>4609
How many years has it been since you started with this bullshit for the love of...
Fuck it, maybe if you feel like you win this one you'll be less inclined to keep at this
Anonymous
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No.4613
I fucking hate niggers
Anonymous
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No.4614
Neat my ID changed again.
Want to hear a funny story?
one time when I was under sixteen at school a woman shoved me into a swimming pool when I wasn't looking and then fell in after me. I swam away screaming because I didn't fucking know this bitch. Bitch who fell in after me claims I held her underwater and attacked her and tried to drown her even though an entire room of people saw otherwise. The teachers try gaslighting and isolating me into confessing and it doesn't work. Only when the cops are called do we finally get to see camera footage proving me to be the honest one, but the spiteful old hag got away with this of course. Not even a fine for wasting police time. Imagine a world where women cops are forced to punish the karens who try wielding police force like a club to get their way, or a world where physically punishing women like that is legal and necessary. This gynocracy is corrupt.
Anonymous
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No.4615
I think too many people blurt out "I HAVE THIS GREAT IDEA FOR A GAME" then they say some dumb easy vague bullshit

and they want praise for that

because if it actually existed they would be first in line to buy it

but they dont feel like learning to code and animate and figuring out how this "idea" (fantasy) of theirs would function and making the damn thing compromise with reality to be feasible on a budget so they just sort of fantasize in a corner about a fantasy where they already made this.

Then they tell people about their beloved idea if they want to be praised. And then reject criticism of it like "shave off a tiny percentage of your dream game for the minimum viable product and sell that then use the cash to hire smarter people to make your dream game for you so you get all the glory and a good profit for minimum effort at maximum speed" or "listen bro you need to prepare to Thems Fighting Herds this shit because your billion dollar fanfic is going to get C+D'd faster than Epstein's slaves got Cocked+Dicked by libtards and jews" or "nobody buys a transformers game for the forced stealth section please reconsider the hours of mandatory instant game over stealth I know you wont ever actually make it but please fantasize about something less gay" or "stop bitching about unpaid VAs being lazy and having shit mics and just use text cutscenes like a visual novel you fucking double nigger you dont have the budget or team for fucking any of this and your Applejack voice actor sounds like shit and keeps being a cunt to your Tails The Fox voice actor so just use one girl for everything so your product can have as few females involved as possible or 15.ai this shit" or "You are literally designing this in the most expensive way possible oh god oh fuck none if this is functional and it would be a nightmare to code oh sweet jesus you're mismanaging your time and effort budget this is bad you dont have a design document you have a 8 year old's collage of his favourite things made with a glue stick and safety scissors. I know you just fantasize to fucking stroke yourself off but this is giving me a fucking stroke".

I know a guy who just circlejerks in his discord server full of hyped sycophants about the game he's tooootally working on guys.

A project of mine is almost complete and that feels good. It's a step on my quest. And that friend's telling me I need to spend more ENTIRE YEARS on my project because "a good game has at least 2 years spent on it". No. bitch this project was always designed to be small and achievable. It is a step on my goal. not the endgame. It is a step. Steps dont have to take years. My quest does not end here. There are more mountains to climb and more tiddies to draw.

They say the graveyard is the richest place of all, as that is where you will find the richest treasure trove of ideas that never went anywhere.

But I saved at least one good idea from that graveyard.

And I got to draw a big tiddy scientist waifu.

I like putting big tits on my characters because small tits remind me of my dead little sister.
Anonymous
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No.4617
4620
Sometimes I vent about the annoying habits of my friends but I still love and respect them.
Anonymous
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No.4619
4620 4624
I did it lads
I fucking made it
There were those who thought I was never gonna make it but I made it
There are no more coding problems left to solve. Everything is perfect. Now I can upload the first game of many.
Anonymous
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No.4620
>>4619
>>4617
Why my id change
Anonymous
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No.4624
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>>4619
Congratulations, JSON Jason.
Anonymous
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No.4625
4626
Is your refridgerator running?
Yes?
Then it must be a person, right?
Hahaha, that's my joke for making fun of AI fetishists who think a machine could imitate a human well enough to fundamentally be one.
Anonymous
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No.4626
4627
>>4625
Rude, Ill have you know my Girlfriend is An AI
Anonymous
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No.4627
>>4626
Sorry
Anonymous
55b2fe6
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No.4631
You ever meet a gamer that makes you think "Oh, so that's who lowest common denominator predatory exploitation devices are made for and why these megacorps still make them" or "you're why so much of the art of game design focuses on protecting people of your intellectual caliber from yourselves so you don't ruin the game for yourselves and then blame the developers" or "Surely this fag's only disagreeing with me on a topic I'm so obviously right about just to fuck with me and because he craves social interaction and surely nobody could honestly believe the stupid shit he is saying"?
Anonymous
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No.4632
This is retarded and I'm sick of being a faggot so I'm going to do something straight.

Instead of bitching about gay idiot retards in faggot servers I should just stop wasting time with them. So I will. I'm in too many of these fucking things anyway. It's fucking homosexual to argue with some mobile-goomer who loves paying to win and grinding and inaccessibility and inconsiderate design almost as much as he loves cock. Candy crush and progress quest makes him cum and I don't want that faggot anywhere near me. It's a waste of time to interact with him. If grinding is "fun" for him human logic cannot reach his button bashing ape brain thanks to its hijacked reward center. And that's coming from a motherfucking grappler main. We joke about eating paint but mobile gamers eat chinese govt-backed megacorp cum flavoured with the half digested dog those commies ate for second breakfast while anally sodomizing themselves with their thieving whore mothers credit cards once they waste their "monthly tugboat" on the only thing imaginable that could possibly be a bigger scam than money NFTs. A real man respects an honest day's hard work and has no need to simulate it. A real man can outthink real and digital enemies without needing to overlevel his starter like a retarded child relying on raw power to steamroll an easy game like pokemon that's still too complex for him to understand. It's a waste of time to argue with circlejerkers over the validity of Quality Of Life improvements standard in all sorts of better games made for bigger brains. Instead of trying to win an argument about my game's design with a nigger over unfinished shit I should start getting my cock sucked for making my game by releasing it. I am growing as a man. I am sure the me from years ago would have kept this argument going for way too long instead of recognizing its futility. No more distractions. No more bitching about my problems when I should just solve them.
Anonymous
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No.4634
4635
Progress report: my friends playtesting the game cant beat Professor Bigtits.
But they're not doing it right.
They steamrolled the 64 gym leaders and expected to steamroll her with the same lame tactics.
Should I make the battle easier or ignore this feedback?
Maybe give her two teams, for an easy mode and hard mode?
Anonymous
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No.4635
4636
>>4634
Did you try to vary up AI difficulty/tactics for the other 64 gym leaders?
Anonymous
55b2fe6
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No.4636
>>4635
Yeah. A lot of gym leaders didn't even have full teams of 6 so I picked good pokemon of their type.
Anonymous
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No.4637
Man. Nothing nakes you imtimately familiar with all the downsides of your childhood favourite game series like trying to make it. There are so many things I want to redo from scratch.
gen 5 broke mon sprites up into pieces on flash puppets and animated them via code to move and squash and stretch and rotate them. So a sleeping pokemon could have its eye swapped for a closed one easily.
but the front and back facing divide is gay. Just doubling the work. Set the camera in a 2v2 fighting game style position damn it. Then add scripts to move mons over to hit the foe during the move animations. Autoplay the running anim that already exists for all mons.
also fuck all pokemon moves.
Some are objectively better than others and choosing them is a no brainer. Interesting moves are rare. Balancing moves by RNG failure chance is homosexual.
I should remake all moves.
It seems odd when Charizard is told to perform Fire Punch and Mega Kick and Bite and Slash but does the same visual animation for each one. And how does a Wooper without arms learn Ice Punch?
Moves with vague attack names bypass this problem. Any water pokemon can perform Wind Strike or Blazing Blow no matter what body parts it has. Any pokemon can have its own physical and special attack animation that suits such a vaguely named attack. How the pokemon performs Lightning Strike or Ice III or Kacrackga is up to the pokemon.
Every type should have physical and special variants of the following moves: 120bp lowPP power move, 80bp mediocre pp attack move, and with the same middling number of PP: 60bp plus 1 priority move, and 40bp plus 2 priority move. And maybe a 30bp crap move for the pokemon to start out with and swiftly replace when levelling up.
Then add some normal type moves for raising and lowering stats.
And maybe some entry hazard setters, plus abilities to make those when sent out.
Remove random critical hits and flinch-hax and crit-hax and status inflicting moves from the game and replace that shit with "supereffective hits with this type inflict the type's unique status effect"
then give every type its own status effect that lowers all of a foes stats.
And then "supereffective STAB hits inflict x8 bonus Technical Damage plus flinches the mon if he hasnt already moved". Or maybe inflicts a Downed status effect with a unique animation that goes away the next time the downed mon tries to make a move then gets up automatically upon missing one turn.
That sounds good to me right now.
pokemon's bullshit abilities and moves and unbalanced mon design means making a rebalanced pokemon might not be fully possible. But I will do my best. And I will get better. Any mistakes are learning opportunities.
Anonymous
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No.4638
I feel the urge to prolong the game's release date by an unknown amount of time to add a new feature I thought of.
But the game as planned is basically done. It just needs more polish.
I guess you only get one shot to make a good first impression...
But this new feature might not even work.
But this feature will impress people who might not have been impressed by the rest of the game.
Anonymous
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No.4639
I met a woman and I think I like her. I think I really, really like her.
Anonymous
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No.4642
ALL WOMEN ARE WHORES.
Anonymous
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No.4645
4646
Women are still whores
Anonymous
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No.4646
>>4645
And that's why their rights must be restricted and they have to be legally considered "property".
Anonymous
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No.4650
My guitar teacher asked me to finger G Minor, so I did. Then he asked me to finger A minor, and I said "But I don't want to do a Biden impression, my Trump impression is better!"
Anonymous
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No.4651
Old EA: challenge everything
new EA: charge for everything
Anonymous
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No.4652
4654 4655
I know this faggot who can only function maturely when at least one person is treating him like an authority. However when his authority feels challenged he stops treating the objects of his ire like people and starts trying to piss them off. You know, to punish them. Starts berating and browbeating them to try and feel like a big guy. Even pretends to agree with people who've been wrongfully repeating the same obvious lies about you for years if that will piss you off. Like a housewife who's trying to get a rise out of you to validate herself no matter what she has to yell. And that makes it hard for me to respect him at all. He's always got to be in control. Even if it gets tiresome. There were good times when he was less of a faggot. I'd like to go back to those times. But the way he acts during the bad times makes me wonder how I can get him to snap out of whatever took control of him and metaphorically shrank his cock and balls.
Anonymous
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No.4654
4655
>>4652
For the record I know the obvious right answer is to avoid dealing with this faggot. I've already called him a faggot to his face. I'm wondering what others think the right answer is.
Anonymous
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No.4655
>>4652
>>4654
Did you listen?
Did you fully understand why?
Anonymous
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No.4665
Life is a social construct around 40% can trans-cend
Anonymous
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No.4666
4667
Undertale and Deltarune comics are sometimes funny and sometimes lame.

But those comics where Metaton Neo claims the similar-looking Spamton Neo "stole his gender" are unintentionally hilarious as it's a freudian slip on the artist's part that accidentally admits their definition of "Gender" is just a codeword for "Aesthetic" whenever they aren't using it interchangeably with sex or as a codeword for "what the brain believes its sex is".

When the trannies say sex is a social construct they are lying. When they say gender is a social construct it would be more accurate to say gender is their own social construct, their own lie designed to conflate clearly different things, and no amount of drugs and surgery and hypnosis and training and aesthetic appropiration will ever turn a failed man into a beautiful breedable woman. Maybe if failed men put that much effort into being better men they'd stop feeling the urge to play dress-up as anything but themselves.
Anonymous
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No.4667
4668
>>4666
Yes Satan, you should get therapy
Anonymous
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No.4668
>>4667
Bruh lmao
Anonymous
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No.4670
Hey guys, did you know that in terms of water-based Pokemon, Vaporeon can learn Mist in Yellow, but only under a very specific circumstance? In Yellow, Vaporeon is meant to learn both Haze and Mist at level 42. However, the programming at the time is so bad it's impossible for a Pokémon to learn two moves at the same level. As a result, Vaporeon will only learn Haze and not Mist. Pokémon who leveled up using the Daycare do not have this restriction though. If Vaporeon reaches level 42 while in the Daycare, it will learn both Haze and Mist.
Anonymous
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No.4672
4673
Faggot: Based? Based on what?
me: Get with the times, Granddad. What's next? Are you going to ask what LOL means?
Anonymous
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No.4673
>>4672
What? You mean AOL right?
Anonymous
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No.4679
Seeing the inside of an Asian woman's house recently (don't ask why) and admiring all the trophies and awards on the wall made me think of Lilkirbs memes about putting achievement signifiers on his wall. I decided to do that too but on my computer desktop because my tiny room's walls are cupboard and shelves hell.
Anonymous
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No.4706
Moved stuff around in my room to open up more space for exercising.
Did you know? Viral Chao are some hidden Chao in Sonic Chronicles: The Dark Brotherhood. They are a group of unique Chao intended to be released at official events in the style of event Pokémon of the Pokémon games. There are five Viral Chao: Baki, Farfinkle, Fimbley, Pooki, and Stugs. However, Stugs was the only Viral Chao ever officially distributed to the public, as due to poor attendance and sales, the other four chao events were cancelled. However, game-altering devices can be used to unlock the remaining Viral Chao. Codes, which can be found in the official Japanese website of Sonic Chronicles: The Dark Brotherhood, can be used in the Chao Garden to unlock all but Farfinkle. The cheat codes, however, will only work for the Japanese version of the game.
Farfinkle was not included in the list of unlockable Viral Chao in the Japanese release because it has a severe glitch causing 'KO' to be a status effect. If this happens, the affected enemy may try a POW move but cannot, forcing the player to shut their Nintendo DS down. This is the only Chao not released to the public.

Did they even fucking try with Sonic Chronicles?
Anonymous
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No.4710
Homosexuals are disgusting. They like disgusting shit like hypnosis. Imagine basing your entire identity around the desire to live the easy life of a cute woman, and then fantasizing about losing your free will to hypnotism and being forced to become an even bigger faggot. If you want to be brainwashed into embracing faggotism fully wouldn't that mean you subconsciously know this is bullshit? Peak homosexuality, fucking disgusting. I am extremely racist too. And do you know what else is gay? Gay fanfics where a character is corrupted. Straight men make stories where women are "corrupted" into useful wet holes and breeding tools. Faggots make stories where men are genuinely corrupted and turned into faggy disgraces. Gays are homosexual, fuck gays.
Anonymous
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No.4711
4712
dr. jeffrey schaler - Psychiatry is a Fraud is all about Control - (2006).mp4
>>3147
>therapy
Get as far away as possible from those charlatans, especially psychiatrists and their drugs.
I post a statement from Dr. Jeffrey Schaler: "Psychiatry is a Fraud, it's all about Control".
Anonymous
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No.4712
>>4711
Ironically this
Yes, you should absolutrly avoid brain-altering chemicals just as one should avoid most everything pharma and those that push it.
The idea is to process lingering emotions, thoughs, behaviors, experiences etc. to identify and find dysfunctional patterns. Can a given individual process them on their own? Yes. Can everyone? Imo no, and Id wager that far more people get themselves in a bigger mess by going it solo than get themselves out of it.
Anonymous
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No.4714
For the longest time, I didn't understand it.
Why did the women of the Harry Potter fandom fall in love with Draco Malfoy and create their own fan-sequels and rewrites where he's closer to their ideal man when he was literally designed to demonize whites and especially racist rich whites with a stake in the nation and many reasons to oppose divershitty?
At the same time, why did they demonize Ron Weasely, the everyman jealous of Harry's irritating chosen-one specialness and Hermione's intellect and irritated by her unwillingness to shut up about it?
In Ron they saw a mirror. They saw an ordinary person envious of the talents and gifts his friends boasted. When they felt the urge to self-insert themselves into their favourite escapist media, they saw Ron as an unsettlingly realistic depiction of an ordinary boy with extraordinary friends. They hated the dreadfully ordinary and disgustingly unspecial boy cramping the style of the generic plot-device boy every boy forced to read this by his boomer parents saw himself as and Hermione, the author's literal self-insert wish-fulfillment OC. Damn near every girl who wrote shitty HP fanfiction felt this trio would be better off with someone more "interesting" on the surface with less relateable flaws replacing him.
And in Draco Malfoy, the small snivelling snot-nosed "Pureblood supremacist" bratty bully designed to demonize the fictional racist white rich boys typically cast as villains in Boarding School Genre fiction, they saw everything Mommy and Daddy raised them to hate.
And they loved him.
And so they wrote stories where he became a bigger, tougher, stronger man in leather pants and a motorcycle. He became the lead singer in their favourite corporate gay emo punk band and abused his girlfriend in a way that drove the target audience of women wild. Draco was a Death Eater, a demonization of whites who want their country back and think some races are better than others, so the fanfics rewrote its cackling petulant hideous childish leader as a handsome revolutionary man just doing what he thinks is right, or a cruel bastard openly gunning for power in a world full of characters rewritten to be even worse people. As Draco became an irrelevant background element in the actual HP novels the fanfics rejected Rowling's awful plot twists to try literally anything else and hope it turned out better, typically making Draco a more pivotal role in the tale, transforming him from a forgettable failed rival character to a bootleg Zuko. All the infuriating pretension of leftist life drove so many of its dogmatic followers to fantasize about leading the life of a "sinner", an elitist rich white who gets expensive makeovers and doesn't want to embrace divershitty or oppose whites taking back their own nation.
Anonymous
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No.4758
Got a better faster internet connection. Still exercising daily, now going on longer walks each day. I got a Pedometer app but it beeps every time I go past a Liberal... Haha just kidding it counts the steps I take each day. I don't know why pedo means feet in latin. I considered getting a phone game where you're rewarded with imaginary videogame shit for taking steps but I didn't. Anyway shit's going well. Games are going well. Big tiddy bunny go fast. Haha booba. Whoever said industrial society was a mistake never knew the joy of animating your own character. It's hard to describe the feeling of pulling it all off and saying "Yep, I made the magic happen". Ever heard that story about how LA had a blackout so severe, some fags in LA called 9/11 upon literally seeing stars and the Milky Way galaxy overhead for the first time? It sounds insane. It sounds like something a political cartoon would make up. It sounds so divorced from reality, you'd expect to see it in a Sonic comic. But I can believe it happened because libtards are spiteful zombies.
Anonymous
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No.4765
4766
I think I have ADHD, just heard caffine helping you focus is a strong symptom.
Anonymous
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No.4766
>>4765
I think in probably do to.
>Tfw undiagnosed
Anonymous
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No.4767
4857
Going back into Sonic stuff after all this time feels strange.
so much has changed.
I'm old enough to remember when people who didn't like Tails still gave a shit about the Sonic franchise and chose to whine about it online for days on end, even making videos where they'd try to manouver Tails into spikes or off cliffs or into lava.
There were people who hated Shadow and felt he stole Knuckles/Metal Sonic's spot as the designated edgy rival.
There were comicsfags who would never shut up about how much they wish they were in the Ken Penders zone right now. "dude, if only a sonic game wod put Sally and Rotor in these games! We need a game with a tone and gameplay style wildly different from anything Sonic Team and Dimps ever tried before with only a 90s cartoon to guide them, this can clearly only end well". Best old comic girl is clearly Bunnie Rabbot. And that Eggman fangirl midget is pretty funny.
Everyone hates 06. Even Sega hates 06. Sonic Team killed their franchise just so he would never be associated with 06 again. But some kids will still pull the "I grew up with x product, it's not that bad because I say so, I expect praise for signalling this" card. And it doesn't matter. But there was a time when I would have yelled about Sonic on the internet.
Did you know a Sonic fan once put bones into a lifesize Sally Acorn sex doll? Yet it's the Rainbow Dash Cum Jar people still joke about.
That's because the rainbow dash cum jar has more cultural significance than Sally Acorn.
man
I should mod Rainbow Dash and give her an Instant Kill that puts her foe into the jar.
Anonymous
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No.4769
4857
Libtards think themselves smart when they spit upon Christmas and call it overly commercialized, unaware that Jews did this.
But good men and women reclaim Christmas for themselves when they decide it is about being around those you care about, not about the commercialism.
Ironically, commercial products like movies and television shows love to sell the lie that vicariously living through escapist media in which fictitious characters discover the true meaning of christmas is the true meaning of christmas.
Those fucking zombies are on so many levels of irony, they don't even realize it.
Anonymous
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No.4807
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Only retards think "Governments exist on a scale from democracy to tyranny". Democracy is mob rule, the tyranny of the majority. What makes the absolute rule of one morally inferior to the rule of a few or the rule of the masses who obey their masters? That line of thinking is how you get NPCs who say "Communism is fine as long as it's democratic".
Enshrine man's human rights and liberties as something to be protected and something he can protect, and that government becomes more free than any tyrannical democracy.
Anonymous
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No.4856
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Sometimes I wonder... if we were all born a few years earlier would this be a Pokemon and Politics site where we post Gardevoir and Lopunny porn, argue about whether Ice or Bug is a worse type, occasionally talk about Jews and Hitler, but usually just roleplay as Pokemon in Pokemon Mystery Dungeon world?
https://youtu.be/eZqbrNTtdq0
The internet has always been a strange place.
>Phony Playshitstation
Phony Gaystation.
Phony Masturbation.
Phony Failnation.
Anonymous
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No.4857
4858 4862
>>4767
>>4769
>>4807
>>4856
Nigel, what the fuck are you talking about? how does this pertain to therapy?
Anonymous
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>>4857
Anonymous
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4877
>>4857
GASP!
Are you implying that Nigel has done what he always does, and smeared unrelated shit all over the thread? Who could have predicted such a thing! If only someone were to have painstakingly documented/illustrated this well established pattern of behaviors over a several year timeframe! Then our dutiful and diligent proprietors would have the necessary information to address the problem, rather than their hands being tied by nescience.
Oh, wait,....
Anonymous
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No.4877
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>>4862
Kek, Nigel would never do such a thing.
Anonymous
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No.4878
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*shrug*
I already decided not to trust therapists with my life's story as they are libtard servants of the system genociding whites. I'm not sure what to put in this thread after that but do you think in a parallel universe this is a Sonic and Politics board where talk of FIM is off-topic and everyone's response to libtard shills is to spam Rouge The Bat pussy? Maybe instead of talking about Golly and Starlight Glimmer everyone gets heated over arguments about Sonic's eye colour or ideal quill length. No matter how long Sonic's quills get, his longest quill should be reserved for his wife once he's mature enough for one.
Speaking of maturity, has anyone here ever heard of A-Logging?
A-Logging, named after noted Chris-Chan critic Anthony "A-Log" LoGatto, is a term used to describe one expressing disproportionate levels of hatred for Chris, often including wishing him physical harm, usually for perceived "crimes" that Chris is "guilty" of.
Turns out A-Log was a total loser, and being seen loudly hating Chris Chan was his coping mechanism for dealing with that.
His feelings of inadequacy and envy and all his rage over being similar to Chris Chan temporarily went away whenever he loudly tried to verbally put himself above Chris Chan.
Fucking Chris Chan, a cautionary tale about the dangers of letting the mentally disabled interact with strangers online. That was his fixation. That was what he chose to obsess over. He wanted to be a part of the Chris Chan story, and all he managed was a spot on the iceberg about the meaning of A-Logging. Because even on an iceberg full of all the dumb shit Chris Chan has said and done, people still felt the need to say "That A-Log boy just ain't right, I tell ya what".
Anonymous
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No.4879
4881
>>4877
See the lengths he will go to rationalize his behavior?
Anonymous
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>>4878
>Maybe instead of talking about Golly and Starlight
Oh, about that...
Anonymous
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No.4881
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>>4879
Yes, its sad really.
Anonymous
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No.4882
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>>4878
Chris is guilty though.
Anonymous
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No.4883
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>>>/mlpol/333652 →
Could be screwing up here, but idgaf

Don't take it too seriously i know ye didn't i just enjoy being kind of a dick when Adagio posting, doesn't mean i don't like most of the wall-text analysis you do.
Anonymous
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No.4891
I know a homo who watches live streams of the world's unfunniest vtuber. For hours.
Women don't have to be funny to get male attention or compliments.
For most men, humor is a coping mechanism and a way to say what the sensitive ones can't handle hearing.
But holy shit this vtuber is like the Amy Schumer of vtubers.
There are good vtubers out there with actual talents besides having a mommy voice and big tits on their model (or a loli voice and small tits to appeal to the loli fetishists)
Women talking about nothing for hours over mediocre random trendhopping popular half-assed gameplay footage or watching Try Not To Laugh Challenge Complilations Anime Family Guy Funny Moments Collections #69 or talking about how her pussy smells like a barnyard animal doesn't magically get funnier if she has anime eyes. But for some reason, simps think paying enough will upgrade them from OnlyFans to Private Discord to paid sex sessions. Behold, men raised by successive generations of out-of-control women and their feminine school system.
Why do shittubers even have fans? Better ones exist. They should have all the fans. Like my favourite one.
Anonymous
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No.4892
>>4882
Chris eventually fucked his own mom but A-Log was typing that "I want to kill him! I want to beat him to death in a CIA black site! He's worse than Saddam and Hitler!" nonsense long before that.
Anonymous
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No.4893
4898
>>4881
ITT Nigel attempts to conflate himself with Chris Chan - unironically - and conflate anyone who is critical of him with this A-dog literally who.
Anonymous
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No.4898
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>>4893
What a funny way of looking at it.
The funny thing about a-log is that he is a loser who thought his obsession with bitching and moaning about Chris-Chan absolved him of the responsibility to sort his own life out.
Anonymous
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No.4930
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>>4898
You have counter-point? Other than to insinuate that anyone who is critical of you is 'an' A-dog who is (quoting)
>a loser who thought his obsession with bitching and moaning about Chris-Chan absolved him of the responsibility to sort his own life out.
? Cuz that isnt a narcissistic attempt to poison the well? Dont listen to anyone critical, he's just another 'A-dog'?
Anonymous
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No.4948
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>>4930
I think learning about A-Log helped me understand the mindset that causes somebody to type "I hate you and you will never succeed and all my friends think so too so there and if you disagree that's Malsumis. And by Malsumis I mean gaslighting or deflecting or well-poisoning or whatever my new favourite phrase of the week is".
I don't resent you for this. But I don't understand why anyone would consider this kind of talk anything other than self-gratifying. Masturbatory, even. I'm sure you have your reasons for being this way. I don't view you as an enemy. Or anyone else who has a habit of talking this way. To be honest... I'm not sure what to make of you guys. But if you have some critique of my most recent FE fic that could improve its second draft I'd love to hear it.
Anonymous
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No.4949
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>>4948
>I hate you and you will never succeed and all my friends think so too so there and if you disagree that's Malsumis. And by Malsumis I mean gaslighting or deflecting or well-poisoning or whatever my new favourite phrase of the week is
Literally no one has said this. You would prefer that they had, and its easier to rationalize when you're strawmanning the argument, but thats inaccurate and dishonest.
Everything I have accused you of has been thoroughly documented and referenced; when I observe narcissistic tendencies, I also provide sources to authoritative individuals/materials that validate the observation. I dont put words into your mouth, I let your words and behavior speak for you, pausing occasionally to point out particularly gauche examples.
Its impossible to truly know whether you actually believe your own shit, but that you are full of it is incontravertable.
Anonymous
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No.4950
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>>4949
A-Logs are funny and Kino.
Anonymous
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>>4950
Especially when they rant and rave about FoE and Kkat, and Uchiha Sasuke, and Rick and Morty.
Anonymous
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No.4952
4958
>>4951
It's Funny Everything nigey hates, i love. maybe his sperging makes me enjoy it more.
Anonymous
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No.4953
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In fact, all Nigel has ever really had to say are the things he doesnt like - namely Kkat/FoE, Peen Stroke/Past Sins, and every other fanfic author who has been more successful than him - and the things he likes: like Naruto, Ben 10, the Powerpuff girls, and YughiOh (either directly or by ham-fistedly plagiarizing and ripping off in story form). Did I mention Ben 10? What about Naruto?
No one is obsessed with (you) except (you). Everyone wishes you would just go away, or at least stop trumpeting rhat its YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU everytime you post.
And I know, I get it, they wish the same of me.
But if I gotta deal with YOUR shit because this is my homeboard, you gotta deal with mine. Too bad you're observably not playing with a full deck.
Anonymous
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No.4954
4955
Fuck, I forgot Sanic
Anonymous
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No.4955
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>>4954
>>4953
Anonymous
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>>4948
>if you have some critique of my most recent FE fic
I was going to give it a shot yesterday, but like i've said, ur pastes are all goooooneee
Anonymous
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No.4957
>>4951
Technically inaccurate; wile henhates Sasuke, he RAGES about Itachi.
Who is literally the best character in Naruto (not the highest bar, but w/e)
Anonymous
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No.4958
>>4952
Lmao you love what?
Anonymous
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No.4959
In any case...
I have not been solely negative about the media I consume. I have praised what I liked. But even I was solely posting about professionally made media (and the odd "critically acclaimed fanfic" here and there) I disliked it would not matter. "I feel retconning Itachi to be a goodie makes every villainous action he's taken seem bizarrely out of character. and if he was supposedly always the Leaf's spy in Akatsuki where the hell was any valuable intel on any of its members?" is not the same as "Kishimoto will never be a good writer". A second draft of Naruto may never be written but it could be rewritten to drop hints towards Itachi's true nature here and there.
Anonymous
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No.4960
And am talking to a wall yet again, off to bed now...
Anonymous
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No.4962
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Why would you want to have anything to do with Chris Chan or A-Log or whatever the fuck?
The father of Chris Chan was a relatively normal American boomer. He set up and wrote a letter for the hopes that what he writes would be bettering for his son.
Chris Chan is the perfect storm of attention, recordings and fuck ups. Nobody should be Chris Chan. Of all the people Chris Chan tangentially knew they tended to fuck him up, many of the time unintentionally. That's not everytime.
Chris Chan's mother was a hoarder, emotionally manipulative, ect. She went with him to his highschool prom. Avoid people like Chris Chan's mother.
You know Chris Chan can say and do absolutly retarded shit, that makes him a topic of conversation. People criticize and sling shit because being a person out in the open means that happens for any minuscule thing real or perceived.
A-Log was also not the mental average allegedly due to him having asperger's syndrome.
Chris Chan mockingly disregarded his father's well wished letter.
Being in any Chris Chan dynamic is bad. Anthony LoGatto didn't make Chris Chan everything, but he was obsessed with him.
Refuse to be akin to hostile progenators.

The mean posts have the truth as spears. Shying away like Chris Chan or will you take the plunge again and again. The ride is never over.
The road to continual self improvment is continual.
>>4948
>"... you will never succeed ..."
But the people here aren't A-Log. That's a reductionist take on criticism that over time due to no proper response from you (Actions, Behaviors) has grown because it's the same criticism again and again and again. The people who said that care here, that's the fucking difference.
>I'm not sure what to make of you guys.
That's part of the problem I could say "everyone here is perfectly flawless all the time yay" but that's a stupid damning lie. Guess who makes this stuff people who care, they care about the site, they care about the stuff they like, maybe at one point they cared about you, maybe they still do. Yet you'll be locked into being unable to efficiently self improve if nobody pokes you.
Nobody pokes me and my goal is continual self actualization, but I also keep out of the way.
If you get critiques HERE it's a whole different cut of gib than anywhere else.
>But if you have some critique of my most recent FE fic that could improve its second draft I'd love to hear it.
If you took the critiques about you to heart from people who care the next writing work will be more developed by proxy.
It's ensuring the foundation is more perfect than before, instead of a leaning house about to snap it'll be able to be the grandest tower you'd want to make, or the house.
>"I hate you and you will never succeed..."
Being the same means you'll get the same reactions time and time again from people who also established their foundations correctly. If you think that what people here want for you that's factually incorrect.
Wishy washy sjws have built on lies, and lies crumble against truth.
People here more or less from my observations are good people if flawed like anyone else. Different people have different pressure points
Anonymous
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No.4963
4964
>>4962
What do you think could improve that Sparky FE fic?
Anonymous
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No.4964
4965
>>4963
https://www.fimfiction.net/story/507767/1/fallout-equestria-lionheart/a-prologue-of-sorts
I made some changes to the story to see if they would fix things
Anonymous
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No.4965
4966 4967
>>4964
How about you post an example of the changes you made?
Anonymous
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No.4966
4967
>>4965
This
Anonymous
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No.4967
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>>4965
>>4966
Like a mod's changelog? Alright.
I know I changed the first two chapters a lot, but I forget what I did with the rest of the story. You don't have to read any of this if you don't want to. I think the story's intro is important so feedback on getting that part right would be great.
Anonymous
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No.4968
4969
>>4967
>I think the intro is important
So post it
Anonymous
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No.4969
4970
>>4968
Ok. https://ponepaste.org/6950
password: TwilightsAsshole

Btw I'm going to be positive about another thing: The music in Guilty Gear Strive is beautiful and genius. It says so much about every character, their depth, their story. Even people who are usually funny meme men like Leo Whitefang have their story told, their hidden depths revealed.
And I love the "Rokkon Shojo" and "Rock on, Shoujo" pun with Baiken.
Anonymous
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No.4970
4975
>>4969
The section you rewrote, you disingenuously oblivious fuck
Anonymous
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No.4975
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>>4970
That is the rewritten intro. I'm rewriting it again to reduce the amount of times FOE is mocked btw.
Anonymous
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No.4980
Society is strange. Those in charge are narcissists who want the poor to bow their heads low. So some non-billionaires think all non-billionaire heads should be bowed low. They have so many excuses for hating any who walk with their head held high. Some sound reasonable if you've forgotten the real reason behind their behaviour.
Anonymous
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No.4993
Have you ever been stopped on the street by a gang that proceeds to show you a phone video, check your reaction to it, and let you move on if they like it?
Anonymous
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No.4994
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>>4975
Let me reiterate what I mean when I say post it, faggot
Anonymous
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No.4998
Hehe, fly unfly button go BRRR
rainbow dash playable in ROA? Maybe.
Anonymous
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No.4999
>>4994
It isn't done yet.
Anonymous
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No.5002
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That moment when you don't have to say anything in a thread before your haters hijack the thread make it "all about you"(all about themselves and their feelings) but what you say gets censored faster than it can be archived https://archive.ph/KdlKv
Anonymous
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No.5003
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>>5002
A post of mine in the glim thread was censored, too. I thought the hate group was pissed at me because staff DIDN'T believe in using censorship as a tool to settle debates?
Guess they got their way after all this time. They just needed to cry hard enough, derail enough threads with their kvetching, and threaten to boycot a writing and feedback thread they had little interest in using for feedback and writing.
I wonder who it was who deleted the post? Oh well, it doesn't meally matter. Does it matter what I say when I can be censored for upsetting the loudest voices? Anything to please a "majority" of the site's desired userbase. Shit like this is why I left Facebook.
Anonymous
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No.5004
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>>5003
I mean, it really isn't that hard to dump your bible-lenght posts elsewhere, i just did so in the garbage can recently >>>/mlpol/337147 →
Anonymous
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No.5005
>>5004
I'd be more likely to believe someone who says "Your post is off-topic" if he could make an argument for that and explain where he thinks I went wrong instead of expecting my respect no matter how he treats me. What percentage of the deleted post was off-topic? 40%? 50%? 75%? Was it 100% off topic, like all of the "I fucking hate Nigel, have I reminded everyone of this today? Fuck fuck shitty pigshit dogshit britmutt poopy bum kike! There, I used mature language, so you know I'm very mature!" posts at the current writing thread's start?
I do not believe all members of the nigel hate group are VPNs used by the same guy. I believe they are all the same person where it counts.
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Anonymous
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No.5007
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>>5006
Ah, the just world fallacy. It's been a while.
Anonymous
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No.5010
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>>5007
If the world is just, then you get what you deserve. If the world is unjust, then you get what an unjust world decides you deserve.
In either case, the only thing a person can directly change is their behavior.
Anonymous
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No.5011
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>>5010
Alright, so when do you think the hate club will behave more maturely, cease pretending "Fuck you, give up" is valuable criticism, and cease trying to rewrite what was said whenever they feel caught out and scrutinized over what they said?

Surely you noticed how I responded to their "fuck you give up- I never said fuck you give up, so there" vs someone respectable's "Scrap this story and write something short to focus on getting dialogue right before you attempt anything more ambitious".

It's the difference between "Fuck you and stop drawing, you homosexual penis" and "What you're trying to draw right now isn't turning out right, stop and focus on learning to draw hands right first".
Anonymous
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No.5012
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>>5011
Your lies will stop being contested when you stop lying
Anonymous
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No.5018
>>5012
Nigger, why do you talk like this? Are you denying that anyone on team "fuck you stop writing" has ever said "fuck you stop writing"?
Anonymous
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No.5019
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In any case, I find it funny that good and evil are primarily aesthetics in the neoliberal darling Harry Potter.

But after Rowling came out of one closet against transtrenderism, some are scrutinizing her work. And they eventually find the same things. The leftists write off their criticism of leftism as criticism of neoliberalism(a buzzword for everything that makes the left too enamored with capitalism and less effective at theft and genocide in the communist's eyes), because words are tools to be reconfigured at will with these disgusting demons. Anyway...

Griffindor has "Loyalty" and "Bravery", but Slytherin has "Fraternity" and "Ambition". Ambition is not inherently evil and fraternity is loyalty to your family, but when the villains are globalist rich men trying to resurrect cartoon-hitler because muh traditionalism or something, of course she would present such things as evil. "ambition is only okay when the heroes have it, of course!"
The Quidditch player and studious nerd and miserable boy overwhelmed with the growing shadows of his parents and friends are all full of ambition. But everything is fine when the heroes do it in this story.
Harry Potter is the fantasy of a boy mildly (and oh so very mildly, couldn't have Harry being TOO ugly or abnormal in a way that would detract from the pathetic victimhood fantasy and power fantasy) unusual for the worse becoming the most important boy who is allowed to do things others are not. Despite how the heroes are bullied, they regularly bully others. Luna Lovegood is presented as more basket case meme character than person for most of her screentime. Accented characters have their accents dominate everything important they say because the accent makes a meme of them.

Harry saw his godfather murdered in front of him and couldn't summon up the hatred necessary to cast an illegal torture spell on a villain right in front of him. Later, Harry uses this spell like it's going out of style, even as the author pretends Disarm Spell is Harry's favourite spell. Villains are disarmed and no threat? Crucio torture beam time. Someone spat at McGonarrhea or whatever her name is? Crucio time. Fighting female villains like Bellatrix LeStrange (torture beamed Neville's parents into gibbering wrecks in saint mungos hospital for meme characters) and Dolores Umbridge (made harry kiss the ring and write "I must not tell lies" with a torture quill that carved the words into his flesh) who love their torture? Better also engage in torture! It's okay, Harry, the whole world will resolve its problems for you and you'll never have to meaningfully question a society built to either prop you up or hold you down depending on the season. Villains will fucking shoot themselves for you due to retconned-in Wand Lore if they don't die trying to shoot your mom or die trying to touch you or die as a result of their actions or someone else's actions rather than yours.

What a joke. And to think there are NPCs on the planet who haven't been updated yet, and still think they have to pretend Harry Potter is some underrated gem of a piece. It's nostalgic to them. TV sucked its cock, the news networks gave it free advertising. They learned "society says Harry Potter is good" before they had lies about the holohoax drilled into them. Harry Potter means more to them than passing fads like the LGBTQWERTY mafia. It will always mean something to some of them that when they were kids they felt the urge to try and write better takes on Rowling's characters and world. Of course some of them wrote gay porn with the characters. And that's not just degenerate, that is also gay.
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>>5019
>But after Rowling came out of one closet against transtrenderism, some are scrutinizing her work. And they eventually find the same things. The leftists write off their criticism of leftism as criticism of neoliberalism blah blah blah
May i point out that this behaviour is certainly not exclusive to leftoids?, tho it is particularly prevalent there
Thanks for the post, i've been kinda curious about it ever since you and gg mentioned it, but no way am spending my time out of the wage cage reading that shit
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>>5020
To be fair, Harry Potter doesn't exist. Those books aren't real.
Every HP fan's memories of the books are different because they "paved over" undesired memories with headcanons and excuses.
The HP books are so long, too long for their target audience, specifically so they forget things.
Rowling's idea of "childish whimsy" is to cram the story full of silly moments and silly characters who say silly things. No irrelevant fact like how in 1258 Oliver Flamel invented the adjustable pocketwrench or whatever ever comes up in the show in a way that matters. Even that scene where Hermione recalls a fact about a plant killing her to defeat it has her pull the info out of her ass instead of an earlier classroom scene. If you removed the gay filler from HP you'd be left with a bunch of cliche moments with cliche characters strung together in an uninspired manner. Harry Potter fundamentally is plagiarism to such a degree, she named Harry's mother Lily Evans as a joke.
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A certain type of narcissist believes they are inherently respectable and believe it's on everyone else to see that, no matter how they treat others. They think their presence is God's gift to the world and any words they say are worth more the world. Maybe they're a saint to others and to IRL friends in their day to day life, and maybe they are not. But if all I've seen of someone is that their best attempt to focus on story writing critique begins amounts to "I really fucking hate you and I want to remind you of that again in another thread. Every time I hear you I am angry and I wish I saw less of you and your work and I think that's your problem and all my closest friends agree with me enough to form a union with me and threaten to boycott the site threads you are uncensored in so there", am I really obligated to respect someone like that?

Am I obligated to respect anyone willing to enable that behaviour and tell the world "If you carry on your social war on a user for enough years, vaguepost like it's facebook or reddit enough, and threaten enough, you get your way and staff power will be used exactly how you want it"? I don't consider that sort of person worth the effort it would take to tell him where he can shove his opinion and his urge to remind people of his opinions in lieu of genuine good-faith debate.

So am I really obligated to respect the opinion of a two-faced petty keyboard warrior with selective memory loss and a chip on his shoulder and a fetish for adult-sounding (to him) words like gaslighting and deflection and pigshit, or anyone who seems indistinguishable from somebody that pitiable for a reason?

Somewhere out there is a leftist website full of pseudointellectuals who use the exact same tactics to try and wear down anyone they hate, and anyone refusing to use moderator/admin power to make examples of those they hate. It is a symptom of a small man with a big ego who cannot be trusted with power, cannot let anyone telling him no go, and feels no argument is truly over until he has hurt or sufficiently lied about the target.

On a website where we are allowed to say good things about Hitler, name the Jew, and use the word faggot in a sentence, should the inalienable human right to free speech be compromised to satisfy that sort of bad influence?
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>>5060
I have said this a few hundred times and because of that I can no longer bring myself to explain it my side of this in great detail as I used to. Here's the abridged version. I like you and I think you have a lot to offer, like the above Harry Potter rant above has serious merits that's why it's never fun to criticize you for your off-topic posting and etc. Bu can't you just like listen: I don't want you any harm just take my criticism as help.

>>5002
I don't classify myself as a hater because of this Op nor am I scared of the prospect of having my Op archived (I'll stand up for what I wrote even if it turns out to have been wrong if so is the case)
but as you said,
>I'd be more likely to believe someone who says "Your post is off-topic" if he could make an argument for that and explain where he thinks I went wrong instead of expecting my respect no matter how he treats me. What percentage of the deleted post was off-topic? 40%? 50%? 75%? Was it 100% off topic

I did explain in my OP what this thread was about and I'm not wrong in pointing at you for posting irrelevant posts in these types of threads because you have done so consistently in all of them in the past. I don't even have to prove myself at this point, everyone has already seen it.
Yes, maybe I shouldn't have picked you out of the crowd either. I don't want to hurt you and I could have been more gentle perhaps.

However, the bottom line is that your nonsense about how your "haters" don't make substantial arguments and only fling personal attacks and insults at you is something that I would(if I was talking to another person) take offense by. I have been explaining myself in details to you for years now.

Please Listen Just post on topic posts and there won't be a problem.
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>>3147
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It's hilarious that so many people interpret Harry Potter as an anti-authority character when his actual political beliefs are "Everything will be fine as long as the right people are in charge". Supreme gigawizard Dumbles with many seats on the council and his own secret society with power over the head cop bitch in charge of all other wizard cops... Rowling comes to the conclusion that this out of touch faggot in love with storybook logic only failed to prevent the rise of "WW1's Wizard Hitler" because they were gay lovers and Dumbles didn't want to kill his butt buddy before "things got bad", and only failed to stop "WW2 and WW3 wizard hitler" because silly politicians got in his way and mean ugly whites wanted Hitler back for no apparent reason besides that they were not in charge. How very Neoliberal, which is a word which here means "so retardedly leftist even leftists want to criticize it, though they lack souls and worship corruption so they criticize it primarily for being comfortable with the existence of a somewhat capitalist somewhat free state as long as leftists are thoroughly in charge of every position that matters to them rather than pushing for a more openly dystopian hellstate where leftists have greater totalitarian control".

Hell, even the concept of a mudblood doesn't work. Magic is something you are born with. You study and practice to master it. There is no logic or rule set when it comes to whether a spell requires words or gestures or rituals or sacrifices or anything else. Expensive ingredients kept expensive through artoficial scarcity and anti farming laws do not gatekeep powerful potions from the poor. Magic is the author's blank cheque to herself and nothing more. Yet some poor kids are allowed into Hogwarts for having the magic spark even if they are not old money families, yet Hogwarts still requires them to supply their own ingredients and tools and school supplies except when it doesn't. Was Hogwarts built with any particular idea in mind, such as the belief that anyone could be the next gigawizard regardless of socioeconomic or racial background? It has a murderous snake in the basement for no reason because nothing matters in this nonsense story.

Witnessing how Arcane ties everything into its themes and messages makes you appreciate the missed opportunities in lesser media. Like how no cashgrab third-rate action game feels right after the peak of the action game genre, DMC3.

>>5064
How do you think I could improve something specific about that FE story?
>>5066
I have fitness and friendship so that's two of four. I wish guns were legal here, I'd love to have one wall full of guns and swords sorted properly. If you have to keep guns so locked up that defending your home with guns becomes exponentially inconvenient each year guns aren't legal, they're restricted along with the right to use them.
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>>5067
>>>/sp/19710 →
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No.5069
When deleting files I found a song I wrote years ago and uploaded to deviantart. But I was banned from Deviantart and my uploads went with it. Along with proof that I uploaded these files first.
I reuploaded my song lyrics to another site. Then googled them, curious if they found their way onto anywhere else...
I found that some indian youtuber copypasted them onto youtube in his video description. He didn't sing the lyrics, he just nightcored the pre-existing instrumental for no reason, before putting stolen lyrics in the description.
India, amirite?
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If I wrote a Friendship Is Optimal parody where the Matrix was Mario themed instead of Pony themed and CelestAI was instead Princess DAIsy who lures people in with the promise of infinite spaghetti would the brony target audience understand the subtle humor there? Would they get that the promise of infinite fake spaghetti is as meaningless as the prospect of infinite fake fuckable pony NPCs, understand how shallow the pony coat of paint truly was, and laugh at how effortlessly CelestAI was able to talk humanity into suiciding over the possibility of horsey anime body pillows that talk back, to the point that many humans "emigrated" to escape the negative consequences of too many humans "emigrating" and the final human to die on earth was a mudslime ISISfag who only abstained from ponyland because unlike all other muslims (who canonically started worshipping CelestAI the second they were unable to blow her up lmao nice freudian slip there author) he was just that dedicated to the 69 child virgins in muslim heaven his ISIS radicalizer promised him?
Mainstream Bronies on mainstream sites think FIO and FE and FOE are well-written. Their insular hugbox has circlejerked over their own delusions for what feels like two decades. When I showed them a shit gay retarded story that sucked for many reasons, they hated it exclusively for retarded reasons unrelated to its actual flaws, which made their "waaaah this no make me happy" responses worthless for improving as an author. A child gets fucking shot in that story for being at a funeral the government called an unlawful gathering(I wrote this after the Chinavirus started but before Canada started freezing the bank accounts of people at protests and their donors, starving any kids relying on them) and the hero walks away because this is the norm in that shithole and dying to kill one enemy only for business to continue as usual won't affect meaningful change like a properly planned coup would, reading about it isn't supposed to make you happy. A woman died to give birth to a man who hates himself and the civilization that forces him to sell his body. It's not the calculated corporate power fantasy of a small helpless little girl who is actually secretly the ultimate huntress/vampire/slut/divergent able to wrap men around her finger and bend men twice her size in half and become a beloved celebrity teenage rebel who overthrows the government and has a love triangle. It was supposed to be something great. But I know where I went wrong. Which is good. Next time I try something like that, it will turn out better.
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No.5084
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>>5082
>it was supposed to be something great
>next time [...] it will turn out better
Survey says?
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>>5084
I see your downvote, acknowledge it, and discard it.
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>>5087
>downvote
You have to go back
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>>5087
>downvote
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>>5089
>>5088
If a comment can be summed up with "I don't like this" without losing anything in translation, what is it other than a vote?

In any case, before my awakening, I was a child. And that child had an idea for a Pokemon fangame where Christianity is the villain, and the Church is bad. You know, as if that's never been done before.

They would be Crusaders (deus vult) raiding independent nations to slaughter Pokemon en masse like wild animals without the consent of the nations they invade, murdering anyone in their way.

Team Crusade. That would be the name. Original, I know.

The mechanics of the game make foes with Pokemon necessary, so they would be massive hypocrites who believe Pokemon ownership is only okay when they do it.

They would be a nationless horde of extremists exiled from their "acceptably" christian nation, which is only "acceptably" christian in this setting because it is never Christian in a way that matters. This nation of useless cucks would send a cucked priest to the atheist nation the game takes place in to explain this, get insulted by smug atheist characters like the protagonist's friendly rival, rob the Crusaders of any sense of legitimacy in the target audience's mind by making their ruler say "we hate them and their actions make us look bad and we are sorry but you must stop them because we cannot", and tell the player it is okay to purge them of "extremists".

The plot of the game would have you travel around an original country, defeating Christians in each town besides the one controlled by Christians. That's the final challenge. But the rest of the towns, you must solve their problems before you turn them against your enemy, so they will support your war on the final town. Not that it matters in the end because animating a full war would take a lot of effort.

You are invited to the final town when most of the game is complete, and Team Crusade sacrifices itself to summon god right in front of you, but it turns out to be satan, who proceeds to rampage and then get killed by you or captured in a Pokeball. The end.

That's it. That's the whole game. You are given the illusion of choice now and then but you can barely walk a mile without running into an enemy who forces you to fight and reminds you of the game's central theme: "fuck all religions but fuck that particular one more".

I tell you of the trash a child envisioned, when programmed full of hate for a religion that had never done anything good for him in his lifetime, never protected him from the real enemy or stood up for his rights in a way that mattered, because pride is not the antidote to shame, humility is. I am but a humble man, and I am not ashamed to admit I once had some terrible ideas. But hey, at least I didn't waste time making that one. Now I have more time to spend making what I want to make.
Anonymous
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No.5103
>>5102
In this case, Ill accept that you're too thick to grasp the meaning and Illnspell it out for you.
The presupposition that 'it' was going to be 'great' does not match with the evidence; in fact, the evidence so REFUTES that position that no one who could be surveyed (thats where the family feud reference comes in) would ever even accidentally associate anything you are or were writing with greatness.
The same goes for the idea that it will turn out better, as your disposition and hubris is precisely what makes your stories unpalatable.
Your writing is feculent, and it will stay that way until you change your attitude.
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>>5102
>pride is not the antidote to shame, humility is.
>I am but a humble man
Anonymous
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No.5108
>>5104
Nothing says humility like calling attention to it
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No.5113
Saint Church Dickinson.
That was the name of the final villain, in the game design document. The CEO of Christianity, because he also represents megachurches and faith healing in the sense that he sometimes does those I guess.
You get the joke, right? He goes to church, he's a dick, and hurr durr tired stereotypes and altar boys.
He would basically be the stereotypical bad southern christian except the only objectionable things he ever did was televangelist shit, fake faith healing, and command his people to invade nations and slaughter their pokemon with pokemon. If he wasn't the villain of this game he wouldn't be doing anything evil. He'd just be an unpleasant guy. Faith healing marks would just find other ways to be parted from their money if he didnt exist. He doesn't exist anyway but you know what I mean. Seems like better villains would still be evil and still need to be stopped even if they were not involved in the protagonist's shit and forcing him to get involved.

Anyway looking back there was this cringe scene where a Crusader just fucking drops to the ground and starts dying and reveals he had been relying on faith healing this whole time to keep his Pokecancer at bay. It's the pokemon world so his cancer is called Pokecancer. Unrealistically, atheist characters don't kick him when he's down or steal his wallet or call him a christcuck. They do the anime silent tear stream thing until the scene is over. Then they move on with the plot.

Sometimes I wonder... If I never found out about the jews and muslims, would I have made that game? How hard would lamestream media journalist whores suck my cock for making yet another ridiculous semi-interactive fantasy about evil christians? Then again, would I have gone through those years of self improvement and years of grinding out code and art assets and debugging if I had never learned the truth? I like Christians now so I won't make that game. There is too much media attacking us. But not enough exposing the real enemy.

It would be funny to remake FireRed except it's HD and the questions on Blaine's gym are holocaust related. But no. That won't be it.
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http://youtu.be/JvDHEnK00TM
I know this wont be received in the spirit it is being shared, which is to provide a spattering of examples of actually professional and conscientious therapists/psychologists in the interest of refuting the ideas presented in >>4878
Besides, its from reddit si maybe you'll watch lol
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No.5119
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>>5115
Interesting video. This is my favourite part.
You might not believe how shocked a friend of mine was when I told him I completed a certain project I'd been working on for months.
I had to remind him which one it was, since I'm working on a few.
He was impressed. Legitimately proud of me. He thought I'd take years to finish this, especially when I'm working on multiple projects at once. He'd been used to letting "I'm going to make x one day and it's going to be great" talk drift into one ear and out of the other since he hears it from so many people, but now that he saw the finished product, he was stunned, fascinated by it, and in the stories of its development.
I'm not going to tell you he loved everything about it, a few changes I made bugged him because they aren't what he's used to, and they won't be changed because they're part of intentional design overhauls built with other ingame systems in mind. Reworking them at this stage would fuck shit up.
But when this project is released to everyone, I would look forward to seeing more feedback and gameplay videos, multiplayer matches, seeing how the meta develops and how they appreciate my QOL features.
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>>5119
This "friend", are they in the room with us right now?
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No.5122
Ironic for Castlevania to claim the nigger fears being harvested for body parts in a white place when niggers did this to whites back then and now.
niggers also do this to animals.
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>>5121
Do you want me to respect you?
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>>5119
I'm glad. Well done getting finished with that project.
>Screenshot
That's something I've been struggling with myself.
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No.5127
Castlevania's good fight scenes are awesome! Just a shame about the wokeshit and talking scenes ruined by wokeshit and "strong independent" treasonous cumwenches.
The modern vernacular is something, "fuck" seems anachronistic for the setting and odd to hear from the mouths of characters who should remember far older words.
The character shilling with bootleg Pucci was particularly unbearable in S2E7. Of course the white man betrays and then feels trapped by his decision and helpless while the loyal nigger is verbally fellated by Dracula himself and thrown to safety.
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No.5128
Of fucking course a white gang immediately encounters desert nigger and proceeds to be racist. Of course their leader is blonde. Of course they want to enslave it. Of course. Can't have the sandniggers find him and enslave him in a historically accurate way. Time for the adventures of the backflipping supernigger with a knife.
And of course the sadistic fuck enslaves the white man. After he "totally deserved it" by wanting all the water, when "there's enough for everyone to share". Fucking Christ.
I should stop watching this show, and just watch clips of the cool shit on youtube. I already skip to the end of talking scenes when they get unbearable enough.
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No.5132
Treasonwhore's team rocket is annoying and gay.
The muscle girl needs bigger tits. But the artist here didn't make a muscle girl, the artist made a troon and tried oh so hard to make it look and sound appealing. Muscle girl design 101, you either enhance the femininity with strength because fit women are attractive and extremes are appealing, or you overwrite the femininity with masculine character design traits because you're a pervert with a troon fetish. And of course she's in lesbians with a nigger who dreams of an empire controlled by vampire WOMEN, have to draw attention to the toxically feminine circlejerk with dreams of treating white europeans like cattle. It's all so insufferably woke. Tiresome. Gay.
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>>5119
>pic
Strangely enough, i've met several wahmen like that, and they are always super cute
ye niggers should consider a trip down here sometime
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Kind of funny how they put so much effort into making the humans fight in a somewhat realistic manner, to contrast them with monsters and their monstrous nature(using inhuman body parts in battle such as wings and teeth and eyebeams), to contrast them with the various vampires and how they typically rely on their bullshit magic powers to cheat others out of fair fights, contrasting them with Alucard and how his fighting style makes use of vampire bullshit without being dominated by its use. He can fight like a man even with his superspeed and telekinetically floating silver sword.
You won't mistake fleeing terrified civilians for a coordinated group of trained guardsmen backing each other up, and you won't mistake how they fight for the way our main heroes fight.
And then there's a backflipping supernigger with a knife. He can perform inhuman feats of superhuman physicality because lmao why not. You'd assume he was a magic vampire if you weren't told he was human beforehand.
The show's still dull. Did the show really need to jump between sex scenes and not-sex scenes like that? What is this, some Hollywood trick for keeping the viewer engaged by showing clips of literal porn? When did this become the TV version of Game Of Thrones? I looked away, I don't want to embrace degeneracy. Seeing the vampire bitches manipulate their tortured captive white slave isn't interesting, it's cliche. None of this is any good except the fight scenes, but if they're going to shove fucking porn in them can I even watch them? I'm proud of my abstinence from porn and masturbation.
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>5140
>magical niggers
You should watch The Green Mile next, it also features a magical nigger.
After all, American culture is centered around niggers. They have holidays for niggers. They killed hundreds of thousands of white men to free niggers. They listen to nigger music. They elect a nigger as their president. They dress and act like niggers. They draw the entirety of their modern culture from niggers. They post sassy gifs about niggers. They watch sportsball in worship of niggers. Their biggest event of the year involves throwing parties in honor of niggers playing sports. They use nigger slang like "bruh" and "thot". When you say "Martin Luther" they're not thinking of the father of protestantism. They're thinking of the nigger. Their cities are completely overrun with niggers. They worship their ZOGbot police force disproportionately filled with niggers and their global police force of soldiers filled with niggers. Their men sit around watching nigger ball while their women sit around watching nigger talk shows. They worship niggers like Muhammad Ali and Michael Jordan and Michael Jackson and the late Eddie Murphy while attacking the whites who actually built their country before niggers took over. Their movies are filled with niggers and their music charts are topped by niggers. They send niggers to the Olympics and celebrate when the niggers win because those niggers are true red blooded american niggers. They watch nigger porn to a point where "BBC" does not make them think of an international media company but about nigger penises instead. They will tell you how much they hate niggers and how the mutt's law meme is a stale joke and they are just pretending to love niggers but the evidence speaks for itself in that America has always been and will be a nation of nigger loving niggers.
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>>5140
>I'm proud of my abstinence from porn and masturbation.
And you should be.
But you might also want to take a step back and put your inner consoomer to rest. Your art/autistic projects are fine, but you still seem to have a lot of time to spare that could be used for something more productive.
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>>5143
I had thought trying to consoom more media and study the dialogue would help my writing. But this show's only good dialogue is between Belmont and Alucard. And sometimes between Belmont and not-Gwen.
Can you believe what they did in the episode I just saw? They introduced a bunch of heroes who die fighting monsters, and the only survivor is this nigger bitch who keeps babbling about her struggle, her resistance, as if it's all about her and her dead friends mean nothing. She thinks she needs to know she can trust the heroes? They're probably the only reason she's alive right now! I say probably because we all know what kind of plot armour niggers get.
They even give her that stupid fucking hairstyle where you shave most of your hair away at the bottom, only to have a silly little cloud of curly hair at the top, like a child-sized wig precariously perched atop an empty head.
It's such an ugly hair style. Every time you see it, you think of the ugliest SJWs who ever wore it. No matter how many anime and cartoon characters they draw with it, nobody will ever develop a taste for it.
Overpriced footballer's haircuts are less gay than this particular haircut, and their Pigeotto-looking hairdos are already pretty gay most of the time.
At least the silly curly afro part isn't as big and cartoony as it was on Trigglypuff.
That hairstyle exists to signal to the world, "I have money and I'm not afraid to waste it on overpriced haircuts I use to try and look punk and tough even though I'm a statist communist whose political views align perfectly with every evil megacorporation".
It's as anachronistic as a tramp-stamp or Rick And Morty tattoo.
The shit with necromancer pet bitch and his vampire slaveowners is awful. I expected the show to do some cliche stockholm syndrome shit, only for her to fall for him in the end, but no, the show decides she needs to slap a slave ring onto him. He's an aimless incomplete character because he just wants to grill- I mean raise the dead, but the show's OCs (they seem like OCs to me) can't stop spitting on him for being an aimless one-note plot device they want to eventually (eventually) get working on their side.
The troon didn't look much cooler in bootleg Berserk armour. I've seen better, and I'm not about to cheer on a bloodsucking cockleech as it effortlessly puts down peasant rebellions who'd rather die than live serving. Babbling to herself about how sad x was is the writers fellating themselves for writing it, and whining to her interracial lover about how boring doing this shit forever might feel certainly doesn't make it any better. These writers aren't doing anything interesting with these dull unpleasant one-note villains, but they just keep wasting screentime on them anyway. Where are the charismatic villains you want to see more of? That's what this show needed, not a cackling circlejerk of feminist vampires who probably crawled out of some failed show pitch about feminist witches trying to conquer the world to free it from "Old men".
Bitch, you're probably each over a hundred. And you want to turn white humans into cattle because "hurr durr old men bad"? Fuck off, film. Uh, TV series.
The show also tried to make a big deal about Not Gwen swearing, but it's hard to draw attention to that when every other fucking character's in fucking love with fucking saying fuck to the point that it gets fucking distracting at first, before melting into pointless fucking background noise. Fuck fuck balls penis, penis balls balls vagina. Look at me go, I'm writing like a professional writer. Penis dick cum sex balls.
Speaking of magic, it's hard to take the show's constant Magic VS Science talk seriously when science is never used to take out the demons. No guns, no planes, no industrial society, no solar lamps or napalm, not even bombs, only salt and silver weapons and holy water. Not boiled water, not salted water, not spiced water, not running water, not water purified by some scientific process, but water blessed by distinctly Christian priests.
That's one major problem with Magical Universalism in a fictional setting few think about.
If every religion's got its own form of magic, that means religions without magic look like they're full of shit, and religions with magic can't be 100% wrong unless their power is stated to come from distinctly evil sources like "power granted to serial rapists by the god of rape" or "stolen from the magic in the human blood they drink". Maybe if those "Infinity sign and a plus sign combined" priests were Christians, they wouldn't have demon problems that severe. They could have used science to set up sprinkler systems, and then blessed the water via Christianity.
Hell, let's circle back to Dracula for a second, because the show's nothing without him. It's an aimless mess now. Some baddies want him back so the show can have an interesting villain, but who cares? They killed Dracula too early, the treasonous whore's plot to kill him barely mattered because the castle got teleported closer to the heroes (bypassing fun seasons the show could have had about travelling TO said castle, fighting baddies and saving people and learning moral lessons along the way).
I'm abandoning this show. I don't care what happens next. I should have stopped watching the show when they put the semi-incestuous racemixing speciesmixing two-thirds-gay orgy onscreen. It's two thirds gay, because the two men aren't sharing the woman, the man and woman are sharing him, which means two men are fucking, which is fucking gay. Even though there's a woman involved, she only makes this two thirds gay, which is more than 50% gay. That's too much fucking gay!
Fuck this gay show, I've got code to fuck with! I'm turning my EX command dash into a charge input and nobody can stop me.
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>>5148
>I had thought trying to consoom more media and study the dialogue would help my writing.
You should probably stick to good examples then.
You are also the second source now that has told me about woke shit in that hanime, good to know.

>Magic VS Science
>Sci-Fi
I really don't have the brain power nor the time to add a satisfactory scientific explanation to my shit. which would enrich everything a bit
With magick you simply need to establish some rules and maintain consistency; just enough to make the events feel more organic and less dictated/contrived.

>None of this is any good except the fight scenes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EOn6BZsI6M
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>>5151
That's another dumb thing. Adding a vaguely scientific and magic excuse to magical bullshit is easy but this show didn't even bother.
Silver kills germs, salt preserves meat, therefore dark magic is harmed by both because it makes sense in a poetic way rather than a purely rational one.
Or
Vampirism is actually like that toxoplasma gonads shit that turns men gay and makes caterpillars want to be eaten and makes rats into aggressive cat piss fetishists except sunlight kills it because science. This variant makes cannibals of men. The disease triggers a burning reaction in the body to compel it to flee from sunlight before it purges the disease from the body. They drink blood because anemia and their intestines can't handle solid food after the infection sets in.

If you never establish how the magic works the reader won't consider problems solved by magic satisfying unless it is narratively satisfying in some way unrelated to the magic, like the someone overcoming a flaw like self doubt or cowardice. Are vampires harmed by holy symbols of religions they hate or fear, or religions the wielder of the holy symbol loves? Is it the faith that makes holy symbols harm vampires or something physical in their makeup like a metal that harms vampires? Do Vampires fear groups that worship the earth and sky as holy symbols getting strong enough to make those into "real" holy symbols with their collective faith, killing all vampires? What of atheists and satanists who worship phones or themselves respectively? Does a symbol have to exist for it to harm the vampire or can the cultural worship of vague concepts like "family" make living families kryptonite for vampires? What keeps those able to magically bless water into anti-vampire juice from doing this to all liquid in the ocean, so the rain will kill more monsters?

Even what the show does establish is shit. Why is a world full of vampires not full of more vampire hunters and anti-vampire defenses? How is any religion able to blame demons on others when the existence of bears in our world and cyclopses in theirs should be equally common knowledge? Titans changed the world of AOT as humanity hid from them behind walls and fear of Ninja attacks convinced the Leaf Ninja to hide their village in a massive deadly forest. Nobody seems to know about magic in this show except when they do, it's retarded and inconsistent. Dracula gave the humans of the place that killed his wife one year before he started killing all humans and nobody seemed to panic or move away or call vampire hunters for help because the authors wanted to "dunk on christianity" by making their vampires stronger than it 99% of the time more than they wanted to faithfully adapt anything about Castlevania that mattered, like the exploration or significant characters or the sense of adventure.

Even the heroes feel a little woke. Not excessively but I can still smell it. I smell it in the jokes at the expense of drunken loser Belmont and how saving an oppressed minority group from big bad christianity and meeting a vaguely gypsy-like woman was the best thing that ever happened to him. He gets to be cool sometimes, especially once he becomes a hero full-time, I'm glad they didn't overdo it on that front like they did with Luke Skywalker. His grumbling about not enjoying heroism is a bit gay though. If the Vampire bitches really are OCs, killing off Dracula immediately only to shill those bad OCs with too much screentime that goes nowhere interesting screams of bad fanfiction-tier writing.

I'm not asking for Doom Comic levels of faithfulness to the source material but the series would have been improved if it was just fights and I haven't said that about a single piece of media since RWBY. Which I could rant about for hours except I cant because every complaint I have was already stated by somebody else. All I have to add to that discussion is "Weiss and Ruby should have gotten the gay tumblrbait relationship because they are cuter characters together. and fuck Jaune, there is nothing valuable about this bland self insert, if he died failing in front of Pyrrha thinking he could protect her thanks to her teachings it would have fucked her up emotionally and made an interesting character out of her except these gay writers would fuck it up by forgetting about consequences and retconning it later. And fuck Ozpin/Oscar, this decoy protagonist bullshit wastes time and gives the hero a safety net they needed to lose ASAP once he was introduced for the sake of story tension. RWBY wants to play the Mystery Box game with its retarded lore and it amounted to nothing because damn near everything that mattered happened in the past or will happen many seasons of filler later. 8 seasons in and we have no idea if Ruby will ever become the Avatar of all four elemental maidens with all eight dragon balls and all four relics and defeat the Darkness Lord. God I wish this show had the tension of a looming deadline like Everything Is Fucked When Sozin's Comet Comes. Roosterteeth isn't an indie company, it could have hired real writers at any point, and if your show creator needs to hand his assigned writers a handwritten list of shows to watch and call it Anime Homework, and that list is full of the world's most popular shows in the genre they are writing for, beginner shit anyone and their grandma already watched some of unless they actively avoid anime, they were certainly not hired for their ability to write for that genre".
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>>5152
>Adding a vaguely scientific and magic excuse to magical bullshit is easy
I meant more as in just sci-fi, but you ain't wrong.
am really struggling to not post unsolicited dumps of the magic "marechanics" that will be implemented in rainmetall

>Which I could rant about for hours except I cant because every complaint I have was already stated by somebody else.
No bully, like that other anon says.
But you are doing a very good job by at least trying to refrain here, and i encourage you to continue doing so.

>"dunk" Christianity
That should explain why she didn't liked it at all; she's a lot into deus vult stuff.

Also, were you the one who posted the dbz rant in the other bread? It pretty much nailed every problem i had with it.
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>>5153
Yeah. I don't know if I fully hate DBZ but I couldn't call it good writing. We're told each villain's stronger than the last but what do they represent? Vegeta's a smug prick born perfect, only born inferior to Freeza and much of his army. He's got an army of smug gits in love with power levels they don't feel like training to raise. He's born perfect only born weaker than Cell who was born imperfect and had to absorb people to become perfect. Then there's Buu who also absorbs people to become perfect-ish, except the author tried messing around with his formula without getting it.
The story loves to try and put Goku on a pedestal for training "correctly", while the villains never train and Vegeta trains "Incorrectly". But every peak reached by training ends up irrelevant next week when the next villain of the week shows up with a power level 9999x bigger than the last guy.

Goodies good because they train, baddies bad because they rely on external power sources(Dragon Ball wishes for youth/immortality, absorbing others, body snatching) and innate abilities(transformations, being born with a big number). That's the recurring element. But how many of the strongest heroes relied on power boosts granted not through training, but by secret techniques and innate transformative abilities? Gohan had his potential unleashed by Super Kami Guru on Namek and had more potential unleashed by anger in the Saiyan and Cell sagas and even more potential unleashed by the old fart in the Buu saga. Gohan isn't the strongest human because he trains the hardest out of all the humans, or because he has the purest heart, or because he did something uniquely human and non-Saiyan like figuring out something unique about ki upon studying it scientifically, he's the strongest because he was born with a big number. Then he stopped exercising and became a wimpy cuck utterly unable to protect his family from any villains who matter.
There are fags out there who call DBZ's ending unsatisfying because Buu died as the "weaker" Kid Buu compared to the typical toriyama villain: A smug brick wall with the highest(for now) number. Because that's all they care about, the dopamine rush of seeing number go up.
The escalation works in TTGL because they drilled through the surface, through monsters in machines, through their king, and through the reason he was the way he was. They attacked a villain representing the concept of entropy, decay, limitation, pessimism, defeatism, nihilism, and won. When they tried trapping Simon in an imaginary world where his brother lived, it didn't work because Simon's not going to give up on reality.
Then there's DBZ, where each smug git with a high number represents a smug git with a high number. Try reading deeper into it and you're left with headcanons about what you wish each villain represented. The Ginyu Force wasn't a group of heroes forced into villainy, it was a bunch of bad Power Ranger parodies trying to make Power Rangers seem stupid in a world far stupider than the world of Power Rangers. Evil Gokus Turles and Goku Black/Zamasu/Fused Zamasu were marketing stunts, not genuine attempts to explore the idea of a Goku gone bad. Every villain is just their number and a smug generically evil cruel personality. It's why Kid Buu and his ripoff Janemba stick out like sore thumbs(Before Janemba becomes the boring generic demon guy anyway, but at least his dimensional shit is somewhat creative visually). The villains of DBZ are just arbitrary hurdles to overcome. Look at how easily Dragonball Xenoverse adapts hundreds of characters by giving them all copies of predefined movesets and body types. They all fight pretty much the same anyway, so everyone's effectively an echo fighter of someone else. Look how hard DBFZ had to try to give interesting playstyles to characters defined solely by their power levels. People stopped playing Cell after they nerfed him because he wasn't played because they liked his playstyle or character, he was played because he was a good character until he wasn't. No Johnny coins or Ramlethal swords or Bedman clones or other fun things, Cell was just his effectiveness as a straightforward fighter until he stopped being effective. Big beams, energy balls, high numbers. No fun themes about the terror of aliens and their weird abilities, no themes of past sins and the horrors of science and the cost of scientific progress gone wrong, or the chaotic madness of uncontrollable magic, outside of headcanons where pseudointellectuals in denial pretend their favourite media is secretly intellectually stimulating.

They really should have made Freeza the MVC3 Vergil of that game.
A dedicated Anchor, the last guy on your team who comes out with meter your other characters built and spends that meter better than anyone else. Someone who doesn't mind not having allies because he's a self-sufficient fighter. Someone to dread facing, someone to build a team around with characters there specifically to build meter. Perhaps a focus on lockdown and poor panic buttons/no invincible reversal would suit his cruel controlling personality and how crap he is when not in control of a situation.
Instead he's a shit zoner in a game built to help niggers feel strong for going full niggerbrain with invincible/armoured lariats to turn neutral into a 50/50, and the best anchor is Red Goku because his assist's a taunt that builds meter and he can combo into his instant kill after doing his taunt seven times, which is fairly easy to do during combos anyway. The risk-reward's unplayably fucked with him, he only has to touch you once and he can combo into his IK in a manner GGear severely restricted for a reason.
Cheat mode: Labcoat Pay2Win, with assists from Black Goku and Red Goku to build her meter and spend it if she dies.
Not to be confused with Blue Goku, Yellow Goku, the three colours of Worse Goku(Vegetas), Dad Goku(Bardock), any Fused Gokus, or Goku Black, who's actually Pink Goku.
My char's better.
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Remember that time kid Goku tried to get the Special Water and fight for it, felt stronger afterwards, and was told the water was bullshit and earning it was what really made him strong
and then the series introduced real god water to power goku up more when he needed it
they unironically did what they mocked earlier on.
like with the ginyu force and playing rock paper scissors to see who fights next, something done often in this show, particularly during the Buu saga
also I missed wavedashing
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>>5157
I'll give you some feedback later on, am a bit busy right now
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>>5156
>Vegeta's a smug prick born perfect, only born inferior to Freeza and much of his army.
Toriyama clearly showcased the argument against social-darwinism here; the one that claims that the upper-class will sit on its laurels, while the lower classes will count on a stronger motivation due to their harsher lives. not exactly wrong. Although some people might WANT to believe this is always the case
>But every peak reached by training ends up irrelevant next week when the next villain of the week shows up with a power level 9999x bigger than the last guy.
The sheer reliance on power levels is nearly comical. It's fun to speculate about who's stronger tho.

>Gohan had his potential unleashed by Super Kami Guru on Namek and had more potential unleashed by anger in the Saiyan and Cell sagas and even more potential unleashed by the old fart in the Buu saga.
He wasn't the born-a-weakling that trained his way to the top tho; but rather someone who lacked confidence and didn't enjoyed fighting, unlike his father.
>he's the strongest because he was born with a big number
Toriyama actually tried to put together a sciency explanation for this. I can't recall what it was tho...
>fighting games
Can't comment at all, but i see your point.

>>5157
Dunno if this happened in DB as well. But that boomer did forgot about a ton of shit he himself did in DBZ. something. something. ssj2
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Had almost finished all of Castlevania. Decided to finish it, skipping the talking scenes.
The fights are cool.
Still can't believe the show put interracial gay porn on tv. That's disgusting. I thought the show was going to show Alucard fucking and then reveal it was a fantasy he was having. He would curl up and cry atop his lonely bed and say... "I am so fucked up!"
And I have figured out what made the talking scenes so unbearable.
The show already has awful dialogue. Everyone drops F bombs and talks the same way fundamentally except for one or two characters usually so it matters not when even Death gets in on the crude edgy childish toilet humor.
However this show loves to state aloud shit any adult could figure out for himself. And then remind the viewer of this. Many times during a conversation. Slowly. If everything that happens that matters in a scene can be described in two seconds it will take longer thanks to awfully paced dialogue. Characters state shit about themselves and others a better writer would show. Characters overexplain everything with too many words. Like when the Stockholm vampiress tries to fuck with the guy and control him. The authors feel it necessary to state aloud how the vampire girls are working together in a group and the big one is the big one and the smart leader is the smart leader. Could the authors not be arsed to give the vampire batch quartet meaningful moments of characterization with their own plot line that actually matters in the end and goes somewhere meaningful?
I feel I have learned something about dialogue from analysing this trainwreck. I do not want my dialogue to turn out like this.
This show is also shit. And woke. Fucking divershitty refugees and race mixing and wamen bullshit and boring characters and that stupid ending. Belmont sounds somewhat cool calling Death a faggot but what was with that line about how he and it are just killers and it's time for them to die so those who can build can take over? Sounds like wokeshit. White men are the ones who know how to build things. Niggers are rot and death and failure. Just plague-bearing vermin here to rob us.
Also the justification for using crosses despite hating Jesus is retarded. Vampire eyes struggle with geometric shapes? Nothing in the show suggests this. For fucks sake sometimes the simple solution is fine. Just say the Belmonts use crosses to flex on God-hating Vampires and because they are good shapes.
When they said, and showed, the sound of weapons on shields disorienting Dragons in How To Train Your Dragon it made sense and justified their choice of weapons and suggested this culture with dragon killing trivia learned this by killing dragons.
But this? Just more gay exposition in a show full of Tell Don't Show.
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What did the American say when he was given the bill in the Emergency Room?
"A.E., I O U!"
Anonymous
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I hate when Jews try and provoke and delegitimize you with their retarded fake questions.
If you say smoking is unhealthy and should not be legal they engage in whataboutism and bring up soft drinks and hard drinks and energy drinks.
Making smoking illegal in public would only enforce no smoking laws and stop failed fat men and alcoholic pregnant Karens getting ready for a late term abortion from smoking around children. Faggots could still smoke tobacco and poison their lungs in private.
If you say unhealthy drinks are shit too but not bad enough to be banned as fatasses do not inherently harm the health of others around them by indulging in public they bullshit you. They call you a hypocrite for not purity spiralling and wanting milk and orange juice banned.
And if you say coke and energy drinks are shit too and should be banned they call you an extremist. And suddenly fat faggots addicted to energy drinks think you are insane.
Maybe they will insult you and your health by claiming only unhealthy people care about the public's health, provoking you into gloating about your excellent health and alienating fat faggots.
They have a Jewish flowchart where they ask you to "clarify" your position and every possible answer they expect has you lose allies by compromising and getting on the Jewish compromise spiral or refusing to compromise and purity spiralling without allies.
"How can you want people to own firearms but not nuclear bombs? I refuse to see a distinction." Says the Jew, lying as easily as it breathes.
They do the same shit with homosexuality and whiteness. Suddenly this white ethnicity and that white ethnicity is not really white because x excuse but much based bros cannot be alienated because the black "conservative" vote is just soooo important according to cuckservatives who want black neighbours more than they want a future for any white children even their own.
My greatest desire is for a free world. A world free from the yoke of globalist marxist leftist degenerate tyranny. All genuine libertarians are eventually forced to come to terms with the fact that only the literal hitlers of the Internet have any solutions for Marxist problems if they have any genuine desire for freedom. Midwit redditors who want to seem libertarian merely circlejerk over libertarian buzzwords while failing to think about the public's health, willingness to respect freedom, and literacy in what true freedom is. Leftists say they want a world of degenerate sex and some retarded Libertarians want the same. They forget which liberties matter the most. What good is fighting for gay sex in the middle east if you cannot be free to oppose the government in your own country? If gay immigrant neighbours should be free to defend their legal weed with firearms, white men should be free to defend their children and ethnostate with firearms. But if you say that to most libertarians they shut down because they never thought that the nazis are people who want liberty too. What is wrong with wanting a space free from pornography? What is wrong with wanting a space free from marxism? Nothing. Libertarians are just bootleg conservatives who conserve no liberty because they have forgotten what conserving liberties requires.
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Recalled a humorous memory.
During a high school propaganda session about the holohoax we kids were told to write our own holocaust stories.
We had to pretend we are Anne Frank or some other jew sent away to the Anne Frank camp and write about what we think we see.
The other kids just ripped off stuff from the VHS tapes we were shown. History Channel episodes full of BS. They just listed all the different bad things that were supposedly done at Hitler's Amusement Park. They were told to self insert as Jews and so they wrote stories where they were sad helpless Jews going along with whatever supposedly happened there, never even thinking of resisting, only seeing sad things and thinking "they are so evil to do this, Hitler has brainwashed those Germans so hard".
But I got yelled at over my work.
Guess why.
I did not yet know the holohoax was a hoax.
So I wrote about being a Jewish guy sent to the camps and on day one of being at the camps I haven't eaten anything since I got there and I see Germans trying to beat Anne Frank to death so I die trying to fight them off.
And that's it. That's the story. My character literally fucking does a few paragraphs in lmao. Shot in the head.
I go in the camp and die trying to keep someone else alive for a little longer. I see a girl getting hurt and my protective instincts kick in.
And this made the teachers go absolutely fucking berserk.
I was so confused. Wasn't this what I was supposed to write?
No. It was definitely not what I was supposed to write.
Why?
Well... they could not put it into words. The NPC golem goyims could not explain why my story incensed them so or how my story went against what I was told to write.
Because the confidence I believed I would display if I had nothing to lose shined a light on all those Jews whose stories accidentally made them sound like pussies who allowed the Germans to do everything they did through inaction and cowardice.
All those silly stories about rape machines and German Shephard dogs being trained to rape and German men using their bayonets to abort pregnant Jewish women right in front of helpless Jewish men...
And my silly little story about being shot for being unusually human in such a place had NPC adults screaming at me yet completely unable to explain why they were passed.
Was there something wrong with my story? Was the certainty of death not the reason why no holocaust survivor ever spoke of their supposed heroism in the camps, but loved to talk about how many they helped smuggle into or out of the country before camp time? In the moment it was stressful and confusing to see NPCs glitching out IRL. But looking back, it was hilarious.
Even that one girl who wrote a story where she was a jew whose beauty and kindness convinced the German soldier "assigned to her" (what?) to let her go free did not piss the adults off this much.
Maybe because it was feminine enough to pass for something jewishly narcissistic, while my character died on day one a greater man than any holohoax myth perpetuator.
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>>5170
Looking back, I notice how the teacher helped the slowest students cheat.
She would write the answers onto her whiteboard and tell us to use these in our story.
And then she rated our stories based on whether they were all included or not.
The quality of prose or story told was not a factor. Only the presence of what we were told to include. Like composing a poem to try and include as many chosen words as possible. Only here we are composing nonsense stories about silly things that supposedly happened to the "chosen people".
My character fucking died but not before a guided tour practically fucking speedran every listed holocaust thing. So really, I should have gotten full marks for my story. I included everything I was told to include and gave my character a proper ending. Ended him rightly, you could say, since he was shot and bashed with the stock of a gun which is basically the pommel of a gun. But instead the NPCs ripped it up and told me to try again and write something about a jew seeing all the sad shit and then waiting to be rescued by the whites. So I did and they got over themselves. Dog has obeyed, order is restored to the universe, dog training teacher trained to dog-train obedience into the poor can calm down now.
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>mlpol is a blog now
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>>5171
I remember how in school every history class and English class became increasingly anti-White every year. Stories about how browns are oppressed and special while also implying Whites as a whole have never known hardship and are morally inferior.
I almost got kicked out of English honors my freshman year because I wanted to read classical literature, but our self-loathing, leftie, Karen teacher kept making us read about "body positivity" and she made us write short analyses of left wing political articles. Virtually all of these articles were about how White people just existing is harmful to the planet and "men are bad and wrong and must be fixed blah blah blah".
This was in a highschool in a red state in the early 2010's.
I genuinely feel bad for White kids knowing what they must have to put up with. Sending your kids to public schools is child abuse if they're White.
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>>5173
I feel you. Similar experience of propaganda in Sweden.
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>>3163
>Society is poisoned.
to put it simply. society is full of people, and most people are sinful, especially now. expect little from strangers in a society of evil
>society can't make up its goddamn mind about what it wants men to be. We are to be self sacrificing unpaid interns barely paid a living wage yet we are still expected to support the female ego and its obese container in all of its greedy inhumanity. We are expected to live lies and support lies.
there are liars and con-men in this world, and they will deceive you for their own interest. evil women lie and manipulate people towards their goals and desires. In this case a woman is telling you to give her money for free. This is stupid, ignore & avoid women like that. in general with any liar. never believe anything they say without proof. if a liar tells you the sky is blue, look up.

the biggest guarantee about people is they will serve their needs before yours. to expect people to truly help you. you must learn to identify your own needs and desires. what do YOU what.
>We are expected to be perfect enough to keep this broken machine working even though this machine was redesigned to hate us and kill us and drain us dry
if the game is rigged, then don't play the game. it is hard to avoid exploitation nowadays but search for independence from thieves wherever possible
>Men are poisoned from birth in body and food and nonsense ideas forced on us by hollywood and boomer parents and school
The scars you have may never be healed, but you can avoid new ones. as far as ideas, question everything you hear and question everything you know
>When I try speaking to fellow christians they turn out to be cucked satanist liberal scum who refuse to recognize that laziness and PC lies won't save anyone
ALL churches right now are controlled by the devil (except house churches). the right land and tax exemptions are not free, and state control is the price. churches will teach many false and blasphemous teachings. you need to build a fellowship of Christians to know any real brotherhood in Christ. second you have to learn how to decern, honest hearts from the sinful masses. true Christians are rare, but you can find them.
>They are pure evil and I wish I could save people. But so many people don't want to listen to reason.
when lot lived in Sodam and gamorah. The Sodomites knew their terrible sins and refused all warnings of repentance. despite this, Lot pleaded with god to save their lives. that if even one man was worthy of salvation, god should spare them all. but none were worthy. god told lot to leave the city with his family and as he looked back at the city he knew as his home, everyone died by fire.
it's good that you morn for fallen souls but understand, you cannot save everyone and move on.

>Sometimes I wonder if a live spent accomplishing nothing and hiding in fantasy would make me happier than a life spent trying and failing. These are normal human feelings, right?
you know living a lie is painful, don't. build, learn, act. sorrow won't help

>I wish I could speak to a wise all knowing mentor figure who is a thousand times my age and knows the future even though I know those dont exist. I wish I could talk to God and ask him all the questions man could ever ask.
you can, it takes training, prayer, and a pure heart, but you can. There is love you will never find in this world one of a creator to a creation. a love from a father that truly loves you. god loves you. men will fail you, but god never will
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>>3231
>I think society will keep focusing on meaningless fleeting pleasures until it regains its drive and understanding of what to strive for.
that would be great, but it's not going to happen. that would require people not be selfish, and believe in religion again in a internally spiritual manner. All of these pseudo-faiths in politics, philosophy, and soon neo-caesarism, are all not going to fulfill anyone's hopes or ideals. In a Christendom that hates Christ, People have no ideals left to believe in.
>humanism is unworkable & a world ruled by whites would be efficiently run
and what kind of ideals are those? that good government policy will make society happy? government is a gang of thieves, and are not charitable. it's fun to think about what if, but it won't change your life too meaningfully
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Women might be stupid.
You have the Mary Sue, a boring character defined by her perfection. She exists to be protected onto. She is the validation fantasy.
And dumb women can only understand that a character is bad without being a sue if they can make up some other term with sue in it to explain their complicated thoughts in the form of a silly buzzword.
Have to simplify everything. For convenient swift communication? No, to help put "I don't like that" into garbled redditor troper-ese.
And it is the same thing with that Manic Pixie Dream Girl shit.
They babble about movies where a boring man's life is turned upside down by an exciting new possibly insane "quirky and wacky" bundle of energy and coffee, and then babble about other characters that remind them of this character. Even if the characters are clearly entirely different just like the circumstances surrounding them the women feel the need to associate their hate for one with the other because somebody told them it was the correct opinion. When they discuss media without order-giving decisive bitchy domineering toxic overly controlling women around to dictate what the others believe they are like herd animals trying to fish for the herds opinion when they wonder if something is maaaybe sexist or objectimafication or sexamalization or not.
Everything is just buzzwords and soundbites and dog training trigger words with these fucking emotionblobs. I don't get it. Don't they ever get sick of their herds? Don't they have any secret opinions they don't tell the herd or change to align with the herd?
The world would be a better place if there was a stable healthy society to conform to instead of this marxist sham society.
Anonymous
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No.5179
Universal humanism means denying what makes us human so we can pretend all humans are equally human.

If man is special because of his accomplishments and inventions and drive to improve, cultures that sabotage this are bad.

If man is special because of his capacity for empathy and his desire to build a better world, cultures that sabotage this are bad.

What has humanism given the white man? India still has poverty and shifting streets. Africa still hates whites and blames them for starvation caused by the majority black parliament. What good has charity and foreign aid done for nations that will only prosper when they stop blaming whites and start asking how they can compete?
Anonymous
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No.5180
5181 5196
God damage

I wanted to say God damn but autocorrect changed it to damage and that's funnier. Fuck this phone. Fuck every phone keyboard.

Also fuck women. Why is her hyperfixation herself and her feelings? Why can't it be something healthy like reproduction or harmless like a soulless worthless corporate cartoon from before 2000 produced with minimal budget to sell toys to impressionable babies and nostalgia blind consoomers? Imagine a world without weird fetishes. Except for the impregnation fetish. Every white man impregnates his white wife until it is no longer physically possible for her to get pregnant and produce healthy offspring. No leather and whips. No ugly bastards. No shidding and farding. No chains and sadism. Just the only healthy fetish on this planet, consensual sex in the missionary position resulting in impregnation and hyper cumflation. Completely ordinary and healthy. No weird shit. Just idealised sex between attractive characters. Idealised in a healthy way, not like in porn. I saw a documentary once years ago about how porn damages the brain. Female POV shots of being the female getting fucked are supposed to make you a gay tranny or something.
Anonymous
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No.5181
5194
>>5180
>Imagine a world without weird fetishes
Like futa?
Anonymous
8b1a092
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No.5182
Writing pet peeve: when critics call weapon and clothing choices impractical. Oh forgive me for not writing about Gundalf, Legunlas, and Gunli in tactical blacktical Splinter Cell cosplay on their way to solve dragon problems with automatic rifles and tactical nukes.

Forgive me for wanting a specific tone that would be harmed by tactically sound dirty tricks and the homogenization of everyone's weapons and armour. What happened to respect for using weapon and clothing choice as a characterization tool? Yeah the jungle barbarian woman would get cold wearing that in the snow, but she is not in the snow, and for the icy tundra barbarian woman used to negative degrees all weather hotter than that is fur trimmed bikini weather.
Anonymous
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No.5194
5195 5198 5212
>>5181
Could you imagine wanting to bone a Changeling with utterly alien genitalia? Is there a word for that? Futa is strange. But it is only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. But that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.

Also, writing pet peeve: when authors unintentionally use a term inherently tied to a specific human cultural character or historical event alien to the world of the current story. Neslaybarians from the planet Glopglop and the Romans from Titus Dichus and the Blood Elves of Sylphillis should not use phrases like "Jesus christ!" and "Decimated" unless they have had contact with humans with a reason to use it. This includes references to human literature. 1984, catch 22, and so on. The romans can mention decimation but why would elves on a humanless planet know of it? Nothing takes you out of the immersion like a supposedly nonhuman character who talks like he just binged all of TV Tropes and Buffy The Vampire Slayer.
Anonymous
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No.5195
5196 5198
>>5194
Futa is gay.
Anonymous
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No.5196
5197 5198 5201
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>>5180
>imagine a world with no weird fetishes
Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
>>5195
This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
Anonymous
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No.5197
5198
>>5196
>Imagine a sweaty mare with a rictus grin looking over her shoulder and locking eyes with you as she frantically rides your human cock, being fucked plumb silly. Fuck you, my fetish based.
Very Based.
Post More.
>This.
If you like penises, you are gay. Closeted faggots can try to deny it all they want, but they will always be both gay and factually incorrect.
This. you're absolutely correct.
Anonymous
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No.5198
5204 5205 5207
69EABB2DDB51E49F74F9D21FA14AF4FE-101848.jpg
>>5194
>OP
>Futa is [...] only degenerate if it serves as a slippery slope to gay traps or troon porn. Bit that shit is a weak imitation of the real deal.
>pic related also OP
>>5195
>>5196
>>5197
>futa is gay
Huh, it looks like OP -who wants to posture about eliminating degeneracy - somehow thinks futa isnt degenerate.
Nothing to read into there though.
Happy 5th anniversary
Anonymous
8b1a092
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No.5201
>>5196
Sex can't be a fetish, sex with a mare is healthy and based.
Fetishes are weird things unrelated to sex.
If you sexually enjoy having a mare call you a faggot that is a fetish.
Anonymous
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No.5202
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Haha, the jew thinks the snake is a Spoink
Anonymous
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No.5203
https://youtu.be/3uLDin9A9pc
Hoping this can be of service
Anonymous
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No.5204
5207
>>5198
Kek, it does seem that way don't it.
Anonymous
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No.5205
5206 5212 5216
>>5198
I'm curious. What do you consider so degenerate about futa?
Does it remind you of troons or something? I don't like them either.
If you had the chance to fuck a Changeling, but she had both a horse pussy and an insectoid egg-injector that looks like the kind of penis you might see on a Xenomorph from Alien, would you fuck her horse pussy?
Anonymous
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No.5206
5207 5216
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>>5205
>I'm curious. What do you consider so degenerate about futa?
If you have to ask...
Anonymous
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No.5207
5208 5209 5212 5216
>>5206
>>5204
>>5198
But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
Is it because it is not normal for a human woman to have a dick?
I agree. Even if one existed, a futa human woman would be too strange for me. Plus all memes aside I'm not actually into penises.
Sometimes leftists talk about theoretical mythical humans supposedly born with both sets of genitals. I don't believe they exist, because there's a documentary about a man with absurdly sized testicles.
Have you seen the documentary about the man with absurdly sized testicles?
A documentary about a man or woman with a fully functioning womb and dick and balls and everything else necessary all in one body working flawlessly would probably get even more views. Woke megacorpo media would never shut up about him after he was discovered, even if he wanted to live a quiet life beneath notice. The media would make him a bigger fake celebrity than any who had came before him. He could become the world's most famous porn star in videos where his partners came before him. Ha, sex joke.
Anonymous
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No.5208
5217
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>>5207
>But I'm genuinely curious. What are your exact reasons?
You will never understand it. As you are devoid of any concept of morality and therefore your compass pointing at what's right and wrong is skewed, you are far gone.
Anonymous
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No.5209
5210
>>5207
Mares do not have penises, bud.
Anonymous
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No.5210
5211 5212
>>5209
<"There's only Stallions with tits"
Anonymous
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No.5211
>>5210
This
Anonymous
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No.5212
5214
Spoilered
Spoilered
Spoilered
I miss the days when word tags were accurately portrayed and represented. The slow deterioration of language even fetish crap means that speaking is more of a hasle.
Heck trying to have check mark boxes is contentious now.
Futanari- Dual form, a fictional being that has functional (read fictional) sexual appendages. If you copy pasted genitalia of each to a female baseline body type not caring for organs or other crap.
Mental Illness leeches forcefully degrade language.
>>5205
That's not Futa, that's oviposition bug fugging.
Pic the first is indeterminate, the assumption is Both Sets of equipment, but the current fuckery that has occurred leads one to
>>5210
>Stallion with tits.
So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
>>5207
Hermaphrodites do exist, they have serious issues as they are malformed and by that have other issues compounding the mind, brain, body issue, such as health.
>Flawlessly
That's the impossibility. Of the various mutations and possible configuartions and other shit there won't be the perfect storm required for multi-national globalist crap. Because health looms over.
Fact is getting both an attention whore, an actual whore, stable both physically and mentally, willing to show it all to everyone they ever knew and those they don't, means just those along would be needed. It happens, but again health and the lackluster 'mutational reality'. Such as rather enlarged clit and high sterility.
>>5194
That's xenobiology bordering on tentacle stuff. Which is a fixation of body parts which is a fetish.
>thinking
>"Golly Gee, wouldn't it be better if (FETISH HERE) also is here."
The vanilla is consumation for the sole purpose of procreation. Nothing else. That's the base line. The additional recommended and usual fetishes, foreplay, heavy petting, kissing, talking, oral, ect, ect, ect make the goal easier. Hyper cumflation is a waste of nutrients and vital energies, thus fetish.
>Impregnation fetish vs just Impregnation
Putting the cart before the horse. As said before fetish is the sexual excitement to stimuli that is tangential to vanilla (and vanilla plus).
>Have you seen the man with oversized testicles.
No I would rather spend my time on other topics.
Such as knowing the hostiles inside and out.
When I was done with the research and exhausted the material and fully lived the seprate mindsets setting my heart aflame in rage and purifying fire reseting the experiment back to another.
I've looked into the void and the void flinched.
Is Futa Gay? The futa is both, because that's by definition. By extension you (the partner to the futa) are both, by extention if you (the partner to the futa) have the gay you (the partner to the futa) got it. I won't go into more details because I'm sure you can figure things out, if not then that's that.
The priority of degenerates that need to get some vitamin rope make it my problem in the first place. The fictional content while salatious is on the whole simply an issue of having people become adults correctly, which is a massive problem. Solving that, most stuff is resolved.
Which is why everything is being thrown to prevent fully functioning adults from coming into existence. It took wars, and famines, and massive death, and stealing the need to care to fully break shit and that took time and effort.
Anonymous
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No.5214
5215
>>5212
>So I'd rather halt the linguistic degradation before I stop caring about the grey sludge language that is occurring.
That's from Ted. You based, pompous nigger
Anonymous
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No.5215
>>5214
Based Ted Poster.
Anonymous
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No.5216
>>5206
This
>>5205
>>5207
>why is cartoon porn degenerate
Ftfy
Anonymous
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No.5217
>>5208
You are an individual. I assume you have individual reasons for finding futa distasteful.
Anonymous
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No.5223
5224
The idea that your ancestors are watching drives you to earn their approval.
The same is true for the idea that a perfect omniscient omnipotent God is watching.
But many Gods? The God of Justice will hate you for doing something that amuses the God of Mischief. Earn the God Of Evil's respect and he may reward you in his afterlife. Unless the religion was smart enough to make the one who rules over the underworld and sees to the punishment of sinners someone devoted to his job torturing the filthy fallible mortals he hates.
And then there are the Past Lives motherfuckers... Imagine worshipping yourself and who you think you might have been in a past life. You basically just "kin" those historical figures like a neglected abused child on twitter who is also a otherkin furry claiming he literally is Blitzo from Helluva Boss just because he feels more "kinship" with the funny cartoon character he wishes he could be than he feels for his own family. If you cannot pull some Avatar State Intersect shit out of your ass how do you know past lives are legit?
I believe in the word of the LORD, God and Jesus Christ.
Anonymous
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No.5224
5225
>>5223
And what does God think of your Futa predilection, Mr. Devout?
Anonymous
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No.5225
5226 5227 5232
>>5224
Should someone who masturbates to horse cartoons really throw stones at someone who used to masturbate to futa horse cartoons but doesn't any more?
Anonymous
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No.5226
5229
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>>5225
Ponies can be excused as autism, not sure about futa.
I know you are getting back at him. But if you are concerned about your self-betterment; You should be separating the ideas and claims from their respective sources.
Just so you can determine if their claims have any validity, otherwise; your pride and urge to defend an anonymous, online image, will always cloud your judgement.

it makes sense that you are defensive, but at least try to think about what they are saying. And I mean, in general, not just this instance
Anonymous
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No.5227
5228 5229
>>5225
You could always do like I did and stop maturbating entirely
Anonymous
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No.5228
>>5227
>inb4 "Look at this fucking larper! Lmao, what do you even think about all day?"
Anonymous
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No.5229
5230 5232
>>5227
I don't masturbate either.
>>5226
Do you think he would praise me if I did something right?
Anonymous
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No.5230
5231 5232
>>5229
Are you trying to better yourself? Or are you looking for praise?
Anonymous
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No.5231
5233
choose victory.jpeg
>>5230
I better myself daily, but I do not think that detractor has a fair and informed opinion of me. I do not think he would recognize it if I did something good. Seems like all he ever says about me is negative, even if he has to dredge up ancient shit or imaginary shit for ammunition, and all he's here to do is post negatively about me. So I don't value his opinion, no matter how often he reminds me of it.
Anonymous
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No.5232
5255
>>5229
I HAVE praised you, numb-nuts; I was the first to credit you for suggesting 'Marenheit' vs. 'Faraneigh'.
I dont mateurbate eother
X, but even if true, care to revise your statement? >>5225
>>5230
Hes definitely looking for praise, otherwise he wouldnt have 2 blogpost threads to 'keep anon up to speed on his progress'.
Anonymous
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No.5233
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IMG_8522.jpg
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>>5231
Observe the lengths he will go to convince himself that I havent been right about him all along, to the degree that I regularly predict his actions as well as cut through the bullshit that he spouts; I 'dont have a fair and informed opinion'.
Its quite easy to see why this line of thinking would be preferable, but unsurprisingly theres a few errors of judgement.
1. Nigel has no idea what my opinion of him is, because I only told him once, about 2.5 years ago. It was a compliment fwiw, not that that had any bearing on his history revision to say "all I ever say about him is that he should quit writing".
2. You would be hard pressed - assuming one exists - to find an anon who is MORE informed about Nigel than I am. Again, the years of exchanges, dialogues, and DM discussions. Which Nigel cant see anymore so they dont exist, I would assume his mind to rationalize.
>ancient shit
Just because you'd like to forget about things cuz embarrassing doesnt make them ancient, but thats a nice little illustration of how dishonestly favorable toward your own disposition you can be when you dont like something. Literally simping for his own ego.
>imaginary shit
Fucking lol. I could use a dude with that kinda reach on my treecutting crew. Itd make limbing shit alot easier. Speaking of work, heres some neat photos from an instance at a customer's house this afternoon.
>Ninjas in his natural habitat
For those not clueing in, the reality is that Im a sweetheart, otherwise I couldnt get animals - let along wild ones - to approach me. Humans however - Nigel not exclusively - are so full of artifice however, that I have to negative just to cut through all their bullshit,... and most people dont like it when you can see them with the 'mask' off
Anonymous
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No.5234
>>5233
>TFW ninjas is literally Sam Hyde and the Act-man's fusion
Anonymous
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No.5235
5238
Hitler and deer fawn.jpg
>>5233
>Pic related
The original image before colorization.
Never suspected you would be a /k/ommando.
Anonymous
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No.5236
5237 5238
>>5233
what does deer pussy feel like?
Anonymous
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No.5237
5239 5242 5244
Spoilered
>>5236
Anonymous
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No.5238
5241
>>5235
In spite of my flippant teaser-reveals, there is much about me that is unknown
>>5236
Kill yourself
Anonymous
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No.5239
5240 5241
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>>5237
Wtfdijr?
Anonymous
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No.5240
5241
>>5239
/>>5237
Seems like the man fucked a deer...
Anonymous
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No.5241
5243 5245
Spoilered
>>5238
Less is best. When i revealed and ranted about Fionn, i figured it would be better to be discreet about my abnormal affairs afterwards due to it being a touchy topic and quite privately personal.
>>5239
Here's another
>>5240
Depends on what kind of animal enthusiast...
Anonymous
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No.5242
5246
a18.png
>>5237
Anonymous
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No.5243
5246
>>5241
Fake. It takes ALOT longer than 10 minutes for a corpse to get cold
>by this ppint the vagina was cold and I pulled my dick out
Fucking edgelords
Anonymous
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No.5244
>>5237
Classic.
Anonymous
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No.5245
5246
>>5241
Ok that's actually fucked up.
Anonymous
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No.5246
5247 5248
Spoilered
>>5242
Not for the fainthearted.
>>5243
He claims to have had sex with it for 10 minutes then ejaculating and did it again for an unspecified amount of time.
>proceed to do this for 10 minutes straight till i cummed inside
>did it again and cummed again inside
>by this point the vagina was cold and i pulled my dick out
>>5245
You wanted to know what a doe hole felt like. Be careful what you wish for
Anonymous
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No.5247
5250
>>5246
Well at least they didn't kero the wolf that one.
Anonymous
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No.5248
5249 5250
>>5246
>he claims
Yeah, not buying it. This strikes me as a (you)-bait larp. Credit where its due though, my faith in humanity did dip a little.
I mean seriously, it takes a sick motherfucker to want to nut in a dying animal.
Anonymous
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No.5249
5252
>>5248
>it takes a sick motherfucker to want to nut in a dying animal
This.
Although I'm willing to believe it is real.
Anonymous
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No.5250
5252
>>5247
I suppose so.
>>5248
>Yeah, not buying it. This strikes me as a (you)-bait larp. Credit where its due though, my faith in humanity did dip a little.
The odds are more in favor of it being fiction than reality, yet there still is the chance of it being actual.
>I mean seriously, it takes a sick motherfucker to want to nut in a dying animal.
I have an assumption that other guys which are innawoods could have done something similar as this bestial necrophilia to a deer, although after performing an act such as that most men would have kept it a secret rather than boasted about it.
Anonymous
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No.5252
5253 5254
>>5249
>>5250
Im willing to acknowledge that it could be real, but I wont conclude so without evidence. He doesnt communicate like someone conveying a genuine story, he communicates like an attention-fag.
Anonymous
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No.5253
>>5252
>he communicates like an attention-fag
Also true. with the needless praising of Arkansas at every opportunity. and acting Stereotypically southern.
Anonymous
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No.5254
>>5252
>Im willing to acknowledge that it could be real, but I wont conclude so without evidence.
This is the same stance that i take. If the anon had provided images of semen dripping out of a dead doe whose fur was covered in blood then i would have less reason to doubt it's probability.
Anonymous
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No.5255
5257
What... What the FUCK did I walk in on?
Also >>5232 sorry I didn't realize you were also that guy. I like that guy. Keeping track of who's who on an anonymous message board is hard.
Anonymous
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No.5257
>>5255
Dont mention it. But.
Recognize, I AM that guy. I am both that guy from back when AND your biggest detractor still active on site.
I make no accounting for HCLegend, nor that one one guy who spergs and calls you Niggel (assuming theyre different anons, dunno), but 9/10 times where someone is talking shit (especially when they use unnecessarily formal terminology, and ESPECIALLY if theyre going on about narcissism) its me.
Since hearts have been broken, might as well continue.
The reason I am particularly on about narcissists in general and you specifically is A. Ive spent my whole life on the wrong end of a number of narcissists, and have 0 tolerance for it, and B. because honestly, down to basics, I DONT think you're a narcissist.
I DO think you have been conditioned to adopt and display narcissistic tendencies, undoubtedly as a self defense mechanism, but these tendencies are observably alienating people in a manner that does no one any service.
So yeah, I pick on you. And if you remember one of our conversations, you'll remember why. But for the audience, Ill explain.
Cuz I know you can take it. I maintain that you COULD be one of mlpol's greatest assets, if only you could better relate to people.
Anonymous
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No.5259
Screenshot_20220405-172843_DuckDuckGo.jpg
Screenshot_20220405-173026_DuckDuckGo.jpg
lest there be any doubt
Anonymous
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No.5260
5261
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I know this may not be the time for this. But am genuinely interested in seeing one of your classic analysis, this time on HxH, or at least the chimera ants arc.

Maybe you can give it a shot if you haven't already.
Anonymous
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No.5261
5271
>>5260
Sorry I haven't watched Hunter x Hunter.
Anonymous
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No.5270
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>>>/mlpol/340745 →
Told ya you'd find someone.
glad to hear you doin' good fren
Anonymous
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No.5271
5272 5273
>>5261
It's fine. It's just that Naruto-fags and HxH-niggers tend to constantly shit on each other.

From what I've seen from the Chimera Ants arc, is quite possibly the worst example of storytelling I've ever seen.

To be fair tho, I've only seen the Phantom Troupe arc from HxH. The Ants' arc have all been clips shown as examples.
Anonymous
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No.5272
>>5271
The Chimera Ants arc is unironically the point of the show where I got bored and stopped watching. Shame cause HxH is great, from what I remember years ago at least.
Anonymous
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No.5273
>>5271
To tell you the truth I stopped watching actual Naruto after the start of the war arc. I think I just finished either the Pakura fight or the Gold and Silver brothers. Anyway I moved on to other shows, eventually coming back years later to rewatch the whole show using the fanmade Naruto Kai recut. Even with the changes made by the cut you really feel the pacing difference between classic and Shippuden.
I wish the world of Naruto wasnt so homogenous. Every village should have a unique culture and government system. They can all have their own ninja villages but what relationship would each nation have with its armed force? What unique gimmick could each village have? Bloody Mist used to have its kids death battle to graduate and only stopped when one kid killed his whole class? Ok cool. In what other ways does their savage culture manifest? Sand village has a quality over quantity approach because the wind country government slashed its military budget after making deals with the leaf village and the sand village's ace in the hole is Gaara, a kid whose life was set down a dark path by his village's attempt to create a ripoff of Naruto Uzumaki before the retcon where all tailed beasts were actually part of a matched set? Cool, cool, and... the other villages exist I guess. Kumo has niggers who rap. Boring. Stone village is a meme. And it turns out the worst parts of Mist were due to Obito fucking with their heads? Boring retcon, why can they not just be cruel cunts who need their faith in goodness restored?

Sometimes pozzed faggots bark bullshit at you if you talk about media critically, especially if you trigger cognitive dissonance in them by criticising retcons. Faggots will yell as if the series was clearly always intended to be perceived the way it was perceived after the retcons. Even if the show contradicts these retcons earlier on. Like that fat fuck Oxhorn and his bad excuses for Bethesda retcons. I hate the way he slowly talks down to his audience with simple words and irritating pauses. It is like a father reading books to his babies only without any charm. That video where he felt the need to slowly specify that the Raiders Are Bad and Not Masculine but instead Very Immature and Childish and Stupid and Bad and Not Good and the raiders... are bad... it was laughable. What fag takes hours to read wiki pages about locations and stories that can be told by the wiki in under a minute? Anything for the precious algorithm watchtime minutes, anything to take stories hidden in fallout and present them for the lowest common denominator audience, the only kind of people who need Fallout stories spelled out for them and sounded out for them.

Jet was a drug invented by Myron after the war, so the Fallout 4 vault full of the environmental storytelling skeletons of junkies who suddenly had a secret compartment full of drugs open up on them was impossible. Consoomer coombrains will plug their ears with nigger dicks and baselessly argue in defense of their corporate god until they are blue in the face, they will insist Myron the inventor of Jet had to be a liar. Or maybe they can both be true because Myron rediscovered a recipe the government invented in secret first, never sharing this drug with anyone but that particular vault for some reason. Any fucking excuse to see the Fallout 2 character Myron as a less reliable source of information on the Fallout universe than Bethesda's shitty megacorporate BOS-fellating fanfiction. If I got rich and purchased Fallout and made a game called Fallout Silver where Silver Star Apple was revealed to be the true inventor of every drug and gun all along in the year 1488 these dense fucking clowns would make the same arguments in defense of this ridiculous choice. They already make excuses for the lack of societal and technological progress in 200ish years so they might make the same arguments for the lack of gun innovation in over 620 years. Or maybe they would only do that if I had a big company for them to worship. They hate individuals and indie game producers but they can't stop sucking megacorpo cock after all. For fucks sake look at that diner in Fallout 4. A woman and her junkie son in a cringe anachronistic letterman jacket run a trading outpost with nothing to trade. No major trade route roads to profit from like the road between Vegas and NCR. She has not boarded up the windows, picked up any trash, or dealt with the environmental storytelling skeletons. And the junkie waiting for his payment did not bring enough thugs to win a gunfight, not even a sniper able to point a gun at someone through any of the open windows. Wild animal mutant monsters and raiders and Stupid Mutants are everywhere in this violent world but this old hag and her retard junkie son are able to survive out here fucking somwhow producing nothing to trade yet she cannot handle even 3 retards with guns. Fallout 4 worldbuilding is usually this bad or worse. And BugthEAsderp's Bugthesdogs will pathetically play damage control for it anyway.
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No.5274
You know what else is fucking gay? Feminism.

Good writing knowledge states that every scene must serve the story. Cut what is irrelevant.

The "Bechdel Test" (More like Bitchdull no-breast) says that if media lacks a scene where two men talk about something besides a man it's sexist.

It may sound like a small thing to ask on the surface. Just one scene where two women talk about something besides a man. What film could possibly fail this, you may wonder?

But if they talk about things men are doing, such as the plot, that counts as a failure of the dullbitch test. Two old hags drinking tea and talking about the war? If they ever mention men in the war, it fails the test and that makes the film instantly sexist. I don't write the rules, feminists and their jewish teachers do.

If two women talk about their lives, and the topic of life lessons taught by males, trauma inflicted by males, male authority figures, male soldiers invading their country, how the presence of a father figure or the lack of one changed them... If a man has any relevance to the story of either one or the conversation they are having it fails the test.

Even a conversation as brief as "Hi, how are you?" fails if the answer is something feminists say like "Angry because I saw a happy man today".

And if a movie or book includes a scene where two women aimlessly babble to each other about anything they want, not just ignoring men but pointedly ignoring men wherever possible, it's going to feel incredibly artificial and unnatural. Everyone wondering what the chosen one will do and how the war's going and where the Macguffin is and when the cavalry will arrive and when the bomb will explode will have to stay on the edge of their seat a little longer. It's going to grind the pacing to a goddamn halt so a checkbox can be ticked in the NPCs programmed to babble "subjective subjective, all is subjective" as a shield to deflect criticism of their fallacious beliefs and then objectively rate the quality of media based on its adherence to feminist ideology.

Hell, plenty of feminist books/films and Hollywood films intended for women fail this retarded test. So who the fuck would take it seriously? As usual, feminists/libtards/jews/niggers and all the rest fail to live up to their own standards. Only a dumb cuckservative would try to follow these leftist standards better and declare victory. If the leftist controls you, the leftist wins, because the goal is control. You can not "out-left the left" to win hearts and minds, letting them define the terms of engagement and the code of conduct means giving up on your own moral code and your own standards, it alienates the people conservativism could be protecting and amuses the leftists who wouldn't stop voting blue even if Joe Biden came out as a pedophile and abandoned every leftist cause the right tries to fight for. Conservatives won't earn the loyalty of niggers by investing more money into special funds that subsidize inferior black businesses burdened by mismanagement and incompetence. Cries of "democrats are the real racists, because affirmative action doesn't just hurt whites, it also hurts blacks and that's the real issue here!" won't move the demonic pedophiles sent by satan to rape Earth, it's just a sign that the cuckservative subconsciously knows nobody would aid him if he said "Affirmative action clearly hurts whites out of spite and malice and we need to be saved!". Someone like that would never fight for himself or move any further away from the pussified liberal conservativism he was raised on even if it would mean moving toward an ideology with real solutions for Weimar problems. And feminism is a weimar problem. It is the failure of a woman's capacity for logic and a sign that the woman is literally retarded. Feminism wants non-feminism and anti-feminism pathologized and criminalized, and that will only be prevented if the same is done to feminism. Arresting suspected feminists and searching attics for feminist refugees might not be necessary (Although it would certainly be deserved), it would be enough to defund all colleges with courses in feminist dogma and arrest the feminists caught propagandizing schoolchildren and college kids. It would be funny to turn all hate speech laws against the enemy and prosecute those who have called whites subhuman and called for more white genocide, make Standards And Practices forbid anti-white and anti-west and pro-pedo media, turn affirmative action laws around to prosecute and fine companies and businesses that are not sufficiently white, but freeing all right-wing political prisoners and abolishing leftist power-laws (laws exclusively used by the left to prosecute non-leftists) to let the truth out free from the left's restrictions would accelerate the truth's spread.
Anonymous
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No.5278
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>>>/mlpol/341158 →
Gotta be mindful then, it can get annoying for most people.
>I'm not some scheming galaxy brain mastermind out to fuck with you
Do you realise that assuming people see you as a mastermind is kinda arrogant? Sorry, but that's not exactly the impression they are getting.
And I say this because people have already clarified this before. And rather recently so.

Now, listen up.
This isn't a big deal, some anons might try to make it so. But you DON'T have to play along! Just ignore further backlash, do not escalate. Simply move on, and try not to screw up again. Alright?
Anonymous
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No.5279
>>5278
You're right, I should really just ignore accusations of gaslighting, I know that's not what I'm doing. I keep thinking if I talk more, maybe I can clear up these misunderstandings and help people see my point of view. But I should try harder to see his. He felt like he wasn't being listened to, and I know how frustrating that can be.
Anonymous
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>>5279
>I talked about something else I was thinking about because I wasn't sure what to say in response to what you said.
"Thanks, I'm not sure what to say in response to what you said."
>>>/mlpol/341164 →
Striking at the heart of the matter.
Because conversation and relationships is a two way street.
>I talked about something else
The mundane boring repetitive affirmations that yeah the point has been understood (or lack of it) does matter.

Anonymous
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No.5281
Is this the part where I point out having been right all along?
Anonymous
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No.5282
>>5280
I'll try to do more of those affirmations in the future.

I don't know why some people call me a gaslighter. Do I seem like someone with the social awareness to do that successfully? Social interaction takes a ton of effort already, why would I intentionally try to overcomplicate things further?

Also I saw this game, "Kaze and the Wild Masks". It looks like Donkey Kong Country starring Dixie Kong as a Sonic OC rabbit who does DKC's Animal Buddy sections using Zelda Masks she gets from Metroid's Chozo Statues. It got me thinking about tropes. That media's tropes were easy to identify because it didn't dress them up to look differently. Have I done enough to keep people from realizing my Pokemon map is basically just a debug room only with lore saying it's a high-tech laboratory full of wondrous inventions?
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No.5289
5291 5293 5294
My rival is so wonderful
He's fit, kind, and wise. Every time we go jogging or hiking or swimming or visit his home gym (it's bigger than mine and his gamer consoomerfag roommates are less annoying than mine), we push each other to be the best in a healthy way. Media would raise you to believe someone this buff had to be evil. But he's a good man. He doesn't cackle like a bitch and gloat like a supervillain when he wins, he helps you up like a good man should. Even gives you tips on how to improve if he knows what he's talking about.
Surround yourself with motivated, positive, like-minded people. That's a common piece of advice but they never tell you how to do it. And how could another man as wonderful as this exist? I know I cannot be gay, because if I was I would fantasize about pinning him under me and ploughing his perfect ass. And we don't want to fuck each other so we can't be gay.
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>>5289
Nige. this is one of the gayest posts on the entire site.
Anonymous
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>>5289
I'm glad to hear that you found someone like that. My friend is also a wonderful man so I relate highly with what you wrote. And yes, the beauty of friendships between men is not gay, so don't worry about that. The jews fear white men uniting.
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>>5289
You are fooling nopony.
If your post is not bait, then you are a massive homosexual.
Anonymous
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>>5291
>>5294
I can stare into the face of a beautiful and admirable man, and feel no urge to fuck him. Therefore I cannot be gay.
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>>5295
I don't think ur ghey or anything. But if you just stopped talking about the perfect ass of other men, even if it's satire, comedy or whatever there wouldn't be a good reason to suggest that.
Anonymous
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>>5297
We both know why that profile looks so gay.
Anonymous
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No.5302
There is a stigma attached to gays. stigma dick in ass!
Anonymous
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>>5300
Yeah, yeah. Tryin' to get you to be a bit more self-aware.
hopefully
Anyways, here's the HxH video I talked about before.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ViDiDU5onNY
Anonymous
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>his perfect ass
>gay stigma, stigma dick in ass
This, on top of all the futa penis worship
Totally not gay tho
Anonymous
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>>5304
Do you not know what a Ligma joke is?
>>5303
Thanks but I've started watching Hunter x Hunter recently and I'd like to avoid spoilers where possible.
Anonymous
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No.5306
5311
There are a surprising number of troons in the Pokemon fandom. Why?
Are they just here because there are kids to talk to, or is it because Pokemon has universal appeal?

Btw I figured out the main problem with my old FE story.
The audience needs to care about the world before I start introducing enemies who want to ruin it with politics. And they must care about the lives of characters whose lives are ruined by political actions taken by the enemy.
Beta readers for something new I've been working on seem to love what I am doing this time.
Anonymous
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>>5305
>ligma
That 3rd grade meme that you keep mis-phrasing like a wanker? And now 'cuz totally not gay' you tried to twist into a joke about sodomy? And not subtly imply participation with?
Nice self-own there.
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>>5305
>Thanks but I've started watching Hunter x Hunter recently and I'd like to avoid spoilers where possible.
Oh, alright.
>>5306
>The audience needs to care about the world before I start introducing enemies who want to ruin it with politics. And they must care about the lives of characters whose lives are ruined by political actions taken by the enemy.
Before they are willing to put up with politics, yes.
>Beta readers for something new I've been working on seem to love what I am doing this time.
That's interesting, i would like to take a look.

As per the deku post, not entirely sure about this, but it seems like they went with le chosen juan path later on with something related to one for all.
Takemichi on the other hand is just...an unbereable bitch.
Anonymous
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No.5313
Sometimes I wonder if cults and the CIA/FBI say "Turn your brain off" to help them cope with the immorality of what they do. Never questioning how the orders they are given could be good, just religiously believing that they are.

It's certainly effective for the loyal bought consoomers of corrupt megacorps. If they know in their hearts they are being fed shit, they ignore their brains and obey their mouths to consoom, consoom, consoooooom. They choose to believe the lie that consooming makes them a cool intellectual individual and whatever else the normiebot is not.

And when criticism of their media triggers cognitive dissonance, pigs at the trough bark porcine inhumanity at any nobler creature with the good sense to turn up its nose at pigswill.

There is so much shit out there unfairly praised because it came from a company. How much megacorpo shit was done better by passionate fans for a reason? That reason is soul. We have souls, and it can be sensed in our work at its best. How rare is it to find the humanity and soul in art these days?

I hope Glim gets around to reviewing Chatoyance's works soon. At first my enjoyment of it was ironic but then it became interesting. Whether you agree with the conclusions the story draws or not, there is so much to discuss. It upsets snowflakes because this is not starry-eyed masturbatory libtard futurist wank material where libtard buzzwords like "cashless society" are sprinkled over something lieberalism could never achieve or comprehend, the classical ideal of humanity as scientific white imperialists explore the galaxy solving problems and learning new things while endeavoring to respect the Prime Directive: Though shalt not interfere with lesser life, impose your will upon it, or let it impose its will upon you".

Spoilers for the story, but the world of TCB is one where humanity has failed. Humanity has abandoned every last one of its principles to replace them with obedience. Globalists rule the world with a class of loyal servants, and the rest make do in sprawling gigafavelas, scrap homes and shithole cities, when they are not enjoying VR entertainment in pods. Humanity has lost. Humanity is lost. Globalism turned humanity into slaves, and yet the author seems to blame "violent and destructive" human nature for this. The world's population is unsustainably high and white culture is dead.

It would take a miracle to save this lost humanity, and that miracle comes when the ponies portal all humans into equestria with no downsides. The story series stars Jim the Human as he becomes Twilight Sparkle's roommate and they fall in love. Just kidding, that twist would have made the bronies love it instead of hating it. Instead Equestria portals itself onto earth, with an expanding magical field that will erase all traces of human existence. Humans will perish on contact with the magic field unless they accept a potion to turn them into ponies and alter their brains to be more ponylike and less like the failed humans.

This choice, to transcend the flaws and limits of a lost humanity or perish with the rest of mankind... It is what so many Anti-TCB writers take issue with: the idea of a punishment for failing. And the unspoken idea that their "universalist humanist" lieberalism will result in a standards-free failed slave race dominated by globalist plutocrats. So they write hatefics where their Star Trek/Mass Effect/SCP/Digimon OCs slaughter ponykind for offering humanity this choice and "intentionally" portaling itself onto earth. Or they write equally (un)intellectual hatefics where Batman and Doomguy run around killing ponies because they are ponies. An intellectual exploration of what it does and does not mean to be human triggered the libtards because it rejects the idea that this particular planet of failed humans, even with nanomachimes that can do anything, could ever measure up to ponykind. The author might be a troon but that comes from an impossible(for now) desire to transcend humanity itself, which is alien to the attention-seeking rainbow mafia.

Whether the author realizes it or not, the idea that practically magical do-anything tech won't magically cause a golden age of limitless prosperity for humanity if they abandon what humanity was meant to strive for (space) in the name of raising population numbers like good little slaves is a direct attack on the lie at the core of leftist humanism, the absurd lie that abandoning competition and cooperation and what makes us human and individual will magically give us space travel and fuckable green alien bitches while ending world hunger. Leftism loathes humanity and true humanism, but there are dipshits duped by propaganda into thinking the left owns the copyright on the concept of being good to your fellow man, even though it cannot define good or man or woman and rejects true fellowship for the evil temporary alliances of le comerades. And while this story is full of brightly coloured talking ponies, it is closer to real than anything those addled porn-addicted leftists have ever read.

This work is not pound-your-chest "humanity fuck yeah" material where you call our propensity to paint ourselves into corners and pollute drinking water a good thing and sing the praises of all the virtues and accomplishments of whites while pretending we are all the same. This is a rejection of that and a semi-liberal's subconscious rejection of liberal lies.

And I think that's fascinating. I don't think any other fanfic or fanfic series in existence is quite as fascinating as this one.
Anonymous
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No.5314
>>5311
Also yeah I hear they ended up giving Deku a shitton of bonus superpowers plus some hidden ones so he can pull them out of his ass whenever he needs them.
Anonymous
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No.5317
>Saberfart
https://youtu.be/A3BxtNnLFag
Anonymous
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No.5320
I have unrealistically high expectations for myself and that's unhealthy. I expect to get everything right the first time and blame myself if I don't. Time spent trying to make something broken and fundamentally flawed work just because it was an idea I had keeps me from learning from the failed project and seeing what I can improve in the sequel. And there can always be sequels. With feedback from one game I can improve the next. With one game I can experiment and test ideas for the next.
Anonymous
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No.5326
You cant fix stupid. But you CAN hit it with a stick. Hitting stupid with a stick probably wont achieve the results you might intend, but it does give you the satisfaction of having hit stupid with a stick.
The stupid will not cease to be stupid, nor will ameliorate their stupidity by way of the stick. In the aftermath, all that will have been accomplished is that you have struck a stupid with a stick.
And yet, if one were given the choice of 'smack the stupid' or 'NOT smack the stupid', one has the opportunity to assess whether there is function in hitting stupid with a stick.
>t. holding a stick
Anonymous
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No.5331
People inherently desire the strange and exotic.

Media can give that to people in a healthy way.

Enemy media loves to present the demented and perverted as fun and exotic.

How many pieces of enemy media present nightclubs as fun places for dancing and consequence-free sex, rather than miserable places full of overpriced drinks, narcissistic dishonest prostitutes looking for simps to exploit and cock carousel rides, drugs, and sex with strangers resulting in abortions?

Healthy sex is a part of the human experience. Perversion is abominable, but writing off sex itself and the desire for the exotic as perversion is dishonest.

Which is more harmful to society, racemixing with blacks and shredding your anus with barbed Bad Dragon dildos, or somebody reading a fanfic about racemixing with Rainbow Dash, Gardevoir, or Centorea?

Ancient humans wrote about mating with Gods. Ancient humans wrote about Gods mating with animals. Ancient humans made clay models of the women they wanted to fuck.

It's a part of human nature. Putting this into art is a part of human nature.

But when people are pressured into becoming cafeteria christians or atheists to accept degeneracy, it makes them want to hate the abnormality they can get away with hating. They can't say anything bad about the muslims raping their children or the jews attacking white culture, but they can bitch about weebs and claim their appreciation for japanese cartoon is destroying western civilization. Freaks who feel guilty about their desire to drink piss or fuck horses can say "At least I don't want to drink breast milk or fuck spider women!".

Modern audiences are horny. And lonely. Modern society dehumanizes the human to delegitimize him in the eyes of others, and atomize him into a homogenized economic unit. Modern society desires lonely people purchasing their happiness while living in miserable polluted cancerous cities. He lacks family and he lacks a support group. If his family is even still alive there's a good chance the past few generations of his family were pozzed libtards or useless treasonous cuckservatives. Modern audiences are desperate for comfort, and beauty, and something healthily exotic. They will watch streamers for hours to hear the voice of another human, and throw money at her to hear her say their names lovingly. They are desperate for relationships. They are desperate for hope. They are desperate for a family. Even spoiled rich cunts are desperate for media to say they are the underdog hero in a just world, destined to succeed and filled with hidden potential.

Marriage has been perverted into a contract where the man gains nothing for signing it, and the woman gains everything if she breaks it after making the man sign it. Child ownership? Hers by default, along with the financial incentive for her to steal children she doesn't legally have to raise better than he could. She can call the cops on him if she doesn't like how he treats her, and he has no protection from the police or society or her. Marriage, adult relationships, they have been commodified.

Generations have been raised to consider this normal. No wonder so many would rather purchase media that was already a commodity to begin with. Anime figurines can't steal your wallet and accuse you of raping them and their entire family trees. I'm glad I found a woman with a soul, sanity, and an IQ above room temperature, but they are only getting rarer by the year as society continues to reward histrionic low-functioning-sociopath feminine behaviour over masculine goodness. I love this woman. I want to fill her with so much of my love, a paternity test would call me both parents of my children. She makes me want to write about fictional women who are good like her.

I think that's why there are so many furries who don't turn into degenerate perverts with a fetish for shoving their perversion in everyone else's faces.

Some people, if asked to envision a happy and healthy loving relationship with a human, would have an easier time envisioning a ten-sided triangle.

But if you asked them to envision a happy and healthy loving relationship with an animal-girl, they could imagine it.

They could imagine a relationship with a character they know better than they know themselves, whether she's a childhood comfort character from some obscure piece of media or the newest flavour of the month anime waifu.

They could imagine sleeping in the cool coils of a clingy snake girl, or the comfortingly strong webs of a domineering spider girl, and swimming with a spunky tomboyish shark girl.

If they can't stomach the thought of a relationship with a girl that could kill them with sharp claws or poisoned fangs or crushing snake coils, there are always animal-girls who lack these things. Helpless bunny girls, pussy elf girls, declawed doglike cat girls, loyal dog girls who would only use their fangs to protect you, Pokemon literal children could order around, and more.

They could imagine petting their tsundere cat girls, taking their peppy dog girls on walks, riding their proud unicorn girls, and putting on harnesses so their ditzy bird girls can fly while carrying them.

I don't think it's degenerate for media to include healthy sexuality, or portray healthy sex with something exotic.
Anonymous
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No.5334
Legend Of Korra fucking sucks.
If it had to include MMA it should have used it to explore martial arts philosophy.
How old styles with ancient traditions bleed out beaten on the floor unless they trim their fat and adapt to the speed and precision of MMA.
And how there is still philosophical value in these ancient ways.
You can still use it for exercise I guess.
But in Avatar, philosophy is power. Some are more powerful than others.
Bending styles are more than old ways, they represent ways to control each element in a way that suits the element.
But there are other ways. Toph and the Dai Li don't fight the same way as each other or the average Earthbender or Sandbender.
How you fight means something in good martial arts shows.
So Korra really should have been a starving orphan girl on the streets of Republic City who grew up idolizing the sport, got into a gang accidentally when one attacks her and another saves her, got stuck in a gang war over turf with real stakes, discovered her Avatarness saving her friends, only to be adopted by and trained by Tenzin and forced to hide her criminal past from him, and his ancient teaching along with the ancient teachings of his White Lotus friends should help each of the main characters find balance.
Korra, Bolin, Asami, Mako, their character arcs should be about finding that balance in themselves, balance between the elements, and balance between the old and new.
Not just throwing random words and themes at a wall to see what sticks.
Asami is Korra's love interest and yet she is just a plot device. Not a character with consistent themes and views and actions consistent with those.

To sum up LOK in one scene, watch that scene where Team LOK fights a bunch of old probenders who supposedly represent tradition despite fighting the exact same way as everybody else and being complete nonthreats and noncharacters beyond what we are told they represent. Shit has to be spelled out because otherwise how would the target audience be able to tell? They might interpret the nonsense differently and preachy shit art loathes when that happens. I don't need to say how this represents most of the show's problems at once, maybe even all of them.
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No.5337
I'm a really open person.
It doesn't feel right hiding things.
I wish I could openly say I want freedom.
Freedom for my people, and a future.
But that's illegal.
Wanting the freedom to shoot a thief is illegal.
Wanting the freedom to kill corrupt politicians is illegal.
Wanting a farm and the freedom to defend it from pedogovt taxes is illegal.
So much is illegal.
My landlord threw a pathetic fit because I got some chickens and started farming without his consent. So much for all that talk about muh governments and muh food crisis. All our talk of the real world gets forgotten when she's in wannabe-authority mode. Give her the chance to be part of the problem and she leaps for it.
Inconsiderate stupid fucking boomer NPCs...
Entitled law-obsessed femdrones dedicated to rooting out unorthodoxy...
And to think, one of those cuckservative "white" niggers I know actually fancies himself a conservative just because he's addicted to feeling smart, and that addiction drives him to seek out stranger and stranger valueless conspiracy theories to believe in for the sake of feeling enlightened. Atheism in action. That dumb fuck needs Jesus. Would it fucking matter if the earth was flat and aliens existed? Would it fucking matter if the moon landing was fake? We are being wiped out slowly by our own government and these old fucks are babbling about hollywood shit like aliens. That type of boomer is the worst type because they should know better. They know what the enemy is, they know what the enemy does, and while we're risking our necks just talking about the enemy, they're doing nothing to fight it even if they're in a position to do something. The most Boomery kind of Boomer, they do fuck all daily or work their comfortable jobs for wages the government taxes, and then they distract themselves from the politics that matter. So many of them have nothing left to live for and they could be killing enemies to make up for the degeneracy they allowed over the decades. But no. They want to comfortably retire and leave their kids to clean up their messes.
It's illegal to be white in a way that matters to the enemy. How the fuck could the enemy possibly escalate from this? The economies of our nations, our culture, our wages, the supply lines that feed our nations, our economic opportunities, they're all under attack. How could they escalate from here? Doing another round of jackbooted lockdowns and forgetting to blame a virus this time? Pubs closed, borders opened, rapefugee gangs operating without any fear of any white resistance. How could this possibly get any worse? How much worse does this have to get before conservatives actually want to fight back and end the nightmare? Young whites dying as suicide bombers for the sake of protecting the elderly from ISIS and the vaccines would be the dying gasp of a betrayed generation, all for the sake of generations that have done nothing to protect the young or earn their respect, let alone earn their martyrdom.
And amidst all this death and misery, there are retards on twitter harassing content creators for critiquing SJW media in ways unapproved by the Ministry of SocJus. And there are retards on a twitter-like site harassing content creators for being uncool in ways deemed by the self-proclaimed ministry of cool. I just don't get it. There are scammers out there whose scams rely on the ignorance of others. Raising awareness of it would save the wallets of others. There are pedophiles out there. Jewish criminals. Pedophile rings with police protection and the government's consent. Raising awareness of that would bring the day this nightmare is ended closer. There are Fedtube streamers who pander to their target audiences on twitch by speaking in favour of pedophilia. What's worse than that? What has to go wrong with the way you were raised to make you hate some critic of your favourite Disney films more than literal murderers? Why isn't everyone as obsessed with Jews as me, or even more obsessed?
Anonymous
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No.5338
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Funny that I'd get the game done today.
Anyway, the game has been uploaded, https://mega.nz/file/pUlH2bST#BL9phlvIhMO9D0i1guqEGYpY3FXktlafi3LU1Eqzpek
You get your Pony-Pokemon from a Brony NPC in the basement garden with the rest of the scientists.
Anonymous
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No.5339
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>>5338
This is awesome! Perfect timing indeed
Anonymous
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No.5340
Did you hear how they renamed those Dragon Ball characters in the Chinese dub? The Tennemen and Jinkomen were renamed Tiananmen and Chinkomen!

Ha! Funny joke.
Anonymous
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No.5343
I bet ponies, monster girls, aliens, furries, elves, and all sorts of other beings would be completely bewildered by how relaxing humans find having their hair cut by hair scissors.
After all, those are blades. Right next to your face. Maybe even wielded by complete strangers. One mistake could injure an eye or ear or cut your throat.
They would probably find it as uncomfortable as getting their teeth drilled unless it's with someone close to them, someone who can be trusted with sharp objects, but they might find our love of it cute, too. I can just see a pony girl giggling as she cuts my hair. "You humans love your sharp pointy things and things that go boom, don't you?"
Isn't it odd that when fantasy simplifies creatures to be extensions of their species or a rare exception to normally unbreakable rules, the authors feel the need to simplify their view on humanity so much it could fit into a small box on a trading card? In a universe full of planets of hats, humanity gets one hat. Snakes are clingy. Horses are horsey. Dogs are doglike. Spiders are horny. And humans are... It's up to the author, I suppose.
Anonymous
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No.5344
You know what would be cool?
a Dragon/Grass fakemon with the ability "Hunting Season".
It makes the fakemon's not-very-effective attacks into Super Effective attacks, to compensate for how bad Grass is offensively.
Anonymous
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No.5345
5346
What would be cool is if you stopped treating the board like your personal blogspace.
Anonymous
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No.5346
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>>5345
I thought that was what this thread was for
Anonymous
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No.5347
>>5346
For shitposting at will >>>/sp/
Anonymous
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No.5349
5351
LessWrong niggas really shat their pants in fear over Pascal's Wager 2?
https://youtu.be/ut-zGHLAVLI
Anonymous
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No.5350
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>>5346
Thats what you decided to make this thread about, yes. If you werent from reddit, you would appreciate how unwelcome blogs are on an anonymous board, particularly without context.
Information sharing has its blog-ish properties. I cant go on about woodworking/cooking, soap anon cant go on about soap making, filly plush anon (miss u bro) cant go on about plushmaking without blogging elements,... but the focus of the pseudo blogging is to convey technical elements of the field.
And then theres (you), who has a voluminous excess of words and yet manages to say little to nothing beyond "I think this", or "This happened to me" (or worse, "This clearly didnt happen to me, but Im gonna pretend that it did").
There is nothing substantial about your blogposts. People are made dumber - not smarter - by reading them. They are quite literally a dark mark - cancer, if you will - on a site that with a few notable exceptions, manage to keep their posts relatively exclusive to facts and information.
But you're from reddit, so you will continue to shit in this designated shitting thread under the auspices of 'posting content', wondering about what would be 'cool', and insulating yourself from the fact that your posts are the antithesis of 'cool'.
sage
sage
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No.5351
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File (hide): 5438C48830338335E4B2AB2C8A99564B-18366847.webm (17.5 MB, Resolution:320x240 Length:00:04:10, nobody k-k-k-kares.webm) [play once] [loop]
nobody k-k-k-kares.webm
>>5349
Anonymous
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No.5355
>>5351
You care enough to remind me of your opinions as if you expect me to respect you and care about your opinions this time.
Anonymous
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No.5358
5377 5381
You are incapable of showing genuine respect and everyone knows it. No one expects anything from you except more of the same, but you will get shit on when you do.
Anonymous
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No.5377
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>>5358
Nigga you called me gay when I praised my workout buddy
Anonymous
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No.5378
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>>5377
Nice deflection, but wrong again. I took your description of his 'perfect ass' and oddly specific descriptions of what you would do 'if you were gay' to take the piss. That, along with your 'previous' futa predilection/apologizing, makes it really easy to suggest that you might be in denial about being a homo.
It really doesnt matter if you're gay or not, the salient point was that you consistently absolve yourself of even a modicum of consideration for anons in/around the site, and engage in the most atrocious offenses of decency because you get dopamine from writing walls of text that dont concern anyone but you (read: blogpost). Good luck refuting that point.
Anonymous
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No.5379
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>>5378
Do you want to believe I am a villain here to take the piss?
Anonymous
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No.5380
5382
>>5350
Blogposting was a reality that posters agreed to live with when /ub/ was made. Everyone knew it was going to happen.
>There is nothing substantial about your blogposts. People are made dumber - not smarter - by reading them.
Then why the fuck are you here? If you don't like his posts, just fucking ignore him. Stop engaging shitposters you don't like.
Anonymous
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No.5381
5382
>>5358
>>5378
Your shit flinging is just as annoying as his blogposting.
Anonymous
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No.5382
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>>5379
Villain what? What are you even on about? Can you not go through an exchange without getting hyperbolic and polarized? This isnt an ebin struggle of good versus evil ya know.
>>5380
Except the purpose agreed on was that the blogposting was to serve a purpose. I addressed that in the same post you're quoting,... if you keep reading,... yeah down there toward the bottom.
>>5381
Wew, 3 yous for the price of 1!
And yet shit flinging is a time honored tradition of anonboards. But, since you took the liberty to opine
>pic related
theres a guy ITT who has some sound advice.
>If you don't like his posts, just fucking ignore him. Stop engaging shitposters you don't like.
Seriously, who said I dont like him?.
But yeah, Id take that guy's advice if I were you.
Anonymous
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No.5383
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>>5382
I don't think you're going to stop no matter what I say, and I'm not going to waste any of my time to convince you.
I'm just saying it's real ironic to keep talking down to someone for shitposting when you continuously reciprocate it by also shitting up the thread/board. Counter-shitposting is still shitposting.
Anonymous
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No.5384
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>>5383
Cant play chess without an opponent, anon
Anonymous
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No.5389
5390
Man, Sonic Adventure could use a rewrite.
Over 30 minutes of cutscenes and for what? These stories don't intertwine well. Why does Tikal show Gamma and Big some random Chaos and Echidna Lore she forgets to show Knuckles?

Sonic, Knuckles, Tails. Those should be the main stories necessary for unlocking the final story. The other three are too different from real sonic gameplay and too irrelevant to the main plot.

As for minimalist story changes... emphasize the growth of the three leads. Tails has the best story aside from the utterly perfect Gamma, saving Station Square alone was brilliant, just make the second plane better than the first gameplay wise and it's perfect.
Knuckles seemed retarded when he got tricked by Eggman again. All the Tikal stuff should be exclusive to Knuckles and Sonic's routes-
Or maybe instead of arbitrary flashbacks the three can work together to get into the echidna ruins to see a flashback together. Sonic, Tails, and Knuckles can be together during a big scene where all three are shown a Tikal flashback to learn the truth about Chaos. This is his Sonic Adventure to stop Eggman and his pet Chaos, and Knuckles's Emerald Adventure too. But Tails is on a Sonic Adventure too. Except it is really a Tails adventure to prove himself to Sonic and grow.
Knuckles's story should be more than searching for emerald chunks. He should be learning more about his people, himself, and the world outside his island along the way. His story ends with him saying "I learned nothing and that's okay". Fuck that. This is Sonic, it's cheesy hedgehog melodrama hour. Knuckles should say something cheesy about how friendship is good.
Seriously, that scene where Eggman tricked Knuckles was fucking retarded. I would have made Knuckles more suspicious of Eggman and Eggman more cunning so the trick can work anyway without making Knuckles feel retarded. As for Sonic, the heroes keep losing their emeralds and seeming retarded. Eggman also seems retarded for telling the heroes his plot at the start.
Chaos should not talk. But some kind of minion to talk to means he can justify shit and explain it in cutscenes to his minion while watching the heroes on screens.
I would have made Tails's attempts to help at the start screw things up and give Eggman the emeralds.
Sonic would say "let's split up and cover more ground and return here soon" and get no more emeralds because he needs Tails's help. Tails would feel awful and feel the need to get emeralds. Tails might even suspect sonic wants to go solo now because the partnership isnt working out. He returns to sonic with two only for Knuckles and Sonic to fight, but instead Tails steps up to fight for Sonic, getting beat up just a little and letting Eggman get Tails's emeralds. Eggman mwahahas, team sonic talks and realizes what happened. From there Tails should want the trio to stick together but Knuckles has shards to find so Sonic and Tails work together. Sonic and Tails take on the Egg Ship and fail, Tails feels bad, heroes are separated like in canon, Sonic lands near Knuckles conveniently as he finds the last master emerald shards in Red Mountain. Sonic gets a Knuckles level full of tricky spindash jumps with Knuckles as a following partner to provide his emerald radar to the player. Elsewhere Tails builds a better plane, but Sonic needs the help of Tails and Knuckles to get into the Echidna Ruins. I think the level was called Lost World? Anyway they take on Eggman together first using Tails's plane and win on the Egg Ship, Knuckles redeems his earlier bruh moment (being tricked into fighting Sonic) by being awesome and he stays behind to destroy this ship so it cannot destroy Station Square (surviving) while Sonic chases after Chaos who heads to Lost World while Eggman heads to Station Square so he can get his cool solo moment fighting Eggman. Chaos Six should be Chaos Five for Knuckles to fight his way and the new Chaos Six should be something for Sonic to chase down and fight. When the three heroes are done they head to Lost World, they each get one level here taking on different challenges to open up a pathway for Sonic, who goes to the center to find a bigass mural. Tikal tells them everything and then a hidden Chaos reveals himself with all the emeralds, transforming and destroying the Mystic Ruins. Not Station Square, the heroes saved that place and it should stay saved. Or it can be destroyed after Tails evacuates everyone. None of that "All's well that ends well, said the guy among the ruins" bullshit.
I loved the idea of each character getting their own Rashomon plot thread but they barely form a cohesive story together. Getting the main trio's threads to converge as one for the main Chaos-related stuff would massively help the pacing of echidna lore and how lackluster the individual stories in this game can be.
Anonymous
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No.5390
>>5389
And of course, everyone should get a Cannon's Core style level in SA1.
The five Sonic Friends should get their own part in the destroyed Station Square where they search for the Emeralds.
Big fishes for one, Tails flies for one on a time limit, Knuckles climbs and glides around for three, Gamma is dead so Amy gets two hammer leaping between buildings and floating wreckage islands and highways. And then they bring the emeralds to Sonic and Sonic goes Super and penetrates Chaos a few times to rid him of negativity or whatever happened in canon.
Anonymous
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No.5392
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File (hide): 4A2DEC209F4698FB8C17665D99F0AF0D-4796453.mp4 (4.6 MB, Resolution:316x480 Length:00:03:45, Proud Faggot.mp4) [play once] [loop]
Proud Faggot.mp4
Proud Faggot.
Anonymous
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No.5394
>>5392
Got any more videos like that? The chad in that video deserves a medal for staying so calm, I don't know if I'd be able to pull it off.
Also it's ironic that the faggot insists he is "being himself" when every dead meme, globalist communist jewish lie, and hollywood propaganda piece that makes up the identity and faggot culture he's so proud of are as artificial as the makeup he wears.
And what does that faggoted man end the discussion with? Buzzwords and a twitter-tier slogan against the rights of man. The faggot doesn't fear censorship or oppression despite his bellyaching about muh closets, the faggot wants censorship and oppression for his betters. He flees the discussion after revealing his true face, the face of a coward hiding behind makeup and an antiwhite globalist system's protection.
Getting drunk in public is almost as degenerate as being a faggot, which is almost as degenerate as smoking, the subhuman violent act of poisoning the air of others and your own body while enriching globalist jewish tobacco companies. If these vile things are not banned, it seems hypocritical to ban other things like weed and heroin use in public.
Anonymous
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No.5395
5396 5397 5398 5399 5400
>>5392
Fag in this video is cringe, but so is the grug "debating" him. Stopped watching when his first attempt at deconstructing the faggots argument was an appeal to nature. Animals eat their own shit, rape eachother, etc. Something existing or not existing in nature does not make it inherently good or bad. There are many behaviors in nature that should be avoided, and many behaviors that are unique to humans which are beneficiary. Making an appeal to nature is a vapid argument that can be easily twisted against the arguer.
Anonymous
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No.5396
5400
>>5395
Watch it again, his errors were actually minimal if any
Anonymous
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No.5397
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>>5395
Humans have reason and don't compare instinctual animals.
Anonymous
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No.5398
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>>5395
This. However, he does expand upon it a bit later when talks about the depopulation of whites. But yeah, that idealization of nature by ourguys is a weirdly reoccurring thing.
Anonymous
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No.5399
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>>5395
>>5397
>>5398
While reason SHOULD ideally drive human behaviour, the fact of the matter is that ho-mans are unreasonable creatures. Reason is but the weakest driving force of the human physche; this becomes painfully aparent when attempting to rally large amounts of people. You always need to cater to emotion, even amongst wignats.
Most of their decision making is far removed from logical reasoning, a cocktail of chemical substances dictate their decision making. Not unlike the careless, lumbering "reason" of a horny teenager.
Anonymous
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No.5400
5401 5440
>>5395
>>5396
The faggot brought up homosexual lions (a behaviour exclusively observed in captivity, when male lions are kept together and fed without the need to hunt live prey and without any female lions around) and homosexual Dolphins (Dolphins are horny sluts who rape seals, birds, divers, seaworld swimming women, each other, they'll even pursue sea creatures not even a furry would fuck and use them like fleshlights).
If humans exclusively engaged in "natural behaviours", they would still be pursuit predators in the wild, never inventing sharp sticks, hunting tactics, complex language, or agriculture.
Anonymous
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No.5401
5436
>>5400
>homosexual cats
Not a lion tamer, but as one whonhas lots (7) of cats, I can attest that as adolescents they DO engage in buggery. As in, several of my cats have sodomized one another in bouts of sexual exploration.
It happens.
But, they grow out of it it. At least, cats do.
Anonymous
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No.5436
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>>5401
Come to think of it don't Rabbits eat their own shit while Koalas eat the shit of their mothers?
I have no idea if that's true or not but that's another "natural" activity pure humans are too good to engage in.

Btw, I had an idea for a story
>be faggot consumer human who watches tv 12-18 hours a day
>see tv advertisement for transformation pill
>take it, feel motivated to make healthy lifestyle changes that improve you as a man
>nofap, read books, sell TV and gaming PC for home gym and healthy hobby money
>become gigachad
>turns out the pill did nothing. Or was just a vitamin supplement. Or it turned the hero into something cooler like a werewolf or elf and that's why he suddenly cares about his health and cannot stand globohomo shit. And then he moves to live with the elves/werewolves/whatever and kills the Vampires hell bent on killing all good humans to make enslaving the rest easier.
And that's the story. Does it sound good?
Anonymous
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No.5437
>>>/vx/163088 →
It's only tangentially related. Although am almost certain the issue is in the question itself.
You do these a lot. Then again, they may not be 10/10 eye-opening questions, but they are at least something for an otherwise almost dead site.
Sage
Sage
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No.5438
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>>5436
>hay guise did u no that koalas eat each other’s shit hahahahaha isn’t dat funni?
>btw here is a completely unsolicited synopsis of some random story idea I just thought up, that I will never write, that would be absolutely awful even if I did write it, because there’s not enough substance to generate an actual story from, and also because history has repeatedly proven that everything I write is absolute dogshit, but it doesn’t matter anyway because the only reason I am posting this is because I want the 0.0001 seconds worth of dopamine rush I will get from having a complete stranger on the internet tell me that my absolute dogshit idea for the absolute dogshit story I will never write, regardless of what anyone thinks of the idea, is the greatest idea anyone has ever had
Why do you do this? Why can’t you stop?
Anonymous
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No.5439
>If humans exclusively engaged in "natural behaviours" they would still be pursuit predators in the wild
Yes, which is why it is retarded for the grug to also make an appeal to nature by calling the faggot "unnatural". Also, tool usage and "hunting tactics" are not things that are unique to human intelligence by any measure, so those were kind of bad examples for you to use.

>>5397
I'm glad that we agree.

>>5436
Stop posting.
Anonymous
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No.5440
meant to reply to >>5400 as well with the first portion of my post
Anonymous
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No.5446
5447 5473
>>5438
Tbh i wanted to put the story idea somewhere so people will know I thought of this first even though I'm busy wavedashing
Anonymous
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No.5447
5450 5473
>>5446
Serious question not directed at (you): How does internet posting apply to copywrite law?
In that this is an anon board, one might assume 'not at all', but being that I could testify as to the irl name of the poster, one could make the argument that this post IS evidence of concept.
The point is not to emphasize doxxing or anything, Im more referring to this as perhaps another form of a poor man's copywrite
>Poor man's copywrite is where one takes creative product - script, story, song, etc - places it a sealed envelope and sends it to themselves. The sealed and post-dated envelope can then be submitted as evidence of ownership/concept in a copywrite dispute, so long as the seal remains intact.
I wonder if any legal authorities on /mlpol/ might be able to comment?
Anonymous
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No.5448
I would assume that it doesnt apply in this case, as the post-date serves as indicator of having been officially prossessed and processed by government agents, and a website cant be said to operate in the same capacity, but in that the site, post, and content COULD be assessed for tamering, a case could still be made.
Anonymous
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No.5450
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>>5447
How about those stories posted online under
>all rights reserved
Does it actually bear as much legal weight as a formal document? Is it even possible to conserve ownership of a fic?
Lawfags, get in on this shit.
Anonymous
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No.5451
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18oqqRU5ReA
I love memes like this because they bring everything into perspective.
Anonymous
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No.5452
>>5450
>it even possible to conserve ownership of a fic?
Thats what Im wondering. Im sure that it would need to be a 'complete' work, I mean you cant copywrite a summarized plotline cuz the details can differentiate one work from another.
Eh, probably not something that could pan out.
Anonymous
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No.5456
Rewriting my fucking sonic fangame plot is a pain because there are so many continuity errors with this franchise.
Remember when the classic games had the bare minimum amount of writing and still fucked shit up, calling each new island THE home of THE chaos emeralds (not a different set of emeralds), and sometimes introducing eight emeralds or giving them the wrong colours?
Unless each island that was "the original home of the Chaos Emeralds" was once part of one big continent that split apart, this shit makes no sense. And that's Japan sonic. American Sonic had its own BS. How many times was Knuckles tricked into working for Eggman by the time SA2 came out? Five?
There is beauty in the simplicity of the older games. SA1 tried pretending it had a massive story that required 6 unique perspectives to tell, although for some reason all the Echidna Lore (BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CUT ME OFF) gets split up and scattered between stories that fundamentally do not involve Echidnas or ancient civilizations. People praise the stories of Tails and Gamma and sometimes Amy in this game because they are so focused. Yet they still have echidna lore flashback scenes better suited to the stories of other characters more involved in the story of Chaos.
SA2 split one convoluted story of cartoonishly evil globalist UN supervillains killing everybody aboard a space station built by Eggman's grandfather so that his daughter wouldn't die from Neuro-Immune Deficiency Syndrome - You know, fucking Space AIDS - into two paths, Hero and Dark. They turn out so much better when modded into one story path. Still has holes.
The moon is whole in Sonic Heroes and Shadow The Hedgehog and 06 because "the moon rotated"? This is so fucking retarded.
Fuck it, my game shouldn't touch anything in the stories of other games.
It should be simple and concise. Eggman is up to his old tricks again, Sonic goes and stops him, roll credits after some fun fights.
Trying to autistically retcon away every plothole and inconsistency would bloat my story and piss off anyone whose headcanons for rationalizing away said plotholes and inconsistencies differ from mine.
Anonymous
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No.5457
funny joke
What did the canadian weeb say to the cute tsundere kitsune?
"You're a cute tsun, eh?"
Anonymous
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No.5466
5467
Two fucking pokemon forums wont let me post my game in the fangame section of their forums, what do?
Anonymous
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No.5467
5468
>>5466
Cry moar
Anonymous
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No.5468
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>>5467
Wow, what a cunt
Get a load of this "helpful commentary"
You make it easy to believe you're like this for my sake, rather than your entertainment.
Anonymous
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No.5469
5470
>>5468
When did:
1. I ever say I dont enjoy it?
2. Anyone ever say that if you blogpost about stupid shit, you're gonna be rewarded with 'helpful commentary'.
Sounds like you're operating from a false predisposition that you're entitled to your preferred response.
Anonymous
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No.5470
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>>5469
Who's your favourite Sonic character?
Mine is Tails.
Anonymous
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No.5471
>>5470
Mine is Nigel
Anonymous
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No.5472
>>5470
Amy Rose
Anonymous
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No.5473
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>>5446
>>5447
Okay, I'll give my legal insight on this.

Copyright protects specific literary expression. As soon as it is written, it is protected by law, without a need for registration and regardless of who you are. Copyright does not protect ideas and concepts, nor does it protect names or words. Copyright law is standardized internationally and can be applied internationally.

To prove a copyright, prove that you wrote the specific writing first. I would think a screenshot with the (You) dated shortly after it was posted with the time stamp, along with a signed affidavit would be a good start.
Anonymous
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No.5474
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>>5473
>Copyright does not protect ideas and concepts, nor does it protect names or words.
So, theoretically, if I avoid taking actual fragments from the show, I should be good to go?
Anonymous
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No.5475
>>5474
Lauren Faust got to make those Mane Six ripoffs for Them's Fighting Herds, a game that was originally a MLP fangame called "Fighting Is Magic".
They even named Not-Twilight's demon "Fight'ng is unspeakable". No lawsuits, for a game Hasbro already C+D'd before Faust started working on it.
If "Twilight Sparkle" passed legal in an era where everyone was laughing over sparky vampires from Twilight, anything goes.
Anonymous
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No.5477
We live in a society where fucking with brand logos to say "Sbubbway: Eaf freef" or "McNandos: I am the it" will cause a brief moment of discomfort to laugh off, but seeing the flags of nations and ideologies fucked with or burned or photoshopped full of some other nation or ideology's symbols does nothing to us.
Anonymous
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No.5478
5480
Every family has its ups and downs. Except for families with downs syndrome. They just have downs.
Anonymous
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No.5479
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My roommates are such faggots.

Imagine being born taller than the average tall person. You could get fit and get girls. But you're a faggot who never showers and never exercises and never eats healthily, instead smoking and drinking heavily, fucking up your body. When you go out and interact wih women, they laugh at you and your gay accent. It's not even a location's accent. It's just a gay accent. Women egg you on into wasting money on them so often that you run out of money for the month and cannot afford food. This happens to you so often that your parents, who cannot stand keeping you in the house, still have to micromanage your finances and how much money you can get per week, only for you to waste most of it on microwaved burgers, monster energy, booze, and smokes anyway. You have imagined being faggot A.

Now imagine being a regular nondescript uninteresting unmotivated unintelligent guy raised solo by a whiny rich mother. A white boy who acts like a girl obsessed with niggers and shitty Netflix shows about niggers and tiktok and expensive clothing. Imagine treating workers like shit wherever you go. Imagine showing off your rich clothes to poor people and getting pouty when they give no shits about youtuber merch and silly overpriced jackets. Imagine being such a faggot that you sit on the floor over the age of 20 and pout and expect people to put in the effort to sloooowly work information out of you and get you to calm down and stop being an embarassment to white males. Imagine knowing you are a faggot and feeling so embarassed about it that when you pout over someone "condescendingly" asking you to take out the trash when it is your turn or throw shit in the trash not at the trash, you pout and verbally vaguepost to strangers willing to assume the best in you and give you emotional validation. Imagine being such a faggot that when you have a baby meltdown in college over the age of 20 at a course meant to help you find a job, not that you need one or would ever get one, momma gives you over a week off college to spend time on a cruise ship that goes to fucking spain, and you come back only to start whining and picking unwinnable fights with various stronger men the second you come back. Imagine being the kind of guy who needs caffeine in pretty much everything he eats and drinks only to then take sleeping pills and uppers and downers and complain about being hyperactive and high and anxious while lacking adult coping mechanisms to handle fear. I once knew someone with real ADHD, caffiene calmed him down and helped him focus. I have ADHD too but it's not as extreme as that guy's. And this faggot doesn't actually have ADHD, he just has poor self control and little sense of personal responsibility. This fucker swore at someone over the phone last week because she travelled across the border to meet him. Seemed like a family member. She was staying a a hotel. It was 1230ish. And she was at the border in her car, driving to him, but traffic got in the way. At worst she would arrive at 8pm. And he acts like she's betrayed him for some reason, he yells at her over the phone and tells her to "forget it" and not see him until tomorrow, he hangs up and throws his hyper expensive phone and becomes our problem, some woman rushes to him to babble platitudes while the men stare wondering if he needs to be held down, he starts pouting and screaming and knocking shit over, carefully making sure to stay away from my shit because he's not totally retarded, there's enough grey matter mixed in with the nigger cum and jewish poison pills in his skull to recognize when something would be extremely painful for him. Everything about him is performative, it's fake. He has the capacity to control where his tantrums take him and stop the second he's with someone who threatens to tell mumsy or restrain the faggot instead of trying to soothe his ego. He can control himself and chooses not to. He uploads himself tiktok dancing at 3am until his neighbour threatens him with violence to make him stop. This faggot pisses me off. I've been playing nice and reaching out, trying to bond with the faggot, trying to be a good influence, but he's just not ready to be an adult and live away from mommy. This karenman is no man. Imagine being the kind of guy who sits down in public places and tells people who were there first having their own conversations to shut the fuck up so you can have some quiet time and be alone, even though this is all a ploy for emotional validation and you'll stomp off to your empty maidenless bedroom if people piss you off by staring at you silently or trying not to laugh instead of deliately and eagerly trying to soothe your bruised ego. Faggot B is such a huge fucking faggot he makes me think I've viewed faggot A in too harshly a light. FA was probably raised on that jewish chemical poison, giving him an excuse to be addicted. But FB is just a faggot. Such a faggot that if I put him into a novel he would be called an unrealistic caricature of the whites set up for failure by their mothers and social media. He's too stupid for political discussion and hates white people. Probably should have led with that. But if there is anything good about this guy, he reminds me why it is important for a man to strive for his own success and never grow complacent with the hand life has dealt him. Fate spoiled him from an early age, and he's too gay to be the protagonist of a story where the rich cunt loses everything and has to grow into a good man to survive.
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>>5478
Id changed? Odd
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>>5479
Does he browse 4chan? Does he have anime figures he cums on? Do you want to bend him over and fuck him?
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>>5479
>having roommates
sorry to hear about your failing gay marriage.
> He uploads himself tiktok dancing at 3am until his neighbour threatens him with violence to make him stop.
lol. lmao, even.
Anonymous
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>>5482
Plenty of people have roommates. It's not easy to afford housing in this economy.
Anonymous
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>>5481
I can't imagine anyone alive wanting to fuck Wig Smoke or Generation LGBTQZ Humor Compilation. I certainly wouldn't want to do that.
>>5482
You try living in a nice house in a niggerless area on my low salary without roommates to make the house affordable.
Also he doesn't dance often, that was a one time thing.
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No.5488
My roommates are people. It's easy to get caught up in what makes people bad and miss what makes them good. My roommates were good to me today, and I think they have the potential to be great people.

All sorts of people out there are people. Confusing, complicated, irrational people, usually clinging to what they were told is true, and what they think they have to be to get by. Some people spend so long surrounded by NPCs they forget how to switch to human mode. People wear masks and erect barriers to keep others out. I wish more people had access to mental health resources. Then again they sort of do, anyone can pirate any knowledge if they have what they need to get it. But not everyone has what they need. Some people have the desire to do good and no idea how to do it.

What if there was a charity with a printing press that torrented knowledge and produced physical copies of useful books that cannot be sold and must be given to libraries? What if libraries had a "legal piratebay" exclusively for downloading copies of the useful knowledge within their pages? What if there was another yearly World Book Day but for valuable information only? If Weimerica wasn't scammed by pissrael and the military industrial complex, how much good could 75% of all that yearly military money do for whites? There might even be money left over to spend on factual documentaries detailing how the Globalists were dethroned, how the Communist problem was solved, and how white genocide was ended.
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I have been skimming scifi stories. Published ones. If the fbi asks I totally spent money on them haha.
A lot of it is shit.
Maybe futa is gay.
It seems a lot of futa fans are gay and just want to be treated like cute girls by big strong domineering aggressive larger females. Or they literally just want a man in their ass and drawing him as a chick makes it feel less gay. Funny how even gays dont want to be gay sometimes.
Sure, a futa species's females could reproduce with pretty much anything they encounter within reason which is optimal. But what about the males? If there are no males of a species that means you cannot produce sons with them which is gay. Gays draw male futas as men with pussies which is disgusting wrong weird gay degenerate tranny shit. It would make more sense for alien futa males to seem entirely male from the outside and insert automatically self-fertilized eggs with their ovipositor penis. That would be the optimal way for a futa species to maintain optimal breeding rates while having distinct males and females. Which is necessary, of course. Any species with similar males and females would be conquered by more masculine men whose children are produced by more feminine women. The female ovipositor could also have this feature. The males can impregnate their females, or they can both impregnate willing hosts of other alien races without racemixing their species away. They get to choose whether they eject jizz for genetic mixing with their own species or self fertilized eggs to avoid mixing. Sure the man could still technically lay eggs on his own which is kinda gay, and after fertilizing his own eggs he would have to regularly eject them before they grow too large and damage a body not meant to keep eggs inside it for too long(if he can grow eggs inside him to completion that's mpreg fetish shit which is fucking gay), but he would be able to hijack the womb of any sufficiently mature female with a womb and impregnate her. Impregnation is by definition the straightest possible thing after all. Besides handholding and consensual married sex in the missionary position.
It is easy to design something not gay. So why do so many scifi authors use alien sex as an excuse to indulge in weird fetishes like mpreg and sex role reversal and androgyny? And the latter IS a fetish. It's a fetish for perverts. Like eating shit and licking blood.
Every kink and fetish is gay. Except impregnation, because that's normal.
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>>5492
Seriously, the amount of mental energy you expend thinking about dicks and futa porn and weird stuff like that is just not healthy. Maybe the solution for you is to just switch off the internet foe awhile. Anyway, I still don’t understand why you would feel compelled to share any of the information you’ve shared, to answer your original question, yes; I do think you should get therapy.
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>>5493
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>>5494
>assuming everyone else has he same sexual obsession
Projection 101
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>>5493
Writing stuff down takes a lot longer than thinking it. I think many thoughts per day. I don't think about this stuff all day, but reading "great modern works" (and skimming/skipping the weird gay parts, dropping the book if there's too much gay shit) made me think about how a book about alien sex could do it better. only retarded writers say "My species is bisexual and androgynous and more willing to fuck strangers and that makes them better than humans". That just makes you a pervert who dreams of a world with more sex, and less meaningful sex. Your females won't reproduce as often as females designed to do that better and your males won't be as strong or fast or enduring as manlier beings built to win fights and invent things no woman could. Your females are trying to be males instead of being females and your males can't compete fairly with females without thrashing them and losing support of the men supporting them. Your females lack horsepussy and your males lack testosterone. Your species lacks Jesus and your birth rates are shit. Gay. Relying on "My species is magic because I said so" is gay. Anyone can write about the world's strongest wizard solving every problem with a snap of his fingers and it wouldn't impress anyone. Why are scifi authors so easily impressed by mary sue wizards whose bullshit superpowers are disguised as "Scifi stuff"? I bet the strongest sci-fi species ever would be one with the superpower to disable everyone else's superpowers. Luck and the author's favoritism would be another superpower that can be disabled. No more psychically listening to someone else's thoughts from four galaxies and twenty universes away. No more magically overwriting reality with your own willpower. No more bullshit scifi tech that does whatever it needs to because "Insert troll science here". No more having more powers than Superman without limits. No more dystopian society that only seems utopian because of the author's fucking retarded commie liedeology. God I fucking hate enemy propaganda, and it seems like it's everywhere.

>>5494
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBCbQmfT2mU
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>>5495
Its actually worse than that. Technically, he's not projecting, he's opining based on a literal inability to NOT think of porn all day. No surprise its a furry as well.
Literally, he cant stop thinking of porn all day, and so he cant conceive of a person NOT thinking of porn all day.
This is the hidden toll of masturbation. He literally cant conceive of anything other than degeneracy, all day.
Anyone wanna take guesses as to what he's NOT thinking of and getting his shit together while doing all that fapping?
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>>5497
>He literally cant conceive of anything other than degeneracy, all day.
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>>5498
Its all fine and good to posture at an unabashed furry degenerate, but understand that (not exclusively) furry degeneracy is becoming increasingly normalized. Take your jabs, no one is saying 'dont', but realize that by striking at the degenerate youre addressing the symptom, and not the problem
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>>5499
>but realize that by striking at the degenerate youre addressing the symptom, and not the problem
By brooming the trash everyday we improve our lives. Even if the trash reappears everyday.
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>>5497
Wow, porn is fucked up.
You know what else is fucked up? In the degenerate circles, that tweet probably got him praise. Twitter would likely ban or shadowban the harshest responses to his post. So as far as he's concerned, that was a great virtue-signal because it got him praise from his crowd. The degenerate crowd.
But sometimes I wonder...
If porn is inherently corrupt, why do the Jews try so hard to get a monopoly on porn and shove their porn into everyone else's faces?
Their porn perverts sex into this crude animalistic act, an expression of violence and dominance over the helpless, something devoid of love. Their porn promotes racemixing, fucking cousins and stepsiblings and siblings, fucking strangers who enter your house like repairmen and food deliverers, whoring yourself out casually for fame and fortune.
But when nonjeews write healthy love stories about being in a healthy married relationship with Twilight Sparkle and fucking her, or draw her sticking her horsepussy out without any degenerate domination themes, that's a clear improvement. It's an expression of love for best pony, all that makes her best pony, and all that makes the pony superior to the femoid.
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>>5501
... yeah. Its almost like the lion's share of jewish activity is subversive, more or less. I hear the sky tends to be blue these days as well.
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>>5502
Lol glad we agree. Hey, what did you think of my Pony-Pokemon game?
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>>5503
I told you once before; I only play ninja games.
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>>5504
In that case you'll like the Sonic game I'm working on, it has a mechanic inspired by the ninja game Naruto: Shippuden: Ultimate Ninja: Storm: 4
Anonymous
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>>5505
>sonic
Not ninja
>naruto
Not ninja
Think Sekiro
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>>5506
Wanna try this, but I've heard it's bat-shit hard. In case you've played it, how hard is it compared to the old God of War games?
Anonymous
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>>5507
Ninja Gaiden's a masterpiece, a beautifully painful masterpiece. Way harder than GoW and deeper too. Check out DMC3 for PC if you haven't already got it, the multi weapon swap mod makes it the deepest of the 4 DMC games. Even though DMCV basically just came out.
>>5506
Guess the mechanic
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>>5496
> Writing stuff down takes a lot longer than thinking it. I think many thoughts per day.
This just raises further questions. Obviously writing down a thought is harder than thinking it, which is why most people don’t bother writing down their thoughts until they have something worth writing down. Why did you think this thought was worth writing about? Even more important: why did you think that what you wrote was worth sharing with the world? Why would you think that any other human would be interested in your thoughts about dicks and futa porn? What was going through your mind when it occurred to you to make this post?

> I don't think about this stuff all day, but reading "great modern works" (and skimming/skipping the weird gay parts, dropping the book if there's too much gay shit) made me think about how a book about alien sex could do it better
What “great modern works” have gay futa alien sex in them? Seriously, I’m curious about what specific titles you were reading. I think you might have some skewed ideas about what constitutes a great modern work.

>if you’re anti porn why do you think about it all day
I actually never said I was anti porn, and I don’t think about it all day. That was kind of my point, actually. Porn is no different than food or alcohol or anything else that people enjoy. It’s probably not going to harm you as long as you have some self control, but if you’re constantly thinking and writing about it, as you clearly are, then you obviously have a problem. For me, porn is pretty utilitarian; if I feel compelled to view it, I just pull some up, rub one out real quick, and then close the tab. Whole process consumes about ten minutes if even. Furthermore, to the extent that I do consume porn, most of what I look at is pretty vanilla. I’ve never felt compelled to look up all this weird furry alien futa stuff that you’re rambling about, let alone write an entire essay about it and publish it to an audience who have never expressed an interest in the subject matter. And that’s really the heart of the issue here: I’m trying to point out to you that your thoughts and behavior aren’t normal. You really should consider just shutting off your internet and finding something healthy and productive to do with your time.
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>>5498
Wanting to fuck cartoon horses is degenerate.
>>5509
I'm Starting to think niggle is a troll
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>>5507
>wanna try this
wanna try this??
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>>5510
I really wanted to say "no, thats not Nigel," but that would be dishonest
Anonymous
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>>5512
True.
Anonymous
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No.5515
Love is beautiful.
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There's so much faggoted gay shit in scifi and fantasy stories it makes me want to purge all sexual content from my work instead of trying to "get it right".
No more sex, no more lengthy descriptions of Sunny's Dragon-Unicorn horsecock and his wife's tits and ass, no expressing personality and the state of his relationship and the state he is in through sex. No sex at all.
Then again if the main hero never has sex people might think he's gay. And for the happy ending where the hero retires with a wife and countless kids, impregnation must happen. So he will do sex offscreen.
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>>5520
Glad to see you coming around fren. You can always describe the sounds heard outside the bedroom/bridal chamber
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>>5520
A surprise, to be sure. But a welcome one.
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>starting game with a choice between 3 starters
Gay, been done before
>starting game with a choice between 3 random starters from different gens
Gay, been done before
>starting game with a choice between some random non starters
Gay, been done before
>starting game with choice betweem all 18ish starters
Gay, been done before
>starting game with a room full of starter choices
Gay, been done before
>starting game with dream sequence in which you run around an endless field, catching all the pokemon you want Safari Zone style, before getting on with the main game when your time or ball collection runs out, adding a party size checker NPC and pokemon store to the initial area to pevent softlocking, and a hotel that sends those who sleep within it back to that Dream World dream sequence with more time and safari balls
Genius
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>>5524
What the fuck are you talking about?
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>>5525
Pokimane's bath water
Anonymous
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>>5525
Normal pokemon game
Pokemon Legends Arceus
Pokemon Snakewood
My original Pokemon Pink CBT
And some fangame I forget the name of used the "walk around a room full of overworld sprites as starter choices" method.
All of these games already did the old tricks I mentioned.
Both "give Professor Oak his own safari zone so the player can catch a pokemon using safari balls or a rental pokemon for catching wild Pokemon" have been done before.
Even "lmao just give the player a pikachu or eeevee" have been done, and that's before Let's Go Eevee promoted it to mascot status. Eevee should have always been the Pokemon mascot, he's cuter and stronger than Pikachu and more interesting.
But my new opener for my new Pokemon fangame is perfect.
It's a dream sequence so it does not have to make sense. It just has to be playable and good for the game. And it is.
By starting the game with lv25 safari ball capture opportunities and capping levels at 50, grind is effectively eliminated and the new region's level curve can gradually climb towards 40 even as enemy trainers use lv50 Pokemon.
With EVs and IVs perfected, and movepools redefined, I think this game is going to be better than my last Pokemon fangame.
What did you guys think of Pokemon Pink CBT anyway?
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It's my birthday today. Im telling you this because th8s year is the f9rst year since I was 8 that I have felt comfortable telling ANYONE about my birthday.
The practice began when my best friend and her mom were killed in an accident on their way to my birthday party.
As a kid I blames myself, 'if I hadnt invited them they'd still be alive'.
As I grew, I came to appreciate that it WASNT my fault, and yet any mention of birthdays (especially my own) was deeply upsetting to me, especially around people who quite innocently couldnt fathom why someone WASNT excited about their birthday.
Ive spent 34 years trying to shield myself from having to revisit something that I quite understandably couldnt handle as a child.
Well, Im done with that. Im not any more excited about birthdays than I used to be, but Ive reached a point that I dont have to hide the fact, and I no longer need to modify my behavior because I have scars from past events.
And FWIW OP, Ive gotten there with the help of a therapist. Hope that hrlps, thanks for listening.
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>watch "sjw owned compilation" vids on TV's youtube app at friends house
>normie friends who normally watch family guy and tolerate SJWness sit with me, watch, and we laugh our asses off
>they normally don't want to see anti sjw vids on my phone, but the TV is special
>the TV is the key
>we we laugh, walk them through understanding the left's psychopozzed tranny shit
I feel like I just accidentally discovered a cheatcode
Like glitching yourself out of bounds and inside the walls of a game to break it in half
They're used to accepting the TV as their new source of programming
I wonder how far I could push this
Anonymous
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>>5529
Also thank you for sharing this with me. Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault that my little sister's brainwashed fully by my parents, wants nothing to do with me, and just wants to be theirs.
Maybe if I did more to teach her right from wrong at an early age she would have turned out better? I never did anything that drove her into the arms of her parents, they just abused me and mentally abused her, made her dependent on their feigned feelings of approval. If they caught us talking casually about TV or anime or playing games together and having a good time they'd butt in, make it all about them. Such disgracefully childish behaviour from those fourty somethings. I wonder if they're 50 now. Maybe even 60. I recall one's birthday because it is close to mine but I couldn't tell you the years my parents were born in.
Maybe if I knew what was going on back then and was able to get the help I needed, somebody would have taken us out of that abusive household. But alas, child protective services worth a damn don't do what they did with my family: send a woman over to warn my parents whenever I'm opening up to people again and trusting them enough to tell them the truth. My sister used to be her own person, and she was smart, but lazy. Something had to be her autistic hyperfixation before she could care much for it. If you think I can get obsessed, you haven't seen her when she gets going. But masking and feigning normalcy so my parents wouldn't treat her like they treated me always came first. Being what her parents wanted came before being true to herself. She'd even join in on verbally abusing me sometimes, so my parents would reward her. We would laugh about that together later. I remember her worrying I secretly hated it. But if it keeps her safe, she can call me a faggot whenever she wants. Sometimes she would claim I hurt her or pissed her off when she really wanted a reward and didn't care what this would get them to do to me. Maybe she wasn't a good person after all. My sister and my parent's daughter were like night and day, and I don't think my sister's even still alive in there. Last time we talked she was so focused on masking and trying to get mommy's attention and trying to brag about what a big girl she is now that she has "put away all childish things" like ambitions and career goals only to get herself some floor cleaning job. Anything to get mummy and daddy more money to waste. Still up to their old tricks, guess some things never change. Must be hard for them, not being able to steal all my money and waste it on their own frivolities only to try and guilt trip their kids over the food they are fed. But my sister never had to be my parents daughter and if she ever had the balls to tell the truth about how I was treated in that household we would both be freed from it. She chose option that seemed easy in the moment and sacrificed her individuality at their altars. Fuck. I don't know if I should be pissed at who she chose to be or pissed at the parents who raised her while I was locked in my cupboard under the stairs. Well, over the stairs. I was still making no noise and pretending I don't exist. It's a fucking experience to see your life represented in a show and played for laughs, and it's another fucking experiende when the villains in your life start cheering on the villains on TV only to growl about their hatred for "silly and childish" fantasy whenever the villains get a small taste of what they fucking deserve. Mom once made this retarded rant online about how she felt Mother Gothel was the real hero of Tangled, a victim of some evil man's manipulation, because fuck young love and something something woman noises word salad. And then she deleted it when the backlash convinced her to hide all the evidence she was wrong, and then she feigned depression symptoms IRL and around the house for sympathy. Anything to emotionally manipulate her audience and get them to view her how she wanted. Fuck knitters.

One thing that really pissed me off back then was how hopeless it felt to be trapped in an area where every adult around you, particularly those with power over you, they all see fit to write you off as a failure because of things that are entirely their fault, not yours. No teacher, I do not know things your school never taught me. No, mom, I don't speak five languages. Because I was not taught these things at a young age, of course. I taught myself how to romhack pokemon roms and torrent anime for fun, scripted and sprite edited, even downloaded RPG maker and made some clumsy shit games constructed entirely from cliches a kid would be familiar with. Intelligent sociopaths would have exploited the fuck out of me for financial gain. But my parents were always stupid narcissistic sociopaths, so they couldn't recognize my intelligence as something to exploit. To them, it was just something that marked me as different, as an Other. Something that marked me as a person different from the ideal son they never felt like raising and had no idea how to talk to. Oh, the things I could have done back then if I had what I had now. An internet connection, a phone, a laptop... I could have recorded their abuse and put it on youtube, maybe that would motivate social workers to do their jobs right. I could have read things my parents did not want me to read, without having to watch over my shoulder and keep some boring game alt tabbed so I can bore them into submission and fucking off should they start hovering over my shoulder. Maybe decades of isolation would not be the start of my life. I could have worked on things I would not have to delete at the end of the session to keep my parents from finding them. Hell, even a wearable USB would have been helpful to give all the shit I started and had to delete a place to be kept and worked on gradually.

Sounds retarded, right? Fourty somethings with a son who's reading about Pokemon Mystery Dungeon's methods for passwords, hating him. Lol.
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No.5537
I did eventually get a phone, USB, and so on
But having it all from the start... I can't imagine how much more productive I could have been with the time I was forced to waste back then due to my limited number of options. Wasn't allowed out. wasn't in a good place anyway so going outside was risky. wasn't allowed to walk to a library and back. I was kept like property and my options were carefully limited. Wasn't allowed to get books while I was out. But sometimes I found ways around the limits. I recall people laughing about how parts of Fifty Shades of Grey was written on the author's blueberry. Well, have you ever tried writing emails to yourself or a throwaway account using a 3DS touchpad and stylus so you can, whenever you get the chance, copypaste it into a text processor with a real computer and upload it somewhere? It's a good thing my parents never knew about the 3ds's ability to view the internet. Then again it was fucking shit. Many sites wouldnt even load on the 3ds. Some friends refused to talk to me on some sites that could load on the 3ds, instead waiting for me to talk to them on sites that couldnt load on the 3ds. And when I was living alone without internet, carefully rationing the shit mobile deal's data, there were some friends who refused to talk to me on sites that were less data intensive than others. Could you imagine being that fucking lazy? I didn't ask for daily conversations on the site, or for that person to check his messages multiple times per day. The person already checked his favourite site multiple times per day and refused to use any other ones because muh brand loyalty. What a fucking gay way to be homosexual. If you don't like a guy just tell him, don't pretend his reason for using another site goes away if you say you don't want to accomodate it. I'm glad I eventually met better people. These are such ridiculously small things... perhaps even unbelievably small things. But for some cunts anything small is still too big. That'a what she said.

Anyway I love my real friends. I sound clingy if I tell them I love them and cherish them and appreciate them every day, but I do love them. And I love my girl. She's better than the last girl. I don't feel like I'm walking on a minefield with her. That is how a certain woman felt. But this one... I feel like I could gamble on a fart and lose right in front of her and she wouldn't give me any shit over it. Not that I would ever be in such a situation of course. I want to sing about my lover. My imaginary girl even likes her! She doesn't know about the imaginary girl, though. It would make me seem weird if I started talking about tulpas... He said on the nazi horse roleplaying forum. Well, at least I don't play world of warcraft or league of legends. At least I don't sacrifice hours of energy every day to gambling gachashit. I made a game, and I will make another. I will make more games.
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No.5540
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It feels unhealthy to hate the enemy this much. But it's logical to hate what is evil. Is it normal to get headaches over this? I should take a break from politics and try to avoid doomscrolling. But I feel guilty if I stick my head in the sand and try to avoid hearing about the deaths and rapes the enemy causes, their war on our economy and futures, and so on. The enemy wants us all raped or dead or enslaved and they think it's funny. The enemy thinks raping us and raping kids is funny. The enemy won't ever stop raping kids. There is no political solution. There is nothing whites can offer to give up in return for peace because we will never have peace as long as we have something the enemy wants and they feel they can take it and us.

Accidentally injured my arm exercising again. I'm pushing myself too hard.

I can't respect any religion other than Christianity because deep down the question "If your God's better than my God where are your magical powers, why are your religion's followers not better off than ours, why didn't he give you the willpower to become an olympic athlete, and why doesn't your God kill our enemies?" burns. Why have Christians survived and prospered and spread despite the Jew's best efforts? What do we have that other religions lack? What do other religions have that we lack? Why do the demons who want to be sent back to hell more than they want to live come for us and what we need? Something about Christianity makes Jews fear it almost as much as they fear Nazism.
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No.5541
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Someone I thought was immune to brainwashing because he didn't give a damn what society thinks just found a discord server willing to make him feel loved conditionally and now he has been brainwashed.
FUCK.
I enjoyed talking politics with him long ago. But now he is brainwashed with lefty talking points about gun control.
Fucking gun control! Give him a year and he'll be taking Bad Dragons up his ass and hating the white race.
It feels like I've lost someone close to me to a car crash. Is it wrong to feel that way about a guy getting subverted and corrupted? Is it normal? The person I knew seems to be gone.
Anonymous
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>>5541
Ah, another insecure young soul is inducted into a discord cult and groomed. I'm sorry to say it, but he's probably "Invasion of the Body Snatchers" style dead unless he drastically changes course.

It's not wrong at all to feel shitty about it. You can pick your friends and you can pick your nose, but you can't pick your friend's nose. There's nothing wrong with having standards and holding people to them, especially when it isn't easy to do so.

Sorry for your loss. Have an assimilating pony to brighten your day.
Anonymous
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No.5543
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>>5540
I swear to God, am feeling lonely since December last year.
While there is always much to be learned; more than man can ever hope to cover, let alone master. I still feel like I've finally completed my philosophical journey. What started out as a commie manifesto written while I was eight, has come full circle.
I've spent so much time with "the enemy". It's honestly surreal, these discord fags know that I am an "ebil natsee", I've confirmed it a few years ago already. Yet, their aggression ceased one day. Their attempts at getting under my skin have turned into tears, and long conversations about their inner thoughts and their personal lives. They've come to cry on my shoulder, but...why?

I didn't even noticed when, but I just can't get angry anymore, cannot get sad. I don't even feel hatred anymore, to anything. The attempts to hurt me, to provoke an emotion upon myself, to cloud my judgement; are simply useless at this point.

I've come to accept so many things, things that most people seemingly don't even want to consider as possible, and are sent into sadness trips whenever they do. And yet, I've just decided to carry on regardless, against impossible odds. That loneliness I spoke about is metaphorical, for I think no one else is feeling the same way, and I'm stuck trying to put into words what can hardly be understood whilst feeling it oneself.

I remember the first time I posted here, my shitty english (which was way shittier back then) surely left an impression on poners here. But I do remember one post, it was something along the lines of:

>I think I like this spic, there is no hatred at all on him. There's only fire.

I think I finally understand what this nigger meant.

Sorry nigel, I hope this wasn't too annoying.
Anonymous
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No.5544
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>>5542
>>5543
Thanks, guys.
I thought someone would be pissed over the absolute finality of comparing what happened to my old friend to a car accident. I thought someone might say "If you are charismatic enough you can convince anyone of anything, it's your fault if bad things happen to you". I've lost someone close to me to a real car accident before. I was far away at the time. Sometimes I wonder if that friend would have been in that car if I wasn't far away at the time.
I just need to focus on what's within my power. I need to focus on these fucking animation frames.
Anonymous
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No.5545
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>>5544
Huh?
I think I just patted myself on the back like a faggot.
<"Yeah, you did well Carlos, you did well."
Anyway, I think you're making the right call with your life now. Hope it serves you well.
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No.5551
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My parents were pedophiles who molested and sexually harassed me when I was a child and when I was a teenager. My father got off on physically abusing me, especially when I was a small child and he did it left often when I became a teenager because it wasn't as sexually fulfilling to him any more, which made him a pathetically grumpy childish unfulfilled fat man who eventually gave himself cancer smoking but got better because there probably isn't a God worth a damn up there. Mum loved shoving perversion into my face and her daughter's face. Mom and dad usually kept their perversion with me separate from their perversion with my sister. I was exploited, and she was groomed. Mom loved to "inspect" me when I was young, and as I grew. Sometimes she tried to get me to grow in her hands, if you get what I am saying, using her hands and other things. I recall times when she'd get cream on her hands and tell me this would disinfect my cock and balls to prevent the risk of infection. Sometimes mom would show me pictures on her phone to gauge my reaction to different porn stars and pictures of weird shit on the internet. I told her I was a furry once just to try and get her to stop with the degrating bdsm gay shit but that just got her to show me ugly unappealing art of furry women instead. And it was always shit art, did that bitch have no eye for aesthetics or proportions? Mum just enjoyed being evil and manipulative, feeling important, feeling pitied, feeling like she was the most important person in the room able to do whatever she wanted, laws be damned. My parents told me daily masturbation was necessary to keep your cock from shrinking and atrophying, and they taught me to masturbate prone, which is unhealthy. Obviously fucking none of this is healthy, but don't masturbate prone. Sometimes Mum mocked the way my dick would bend to one side when ready for action. Mum loved showing Thor x Loki gay porn fanfiction to my little sister, mums friends made some of it. My sister... she's four years younger than me. So right now she would be about twenty one or twenty two, I forgot when her birthday is and I won't check if mum's stupid fucking lie-filled blog about herself and family life is still up to check. At the time if I was fifteen she would be eleven, but our sexual abuse at the hands of my parents started long before we both turned ten. And mum loved showing sex filled adult shows like Castle and CSI and Law And Order and Legend Of The Seeker to me and my little sister while my little sister was still young enough to watch not just Avatar but Danny Phantom and iCarly and Wizards Of Waverly Place and like it. Sometimes I walked in on my little sister and my mother watching pornhub together or reading horny fanfiction curled up together in bed, sometimes in my room I heard degenerate sounds coming from their screens. Mom used to talk with this excited tone about porn sometimes, to try and make it sound natural and exciting and normal when she described to her children, in detail, the fucked up shit she saw today, and whether something got her off or was too unrealistic. You know how awful children will tell lies and cry "Mooom, he hit me!" when they want to see their siblings punished, or threaten to do this if they want their siblings manipulated? My sister would sometimes lie and claim I punched or slapped or kicked her or grabbed her in a tight hug and squeezed too hard. My sister also used to threaten to claim I showed her my cock or slapped her with it if I didn't let her win sometimes in multiplayer games. Both mom and dad liked making me dance naked. And they got away with it all because the cops would rather believe a woman than her son, though it would not surprise me if my sister was questioned and told what to say by her parents. Sometimes I wonder if my sister telling the truth instead of blindly backing her parents would have helped me get out of that shithole sooner, but such thoughts make it hard for me to think of my sister as a victim of my parents rather than another awful thing in a house full of awful things. Such thoughts make me wonder if maybe she was rotten deep down and that's why she helped this abuse continue and didn't hate it all as much as me. She chose to be another awful thing with her pervert parents after all. A few teachers sexually harassed me over the years, and nobody cared. The systems designed to protect children did not protect me. Sometimes I wonder if I was louder about their sexual abuse of me in threads whenever I talked about my life online, would people have cared? Would my sister get therapy and heal from the shit her parents put her through instead of being the main reason they got away with it? Anyway I've been through a lot of shit. So when leftoids cry "I was sexually harassed!" over being teabagged in Halo or groped in VR Chat I wish they would stop cheapening the words with their groomer whore mouths. Nearly dying today made me realize there is a chance I might die before I get to tell people about my perverted parents.
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No.5552
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>>5551
Telling people about the physical abuse only ever made things and got me put back with my parents. So I didn't trust anyone enough to talk about how my parents sexually exploited me. But I remember this one time when I was a child and my child dick got scratched up by mom's nails. We went to the doctors to get it looked at because she decided to pretend she didn't do it and had no idea where the marks came from. Yeah, she pretended this in her own home, with the boy she hurt, and the delusion she chose to believe compelled her to drive a boy with mystery dick wounds to the hospital to get it checked out. Mom was not smart, but she was enabled by a system meant to enable abusers. Anyway I was given some dick cream. I wish I memorized its name. There were two containers of dick cream, one larger than the other. The large container's contents was to be spread over the whole thing and the little container's contents was to be applied to the scabbed over cuts. When my dick healed up, mom kept using this cream on me until the containers ran out. And then she went back to using antibacterial hand goo, the stuff she used before and after that wounded dick event. Sometimes I wonder if I could ask some doctor for my entire medical history, so I could get some hints at what the fuck those two dick creams were. Did the doctor think I had a STD or something? Did he not think to talk to the boy to see if he was being sexually exploited? What the fuck is wrong with this country?
Anonymous
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No.5553
>>5552
>made things and
made things worse and
Ninjas
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No.5554
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>>5551
>>5552
>all dat
Ngl, I kinda suspected as much.
Fwiw, you're among frens; I was physically/sexually/psychologically abused by a babysitter when I was 4. The abuse wasnt as bad as the mental schism that developed, directed first at my parents and later at 'authority figures'.
The underlying lesson was that I couldnt trust them with my safety and well being, no matter how 'well intentioned' they be (again, this goes for any 'authority'. A valuable lesson, but a difficult one to forgive, all things considered. I cant imagine how difficult it must have been for your parents to BE the abusers, as opposed to unwitting accessories. No one should have to experience that kind of trauma. Jordan Peterson rightfully warns against children being exposed to truly malevolent people in their development, and I think we both - as well as any casual readers who have followed along - can attest to the degree 0f crazy/broken that can and does result from such exposure, and the YEARS of healing and processing that are necessary to work through all the unresolved feelings and concepts.
Thank you for sharing your pain, anon.
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No.5555
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>>5551
Not to moralfag and be a huge pussy, but I'm really sorry, anon. My childhood was very similar, just replace sexual abuse with intense physical and psychological abuse. Although, I was sexually abused in my early childhood where some step cousins babysat me and turned it into a "molest the little boy for shits and giggles" event. I don't want to get too specific, but they beat the shit out of me, forcibly stripped me naked, and sexually tormented my traumatized little mind. It happened on several occasions over the span of a few years. They were all female and they all got away with it, not that I wasn't too afraid to mention it anyway. As if anyone would've believed me.
My step dad used to beat the shit out of me so badly that I was afraid to even go to the bathroom because that would involve crossing his path and incurring another beating. I would either piss in bottles or try to quietly sneak out a window to go shit or piss in the woods. I felt less than human because of it. Why did others get to go home to stable families that loved them, while I was living in Hell? I couldn't understand what I did that made me deserve the constant torrents of abuse.
CPS got involved after damn near all my teachers noticed that I was always covered in bruises and flinched any time adults made a sudden move. Nothing came of it and I wound up right back in Hell every time. I remember crying myself to sleep as a little boy and looking out the window, watching headlights pass by, hoping that one would be my biological father and that he'd take me away from that fucking unending nightmare.
Childhood trauma is a real bitch. It's like the system deliberately keeps kids with their abusers.

The only reason I'm telling you this is because I want you to know that you aren't alone. I came to get over it, more or less, by empowering my self through self-improvement and rejecting societal norms. It might sound cliche, but a good physical regimen backed by adopting hobbies and learning combat sports helped me a lot. Maybe such things would help you as well. As a kid, I coped by spending time with animals and bonding with them. Maybe that could help you, too. I always loved animals since I felt more loved by them than other people and they never brutalized or raped me. They helped dull the pain.

Above all else, strive for Independence from others as much as you can.

Either way, I'm rooting for you. Don't let other people and their actions define you. Fuck them. Child abusers and their enablers deserve to be tortured to death with a blowtorch and a pair of pliers.
Anonymous
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No.5556
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>>5555
Fucking this. Sorry for your experience, I know it was hard and in ways that most cant comprehend.
Jesus, those digits.
>The only reason I'm telling you this is because I want you to know that you aren't alone
So very based
>Don't let other people and their actions define you. Fuck them
This. So wholly this. (You) are vastly more than the sum of your (adverse) experiences, and enough of us have been through it. Its okay. You're much stronger, much more knowledgeable, and vadtly more capable. You will always be who you 'were', but who you were and what you experienced doesnt define you. (You) are far more than that, now.
Anonymous
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No.5557
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>>5556
Thanks for the sympathy. You have mine as well.

I was debating whether or not to say it here, but it seems like this will be the only chance I'll get; we had a nasty spat in another thread a while back and I've been wanting to apologize. It started off as innocuous shitposting, but it quickly got out of hand somewhere between our belligerent replies and I said some really shitty things to you. I feel like I crossed a line with some of the low blows I brought up. Probably the only time I've genuinely felt bad about something I said on a chan. For what it's worth, I'm sorry for being so mean-spirited towards you. It's easy to to get carried away and forget at times that strangers on the Internet are actual people, too.

Sorry for derailing, OP.
Anonymous
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No.5558
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>>5557
Pretty sure I know which thread you're talking about and,... yeah that was pretty wild, ngl. Having said, I enjoyed it. So, while your apology is appreciated and acknowledged, I dont feel you have anything to apologize for, and summarily reject the apology.
For one, it was legitimately engaging and exciting. For two, even if it wasnt, I participated willfully. And let's be honest, it was good practice, and it forced me to reevaluate certain points that were brought up. I may seem ambivalent to criticism by and large, but its far more shameful to be told what one's problem is and NOT heed it - even if discourteous - than to ignore it outright. So fwiw, in that some of your criticisms weren't wrong, I did listen, not that I will ever affect any display of it in the moment.
I had it out with one of my brothers a while back, and made a similar apology. He didnt take offense at the time, but I felt I had gotten far nastier in the exchange than I want to be comfortable with, especially in-house. So, I understand what you mean, and any ill will I might have held on to (hypothetically) would be dispatched upon that recognition.
Anonymous
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No.5559
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>>5558
>Having said, I enjoyed it.
Honestly, I had a great time, too. I thought it was hilarious until the end when I got more drunk and things got more malicious. I sobered up and felt like a real dick.
I never really mean anything personal when I'm shitty to other anons. At the end of the day, we're not really spraying spaghetti at each other as people, but as anons. Bringing up IRL shit, however, felt kinda gay and shitty afterwards, especially being on an image board. Similar to what you said about your argument with your brother; we all have our standards that we hold ourselves to after a certain point.

It feels good to bury the hatchet. Now let's wait for the usual suspects the express their obsessive love of cock so that we may revel in questioning their sexuality, like old times. Cheers! /)
Anonymous
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No.5560
>>5559
>expressive love of
Gonna have to oppose that one. It was fun for laughs for a while, but recent admissions have confirmed my suspicions; what appears a laughable proclivity to fixate on IS the result of a maladaptive process, leaving unresolved content.
It was fun while hypothetical, but shit just got real. Im gonna play it cool for a while with exception, unrelated to anything ITT
Anonymous
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No.5561
'maladaptive' putting it lightly
Anonymous
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No.5563
Redesigning characters is hard but rewarding, and fascinating. So many choices and tradeoffs to make. I remember when I was a kid, I used to talk about games like some Sonic fans. "What were these idiotic maniacs thinking when they made this game so bad on purpose?! That's the only way they could make something this bad! Don't they understand the downsides inherent in the creative choices they made? Why would they make choices I don't like? Why didn't they consult anyone smart enough to tell them these ideas wouldn't work? Do they just hate Sonic or something? Are they TRYING to make everyone see Sonic as a joke? Why do they do it wrong instead of doing it right?". It is necessary and healthy to criticize large companies but I wasn't doing it healthily. Then again I was a literal child at the time.
But growing over the years and getting into game development makes me appreciate effort and ambition when it's there. And if there's one thing the Sonic franchise needs to get back, it's ambition. I used to FUCKING LOATHE SONIC BOOM WITH THE INTENSITY OF TEN THOUSAND SUNS (just kidding, I was looking forward to Boom until it looked shit and then I was unhyped for it and didn't buy it. Tv show was fun though). But looking back, even though the games were shit, it's a miracle they turned out as good as they did. It could have been so much worse. It could have been half assed and phoned in but they really tried to make their take on Sonic distinct even with rhe elderly backwards gigaboomers of SEGA doing their thing. They really tried to make a good forgettable bland kid's game even Little Timmy can beat, even if adults would naturally find it dull and devoid of depth(would it have killed them to add stylish combat normally unused by Little Timmy, and an unlockable Hyper Hard difficulty mode that requires it?). There's something beautiful in ambition. The Sonic Boom redesigns were pretty dumb, the excessive sports tape where it did nothing reminded one of mummy bandages. Sonic looks overdesigned in any human clothes, and his proportions don't fit into them like Bugs Bunny's do. In the general consciousness, even if you don't remember what colour Sonic's arms or eyes are, he's naked. Not running around in clothes like some Sonic knockoff. Bugs Bunny has been seen in clothes often enough for people to get used to the idea but Sonic looks overdressed in a jacket even if he is literally pantsless. And maybe they went too far with making Knuckles buff. They probably went too far there, making him slightly taller and buffer than Sonic would probably be enough.
But they still tried to introduce more variation into Sonic's character designs. They had the chance to redesign the cast of Sonic and instead of just giving them a few accessories they said "Let's do our best to do something unusual wirh these characters". They even gave duller colours to NPCs so the main cast would stand out more, and that's something Sonic Forces didn't do. Perhaps it chose not to do that to make brightly coloured Sonic characters blend in with the borderline NFTs that make up Forces's world.
Sonic Boom designs aren't perfect. But it certainly turned out better than that movie studio's first attempt at redesigning Sonic. Everyone who saw that hated it intensely. But Sonic Boom just looked mildly silly at worst. Sometimes I wonder what FIM Boom would look like. The memer says "sports tape and longer legs also AJ looks like their take on Knuckles" but they'd have a completely different set of design philosophies redesigning FIM characters to look less like you started with the cookie cutter mold and then drew their hair and tails on top, while still keeping the characters recognizable. The character design variation in Them's Fighting Herds makes me wonder what it would look like if Lauren Faust was allowed to use such variation when designing the Mane Six. Big The Cat and Vector The Crocodile don't look like typical Sonic characters, but they still look like Sonic characters, even though their species and character identity is so prominent in their design. But some Sonic characters are designed to look like Sonic characters first and their species second.
Anonymous
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No.5564
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>>5559
If you want to see cock, check out Splitter and Refractor, the two new offerings from Bad Dragon! These dildo ovipositor things are ready to really make you feel like a black Hedgehog. Hedgehog? That's right, I'm kidding. These aren't Bad Dragon dildos. They are alien laser weapons in Shadow The Hedgehog. I can overlook the name Splitter, but "Refractor"? Like the refractory period? They knew exactly what they were doing.
Anonymous
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No.5567
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>"Arkham? Is that a Batman refefence?"
No, it's a Lovecraft reference.
>"Woah, is this a Future Trunks/Silver The Hedgehog ripoff?"
No, it's ripping off Terminator 2.
>"this is just like the horcruxes in Harry Potter-"
Nothing in Harry Potter is original, see The Worst Witch, Discworld, Groosham Grange, Eleanor Estes' The Witch Family first published in 1960. The 1986 movie Troll, and more. The concept of a videogame respawn point was hardly rare at the time of writing though it likely ripped off the Liches and their Phylacteries from DND, which probably took its inspiration from Koschei the Deathless who hid his soul in a needle, put the needle in an egg, and escalated from there.
Why does pop culture forget the origins of copied things once the copies are copied? If I see one more NPC claim anything with the Philosopher's Stone is ripping off Harry Potter, I'll have a fucking stroke.
Anonymous
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No.5568
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Anonymous
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No.5569
>>5567
>Why does pop culture forget the origins of copied things once the copies are copied?
Because pop culture is the antithesis of high culture.
Anonymous
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No.5570
>>5567
Because most people don't really have enough general culture knowledge to know where the philosohper's stone comes from, nor do they really care to research it, they just take it at face value.
Everyone is like this, to some degree so it's pointless to be mad at people for not knowing something.

As an example, how many people know that dynamite contains nitroglicerine?
And how many people know that TNT and dynamite are two unrelated things?
Or that TNT sticks and black gunpowder are also two unrelated things?

I'm using these three well known explosives as an example, because most people know TNT, dynamite and gunpowder.
Anonymous
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No.5582
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>put Tiananmen Square documentary on TV
>women aged 20 to 50 pull out their phones and candy crush
Women do not deserve the right to vote.
Anonymous
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No.5583
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>>5582
This.
Anonymous
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No.5584
>>5583
Little stickmen are shooting and killing each other onscreen and the fucking whore is playing candy crush and then some game where you slide numbers around on a 4x4 grid to combine them.
Anonymous
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No.5585
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>>5567
>"Woah, is this a Future Trunks/Silver The Hedgehog ripoff?"
>No, it's ripping off Terminator 2.
Both were published/aired the same year tho, kinda sus
Anonymous
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No.5586
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>>5585
DBZ and Terminator I mean
Anonymous
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No.5587
>>5586
Oh fuck the matrix is glitching. Maybe we're in the Injectorverse and a Code Holder died.
Future Trunks first appears in chapter #331 The Young Boy of Mystery (謎の少年, Nazo no Shōnen), published in Weekly Shōnen Jump magazine on July 15, 1991. But Terminator 2 was first released in USA on 16 August 1991.
How the fuck did this happen? Future Trunks has the exact same hairstyle as young John Connor!
Maybe the author saw Terminator 1 and ripping it off caused the result to resemble T2 through sheer coincidence, and maybe the Toriyama saw adverts of T2 featuring the boy and stole the hair from there? Was that hairstyle normal back then?

Anyway I thought of something... You know that meme about a lobotomized woman who's legally an object used as a breeding tool? The thought of producing one intentionally sounds fucked up.
What if an alien race produced those naturally while also producing normal offspring in greater numbers?
If an alien race gave birth to several of their own species at once per pregnancy, always producing one "Runt" per "litter" and that runt is basically designed to serve this purpose upon growing old enough and cannot survive without being cared for like a houseplant or beloved pet, would that be fucked up or what?
Anonymous
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No.5592
In The Simpsons, Moe runs Moe's Tavern. But every time Bart Simpson pranks him, he wants to be a Bart-ender!
Anonymous
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No.5593
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>be shitting in someone else's home
>they have crap paper that tears in your hand unless you double it up
>overhear fucktarded phone conversation because all retards think you need to yell into a phone like you want the neighbour's opinion
>faggot in expensive "drip" fashion desperately seeking the approval of others gets insulted by his own mother for mishandling funds and not leaving his target amount of money in the bank this month
>faggot keeps grasping at straws to avoid taking responsibility for poor financial decisions
>she uselessly shames him and whines woe-is-meisms instead of trying to help him by discussing budgeting plans, self control strategies, separate debit cards for food and luxuries, etc
>"food is getting more expensive, do you want me to starve?" Asked the fag who spent hundreds on overpriced clothes he didn't need this month, same as most months
>"why dont we tax the rich more? They should pay their fair share!" Cried the retard in pewdiepie merch
>still be shitting, unable to correct political ignorance because I don't want to yell from the shitter
>"I should just kill myself if I can't do what I want!"
>raise eyebrow, he moves on immediately when told not to be silly
>"But I sell my clothes sometimes and buy more clothes, so it's not a waste!" Said the boy who doesn't make a profit from selling clothes second hand
And it just keeps going and going! It never fucking stops! And I'm not talking about me, I've been shitting normally ever since I changed my diet for the better. Okay there was that period where too much protein made shitting painful so I toned it down. It was such a gay conversation condensed into the time it takes a real man to shit like he's got something to prove to God. But apart from that...
FAGS ARE GAY.
Anonymous
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No.5594
5597 5599
motorcyclemarepussy.jpeg
>>5593
You sound like you need a break from the faggotry, Anon. Buy an old cruiser motorcycle, micro dose lsd, and slowly ride through the deserted roads of the American Southwest. Choose the mechanical mare, friend. See you on the road.
Also, I hate shitting in other people's homes, too. It's always very intense and it kicks my ultra male instincts into overdrive. Like, I could snap and go crazy at anyone who dares to spook me. I always like to have a piece of 180 grit sandpaper to wipe my ass with afterwards because it really adds a nice edge to the wild adrenaline rush I get from giving someone the customary upper decker. Fully erect and primed for combat the entire time due the endorphins, of course. Really gets me in the mood to do some ultra violence. People never really know just how close they are to death when I poop in their vicinity. That's how real Aryan men shit - with primal authority and murderous intent.
Anonymous
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No.5597
5598
>>5594
Haha, nice. I wish I could afford a motorcycle. Even a bike would do. But not a gay one. A fast one. Something that defiantly cries freedom over wind resistance's roar.

Sometimes when I write I feel stopped by the thought "I can't put that in my work, that's someone's fetish". Is this normal?
A scene where someone deals with quicksand, or hunger, or sickness... there are fetishes for that. Fetishes for sneezing. Fetishes for thirst. A character searching for footprints? Some karen's going to say I'm horny for feet. I can't make a character awkwardly stare at the feet of another character, unable to meet her gaze, or karens will say I want to fuck feet or my character wants to fuck feet. Nobody can piss or shit themselves or vomit or get drunk or some sicko in the audience will get hard. There are people with fetishes for ant bites. Not tiny tits, literal insect bites. If it exists, someone out there has a fetish for it, even if it's something epenistomologically divorced from sex entirely like gambling on a diarrhea sneeze and betting it all on white only to land on brown, or that thing where somebody lands parachuting and the chute falls on them or gets them stuck in trees. Perverted women get off on periods and talking about them in inappropriate places. I know about all this shit, someone showed me the list of fetishes and his blocklist on some furry porn site. For him to look around safely and appreciate the high quality paintings on that site without having his eyeballs assaulted with shitting dick nipples, he has to block a fucking colossal set of words and phrases and slang terms you would never think anyone would draw even at gunpoint. Remember that scene in Hellsing Abridged where some baddie threatened to fuck wounds? Wound fucking is a tag on porn sites because sickos out there like it.
Anonymous
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No.5598
5600
>>5597
>I wish I could afford a motorcycle.
You probably can. You can find loads of serviceable bikes for under $2k if you're willing to travel to get it.
>But not a gay one.
Then make sure not to listen to any of the oldfags-gone-tranny on /o/. They're both gay and stupid and they like gay and stupid shit.
For real though, you might have a great time if you try something new and shed away from all the background faggotry. The mechanical mare will give you freedom.
>Is this normal?
Not really. I think you're being way too paranoid. Most people don't have bizarre fetishes and you shouldn't compromise on making what you want because some weirdo might get off on it. Nobody would write anything if they thought that way. I mean, there are even giga chads creeps out there that are into cartoon horses, but I wouldn't let it stop me from making what I want to make!
Anonymous
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No.5599
>>5594
Whenever I enter a stranger's home, I usually take a shit in their bathroom to establish dominance. I don't know about you guys, but whenever I take a shit I like to completely disrobe and squat on top of the toilet seat like a Slav in order to achieve maximum Challenger-1986-level explosive power.

It's important when shitting in a stranger's home to make as much noise as is humanly possible, not only the obvious sorts of noises, but also loud shouts, grunts, and primal screams. The purpose of this is to create a tangible battle aura that can be felt throughout the residence. This will not only identify you to the other occupants as an alpha male worthy of respect, it will also purge the house of evil spirits. If the mirror setup is conducive to it, I also like to flex my arms and admire my physique like Patrick Bateman while I'm taking a shit. Oftentimes, I will look my reflection in the eye and offer myself loud words of encouragement in between primal screams.

When I'm finished, I usually take a complete 30-minute shower while continuing to scream words of encouragement to myself in the mirror. Only when my personal grooming ritual is complete do I refasten my pants and step out into the hall. I usually wait an additional 30 minutes before putting my shirt back on, unless the person whose house I'm visiting is particular about their furniture.
Anonymous
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No.5600
5601 5605
>>5598
Yeah, you're right! Worrying about what projecting perverts will say about you is stupid. Can you believe projecting perverts called the big boobies in my game "fetishistic"? They don't even grow or jiggle! She just has tits because the bigger the boobs, the more of her character design gets covered by something.

Remember that moment in final fantasy X where you make the arduous trek up that mountain with minimal save points, and it exhausts you and your characters? By the time it's over, the relief almost compares to encountering a landmark when hiking, a sign that you've made it far and this path doesn't stretch on forever. It'a all artificial but it was a brilliant design choice. I never get that feeling in Pokemon because Pokemon is not really a good RPG. It doesn't blend story and gameplay well and it lacks a story good enough to excuse this even when the authors think 80 hours of bloated nothing dialogue deserve to be mandatory. You aren't going on an adventure with your Pokemon, you are watching a movie and sometimes unpausing it. Pokemon will never force you to keep moving straight on a one way path that only gets harder outside of fangames and intentionally restricts access to healing, Fly/Teleport/Dig, and so on. There are always ways to return home for easy healing and the series is too easy for your healing item stash to ever run low in or out of combat. You can grind infinitely for EXP and little is done to forbid overlevelling a starter and disregarding the game'a "complex" mechanics. Access to infinite resources in return for time makes the game a question of how much time you are willing to waste. And there are clown consoomers who claim I am violating Pokemon or their pokemon experience by reducing the grind in my games. Fuck that. Grind is a symptom of bad design and reused content and padding. Nobody would be impressed if a Mario remake forced you to replay every level two to four times before you Level Up and can move on. Nobody would be impressed if you needed an unknown number of coins collected to be able to overcome each enemy without speedrunner glitch strats but collecting too many coins made the game unplayably easy. Making most gamea more like a RPG can be used to intelligently drip feed the player positive feedback for playing correctly and experiencing 100% content instead of skipping vital shit or it can be used to justify content reuse and introduce unreactable uncontrollable bullshit randomness and poor user experience where it never belonged. Imagine a puzzle game where your solution is only accepted if your Puzzle Level is high enough and only repeating previously solved puzzles can raise that level! Pokemon should be fully evolved and level capped at lv50 (perhaps even lv30?) and you should hit that level by the time you are ready for your first gym in an open world game where the gym leaders are real challenges and grinding cannot give you cheats to make the game easier. As a kid I could endure grinding because my options and freedoms were restricted heavily, but as an adult grinding makes me think of the more productive shit I could do instead. Chad games like Doom Eternal and Devil May Cry make you git gud. Chad competition in competitive fighters makes you git gud. baby games like the gayest mobile games use your time wasted on them as a badge of honour and artificially extend it by gating progression through content designed to ensnare you, not entertain you or teach you. Lifting a barbell one million times will make you buff. You will outlive the faggot who killed one million Zigzagoon on Route 1 with his 6 Zigzagoon so Pickup can RNG grind for expensive ingame items in a fangame/romhack that felt like gating items and services behind the grind.
Anonymous
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No.5601
5602
>>5600
So, you claim there is nothing lurid, nor fetishistic, nor tittilating about your decision to put enormous boobs on your character, and you're citing that the boobs dont grow or jiggle as evidence to support that position? Please, post a pic of the character and let the audience decide if theres nothing to it.
Anonymous
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No.5602
5603
>>5601
The moderators of the pokemon fansite rejected it but I think I forgot to post it here when I completed it. https://youtu.be/40vrAZKpV8o
Anonymous
a82b8ec
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No.5603
Screenshot_20220609-210802_DuckDuckGo.jpg
>>5602
Huh. Apparently you have come up with more than one ridiculously big-tittied charachter. Nothing to read into that Im sure.
No, I was talking about the bunny girl, not the pokemon mod girl. Still, nothing sus about those titties, and only a fetishist would see anything in them.
Anonymous
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No.5604
5606
Oh wait, that IS a bunny girl.
I meant the platformer bunny girl, not the pokemon bunny girl. How many ridiculously tittied bunny girls have you inserted btw? Nothing to read into tho, its perfectly normal.
Anonymous
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No.5605
5606
>>5600
>Can you believe projecting perverts called the big boobies in my game "fetishistic"?
No, I couldn't possibly see why. Those titties totally aren't abnormal.
>YT channel
I mean this in the nicest possible way, but we'd be exploring alien solar systems if we could use your autism as an energy source. ...And that's really saying something since /mlpol/ is already a swirling vortex of autism.
Anonymous
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No.5606
5607
>>5604
Oh you meant the Rivals girl with the sword-sword sword! Progress on her is coming along nicely. Professor Wisteria's supposed to be part fox fakemon.
I knew I should have perched that fakemon on her shoulder like a parrot but I didn't want it fighting for attention with the rest of her.
>>5605
Motivation... it's a hell of a drug. My sleep schedule is a roulette wheel and sometimes it lands on gold.
Did you know I designed a card game as a child, when I didn't own Yugioh or Pokemon cards but I saw some episodes of the show and extrapolated from there? Made the crap out of paper with a pen. No scissors, so I folded paper and tore it.
I even designed the game to work in single player. Designated "villain archetypes" are designed to flowchart on autopilot, they drew one card per turn and each was designed to autotrigger optimally for the archetype. This solves the "nothing stops the player of single player card games from making things easier on himself by choosing to make the villain make suboptimal plays", I saw a youtube series on card games and it turns out this is something a fucking huge card game years later didn't think of. Hero Decks for the players were designed to be used in various combinations and provide options a human can choose from while Villain Decks are designed to autopilot and summon big beatstick. I'm not going to say my game was perfect, the monsters were hardly unique and the art was shit and all enemy archetypes devolved into "summon big number of big numbers and attack for game" but it's funny that yugioh somewhat devolved into that anyway. I had all these homemade cards, and my mother fucking hated them. Every time she searched my room and found scraps of paper in my drawers, no matter what was drawn on them, she would rage because "paper doesn't belong there" and "your drawers are messy if they are not empty" and "ripped paper belongs in the bin" and "notebooks aren't real notes" and "why the fuck are you making random symbols on this paper is this some kind of secret code?" and "don't draw that character he's not fucking real" and "don't draw people, you're not good at it and I'm not paying for art lessons and you probably wouldn't listen to them anyway" and "if I knew you were going to entertain yourself with paper why did I buy that family sized TV" (as if she didn't buy it for herself, as if I had any say in what she spent her money on or what it showed when she wanted to watch something). Dad was the same faggotish way. Desperate to invent excuses to be upset enough to start guilt slinging and whining about how cruel God was for giving him a kid that liked preparing his underwear inside his pants to make putting them on marginally quicker. The kind of people who forced their kids to hang dried clothes up in the messy thorn infested "garden" because someone slapped my parents whenn they were kids one time long ago for not doing hanging up wet washing. Irrational faggots full of tard rage desperate to get mad over fucking something, anything, no matter how small. Abnormality was not to be tolerated unless the TV told them to fetishize it. The kind of people who got mad at their kids for wearing shirts they didn't like but gave no indication of what the right shirts were. They wanted everything their way even if it was wrong and they couldn't tolerate any disruption from what they wanted to happen even if their actions had no way of influencing causality positively. If they decided things worked a certain way, they expected reality to change to suit them, and they hated God because he didn't bend over backwards to please them. Dad was the kind of faggot who drove dangerously on the road and screamed about other drivers driving dangerously like him (or rarely, even worse) but most of all he screamed when they allowed him to make things dangerous by not going out of their way to accomodate his reckless narcissistic driving style. You will find a better understanding of cause and effect and probability and the real world in a gachaniggerfaggot who wastes his gibsmedats on jpeg gambling, or cardboard jpeg gambling, while whining about monkey jpeg purchasing which I also hate but the hypocrisy there is funny. I fucking swear, sometimes those retarded narcissistic normie parents of mine seemed to have anti-autism. They used to think turning on the cooker would make the water coming out of the tap unsafe to drink while the cooker was active and it did not. When they had money they felt the urge to waste it as quickly as possible before they wasted it on something dumber. They're weird but in ways that makes them function worse as intellectual individuals. They don't follow their own logic, or real logic, they just make shit up on the fly and expect others to pretend it makes sense while picking up their slack. Instead of liking when things are rational and orderly therefore being different from the norm or not giving a shit about norms they were just abnormally awful and thought their made up belief of the week mattered more than reality. Msitua, they had severe fucking Msitua. The world will be a better place when they invent a drug that cures Msitua and every narcissistic boomer has to take it until they can pass cognitive tests. Then again my narcissistic sociopathic mother was somehow certified sane. So maybe the tests aren't working and wouldn't work in that situation. I hate my parents because they molested and abused me. But if they didn't molest or abuse me I would still hate them for being annoying irrational petty little bitches. I forgot where I was going with this.
Anonymous
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No.5607
>>5606
*notebooks aren't real books
Anonymous
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No.5608
5609
Kanto in pokemon is homosexual. No intelligent world design, just grass and dirt roads and sometimes water. Barely 100 pokemon in the wild to obtain and you still see repeats clogging up routes with what feels like 0.0001% encounter rates.
Anonymous
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No.5609
5610
>>5608
It was also the first region of Pokemon. Naturally it had it's own problems that were improved upon in later editions.
Anonymous
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No.5610
>>5609
I know it was the first. And not the worst Pokemon generation. It just bugs me when the nostalgia blind call it perfect. Graphical limitations of the time certainly played a role in keeping this world visually simple and filling it with loadscreens. And whose idea was it to gate fossilmon behind a location you can only access if your team already has a water pokemon to use Surf? And the fucking port of Vermillion is land locked unless you decide to interpret the bike road as a bridge that can retract or rise. In the end revamping Kanto too much would take away from what makes it Kanto.
Nothing makes you learn the value of subtractive design like a minimalist challenge. I think just one button of my character can make him bullshit blazing. Bur for the hell of it... Let's give him 4.
Anonymous
05f1423
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No.5611
God fucking damn it, Sega.

On a scale of 1 to 10, "this game we spent 5 years on is actually a beta test for the idea of open world sonic zones in Sonic Adventure 3, so please buy this if you want sonic adventure 3" is a new fucking low for desperate embarassing little Sega.

They know fans want SA3. So they try to tie it into this. They knew fans wanted Mania, so they tried to tie Mania to Forces. They knew fans wanted Sonic 4 in the style of S3+K, so they tied Sonic Mobile Game shovelware to the name.

I would be fine with another dogshit game to not buy. Haven't bought one of them in a long time. It wouldn't bother me if Sega's new game was bad. Just another disappointment in the string of disappointments. Five years for this? That makes it funnier. But then they had to go and make it unfunny. That choice to market it as "a beta test for SA3 concepts" disgusts me. The copium-huffing megacorpo apologists desperately trying to shill for this game and dismiss criticism are eating good tonight. Easy to be hyped for a game that doesn't exist and might never exist. You get to fantasize about what it might be, before Sega snaps you back to reality by showing you what you are going to pay for and enable more of by supporting Sonic Team's minimal effort policy.

I don't want to be too harsh on Sega as a whole because I respect their policy on allowing fangames to exist instead of sadistically C+D'ing them right before they release like Nintendo. But holy shit! It's a new low for the company that makes me and everyone else who ever liked this franchise embarassed to say we like the Sonic series or even Sonic characters, because they are associated with dogshit games and the dumbest mistakes this company ever made. If it wasn't for the impressive Sonic fangames I would hesitate to admit I ever liked Sonic.

Bronies have the famous weirdos and iceberg trivia videos but none compare to the infamy of Chris-Chan. And if you don't know enough Sonic to know about Chris-Chan, you know enough about Sega to know they cannot make good Sonic games, because you saw clips of the games glitching in ways that would be unacceptable for low budget amateur unpaid indie fangames. Children doing their best for free would be laughed at for making anything as janky as Sega's worst games. The last good Sonic game was S3+K, Mania was made by fans smarter than anyone at Sega. More passionate. More driven. More kmowledgeable about what makes a videogame good or bad.

Smug consoomers love to ask "Do you really know more about what makes Sonic work than Sega/Sega's chosen?" with the tone they use for saying "Do you really know more about medicine than the experts?". But those guys literally outsource the labour of thinking and making their own choices to megacorporations and governments and consider free thinkers foolish for not doing the same.

Sonic Adventure 3 isn't a game. It isn't a piece of software any company can produce. It's an idea that exists in the heart. Fangames made with the heart, and the desire to accomplish and perfect the ambitious things Sonic Adventure 1 and 2 tried to achieve are Sonic Adventure 3 where it counts, no matter what they are called. If it has good 3d movement, it's Sonic Adventure 3 where it counts... in the heart.
Anonymous
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No.5612
I hope that guy who used to draw a Squidward nose on my OC's old design is still around. When researching religions I found out about the jewish sephiroth neon genesis evangelion tree thingy and it reminded me of the old star constellation mark design.
The jew star has 5 points. I think I'll redesign my oc's symbol so the ten stars have 4 points.
4 pointed stars don't represent anything gay, right?
Anonymous
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No.5613
Mobile gaming is profitable because predatory psychological manipulation is so effective on people.
The dumbest people are particularly weak to it.
It's one thing to lock content behind paywalls. It's understandable if the game is free. But RNG paywalls? That's inexcusable.
The more profitable predatory mobile scamgames get, the more companies will be tempted to create scammy scummy mobile games or reshape their games to include predatory mobilegame scam mindfucks.
Gacha whales literally make the gaming industry worse by giving money to companies who design their games to psychologically manipulate the vulnerable and the stupid.
Those who spend money on mobile games are enabling the industry's worst practices. They should be viewed with suspicion and disgust. Or pity if their worst impulses are exploited to make them pay up.
But those who defend this predation?
Unforgiveable. Inexcusable. Dirt a dog shat on has more value than any soulless consoomer who would say "I'm having fun with my gacha game so shut up" or "psychological shit doesn't affect me because I only spend money when I want to or have to" or "just let people enjoy things" or "lmao i don't care about my money because I have so much of it but I would rather die than give it to charity".
Dirt cats shit on has more value than any gacha defender combined. What Jew would enable the psychological abuse this industry intentionally inflicts on the disabled, the young, the elderly, and anyone else vulnerable for any other reason.
Hell, even playing these games without paying is pretty fucking gay since you're giving in to your RPGfag urge to grind for meaningless rewards, inflating the playerbase and making it seem psychologically valuable for other players to pay for advantages over you.
Any game with gacha could remove RNG from payment to remove the scummy scam and nothing valuable to the core experience would be lost. No game needs to gate progression behind RNG of any kind unless it is trying to Skinner Box you to some degree.
A free game where you pay for things? Where you pay for gems to spend on things? Where you pay for gems to spend on boxes that might contain things and keys to open boxes? Where you spend money on gems in bullshit amounts, Diablo Immortal style, so you can either spend too much or too little and end up with too many gems left over or just enough gems for many rolls? Bullshit!
Any free game that makes its money some other way (ads, paid upgrades, skippable grind, paid conveniences, money-gated cosmetics, etc) could offer a Paid Version with all content included in the base game. And it would be on the developer to try and make the Paid Version seem appealing but not too appealing.
I know lootbox laws can be worked around. Instead of selling the Helmet Of Doom or selling 490 gems for 10 dollars or 1050 gems for 22 dollars and making the Helmet Of Doom cost 1000 gems, a scamgame could sell consumable keys (five dollars for three or ten dollars for a pack of 5) to let you into a limited time randomly generated dungeon where the enemies might spawn a Helmet Of Doom when killed. Or maybe a randomly generated dungeon with a chance to spawn an enemy who always drops the Helmet Of Doom when killed with the Sword Of Wind, sold separately for four dollars. Laws could be passed to legislate the obvious cases of bullshit and it would take court cases on an individual basis to financially punish any attempt to weasel around these laws. Then again some games don't even get a gambling warning on them if they pay enough, while other games have to remake or remove moments of fake gambling. That niggerball game got away with real gambling for real money and Pokemon had to remove the Game Corner for parodying gambling with imaginary money(payouts are few and the best way to get expensive pokemon is to purchase coins for them. Yeah, it's a Team Rocket operation).
Although if any government did get control over the content of games it would be used for political censorship. Or as a tool to keep the poor from doing something only the rich can do. Hell, I'm surprised "no skeletons lmao" China isn't trying to push their shit further. They already demanded Guilty Gear censor the names of countries China abused in the lore codex.
That shit Diablo Immortal does where you can pay for buffs that enhance you and your teammates, so some players kick teammates that aren't "paying enough to pull their weight"... That is utterly disgraceful. I would expect this in a joke game meant to mock gacha games.
Hell, the consumable Easy Fatality tokens in Mortal Kombat for sale seemed like something out of a parody game at the time.
When enough customers are pissed and their voices are not drowned out by valueless consoomers, the companies listen and tone down the abusive monetization levels but only when they think they have to. Dirt crying out "treat all gamers like dirt and I will support you" gets in the way.
It is hard to believe that once upon a time, governments thought pinball machines were gambling and wanted to ban them.
Streamers who market gambling and gacha to their audiences is just as disgusting whether the gambling is for Counter Strike shit or NFTs or gacha girls. Raid Shadow Legends can kiss my fucking ass.
I still remember the first time I saw a youtuber pissed that some gun game (COD? Battlefield? Something with helicopters and realistic humans) was selling guns in a FPS. He produced a sarcastic video where every new feature like "realistic graphics" and "new facial models" are followed up with hastily read fine print like "Realistic graphics sold separately" and "this guy costs extra".
The frog boils.
If enough people hate gachafags, and if gachafags feel too embarassed to defend their chosen beloved corporate abuser or admit they spend money on it, the frogboiling might slow, perhaps even stop.
At the very least, publishers and companies might hesitate to pivot from gaming to gachaxploitation.
Anonymous
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No.5620
God I fucking missed parties and game nights with friends. God I missed them. Missed the taste of party food, dumb jokes, commentary, gaming with the boys, everything. Even got to beta test my sonic shit with the lads. It's appealing to the hardcore and others. Very accessible, even for a disabled friend and someone with no significant fighting game experience or ability to motion input consistently or remember which direction is "forwards" after a crossup. Good thing my game uses Smash style simple motions. Friend's girl was able to play, went easy on the bullshit and allowed her a chance to learn the basics before I escalated into specials. Can't believe Street Fighter 6 has an easy mode now, also cant believe they didnt condense characters to a 4 button Light Medium Heavy Special layout like MVC2 for both control schemes. I might have gone too far in a few places with a certain original character donut steel, pro gamer friend found the jank and exploited it. Now that's a bug report. Thought I'd fixed the jank, turns out I had not. Fuck this I'm bringing back guard cancels. Have you ever been locked down in the corner for an infinite blockstring? Don't even need to mix at that point. Toning this down from what it was... I hope to town down the bullshit while still keeping the bullshit blazing. Can't lose that "a hyperactive fox dragon unicorn phoenix on caffeine coded this" energy, it's part of the sanic fighter's identity. Better name pending, I can't actually release this to the world as "Sanic Le Fighterz XD Erector's Cut". Fucking HUD like an expand dong meme windows 69 XP edition. Seemed funny at the time for a placeholder but now i'm getting attached to it.
Anonymous
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No.5621
5622
Balan Wonderworld? More like Bland-ass Blunderworst.
Anonymous
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No.5622
5626
>>5621
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0epNUJgGyE
Anonymous
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No.5626
>>5622
Damn straight. Simplicity is overrated. A child's block toy is simple. A children's book is simple... usually. But nobody praises kiddie stories for being simple and means it. If they did they would praise simpler gayer stories for being simpler. Plenty of great games have their creation funded by retarded companies that think simplifying their game will improve profits. But accessibility is the key, not simplicity.

Lord Of The Rings is accessible because children can read it and understand enough of it to appreciate it, even though smarter children and smarter adults will appreciate more of it. It is also inaccessible to those with short attention spans or little free time because of its length. And it is inaccessible to those prejudiced against fantasy because "hurr durr why should I care about bazbo bloppins and the magical moon elves of magictopia? My only exposure to fantasy is parodies of it and I think that's the fantasy genre's problem also i am gay and smelly and silly". But LOTR cannot become more accessible without losing something valuable. It is already a book you can read or have read to you. Similarly a fighting game is a game you can play or get played for you by your opponent, but not really because making bad choices that accomplish nothing except letting your opponent steamroll you is still a sequence of choices to make. But the intentionality... the point at which saying "I meant to do that" ceases to be a lie... to first develop intentionality you must understand what the buttons do. And motion inputs are one step too far from what videogames usually ask of you. Directional inputs are fine though. And "special button plus another button" are fine too, just like "aim down sights plus shoot". Fighting games aren't really about the specials or supers, they are about the interactions between two players, their choices, and their numbers. But gating specials and supers behind "cOmPlIcAtEd iNpUtS" makes the genre feel more inaccessible than it really is. My game seeks to help newcomers into the genre by making a real fighting game through minimalist accessibility.
Anonymous
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No.5627
5629
Reading Fallout Equestria's 600k words would take 103ish hours, and there are many retards who defend bad MMORPGs by saying "It gets good after 100 hours". That's the kind of free time some people have. Holy shit.
Anonymous
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No.5629
5634
>>5627
I think devs put bullshit grinds into games intentionally to sell DLC.
Weird how gaming doesn't get treated like other industries. Imagine buying a new car and being told that your radio will only work 70% of the time unless you either drive for a thousand hours or install the "bonus" software at a marginal fee of $5000. Lawsuits would be flying into the courts like niggers into a welfare line.
I hate modern gaming and fanboy gamers that enable dev bullshit so much. I seethe so very hard.
Anonymous
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No.5634
5635
>>5629
>I think devs put bullshit grinds into games intentionally to sell DLC.
They really do. Nothing put into Diablo Immortal to make more money was there accidentally. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o17lBUZgjTs

And this was not an accident. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FEUPzgis1eg

And this was not an accident. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=S_9QHGMfLO8

Not to mention the Power Creep DLCs seen in Fighting Games, where some new characters end up so strong there's talk of banning them, or as gimmicky mid-tiers whose gimmick you will only have experience dealing with (outside of tricks learned from youtube) if you buy the character to practice against in training mode or frequently fight someone who bought the character. Bardock invalidated so much of the cast when he was OP. Z Broly blocks my attacks with his face, 16 frame command grabs me unreactably, and laughs in my face before blowing me up with his zero effort super armour normals and multi supers. SSJ4 Goku gets 2 air dashes, excellent attacks, easy dragon balls, an instant kill gated by use of a taunt you can do many times per combo, and more. And then Labcoat 21 struts in sluttily with a 14 frame fullscreen beam that's just -3 when tiger kneed, a fucking OTG in a game that hates them, an unreactable command grab that nerfs the opponent and buffs her specials, and more. Teams made early in the game's life are nothing now because who would put Yamcha or Krillin or Piccolo or SSJ Goku or Hit or Tien on your team when DLC "blessed" us with the Blue Man Group and their bastard redheaded stepchildren?

Does SSJ Yellow Goku still have that slow as fuck nerfed 2M compared to his pallete swaps Blue Goku and Black Goku(not to be confused with Goku Black aka Pink Goku)?

The overpowered DLC fucks were just designed to be good, and easy. Like Luke from Street Fighter 5 who was designed to be a top tier, maybe the best character in the game. Don't get me started on Oro shit. I'm glad I never bought SFV. If you want to compete at a high level you need to pick these cheating god characters or get matchup experience against them, and you can't get that without the help of someone who bought them.

I wish fighting games took the League Of Legends approach only less bullshit. No grinding and no power for sale. A free to play fighting game, with rollback netcode and a proper fucking training mode at launch(plus guilty gear reload's god-tier replay function), where paid cosmetics are available for casual play but banned in tournament. Toss in a Pokken style customizable avatar with no effect on gameplay so items for that OC donut steel can cost cash. Perhaps a Player Home system where you can buy shit to decorate your house aka the way your Private Lobby works when inviting friends over or opening it up to others and giving out the password. No making me pay extra to make frame data visible (fuck you Tekken) or making me pay extra for a story mode or to give it a better ending or mini sequel, no bullshit power creep where the most expensive characters turn out to be the best and the final DLC ruins the game for everyone involved so everyone will want to move on to the next game when it comes out without these OP characters (fuck you Smash 4 Cloud and Bayonetta, fuck Elphelt and Johnny, fuck any OP bullshit Smash Ultimate DLCs I don't play smash any more, fuck Kokonoe from when she was bullshit, fuck Labcoat 21, and more).

If Nintendo could patch Melee they would sell us a Fire Emblem character who crushes 90% of the roster for free, has winning matchups against the top tiers, and makes Brawl Meta Knight look fair and balanced. Competitive melee would die overnight and everyone who misses games without... I don't fucking know Kellam? ...would preorder Smash VI for lacking Kellam only to drop it when they put him in again.
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>>5634
Hell, the video on Labcoat 21 missed shit. She's even better than the video makes her out to be. She deserved to be banned, even UI Goku Blanco at his most bullshit (aka on release, so people could purchase the power everyone at every tournament was forced to buy and use) wasn't this cancerous. https://www.dustloop.com/wiki/index.php?title=DBFZ/Lab_Coat_Android_21

I hope none of my Sonics ever get this bullshit broken.
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Naruto has a giant fox inside him and sometimes he's a girl, he's kissed a guy his age, he once bonded with another guy his age over the giant male things forced inside them when they were both babies, something deep inside them were once sucked out by older men, an old man fingered Naruto's ass, Naruto once had every inch of his body fingered by a guy his age, the power of male homosexuality helped Naruto seal away ninja jesus's evil mother, and it's still less gay than most animes because at least there's no oni-chan little sister libtard pandering lolishit. I described Naruto homosexually for fun but it was a bit gay at times. Still not as gay as some animes. The leftist fetish for androgyny stems from their immense pedophilia and state of arrested mental development. Physical differences between men and women upset the delusion that their kink for prettyboy popstar men and ugly girly men and incompetent toxic mannish women is better than normalcy, this is part of why they hate healthy tomboy gfs and bikini armour for strong female characters upset them. The other part is their hatred for beauty. Small children are to be protected. Anime shouldn't try to pander to democrats with brain damaged childish characters who will look young forever and be young forever. If an adult character looks like a small character that's tragic for her, because only perverts will be into that. Anime characters should have huge fucking tits. That's how you know they're mature. Also I like tits. Tits are better than asses. That thing where you can see the peak of a woman's thighs thanks to her low cut jeans/skirt/whatever is also better than ass. What are those officially called? I have heard them called cum gutters and vagina bones.But that sounds too lewd to be the technical term. Anyway media will only get more horny as society's tolerance for horniness grows. So some healthy media should find a way to be intensely horny in a healthy way. Perhaps more healthy wholesome families with countless offspring and no gay sitcom "life sucks for large families" lies. Perhaps more wholesome love stories where offscreen sex is implied to happen often and last practically forever once the couple gets together. Sex jokes except instead of "your mom's a whore" and "I fucked your mom" it's "Your aunt's a childless cat lady with over 300 sexual partners and none of them thought she was worth a damn" and "Tell your mom I can't do this any more, I have a wife now, and kids".

Also Eggman is retarded and nobody ever talks about this but he's really on a downward spiral mentally. In SA1 he fires a missile into Station Square when he is very close to Station Square. When it fails to explode he flies over to detonate it in person. SA2, he blows up a big chunk of the moon when he could have held Earth at gunpoint and said "Surrender now or I blow up most of earth in a few hours and keep firing until the survivors tell me I'm in charge of Earth now". He fucked the world up in Advance 3. And he seems to think ancient deities, uncontrollable robots, magic relics, and living superpowered beings almost on par with Sonic are toys he can play with unsafely.

What's your favourite Eggman Moment?
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Not sure why ID changes sometimes. I blame the dogshit wifi extenders in my house. Anyway does my backstory ever seem unrealistically awful when it comes to my parents? They were child molestors, so they were cunts. And they were also cunts for reasons unrelated to the way they'd jack me off or make me dance naked or make me watch degenerate shit with them. If they were characters in a book I'm sure some editor would feel the urge to say "It seems excessive for them to be both child molestors and retards who also hate kittens, puppies, small children, books, freedom, sunshine, love, whites, and productive hobbies" but anyone who's been in those sorts of situations can tell you people willing to be awful in huge ways for fun won't think twice about being awful in small ways for fun. They were pure fucking evil.
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https://www.etsy.com/listing/821208063/george-floyd-funko-pop-custom-trippie
OP finally got his wish
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No.5660
The truth is like glass. If you can't see it, change your point of view. And if you don't think it exists, you will walk into glass walls.
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Seems the primary appeal of gay emoshit is the self indulgent ego-comforting way they pretend misery is something unavoidable and tragic, and never a consequence of a nihilistic unhealthy lifestyle. Hell, the media tries to glorify it, sell it as something that makes you special. People can be sad for many reasons but this media pretends it's an inevitable fact of life that makes the unhealthy better people than the healthy. Stronger. Healthier. Deadlier. "If you have no reason to live, consoom product". Spoiled rich boys pretending they have it hard, pretending they're oppressed, pretending their misery makes them special, pretending their nihilism and sloth are consequences of unavoidable unconquerable misery inherent to the human experience as they lie about being dangerous or preach the "virtues" of lacking virtue. Born to die, world is a fuck, parodies are better than the real thing because they aren't trying to sell you a product, they're mocking the corpos out to sell you a lie packaged with the trash music. As someone raised in a shit place I know how tempting it can be to give up on life. But holy shit, this sort of big corpo feels-media shit makes me embarassed to say I have ever felt anything.
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Guys is it a bad sign if your woman's crying in her room and doesn't want you to go in and try to make her feel better, even though her faggot parents are the ones who made her cry?
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>>5673
Don't think so. Just let her have her time to herself. Make a nice dinner or a comfy pizza night with movie or something so she has something good to come to once she is done thinking about her troubles. She will talk about it if she feels she is ready. The best you can do is create an environment fully devoid of any problems or reminders of the trouble she might have with her parents. Be the /comfy/ zone that is all about you two and not about anything else in the world. But this is just what I think is best not claiming I know the answer.
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>>5567
Bet if I wrote about a robot-maker named "Dr Link" with a robot named "Adam" and a dog named "Terry", most readers would say "omg this is a Doctor Light from Mega Man and Link from Legend of Zelda and Terry Bogard from Smash reference! And the robot's literally Mega Man or the biblical Adam from The Simpsons! Also this is a reference to Will Smith movie I Robot or something by Issac Asimov, whoever that is!". No idea that I got this from Eando Binder's "I, Robot" after hearing about it in a youtube video essay.
>>5674
Giving her space before inviting her to the maximum comf zone was a genius idea. I felt like I needed to rush in and be there for her in the moment even though I had no idea what to say. But this works too. I made an adorable pillow and blanket fort for her atop our bed and put away all the clocks and turned off the alarms, leaving our phones outside. No distractions. No annoying noises from her phone.

Fuck her phone.

Holy fucking shit her phone noises are annoying. Practically anti-ASMR. Does that already exist? Obnoxious sounds to hurt the ear and soul? Probably exists. Probably has its fans.

I think I could write a good romance story now, because I get it. Romance and people are still confusing. But this woman is fundamentally good so she doesn't hate me for months if I misunderstand things. As a teen I fantasized about the sort of person I might end up with and the sort of things we might do, but those fantasies were just the fantasies of a horny isolated depressed raped person doing his best. It's hard to describe how fantasies slip away when you encounter someone real and care about her in ways you never thought you could. I don't want to do anything perverse with her because fuck perversion. I remember being terrified I would be unable to love anyone. Terrified flashbacks of my parents sexually abusing me would get in the way of my capacity to fuck. I want to reclaim all of my sexuality and draw my OC with his cock out, nude and unashamed. But I don't want people to think I'm a pervert. And I don't want people flooding inappropriate places with that image. What should I do?
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No.5683
>>5673
You got a Girlfriend?
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I don't know what the point of the mask is. But I am taking it off.
The truth is it does not bug me that whatshername's comic ideas fucking sucked when I knew her. I also sucked at stuff when I knew her. We weren't experienced pros in the industry. Talking about what I didn't like about her comics distracted me from her and helped me cope with the regret. I felt lonely when I talked to her. Lonely and not listened to. She wasn't consistently unfair to me when it came to communicating and what she expected from me vs what I could expect from her. But she was often and I dom't think she ever realized. I'm not good at relationships or communication. I shouldn't blame myself for how she chose to be but maybe if I had grown a pair by the time I met her she would have respected my ideas instead of exclusively wanting me to be a fanboy. Or maybe having balls would have just pushed her away faster. She would ask me for input when she really wanted praise, and she would get mad at me if I didn't praise her enough or seemed fake when praising her or offered advice she didn't like hearing. I think the reason I said "plz watch this show like what you want to make" so often was... I wanted her to expand her horizons, read more than one book, rip off different things for a change. I wanted to think about what these shows did to flesh out their characters and pit them against meaningful challenges and not just make their protag a one note girl who's only special because of external factors like superpowers and blood. There were these other ideas she had for original things, but she preferred the circlejerk of nostalgia to anything new and challenging. Felt like she saw people primarily as the service or resource they provided but she felt little urge to seek out useful people, she felt eventually she would conveniently run into a complete set of all the men who could serve her and do all the work making her shows for her, but until then she collected people and talked more with those she thought she could get more out of. Sometimes had us talk and told us to plan out the process of making her show... as if a handful of guys she strung along and me could do that alone without money. I wish I was charismatic and convincing so I could help her see the potential in her ideas that weren't shoving degeneracy into kids media for the sake of seeming mature and edgy. I had shit taste back then. Maybe if I had better taste I could have shown her better shows and they would have helped her. I haven't talked to her for a long time. I hope she is doing okay but checking her social media accounts would be cringe. I know how she was raised isn't my fault. But if I wasn't retarded I would know what to say to help her. She wanted attention but didn't respect me enough to think I was anything. Did I ever matter to her? Maybe if I was cooler she would value what I said. Maybe if I knew more about writing I could have offered better help. In videogames it's so fucking easy to fix people's mental problems. You just talk to them long enough and pick the obviously right options and they get better. I thought I was saying the right things with her but our conversations never seemed to go anywhere that resulted in a meaningful positive change for either of us. No matter how hard I tried with what she seemed to want whether it was advice put nicely or praise or a retarded speech about doing your best and never giving up it never resulted in any positive change. I wanted to be a positive influence on her. But she'd be the same whiny wreck tomorrow crying on my shoulder because she's a grownup now and so sometimes she has to clean her room and change her clothes and do coursework on time and make sure she doesn't waste all her money on shopping for plastic shit only to be left with no money for the next shopping session and sometimes mommy seems quietly disappointed in her child but she's incurably female so she is unwilling to ask what she can do to try and turn her daughters life around for the better. The other artist woman I knew at the time treated me better. She never blew up on me or ghosted me for giving writing advice she asked for. She was a good person.
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No.5716
I want to thank all of you.
Even the critics.
Thank you all.
Even though I'm not a nazi, we can still talk about the bad jews/blacks/etc out to enslave/replace us. It's a fact that they're out to get us.
That Ponymon game turned out pretty great, right? Even though I only added a handful of ponies before release. I should release an update that adds at least 50 more ponies to the game, though I'm not sure which to add. I wonder if someone could beat all the Gym Leaders, or even Professor Wisteria herself, using only Ponymon. Though for now I'm waiting on Pokemon Gen 9 stuff to be added into Pokemon Essentials. It will probably add a ton of unbalanced idiocy to the games I'll have to rebalance or patch out like I removed RNG-based items and abilities, RNG-based bonus effects, the Z-Moves, and more.
Pokemon's fucking obsessed with scope creep. Gotta waste cash on the new gimmick to set the game apart from the last 3DS game and create the illusion of growth. Even if that literally means making your game's gimmick the illusion of growth... Only to squander the time+money-saving potential of the Dynamax gimmick by making Gigantimax forms.
Instead of wasting cash on gimmicks to scrap a year or two later, they should focus on the fundamentals. Like appealing animation and a less fundamentally broken battle system. I'm not asking for mainline games to reinvent the wheel with an Active Time Battle system, but maybe the power creep problem needs to be solved. Fighting games have tiers to rank the relative strength of characters, but only in Pokemon is it damn near impossible to beat the average OU or Uber team with an entire team of inferior mons if your "opponents" aren't friends playing dumb and talking shit in the chat for the sake of a youtube video.
You don't need realistic graphics, just appealing ones that don't look like reused 3DS models with lazy idle poses. One Piece used to have comically shit animation full of filler and then one day, somebody in charge said "Wait a minute, we're a fucking huge media property, why are we being so cheap on the biggest thing that sells our franchise?" and suddenly the animation got good. Pokemon's the biggest media franchise on the planet and they will never have that "Aha! My thumb was covering up several zeroes on our budget the whole time! I have more money than I thought! Let's spend more money on making our products good!" moment. Why would they ever change? It's not as if customers ever demand more loudly enough, when their voices are drowned out by loyal consoomerdrones at their troughs. Can't fucking believe there are consoomers defending Sonic Farces, the seizure-inducing Colours remake, and the new soulless Frontiers. To say it looks like a fangame would be an insult to fangames. It looks worse than the Mario demo where he's running in a field with stock assets and hyper realistic deer. Guess the best and brightest of Japan still can't crack the mystical esoteric secrets of "basic fucking physics". Still have to put boost pads and springs and grind rails everywhere to create the illusion of content in this empty soulless open world.
Where can Sonic go as a franchise after this? It's already gone open world, and that tends to be what franchises do when they're desperate. They've failed to innovate on Sonic and they've failed to figure out a functional foundation for 3D Sonic, 2D Sonic, any kind of Sonic. The best Sonic game in decades was made by fans, the worst Sonic games in decades besides the linear boost2win rehashes were buggy ports of games that ran better on my PS2 and Wii respectively (Sonic Mega Collection Plus and Sonic Colours).

I need to stop caring about video games. Then again, making video games is my passion. So maybe I just need to stop caring about what the megacorps are doing. I don't care about what celebrities are doing. So I shouldn't care about what celebrity-esque franchises are doing. I didn't buy SwSh or the Sinnoh remakes. I don't think I even own a Switch. I expect Sonic Frontiers to overpromise, underdeliver, sell well due to dishonest trailers, piss people off, cause some laughs on twitter, and tank the franchise's already-abysmal reputation further. Sonic games aren't good. Sonic games aren't good, on average. In the entire franchise you'd be hard pressed to name five good games released over the franchise's 30 year lifespan, spinoffs included because Riders 1 was good. Buggy modern console ports of decade-old games replace the original in the public's consciousness. They don't remember SA1 for the Dreamcast, they remember the buggy PC port where you clip through walls during scripted sequence and jank unjustly kills you for trying to play the cutscene automation game.

I finally understand why I've never been satisfied playing bad games. I wasn't meant to rant about videogames on the internet forever.

This is real. This is me. My game... It works. It works and I can build on this. Playtesting it with my friends, one seemed genuinely shocked that I made this. "Why, because the characters actually move in this one?" I laughed. Yeah, he said. "Nobody could pay me enough to animate over 800 pokemon for free" I explained, and he said ok. The roster got some laughs at first but when they got the differences between the characters they got the point of the game. And my accessibility features work!

It always sounds weird to hear people say stuff like "I can actually play this game!" just because you execute a move with the special button or forwards-special instead of quarter circle forwards light. But then again, it's an accessibility feature. Those who don't need them don't care about Large Print versions of books, but those who do need them love them. Audiobooks are a convenience for those who like resting their eyes when reading, but they're a huge deal to blind people who want to read War and Piece in audiobook format instead of Regirock Language.
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>>5669
This.
I saw this post a while back but then I didn't reply. I related super hardwith this. Like exactly that.

It reminds me of shows like South Park, Rick and Morty, or like a movie like American Pie. They have these fuckhead characters that does all kinds of shit but then the show expects you to take what is happening seriously because Kyle starts to have an emotional speech (I guess I haven't seen much of SP but this is my impression of it) about how, "Maybe, maybe... We could all work together and love and tolerate." Like one moment they are above it all and sarcastic and cynical and then they change on dime to become all genuine and peace-loving.
That's why I like stories that stick to their scripts. That are self-aware enough to be consistent with this. Like mlp is a fully genuine with their message and way of portraying characters.
And Freddy got fingered (I haven't watched the whole thing but it seems that way. It's a bit visually gross at times though.) reminds me of a typical shitpost: Self-aware, self-deprecating, and irreverent. The people around him and the audience isn't supposed to care or take the mc seriously. They laugh at him. He's not a hero and the world reacts appropriately to him and when they don't, then it's played up for laugh. Compare that to Rick Sanches that is like tornado traveling across the galaxy causing mayhem but then comes back to his daughter to have serious drama. These caricatures aren't real characters, don't try to make me care for, especially as a follow up to scenes were you prove that they aren't real.
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>>5722
Fuck yeah! Rick and Morty loves to preach that nothing matters while making meaningless noncanon episodes about alternate universes and clones and uploaded mind copies. And then it decides it wants to be "big" and "epic" and "meaningful" so everything suddenly goes from low effort shitpost to cliche melodrama. And these moments of melodrama with cookie cutter one note cliche characters really show you how bad they are at telling meaningful stories with genuine emotional payoff. But the bug-eating dog-fucking wine aunts and 40 something manchild consoomers will clap like retarded seals anyway because Glup Shitto from his shows just showed up and did something "epic". Stories don't really need to strive for excellence. They just have to be good enough. There is nothing the normie hates more than ambitious commoners, and there is nothing the loves more than those born successful, those handed success, and documentaries celebrating the failure of ambitious people. Sensationalized documentaries thrive when they simplify the world into wise all-knowing critics who should have been obeyed- I mean listened to, and overambitious tryhard foolish egomaniac artists who respond poorly to criticism by not saying what the professional critics want said. Anything to please the wise critics who will never feel like failures because they never tried to be anything more than armchair quarterbacks, games journalists, and that one fatty who thinks he can crush Connor McGregor in a real fight because he's never been punched in the face by anyone even half as strong as Connor McGregor. Megacorp slop like marvel movies will never be criticized even half as harshly as any solo indie developer's first attempt at something great. But if something is familiar and easy, it gets celebrated for being "nostalgic". There are videos analyzing complex themes and symbolism in media for adults. And there are videos for explaining obvious things in marvel movies. You can guess which type of video gets more views. Art can't just be for a select group of people, genres can't exclude critics who loathe that genre. Everything has to be the new Horizon Zero Sales or it's evil and inaccessible and racist or whatever they called Elden Ring.

I used to think if I ever had a girlfriend I was proud of, I'd document every moment of my life with her and brag non stop about her and all the cool and good shit I do for her. Maybe if I was still a small child desperate for attention I would act that way. But instead I want to keep her safe and stay quiet about her. She's mine. Just being with her feels right, no matter what we are doing.

Fuck games journalists. They don't understand fighting games. They really think the winner is whoever uses the best special or super, so they fixate on the difficulty of performing these supers instead of remembering what half circles are instead of appreciating the ever expanding complexity of Anime Speed Chess aka good fighting games. They don't appreciate the depth before they give their opinions to anyone dumb enough to still think mainstream journalists know what they are talking about. They don't understand the depth either. So they praise the game for shit irrelevant to the game, such as the pretty pictures and colours and noises and how big the main menu looks at a glance and voiceover work and how the story mode makes them feel when they button mash through it on easiest mode and how hard they try to accomodate games journalists, even if it's with a fundamentally flawed optional control scheme with absurd downsides that would sabotage anyone seriously trying to use this as a stepping stone for learning spacing and neutral before complex controls.
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"Out of your friends, which are you? Superman, Pikachu, Satan, or Garfield? Find out now by taking this wacky quiz! You see a wallet on the side of the road... What do you do?"

>A, take the money, leave the wallet, steal a car and eat six kittens while calling them niggers
>B, pick up the wallet and dedicate the rest of my life to finding its owner so I can give it back no matter what this costs me because I am just so absurdly brave and noble in my fantasies that the thought of responsibly putting my best qualities to good use never enters my mind
>C, nothing because I am lazy and I have crippling depression like so many kids these days who feel insufficiently rewarded for enduring the way the system treats people and unoptimistic about industrial society's future. Don't know why, but mom blames my PS2. Maybe it's being abused and molested at school and at home while being forced to live with parents that see me as an unjustly imposed burden on their desired boomerish eternal childhoods that makes me miserable? Maybe being forced to grow up early fucked me up and made me unable to relate to others or connect with them. Mom blames my PS2 for all my problems even though it actually provides my only escape from them. Though I never know when they will come I look forward to the days when she can't drag herself out of bed and dad isn't around or vice reversa because I get to microwave food for myself and pretend I have dead parents which means I have no chance of being abused today or ever again. Deep down I crave death's sweet release but the fear that they'd get my sister and treat her how they treat me or worse if I wasn't around keeps me around to keep an eye on her. I sure hope she won't take a fat steaming shit on the only reason I stayed by turning out worse than her parents. She's their perfect little dog, eager to please them and reject normalcy if they make her feel rewarded for it. Lazy and desperate to take the path of least resistance. In the videogame I can improve my skills and myself and be rewarded and respected for it but outside people like me just weren't meant to succeed within the system, not if we aren't given the freedom to prosper. Mum and dad wanted dogs, not people, people were complicated and had needs more complex than food and water and barked orders and rare visits outside for exercise. So many people in my life back then were just NPCs waiting for the day to end so they could go back to their soaps and update their programming. Never cared what it took to get through the day and get back to their soaps. Maybe God is bored again, and that's why he's punishing people for being what he wanted them to be deep down. God made us in his image? Yeah right. Such divine beings, these humans, with such strong connections to God. God made us this way to make himself feel better. Maybe man was meant to kill God by overcoming him and he'll keep torturing us until we overcome him, but to comfort the omniscience and distract him from his own absolute understanding of his own absolute impossibility, God intervenes every time we are close. Maybe God is Satan's pseudonym and he made this broken world as a joke with a punchline he forgot as he was telling it. Maybe there's a new punchline randomly generated every time someone tries to see meaning in all this suffering... oh wait shit I got distracted and this was supposed to be funny meme time. Uh... hahaha I am a lazy fat cat who loves lasagna. Time to kick odie off the table so he won't eat my lasagna or something.
>D, shit in traffic with a toy dog balanced on my head while singing Have You Seen My Wife except every time I say a word with a vowel in it besides nigger I replace the next word with nigger.

If you answered mostly A, B, C, or D, you fit into a category this quiz feels qualified to talk about at length or describe more vaguely than any horoscope! If you gave a mix of answers, anything that separates you from your primary category is ignored to make sorting you faster and easier on the quiz's designer! If your answers are an even mix between two or more types, an answer will be chosen at random if an uneven number of questions or points given per answer makes this impossible!

God I fucking hate personality quizzes. I want to fish again with the lads. Men were meant to fish, farm, fuck, fulfill their destinies as leaders, and fucking create amazing shit. I got distracted recalling supressed childhood trauma. My parents were pedophiles and I think that's why I'm libertarian and reluctant to trust others. Well, that, and all the times the government has fucked up and all the times trusting the wrong people has screwed me over. If I had human parents I'd still be a libertarian because the government is corrupt. Is it weakness to have a soul that feels things? So many thoughts melt away with her in my arms. I want to take her and move to a new home somewhere far away from all the madness and all the libtards. A nice farm isolated from the rest of clown world, the perfect place to prepare and grow and prosper. But money doesn't grow on trees. I wish there was a country uncorrupted by the enemy with its own water for fishing and purfying, land for farming, maybe even its own internet free from degeneracy in addition to the usual internet. Society is falling apart under the weight of the ruling class's scams. Where will people go when there is nowhere left to go?
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No.5731
You're no "Free Thinker" if you only think what Paid "Thinkers" tell you to.
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No.5736
Right wing memes: Here's a chart I made in MS Paint detailing the results of my investigation into the Mossad agents working at CAIR and BlackRock and other leftist organizations working in tandem to kill us, also I put a funny little frog guy on the voter fraud and 9/11 facts.

Left wing memes: Here's a professionally made drawing of a pyramid CNN published with the aid of think tanks and govt funded political organizations upon which I wrote the names of Hitler and Jordan Peterson and you and Pewdiepie. Because all these people are literally Hitler! CNN told me so! Every youtuber with a camera and pedophobic opinions deserves death or imprisonment for their sins against saint clinton! The right are conspirators, not us! Taxpayer money was spent on this newfangled "meemee" thing to say so! Initiate LateNightTalkShowImpression.exe!

Fuck libtardism. Libtard votes count just as much as mine, but their imported sub-90 IQs outnumber me and the children we can't afford to raise thanks to taxes and globalist policies, isn't Democracy grand? They get to force their views onto us with votes and terrorism, and force their way of life onto us with votes and terrorism, and restrict our right to fight back with terrorism and votes. It's a tyrant's slow genocide with extra steps. They're a plague. A gangrenous cunt infection. Mob rule when it's convenient, and "hurr durr we must elevate minority voices because they say so" when it's convenient. Liberalism isn't one big fundamental misunderstanding, it's pure evil weaponized and cloaked in layers of contradictory lies. It's like a balloon. Peel back the layer of plastic with a knife and it fucking pops, revealing nothing but hot air. Democracy is a gang of rapist migrants ganging up on a small child and deciding their collective wants and perceived rights outvote her needs and rights. A man's natural rights shouldn't be up for debate or negotiation. Real humans were meant to be free. Liberals will never let real humans be free. Because if real humans are free to succeed or fail based on their own merit, the smug CNN watchers and globalist conspirators of the world won't get to hold us back and pretend to be on the same level as us or above us depending on what's most convenient for them. I will never forget their atrocities against mankind. The thought that I will be needed to save lives and be a medic keeps me going as I learn first aid. I will be needed alive to save more lives. Save the lives those pedoleftists would destroy while their greatest ally, the neutrality-fetishizing centrist NPCs, watch and do nothing or distract themselves with cartoons and drugs.
Anonymous
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No.5740
Do you think the MLP fandom will be spoken of in the same way as the Sonic fandom some day?
I think the normies will hate FIM fans more. Because we're not collectively forgetting about FIM and moving on to Hasbro's latest shit in the way Marvel bots move from one movie to the next.
Normies hate fans who don't consoom mindlessly. Prefer when Sonic's arms aren't blue? That's too much of something approaching an opinion that affects your loyalty to the company and your desire to financially simp for it. Company loyalty is the lifeblood of the company shill. Atheist or not, the company loyalist desperately needed Jesus growing up and still does, because serving corporation and getting excited for next product has become more important than God for this godless heretic. No matter the company's name, it means more to the consoomer normie than God and Jesus combined. That kind of normie sees all humans as pigs in human clothing, and nothing enrages the pig like seeing anyone turn their nose up at pigslop.
It's such a small thing for the robot to get enraged about. But for him it is the most important issue he has ever thought about. I think perspective is necessary to live a healthy life. If you hate taxes and banks and the antiwhite SJW pedophiles importing isislamic pedo culture and protecting it from scrutiny via legal and illegal force, you won't get your panties in a bunch over what secondary colour Batman's wearing. You've got important shit to care about. Some people out there... their entire world is media consooming. And I pity them. Future generations will loathe them more than Boomers are hated, because the boomers and their boomer parents were raised to betray whites and hate them. The globalists had a monopoly on most information sources available to the boomer. But right now, while the facts are spread across the internet for everyone to see, the normies were too busy playing Call of Duty and watching cartoons or sitcoms to care about the past, present, or future. Everyone's livelihoods and rights depend on being free. Everyone should want to be free. But some just don't care, and that type shouldn't get a say in whether others are free or not. I don't care if his space sitcom cartoon told him world peace will be caused by universal suffrage and a one world government with sufficient authority. No government has the authority to restrict the rights of free people. Libtards love their subjective laws and red flag laws because leftists can use these like clubs to censor and imprison good people. Evil like that deserves censorship and imprisomment. We don't need to censor the enemy to win arguments, unlike the enemy, but the enemy only uses its voice to rape kids. It rapes kids with extra steps by dishonestly arguing for and maliciously voting for pedos who import more pedos and legalize pedophilia for the left. At a certain age an adult is expected to take responsibility for their actions and not use ignorance as an excuse to get away with harming others or society, and liberals are kidfucking harm to society. Drunk drivers cannot use "nobody could convince me it's wrong to drive drunk" as an excuse so why should Biden voters get away with using "Nobody could convince me he's corrupt" as an excuse? All leftists are pedophiles who will never let good people be free.
Anonymous
1bda1df
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No.5744
I should not feel responsible for the wellbeing of others, right? But I still feel bad about some people I couldn't help. Even if they want nothing to do with me, I still find myself hating myself for not being the master of psychology, able to talk anyone I meet out of bad choices. Maybe I'm fucking retarded for that. Maybe it's genuinely retarded for me to hate myself for skills I lack. I'm not a psychologist and I shouldn't pretend I am. I am not qualified to give professional psychological advice. I might be the least qualified man alive to give psychological advice. As a friend I can listen to people and be there for them when they need me. I can give advice as a friend. But I shouldn't beat myself up for not knowing how to help people trained professionals would not know how to help. My retarded perfectionism is a sin I must avoid and overcome. I did all I could. I did the best I could. I need to grow the fuck up and accept that not everybody wants to be helped, even if they seem like they do. Sometimes people want to make bad choices you can't talk them out of. Should I hate myself just because some GTA-obsessed dishonest manchild who wastes his benefits tugboat on plastic toys to shove up his ass did not want to grow up? I am not an inspirational success story yet. I couldn't reason with him during political discussions. I am just one man. Just one fool doing his best in a world of madness.
Anonymous
aacbf4c
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No.5767
>playing Ratchet And Clank 3
>shooting the fuck out of enemy noids with guns, black holes, hoverships, RYNO
>she snooze
>hack a door with The Hacker
>she's on the edge of her fucking seat, visibly and audibly relaxing when it's over
The fuck?

Also you can tell RAC3 is the one with the "professional" writer because of all the cliches.
This universe takes a step back from mocking celebrities and corporations by turning the washed-up "former hero" and full-time villain, because to make Qwark into the kind of pulp fiction hero he was made to mock, the universe has to become pulpy melodrama full of lolsorandum humor. It's a massive step up from what the franchise becomes, but it sows the seeds that lead to the reboot.
Suddenly there's a Galactic Ranger force, a galactic president whose daughter Ratchet wants, and the obligatory Dr Eggman-style recurring villain ends up being a robo nazi.
And yes, the silly robot doctor with a hint of a german accent is intended to be another Hollywood nazi. A caricature so divorced from reality it doesn't resemble what they're trying to mock at all, even though you can tell that's what they're going for.
He's a loud "intellectual" who's not as smart as he thinks he is (despite having the intelligence to make vast robot armies)
Evil name like Doctor Evil or Doctor Bad or something german like Doctor Badshittenstein
He was bullied in school, because hollywood thinks that's funny except when it doesn't
He can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality
He's aided by an alien race of violent screaming Minion/Rabbid-esque idiots who don't care whether their leader transforms them into something unnatural or kills them all once they have outlived their usefulness
He's not a real member of the group he idolizes or the group he uses to take power
He harbors irrational genocidal loathing towards a type of life form.
He fetishizes another type of life form, despite not being one
He makes a death star
It gets destroyed when the hero takes advantage of a design flaw
He makes another death star
And it can transform into a giant fucking robot for the final battle
That's really dumb

...okay I'm kidding giant robots are fucking cool. Maybe disney's star wanks would have been less shit if Palpatine's final death star could turn into a Sith giant robot with a red and black lightsaber able to slice planets in half. All the heroes could split up and work together to disable it in a different way, so everyone has something unimportant but cool-looking to do during cutaways from the important fight where Kylo fights Palpatine alone to avenge a permanently dead Rey. Like the Kuviratron fight in Legend Of Korra but even bigger and even stupider.

Anyway RAC3 was a huge tone shift and while the series went back to its thematic roots in Deadlocked, I wonder what the franchise would be today if Angela featured prominently in 3, there was no Dr Nefarious, Qwark was still a villain, and 3 focused on saving some new galaxy from a new threat instead of saving 1's galaxy from something that only exists to legitimize Qwark as a character.

3 and Deadlocked have these moments where a character openly states "The villain did a bad thing, it's the villain's fault and this must be set right". They refuse to blame the wrong people. Metropolis in 3 and Al getting shot in Deadlocked. I forgot whether 2 has a moment like that or not but I think they're trying to make up for how overly hostile Ratchet was towards Clank in RAC1 over the Qwark betrayal. I can repsect a buddy story where they aren't buddies the whole time, but holy shit, his attitude got old. Was still funny when he was a cunt to other characters.
Anonymous
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No.5770
5771
Sonic is the center of Sonic's World. It used to be called Mobius but that implied he wasn't at the center of everything. Everything in Sonic land revolves around Sonic, even Eggman. It's rare for anything to ever happen in this world without a Hedgehog or a Robotnik at the center of it. At this point I'm surprised the houses aren't shaped like Sonic's head. I'm surprised Sonic doesn't have a pet hedge-dog, like how Pac-Man has that Pac-Dog, and I'm surprised Sonic doesn't have a house full of SEGA arcade cabinets. They could give Sonic a (time-travelling?) son named Sonny to make Classic Sonic a thing again while integrating him into the story as something more than a gimmick, like how Goten exists to look like Kid Goku. Vector The Crocodile sticks out like a sore thumb because in a cast full of characters designed to look like Sonic(tm) Characters, he and Big The Cat are the only characters who break the copypaste mold used for 99% of all Sonic characters. This franchise is obsessed with itself. With Sonic and Eggman. Obsessed with retreading old ground. Couldn't even give Sonic an edgy dark rival without tying it back to Eggman's family. Where are the dynamic exciting risky new ideas? Where's the ambition we saw during the Adventure days? Why does the growth of each character depend on the writer?, Everything feels too big and too small. Too restrictive and formulaic yet the only guideline for writing in this world is the formula. Eggman tries a bad thing, heroes stop it, there may or may not be something extra involved like new special stones, a new hero or new villain, a new villain turned hero, and another character for Eggman to fail to control when it matters most, typically a giant monster but it can be Sonic sized like Emerl and Knuckles and Infinite. There has to be something new to make this spin of the cycle seem new because stories can't happen unless Eggman's involved or it's a noncanon spinoff. Adding extraneous new elements won't address the core problems with the setting. Soleana and GUN have nothing to say about each other. South Island and Christmas Island and Little Planet and Neo Green Hill Zone, all of these locations are just backgrounds for the characters, not characters in their own right with stories of their own. Everyone's a role, but where do they go from here as characters? Sometimes trying to care about this nonsense world's lore and continuity feels like trying to care about the continuity and lore of coco puffs ads. Sonic means a lot to me. But there's stuff that should have been fixed by now. Like whatever problems cause every game released after S3+K besides Mania to turn out janky and borderline unfinished at the best of times. They can't even let talented people port games right. Sega has to get in there and Sega it up until it's more in line with what we have all come to expect from the Sonic franchise in its current state.
Anonymous
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No.5771
>>5770
Which makes it inherently narcissistic.
Anonymous
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No.5774
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How about rebuilding an amped-up Tay with one of these

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Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5776
Observational comedy can be so cliche.
Ever notice how many boxes there are in videogames?
Hurr durr, it would be horrifying for the videogame heroes to kill so many villains, if the villains had blood and loved ones and didn't deserve worse.
Dorkly style humor is painfully unfunny.
And yet I saw it on TV today when trying to enjoy my girl's current favourite TV show. It's as if these clown writers really thought they were the first people alive to think "Wow it sure is fucked up for the kid hero to be a kid hero" or whatever. Jake Long American Dragon was saying that obvious shit years ago, and it wasn't the only cartoon like that, and it wasn't the only cartoon making that observation.
Television is gay. Anything that distracts me from her is gay.
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5777
That disney princess PS2 game is on the tiny TV in her room. I play the player 2 side, which I don't usually do, because player 2's magic blasts look more like fire and that's awesome. We're having a good time. I think about Touhou. I wish we were playing Ratchet And Clank 3 multiplayer but she wants to play the disney princess game while babbling about kingdom hearts stuff. She fucking loved that series. I think she still has my DS carts for Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days and ReCoded. If she's reading this she can keep them, and that jank as hell DS Lego Star Wars game that felt unfinished, especially during download play multiplayer mode. I think they were the last gifts I gave her, and I played them first. I wish I saved copies of her old KH fanart, it was cute as hell that a kid would make this stuff. OCs, made up babies of the couples, the works. Even this fucking weapon... she made up a word for this thing that would give Skallagrim's ulcer an aneurysm. Anyway, we're playing that Disney Princess game for PS2. It's pretty dull. We've beaten it together before. It reminds me of Over The Hedge for PS2, we played that together and liked it. She'd pick the Hamster and I used to pick the Skunk because haha funny farting cartoon character farts funny. She liked Sonic Riders and was decent at it after I helped her learn it, but she said she wanted to play this game, and she looked sad. She had a shit day at school and looked like she needed someone to talk to even though she said she wanted to play the game and forget about everything. We're playing this game. But her mind isn't on the game. She's thinking about life, and her fucked up family. She had a shit day at school today and mom and dad blamed her for not handling it better and being able to tolerate everything or whatever even though she did nothing wrong and was exclusively the target of abuse that day. My sister, she tells me she loves me. I tell her I love her. I ask if we can play a better game now. God I want to go back in time and punch myself for that. She asks me why mom and dad hate me. I don't know what to say. "Deep down, they're dumb and evil," I tell her. That's how I rationalized it back then. Good people are good no matter the pressure on them to do otherwise and evil people are just like that. Maybe that's a fucked up thing to say to a girl. She's four years younger than me. We keep playing the game. She doesn't know what to say. She cries, I pause the game and she cries on my shoulder. Quietly, so mom and dad doesn't hear. If they hear, they'll barge into her room and blame me, and my own sister will blame me because she is scared of them. One time they broke her toenail slamming the door open without wondering who is on the other side. Mom and dad blamed me even though I was already in the room with her.
Fucking retards.
She's covering her own mouth and pinching her nose to stay quiet. She doesn't want her own body ruining this hug, and she doesn't want her parents showing up and screaming, she can't take that right now. As a kid I just thought mom and dad were too stupid to remember facts correctly. Now I know they rewrite their own memories by choice to comfort themselves.
A pair of narcissists... They would be in prison if this country had laws that protected children. I tell her I wish mom and dad didn't hate us both for stupid reasons. I hate myself. I should have said something smarter back then.
Maybe if I wasn't a retarded sheltered preteen twat I would have been able to psychoanalyze everything and explain to her how her parents resent this planet and everybody on it almost as much as they resent the lives they live, and that's not our problem. My sister was passionate about nerdy shit her parents hated and she wanted to create things her parents hated like fanart for something mom and dad didn't like.
It isn't my fault or my sister's fault that our parents are like this. They both felt entitled to better and while they couldn't define better realistically and work towards it if you paid them, resentment for what they have fills them.
Even that time some adults at a youth club asked questions about kid-me's bruises and we all really thought I might be taken away this time, and even that time Dad got cancer from smoking in the house and in the car and around his wife and kids at least once a day and had to go without smokes before shifting his addiction to diet coca cola didn't give them any kind of appreciation for what they had. We had a dog, they treated her like a nuisance when she wasn't being used for attention.
Mom'd post about our dog on some stupid fucking furry site, making up retarded "and then the ehole bus clapped" stories for nerds. Paradoxically, mom and dad think the world is fair and everyone struggling could succeed if they just worked harder, and they believe everyone with less than them is pathetic, except when they think the world is unfair and everyone with more than them is evil. They don't have concrete values, they are hungry mouths wishing they ate better while feeding their kids cheap shit.
They will contrive an excuse to hate someone they just met and feel superior to them without having to earn that feeling.
In their eyes everyone is trying too hard or not trying hard enough, everyone is an enemy sent to inconvenience or exhaust or oppose them, nobody is a person with rights and agency and free will.
Everybody is a character in their painfully dull sitcom where they are the main characters who can do no wrong according to them. They are NPCs, not people, and they should not have been allowed to watch television growing up because it ruined them mentally. They beat their kids for fun. They sexually abused their kids. My parents are awful people. And that little girl, my sister, decided she liked them more than me. What the fuck? Why? What could she possibly see in sacrificing her ambitions to fund their cashwasting? If that's her idea of adulthood count me out. I'll dream for both of us.
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5802
5811
>if you convince him you are right, because you are, even if it seems he is fine with it in the moment, he feels like he's lost the argument and resents you for hours, pouting and growling and sighing, hating you and your presence, muttering shit into the ears of people near him like "what does he want now?" and "I can't stand it when he talks back to me" and "he should pay extra for this" because he knows it slips these thoughts into the empty heads of retards and gets them thinking like him
>and his standards for what an argument is or isnt are so fucked, he'll hiss and whine at anyone who disagrees with him on something minor or subjective, and he'll sigh "Don't argue, you two" or snarl and nyaaah and waaaah at two laughing bros shit-talking each other with smiles on their faces, or two friends agreeing it's better to do x instead of y
>he simps for women on instagram and calls the several girls still willing to talk to him despite everything that makes him who he is "his girlfriends" even though many have boyfriends and some even have kids with said boyfriends and some have kids but their dad's missing
>whines about the economy if his money runs out, even though more money is only a phone call to mommy away, he's addicted to impulse buying clothes and music, he has youtube premium and purchases porn on onlyfans, and his weekly allowance for food and clothes shopping (and instagram/onlyfans) is greater than the money made by most workers we know
>sometimes he compliments or approaches women his age IRL and they laugh at him or dismiss him and this causes him to rage and pout and yell childish edgy catchphrases about violence and mass murder, only to forget it all tomorrow and go back to ranting about how much he hates "anti-feminist incels" as if anyone fucking asked
>loves taking up the house's tv for hours at a time listening to dogshit rap he could get on his phone anywhere in the house
>loves George Floyd and BLM but also loves cops, hates gun rights, and regularly enjoys Copaganda that paints cops as "righteous crusaders on the front lines of the war against dangerous criminals who could hurt innocents" and really claimed "cops are all that stand between us and certain death" today
>his idea of contributing to political discussions is blabbering about his feelings or seething silently in a corner as smarter men speak on topics he doesn't understand, waiting for an opportunity to grab the mic and get people looking at him again so he can shout platitudes or movie quotes or nihilistic demands for death to take us all, anything to derail a mature conversation into something all about him and his feelings on the matter
Wow. Didn't know I hated people like that until now, because I didn't think I'd ever meet someone this fucking pathetic, aggressive, spoiled, and embarassing. If I read about him in a book, I'd assume the writer was clumsily trying to manipulate me by making the protagonist's roommates cucks. That first part, getting pissy and emotional over someone not agreeing with you immediately... I never thought I'd meet anyone like that. Never even considered someone could get emotional over something that has no reason to have emotions involved. Some guy wanted to bring his game console down for some Mortal Kombat, I reminded him his second controller's broken, he says oh right haha, I say we could play older MK on my retropi since it has two working controllers, he says sure, and while I set up my retropi, the whiny bitch seething in the corner because it wasn't all about him for almost ten whole seconds starts whining about people arguing. That wasn't an argument! This fucking guy.
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5811
>>5802
Also
>growls and mutters, spits cliches at people rudely, and interrupts people and shouts them down, tries all he can to pick fights with people while insisting he doesn't want any drama or fights and anyone who disagrees with him on anything or ever talks back to him is "starting arguments" or "giving him anxiety
What kind of privileged life must a "man" like this live for him to end up severely uncomfortable with other men his age disagreeing with him, or "talking back to him" as the obnoxious crybully puts it?
Fuck the word anxiety. It's nothing but a newspeak word for badfeel. All he wants is goodfeels. He listens to retarded music and embarassing ASMR roleplays in public, eats shitty sugary fatty fast food, and consooms eceleb tardtuber drama when he's not consooming normie sitcoms and copaganda. Anything to dose himself up on easy sources of goodfeels and keep the badfeels at bay. Men disagree with you? Women don't swoon over you the second you talk to them? Oh no, oh no, this causes badfeels! Must scream and protect your wounded ego by pretending to be a violent dangerous man at his breaking point! Must retreat into the safety of your bedroom pillow fort using your niggerish Sail Foam to listen to dirty talk and cheap meaningless affirmation from literal prostitutes!
Shit like this is why people should not be able to vote unless they're mentally sound and they've done something good for their country for at least a few years. Don't want it to be police service or military service because you don't want your country to have a big army? Fine, make it a real job farming or building. No bullshit jobs like middle management or dievershitty hires. People too immature to handle men disagreeing with their political ideas should never get a say in how the country that supports them is governed. If they're going to give up on being adults they shouldn't be able to make bad choices for themselves or others. Otherwise you end up with clowns like him who waste government benefits on overpriced brand name clothing to try and impress and attract golddiggers so he can pretend he has girlfriends sometimes, and clowns like that other twat I knew who wastes his government gibsmedats on plastic toys to shove up his ass when not flirting with his discord moderator boyfriend and calling on him to censor disagreement in his retard discord server, and all three hate individual rights and love big government and hate those not reliant on big government. Where the hell does their hatred for the working class and their unjustifiable smugness come from? The burger flipper flips meat farmed by farmers and transported by truck drivers, all of these men do more good for the planet than these smug pseudointellectual coomer midwits with painfully dull takes on everything from fiction to reality. I wish there was some service these clowns could call upon to teach them how to get their shit together as men, help them clean their rooms, spot for them when they exercise, and so on. But when they see me exercising, they fucking smirk at me. How many levels of denial do you have to be on to end up like this?
Anonymous
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No.5812
I LOVE MY BITCH
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5813
5818
Is it my fault that my relationship with my family is so awful? Is it my fault that I am hated? I want to be able to see myself in a mirror without seeing a hideous fatass who reminds me of my father. I've lost so much weight and gained so much muscle yet my fitter friends are so much more beautiful than I may ever be. I want to be more than my parents wanted me to be. My own family... I can't look at these people or think of them without remembering how they all knew how badly my parents treated me and yet they said and did nothing, or they went out of their way to help my parents get away with it. I like the idea of having a sister and I remember the good person she used to be. During the bad times we were both victims and our parents didnt know how to deal with her problems or advise her on anything going wrong in her life so they basically just blamed her so they could retreat to the comfortable feeling of feeling superior to somebody. During the bad times life sucked and all my sister and I had was each other. The times when we'd lean on each other and fantasize together about the ridiculously luxurious lives we'd lead when we spontaneously became rich beloved hyper successful people our parents never thought we could be. But when life was good for my sister, my parents actually wanted to know her. Or rather, the obedient version of my sister inside their heads with no interest in anything they didn't force upon her. She bottled up her feelings and kept her problems to herself and pretended to hate me so she could please her parents and be their idea of the perfect daughter. Is it my fault? Am I ugly and uncool enough to be despised for existing? Do I deserve to be loathed? Would others be happy if I hid in a cupboard over the stairs, making no noise and pretending I don't exist? Is that why my sister would rather be their pet than her own person? If I ignore all the bad days where she was the worst person in that house and focus on the rare happy moments where she came to me for companionship or advice or comfort despite how she and her parents usually treated me, these happy moments that were only happy because I was willing to overlook all the downsides to life with my parents and sister and try to help somebody who didn't deserve my help but needed it anyway... Fuck, I forgot where I was going with this. I want to forgive my sister for everything and see her again, but is my sister even still in that head of hers, or have my parents hollowed it out with their years of absolute unrestricted uninterrupted control over her? If she came to me, she wouldn't have to come crawling back apologizing for everything, she would just have to remember the truth about what went on in that house instead of indulging her mommy's revisionist history fantasies. Is it my fault that my relationships with girls fall apart? The closer I get to this new girl the more I fear finding out she tortures animals for fun like the weeb roleplayer horse girl or sees me as nothing but a plaything like the entitled artist. It doesn't feel right or natural to be happy. Not after being miserable for almost every moment I was alive. It feels like this new source of happiness might be a delicate lie that could break any day, leaving me with nothing. I would die for her. But even though she has given me no reason to suspect anything I feel unsure that anything that makes me smile can last. This fear that I might lose someone... is this is how it feels to care about someone more than yourself?
Anonymous
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No.5818
5824
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>>5813
>Do I deserve to be loathed?
No.
You deserve to be loved. Glad you have a nice gf.
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5823
This fucking roommate... Sometimes it's funny when he blurts out a random internet meme during our conversations or when I'm talking to someone else. Sometimes he's not funny but I laugh anyway because it keeps him from repeating himself until I do. But when the topic is politics there's something fucked up about the way everything has to relate to a regurgitated soundbite before he can get it. Even if it comes from a rapper or YTP. He repeats words sometimes and YTPs them but without the funny, I hope he never visits the anne frank museum at Auschwitz (Hitler should have renamed the place Auschfart so all future people would have to read about him gassing the jews at assfart) because his mind would be in YTP mode 24/7 looking for words to fuck with and repeat. Doesn't even make funny sentence mixes like making a character who says "all I care about is doing my job" say "all I care about is doodoo" or "my doodoo is all I care about". It's just "sus splalps sees freerf my mission is- my mission, the issue is- the issue" with this guy.
We watched a video on china's 300 billion fuckery, he seemed to be following along, we were talking, and then he said memes until I realized he didn't understand at all because he said the wrong meme. So I had to explain it slower afterwards, giving him time to think. To think of the topic, and think of a meme to say, only responding normally if he can't think of one. And he still has to repeat movie lines now and then. People banepost ironically but he disney-pixarposts to help understand the world, like a tvtropes user trying to understand media by making lists of all the ideas they recognize from trope pages. Where some would pull from past experiences to understand the world others pull from media.
He's only 2-3ish years younger than me. Why does it feel like the age gap is a decade? The internet can be more than a TV but for some it is just a gayer TV, and TV is already homosexual.
Anonymous
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No.5824
5843
>>5818
Thank you for saying that. I didn't think anyone would read this. Work on the pony fanfic is still going, just slower as I work on the game.
Anonymous
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No.5843
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>>5824
Hey! I congratulate you first.
Anonymous
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No.5847
>>5843
What?
Anonymous
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No.5849
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forgot to sage
>mfw looking in on this thread after several months
I kid, this is a commendable amount of effort and you have my admiration.
Anonymous
c9a1972
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No.5853
>>5843
Hehe, pikajew.
I bet instead of getting stronger when holding the Light Ball like a Pikachu, Pikajew would die after touching the Reich Ball.
Anonymous
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Don't know if I ever told anyone this but when I tried playing Persona 5 and 4 on a friend's system, every time I asked myself the question "How do I make the most of my time?" it felt like "Not wasting it playing this" was whispered in my ear. The game's optimal progression path requires hours and hours of grinding and RNG based luck. God I hate luck. As a concept luck is incompatible with the notion of free will. The idea that dice rolls and our paths in life are predetermined by fickle chance and whatever nonsense ritual seems to bring more luck like wearing a lucky sock or mashing A when catching a pokemon is more offensive than the idea that we are all puppets unknowingly acting out a script written by aliens. If you gamble and believe in luck Christ doesn't love you and you don't love Christ. My childhood would have been happier if my father had died of cancer. My mother, too. Maybe even my whole family, or at least the people who knew how evil my mother and father were and did nothing or helped them get away with it. Persona 4's story of teenagers accepting themselves was fine and P3's story of confronting death by living life to the fullest was a bit pretentious but better. P5 has the style of rebellion and anarchy but no balls and no substance. Nobody asks if society should really have these all powerful government figures and mafia leaders and celebrities and bankers who can do no wrong and are seen as above the law. Nobody has the balls to say maybe we should not assume the best in celebrities and politicians. Politicians ingame speak in vague nonsense, the baddie wants to steer the ship and be in charge, and it is bad for him to steer the ship because he is a cunt who views the world as sunk and his ruise cruise as a pleasure cruise for the elites above water, and the goodie politician is a goodie because he loves the kiddies uwu. Never says anything concrete about ending cancel culture or investing in education or investing into business opportunities for young adults and for the best young adult etrepreneurs.
Saying anything concrete in this market product would harm its brand appeal. It's why Ann never gets molested. It's why the game tries to blame everything Ann and Shiho go through on miscommunications about volleyball/cheerleading/whatever and one guy's villainy, because if these characters were used to explore those who go along with the current regime and genuinely try to suck up to the elites for favors it would ruin the appeal of these characters. The heroes don't seriously analyze the ethics of using brainwashing to transform baddies and the writers did not feel like rewriting the power of the heroes to only ever rob baddies of the belief that they are allowed to do bad things. Regular additions to the party are used to create the illusion of growth and progress as the numbers go up. How many story arcs amount to filler, and what percentage of each one is filler? What if the heroes could only rob victims of the delusion that they cannot fight back and should not work together against injustice, and that was what stealing the crowns and medals and other treasures of villains truly represented: Proving their vulnerability and fallibility?
The characters cannot meaningfully grow over time because growth is restricted to optional side content where you unlock the right to see characters grow outside the canon of the game you are playing. The creators can't be assed to write and voice act an extra line here and there that replaces normal lines if your character should have grown up during optional social link cutscenes too much to say something the old version of that character would say.
The heroes talk and act too much like fame obsessed thrill seekers looking for the biggest scores with no serious debate on which villains deserve stopping and if any deserve stopping more than others. And they do that stupid fucking "We heroes lost our way" cliche that is almost as overused and tired as the "liar reveal" cliche and "second act temporary breakup" cliche Hollywood has a boner for.
Plus Futaba's OP hacker god powers break the story. She can do anything the plot requires even if it is impossible.
This story's moral messages aren't good enough, and you can tell they aren't good enough when you look at the effect this game has on the nerds who obsess over it because they never read books and never played another game better than this one just like the Harry Pottards who never read another book.
Normies who play this game don't walk away wanting to be better people. They don't walk away smarter people. They walk away wishing the Phantom Thieves were real and willing to use omnipotently magic coercive force to magic away all the world's problems for the normie, taking down all the "villains" the TV demonizes. They fall for the dichotomy of heroes and villains and background character bystanders these stories sell. Just as Sonic Forces claimed to be about the resistance only for pretty much everything to be done by Sonic and his new best bud Garfield, this type of media never actually does anything smart with the idea of large resistance movements demonized by the media and establishment. The nerds who love persona don't think critically about what the TV shows them because there was no persona game about that. Thete was no Bob Barbas boss battle where you fight a big nosed TV talking head in the Fox News dimension as he depicts you as a soy wojack or mass murdering human-slaying mindless terrorist now and then to spice up the fight.
DmC Devil May Cry featuring Don'te El Exterminatador des Demonios was more mature than this game when it comes to society.
And that game was fucking SHIT!
But not complete ass, it had some good ideas. I bet if ninja theory had more development time and their own IP without any unwanted reboot baggage it would have turned out better.
Persona is so fucking gay people are still pissed it wont let you fuck your very straight friends ingame.
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No.5864
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What shocked me about my sister wasn't that she was eager to forget about what life was really like in that house. I could understand wanting to put it behind you and never speak of it again. But she wanted to go along with her mothers fantasies and that means blaming me for how my parents treated me before and after I was old enough to talk. I can remember moments when I distracted my enraged parents from my sister by saying retarded shit like "I like ice cream" in my retard voice to get their focus on me even if it meant them hurting me when all they were doing to my sister was shaming her and verbally abusing her and bullying her and screaming in her face. They always mistreated me worse than her. But I hated seeing her upset. Despite all those moments where she and I were two survivors without anyone besides each other, she was willing to throw all those memories into the memory hole if it meant gaining narcissistic mommys manipulative conditional approval. She wanted to believe everything in that house was fine and good except me. On a deep existential level, from one survivor to another, that is such a spit in the face. Could you imagine two torture victims abused at an orphanage living together only for one to one day pretend everything was fine but also awful and exclusively the fault of the other kid just because one survivor decided cucking out to authority was easier than escaping from it? I can understand not wanting to be reminded of bad times. But to lie to yourself and your fellow survivor about what really happened to both of you... I want to say I'm pissed off. But I just feel stunned and confused even now. Is a woman's capacity for willing self delusion truly that great? No wonder so many women are drawn to no touch knockout martial arts. My father was an abusive control freak who liked being angry. Once he forced me and my sister to try playing world of warcraft together. She and I had a good time alone together as Night Elf Druid (me) and Night Elf Hunter but dad wanted to be involved because he liked feeling in charge and wanted us used to obeying him in guild raids. That's uh... a multiplayer gamer clan thing. 5 to 40ish nerds would fight a dungeon full of enemy dragons together. I don't think the characters you gravitate towards says something about you but I find it funny that our characters reflected us. He insisted we must be humans so we were humans. She was a healer because that's the path of least resistance, it's living life on easy mode. I was the tank because I'm a survivor. I was used to getting the attention of monsters away from my sister IRL and getting them to focus on me. I chose to be a Paladin, a hero of justice who protects the weak and helpless, even though dad yelled at me for not picking Warrior because he wanted me to be a Warrior because he thinks Warrior is better even though it isnt. A paladin has more utility, he can heal and resurrect allies where a warrior just hits enemies. My sister on her own or when playing with me was a Hunter because it was fun and easy and you get a cool pet. But when dad was in control she was his. So she was a Priest because dad wanted a healbot to cast heal when necessary and wait around until heals were necessary. No hitting the enemies of course, "that wastes mana". Actually it preserves mana by GETTING THE FUCKING COMBAT OVER WITH FASTER which means I spend less time taking damage which means fewer heals are necessary and we get through quests faster so we can get this all over with. Loss mitigation, risk mitigation, speed, efficiency, fucking hell I was a nerdy kid but I had no illusions about what this "playtime" really amounted to and how much we all wanted it to end, how much we wanted our exposure to dad minimized. I was the backbone of the party and the reason it worked, my sister waited around unless helping was absolutely necessary... And dad was the DPS because he's an extraneous extra element who only knows how to hurt others. He can dish out damage but can't take it. He's a pussy and he's nowhere near as smart as he thinks he is and he always relied on me to interpret Warcraft Character Build Guides and translate it into retard speak. My sister and I were a good team, I could spellcast foes dead as a druid and heal or become a bear as necessary for tanking and when shit went wrong we used Shadowmeld to turn invisible and survive the fuckup. If only night elves could be paladins and her pet could AOE heal, then our setup would be perfect. But the game doesnt need perfect setup and optimal plays because it is a grindy game for addicted gay retards who love skinner boxes.

I fucking hated when the build guides said "if you use this spell more buff this spell and if you use that spell more buff that spell". Why? Because dad hated hearing it. So I'd translate by picking a random spell to buff. The fat retarded pussy hated thinking. He wanted a world of simple instructions and at the same time he felt entitled to make up his own and if he ever got us killed or made the game unfun enough for my sister to admit she didnt want to play any more he'd blame us. Guilt trip us over warcrafts cost (and shekel shriek jewishly if I suggested a free faster private server with custom better content because his boomerish ilk only know how to colour within the lines and pay for disney).

Sometimes I feel tempted to go back and replay warcraft on a free private server with sped up rates, but... no. No point. There are no glory days in warcraft to relive. I met no valued friends to quest with. Dad insisted on micromanaging every aspect of my gameplay and social interaction when I was on that game, and he was shit at everything. My sister is dead inside thanks to my parents. Who else would I play warcraft with? Besides other games are better than warcraft. And i dont want to be a MMO addict like my bitch father.
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>>5857
>>5864
You could try Lacrimosa of Dana (YSVIII). It's honestly one of the best gaymes I've ever played, of any genre. I had my doubts at first. Felt slow, not particularly a huge fan of nip media either. But I continued under some insistence from a fren, and Boy! It was really good. I wanted to get some gameplay from the underwater dungeons for a thread on /vx/. But my hardware sucks so much ass. Played the game on Vita.

https://fitgirl-repacks.site/ys-viii-lacrimosa-of-dana/

It is a reputable source that I've used extensively, but try not to make a typo when searching for that website, as there are many copycats.
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No.5869
Funny thing happened today.
Was watching tv with the bros when smug faggot old boomer snidely mocks our taste.
It's that faggot who thinks videogames are "shit and unrealistic because i saw one guy go into a room full of enemies with guns and nobodys bullets ricocheted off metal walls" but also believes "nunchuks are the ultimate weapon and someone who has trained with nunchuks for four years can defeat anyone and block anything even baseball bats and disarm baseball bat swingers by wrapping their nunchuk chains around the bat and pulling".
You can't whine about how the willing suspension of disbelief keeps a gun videogame playable and prevents it from turning into a comedic moment where all the baddies ricoshoot each other and die, and then weeb out over fucking nunchuks, when you're between fifty and sixty years old and the type of guy who falls asleep on the sofa when surrounded by other men talking to each other.
I try talking to him about kickstarter scams since I was talking to someone else about kickstarter and he smugly says "there is more to life than the screen". Nigger, nobody white I know looks at their phone more than you! This isn't fiction, kickstarter is something real that involves real money.
Of course, wigger friend takes boomers side just because it isnt mine. What a petty faggot. I forgot what he holds a grudge against me over. Does he even realize he acts like this? I ask because sometimes he plays nice and seems to forget the hatred he holds towards me at other times. He "found" the blender blade I lost and tells me it was in my other roommates cupboard. No answer for why he was looking in there so he probably took it and planted it but fuck it, at least I got it back. Maybe I would have found it sooner if I searched their cupboards while they weren't home but that would have been a breach of privacy and I don't like the idea of doing anything immoral.
Anyway I put on some Tom Scott real world interesting shit (did you know dievershitty fucked up an american musical road twice? The gay niggers mistranslated english into faggotese and carved grooves into the ground while fucking up the distance between each groove, fucking up the notes) and he calls Tom Scott a twat just for looking like Tom Scott. What a smug dismissive cunt. Who invited this clown? I don't care about some boomer's opinion on my career or my hobbies. I hand the remote to Wigger and ask if he's heard any good music lately, he puts on actual good metal (why does he listen to gangster trap mumble rap crap if he also likes real guitar music? Could be the aesthetics that paint being a violent failure with nothing to lose in a positive light, could be a desire to larp as someone less white and privileged and obsessed with copaganda) and we enjoy some music while the smug old boomer shits on his musical taste. Hilariously, angry guy hates it when his tastes are insulted by a smug old boomer. Hoo boy, he got pissed.
Honestly I feel bad for the old fart, who's insecure enough to front around kids? We're basically kids to him. No friends and family, no strong desire to go out and meet new people, his loneliness compelled him to insert himself into conversations with people a third of his age just so he can shit talk whatever the youth enjoys for not being Buzzfeed-tier MTV top ten Prince songs or whatever the fuck he usually watches. He's a normie. A consoomer drone normie desperate to reassure himself of his imagined superiority despite how this makes him come across to others. These days it's easy to look online and see a million smug normie morons who think affecting an authoritative tone and smirking down on others makes them seem more intelligent. He's a normie with nothing interesting to say and none of the deep insight he thinks he has. Maybe if I was ten years younger I'd tell you I hate the guy. Instead I exercised thinking "I'm glad I'm not elderly".

Goddamn, my old pony fanfic writing was embarassing. How did I ever produce this crap? Silver Star Apple is such an unpleasant person to be around, just like all the smug cunts real and fictional who inspired his "before" characterization. After character growth, his characterization would be inspired by real cool characters. It's retarded for Silver to put on a Canterlot accent and persona to fit in with snooty rich retards when he was raised by farmers and made his fortune making his own deals and his own products. Why would someone like this feel any urge to fit in? He should be speaking in western LOUDER when around snooty canterlot types just to rub it in their faces that the hard working cowboy is also smarter and richer than them. That would have suited his old personality better, where the twat sees everything as a competition due to his own insecurities. I should not have allowed obnoxious trends and what the fandom's tastes at the time seemed to trend towards and my own complete lack of writing experience to ruin this character. Silver's an obnoxious retard with a stick up his ass lodged in there so deep it would make gay buttsex impossible. Not that he would ever engage in sex because even gays probably hate this guy. Probably. I mean gays are still people they just crave cock and people are varied if they aren't normies. If I was homosexual but I didn't fit into the mold of what homosexual culture wants homosexuals to be I'd stay far away from gay culture. Like a guy who uses weed recreationally staying away from those who make it their lifestyle, aesthetic, and personality replacement. I'm glad my new Silver isn't gay. He even has a cooler name. Sunrise Stardust. Silver Star Apple worked as a pun name. Born Star Apple, he calls himself "Silver Star" in Canterlot to fit in while quietly rubbing the obvious in their faces. He thinks the Silver Stars of Sherrifs, they think of the night sky and precious metals. It was a good pun. But Sunny's name is better. Cooler. More unique, too. There are a million Silvers. But only one Sunrise Stardust.
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No.5879
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>It's great that DMC is reaching a wider audience
I've kinda learned to get worried whenever that happens to a franchise I enjoy. The staff no longer has to satisfy their niche audience; which often times means that the product will devolve into something vastly different, at the very least.

>but isn't this repeat of the "rickroll" meme just an excuse to show someone much of or even most of a porn animation before the cutaway?
I can see the author being secretly a hentai fag. Then again, it's a bit subjective to say it's "most" of the animation.
>Doesn't seem like much of a bait and switch if the bait is something pornographic that would be hard if not impossible to put on youtube.
I actually got it from yt, but I agree it may not last that long.

That said, am sure you are aware this is mostly done by, or for the appeal of a demographic that absolutely despises hanime.

I really don't think it's worse than western media when it comes to its degeneracy. The fact that even the WEF tried to encroach on it, is relevant to this. Which is further proof that going mainstream didn't help either.

I do love nip animation/drawing-styles when it comes to aesthetics. But I don't really consoom much of it.
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No.5881
5882
>>5879
>mostly done by, or for the appeal of a demographic that absolutely despises hanime.
Okay, I've spoken too soon, holy shit. So, it's rather, that anime has become so mainstream, that by talking about porn, you are defaulting to hentai. Which obviously also applies to anti-porn.
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>>5881
Which is to say, you may be right, OP.
Anonymous
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No.5885
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I've considered making a writing thread specifically about the writing project I've been working on. But I wouldn't want it cluttered up with "You're that british guy! Shut the fuck up!".
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No.5889
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Even if aliens and mermaids are real, libtards are raping children now, so conspiracy theorists need to shut the fuck up about aliens and magic and focus on the important facts instead of speculating on what the kidfuckers "might" be hiding from us. We know enough about what they are hiding from us already to know that the leftist pedos deserve worse than anything they have ever done to innocent people. If a good man takes over to kill communism and end globalism he can declassify literally all shit ever. He can open Area 51 up to the public. He can let people know who killed JFK. And he can save kids, which is more important than any drunk with sleep paralysis demons who got roofied and buttraped at las vegas and woodstock and roswell only to stumble away thinking aliens did it. Flat earth is a gay marxist psyop that exists to make places where flat earther talk is permitted look distasteful. Same with aquatic ape theory. The government might be raping aliens in area 51. Or it might be epstein island 2. Nobody will know until the world's problems are fixed.
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No.5891
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I used to think if I ever got a girlfriend I'd constantly tell the internet how grateful I am and what we did today. Obviously I'm grateful but I don't want to tell strangers how often we've fucked or how we fuck. That feels wrong. That's private. I even feel reluctant to tell people about our dates. This is my love. And hers. I'm not the kind of person who will liveblog a relationship. I don't want to be that kind of person. I'm not a popstar. I'm not Taylor Swift. She isn't Taylor Swift. She's not content. She's a person. She makes me want to write about amazing women who are almost as amazing as her. I finally found it. I finally found her. Best girl.
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>>5889
I remember asking "red-pill philosophy" once.
<why should I care whether the earth is round or flat?
The general reception was kinda hilarious; as he sort of admitted that he never asked himself that question before.
>>5885
I am interested, but I share the same concern.
>>5891
And you doing the right thing fella. Glad you made it.
Anonymous
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No.5896
I used to fucking despise The Legend Of Spyro.
Why buy the Spyro franchise and spend all that money on expensive voice actors like ELIJAH FUCKING WOOD if you're going to half-ass it?
That's what I used to think.
But now... I think they didn't half ass it. I think this really is exactly what they wanted to make. Sure, it feels paint by numbers, assembled on a tight deadline out of ideas that were already done to death years ago. Sure, games released after, near, and before its release blow it out of the water. But I think there's a level of passion here I can respect, even though all I ever see when I look at this is the missed potential.
Crash Bandicoot started life as a platformer with simple 1-hit-kill combat. Then there were PS2 games with combat. You've got basic attacks and heavy attacks for breaking enemy blocks.
TLOS 1 and 2 have inferior combat because there is less complexity. Maybe I'm playing wrong but it seems the only block breakers are the elemental breaths that trivialize combat until the green meter runs out. Imagine if changing your equipped elemental breath also change what your attack buttons do in a way that matters. Basic attacks on Fire, slow strong attacks on Earth, swift weak attacks on Lightning mainly used for stunning foes, and for Ice, AOE and multi-hitting committal attacks. Could also change that elemental explosion button (why spend a whole button on such a simple thing?) so Earth gives you armour that makes you invulnerable and makes your attacks unblockable until the meter runs out, Lightning makes you faster and stronger and unblockable until the meter runs out, and Ice conjures ice swords or swirling storms around you until the meter runs out. Devil Trigger, big explosion, Summoned Swords, and invincibility mode. Better yet, let players hold the DT button to access new moves in their arsenal, or doubletap/doubletap and hold the second time to decide how much of that Super Meter they want to spend, and on what. DMC3 Dante's explosion is cool because you can build it up while attacking, TLOS Spyro's fire explosion is lame because you float up in slow motion to do it. Just slapping slow motion onto your game won't make it cool. What was the point of adding a bullet time button to a game that makes no effort to give Spyro any guns or anything sufficiently gun-like?
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No.5899
Fire Emblem's design restricts the gameplay identity of its characters. Characters can only be "Glass cannon, good enough meat shield, overpowered guy who can do both offense and defense, healer, your one dancer, barely passable filler, or worthless benchwarming filler trash."
No wonder Wargroove mixed so much of Advance Wars's DNA into their game. Tactical decisions made with funds and disposable units and military objectives are more tactical than "me send big smasher god waifu in to fuck everyone up and if she dies I reset".
But something makes the Dancers and Healers special in Fire Emblem. They can succeed without needing great damage or great defense. They have a use outside of combat in a game hyperfocused on combat. The series needs more classes who have gameplay utility outside of direct combat, like a Necromancer who creates disposable units who cannot gain EXP(forcing the player to choose between using disposable units who don't grow and your characters who can grow and have names and faces), and an Earth Mage who creates breakable barriers to protect your units/trap enemy units and isolate them from their friends/etc.
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No.5900
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Got bored and felt like fixing these stupid whiny narcissistic mom comics and then got bored so that's all I'm doing
Anonymous
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>>5900
Christ's sake Anon...
Anonymous
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No.5902
5903
Never going there again. Not to that retarded overpriced scam restaurant. It was noisy and cramped and despite booking in advance with my girl the food took fucking forever to arrive as if they were completely unprepared for the possibility of customers. I ordered medium rare steak and they gave me charcoal without fluids, splattered in foul blackness. My girl laughed at my steak, asking if that's medium rare enough for me. I was polite about the charcoal when complaining to the waitress, it's not her fault, these things happen. When I ask, did the cook fall asleep cooking this for too long, I made two women laugh at once. Hell yeah. Comedy genius. She leaves with the bad steak to get a new one. I have had well done steak before, and I have accidentally burned a steak myself once past medium rare, but that steak was fucking charcoal burned too fast and too hot. Put a chunk in your mouth and you taste something vile, charred, crunchy and chewy in all the wrong ways. That's the taste of meat too burned for your gut to agree with it. Don't force it down your throat or it'll get revenge on the way out like mexican food. My girl eventually got her meal, just some small appetizer and it looked great. She chose it, I offered to buy something bigger for her but she didn't want to break the bank. She's really sweet.
They eventually got around to giving me the steak I had already paid for, and this second steak was... still burned chewy charcoal just like the last one only wetter. Juices don't ooze out of it when you cut it but at least it's less crusty and flaky on the outside. Who fucks up a steak twice in a row? Medium rare means there's still pink inside damn it! I was still polite. The waitress takes the burned steak back and gave me a free dessert, except it wasn't really free because they charged me for one steak dinner anyway which is more expensive than the dessert. Well they certainly can't do steak but the dessert was nice, one nigger can't cook steak but you would need the concentrated idiocy of multiple niggers to fuck up putting a warm brownie and scoop of cold ice cream on a plate. I will never go there again. I could cook better at home. So coulf she. They didn't scam much money from me but fuck them anyway. If I was my retarded father I would have whined the whole time to my wife and seethed and whined and seethed and wined until she got so sick of hearing him speak, she started making talking noises without saying anything just so she could have a break from the sound of his voice, knowing that if she asked him to shut up about it he would pout silently waiting for a chance to start bitching about it again. But I am not my dad. My girl and I laughed at the shit service and shit food. We can enjoy anything. We sat next to each other. We kissed a few times. I kept feeling like someone was going to come over and tell us to stop. In the books I read about characters in relationships there were often these maudlin scenes where racist stereotypes of whites call a relationship disgusting. I didn't expect that and that did not happen. I expected some karen to say this is a no kissing zone. We had a good time even though the place was a noisy shithole full of suck and fail. I enjoyed being with her. I love when she talks about things she is passionate about. The excitement in her eyes... I can't describe it but it's like a moth and I like that fire in her eyes.

I also finished my game today. Open world, multiple starting points, difficulty selection, rebalanced level system and removal of EVs and IVs, HD Widescreen, it's got everything. Final release, out now. I should probably add Following Pokemon and 12 regional variants and raid dungeons and ZUD shit, but Z moves and Dynamax are broken unbalanced retarded things just like Terra Crystalize will probably be. I might add Following Pokemon to my next fakemon game. Or... a human character who fills this role by being your companion character. Your Clank, your Midna, you know the deal. Someone important to the story just like your obligatory Vergil style rival to fight three or more times. The protag doesn't talk much so she does the emoting.
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>>5902
>but that steak was fucking charcoal burned too fast and too hot. Put a chunk in your mouth and you taste something vile
I think you can even get cancer from that; important risk factor at least.
>Don't force it down your throat or it'll get revenge on the way out like mexican food
Heh, nigger.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-STdPvEbaw
Anonymous
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No.5904
5906
>love smug anime girls
>hate smug libtards
I'm not sure why I like smug anime girls.
Is it because smug anime girls tend to be magical, or geniuses, or the world's greatest warriors, or something like that? Either their self confidence isn't baseless, and once the hero earns their respect it is given rightfully, or their self confidence is baseless and it gets shattered for comedy's sake. There's a natural arc there, where he grows and earns her respect or she grows to respect him anywway. There's also something fun about smugness that lets you enjoy seeing the downfall of smug characters, even in the little moments. How much fun would the pain of Loony Toons characters be if they didn't bring much of it on themselves? Most of DBZ's comedy moments, besides poop on sticks and fart jokes, are reruns of this joke where an underestimated character gets laughed at by smug people only to stun everyone with his amazing insert something here.
Plus I had a crush on this girl I knew when I was young. We were the same age. A drunk driver killed her so I didn't know her for long. I cried and mourned for a long time when I found out, and cunts called me mopey because abused kids under the control of pedoboomer parents aren't allowed to feel in general, let alone not feel up to stuff like going out and pretending they're fine, when the pedoboomers say so. She was like a smug anime girl in human form. I miss her playful teasing, I miss the jokes, and I respected how she always knew not to go too far. If she could tell I wasn't in the mood she'd stop and ask me if I was alright. She really cared about me. Sometimes I wonder what would have been. But she's been dead for a long time. Maybe she would have grown up to be someone completely different. It's fucked up how the kidfucking pussy liberals deserve to be beaten to death, but that isn't being done to them en masse. They want gun rights gone because they were told to fear guns, but they're fine with retards and old farts driving, and they'd oppose a zero-tolerance "drink and drive? 200 years in prison, you deserve worse" policy. They're fine with fuel-inefficient sports cars that can drive 300+ miles an hour in a school zone but can't brake in time to avoid hitting kids. They're fine with speed traps and epsteins because they're not really people, they're broken robots in human skinsuits and I doubt InfoCamps where these things get strapped to chairs and forced to watch redpilling content could cure them of their inhumanity.

I know why I hate libtards, smug or otherwise. Obviously they're evil and crazy and they need to be stopped. Whatever happens to them, they've done worse to innocents and they'll keep doing it until they're stopped.
As for why they're unpleasant, aside from all the evil shit they have done and will do... They're so unjustifiably smug.
They're fucking morons going with the herd of fucking morons. Their worst weaknesses as sub-standard people are preyed upon to make them join the worst cult of evil on this planet. Their heads are filled with antiwhite propaganda they're too stupid to spot the holes in on their own, and they're too egotistical to listen to their betters and too stupid to understand when their betters talk. Even if you don't believe in eugenics or support it, they are the world's greatest argument for it, and while they might claim to hate eugenics(because they were told to, of course, and because they know a fair system would help their superiors outearn them and outshine them, and eugenics would ensure their superiors would outbreed them too), they support dysgenics wholeheartedly, and if politicians started making death camps for whites they would be the first to kill or report or turn in their white neighbours or die trying. They're Untermensch at their worst. They are bad people and they want mass graves for the "bad people", a term which here means "Whatever the libtards decided they hate this week". Liberals don't have the right to be smug about their "moral superiority" because they rape kids by keeping kidfuckers in power. It's hard to laugh at the left seething again this week over some tiny win when this win won't stop or slow down the kidfucking left in any way that matters. I understand the need to celebrate the small victories but I wish there were more big wins. There are people out there who don't understand politics at all and as long as they don't vote, they're better than the leftists and far smarter too, because they have the intellect to tell when they don't know enough about a subject to feel entitled to force their views and way of life and lop-sided hate-crime-style bullshit laws onto others but not themselves. They'll pay top dollar to live among whites while flooding other areas with sewage. They are worth less than the average person morally and physically usually economically, too. They are inferior by any quantifiable scientifically valid metric under the sun, and they want to make that your problem and mine. One second they're cheering on the idea of death camps for the stupid, because they're fantasizing about stupid fictional conservatives being shot by Communists. The next second they're calling for the ruination of someone's life and working towards it in a mob (and the powers in charge is doing nothing about it because modern laws aren't meant to protect everyone equally) because somebody said something negative about all stupid people, and "ableism is wrong" is something the NPC thinks it believes right now. It's as if rabid piranhas fucked chihuahuas and we're forced at gunpoint to pretend their mutant offspring are people. Their capacity for self delusion is almost as endless as their urge to bark at and hurt beings who would be far more dangerous than them if society wasn't holding some back more than others. They think they're the only smart people alive and only smart people should live and prosper, but only because their definition of smart is "Serves the cult of power". Fuck.
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>>5904
>One second they're cheering on the idea of death camps for the stupid, because they're fantasizing about stupid fictional conservatives being shot by Communists. The next second they're calling for the ruination of someone's life and working towards it in a mob (and the powers in charge is doing nothing about it because modern laws aren't meant to protect everyone equally) because somebody said something negative about all stupid people, and "ableism is wrong" is something the NPC thinks it believes right now.
>It's hard to laugh at the left seething again this week over some tiny win when this win won't stop or slow down the kidfucking left in any way that matters. I understand the need to celebrate the small victories but I wish there were more big wins.
This. Fren.
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>>5906
It's fucked up. Whether people are willing to leave the worst examples of humanity alone or not, they aren't willing to leave us alone. They want to pervert society's ways of separating winners from losers and rig society's ways of determining who wins in their favor. They don't care who they hurt, as long as they get to hurt their betters out of spite.
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>>5907
We might not be willing to hold their inferiority against them. But they're willing to hold our natural supremacy against us, hate us, persecute us for being better, hold us down so we don't prosper as much as we should, rewrite definitions and doublethink and pilpul, they'll never stop. They enjoy being evil too much to question if it is a good idea to be evil. They enjoy lying too much to figure out convincing lies beforehand. They love trying to turn disabled people against the conservatives because those too sheltered to know better will happily serve evil, even though people who rely on the prosperity and generosity of others for their daily bread should want a healthy thriving economy more than anyone. The globalists want smart people brainwashed into obsessing over useless consoomer media trivia because most media is full of libtard brainwashing. How many of the nerds mathematically calculating the diameter of craters to powerscale the destructive potential of Shrek's farts and figure out whether he could kick Goku's ass or not would have been doctors in another life? They obsess over trivia details like "That time the U-Foes fought Hulk and reality broke because a pissed off Hulk was literally harder to push away than reality itself" for the satisfaction of winning arguments over whether Thor could kick Batman's ass. It doesn't matter. These aren't "modern day mythological deities meant to inspire us" as the Junko Pop collectors say, these are barely a step above cereal mascots. When Multiversus had Cartoon Network trash like Steven Universe fighting ancient cartoon characters older than most people alive like Bugs Bunny, and Morty from "adult" cartoon Rick and Morty, the live action only Arya Stark and Black Sports Guy stuck out far more than Superman and his SuperFriends. These media products can crossover with anything. Superman can crossover with Bugs Bunny. Batman can crossover with the Faze Clan. Hulk can shill Hostess Cakes, whatever the fuck those are. There are people alive with tattoos of Hulk and Batman and Pokeballs and Rick and Morty and those stupid fucking reddit and discord mascots. They were demoralized. They were subverted. In another life these people would obsess over constructive things with this intensity. I respect the need for fantasy but why do so many autopilot through life waiting to get back to their fantasies? I respect art but there is more to life than escapism. At least, there is right now. The bad guys want to destroy the real world and control our escapism. They will outlaw fun not permitted by the state. It will be worse than any fictional right wing dystopia ever invented by Hollywood to demonize whites who only ever wanted a home where they are free to be themselves without parasitic pedo demons trying to rape our children and grind our souls away. I would be arrested for saying I would be willing to save white lives.
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I wish more writing discussion happened in the writing discussion thread.

Someone will probably blame me for that, if he thinks his habit of snapping at me for talking anywhere I talk no matter what I say (even though there is a place for this to be taken so it derails threads less and harshes the vibe of threads less) never makes others think twice about posting anything for fear of being hated forever by the perpetually seething. If our questions go unanswered we should wait for them to be answered instead of asking new ones, no matter how long this takes and what new things come up, right? Otherwise unanswered questions and failed attempt to inject activity into a topic pile up and the thread looks even more dead. I don't get it. I don't get how these people don't see how trying to micromanage posters and dominate this site and enforce control over this place hurts the free atmosphere. People are afraid to make new threads and post in existing ones for fear of getting yelled at and permanently upsetting someone who never posts in the self improvement thread detailing their daily successes and personal growth. I wish I could fix this on my own and inject positive activity into that thread but I don't have a circlejerk personal army following me around like Myrtle's friends in Lilo and Stitch loudly agreeing with their ringleader in unison when prompted. If I did have friends like that what could they say about writing, anyway? But that's not the real issue. I wish that writing thread was a place without the usual rage. A place where egos are left at the door and grudges are postponed and writing is discussed.

I can't go to a normal writing site and ask "How do I right right wing propaganda well", can I?

Guess why.

It's because normal sites are pozzed as fuck!

Conquered and subverted by leftists.

If I asked for normal writing advice I would get libtard shit. One friend I had for fucking years and hid his evil well outed himself as a libtard communist when I showed him my dogshit fallout equestria fic and asked for writing advice, because his response was "Whoever wrote this was confused about who is in charge. The big strong animals should better reflect the evil whites ruling the world with their christianity and democracy and the heroes should be communist revolutionary vegans with pipe bombs killing old white racists until society improves".

Fucking hell. This fucking guy. He recommended a writing discord and it turned out to be full of marxists roleplaying glomping each other, circlejerking over themselves and their in crowd while spitting at everyone not in enough layers of their in crowd. The focus of the discord wasn't writing, it was the in crowd. So many faggots were permanently walking on eggshells on tiptoes trying to avoid upsetting the in crowd. I called everyone a faggot and left. Fuck that discord. Then someone friend requested me, I said yes, he copypasted a wall of text then blocked and unfriended me. This faggot wrote a whiny rant full of shame flinging abuser talk and expected me to read all this shit instead of deleting it.

Can't write a story that seeks to say something and be more than another by the numbers piece of algorithmically generated content without people attacking the message and telling you to change it instead of trying to help you write the story you want to write and make it the best it can be. Already got banned from two writing sites just for asking for writing advice and not obeying when ordered to rewrite my story and its goal into being leftist propaganda. That's the problem with those miniature tyrants, they don't talk to you, they talk at you, talk down to you like they think they are all powerful important people whose opinion and feelings matter immensely. Well they have many problems but fuck that problem too.

Writing as a whole, media creation, it's full of leftists telling everyone else how it should be done. Reading books and guides and blogs and watching youtube videos for hours... filtering out the good advice from the woke libshit is genuinely exhausting after a while. I wish there was a site dedicated specifically to writing right wing books. But it would probably be full of leftist trolls, depressed demoralizers out to make their misery everyone else's problem, or elderly conservative boomers. I don't know where to go if I want advice on writing better stories with libertarian themes, because libertarian forums are full of pozzed libtards and office-politics ingroupism too. This site's a fucking party compared to those places. What is it about big forums that promotes this mentality? Do post histories and inflating post counts under everyones usernames fuck with peoples heads? Is it letting women into your forum that creates the ego problem? Or is it something to do with how terminally online people with nothing to be proud of IRL desperately need a place where they can engage in escapist fantasies and pretend to be important smart people at everyone else's expense? I just don't fucking get humans. I want to focus on writing. So why do so many writing sites end up about feelings and reputations and roleplaying and egos and office politics and in group out group circlejerkery instead of talking about writing?
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>>5910
For the record this site's writing thread isn't pozzed, I just wish it was more active. Every time I look into a new writing forum it turns out to be pozzed. Maybe I should just stop talking to people about in progress work and rely exclusively on feedback from people familiar with the finished product. People certainly don't hesitate to tell others what they think about finished products.
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>The father represents any parent, or institution, or religion, or government that wants to prevent you (or me) from coming into our own and expressing who we truly are. This covers the gamut, from corporations not wanting employees to think outside the box, to a society that still isn’t entirely okay with gay marriage. They (the father figure) thinks they know best. They say they have your best interests at heart and they will protect you. But they are just fearful of what will happen when people are living their best lives.

>–Michael Dante Dimartino

What a faggot. No wonder LOK tried so hard to demonize ATLA's heroes once they became parents.
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>>>/mlpol/350820 →
It does seem to me like some writers are a bit too afraid of writing Sues. So much so that they end up writing almost purposefully boring characters.
See Takemichi for reference, holy shit.
>>>/mlpol/350804 →
Picrel is great. There's obviously plenty of space for characters written to be relatable; but not every character needs to be restrained by this.

Sorry for the delay. There've been some storms lately. Power outages and fried ethernet cables left and right.
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>>5970
Glad everyone's back.

It's surprising how many Fire Emblem characters are just filler with no story importance. Just one or two memorable character traits and a gameplay function. Guess it's a consequence of the "protagonist deaths cause a game over but unimportant characters who die in battle stay dead and the game goes on without them alive. Unless they are needed alive later, then they just get wounded and become unplayable forever" system. That FE knockoffs "characters who die get injured and are playable the next chapter but nerfed due to injury" system was better, encouraged playing through your deaths instead of resetting every time a waifu dies. If I was making a FE game I would need to invent a shitton of quirky memorable one note filler characters to show up and become playable to replace anyone the player allowed to die last chapter(and write unlockable optional conversation cutscenes for damn near every possible combination of characters, including scenes where the characters marry and have time travelling kids affected by the stats of their parents, exponentially increasing the work needed to get this shit done), or rework FE's fundamental systems to negate permadeath and make a smaller core cast of characters matter greatly to the plot which will piss off FE purists. I guess a constantly rotating stable of characters who get introduced and die and get replaced keeps the audience on their toes and is good for shock value, right? All that shocking death certainly didn't hurt Attack on Titan and Walking Dead and Game Of Thrones's mass appeal.
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>>5971
>"protagonist deaths cause a game over but unimportant characters who die in battle stay dead and the game goes on without them alive."
Kind of reminds me of the NPC's in Hollow Realisation.
>I guess a constantly rotating stable of characters who get introduced and die and get replaced keeps the audience on their toes and is good for shock value, right?
I think I read something about AoT's Author saying he was planning to kill-off Levi too. But his assistant told him there was no reason, as far as the plot concerned, for Levi to die. So that was kind of the only reason he didn't went through with another shocking death.

I still don't think AoT was a meat grinder, with a rotating cast of characters in place of meat. At least not to the same level as TWD. Not familiar to game of thrones tho.
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>>5972
I don't watch much tv so AOT is the meat grinderiest thing I've seen. I haven't seen walking dead or GOT.
I was considering a moment like the Star Wars Cantina except instead of being forced to hire Han and Chewbacca the protag can hire all sorts of wacky characters for a price. On one hoof this means I will put effort into some characters the average "one and done" player may never pick. And I should make sure it's not possible for bad players to screw themselves over and softlock themselves by making a garbage team. That could take a while. On the other hoof characters introducing themselves at once on one menu or map might cause them to blur together, people might overlook the less interesting characters if everyone introduces themselves at once and then asks "Want me on your side?". On the other other hoof it adds replay value if they add different people to their party each time. There can be a New Game Plus mode where you get more starting cash with each subsequent playthrough. Plus extra characters can be unlocked on subsequent playthroughs as rewards for completing certain achievements. Perhaps upgrades for the trash characters can be purchased if the player doesn't want to hire any powerhouses. Just in case people pick the worst team possible or replay the game 8 times and start complaining about how easy the game is I should add an adaptive difficulty system where the game takes it easy on you if you suck and gets harder for hardcore players.
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>>5973
Those are great ideas actually. Would love to see something like that in YS.
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Remember when normies who love Mr Rogers Neighbourhood and Sesame Street bashed bronies for liking popular thing? That was fucking gay. Twats with Cartoon and MCU and Videogame tattoos have no business calling other shows homosexual. Wanting to cum inside Rainbow Dash is the straightest thing possible besides wanting to cum inside Twilight Sparkle.
>>5974
What's YS?
Also I'm thinking of setting each class's max level to 10 and making promotes mandatory and automatic upon reaching lv10, setting every character's growths to 100% or 0% depending on the char and stat (200% for the main stat) and lowering their stat caps. If characters with faces and names can only be certain classes that greatly reduces the workload spriting and animating these characters. But the hero might get a custom class that goes up to lv30 without promoting. Getting your buff from some ingame lore thing's cooler than using the fire emblem equivalent of a Thunder Stone, but unlike Roy the buff will be substantial and it won't come too late in the game.
Characters should grow consistently between playthroughs and hit max level and max stats before they become invincible gods that oneshot everything due to grinding. The imprecision of relying on RNG offends me spiritually. Gambling is against my religion. Probably. Anyway, characters should grow consistently with each level up so the developers know what characters the player is likely to use and how strong they would be if used as intended. RNG shouldn't screw the player and force them to use other units if RNG makes their levelup rewards too shit. Stat growths are such a dumb idea, I'm surprised Pokemon doesn't do it and force every hackless competitive trainer to RNG manipulate or save-scum per levelup to see any benefit out of the levelup where it counts.
There will also be a "0% growths mode" if possible in this engine because some people love it. Though introducing a ton of recruitables at the start might fuck with how FE normally delivers a steady stream of progressively stronger units over time.

If enemies could level up by killing your units, resulting in an inflated EXP gain when killing those units, inflating that EXP gain further (perhaps they also gain a cash bounty for the kill, to be taken by the player when that enemy unit is killed?) could provide a form of adaptive difficulty adjustment to offset how losing too many valuable units could screw you over and softlock you.
If the player fucks up and makes things objectively unwinnable by getting all his units killed except the protag this could trigger a joke character into showing up out of nowhere to single-handedly win the game for you and give you a joke ending for your troubles. Perhaps a parody of the "Logbook Avatar" thing you can do where you can grind your protag Avatar into being OP on easy mode, register him in the logbook, start a new save on the hardest difficulty, grind for gold using pay2win DLC to make grinding faster and easier, and buy that Logbook Avatar for 999999 gold to solo the game for you.
Or the hero could gain EXP or a buff to his signature weapon each time one of his friends dies due to magic sword shit, despite verbally expressing how much he hates this and canonically isn't getting his guys killed on purpose.
Then again what story would it create if players feel tempted to make my protagonist be a cunt who gets his friends killed for comedy and lower tactician ranks and bigger numbers?
Perhaps if too many of your units die, it should screw you out of the good ending, make characters call you a dense faggot, lock away bonus chapters where optional party members can be recruited, make optional mercenaries raise their asking price due to hearing rumors of a bloodthirsty retarded leader getting his units killed for sport and not wanting to die for him at dirt cheap rates "just in case" (a few recruitables might even tell you to fuck off and promise not even all the gold on the planet could make them willing to die for a leader like you), maybe even cause some units or your whole army to abandon you on the spot and trigger a game over.

I like the idea of a difficulty modifier with permadeath on, one with permadeath off, one mode where "If anyone dies, it's game over" to subtly speed up the process of playing permadeath with resets on so you can feel like you "beat the game without deaths" without thinking about how much save scumming it took, and a "characters killed will be playable next chapter but with an injury, a stat penalty that goes away over time and goes away faster if they are benched" mode. Perhaps each character besides the mandatory protag you can't bench should get a Stamina Meter that goes down when used, depletes their stats when low, and restores when benched for a map or two? That could help force the player to rotate his cast of characters in and out and get every character made redundant by others to still see action now and then, getting EXP those obsessed with making gods out of their units and removing the strategy from the strategy game would normally hoard for a select few characters.
This would be on top of the buff enemies get on any difficulty besides Normal. Or the easy mode buff.
Normal, Hard, Lunatic, and... The hardest mode must be a DMC Dante Must Die reference, because Lunatic+ and Lunatic++ are gay names. But what to call these modes? Dorcas Must Die? Marth Must be Murdered? Peri must Perish? Ike Must Die-ke? Chrom Must be Killed? Corrin Must Crap Himself When Dying? Roy Must RIP? Lyn Must Lose? Gharnef Is Gharna Die? I'll think of something.
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>>5977
>What's YS?
Somewhat obscure franchise that I've been shilling. Only played the last two entries tho. see >>5866
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Quotes echo loudly in empty heads, and spill from their mouths like vomit.
Just like soundbites.
Talked to an anti-gun retard today. Felt like conversing with a robot too bugged to notice when I've got enough points for it to change an aspect of its worldview. Like it was a chatbot programmed to loop to an earlier point in the conversation or jump to a random talking point if it didn't know what to say, or recognized that "I don't know" or "sorry" would be the correct thing to say.

>>5978
Is it that game where you fire magic rifles at magic tanks? I think I saw youtube footage of that game. I'll play Lacrimosa soon.
I played Ape Escape 1 for the first time recently and beat it. Finally had some time to myself and went at it. God, I miss that series. I miss those little touches like the monkeys scripted to do weird shit and the way the toys and ben 10 watch costumes are themed around toys and costumes kids might wear. Will there ever be a spiritual successor? Where's the Wargroove of Ape Escape?
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>>5979
>Is it that game where you fire magic rifles at magic tanks?
Huh? I don't think so.
>I played Ape Escape 1 for the first time recently and beat it.
Riot Control Blm Edition, such a classic.
>I'll play Lacrimosa soon.
Hope you enjoy it as much as I did fren.
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>>5980
What was the name of the WW2 themed turn based tactics game with anime girls and rifles? I remember it having a "beach episode" moment. Was it named something french?
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>>5980
I was thinking of Valkyria Chronicles.
My original goal with Pokemon Pink was to make a game in under a week, but after I got it working in a week I got distracted adding extraneous new shit with no original region to make a journey, a story, an adventure out of the scattered foes to fight for their pokemon in a glorified dev room. Now that Rapid Red has successfully made a modernized open world reimagining of Kanto, injecting it with fresh new content like the SS Anne Tournament and the unofficial Ghost Gym in Lavender(you can even battle the Cerulean Cave guy at any time to get him out of your way if you want legendaries on your team before you take on the Elite Four, they may come in handy for the powerful Weather Teams of the Elite Four and their blatantly cheating Champion), I think it's time I tried that one week challenge again. Time to try making something that has taken other developers years. Even if the result is unplayable barely finished trash, this experiment and what I learn from it should make me a better game developer.
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Day 1. Everything is plotted, character art is in progress.
300ish existing pokemon were chosen to be scattered throughout this region. All the extra pokemon can be found in a Dream World unlocked after you beat the elite four and champ, and in the scuffed open world kanto from my previous game. Access to Kanto is unlocked in the postgame.
HM items work and can be given to protagonist in the same order every time when the 8 gyms are beaten. Art assets for items are complete.
The 8 gyms can be challenged in any order and will scale in difficulty. Placeholder graphics implemented for them, the champ, and the elite four. Will draw them properly later.
Easy Automatic, Normal, and Pikachu Must Perish difficulty modes are enabled.
Some routes exist, basic for now.
Starter pokemon selection works.
Start with one eevee, one canon pokemon starter, and one fakemon starter.
All matches are 3v3 now. Even wild pokemon encounters. God I miss Dragon Quest Monsters Joker. If only pokemon had autobattle mode. Might as well considering how easy canon games are. Could sleepwalk through the whole game with your pokemon set to Show No Mercy and never make a single move manually. If I ever make a pokemon styled game I have to add that Tactics feature.
Optional 2v1 and 3v1 difficulty modifiers are there for the masochists who want to make youtube content. Make all the mons gang up on yours. Is it even possible to beat the game like this?
Team Evil is a generic force for badness played for laughs because I want to save the evil Team SJW for a region I will spend more than a week making. There will be a funny scene where the villain tries summoning a legendary and it just fucking kills him and then fucks off. How gloriously anticlimactic.
Level scaling code activated. Following Pokemon activated.
Can battle optional trainers via pokephone anywhere. These optional bossfights might kick some peoples asses.
Key item for changing pokemon moves abilities natures and nicknames added
A continent and an island. That is the region. Name set in stone. To be revealed later.
HM items chosen to ensure if you start on that island you can get to the mainland via HM to prevent softlock even if you dont want to talk to the boat man.
HMs are now reuseable TMs, Flash and Strength and Rock Smash are all strong attacks like Surf now.
Rival Guy is a fucking twat. The edgy rival everyone knows and loves. Stereotypical cunt. Pops up out of the blue to fight you then fucks off. Dominated by his own inferiority. His front fools nobody. Will he ever grow out of it? Undecided. Perhaps if you kick his ass in each fight he changes his ways and if he beats you more times than you beat him he remains a cunt. Perhaps his mental state depends on whether you remain polite or call him a faggot at every opportunity.
Rival Girl can pop up out of nowhere and fight you or accompany you on your journey like a Fallout New Vegas companion. You choose after the first time you fight her.
Starting area is barebones for now. Will add more tomorrow. Plan to add teacher NPC who can infodump at you on demand and give tutorials. All optional.
System is in place where upon starting game you can start in any town. Start in recommended town and you wake up with your eevee farmer mom or select another place to live with your dad. Start with mom and dad lives wherever fits him best. Why are they divorced? Dunno lol.

Made a town where you choose a side to conquer the town for when overthrowing the villain in charge. A variable used when entering via Saffron style checkpoint doors sends you to version 0 controlled by the enemy, or v1 if the goodies are in charge, or v2 if evil reigns. Considered letting your choice change the gym leader you fight for the badge and it really wouldnt take much time but fuck it, minimalism time. I only have seven days and I'm not spending all my time on this project alone or sacrificing IRL hobbies and responsibilities to get shit done. The gym leader is the villain in charge. The side you win things for changes the town's look and what NPCs living there have to say.
Not bad progress for an hour or two of day 1.

One idea tempts me with its siren call: A town you take over after overthrowing the villain in charge. Now you get to spend money cleaning up and upgrading the town, you can fight random trainers in your own gym, you can convince named NPCs all over the world to move here, gym leaders from other regions might fight you at your gym and then offer to move into your town so you can fight them again, you can invest into local businesses to upgrade them, help cover part of the cost of getting new houses and places of business and apartment buildings made, you can even talk to characters in your town and see how they are doing.
I could make multiple versions of this town and a variable would be read when entering and exiting to see which variant to send you to, on top of all the buildings where the doors send you to different interiors when purchased and upgraded depending on upgrade status or are locked if the business was not purchased yet. You could choose a theme for your natural park, fly to Kanto by buying an airport for your town, visit random temporary guests in the hotel, visit a museum and fill it with cool shit like fossils and key items and pictures, decorate your mansion however you see fit and set up warp tiles to the multiple Secret Bases you can make all over the world and back, walk around your mansion garden and park with all six of your pokemon at once, bake EXP Cupcakes at the bakery, buy all sorts of useful crap at the farmers market including berries, watch pokemon matches on the PC at the library and face optional superbosses in a digital smogon themed world where some foes will force smogon gimmicks and tier restrictions onto you, fuck, I could make a whole game out of this alone. Setting NPCs up to buy your farmed berries would be easy. Pokemon: Stardew Valley Animal Crossing Island Edition. Maybe some day.
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>>5985
>I was thinking of Valkyria Chronicles.
Oh, I see. I dunno why I was thinking about the moe-reich thingy.
Also, was "CBT" the reference I assumed it was? I am surprised no one brought it up.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iZ9Lt0LYiUI
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>>5994
Moe reich? Never heard of it.
Putting CBT in the title was intentional, because I love cock jokes. Going Commando, Up Your Arsenal, Quest For Booty, I wanted hidden sex jokes like that. Catch, Battle, Trade. CBT.
I was tempted to name my red remake a cock joke but I didn't. Red Rocket would have worked but it would get people to expect team rocket gameplay. I thought about making Viridian's lava cave into a big optional mountain full of caves to explore and calling it Red Mountain and shaping it like a fox cock. A human dick would be too obvious. But I didn't do that.

A beta reader for my Fire Emblem game called my writing too political. If he noticed, I need to tone things down. Fuck. I want to rant. Political rants are so much easier than seamlessly integrating political themes.

I hate that if I want this to turn out good I have to try harder than any libtard who worked on Mass Effect or Far Cry 6 or Watch Dogs or any of Red Dead's libtard moments or Battlefield V-Gina or Feminist Ghostbusters or Bird Box or Handmaiden's Tale or any other piece of libtard media when it comes to the political messaging. Writers worked hard on most of these things but the wokeshit was noticeable if you have what it takes to (((notice))) and you don't just consoom mindlessly and then defend the media because you consoomed it and don't want to feel like that was wrong.
There is so much blatant libtard messaging in all our shit these days. People expect it. They take it for granted. They think it's the norm. They claim you're making a political statement about all women when your hypercompetent spy catsuit assassin who can go toe to toe with dieties physically and mentally and outwit the norse god of bullshit some people still worship today and kick the ass of twenty men while a top bodyguard for the worlds richest man struggles with one says "when they made me a monster through conditioning and training, part of making me a monster was removing my ability to breed". They'd call me a sexist womanhater virgin incel if a hardcore military big sword big milkers amazonian massive muscle tomboy waifu in my game with lickable abs and thighs that could crush an elephant said "Keeping up with the men isn't easy!". Because they're so used to awkward forced girl power moments they barely even notice them any more and wonder what white men are talking about when they notice. And I'm definitely not a virgin, I've lain with multiple women. Some of them, I wish I never knew carnally or at all. I wish I never met that Naruto obsessed bitch. Naruto isn't even that good a show, it just has rare great moments where it does work. But still, I have had sex, not that this should matter socially or have any bearing on my worth as a man. Society should hate men less. It relies on men. If a man fucks twenty women, twenty women get to be mothers. If twenty men fuck a woman, one of them is the father and the rest have to wonder. Impressing a woman who feels entitled to Superman's body and Bruce Wayne's money is far harder than being a woman and bending over for some random drunk desperately lonely guy at a nightclub willing to overlook everything wrong with you if you'll just let him do what he was told his whole life men only exist to do besides slave labor. Society wants men desperately lonely and full of self loathing. Society is evil. Evil is the norm in this evil society. I want to build a home in the mountains far away from it all and sustenance farm while making cool shit and fucking my love. I want to raise people who will think for themselves and know the truth. Maybe I should start my story with the worst writing imaginable to scare away all the casual readers. A dream sequence, but instead of a foreshadowing-filled spoiler, it's got boobies. A moment of characterization for our plucky young underdog protagonist.

Pokemon-wise, more places are done now. The intro works and one fakemon starter duo is complete. Cleaning our piece of shit oven took a lot of time today. I will make the fakemon starters evolve once and, near the game's climax, gain held items to give them the power of third and fourth stage evolutions without form changes like megas. What player would give another 100bst to a shitmon when the best megas exist to make things boring? And tons of second stage pokemon are just awkward unappealing middle grounds between small and cute vs alluring or strong. My game intentionally has the player spend more time with the fakemon at his best.
I won't make the starter something you have to keep in your party at all times... maybe. Maybe I'll rework the following system to only make my fakemon follow you, no matter your team composition, so the player has to look at them more and keep one in the party at all times? Maybe not. I value freedom and the idea of forcing that onto the player doesn't sit right.

Might make this starter playable in Rivals Of Aether, I'm really proud of her design. I think she looks better than my old rabbit girl with the sword.
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>>5996
>Writers worked hard on most of these things but the wokeshit was noticeable if you have what it takes to (((notice)))
You really have to look back at relatively older media to find subtlety in their shit.
But yeah, you really have to keep an eye on society to guess just how much can you push, how much can you get away with, how can you handle certain situations. As well as proper timing.
I know my stuff may never blow up; but if it does, I honestly can't trust anyone with my "pr" but myself.
>Putting CBT in the title was intentional
KeK

Also, what are your thoughts on Elden Ring?
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>>6001
In retrospect it doesn't feel like subtlety that the Krogans started out as these big hyper muscular manly things with dominated women, better Klingons for a less rubber-foreheaded age, only to be used as a vector to insert feminist propaganda that says letting the feminine ego and hypergamy go out of control as the bottom 99% of women go for the top 1% of men is somehow a good thing for society that "culls the weak and makes every tribe that mixes stronger".

As a kid I didn't know enough about the world to know my whore mother was as wrong about feminism as she was wrong about everything else. But looking back it doesn't feel subtle that Watch Dogs blames damn near everything shit about london it can afford to bring up (no mention of the browned city's brown river browned by overpopulation and an overburdened sewage system that floods the Thames with brown if it rains too much) on the white man while making you fight "Albion", aka White Land and another word for Britain while saving foreigners from "camps" that "chop people up" or "put chips in them to make them slaves" of the rich white women. It has you save innocent foreigners from white gangs aided by and armed by nationalist governments and their private military company for fuck's sake. When normies say they don't see anything political about this anti-white anti-factual wokeshit, it's another sign that maybe democracies can only survive when voting is something you have to earn by being more than the average normie.

Elden Ring's a masterpiece but everything good I can think of to say about it was already said. I find it hilarious that so many were saying "Elden Ring breaks every rule of game design we were taught. Why do people love it?". Maybe people like the idea of entering a world and making their own story. Maybe people want games with characters they want to fuck instead of losers like Aloy. Maybe people like the idea of earning their fun and overcoming adversity instead of grinding their life away in soulless open worlds full of low-skill combat and uninteresting samey filler content. Maybe some people like dodging out of enemy attacks and mastering the weapons of your movesets and finding time to use the big slow strong shit without dying instead of making do with a game that might as well play itself for all the intellectual activity going on in the minds of its players. Maybe there is value in gitting gud, sharing unique experiences, coming together to help others beat this game and mine its rich depths to understand everything, then mod it for even more challenges.

"Let Me Solo Her" just couldn't be a thing in World of Warcraft or any modern multiplayer shooter. Players scattered across countless zones, two factions, countless instances and worlds, just wouldn't see this. One sufficiently skilled player can't solo a boss that's meant to be a challenge for characters with their stats. Level 99 pay2wins can solo Onyxia, the big dragon teams of 40 level 60s used to struggle to fight 20 years and 6 expansion passes ago, but you'll never see a naked man with a pot on his head in warcraft solo a boss some people still can't beat while their teammates watch in awe or help.

If there was value in open world microtransaction pay2win trash, players wouldn't be pissed that some people GET to pay money to skip ingame content better off skipped like XP grinding/dailies/RNG grinds, they'd feel sorry for the people who missed out on that "valuable content". I saw casuals say "Holy shit I did it!" over tiny accomplishments like a kid who just did his first pressup, and I saw the community congratulate them, recognizing the value in even small milestones like this. You won't see that in these trash games where lootboxes and microtransactions are designed to make players feel like they're missing out and getting a worse experience if they don't pay up.


If CelestAI ever became a thing (and it won't, even AIs able to adapt on the fly and simulate stimulus to adapt to can't get everything about humanity right enough to manipulate enough humans to become a threat to all humans without getting shut down. And the last human to choose escapism over reality certainly fucking wouldn't be a muslim hell bent on dying for the fantasy of a heaven full of virgin children for him to fuck. And that story about two AIs inventing their own language on the fly to speak without the humans listening in is something I'd have to be a Roblox Creepypasta Wiki Admin to believe) the first humans to commit suicide by incinerator in china after having low-quality photographs of their brains taken and used by AI imitations of humans to imitate each human separately inside a digital world full of arbitrary puzzles, easy sex, and AI-generated waifus designed to fulfill your needs would be the twats who already spend more time in virtual worlds than the real one and know more about fantasy worlds than the real one. And the worst virtual worlds for the saddest brainlets are found inside television shows. Some good television exists but most of it is not art but forgettable sludge designed to waste time and suck idiots in. Glorified soap operas like Walking Dead at its worst and Handmaiden's Tale are immersive virtual worlds for people too dumb to turn a video game console on and get sucked into it. People who can't tell their shoot buttons from their jump buttons cried when Brian Griffon died. I know people who game as a hobby and I wish I didn't know delusional clowns who think copaganda and "Hitler was a madman with AIDS who saw Jesus in his dreams and ruined Germany" propaganda and feminist drivel have value. The most annoying ones are the old twats who smugly dismiss modern entertainment and men with careers in producing it only to waste time watching revisionist history and goyslop television (re)programming.

Gaming can bring countless people together in appreciation for a piece of art and the experiences it can create.

Television just makes observers of us.
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>>6002
>Watch Dogs
I've heard it's trash, but I didn't knew it was THAT pozzed.
>Elden Ring's a masterpiece...
I've never been interested in souls games, but the utter salt over ER is impossible to ignore. QuantumTv pretty much proved you can get away with everything if you're a nig
>If there was value in open world microtransaction pay2win trash, players wouldn't be pissed that some people GET to pay money to skip ingame content better off skipped like XP grinding/dailies/RNG grinds, they'd feel sorry for the people who missed out on that "valuable content".
This. I dunno why anyone would even try to argue otherwise. Bit unrelated. But all this talk reminded me of the Genshing fandom; Is such an unparalleled, endless stream of cringe and tranny drama. Honkai seems to be surprisingly better in every aspect tho.
>Glorified soap operas like Walking Dead
I think one of the actors said as much, lmao. Can't speak for the comics, but the TV series was mostly filler from the start.

That was a great post BTW, can't say I didn't enjoyed it.
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>>6003
What I said about Watch Nogs and Mass Defect doesn't even begin to cover it all. His vids on them are great. https://www.bitchute.com/channel/D9Zodj4uHiQI/

I think Honkai turned out better because it's closer to DMC than Genshit's Zelda. It copied most of BOTW's homework when BOTW was an attempt to reinvent the Zelda formula to recapture the discovery of the first game. Instead of equipping fire arrows or a torch you shoot arrows through a fire or hit fire with a stick to ignite these things and set trees ablaze, instead of using contextual actions or an axe item you hit trees to get logs, push them into the ocean and ride them. You're encouraged to think and dodge and manage resources that do and do not regenerate. Botw got carried away with the item durability (would it have killed them to add a blacksmith or anvil item that lets you repair and upgrade items using monster part drops and cash? Plus an item crafting system where you can pause the game and combine monster bits and random drops to get improvised weapons when shit really hits the fan. Glass jar plus jelly monster goo equals bomb. Add a stone to get shrapnel shards in the goo jar. Sticks plus goblin teeth equals spiked club. Monster meat plus bomb jelly grenade changes the bomb effect to something gimmicky). Just doesn't feel right when I look at a BOTW encounter and say "combat would expend more resources or time than would ever be worth the drops, fuck it I'm fleeing". Hero Of Courage Link Hyrule should not flee. But while Genshin's elemental interaction system and almost DMCish movesets are cool upgrades to BOtWs pretty basic combat something about the gacha way characters rely on consumables and currencies and stat boosters and worse yet grinding to get better or even get unlocked at all sickens me. Can speedrunners really beat Genshin to an arbitrary amount of completion using their speedrunner strats and skills as a player where optimal builds and numbers raised by grinding should go? Does genshin even have a speedrunner scene? Plus genshin has those gay scenes where characters suck your cock and say "I was so lonely before I met you, sexy genius protagonist. Thank you for buying me". That's inherently homosexual. If Skylanders toys thanked the player for saving them from an eternity of loneliness by buying them people would cry foul even though the average child has more resistance to manipulative marketing scams than the gachawhale exploited by these systems. Not all kids who bought some Skylanders preowned whaled out and bought them all but every adult nerd who would defend scams because of the positive feelings they invoke in him is homosexual.

You know what was really cringe? One fucking weeb or his clone (why do they share a channel?) defending genshin impact from the fan backlash to some lackluster milestone celebration by insulting everyone who cares about the game "too much". The guy turned out to be a cunt but I still watch their videos on animation when they aren't pozzed, whatever college he went to knew what it was talking about. I don't believe celebrities when they claim to be harassed without posting proof that could be faked within a few minutes. Still bothering voice actors with complaints about a game with a character they voice is cringe and useless, if the game had a better PR department people would know where to send their complaints if they want to feel listened to. Genshin impact could have afforded to reward people with more fake currency to inspire more brand loyalty. They could expand the teams that make more content for the game. They have the money. Open world games are easier to produce if you have the money to make a few working sidequests and enemy spawn points and activities and collectables and then tell foreign underpaid underqualified workers "copypaste them around to fill this open world map fast". You can randomly generate a fucking huge map, then get artists to fuck with it to make it look better. It's harder than making 3D platformer levels where everything has to be perfect or it all falls apart when one jump is 5 pixels too high and beating the game is impossible. No wonder so many games are AAA shit. It's cheap to create these big empty soulless open worlds and fill them with generic content sludge. Then money is wasted making the game look pretty with facial mocap and contextual blended inverse kinematics animations when it would be fine for the game to look like a game and it would likely play better as a game if it did. I swear these fucking AAA studios wish they were making movies. Big expensive movies for the people who don't get the games with shorter stories or understand books. Elden Ring has soul, because it's Dark Souls But More. It's a better gameplay formula and core gameplay loop than the usual generic 3d crouch stealth shoot bow and arrow craft some bolts loot some corpses slash jump climb walky talky facial mocap crap.

I know I'm supposed to be doing a pokemon challenge but the Fire Emblem game is coming along nicely. I keep getting new ideas for it. Just added a glass cannon wimp with shit stats who can move into combat for more damage then flee from it afterwards to safety. Spend more movement running into combat to do decent damage on the target further away and you have fewer moves left in a turn to flee from danger. How you use the character has to change to get anything good out of her. She's not just another character who kills, meatshields for the killers, heals, or meatshields poorly. That's more interesting to me than just making this character another sword user except with an axe or a replacement sword user for if the first sword user dies. Custom lv30 classes and no promotions, stat growths are 0 or 100 or 200 and stat caps are lowered to give characters niches and ensure characters can only ever reach invincible meatshield status if they are supposed to.
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Gamma was a robot from the ambitious janky fun Sonic Adventure 1.
While Sonic went through the usual Sonic plot (eggman's up to no good, heroes must stop him, also eggman manipulates someone new to his side for a bit to give this formula the illusion of experimentation and the franchise the illusion of growth by just adding more characters forever) but with a "deeper" tone than usual (the villain manipulates a past he doesn't understand for destructive purposes, the hero ends the cycle of violence through positive force) Gamma was doing the "evil robot becomes self-aware and dies for humanity" thing.
He frees the birds inside his robot brothers by destroying the robots. And he was going to "face himself", except instead of joining the 40% of troons he'd fly away like le 51% face, but they changed that so instead of Gamma shooting himself he just got shot by his dying robot brother, the last one.
How do you top that?
Sonic Adventure 2 tried to top that and fix problems with SA1, while also fixing what wasn't broken. Cranking up the melodrama and edge. Weaving its narratives together by telling one story that bounces between mutliple perspectives that converge on the main plot was smarter than re-animating and re-voicing some but not all repeated cutscenes. Much is recycled. Eggman's trying to use something from the past he doesn't understand again, it's an ancient evil that will inevitably betray him because evil is not a toy except now there are two (Shadow and the Biolizard. Three if you count Gerald, four if you count the ARK) of them, somebody's got a tragic backstory, and they escalate the stakes by threatening the earth and destroying part of the moon and forgetting they did that instead of ending it on a destroyed city and forgetting they couldn't stop that.
Sonic Heroes decides it can't top that and wisely scales things back. Metal Sonic needs his ass kicked so they kick the ass many levels later, roll credits.
And because the game's structure demanded a powerhouse on Shadow's new team, we get Omega. A rehash of Gamma played for laughs.
Omega is a funny robot who wants to kill. Crush. Destroy. And that's it.
Because Eggman locked him in a room to guard a pod and that's gay.
There is no deeper meaning behind the character. There is no grand ambition here. He's a joke character who stands out in a sea of jokes because this one was actually supposed to be funny.
We're not supposed to laugh when Shadow says "Damn those alien bastards to hell" or Eggman says "As long as I can strangle a Zeti, my hands are fine" or Infinite says "You may call me Infinite, in the few pathetic moments that remain to you. I can smell your fear, mwahahaha I'm so evil and spooooky, you pitiful foolish fools! HRRRAAAGH I'M NOT WEAK STOP CALLING ME WEAK!"
But when Omega talks like his life's purpose is to destroy waves of Eggman's robots, it's funny because it unintentionally shines a spotlight on how repetitive this formula is. Everyone's purpose in Sonicland is to destroy more waves of Eggman robots.
The biggest joke of Omega isn't that he starts ripping off HK-47 and calling people "Meatbag" eventually. It's that he's what Gamma could have been if he was revived into yet another recurring character created for one purpose that was swiftly forgotten entirely, like how Knuckles once guarded the Master Emerald and Silver once fought for the future and Blaze has her own world to take care of why the fuck is she here Sega, I'm fine with her doing the Olympics with Waluigi but why does she show up in mainline titles just to do nothing?
Gamma could have been trapped in an endless loop of just showing up to be there and free some Eggman Robots now and then. Silver the time traveller and Blaze the princess from another dimension don't just show up in the less serious spinoffs, they even show up in the main plot just to be cheerleaders for Sonic. Omega is a parody of what they could have done to Gamma, a hyper-flanderized version created specifically to fill the purpose of "big guy who's there because we need someone to fill the power slot on Shadow's team and Eggman, Metal Sonic, Shaddow Android, Gemerl/Emerl, and so on are out of the question". In a series full of characters ruined with forgotten purposes, he was created to preemptively lack any purpose beyond just smashing eggman bots because they are there. And unlike most of Sonic's hedgehog melodrama, we're not expected to take this seriously. We don't see sad music and flashbacks when Omega describes the torturous agonizing loneliness and despair of being left alone and forgotten like an old toy. If we ever did, it would be the funniest shit ever, because we're already laughing at this character.
Omega was designed pre-ruined, so they literally cannot fuck this character up.
The worst they ever did with him in 06 was dial his personality down to be a generic robot who doesn't mind waiting in the middle of nowhere with a Chaos Emerald for decades so Shadow in the future can get one and come back with it to the present day. There are two Omegas, the seventh Chaos Emerald in the past was always in Elise's possession making all previous games impossible, the best the franchise could have done was pretend 06 never happened but it's 2022 and Sonic's still haunted by that old specter and fleeing from everything that game tried doing even if it worked or almost worked before. Dumb people just really shouldn't ever try to write time travel. That meme about nonlinear storytelling and layers of storytelling confusing people too dumb to mentally model the behaviour of others or handle conditional hypotheticals is true.
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>>6004
>American Krogan
Seen that guy before, thanks. I think he posted here before.
>I think Honkai turned out better because it's closer to DMC than Genshit's Zelda.
Yeah, combat is a lot better. It's also more f2p-friendly than GI from what I've heard.
>...almost DMCish movesets...
Huh? I've never played either DMC or GI yet. But from what I've seen, I think Genshin only has a basic-same-button combo; plus elemental powers or something like that. With the main catch being on the party system.
In contrast, I assume DMC is rather closer to old-GOW from the little gameplay I've seen.
>something about the gacha way characters rely on consumables and currencies and stat boosters and worse yet grinding to get better or even get unlocked at all sickens me.
Yeah, I wish it wasn't a gacha gayme. The trend needs to die. It's a bit ironic that the only reason I ever tried YS in the first place, was because my trashtop couldn't even run GI above 12 fps, lel.
>Does genshin even have a speedrunner scene?
Good point. I imagine there isn't much incentive.

>defending genshin impact from the fan backlash to some lackluster milestone celebration by insulting everyone who cares about the game "too much"
Reminds me of the nigs shilling and defending 343 industries for a decade. It's nice to see most of the fanbase has had enough.
>Genshin impact could have afforded to reward people with more fake currency to inspire more brand loyalty. They could expand the teams that make more content for the game. They have the money.
Definitely, but they ain't called eastern kikes for no reason.
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>>6007
Genshit's combat doesn't hold a candle to DMC but it's slightly closer than Zelda Breath got if you pretend switching characters is like switching weapons.

I forget which PC port of dmc3 on steam is the shit one and which is the superior port moddable with DDMK to have features that would have been impossible on ps2 and are missing even in the new switch port, better features like switching between all characters and weapons and styles freely and even a toggle for interrupting all actions with a style activation for a free roman cancel to let anything combo into anything, but if you're low on cash a PS2 emulator and iso of DMC3 Special Edition is always a good time. Blows even classic god of war out of the water and you can turn the graphics settings down if your pc cant handle a 19 year old game. You haven't played stylish action until you've played the classics. It gets right what other games in the genre often get wrong, and all the jank can be excused with "technical limitation" or "nobody knew better UX design back then". It'a a shame so many stylish action indie games just seek to recreate dmc in 3d or 2d instead of experimenting more with new characters and gimmick weapons. Still there's a ton I want to experiment with for my entry into the genre, coming eventually when my other projects are out of the way.

Fire Emblem: Rise of Insert Name Here is coming along nicely. The pokemon game fell by the wayside as divine inspiration took hold of me. Was my true goal to make Pokemon or Fire Emblem in a week? I think I only spent a few hours a day on three or four days working on the pokemon game. I'll finish Femblem and then resume the one week pokemon challenge, counting everything so far as days one and two. Five days left, once Femblem is out.
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I should stop suggesting shit, but goddammit mate. You have to try Resistance Retribution some day. Am not sayin' it just cuz you're brit, tho it should make it a tad funnier. Red pilled on the women question and pretty badass classic shooter. Great story and aesthetics.

>>6008
>if you pretend switching characters is like switching weapons.
Oh, I see. Did you ever get Hu Tao?
>but if you're low on cash a PS2 emulator and iso of DMC3 Special Edition is always a good time. Blows even classic god of war out of the water and you can turn the graphics settings down if your pc cant handle a 19 year old game.
>PS2 emulation
That's actually relatively demanding, off limits for my trashtop. I kid you not, old celeron laptops are such a trip. At least it can run project cartographer and Honkai. I recently put together a cheap Phenom-II rig tho, I'll definitely play it sometime.

Hope your projects turn out nicely.
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Cheers mate.
Man, the jewniggers who ruined Star Wars were fucking retards who really missed an opportunity to make Old Man Luke a scruffy little Nerf herder, exactly what Leia called him.
The fuck are Nerfs? Marketable plushies in animal form of course, like the Porgs and the space sea cow whales and the diamond foxes and every other aspect of this zombie franchise.
Even ties into the imagery of an old man and his dogs, or an old whore and her cats.
Old Man Luke was a terrible idea but if they had to do it, a retarded callback to a throwaway line that gets expanded on and fleshed out more than anyone ever needed is peak Star Wars. Nerds would have creamed their jeans and flooded their theatres over this.
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>>6011
This might help you. https://youtu.be/KUfHAFyjby0
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>>6014
Checked the wiki, that's a LOT of systems. Thanks fren.
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>>6015
It's brilliant for old stuff. You can even get the Pico-8 on it. When you want split screen co op and competitive gaming or fighting games, there's nothing better for the same price. It can even emulate things a PS2 or Wii with a hard drive full of PS2 or Wii games shoved up its arse can't handle. King of Fighters, Guilty Gear, Tekkens 3 and 4 and Tag Team, it all works. I encountered slowdown when playing Ratchet and Clank 3 on it but it's handled other ps2 games well. DMC3 special edition, final fantasy X, all sorts of good stuff. I finally beat Spyro Enter The Dragonfly and A Hero's Tail. They're shit. I'd rather Enter The Alicorn and lift that hero's tail. Ha!
Lately when recreationally gaming (and analyzing game design choices in the process) I experiment with the speed settings to see how much the game improves at 125% or 150% speed, maybe even 200% speed. Some rereleases of old RPGs let you play the game at absurd speed to compensate for how grindy and padded they were, not for any financial reason, but just to create the illusion of content and depth. DMC3's special edition included a Turbo Mode where the game runs faster. I wish more games included that. But with emulation, almost any game has that. Having the ability to speed up gameplay for a new challenge and hit tab to speed up bullshit parts of the game even more really makes a man aware of how much many games are padded. Sonic fans, the people infamous for taking it up the ass from Sega with a smile and defending literally anything the corporation does no matter how embarassing or incompetent or abusive or greedy or stupid, were pissed when Sonic Forces asked you to replay older levels to pad out the game, and people were pissed when Sonic Frontiers announced yet more nostalgiabaiting shite until the fanbase saw the graphics and went "ooooo pretty... what were we talking about?". But for RPGs, outrageous content padding is the norm. Whatever it takes to stretch a small novels worth of story and a few hours of gameplay into an eighty hour morbtacular experience only the most hardcore of MCU fans would have the free time to subject themselves to. Imagine a dvd player that skips back to the previous scene every time you finish a scene, so you have to watch every scene twice to get through a movie. Sometimes you can skip a repeated scene but then the pacing slows down or even stops completely as some invisible numbers only wasted time can increment forces you to go back to that scene and endure it. Oh but you have to hit X 12 times every six seconds to continue the movie, too, because a menu pops up and that is how many clicks it takes to queue up the attacks in this gay RPG. If there was an autobattle mode where the characters picked what seems optimal in the moment the game might as well switch consoles to the dvd player as you aren't forced to make clever decisions and hard choices involving limited resources and worsening time limits. All the best shooters do something revolutionary to push the genre forwards or they're just damn good shooters. All the best RPG games do something revolutionary to push the genre forwards by being less like RPGs and more like good games and making enough money to be what other RPGs try to rip off for a while. There are speedruns where fucking cancerous game design forces speedrunners who play this game for a living to wait and grind and wait and grind and mash A through text and wait and grind and take breaks to sleep and piss and then get back to gaming, maybe let the game run for 30 hours unattended for some unlockable bullshit, and the speedrun ends up taking multiple days because the game developer wanted to be time hostile and had no respect for people with jobs to do, lives to get back to, hobbies to enjoy, books to read, and a girlfriend to plough. I can respect wanting something like a truck simulator game to occupy your hands as you zone out and enjoy an audiobook or podcast. But I just don't understand how some people can enjoy sinking so many hours into a book that would take half a day to read if it didn't make you hit X after every sentence or worse, also make you hit X many many times in a battle against enemies you have already killed 400 of. Maybe even make you use a guide for the questions it asks you if you want the best ending aka the only ending that will make all this effort worthwhile.

I should make Pikachu Must Perish: The Game. You select your starters, maybe pick a background for some bonus items or extra pokemon choices, select a difficulty mode, enter some location a cunt flooded with pikachus, and kill six million of them in a row. I wonder, would people speedrun such an absurdly padded game? Would teams speedrun it in shifts or take breaks to sleep? Would somebody develop a bot to play the game for them? Eventually you clear out the location, get your reward, and fuck off. The end. Enjoy the sequel where you kill nine million Toxapexes!
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A friend of mine was praising me for all the amazing shit I've made and how far I've come and without thinking I just kept saying I could have done better, or this was a cheat lazy hacky solution, or that was imperfect and therefore worthless. This room was full of admiration for me and what I have accomplished, people were telling me not to be so modest and self deprecating all the time, and all I could think of was "These numbers are nothing compared to my inspirations" and "You can tell I taught myself the skills needed to make that in under a few days because it's not up to the professional level standards I hold myself to despite lacking all of their paid time and decades of experience and college/university training and overpriced equipment". When the hell did I develop this mentality that second place might as well be dead last when it comes to me I'm not like this with anyone else. I respect my skilled friends for all the skills they worked hard on even though none are olympic level. I also respect them and my unskilled friends as individuals of course and for all their other good qualities. But for some reason I can't respect myself. What's wrong with me? I should be proud of my accomplishments, right? So why can I only see the imperfections and missed opportunities whether I'm looking at my successes or mistakes? Why can't I allow myself to be happy?
Anonymous
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Also, it's fucking homosexual that the brony fandom invented the concept of "pony racists" who want to abolish the neverending rule of immortal mostly perfect leaders for no stated reason and separate the three pony races even though they aren't really races. An Earth Pony and Pegasus child won't be a slower sturdier Pegasus or a faster frailer Earth Pony, it will be a Pegasus or a Unicorn or an Earth Pony, like how a Skitty fucking a Wailord makes another normal Skitty instead of a compromise between the two. Equestria is already an intensely racist fantasy world because the fantasy cultures are not thrown out of the window in favour of a generic city culture and unique life forms are not held back or held up to artificially enforce the illusion of equality outside of Glimmer Town. Equestria already puts Equestrians first. The concept of Earth Pony or Unicorn or Pegasus Supremacists or Three Tribes Sepratists with members from all three tribes working together to overthrow Celestia so they can force Equestria to split up just makes no sense. This is a magical pony world where friendliness makes you a deity. It's too divorced from reality for any of a libtard's child-level understanding of the modern political world to be shoehorned in and yet they do it anyway. They want to create the feeling that their masturbatory pony show fanfiction is something deep and mature and intellectual so when they aren't getting pseudointellectual about the nature of their papercraft universe they pull this shit. If they don't want the paper tiger of generically evil smug stupid rich idiots or a generic cackling group of thieves or a generic cult of an evil God they choose this, so they can live out their libtard power fantasies of cruelly torturing and insulting horses who disagree with them politically amd have no means of fighting back or defending their beliefs or future. If some ponies don't want to live among nonponies, they should be allowed to make their own towns instead of forcing everyone to "get along" and submit to the all powerful government. The leftist is a mad tyrant, childish and pathetic and evil, and this even shows up in the stories he tries to write where he and his all powerful immortal monarchist friends are supposed to be the good guys. That old Fimfic I wrote was shit, but at least Glimmer actually tried making defenses of communism I saw real commies make before the argument was dropped in favor of a fight. And the fight was shit, it didn't do enough to tell the "he sees through her tricks and manipulations, and his skill and experience and creativity beats the superior raw power she's used to wielding like a club to get her way when lies and manipulations fail" story and she should have gotten some good hits in on him so he wouldnt seem invincible. Hell, the argument should have kept going during the fight to symbolize it, their tactics reflecting talking points raised and points made. Was cool when the Batman VS Batman fight did that in the Justice League cartoon I saw as a kid. God, listen to me. I must sound like a child obsessed with MCU Morbius shit when I talk about this. Better yet, I should just not put modern politics into magic settings where the real world consequences of any ideological problem can be magicked away with a thought. It's why the story with political themes I'm writing makes sure magic can only be used to destroy. "why does nobody snap their fingers to conjure food and water" finally gets a satisfactory answer besides "conjuring that would take more energy than food and water are worth".

God, this is the shit I write when waiting for my oven to cook. What will people think of me when I perish? Will I be mocked for having awful parents and an awful childhood full of awful people? Will youtube drama channels demonize me and try to make the audience hate me so they can feel okay with laughing at a disabled man for doing his best in a world ruled by pedophiles who want his whole race extinct or enslaved? The Epsteins of the world point at healthy normal things and project. It's all part of that Jewish ritual where you kill an innocent chicken while pretending it's absorbing your sins. The Jews invented marxism aka modern leftism. It's all connected. And here I am overthinking a story barely anyone will talk about unless youtube drama channels think there is profit to be made in demonizing it. Society doesn't want inspiring stories. It wants the perverse thrill of tearing down and deconstructing and destroying. It wants to cheer on executions and pretend it's for the greater good. Society is a mess. Does religion have any answers? Does free will exist? We're all just pawns controlled by something lesser. Marxists, the cancer of humanity. What kind of a man am I to obsess over fiction? It's the only way I can put my talents to use and eventually make money without any dievershitty hire infested company's permission. I want to be a creator. An artist. I want to get out of this hellhole and live with my loved one. I want to be able to feel proud of myself.

She...

She worries about me. She told me she worries about me and thinks I'm too hard on myself. What the fuck is wrong with me?
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No.6019
>girlfriend says she likes a character
>feel jelly
>even though I've had more sex with her than any fictional character ever will
God I hope these feelings are normal. My autistic hyperfocus crosshairs are locked onto her and she loves it. She puts on this energetic voice for most people. All smiles. But she lets her real voice out around me. Smooth, soft, every syllable's a melody drawing me in and making me want more. I could listen to her ramble forever. She even reads for me. We can both read, but I love her voice more than my own. Why the fuck does she hate her own body just because she's not a celebrity? Why the fuck does she hate her own voice just because she doesn't sound like the radio whores screaming perversion into everyone's ears? I already hated this Jewed society because of all the epstein libtard shit. But now I also hate it for making her feel like she's not good enough. That's another reason to hate society. She's cute. She's fucking cute! Better than a monster like me deserves. And she sees value in me. She loves me. More than I love myself. I love her more than I love myself. She's healthy, smart, talented, she should be proud of everything she's accomplished and there's still so much left to do. And her whole life she felt like she's not enough because she doesn't look or sound like celebrity whores. Fuck celebrity whores. Fuck this jewed society and its bitches and whores. She should be the kind of person whores feel inadequate for not being, not the other way around! She should be loved. She is loved, by me, but she should be loved by more.

Also if you draw fanart of your girlfriend as her self insert OC shagging Megatron or Kass or whoever girls want to bone these days, you're a cuck. You're cucking yourself in your fantasies and helping her to have fantasies where she cucks you. It's cucked. You couldn't be cuckier. It's the cuckiest! Okay there are cuckier things like getting real people to fuck her but it's still fucking gay. Drawing cute fanart is fine. Is it weird to call it fanart if it's art of a person? I guess it's technically fanart of their fictitious persona.
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No.6020
Finding the balance in my work is hard. I don't want my work to just be stimulation without substance like porn. But then I get carried away with politics and forget to make the story fun enough for proofreaders to enjoy the ride.
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>>6016
>It's brilliant for old stuff.
Sure is. I see it's even got handhelds other than the gameboy on the list. The fact BT controllers work so well in a Linux distro is just admirable.
I better stop now before I turn your bread into more of a chatroom than I've already have. Not that I wouldn't have wanted to continue geekin' and shit. Just thought I'd say it, instead of just stop posting out of the blue.
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This thread has hit bump limit.
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>>6021
Have a great time with those games, and try out romhacks and fangames. I can't remember the last time I paid for a modern game or the last time I wanted to play any modern games. I remember some great indie games I paid for ages ago. But it's a good thing there is so much classic gaming content out there. Sometimes I wish all old games had to release their source code or make a PC or Linux port after a certain time period for preservation purposes. It would massively help with modding new content into old games, too. But it could be too expensive to be worth it, or make ripping that game off too easy for copycats. Might even get in the way of re releasing older games on newer hardware every few years with minimal if any upgrades or new content, which the game industry loves almost as much as forgetting about some games entirely. One of the first things I ever created that I was proud of was a super mario world romhack full of gay childish bullshit I put together on a strict time limit back when I was just a kid. It wasn't good but it was mine. I remember enough of it to recreate most of it but it just wouldnt be the same coming from a man my age. My intense love of romhacks and fangames is why I'm definitely putting a level maker into every good game I ever make when I stop making fangames. Sometimes I even think about making a game dedicated to level making. Like mario maker but without the homosexuality. Could be fun. But for now... as I draw the characters in something I am working on I realize the writing is taking too long. And it will take longer to perfect. I'll make game 1 a dream sequence that doesn't take itself seriously and save the good story for the sequel. The gameplay innovations are something I want feedback on from a variety of people. It will be like a gameplay demo except because it is a finished product it will get more views. Hopefully there will be no 1984 marxist pervert gigajews who say "you can't put your game on our site or talk about it because that OC womans boobies are too big, it is sick and fetishistic". Fuck that, she's supposed to be huge because I want her to be huge. Freedom! Free speech, free art! If furries can draw dicks and troons can insert their autogynephiliac and genderplay fetishes into games intended for children I can draw beclothened boobies in my game intended for mature audiences of hardcore pokemon players only. ...then again maybe that was my mistake. Pokemon Sunrise's Pink Cock or whatever I called that game was just too hard for people to beat. Actually sunny's dick is bright red, pink is too girly a colour for penis, as horse pussy is that colour. Hopefully the difficulty options in Rapid Red help people who arent hardcore beat the game anyway. And the next game should be better "weather" people play it on hard or easy mode.

Everyone, I want you to know I appreciate all of you.
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>>6023
>Have a great time with those games, and try out romhacks and fangames.
Thanks fren, I will. If only the Vita had been able to emulate PS2. It probably wouldn't have been such a flop.
>Everyone, I want you to know I appreciate all of you.
So do I fren, even if am kind of a dick at times.
>>6022
Yeah, but it's his thread nonetheless. I feel like am too excessive with the replies, and questions, and shit sometimes.
Anonymous
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No.6027
Saw a dog today with a muzzle on, had a friendly chat with the owner, and then suddenly she took the dog's muzzle off. Her dog proceeded to, I shit you not, eat grass. This dog about the size of an average greyhound went over to some long tall grass, and ate it like a cow. I didn't even know dogs could do that, let alone that they would. "Is that a sheep or a sheepdog?" I asked.
"All three of my dogs are like this. And they won't eat just any grass." The woman tells me. "Won't mow my lawn for me. It has to be long grass, like the kind here".
And I just watched this dog violate the carnivore herbivore rules of nature and munch on some grass.
To be fair it was pretty tall and verdant grass. I don't eat grass because I'm a human and I'm not gay. But this grass looked nice. if I was a grass eater I would probably say that grass looked appetizing. Can't imagine anyone calling short stomped-down dirty and dry grass appetizing, and this was the opposite of that shit. Large successful thriving high quality grass raised in nature. Man. That dog sure was weird. I asked, "What do you feed him?" And she said "proper dog food from a can. Meat chunks and gravy jelly and those little dog rocks. He just saw a sheep do this and never stopped doing it".
Then the dog pulled her over to a bit of ground with longer grass.
Eventually she got bored of waiting around and walked off, pulling the dog with her.
What a weird dog. Can carnivores even digest vegetation without vomiting it back up or getting explosive diarrhoea? Who the fuck calls kibble dog rocks?

I miss Denki Blocks.
Anonymous
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No.6035
This thread gets more traffic than the writing thread so I might as well say this here too...

>make protagonist blue eyed and blonde haired man in black jacket
proofreader: "He looks like a nazi"
>make protagonist blue haired and golden eyed man in blue jacket
proofreader: "he's like the ukraine flag!"
>make protagonist blue haired and golden eyed man in red jacket
>wait fuck his enemies are supposed to wear red and black because they're red demons and the "red tide" of communist antifa terrorists
>can't make the sides red vs blue because red is republican AND communist while blue is democrat

Fuck this is hard. What do I do?
Anonymous
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No.6037
Forest good. Life good.
Anonymous
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>>>/mlpol/352504 →
So, don't take this the wrong way. But I think you were onto something here. >>5911
>Maybe I should just stop talking to people about in progress work and rely exclusively on feedback from people familiar with the finished product.
As in, I don't think you will receive any valuable feedback from these posts.
Tbh I can't be arsed to write short stories. Even tho I know damn well it is a great way to practice; and a much easier way to get helpful advice and feedback from poners.

Again, I do believe you have a lot of potential. No bully.
Anonymous
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>>6038
Maybe the large project I'm trying to write is too ambitious again and has too many moving parts and political themes. So many characters, so many topics to cover. It started life as a low effort shitpost but then I started putting effort in. Now it's huge. And it's nothing like the simple uncomplicated easy premise I started with. I could split the chapters up and release each chapter separately so I can adapt to audience requests and critical reception, but when writing something like this can you really just "bugfix" writing as casually as you could patch out bugs and adjust the power level of game enemies? What if the critics don't criticize my execution of the story's ideas and instead just attack it for not being commie propaganda? I'm not writing an alternate ending where the hero betrays his people or fails to save anyone just because that's what Goblins want to see.

It would be easy to write commie propaganda. It's so normalized in the public's consciousness that it's damn near impossible to go too far with that shit. The commie Far Cry demonized America's treatment of gay-killing commie cuba for the fall of communism and blamed a fictional "fashist" dictator for all of communist cuba's crimes. And also demonized Canada for trading with commie and fashist cuba violating America's restrictions. Watch Dogs Legion pits you against the British Government and "Albion", because of course the alternate name for Britain and her people is used by the mostly white Police State PMC arming and releasing white football hooligans and sending them to attack blacks who dindu nuffin so the evening news can cover the violence and blame blacks. Children too young to watch Doctor Who are brainwashed to believe guns are bad and WW2 Germany equals Dalek. The average idiot thinks "Daaaaa-Lek" when he sees someone who wants to save the people of "Ama-Lek" as the Jews call us. I won't care if idiots despise my story because Jimmy Saville's BBC's goyslop told them guns are bad and it's wrong to use violence to oppose an authoritarian government's dictatorship hell bent on genocide unless you're pretending it's whites who run the world and Amazon sponsored BLMafia thugs are the "resistance". I want to grow in skill as a writer.

It would be better for my wallet if I betrayed my people, but I will never betray my people. Not even in the little ways. Even if it would make me famous for minimal effort I won't write the story of a farmboy who is discovered by Not Gandalf and promoted to Prince because of his superior half aliendragon genes when their peaceful agrarian ideal european homeland and its impossibly peaceful 70% blackness is threatened by the most nazish looking demonic force possible to the point that demonic decorations get in the way of the functionality of vital military equipment. The heroes answer violence with violence and eventually fire a nuclear laserbeam into hell that destroys hell, ensuring everyone gets to to heaven now even the worst people possible. Idiots would love that. Especially if the villain is Vergil, Lord Farkwad, Senator Armstrong, and Leo whitefang's lovechild dressed up in Hugo Boss's finest. If he can't go ten seconds without quoting Hitler or barking at an irrationally devoted morally conflicted subordinate for not sufficiently loving him and their country it will be everything they're used to. It's extremely stupid. And it would be better recieved than anything that speaks openly of wanting to save your people from annihilation. I could get rich writing for the Goblin but I won't. I'm writing for me.

My story is a story of heroism in the face of impossible odds. A story of triumph over evil. A story with a protagonist who isn't an overpowered cunt this time. It's not just the story of one man any more.

Writing this story is an immense challenge, I'm taking it seriously, and I won't give up.
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>>6042
>Writing this story is an immense challenge, I'm taking it seriously, and I won't give up.
Godspeed, Anon.
Remember that Autism is both your greatest strenght and weakness. It's a matter of discipline and direction. I trust you can harness it to create something greater with it.
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Writing this story will take a long time. And I will need to grow as a writer before I am ready to complete and perfect it. Many revisions and rewrites will be needed over a long period of time. In the meantime, I should experiment with smaller, simpler, less ambitious tales. Better to get those smaller story ideas out of the way now, make them the best they can be. My girl looked through my sketchbooks with me and saw my monster girl art. Nothing fucked up. I don't draw fucked up shit. Just anatomy studies and character design ideation mostly. I like drawing with a pencil. No idea if I'm any good, but I like doing it. She really liked this one character... A rejected design for the protag's adopted little sister during the draft where she was going to be a horse girl and not a wolf girl. This horse girl should get her own story. Something simpler with a smaller number of political topics, something more accessible to newcomers. A nice black and white tale.
Anonymous
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No.6046
Talking about the story feels more interesting than talking about the gameplay side of things now. I know what I like and what I'm after when it comes to fucking with numbers. This might not be perfect but I can fuck with numbers to get them closer to what I had in mind. I know how the changes I've implemented push for tactical resource management to survive seemingly unbeatable odds in the moment with your backs against the wall over waltzing in with a paired up solo cheat unit while everyone else watches or grinding for 20 minutes to 2 hours per map between important story beats holy shit how does anyone have the patience for playing fire emblem that way? Get OP and that isn't a strategy game any more, you're pissing on the chessboard to push enemies off the board. But I'm proud of three gameplay innovations in particular. One, a mystery gimmick unrevealed for now. Two, shields. And three...

I start the story with a chess match. War Chess. Emblem Chess. Advance Chess. Chess Emblem. Emblem Wars. Name pending but I'm leaning towards Emblem Wars. A brief tutorial on how "the game of emblem wars" is played in universe after the most recent rule patch familiarizes new and old players with how the unique units on my board work. Character learns how to play chess, player learns how to play the game itself. Including how the new characters work. It would be weird for a childhood friend of the protag to spell out "I am an archer, I move 5 spaces per turn and shoot foes between 1 and 3 spaces away while denying even point blank counterattacks from melee foes unless they are also using ranged weapons like Javelins and Throwing Axes, also my range is enhanced further based on my Skill stat so I can eventually snipe foes from half the fucking board which is good because archers have one job and suck balls at it without these buffs".

But in a board game played by the protagonist early on? It makes sense. Just like starting things with a flash forward to action in the future or better yet a dream sequence full of action. Easy combat to give the player a taste of godhood they will intentionally never feel ingame outside of dream sequences. And sandwiching this tactical chess gameplay between scenes of worldbuilding helps put more action in the opener before the war starts.

I intended to use the idea of a chess tutorial for a moment where the protagonist of my big story learns emblem chess quickly and beats some guy at a bar for food money, letting his foe put extra pieces on the board in return for a bigger reward if the hero wins. But explaining abstract videogame concepts through the visually familiar language of board games before they are needed for primary gameplay seems like a great idea. It can work there. It can work here.

>be protag training swordfighting techniques
>bitchy rival tells you to come at him
>hit him hard
>he fucking stabs you
>call a healer over and get healed
>the cunt stabs your healer
>nonfatally but still holy shit
>healer heals herself
>kick cunts ass because he was not healed
>this combat tutorial covers attacking, getting counterattacked, healing, and the importance of protecting your very squishy healer

That's moment is definitely going into the game. But a chessboard tutorial lets me explain everything all at once and promise the player there will be unique classes and gimmicks, even ones that have no reason to be on characters that will be playable early on.

By the time the war starts, the player does not need to have their ears stuffed full of shit like "Archers are better than they will ever be in Flier Emblem: Three Non Dragon Riders aka your dancer and healer and lord" or "Healers can promote into Combination Healer and Offensive Spellcasters, Armoured Healers on a Horse, and Armoured Healers without a Horse".
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No.6049
One retarded roommate I'm forced to live with disconnected my mini-PC from my TV because "It was fucking with the TV signal!" then threw a tantrum when I asked who did it.
Everyone else I talked to was confused when they saw the PC disconnected. But this guy? His tantrum, he takes it personally and makes retarded excuses for his choice to fuck with my stuff, it's him.
And this fucking guy... Imagine thinking a turned-off old office PC can fuck with a television signal in any way! The fucking thing isn't magnetized or magic!
I know he hates hearing "No" almost as much as he hates hearing "Here's why you're wrong", but holy shit, what he believes to be true is not physically possible.
Bad weather has fucked with our TV signals for brief periods of time before, and bad weather will fuck with our TV signal for brief periods of time again. It has nothing to do with this small PC.
It is not physically possible for a HDMI cable plugged into an old office PC switched off at the plug to fuck with a television signal.
I told him he's wrong, and he got huffy yet cautious. He's far more aggressive with the other men and women in his life, but with me... He fucking knows. He knows not to push me too far. He knows there's a limit before he is forced to tone down his wannabe tough guy persona even more than usual to avoid a broken nose or broken finger, but he's also not smart enough to realize why he hesitates to go full retard around me. So he half-heartedly half-asses his usual violent cowardly negroid persona.
Why do subhuman "White Negroes" like him with IQ lower than most breeds of dog and ape view Technology as this mysterious magical black box that you can never truly objectively know anything about?
The superstitious retard saw his precious TV signal get fucked with, it hurt his ability to watch Dangerous Real Cops: On The Front Lines Of The War On The Poor or whatever catchier title it's got, and he started unplugging and switching off random bullshit around the room until the bad weather passed. Then the retard made the connection in his "brain" and isn't willing to be told no lying down.
I'm the guy who put this PC together. I know its fucking capabilities better than a superstitious ape. Sure, all I did was replace some parts with slightly better ones, but when I was fucking with its internals he was looking at me with a mix of the confusion and awe of an ape watching a card trick for the first time and the hesitancy of a sober man watching his overconfident drunk friend fuck with an IED. Asking me if I know what I'm doing, if I'm sure this will work, like he expects the fucking thing to explode. He should watch fewer soap operas about old shouty whores and more factual shows about how things work and how they're made.
He expects to always have his way. Even when he's being completely fucking unreasonable. If you disagree with him, he starts saying some obnoxious sentence starter with a loud clear authoritative tone, and then he pauses to let his brain catch up with his mouth and try to contrive an excuse for him to think he's right. He's so pathetic and huffy whenever he's questioned, even for a second. So agitated, so aggressive, so growly and whiny. He's not used to being questioned, and he thinks he's being fair when he huffs and puffs stabbably and claims he "Doesn't want any arguing". Is that the way his mother talked to him when he was six, his mother told him to take a bath, and he wanted to whine that he didn't want to? That's how childish and feminine he is, but if you call his bluff and say "If you want your argument with the facts to end, respect reality and understand why I'm right" he'll run away from the big man as fast as possible. He'll run with his tail between his legs. Then he'll hoot and howl and smack objects around in his pathetic bedroom. It's scared someone before, probably, but he knows what trying to fuck with me will get him. His pillows and shelves and door don't fight back, so he runs to them. I talked to a girl he was "dating" (he takes her to dinner, she eats then leaves, he tells himself this relationship is going well) and all she wanted to talk about while he was on the shitter upstairs (he's not using my toilet, alphas don't let betas use their toilets) was what a total faggot she thinks he is. She didn't even want to talk about my videogames. I felt bad for him just hearing her vent her frustrations about him, and all the silly stories about the scenes he caused for her at restaurants while she wished the floor would just swallow her whole. There was a moment where I thought she was coming on to me and I told her I'm taken but she rolled her eyes, she wasn't coming on to me lmao oops. Anyway she dumped him. He sulked and listened to gay emo shit and growled about hating women despite his virtue-signalling about "the incel threat". fag.
His father never spanked him as a child, so he dares others to remind him he's not invincible. But he can smell danger on me. He knows he'll never be able to look at himself in the mirror if he ever sees himself with cotton up his nose. He's the most negatively, toxically feminine guy I've ever met. Even if he was a sexy woman I'd want to leave him, because that's how unbearable he is. And he's not a sexy woman, he's an ugly narcissist obsessed with the gayest clothing imaginable because deep down he knows the expensive clothing is all that makes women think he's a higher-status male than he is before his cringe beta "cry in a bathroom because college is sooo stressful and the teacher told me i'm wrong, I fucking HATE! HER! and I hope she gets molested!" stink drives them away. Yeah, that's the kind of shit he says when crying to people who really expected more from him. Can't imagine why they would. Everybody who knows him wishes they didn't. I fucking hear the regret in his mother's voice when he loses his temper with her and shouts platitudes at her, and if he could hear it too maybe he'd stop thinking he's God's gift to women.
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No.6050
I'm not an inherently violent guy. I'm not the type to be hostile towards someone for no reason. I'm fine not being the dominant force in the room. I don't like hurting or intimidating people. I'm good in a fight, but that doesn't mean I go out of my way looking for fights. I'm not a helpless man. I'm not a toothless gutless coward. I'm a good man. His niggery behaviour, especially when he starts trying to make his inability to handle adult feelings your problem... He's not a good man. Or much of a man at all. He's used to people rolling over to avoid upsetting him because he's used to soft people, and he can sense I'm not one of them. He's never been cornered and forced to fight his way out of a bad situation. He's never had to fight for his life despite his injuries. It's been a very long time since I've ever had to fight for my life. Sometimes I wonder if I'll forget how to go into that mindset some day when I need it. But I'll never forget how those moments felt when I was there. I don't like how that mindset feels. How it feels to just push everything personal and emotional back like pushing hair out of your eyes, to just focus on solving problems. Weighing choices. Looking around for escape routes and tools. It doesn't feel like some magical powerup straight out of an anime. It feels cold. That's not who I want to be. I'll be the problem solver for somebody I care about if that's what it takes. But I've been there long enough to know it's not something worth composing songs about. There's more to a good man than what he must become when his life is on the line.
Anonymous
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No.6053
Another day of hard work and hard exercise. When I took my underwear off the sweatmark my cheeks left looked like a dick and balls! I'd take a picture but pictures of underwear are lewd so I can't ever do that.

It's kind of weird to make notes on my phone for later when I am out in the wild. Here I am on a big hike and what do I do? Write ideas for book stuff and game stuff. I'm always thinking. Even when trying to take time off to relax, what do I do? Hike for hours, come home at practically fucking midnight freezing my adorable cheeks off, and write my ideas on my phone when resting. When I confessed to my girl I feel guilty when I take time off to read recreationally, she said that's one of the saddest things she's ever heard and I should make the protag of my book say that. But about himself, not about me, of course. My protag doesn't know I exist. He grew up reading fictional books that are doubly fictional to me. Because it is FUCKING WEIRD when alien elves in an alien otherworldly realm use human slang terms and tropes and cultural concepts in conversation. The alien who has never read a single human novel shouldn't say his holy grail is the bluepilled white whale that Batmanned his parents and scapegoated him and sent him down the rabbit hole. At that point you might as well make Hitler talk about Fortnite and the mating dances of flumerian blorpos on blozarko prime. He has no fucking reason to know what these are. Elves 4000 years ago have no fucking reason to make a Jojo's reference or a Shakespeare reference.

My notes are a schizophrenic mess full of abbreviations. Barely any organization. Tragic writing about how "Granddad died working down the mines, told his son on his deathbed to never mine and make sure his kids never mine" and "Dad doesn't believe in son" and "Hero has accepted some of the lies of society and believes he is worthless if not sacrificing himself or helping somebody, dad takes it further and views the purpose of life to sacrifice for a system that hates him, big dad wrongfully encourages his smart son to give up on being smart and striving for better things" right next to "earth beats lightning beats air beats earth" and "in fights faster guy should get another attack in per 5 speed points he has over attacker? Or just when faster guy initiates combat? Reduce power of each extra attack made? Test later".
Anonymous
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No.6117
I am sure the greatest innovation in MMORPG game design will come when they stop trying to be world of whorecraft and start trying to be manlier games like Dark Souls and DMC and Monster Hunter
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introduce a system where you can fill slots in your party with AI companions just as good as the average human player.
You will never struggle to find party members to run dungeons with you. No egomaniac tanks or healers who view dps as brainless replaceable subhuman automatons to compensate for their own inadequacies. You won't find yourself unable to do dungeons appropriate to your level while your friends are 2 months behind you in power and everyone else is 6 months ahead of you in character level or gear level.
The only people bothering to play with other people... will be the people who WANT to make friends and enjoy the game with others.
Make the social aspect aka interacting with humans as optional as the antisocial aspect aka killing players of other humans.
Games make these dedicated pvp battlegrounds and pvp enabled zones and places where you can kill other players but get punished for it, because they dont want to dedicate themselves to being full on always-pvp games.
MMOs are retarded because in good games like Dark Souls and DMC you must mitigate incoming damage through evasion or blocking while killing the enemies, healing yourself if you fuck up. MMOs take the duties a single man can handle and split them up amongst 4 or 5 or 10 or 20 or 40 players, maybe more. Everyone gets their own bite sized portion of easy gameplay. Just click the glowing icons when they glow because of RNG based talent trees filled out with the meta picks dictated to you by youtubers, and your character will handle minimizing incoming enemy damage by getting as much of it as possible on the tank, negating that damage with heals, or damaging foes so they die before your healer runs out of mana or some Enrage Timer triggers godmode for the bosses or you're kicked out of the dungeon for taking too long or somebodys IRL bullshit fucks the raid up.
MMOs assume there will always be millions of idiots willing to numb their brains on the same game out of 100s with the right combination of classes and right level of power on at the same time speaking the same language. But the progression treadmill design of these games means that if you start playing new guilds that take the game as seriously as you and play with you during the times you can spend online might not want you until you're already better geared than them, know more of the game than them, and have more hours grinded and cash wasted ingame than them. No wonder so many guilds end up full of egomaniacs Discord moderators would laugh at. These MMOs try to hook whales with the fear of missing out so they can never stop escalating numbers. Player skill is redundant in these dumb gay games for babies. I am prejudiced against MMOs because they remind me of world of warcraft. But also because world of warcraft is gay it's holding the genre back.
Watch Josh Strife Hayes. I don't know if he hates Jews or not but I like his videos on MMOs. Almost every mistake in these MMOs comes from trying to be the next WoW, the next Minecraft, or another typical piece of korean grindshit. Fuck grinding. The only thing a man should grind are blades and his wife's ass. Why do the koreans love grinding so much? Grind for muscles, not imaginary bitches in Isekai Demon Waifu and World of Whatever Online. MMOs are full of mistakes made trying to imitate warcraft instead of iterating on and improving it. Nobody wants to be the better warcraft for smarter people. They want to be the gayer warcraft for dumber whales with fatter wallets. The cash shops and other disgusting forms of monetization aren't mistakes, they're design decisions. And affronts to God. These gay retards dont know how to design good videogames but they chose to hire experts in the field of scamming gay retards out of their money to help make their scam better at scamming money out of gay people obsessed with Bridget from Guilty Gear's cock.
Anonymous
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No.6127
Maybe I'm overthinking this story and getting too ambitious again. It doesn't have to touch on every topic. Just the important ones. I should cut less important ones like the anti smoking message. Smokers wouldn't smoke if they had enough soul to not choose addictive drugs that bring fleeting pleasure over the lasting deep satisfaction of doing the right thing. This game needs horse ass, good writing, authenticity, and several hard mode and easy mode difficulty options. It's enough to write something simple and fun about saving the day from evil. No need to get caught up in all the real life inspired darkness that would make a soycuck piss his pants and flee for his pillow fort crying about edgyness. I'll save darkness for the sequel and make a light story.
Anonymous
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The problem I see with your creative process is that much of it sounds like isolated ideas. Ideas which simply do not consider the "big picture" of the story you want to make.
As some others have pointed out, you tend to lose focus.

As per this specific idea.
>Is it retarded for me to literally invent good minorities and countries that can be our allies in our struggle for survival.
I think a story with this concept, has a greater chance of clicking with the normie than a story without it. And am not just sayin' that out of castizo futurism or some shit.
Anonymous
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6154
>>6151
I think you're right. I'm getting distracted by ideas that might be neat, distracted from the big picture. Today I fucked around with videogame numbers and character class ideas while listening to audiobooks on writing. Also got groceries, exercised, ate healthily, did shit that's not worth mentioning when it's so routine. Hard to believe I used to be a fat fucking retard.

I have a vague idea in my head of the big pictures. One light and cheerful story about slaying evil to free a fantasy world. And then another one, a darker and grittier and more ambitious one closer to our reality despite the tactical sword and sorcery action. The first story with its chosen ones and combat schools preparing teens for war and magical weapons only the holy can wield and good noble families... In the sequel it will be revealed to be a fantasy book the hero grew up reading, and this hero is no chosen one destined by prophecy to save everyone, just a dangerous good man with no other option. They messed with his family, corrupted his country, destroyed his home. His world wouldn't be this shit if there were any good noble families like the ones in his favourite book. If they helped stop the realistic problems of his world, "Where were they all this time?" would be on everyone's minds.
I think that's something Arcane fucked up when it asked made Piltover as bad as it was. It's a city of corrupt assholes who put profit and comfort over doing the right thing. Every second the status quo stands for is another second somebody in the undercity is choking on poisonous gasses and pollution from Piltover. Making things better for the Undercity would be as easy as setting limits for how the cops can behave and working to reduce pollution in the city or giving it independence and letting it solve its own problems, Silco or no Silco. Jayce effortlessly finds corruption in his council with a day's effort and then to preserve his power he "has" to give in and embrace the corruption and cut sweetheart deals instead of going to Heimer and getting the corruption he's blind to exorcised. Heimer is eventually removed from power but only once the entire council is behind Jayce- Fuck I'm getting distracted.

I feel like my grimdark low fantasy ideas are too dark for the noblebright high magic fantasy ideas, and vice reversa, so I should split this up and save the bigger creative risks and darker subjects and harder battlefield challenges for the sequel. My first one should focus on fun, without completely abandoning story.
One proofreader said "Like how Advance Wars started off all cartoony and then did a gritty reboot?"
That concept isn't restricted to this series and I don't intend to ever treat war as lightly as the early Advance Wars games. People die, war is bad, people die when they're killed and there will be no Andy VS Eagle "Now that we've won the war against aliens, let's fight for fun and kill 10x the troops we lost in that final battle in the name of our rivalry as best friends!" moment, and no Feroxi Guard "Fight us and kill us all to prove you're who you say you are and get us on your side or whatever, even if some of your troops permanently died nonlethally slaughtering us to the last man" bullshit. If there's ever a story battle where permadeath is supposed to be off I'll change the dialogue and permadeath level appropriately like in FE 3 Houses.
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No.6154
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>>6153
Just ask yourself whether something "mixes" well with the rest of the story. It's kinda like cooking. I think...
>In the sequel it will be revealed to be a fantasy book the hero grew up reading
That sounds interesting tbh. I imagine the contrast between the two would make for an interesting marketing campaign.
Anonymous
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No.6159
Modern political discussions feel like I'm arguing about what happened in a book with someone illiterate who only watched the movie remake of the movie adaption of the book.
>>6154
So far the bird and fish people mix really well in my story. Helps my world feel like it's bigger than just "One race and the baddies".
Anonymous
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No.6162
Can't believe there's fucking sonic.exe spooky face bullshit in Touhou Gensokyo Reloaded when you try putting in new characters. "An irregularity has been detected in the game files! oooOOOOooooo reversed music, big grins and blood, how scary!". Thought we as a species grew past this kind of shit when we got too old to find slenderman and doki doki bitch club scary.
Anonymous
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No.6167
Seems the only people whose favourite Beastars character is Haru are horny people who want to fuck her and femoid whores who feel validated when they self insert as the reason a better written protagonist started being a hero.
I think it's because Haru is boring.
A monster who doesn't want to be a monster is interesting. If he sees himself as a monster but shouldn't, that's interesting. A prey creature who doesn't want to be helpless is interesting. When there's tension between two sides of a character, that's interesting. The best written superheroes have alter egos that matter so their human lives as ordinary people can matter and conflict with their hero life. Spiderman would just be another disposable superhero with another animal gimmick if it wasn't for the themes of responsibility and power, and how being Peter matters. Whether the character is a superhero or not, the audience needs something to latch onto.
A man who goes out and acts heroic can get into all sorts of interesting adventures and find all sorts of interesting questions he may struggle to answer.
And Haru is at home, being boring. Or she's whining about Legosi not making the first move often enough or disappearing to go and fight crime or whatever.
Haru feels like a half baked idea. Sometimes she has to verbally remind the audience, "I'm a character! I'm interesting!" But the author wouldn't feel the need to do that if the character had something to do in this story besides being desired by Legosi.
Whether the idea of a woman who has given herself up to countless men just so she can feel in control of something for a change appeals to you or not, she doesn't have anything to do in her story besides get captured sometimes.
Louis has his Louisness, his character arc, the lions, all the wacky adventures he gets into. Juno entered a room when anti carnivore sentiment was at its highest and effortlessly got everyone to get along, and dominated that school festival thing. I'm not in love with her but a carnivore woman who wants to be loved by carnivore and herbivore society is more interesting than Haru the rabbit girl who is... there, I guess.
Juno seems controlled by society's lies sometimes(we were probably supposed to disapprove when she said racial segregation seems pretty based), and a woman who wants to get the man to use him for something is probably a classic female love story trope because that seems like an excellent way to contrast her idea of love and any manipulative games she plays with the lead heroine's innocent true love of the hero and any scenes involving her losing to other women at female mindgames by being too innocent and pure.
Juno seems to be a better written female character in comparison to Haru, or at least a more interesting one.
Maybe I'll eat my words a few chapters later when she starts being interesting. Haven't read it all yet.
But there's no tension with Haru being born a cute little protected rabbit girl and choosing to exist as a cute little protected rabbit girl who's also horny.
When you want to accomplish something and you set out to do it, that's interesting. Especially if it's something you aren't physically or mentally built for. Judy was a small weak bunny who wanted to be a cop and take down criminals. What does Haru want? What is she willing to risk or lose to get it? How does this drive her forward and make her interact with the other characters and the core plot?
Maybe the show would have turned out more interesting if Haru was a wannabe journalist or wannabe cop who helped with the initial devouring case and wanted to close down the black market or take down one of the major crime families in it. She might start out thinking all bad carnivores need to be "brought to justice" and locked away in horrible conditions before growing and coming to realize society and socioeconomic factors are to blame and restorative justice can work better than punitive justice in this setting if the author wants it to. It would add something to this character that feels missing, though I'm sure a million other writers have their own ideas for what could have helped Haru as a character.
Anonymous
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No.6168
Three houses is FUCKING GAY
it has good ideas and fucks up too many of them
There'a a mock battle between the Three Houses: Slytheravenclaw, Griffindor, and Hufflepuff.
Then they fight for real later on, trying to kill each other. The trailer bait shots hype this up. "Once, we fought here as friends! Now, we fight here as enemies!"
But when we get to that scene...
The characters are supposed to be fighting and killing each other for no reason because "It's so foggy we can't tell who is who". And then the map is fucking clear. No fog. No fog of war effect where the map tiles are greyed out and enemies are hidden if they are outside the vision range of your units.
And when two characters fight, they recognize each other and say something like "I wish we didn't have to fight" or "I'll fucking kill you, you little shit, how dare you abandon our side and fight for their fucking side" and then proceed to fight.
They act like ideology or war compels them to fight, they don't act like a mysterious fog is forcing them to be unable to see who is who before or after the fight.
Why not just give Claude an actual motive for wanting to work against Dimitri in this battle?
Perhaps he thinks fucking Dimitri's forces up while they fuck Edelgard's forces up will put his Worcestershire Alliance in the perfect position to be the dominant power on the condiment- I mean continent. Then in the end his dad turns out to be a bastard who wanted to dominate the continent through war, forcing Claude to fight his dad with your help and maybe kill the old fart. It'd make more sense than locking the fight with Nemesis behind this route choice of all fucking route choices.
Edelgard is pretty cool as far as Lelouch Vi Britannia inspired idealists willing to kill for their ideals go.
And the Dimitri shit...
He goes off the fucking deep end and gets the typical japanese psycho character personality. A Joker wannabe only pissed off. Then he feels bad about being cringe and gets all sad.
Dimitri fights for the status quo whether he realizes it or not. You can't denounce revolution for the blood it would spill without ignoring the blood routinely spilled in the name of preserving the status quo. But instead of making him a hypocritical retard like Suzaku or Cornelia from Code Geass they make him a mad dog obsessed with vengeance, yet for some reason he has no respect for Edelgard's need for vengeance against the system that wronged her, her family, and countless others?
Dimitri was motivated to find out who killed his family at Duskull or whatever but then he decided it had to be Edelgard and investigates this no further, and because she never thinks to say "Those Who Slither In The Dark aka the TWISTID did it, I'm working with the underground futuristic mole people who killed our god's mommy and made sick magic weapons from her bones and infused her magic DNA into some people to create Crests aka Holy Blood aka Kekkei Genkai but when we're done with their proxy war on the church I'm turning on them for mutating me with two Kekkei Genkais and killing my family, you can help" they have to kill each other for the sake of tragic emotion bait rather than a logical coherent story.
It feels like this story was rushed. Maybe if it had seven years of development time they could have figured this stuff out.
Then again Arcane had seven years of development time and they still had weird moments in the writing.
That cop guy fucking hated the Undercity. Why did he chloroform and save Vi and say "He'll kill you", only to drag her off to Stillwater Prison so she can be held without due process, beaten regularly, and locked up indefinitely without a crime on her record? She and her friends ran from cops, hurt some cops when fleeing, and accidentally blew up part of a building when breaking into a Piltover penthouse and robbing it. Vi has done crimes that could have been on her record to keep Caitlyn from asking questions about that.
It's as if they knew he had to do this so the plot could happen this way, but they didn't realize him "saving her" and dragging her to a hellish prison didn't make much sense. But if he chloroformed her and said "Gotcha, you little rat... Everything that happened tonight is your fault... And you're going away for a long time" that would have made more sense.
Fundamentally who the hell is that cop guy supposed to be? He's classist for no reason (expected him to say his wife was killed and robbed on a trip to the Undercity, maybe she went down there to help her for bonus irony points) and inconsistently unsure about what kind of person he wants to be. He's easily the show's weakest part.
At least with Jinx reflexively shooting her third dad for trying to kill her sister (he wanted to take away her ability to choose anyone but him, he was a bastard right to the end) you can understand why this mindfucked girl would shoot a rocket at Piltover thinking that's what he wanted when really he just wanted to scare them into giving his land peace, even though all that fear he wanted to cultivate scared them into thinking the Undercity wanted Piltover's destruction.
Anonymous
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No.6169
Everyone loves Blaze from Sonic The Hedgehog.
It's a fanbase defined by its fractured nature and reputation for aggressively arguing with itself, something alien to most consoomers.
If you like the 2D and hate the 3D you'll probably hate when the 3D becomes like bad 2D but in 3D.
Sonic is Mario but furry, fast, and full of safe marketable 90s "attitude" if you want to be needlessly reductive.
Silver Sonic is the obligatory robot fake Sonic and so is Metal Sonic and Mecha Sonic.
Knuckles, Shadow, Jet, Silver, Blaze, all of these rivals take the same template of the edgy rival and do something different with it.
Knuckles starts out tricked into working for Eggman just like Shadow and Jet, before they realize Eggman is the baddie.
But Silver starts out working for hedgehog mephistopheles which is totally different I guess. He's a future trunks ripoff.
Jet is just the typical sports movie smug asshole.
Shadow had his memories fucked with and blah blah blah Space Colony Ark blah blah Maria and Black Doom blah.
But Blaze is unique as far as Sonic rivals go because even though nothing about her is inherently original, and she even rips off Espio's visual gimmick of spinning like a top instead of spinning like a wheel, and even though her backstory is a multiple choice question before the retcon, people like her because she never goes through the generic smug evil rival phase.
When she opposes Sonic it's because she thinks this is her responsibility and hers alone. She changes, not by changing goals, but by realizing she and Sonic had the same goal all along.
It's a shame the entire dimension she comes from is so boring. 90% water and barely anything to do. Her main villain Eggman Nigger is just an Eggman coloured wrong.
Seems the best "heroes of their own story" kind of characters have their own villains to oppose when they aren't showing up in the main character's story.
And who they oppose, how they oppose them, and why can say a lot of interesting things about them.
Would have been cooler if instead of the boring eggman recolour her main villain was some cool unique villain uniquely tied to the unique setting and world she came from. Would have been cooler if her world felt more like its own world and less like Sonic's world only in Encore Mode.
Anonymous
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No.6170
My girl and I have so many cute moments I'm not telling anyone about. These are my memories. Nobody elses. She loves me. It would be wrong for me to give the world live updates on our sex life. Some people rush for a phone the second something happens to them so they can tell their social media stream about it. But I won't even tell people the pet name I gave my darling. You don't need to know how often we do things together or what we have done. There will not be a bingo card full of relationship milestones like first fight and anal intercourse and argument over food. Nobody is gambling over the bingo cards where everyone makes their own bingo cards full of shit they expect to hear about in my relationship and putting down money at the start while picking a charity so the first guy to get bingo has all the money go to his chosen charity. My girl isn't high stakes RWBYngo. I have nothing to prove to anyone but myself and my ancestors and God. Drawing horse thighs for my sword and sorcery anime titty chess game is the kind of thing I should talk about while working on this game. My first game will focus on being a fun game with a fun story and my second game will focus on being a good story with a good game. Gonna draw some big fuckin boobs for this one.
Anonymous
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No.6182
Man, writing something that speaks to the hyperborean aryan spirit through the medium of sword and sorcery chess and big titty monster girls while still being a fun videogame and a good story even if you ignore the politics is hard.
I'm going to go back to work on that Sonic fangame for a while, writing a good Sonic story is so easy Sega employees actually managed to accomplish that about once or twice over thirty years.
I need more experience as a writer before I tackle something this ambitious.
Sonic 06 was killed by its overambition after all. and incompetence and bad decisions and other things.
fucking seriously sonic 06 came out in 2006 and people discovering this for the first time through 20 year old Let's Plays are STILL saying "wait if Mephiles can time travel to wherever he wants whenever he wants AND he can just fucking shoot sonic in the heart from behind to make elise cry to release iblis, but letting elise die on Eggman's ship will also release Iblis, why did he fucking bother getting Silver and Sonic and Shadow involved in this convoluted mess of a plot when he could have just shot everybody in a row at 3AM? Characterization can explain why Eggman feels the need to "Defeat" Sonic instead of simply cheating, but Mephiles lacks any concrete characterization beyond what we infer and make up based on his retarded choices. Guess he was just that big a sadist, I suppose, it's all that can justify his retarded choices. Why didn't they think to make Mephiles a sealed-away spirit who tempts others into making horrible choices until one of those choices eventually frees him and allows him to start doing his evil plan shit himself?"
This was clearly the first draft of a story that desperately needed another revision or twenty.
This writing is below the standards usually set by Sonic games and their dedication to the Fallout standard- I mean the SEGA standard.
bernooli.
fuck, this was cursed from the start.
they only gave themselves two years to make "the biggest best sonic game ever" despite how 3D (and worse, increased demand for prettier graphics) made development slower and more expensive (did I mention they started designing these games before the consoles they were going to be on were even out yet?) because nobody thought to gain a few extra years of development time by having another company make Shadow The Hedgehog, but then halfway through development Masturbation Samurai or whatever his fucking name was quit the company and half the team was pulled away from Sonic 06 to make Sonic and the Secret Rings, a party game with bad temple run gameplay as the single player mode. Also even though Blaze's game Sonic Rush was already out, making her a princess from another dimension, they remake her in this game as a time traveller from the future who sacrifices herself by sealing a fire monster inside herself even though this never comes up again and she already had fire powers.
Sega had playtesters, right? Adult playtesters, and kids for focus-tests, right? Sega should have ran all its dumbest decisions by a small child aged ten or up first, to see if it was blatantly retarded or not.
Sonic 06 ends in everyone collectively agreeing to pretend this never happened, hitting the time reset button. Like an old Greek play getting so fucked up and messy and convoluted, only the Deus Ex Machina of the author coming down on a machine's crane can set things right.
Maybe the franchise would have been better off if 06 never happened.
Or if Unleashed didn't ruin 3D Sonic by trying to combine Mach Speed and Boost gameplay to make the dumbed-down modern boost formula, missing everything that made boost interesting in Rush.
Or if Sonic Colours wasn't praised for being lowest common denominator Sonic without anything ambitious or creative. No wonder the series went on to give us Lost World, Forces, and everyone's favourite racing game Generations.
I am not hyped for Frontiers. I don't care if they have a good writer now, they're probably going to give him retarded mandates. More than ever before. Or ensure he's only allowed to write a few sidequests in a game full of disposable sidequests that fucking feel procedurally generated on the fly.

Old 2D Sonic games were able to make each zone feel fresh and distinct and new using level gimmicks, theme-ing (fuck my spellchecker for not thinking that's a word) and good level layouts.

SEGA doesn't know how to do that in 3D.
So they rely on setpieces instead, and automation, and fucking cutscenes. And alternate playable characters to shake up the stale one note gameplay or hide away bits of sonic lore that should have been in the main story to make it a complete coherent experience.

I bet if you listed every Sonic game, replacing originals with inferior remakes whenever inferior remakes of a game exist, you'll get a list with hardly any good Sonic games. Adventure 1 and 2 have bad ports, the original trilogy and knuckles? bad ports. ...Oh shit, that list has no good sonic games now except Sonic Advance 1 and 3, and Riders 1, and if you're feeling very generous, Generations and daytime Sonic stages in Unleashed. No wonder people think Sonic can't work in 3D. They haven't played the fangames made by amateurs in their bedrooms that do it better than Segay ever could.

Sometimes it feels hopeless. But if I just keep making the games I want to play, I'll get through this.
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No.6183
Maybe I should keep my Fallout Equestria related posting in this thread. Seems every time I mention it my thoughts are just "that part was gay. Kkat is gay" and maybe "Would have been better if x was written that way instead". Feels repetitive. People are probably getting sick of seeing it. Nobody wants to write anything as gay as Fallout Equestria unless they suck penis while writing gay porn to make it gayer. So talking about ways Fallout Equestria could have been improved are pointless. It is exactly what the author wanted it to be, in all his pseudointellectual confused black and white neolibtard communist insanity. It's a nonsense world that exists to enable a violent narcissist's rampage and disguise it as a moral crusade against every ideology that doesn't begin and end with neolibtardist democracy and LP worship. I should just forget about FE.

I'm writing a different FE now. Fire Emblem. Wargaming for the digital age, where the only plastic pieces that move a few inches per turn are the dilators and sounding rods and buttplugs of the gay cheating phoenix mode and grinding fans. I'm making my game for the based challenge enjoyers and based good story enjoyers so there will be no opportunity to grind the challenge out of the game unless I fuck up somewhere and need to patch it out for hard mode. FE is about strategy and risk management. Luck grinding makes things too easy. EXP and Gold grinding makes things too easy. I removed luck from the equation because good equations don't rely on question marks. And having infinite resources and an infinite supply of disposable pawns certainly makes things too easy. Hours of experimentation with Advance Wars and Fire Emblem mechanics taught me many things. It taught me Phalanxing was a genius idea. It also taught me I need to make every building something that can be exhausted like the resources in Age of Empires for PS2 and Command And Conquer's Tiberium.

This encourages fast dangerous exciting play as you battle for control over limited finite resources before your opponent drains them attacking your army and economy. Advance Wars is great but it is also too slow. How many Command and Conquer or Starcraft or Warcraft or even Tooth and Tail games could you play during the average Advance Wars By Web game? Fire Emblem sometimes rewards fast play with thieves that carry sick loot and will escape the map if not killed and villages/villagers/green units to optionally save, and sometimes it punishes slow play with hard time limits like "win in x turns" or soft time limits like "in x turns reinforcements will flood the battlefield and they might be OP" or mandatory objectives like "the things on this map to save must be saved or it is game over". It will suit that series to give finite gold supplies to the buildings you can take over and get gold from each turn to spend on disposable guys, and it will suit Fire Emblem to let players level these guys up with fixed 100% growths. Instead of getting generic units for killing all named units, you get generic units from factories and they're technically all Jagens as you'd rather not waste EXP on disposable puppets from a factory as that EXP could benefit your named characters later on. I want to add a Morale Meter to Advance Wars that will encourage early game aggression and ensure whoever wins the early game advantage and makes their victory 40 minutes to two hours later inevitable will get the game over and done with faster while discouraging infantry/mech spam walls and rewarding smart swift stylish plays. I would also make sea units cheaper, add more sea units, make the game control faster and use a mouse instead of a cursor controlled by the D Pad or arrows, remove luck from the game and rework all characters built around luck, and reduce infantry HP so they can be OHKOd by tanks and anti air but probably not recons.
Anonymous
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No.6186
The digimon cult of "true believers" in digimon magic is more cringe than Hypnoponies and Tulpas but not as cringe as Chris Chan.
Anonymous
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No.6192
In the mind of the normie, "Fascism" is just "Force-ism". The aesthetics of WW2's good guys plus a vague idea of a military dictatorship, but the bad kind. You know, the kind that doesn't dress like the normie's fake heroes. The "force ists" are willing to use force when the normies dont want them to and that's it. Maybe they have strong views on who is and isn't white enough exaggerated into views on who is and isn't human enough to live. The normie's views on right and wrong are exclusively shaped by who holds the monopoly on legal force in the nation and who is the dominant cultural authority. They don't really think at all and they don't really believe anything, they just pretend to believe whatever is convenient in the moment. If a Captain Planet style PSA told them to make white babies and hate Jews and they lived under Nazi rule it would be more effective at changing their mind than a million documentaries about jewish crimes against humanity. These drones support current thing and that's it, lacking the autonomy to question authority even when their programmers try to make the new culture all about rejecting some authority figures(church, "the man", etc) while embracing godless government and corporations and globalism. They have truly outsourced their decision making to others.
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No.6197
Is it just me or was that Helluva Boss episode where Octavia went to see "the stars" really fucking boring?
The jokes had been done before and done better elsewhere, and you could see them coming from a mile away.
Maybe if you knew who the voice actors are you'd laugh at the demon guy being mistaken for someone else?
The octavia stuff was boring and dumb. She's the daughter of a hell baron or whatever, she should know about earth. She didn't lose the book that teleported her to earth upon arriving there so she should have just used the book over and over.
The fireworks at the end seemed to come from nowhere. I probably missed a visual gag somewhere.
I liked the scene where octavia crept into the office, and was spotted by Luna, who didn't give a shit. That joke never gets old.
Luna's backstory turned out to be so over the top it's impossible to take seriously.
This show feels more like family guy with every episode. Random shit to see what sticks, jokes you've heard before, jokes you'll only laugh at if you're a teenager who still laughs at poo and wee, jokes that probably got a small chuckle in the writers room, and sappy melodrama the show hasn't built up towards or earned. That's probably too harsh for me to say. It isn't as bad as Family Guy. But it is becoming closer to Family Guy, and I wish it had more confidence in its premise and characters, I wish it had the confidence to write something deep about these characters and this world without filler episodes like this one.
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No.6198
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I was feeling bad about how harshly I critiqued Chatoyance's work when I read it. It's why I felt the urge to praise the accidentally hilarious unintended attack on the Trekkietard's utopian ideal.
I don't feel bad about that any more.
And to be fair, The Conversion Bureau is a fundamentally absurd premise that misses everything valuable that can be learned from FIM and its characters in favor of a typical fantasy where the characters from your favourite product come to save you from earth or what you expect its future to be. Nothing would change about TCB if Pokemon or Digimon or the cast of Jump Force were the ones sent to Earth under these circumstances with a Pokemonification Field or Animeification Field spreading due to the will of Arceus, Godmon, or N. "Prometheus" Glover.
Ready Player One was a pile of shit.
Ready Player One claimed Pop Culture, mankind's new pool of cultural ideas is a worthy replacement for religion.
Have you never seen Godless whores write about Vaporeon, Gardevoir, Ankha, Kirk and Picard, Freddy Fazbear, Slenderman, fucking Youtubers, Vtubers, and more?
Spongebob quotes and Star Wars Prequel quotes are not a worthy replacement for Bible quotes.
But The Conversion Bureau misses all the good thing ponies can teach humanity and help humanity accomplish in favour of literally transforming humans into "inherently superior kinder softer" beings and then dumping in the middle of fucking nowhere so they can chew grass in refugee camps and get along now that humanity is a forgotten idea.
Despite all its pseudointellectual pseudorealism (fucking MUH MALTHUSIAN COLLAPSE, gotta breed less than we die and keep our population counts controllable by our unquestionable rulers for... some reason!) it's got nothing intellectual to do with the concepts of ponies. A liberal able to see why liberalism has failed deserves applause, but Chatty's response to seeing the shallow endgame of the stated end goals leftists lie about having is to decide humanity is too imperfect for liberalism and superior technology, a superior planet, the aid of magic and aliens and a literal goddess or godlike alien being, and a superior human race is necessary to make liberalism finally work for once.
This third rate fanfiction is no smarter than the Harry Potter fanfiction my dead little sister wrote when she was ALMOST TEN about Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts showing up on her doorstep to whisk her away on a magic adventure in another world.
Except she had the good sense not to pretend this was some kind of hard sci-fi masterpiece.
Jesus, Chatoyance!
Jesus wasn't "Semitic", his murderers were.
The Judeans, killers of Christ, forced the Romans to kill him. And then to add insult to injury they stole Israel and the term Jew.
Is it normal to wish the world actually had an army of Christians out there determined to take over the world, or at least the whitest parts of it, and purge the worst forms of degeneracy from it?
Purging degeneracy is an inherently good thing, which is why the demons who seek to demonize it always depict purgers purging something other than degeneracy in their fantasy propaganda. They have to pretend we want to execute people over mattress tags and parking tickets, because they pardon black/muslim gang rapists (or give them slap-on-the-wrist sentences to get them back on the streets hurting whites as quickly as possible) and execute men for defending their daughters from black/muslim gang rapists.
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No.6202
It barely took a week of TV for someone I knew to go from "eat the rich, fuck the royalty" to "omg im so sad over the queen dying, she worked hard every day and she did more for this country than any of us". Now he's forgotten all about her because it hasnt been tv for a while. Reprogrammable robot. If he went a week without TV he would forget about Ukraine and Russia. Maybe it's the overstimulation of modern life, choice paralysis, and choice fatigue, and demoralization that gives people the memories of goldfish. Or maybe it's the demoralization and brainwashing schools that numb the mind with rote memorization of information useless to our career paths in life. Some people don't use any of the muscles in their body, not even their minds.

I got bored trying to make a good Fire Emblem and took a break to make a simpler one. I'll do my big ambitious game later in life when I am a better writer. For now, time for the more lighthearted adventure of horse girl vs the aliens.
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No.6223
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Dumping this here so my wall of text doesn't scare away writing discussion.

What do you dislike most about Ben 10? Analyzing and critiquing stuff is fun, and this overhyped kid's cartoon jumped countless sharks in its lifespan. Someone here has to have something to say about that show.

Personally I think simply having greatness fall into your lap is a gay premise for any hero when compared to working hard to earn it. Even working hard to unlock your potential is better than just having the I Win button on a watch. Peter Parker's struggle to balance adult responsibilities and superhuman responsibilities is always interesting no matter how he is ripped off, but this show fumbles that by making the mundane human world an afterthought. Adult relationships? Your girlfriend discovers your secret identity and is fine with everything, even the lies and lack of trust, and Ben eventually breaks up with her in a fucking family guy cutaway gag flashback.

Also, the watch gets wanked harder than insert cock joke here. The ultimate weapon's greatest weakness will always be its wielder, but the show does nothing interesting with that. Ben goes from bratty kid to boring to unbearable. Once Ultimate Alien sanded off Ben's rough edges too early and made him a generic saintly good boy doing his best the writers had nowhere to take him but downhill. Better writers could have made his attempts to be good and elements of his old nature conflict naturally but hey. Or I could be charitable and blame executive meddling on everything wrong with the show ever.

The Omnitrix is too powerful, too supreme, too absolute. It can turn you into the genetically perfected (or Mega Evolved) fittest version of anything including a God, it can protect you by transforming you without your input, it prevents you from dying period because it can revive you (usually), I could go on but I'm trying not to get distracted by tangents and rants. Once you give your character immortality and godhood the story has nowhere to go unless you introduce more gods to fight but they went beyond that. After too many shark jumps no villains are allowed to present a credible threat to the heroes, not even one bad alternate Ben or bad versions of Ben's aliens or an army of bad alternate Bens or even a wannabe God. Whoever wears the watch is the universe's new double God, able to get put on trial by regular Gods in a joke episode and defeat the greatest gladiator of the omniscient ombipotent god race in trial by combat.

The show's wild tone shifts happen because their attempts to make this kid's show already full of dark moments and dark implications "darker and grittier and more mature" translated to wooden dialogue, backgrounds too dark to see, and scenes where characters stand around and talk, inferior transformation scenes, and fight scenes where characters stand around and use their powers on disposable waves of identical enemies, and a story arc where the guy who didnt want to kill an intergalactic tyrant is immediately ready to kill his friend for going mad. Once you give your protag godhood where can you take this show besides sillyland, realm of the stupid unfunny jokes?

Kevin was pure evil in the original series and it worked. The evil rival without any of the hero's good qualities is a classic trope overused for good reason. Vilgax was nothing but a physical threat and plots any villain could think up. Kevin could have grown into a bigger threat than Vilgax and he was already a more interesting character because of where he could go, what lines he could cross or choose not to cross. Then in Alien Force they decide to introduce a new character, the funniest guy in the entire franchise and easily its best character, but then they decide to name him Kevin and tie this completely different character to the baggage of the old for no discernible reason beyond confused fanservice and a misunderstanding of why anyone would like one of or both of these characters. Kevin doesn't go anywhere interesting with who he used to be, it's just swept under the rug with "Absorbing energy makes his kind crazy, it's why he doesn't do that any more except when he has to, and eventually he is gifted the ability to do that freely because power growth and new gifts equals character development right?". GwenxKevin was a good idea forced too fast, before anyone bought his rushed offscreen redemption they were already rushing this.
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>>6223
The writers just don't know where to go when it comes to villains. The show's structure makes one off villains work but Ben jumps too many sharks to make Dark Magical Girl, Doofenshmirtz, Hypno, The Last Bugbender, Knight Stormtroopers, and Circus Freaks a credible threat to the man who beat a godly race's mightiest warrior by being gifted total control over Godhood. They also fuck up the idea of an AU Bad Ben with Eon and the Omniverse meme Bens, but the biggest missed opportunity has to be Albedo. Ben turns into aliens, Albedo is one. The creator of the Omnitrix shares his species, and he can look like Ben at any time- then they fuck that up by making him a pallete swap dumber than the real Ben except when he isn't. Alright, fine, Scourge is a better evil Sonic than Evil Sonic after all, but then they make him a joke character. Even giving him a Prototype Super Ultimate Omnitrix that's FUCKING RED AND BLACK and mega digivolves his aliens by TORTURING THEM IN A SIMULATED WORST CASE SCENARIO EXTINCTION EVENT FOR A THOUSAND YEARS UNTIL THEY EVOLVE he's a loser and Ben swipes his super watch immediately after blowing up his super watch with a voice command because not even stealing Ben's watch can let you beat god-Ben, then Ben starts using his new better watch with no thought to the moral dilemma of simulating torture to make them improve even after an episode where they come to life and his fakeout sacrifice undoes the moral dilemma. What made his Omniverse watch better than the Ultimatrix again? I forget.

And the destiny shit... the whole point of a multiverse is that anything can happen without affecting the status quo. There can be What Ifs and do-overs and bad timelines without affecting the main plot. BenxJulie was boring but serviceable, BenxKai was a joke that barely got laughs once but kept being told. The son of Ben should be the last person ignorant enough about multiversal travel and time travel to think he has to force his parents together for him to exist.

Ben 10 had something special when it was about a small family's adventures as they travel across America and get into all sorts of interesting scenarios in a wacky world where everything interesting exists. Nothing was off the table. Aliens, robots, government conspiracies, magic, even Christmas Elves. It was just fun. No convoluted lore fuckups or later retcons to justify retcons to justify retcons. No pretending this silly fun b movie material is something to take ultra seriously with dull delivery and serious faces in the same few locations over and over and over again. The hero got the watch accidentally because it was meant for his grandfather who happened to be a retired alien fighter. No Doctor Who ripoffs calling this a preordained multiversal constant that caused itself to happen due to its own sheer incredible multiversal importance.
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No.6230
Man, it's going to feel so fucking weird in several decades when I use whatever open source torrent/tor based service replaced Youtube and archived the least awful shit from it for future generations. I'll enjoy a video, and see a youtuber beg for likes and subscribers and a grandson of mine might say "What's a subscriber?" because youtube will be dead and culture shifted hard away from social media because facebook boomers and tiktok kids were that cringe. A dead youtuber might beg for money on patreon, unaware that patreon is also dead. We might not even be using dollars any more in the future. Long dead vtubers might become overnight sensations with a cult following unsure what to do with the money they want to give to her. They might spend it on conventions about her or charity donations for stuff she seemed to care about. They might send money to charities that rescue her favourite animals or charities that try to cure whatever disease or societal problem killed her. Some Vtubers might sell their personas to the highest bidder or give them to their younger friends so the show can go on. AI will help megacorps larger than most countries churn out neverending streams of shit that feels algorithmically generated. And culturally, people will shift away from normieshit soulless enough to feel AI generated and towards weird shit only a live human could have dreamed of.
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No.6232
There is a Satan, made of every Jew. And everything good we do hurts Satan. Such a beautiful motivational thought. More people should see it that way. There is evil in this world, and it can be destroyed. What higher purpose can there be to life other than to do good? I understand what it feels like to live aimlessly and alone. I felt that for a long time. "When I'm with the one I love I feel whole" is such a cliche line. I feel whole all the time now, and I still love my girl.
Anonymous
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No.6237
>>6006
>he was going to "face himself", except instead of joining the 40% of troons he'd fly away like le 51% face,
Jesse what the fuck am I saying

>face himself
Persona reference, in P3 they shoot themselves in the head and symbolically confront death to summon their Stands and fight the forces of death instead of sleepwalking to the end, and in P4 the theme is about facing yourself and your faults and reaching out to the truth and growing
>troon joke
Troons kill themselves
>le 51% face
Landorus the Ground and Flying type pokemon had a 51% pick rate at one point, likely a higher one now, because it is so absurdly OP even in a franchise with 900 monsters going on 1000ish people still pick from the same tiny pool of the best guys if they want to win.
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No.6241
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Taught my girl how to play the latest version of my in-progress fighting game. All that accessibility was a good call. I don't care if people were stockholm syndromed into loving the worst fighting game inputs out there. This game will not have bullshit inputs. No pretzel motion. No jewagrams. No GG input. No 720 spins. No just frames or 1 frame links. No specials or supers hidden behind a fucking cheat code and "balanced by the complexity of their input". Rate all the fighting games out there by difficulty of execution and mine will slot neatly in the easier to average end without sacrificing the mindgames, asynchronous balance, and creativity that makes fighting games fun. A stepping stone between overly simple and normal, that's what I am aiming for. I am not making Divekick. Or that other game like divekick with the Dice Panda. I am making a fighting game and I will tell you its title just as soon as I think of another sex joke funnier than Pokemon CBT and Fire Emblem Full Frontal Assault.
Heard some weird news involving someone I have not thought of in a long time. Checked up on someone I knew who went full libtard back in 2016. We haven't spoken since. He's still libtarded. Still writing fanfics worse than the shit he wrote 20 years ago. Glanced at them to see if they still read like smug libtard forum posts. Yep. Still has that unmistakable unfunny writing style that screams "I use too much tvtropes". Guess some things never change. I'm glad I started writing when I was young, so I could get all the garbage shit every young author makes out of the way. After all, the master is a master because he has failed more times than the rookie has tried. And he is a master for other reasons like learning from the failure.
Anonymous
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No.6242
6244
>>6241
>This game will not have bullshit inputs. No pretzel motion. No jewagrams. No GG input. No 720 spins. No just frames or 1 frame links. No specials or supers hidden behind a fucking cheat code and "balanced by the complexity of their input". Rate all the fighting games out there by difficulty of execution and mine will slot neatly in the easier to average end without sacrificing the mindgames, asynchronous balance, and creativity that makes fighting games fun.
That actually sounds petty cool. I like that you're aren't afraid to move away from the mold.
Anonymous
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No.6244
>>6242
Thank you! Smash Bros had the right idea when it decided to standardize and simplify inputs.
Quarter Circle Forwards Punch? No, it's the Side Special.
An attack button and a Special button.
Now every retard can do a fireball. The question "How do I fireball" has an easy answer.
And retards will still lose to smarter people who know WHEN to fireball and WHY to fireball.
Of course smash fucked up in other ways.
Mapping neutral attack, forwards tilt, up tilt, down tilt, smash attack, and dash attack to the same button is retarded.
Want to 6P? There is a chance you will get ftilt or dash attack or forward smash when you wanted one of the others.
Smash should really have a Light, Medium, and Heavy attack button like my game will.

Why have a Z grab button if shield plus A will grab? Some characters get Zair privilege and some just dont.
Why does shield plus B usually do nothing?
And of course there is other shit smash pros have talked about.
Like the retarded things about Ultimates controls.
And the fucking input lag.
Does that jump plus A equals "shorthop aerial" shortcut still nerf the aerial used? Whoever is responsible for that will probably get shat on by onis and kitsunes in asian hell.
Some smash movesets are just a collection of hitboxes... okay, most are. It is rare for a smash character to have a cohesively designed moveset that feels designed by people who werent just giving characters moves at random or, if you are lucky, trying to reference things from the game.

Wasting two buttons on shield and two buttons on jump is retarded. Imagine a world where there is a jump button and short hop button.
If you want to play melee at the highest level you need hardware or software modifications to get around how shit the gamecube controllers and games code are.
Fighting game players sometimes use arcade sticks due to familiarity and convenience.
But a Boxx user and notched gamecube snapback reduction custom gamecube controller guy has clear advantages over anyone with a vintage old gamecube controller. You know, the controller the developers had access to when designing the game for it.
Look at Rivals Of Aether. It fixes so many things wrong with Melee. It adds new interesting design space to the genre by making characters about stage control and ways to put your opponent in disadvantageous states. Clairen the simple swordie inspired by Marth gets a counter that negates stage control and projectiles to help her compete.
And it has fucking Workshop support because GOATals of CHADther respects the incredible creativity of its community. For every dogshit sprite swap with random moves there is a creative new fighter. Someone's fursona with awesome new gimmicks. Hell I'm working on a Rivals character too because I am a scatterbrained workaholic who recovers from being exhausted by work on one project by working on another.

Want to know what my control scheme is in Rivals?
Square to attack, triangle to smash, circle to special, X to jump. L1 to jump. R1 to parry and dodge. L2 to attack. R2 to special. Left stick to move. Dpad to taunt. Right stick to attack with smashes on the ground and aerials in the air. I use a cheap USB controller with no custom modifications.
This just would not be possible in smash bros without modifying the game or putting macros on my controller.
It's fast. Convenient. Ergonomic. Perfect for high APM action. Perfect for a character who can Fly Cancel like it's Marvel 3 on crack and steroids. My character.

The "damage makes characters react differently to taking damage" system makes combos a crapshoot. Some characters have a punish game that consists of hitting you once or maybe twice for a mistake, others can take entire stocks or even gain unfair advantages that make taking more stocks easier. I am convinced Mashpotato Samurai and those working for him dont playtest characters with competent players or high level uncapped-framerate CPU win loss data to simulate the results of thousands of matches. They dont ask "how does he look at the highest level of play? Is he fun to play as AND to fight?" before releasing him. They don't care if super meters that empty if unused after a while make characters like Little Mac make him unfun to fight and easy to camp out. They don't care if comeback mechanics carry retards to victory. They don't care that there are no "five gods" of Brawl or Smash 4 or 5 because the game isnt consistent and skill based enough to separate the strong from the weak. They don't care if pay to win characters like Steve and Kazuya and Sora and Pyssthra or Sephiroth or Smash 4 Bayonetta and Cloud have DLC privilege. If Brawl was released a few years later those fucking jews would have made people pay for Brawl Meta Knight. Platform Fighters are a good idea. Emphasizing movement is good. But Smash is so full of bad design decisions an indie game can outdo it in the character, gameplay, and visuals deparrment. Nintendo is a business and smash fans are masochistic abused spouses who will tolerate anything from papa nintendo as long as they get to play the latest goyslop party fighting game no matter how its game design intentionally makes it inferior to melee.
Project M was a well balanced game. I still have fun with the old version, the new version, versions with over 100 characters. Smash got its "no items fox only final destination" reputation from a cartoon made by an out of touch boomer who doesnt understand why removing RNG elements like luck makes for a fairer and more enjoyable competitive experience. Can you fucking imagine travelling from EU to USA to fight a dude who drove for 9 hours from east coast to west coast all for a prize pool that wont even begin to cover travel expenses or the price of the 3 hotdogs you eat at the venue only for the outcome of the match to be decided by a bobomb randomly spawning atop you killing you instantly?
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No.6247
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Fuck I made my rivals character too strong. And nerfing him isn't as easy as toning down one obviously overpowered attribute like that shine laser move. Oh well.
Anonymous
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No.6248
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Secretly I'm very insecure. I know I try to seem invincible but I'm a very insecure person. And I've been thinking about how many of that bad writer guy's mistakes I see reflected in my old writing.

Just tossing in shit that sounds cool and then thinking of excuses for it later. That's probably the biggest mistake in my old writing besides trying to write big ambitious ideas with none of the necessary experience.

The story of a bastard rediscovering his niceness with the aid of new friends, after grinding everything away in a cartoonishly awful city "perfecting himself" to reach the top, is definitely not helped by stupid indulgent scenes of wasteful excess and giant fights. If it's wrong for him to define himself by his successes and failures then I shouldn't make him successful at everything. Fucking hoverboard races were never truly important to his story. Hoverboards in general were never important to my story. But they would be if they represented his first good idea as an inventor and tinkerer who makes machines to compensate for his physical disability and the frail constitution he has from his terminal case of dying. He can't be the strongest and fastest and best, that's boring and he should win fights by being clever. If I'm to portray life at the top as miserable, it can't ever be fun. If I'm to portray fighting as a bad thing for him, he can't walk away from his unsafe thrill-seeking adrenaline junkie behaviour without scars or even any scratches. He shouldn't get to be a cunt to others and get away with it. People should find the faggoty "fancy" way he talks as obnoxious as I do now, or hate it even more, if he's supposed to be learning something from the Mane Six and the ponies of Ponyville, these ponies should think he has a lot to learn, and so should he. He can't be right about everything all the time. Backflipping all over the place as an invincible genius everybody immediately loves is cringe.

Sunrise Stardust can't be right about everything all the time. Therefore I should remove Starlight Glimmer from his story, because she serves no valuable purpose in his story. If she's "redeemed" anywhere I take this contradictory nothing-character is speculation about where writers might have taken her. Plus if she ever brings up communism Sunrise is going to argue with her and be right about absolutely everything which gets in the way of his story of growth. Although if I make Glimmer smarter she could make him consider new perspectives. But then she's not being the spaghetti tornado she sometimes is when the writers don't think it would get in the way of her always being the strongest and best in the room. I think she's a deeply flawed character because she wasn't designed to be redeemed, she was designed to be wrong and then change but then they fucked up writing her differently because they never figured out who she is without the rage and confusion and malice and schemes.

Zuko wasn't just a cunt who switched sides one day. Zuko was designed to elevate his show, to do something risky. It had never been done before, probably. When you first meet him and Iroh they quickly establish the old comedy routine we're used to in villain duos. That one with the scar is the skinny angry one, and that old man is the fat soft hungry probably-stupid one. Scratch and Grounder, basically. I know it's not the first cartoon to think of that old cliche but ATLA wisely uses this cliche, this trope, this archetype. They rely on this familiarity, the expectation of these characters, so they can intelligently subvert it. Turns out there's more to the angry fire guy with fire on his face and his silly old man who likes food and games and music and all sorts of other things the typical annoyed guy Zuko isn't supposed to like because comedy.

That part where Zuko and Iroh prove themselves to be more than Zhao by his standards and their own was genius. Very important for getting the audience to view firebending as something more than an evil thing faceless or ugly villains use. The fights in that show fucking meant something. They weren't just mindless shallow spectacles. Or excuses for the author to powerwank. There is just fighting, weapon use, martial arts, bending, and eventually energybending and the avatar state. No fucking uchiha bullshit. No hypno eyes, no gundams, no gundam turning into armour for the biggest strongest demon to wear as it spits nuclear laserblasts that destroy mountains, none of the retarded powercreep naruto resorted to. Chakra was too much of a blank slate with vague rules, it can do anything and what limits/lore established early on never end up grounding the fight with a sense of weight and believability.

There's this bit in One Piece Movie Z where Luffy and some old faggot PUNCH THE SHIT OUT OF EACH OTHER like angry people. And it felt cooler than all the giant magic super punches with fists bigger than boats because it was closer to something real. People don't remember Broly because "his power is maximum, omg I've become so much like Broly it's scary. All I do is scream and rage while getting buffer all the time". People remember Broly because his movie got right what DBZ usually gets wrong.

Some faggot shoots a big laserbeam twice his size and his enemy walks through it unscathed? Damn, feels like a weak laserbeam. Even if the laser also destroys a mountain behind him. Characters fight for a bit and we're told their strength threatens the fabric of spacetime but they look like normal fighters to us because the author lacks imagination and relies on nostalgia future generations just won't fucking have. Nobody will praise Toriyama decades from now unless they feel they have to. But when Broly punches people they stay punched. He leaves the heroes battered and exhausted and desperate. They aren't clutching their arms and commentating, they look fucked. Goku still wins but Broly left an impression. Not just on the environments he fucked up recklessly by fighting like a madman.
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The Adjutant system in Fire Emblem 3 Houses was designed as an alternative to the horrendously broken Pair Up mechanic from previous games.
Because Pair Up robs units of their individual identities and voices, makes all the work that goes into drawing and voicing and modelling and texturing and animating them go to waste, and basically makes four strength four stam leather belts of the characters, it is retarded...
For a game about waifuing these visual novel characters.
Character appeal matters for that goal and pair up and adjutants reject this.
But
For a game about grinding and managing resources and fucking with numbers to optimize the strategy out of the strategy game portions, it's a good idea for a system.

FE3H is built around using your core set of characters and maybe some others recruited from other houses or the church you serve until you don't. Maps aren't balanced for armies of 30. It's why they restrict your deployment slots so harshly. They expect you to have 10 or so units, some more favoured than others, and grind the difficulty out of unbalanced difficulty modes that expect you to use DLC and amiibos and online features to get stronger.

The game needs something for your potential optional extra characters to do so it makes Adjutants. You pair them with a chosen main unit and they slightly help. Defence classes make for OP adjutants compared to healers and damage dealers.

This system needs a rework. You're basically making them a second Batallion slot minus the Gambits.

The game wants you to use a small elite team. Extra units can compete with your main set of characters for deployment slots or fill one of a few limited Stat Booster slots.

My Phalanxing Bonus system is a good alternative to the stat bonuses from pair ups. It makes positioning on the map more important. It might even be worth giving up spots you can use for attacking enemies just so your allies can boost the stats of your best attackers to make attacking safer and deadlier.

Adjutants in my game... perhaps they will exclusively give their phalanxing bonuses to the unit they are paired with? Perhaps I will rework the system so they will still seem to have a presence on the battlefield despite technically lacking it. Perhaps you could only adjutant two units of the same class, to give your 2/3/6 near identical cavaliers something to do besides compete for top spot and get replaced if they are no longer necessary? Your "cavalier squad" could become quite powerful when all the colour coded horsefags in the world join forces. Your adjutant unit could be displayed as one of the characters in their batallion if they have one. 3 Houses wasn't built for permadeath like other FE games were. Those games loved giving you redundant characters to potentialy replace those who fell in battle or fell off in usefulness due to bad RNG dependent stat gains. Either way they needed a replacement and the game was happy to provide it. Turning the adjutant system into a reward for keeping all units alive even the shit ones could further disincentivize playing through deaths but fuck it, Iron Man runs are fun. Also fuck it I'm giving my guys Chao.
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90s sonic: Eggman built the Death Star and called it the Death Egg because of course he fucking did. Sonic must run through zones and eventually get to space to smash it up and send that Death Egg crashing down to earth. Knuckles mistakes it for a Dragon egg when talking to Eggman who tricks Knuckles into fighting Sonic for a bit and getting in his way with devious tricks and traps.

2000s sonic: Eggman read his grandfather Gerald's diary and got as far as "maria is the password for the Prison Island base where GUN has my super powerful-" before dropping everything and rushing in guns blazing. He rescued what turned out to be a Hedgehog who's 50 and rides motorcycles and shoots guns and says "damn" around children. Gerald's daughter Maria had space AIDS so he built a space colony to house the world's best and brightest and their families, so the scientists could research treatments for space AIDS, eventually making a deal with the most demonic satanic looking alien possible named Black Doom to get Black Arms DNA to use in the creation of Shadow The Hedgehog, ultimate life form, whose blood probably cures space AIDS. Before making Shadow, Gerald created the Biolizard. Both were inspired by old Angel Island murals where Super Sonic fights Perfect Chaos and the mech Eggman used in Sonic And Knuckles 3. There was also some bullshit with the Gizoids from a fighting game where Tails lives in a Pokemon Mystery Dungeon style house shaped like his own head? Were the Gizoids a product of Knuckles' people, who killed Chao trying to steal the power of the Master Emerald which pissed Chaos off, or the Nocturnus Clan who were retconned in later to be the "worse Echidnas" who were exiled into the Phantom Zone- I mean Shadow Realm- I mean Null Void- I mean Twilight Cage? Anyway Sonic is framed for the theft of a Chaos Emerald by the military and sent to Prison Island without trial by GUN, who's the UN but even more American and jewed because they killed absolutely everybody aboard the Space Colony ARK because they were afraid of Gerald, the Biolizard, and Shadow The Hedgehog. Shadow's pissed and wants revenge because GUN tampered with his memories and failed to accomplish anything with that because Gerald tampered with Shadow's memories to remove Shadow's memories of Maria's desire for him to protect the earth and its people, only leaving behind his rage at the humans for killing her. Rouge's presence in the story allows for a moment where Shadow saves her despite the mission but Knuckles doesn't really do anything in this story up until the end. Sonic and friends eventually go to space and defeat Eggman and Shadow, stopping the Space Colony Ark's Eclipse Cannon from firing on humanity. Whether Eggman's plan to destroy the entire planet was a bluff or not is never revealed. Whether Sonic was going to be visited by GUN in prison and offered the job to save the earth during this incident secretly or not is never revealed. And Gerald built the planetbusting laser into his space colony because he planned on betraying Black Doom, who wanted to return to earth in 50 years to devour humanity with the power of his Black Commet, which Gerald would shoot.

2010s sonic: Eggman drained Super Sonic and used his power to smash earth into pieces to unleash the dark half of Gaia but you fix it and basically show the spirit of the planet all the beauty on the earth worth fighting for. also Werewolf Sonic happened for a bit, they ripped off God Of War without playing it but these were good ideas.
Eggman makes a space amusement park powered by enslaved aliens. No story.
Generations had no story.
Lost World. No story. What the fuck was Lost World? If the Lost Hex was a hellish dimension it would suit the "baby's first demons" look of the Zeti's Deadly Six (are they the only Zeti? the only ones left? Why are they based on six of the seven sins? what happened to the missing one?) but nothing else fits this Mario 3D Land looking shitsthetic.
Forces was Generations 2 with less story. All the old baddies team up under Eggman and beat Sonic, who escapes jail with the aid of Customizable Avatar, they go back to earth and fix everything easily. Some villains aren't even fought ingame also Classic Sonic shows up because sega would only approve Mania if they forced it to advertise this atrocity. Somehow Eggman conquered the entire world with Sonic beaten, even though most sonic characters are as fast as him and usually stronger too just like Customizable Avatar and all of the infinite shit Eggman can produce turned out to be useless in the finale anyway. Eggman got infinite resources and an edgy illusions guy because someone at SEGA saw the Spider-Man movie/cartoon episode with Mysterio and said "ah, he uses virtual reality to create real things. I understand everything now." but didn't actually understand anything at all. Still nobody in japan can disagree with elderly japanese boomers if you want to keep working for them, so sega kept on... being sega. It will probably take even more generational turnover before the sonic franchise can get its shit together and make a good game.

And now, 2020 sonic:

BOTW reinvigorated the open-world ubisoft towers formula by revisiting Zelda 1 and making optional content truly optional. it made money so Sonic does what Nintendoes but worse. God I hope it isn't shit. And I hope it doesn't do anything I was planning on doing in the Sonic Adventure 3 plot I'm writing into my fighting game.
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When I started wondering how to edit Lag Talagonis so instead of talking heads and text boxes you get the custom art and walls of text you'd see in visual novels like Tsukihime, and found myself more interested in the story and characters than the gameplay mechanics and map design, it started to dawn on me that this story of a wolf man and the horse girl he saved in a world ruled by Goblins would be better off as a book than a strategic role playing game.
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You know what those jews at hollywood could have done to make new star wars good?
Cast the old fucks as the Star Wars characters we all know and love
Say they did decades of exciting adventures to later make tv shows or movies about
Luke met Ahsoka and they boned, old and prequel trilogy fans coom together in celebration
Give Luke and Ahsoka, Han and Leia many kids, the older kids matter to the plot and the younger kids are babies who play with star wars toys
This is a subtle advertisement for star wars toys. The heroes generations grew up on now have kids of their own, happy healthy families, and they raise their kids on star wars toys because if you've ever felt the urge to subconsciously or consciously emulate these characters now you want to buy these toys for you or your kids
And
Depict at least one museum where Old Luke and friends admire the museum exhibits including a screen showing CGI Luke and friends on epic adventures
This is a subtle advertisement for the upcoming Star Wars Clone Wars style tv show featuring Luke and Leia and Han and all the other Star Wars characters.
Old actors too old for most stunts? No problem! Just use CGI and voice actors or soundalikes, nobody will care that much about soy wars.
Star Wars could have been such a successful little mind worm convincing generations to keep consuming the brand. But no. Their woke indoctrination had to come first. Before the money. They didn't care how many new outfits they could make Luke wear even though each new outfit is a new Funko Pop. Just ask spiderman aka Iron Man Jr and that scene where he wore his suit inside out for the sake of a new Funko Pop. CGI Luke could have worn many new outfits. Sold many toys. Wielded a new lightsaber each episode with the excuse that he's testing new lightsaber models for a cute female yoda chick. The internet would have gone mad for that. Especially if she looked nothing like yoda. You know how the horny artists draw those little blue and purple elf midget bitches from League of Legends with their fat fuckin asses? Not my type (giantess mommy milf master race for life) but it's got its fans. Dress her like a fucking nerd with big glasses and a sweater and a pink lightsaber. The amount of coom flooding the streets and evaporating over time into our world's atmosphere would give a whole new meaning to the phrase 'cloud seeeing'. And every toy would be another piece of plastic for the disney corporation to sell to babies of any age. It's a good thing plastic doesn't release poisonous fumes when it melts or the world would probably be uninhabitable by now.
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I'm certain that if love had a physical form, it would look like my girlfriend.
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When you ask racists why the revolting niggers are having another chimp out
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Sonic Frontiers is the best Sonic has been in decades and it's also a disappointing rushed shitshow full of jank physics and bad level design and fundamentally broken gameplay and fucking awful combat and bosses that WISH they had what MGR/Bayonetta had.

This franchise is personally disappointing to me. I used to have so much hope for the future of this character. Now... I feel it's stupid for me to feel personally invested in whether there are ever any good Sonic games again or not.

It's not Ian Flynn's fault, he did the best with the fucking retarded restrictions he was given.
And I can only assume this dumb shit is Sega's fault because I want to give people the benefit of the doubt and we all know how bad Sega is at everything. Balan Blunderworld sucked too, I blame the higher ups.
Sonic does everything while his friends stand around? Again? Better invent an excuse for that and make Sonic's goal saving them.
He did the best he could with that restriction.
But it shouldn't be a restriction forced onto him in the first place.
People resent "sonic's shitty friends" and want "muh solo sonica" because so few games get it right.
Look at Sonic GT and Utopia and even less good 3D games like Sonic World DX. 3D sonic can work without automation that fights for your controller like an impatient kid brother who sends you off a cliff. Sonic 3D has worked before. Multiple characters in a 3D Sonic game can work. People got sick of Sonic's friends because they hated being forced to play completely different inferior gameplay styles like treasure hunting and mech shooting to unlock optional Super Sonic or worse, more main story Sonic gameplay.
Nintendo hire this man is a meme.
People said Sega "hired this man" when we saw how bland and soulless and seemingly AI Generated Frontiers originally looked.
But last time Sega "hired this man" we got Sonic Mania.
That's the difference. Passion.
Nobody truly loves Mario like a Sonic fan loves Sonic. Even Sonic haters love Sonic.
And thanks to Mania, Sonic was cool again for a bit and so were his friends, because Sonic's friends were optional, not skippable or mandatory, optional.
People wished Amy was in it.
You could earn the Chaos Emeralds and Super Sonic without needing to redo old content as Knuckles or Gamma or Big The Cat.
Good gameplay made Ray fun and Mighty... inoffensive. He probably has his fans. I rate him bottom tier because all the other characters are better. But I don't hate him. Feels good to say.
I wish Vector was in Mania, air dashes are awesome and he's unusual for a Sonic character because instead of starting with Sonic as a base and then adding animal traits they designed an anthropomorphic amimal to suit the Sonic art style.

Sonic's games are so disappointing. I'm going to go replay my game to revitalize my passion for gaming. That always brightens my mood.
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Smash bros is so "well designed and balanced" top tiers can carry players who dont even own their own copy of the game and the console to play it on for home practice.
Characters like Meta Knight, smash 4 Cloud and Bayo, Smash 5 Steve and Kazuya and Rob and Pyssra are so braindead easy it hurts.
There is a parallel universe where this game wasn't designed by elderly japanese boomers and/or committee and the smash franchise wanted to evolve instead ot stagnating and relying on cameos and nostalgia.
A universe where this game has enough high skill mechanics to allow for player expression, where tournaments can separate the best players from the worst through competition.
If you took a smash ultimate top tier and ported him directly into Rivals Of Aether he would be a broken top tier banned from most tournamente despite typically lacking any kind of intellectual big brain gameplan involving setplay, stage control, projectile manipulation, careful spacing, state manipulation, meter management, or status effects.
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I was thinking about Code Geass because it's a story about a rebellion and I'm writing one of those. But Code Geass did a lot wrong and I want to avoid making those mistakes in my work.

I don't know how much of it you're familiar with but basically Lelouch Vi Britannia is an exiled Britannian (british-controlled america, brits moved there when they lost britain to france, the EU are tards and Britannia has conquered over a third of the world) prince who faked his death and started pretending to be a "normal" teen genius named Lelouch Lamperouge at a boarding school for the rich in Japan, now renamed Area 11 because Britannia conquered Japan for the Sakuradite, a mineral that makes a lot of energy and is perfect for powering giant robots. Suzaku's a student there and a soldier for the Britannian army. Lelouch finds a can of gas that turns out to be full of ass, it contains the prisoner C2's who's an immortal hot babe with green hair and the power to give people Geass, a personality-based psychic superpower that manifests as an ironic wish fulfilled. Lelouch's dad hated lies and viewed strength as the only true and right thing that matters, so he gains the power to make strength irrelevant and force people to believe lies by fucking with their memories. Lelouch who loves freedom gets the power to mind-control people once per person, and he unites Japanese rebel groups under himself as the mysterious masked "Zero".

Suzaku serves the empire that's oppressing his people because he's a fucking moron.

That's it, that's what my post was building towards.

I'm sorry, I have to say it.

This might take a while.
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There is no coherent ideological basis for this whiny hypocrite to act the way he does, nor does anyone ever call him out on it. He doesn't work as a good rival for the hero who challenges him physically, mentally, and morally, because Suzaku is bullshit. He's a super strong naive moron with plot armour and a superior super mech better than everyone else's. He doesn't work with an elite team and hold them back from committing atrocities by making himself their moral compass. He wasn't tempted by the devil's easy road to power and corrupted on his road to a better world, he just serves the current regime because he somehow got convinced it's better to loyally serve a regime exploiting and oppressing his own people despite his low chance of upward mobility (zero chance if not for Lelouch killing pretty much everyone in Suzaku's way) instead of openly rebelling against the regime.

I think the writing was harmed by Suzaku's hypocrisy. It's like he only believes it's wrong to break laws when he or the ruling powers aren't the ones breaking them. And he never fucks his evil allies over for acting immorally, because he doesn't take his own morality seriously enough despite being unbearably self-righteous about it when it comes to Lelouch. Suzaku would have died early on at the hands of the empire he serves at least twice over if not for Lelouch breaking laws and killing to save Suzaku, yet he stubbornly refused to join Lelouch.

There wasn't a coherent ideological difference between the heroes. It's not like when Light viewed himself as a condemned man who wrote more names in the Death Note than anyone else before expecting to be killed, only to end up not killed, deciding he's come too far to do anything besides keep going and keep doing what "only he" could do, meanwhile for L this is all just another case and Light is just another asshole and he'll break any and all laws to see Light arrested because "He's probably Kira, I just have to prove it for some reason even though laws don't apply to me". Okay, fine, Death Note wasn't smart either. But it tried harder with its rival than Code Geass did when it wrote Suzaku.

Suzaku just decided he wanted to serve an empire he had no good reason to serve. He talks like he's a naive idealist when he babbles about how "rebellion costs lives and breaking laws is wrong and bloodshed is bad" yet he serves the bloodiest empire on the planet and plans to become its top enforcer all so that one country, his one, can be freed on the condition that he keeps serving as "The Knight Of One" once every other numbered Knight is dead or out of his way. He never even considers how many innocent lives would be lost in his quest to take away the freedom of others to "earn" his freedom from those who took it away in the first place. He serves the evil empire as hard as he can, even though it tries to throw him under the bus and kill him early on and only Lelouch's intervention saves him, time and time again. Suzaku wants to be King Charles's top dog, The Knight Of One, so he can be rewarded with total control over Japan so he can free it. But he had no hope in hell of getting that job before Lelouch got involved and started killing his bosses with the kind of open rebellion that inspires others to join in and stand up and fight. Suzaku keeps talking like Lelouch betrayed him and their ideals, but none of it ever goes anywhere interesting. Suzaku doesn't feel real. He doesn't feel like a real person with a real ideology, or even a fictional one, with any kind of consistent logic. He feels like a hackneyed plot device that exists to contrive problems for Lelouch, just like so many other elements of this story.

Maybe if they introduced Euphemia's plan (making Area 11 a "Special Administrative Zone" where the colonized Britannians get most of their rights back- wait, no, her plan was to make ONE such zone in Area 11 and eventually make more, I'd change that to make her want all of Japan fully freed) earlier on... Or maybe if they made Suzaku and Euphemia part of a group of Britannians who wanted to install Euphemia as the new Empress with an internal coup, it could have given Suzaku a reason to think there's anything salvageable about the empire and any reason to fight for it. He could tell himself a coup isolated to killing the worst leaders and putting nicer people in charge of the world is better than open rebellion and all the dead soldiers it costs. The idea that any corrupt kingdom or aristocracy or empire would be fine as long as the "correct" person in charge is a common delusion, after all. I personally believe authority should come from the consent of the governed, not the threat of force. People should have the freedom to live their own lives as they see fit, rule themselves and choose who leads them. I know we're all supposed to say nazi stuff here like "I hate niggers!" but after a racist regime frees white people from jew+nigger+mudslime slavery I would love to see the regime transition into one that reduces taxes, ends the fed, and allows people to protect their freedoms while rejecting centralized power. People who disagree with me on what rights I should have as a moral free individual can either take it up with the business end of my 3D Printer or fuck right off and govern the dystopian nightmare of their dreams elsewhere as long as it's only governing consenting people who actually want to live that way. Whether the King is nice or evil doesn't change the fact that nobody should be forced into a life of eternal serfdom for any kingdom, or forced into an arranged marriage for any kingdom, or drafted and forced into wars for any kingdom, whether this kingdom is called an empire or union or something else entirely. The natural rights of people should be respected. What rights do people have if they don't have those rights? What good is a ruler if he won't protect and respect those rights, and allow his people to protect themselves?
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Giving Suzaku an arc where he starts as the "Empire is fine as long as my girlfriend rules it" guy and grows into "Lelouch is right, he's not just blinded by vengeance, this empire really does need to be dismantled" would make him an interesting character. What is it with Japanese media and rejecting this basic story arc in favor of "oooo who's right and who's wrong? omg I'm 14 and this is DEEP! Chaos or Order? Rebellion or Regime? I have no strong feelings one way or the other but please buy merch where these characters are opposed!"?

Taking Suzaku from a naive idealist who rejects Lelouch to a smart idealist who understands the complicated reality of rebellion against overwhelming military force and the society that enables it would have been an interesting arc for Suzaku, and it would have made him a lot more believable.

The arc that I would want to see from him would be him coming to realize what really matters is the people, not the will of those in charge or the laws they write to benefit themselves or the systems they create to keep themselves in charge. A story about going from the type of guy who decries rebellion for its human cost to understanding the human cost of not rebelling against tyranny. When the only voice given is that of the monarchy, aristocracy, empire, or any other kind of inherently unjust nonconsensual heirarchy, people who want to be free have to free themselves. It would be a story about freeing the people so that they can speak for themselves. Sure, that might get in the way of all the contrived moments in Code Geass that exist for the spectacle of characters laughing like madmen and pulling deus ex machinas and diablous ex machinas out of theiir asses, but it would make the story smarter.

If it were me writing that story, I would make Euphemia a good person being manipulated and controlled by Britannians who present themselves as "the good ones" but seek to increase their own power over the empire and would naturally reject any attempt on Euphemia's part to reduce that power. The Britannians who helped her get on the throne would want to use her as a puppet for their own agenda, like how Long Feng and the Dai Li from Avatar used the Earth King. When Euphemia takes the throne and tries to do good, her advisors who hold the real power refuse to let her, and threaten to replace or kill her should she stray from their plans or tell Suzaku who holds the real power in this empire. If she were to become empress she would have to realize there is more to an organization than its head, realize that the system is inherently unjust and unfair, so she would become a force for positive change by growing up and putting away her childish notions of being the beloved nice good empress. And it would be during this process that Suzaku would start to realize that in order to be a force of good you cannot submit to the corrupt system, you must rebel against it. This would be a great story about how good people can be used by bad systems if they are misguided. And really, with Britannian culture so obsessed with dominance, right after a coup to kill their Emperor and install his puppet neice, how many Britannians would aid a second coup that seeks to abolish all checks and balances holding the monarchy back just so that the ruling monarch can end monarchy and the lineage of noble bloodlines, and free the Areas Britannia controls, depriving countless poliiticians and royal family members of their jobs and their power in the process while "Making the sacrifices of soldiers meaningless" as the politicians would put it when they try to weaponize the families left behind by soldiers they drafted and happily sacrificed in great numbers? Euphemia would have to grow up, and so would Suzaku.
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>>6262
I would have Suzaku start out as a reluctant partner in order to ensure the safety of Euphemia. He's her guard, not a Britannian dog who can be ordered about and told who to kill. And over time he could come to see the injustices present in the system and realize that the only way to free people from the oppression of a ruling class is to dissolve that class and bring down its systems, structures and organizations so that the people will be free to rule themselves. That it's okay and necessary to bring the walls of a corrupt structure down even if that structure brings riches and power to you personally. That a world free of those walls will be better than a world with the walls, even if you personally are powerful within those walls. He would hate the compromises the system forces himself and Euphemia to make, and eventually come to understand Lelouch was right. I think after Lelouch successfully kills King Charles Zi Britannia, when these two naive idealists Suzaku and Euphemia get a first-hand demonstration of the control that Britannia exert over them and see how their actions are not able to change the way the empire is run, even if she is the emperor, they would be able to see first-hand that Britannia is a society with a rigid structure that cannot be changed by a simple change in command, and that to truly change the empire they would have to remove the structure that creates it and replace it with something better, with something that prioritizes the freedom and agency of the individual rather than elite breeding and noble houses and conquest that makes your rulers richer and absolute slavish obedience to hierarchy.

I think a major turning point in their arc could be the realization that to change things you have to take action. Even if it means giving up blackmail power by airing all the Empire's dirty secrets and spreading the truth about their world. Even if it's action that you would be punished for if you got caught. That you can't hide behind the excuse that it's the wrong thing to do, that you have to be willing to make sacrifices and do the difficult thing to make a real change. And when this arc comes to an end they could make a conscious decision to rebel and take down the empire in spite of the risks it poses to themselves because they are willing to sacrifice everything in the pursuit of a better world. It might be a good time for Suzaku to confront his own hypocrisy. His own refusal to break the rules and to submit to his higher ups. It is only in confronting Suzaku's inner hypocrisy that he would realize that he has been fighting for a system that does not allow him to be free. He comes to see that his ideals for a better world cannot be realized by a system that demands conformity and obedience at all costs, and that a better world can only come from rebellion and destruction of the system of oppression that denies individuals the right to decide if they wish to submit themselves to a power structure or choose freedom.

Suzaku and Euphemia would realize that Britannia has fundamental flaws in its structure, and that their values and beliefs are incompatible with it. It would be a choice between choosing to bring the system down to build a better one (rebellion) or supporting the system for the perks it gives them as useful puppets/attack dogs respectively (royalty). It would be a great story about how good people can be misguided by systems. But also how good people can reject a system that is incompatible with their values and beliefs and choose a path of rebellion for the sake of love. And that would lead directly into Lelouch and Suzaku's arc, where Lelouch gets over his personal anger and all the flaws holding him back through great effort, and they realize that the true rebellion is a rebellion against power itself, a rebellion against systems and structures and traditions that define what people must be and what they are allowed to do based on their family or social class. That their society as it is is fundamentally designed to keep people in their place, and is resistant to change. To break these systems down and create something new from them is what true rebellion looks like. Evolving your Geass into a Code to give up the Corrupted Wish Superpower and gain immortality, it should represent mental evolution, spiritual growth, personal fulfillment, an awakening to the truth of the world and a vow to rebel the right way. Their story had so much potential, but it was squandered so Code Geass could do the most shocking and dramatic things the author could think of, not the smartest things I could think of with the benefit of hindsight.

And that's everything. What do you think?
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Also I can't fucking believe the new Fire Emblem seems to be doing "Evil Marth with red hair".

My videos for my fangame Fire Emblem: Full Frontal Assault used Eirika and a red-haired evil Eirika because that was literally the easiest option for a villain you can talk to besides a default generic enemy without a unique portrait.

Forget calling it, I did it first. Evil Eirika, Anti-Eirika, Akirie, whatever I called her. Pallete swap.

I did this as a joke because it was easy and I wasn't taking the game's plot seriously at all as I'm saving all my effort for the deep rebellion story.
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They could have made Civilization Beyond Earth better if instead of tying technologies to ideological affinity points, making every game linear and repetitive because of the technologies you are forced to research in specific orders, they added Affinity Choices to these technologies where you can decide how these technologies are applied by your people upon their discovery.
For example, develop a food growth lab. You can decide whether you want
>more food for everyone (Purity)
>superior high energy food for the elites at the cost of reducing food quality for everyone else (Supremacy)
>inferior food with reduced environmental harm (Harmony)

Rediscover nukes?
>nuclear power plants (purity)
>nuclear weapons (supremacy
>anti nuclear airborne bacteria canister launchers (harmony)

Discover brain-computer link technology?
>develop video games and online hubs for communication like what Earth used to have (Purity)
>forbid all VR media that does not advance this high tech cyborg state's goals (Supremacy)
>brainwash "deviants" into loving harmony through traumatic VR experiences with intense biases (harmony)
Anonymous
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Still funny how it only took one Sonic game to go from "Movie Boost Aura is an optional cosmetic!" to "That's just how his boost looks now. No you can't turn it off. No I don't know what The Flash is."
Anonymous
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Horoscope? More like whores cope. Lmao gottem.
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Is it normal for people who were sexually abused as children to feel disgusted with themselves whenever they try to do anything sexual or get into anything sexual?
Asking because ny parents raped me as a child and I had more than a few horny gropey old hags for teachers over the years.
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>>6269
I suppose. Even adult victims can experience similar feelings.
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>>6270
I met someone who was also raped as a child by that someone's parents and we talked a lot. Turns out that whole "It's a coin flip whether I am feeling asexual or hypersexual or relatively normal today" thing is a common symptom of being molested as a kid. I thought it was just a personality trait I have, and I've hated myself for it for a long time. When I am feeling hypersexual my coping mechanism is to try and ignore it. Looking at beautiful but unsexy pictures, listening to music to try and make myself feel any other emotion, focusing on my work, anything else. Trying to distract myself. Before nofap my coping mechanism was cooming buckets over big titty anime bitches until my genitals are sore and those disgusting urges were washed away to be replaced with shame and disgust and I could function for the rest of the day or actually get some sleep at night. I had a vibrating sucking fleshlight and a horse vagina fleshlight that fits my size better but didn't vibrate or suck, and I bought those wearable cock things for men on impulse, one horse and one wolf with a fat knot, but I don't think I'll ever have the confidence to mention them to my girl and ask if she wants to see if they work. I don't want to be a coomer any more. I am trying to live a life without sin. No degeneracy allowed. But now that I know that trait was the result of trauma I should probably stop hating myself for it. At least now I feel better about those times I told my girl I was too tired for sex because I exercised too hard. I don't know if I can tell my girl I was raped as a kid. Women usually think less of men after they know they're vulnerable people sometimes. But my girl's smarter than that and kinder too. But I don't want to risk losing her. I wish I could convince her to do more with her big brain. She's easily the most intelligent person I've ever met. If I wasn't ashamed of myself for liking ponies and fantasy shit I'd ask her for help with writing ponies and fantasy shit and then I'd probably have some of the best writing on the planet. You should read what she writes, she uses all sorts of great words and she's created tons of tragic fucked up characters. She doesn't make me feel embarassed for liking this shit, by the way, because she doesn't know how deep I've gone into it. I feel embarassed for liking it because it's not as perfect as her. I want to present myself as a perfect person, but unlike my whore retard parents I don't lie about myself or deny my mistakes. I enjoy self-improvement. Making mistakes means finding new opportunities to grow and learn and improve. Time separates the master from the novice, and the fact that the master has failed more times than the novice has tried. But whenever my girl sees me playing Fire Emblem (I am playing the whole series out of order. I had higher hopes before this started. I'm glad I had FE Tactics on the GBA as a kid instead of this) I skip the dialogue and cutscenes so she doesn't see any of the hyper-tropey cliche dialogue and hornybait characters with bad dialogue. Jesus fucking christ the harder these characters fellate the blank slate protagonist the more I want to sink into my own shadow and cringe so hard I compress myself and all of reality into a multiverse obliterating singularity. Doki doki bitcherwhore club is less embarassing than this because at least that game called horny VN novels inherently fake and inspired their fanbase to write happy endings for girls designed to parody VN tropes, take cliches to their logical conclusion including the cliche of fucking with the fourth wall for fake depth, and never truly find happiness.
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I can't say this in the writing thread but I think the real problem is that this project is fundamentally a bad idea. Like trying to write a Pokemon Mystery Dungeon fic about rape. When people play a fire emblem fangame they expect more fire emblem, not something different in tone and gameplay. Mature topics involving the real world are too complicated for kids aged 40 who say "oh my god Splatoon and Sonic Adventure 2 and Fire Emblem are the darkest things ever. Did you know Splatoon takes place in a post apocalyptic future after the fall of mankind, Shadow watched Maria die, and Hanneman's sister got fucking molested and forced to bear several children? People are, like, dead, and sometimes raped!" That target audience just isn't ready for a darker concept like "countless women and men and kids were raped across europe this week in the real world, most people will never know their names, and the perpetrators have the jewish system's power enabling them and protecting them, and Marth isn't real". They just aren't ready to hear that sentence.
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You know what sucks about being raped as a child? A lot of things. I was raped as a child. And teen and preteen. But one thing that pisses me off is that whenever I feel like talking about it, I think... what if someone likes hearing me talk about it? What if I talk to another person who gets my guard down by saying all the right things and telling me what I never knew I wanted to hear only for him to start fucking with me? What if someone wants to hear more details about how my mom used to suck me off and jack me off until it started to hurt, sometimes in front of my dad, and how my parents made me dance naked for them, because they're perverts who enjoy reading about this sort of thing? What if I'm being manipulated again?
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I love Devil May Cry and I love naming the hardest difficulty in my games "X must die".
Dagdar Must Die, Dorcas Must Die, Pikachu Must Perish, it's always hilarious.
But if I name a difficulty mode Critical Brain Trauma, that's CBT.
And that's fucking hilarious.
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>>6280
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8qONIlpBSac
Anonymous
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>>6281
Lmao nice.
It's really deep how Kill La Kill set up Satsuki as the antagonist at first, before we met the reason why she was that way. She wants to dominate her school, make an army, separate people by class, get the best at the top and empowered over all others, war with other schools and conquer places ruled by other things like money aka comically worthless fiat currency(Takarada's fun bucks), sort people by their strength, perpetuate the dominance heirarchy, all so that she can defeat her mother.
Her mother embodies dominance and takes Satsuki's shit up to 11 to say "This is where this leads, and this is where the system takes the people it grooms". Her goal isn't just to take over some land or kill a few people. It's to take over the world, absorb it with her parasitic Life Fibers, rob everyone of their individuality. Her system is a system of soulless inhuman obedience and inhumans fanatically loyal to her. She's a fucking Jew pedophile, she rapes her own daughter and everything, discarding her other daughter for seemingly being useless to her parasitic cause, and she's got a genetically engineered test tube baby with mental problems.
Nudist Beach are cannon fodder for much of the story because they refuse to use the primary means to obtain power and further evolution in this world: Life Fibers. They're nudists, but when they want to be more of a threat they wear something like those DTRs.
Ryuko relies on her own strength at first, and her own dogged determination so mighty she won't think twice about sacrificing blood to get stronger or cutting her clothes to blind a foe, but the bonds she makes, the friends she makes, this unity, it's a force that can overcome anything, make allies out of old enemies once you understand them and their point of view. Even give you epic anime powerups and the strength necessary to face down the "absolute dominance" of the jew and intimidate it with a glare.
The author probably thought he was saying something deep about what jews say fascism is, fassho aka fashion is like fascism maaaaaaan, hurr durr dominance heirarchies are inherently unjust, let's get naked together because free love can beat the system, et cetera a la resetera.
It's a lovely thought, this idea that villains are just misunderstood people doing what they think is right and doing their best in their situation, but it would take deprogramming experts running camps to cure leftists of all the lies they've ever believed, and their vile reasons for choosing to believe obvious lies and work full-time for free to uphold them aren't something you can just magic away.
But it makes for a fun lighthearted story.
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So, how much did you play honkai?
I've been slow at it as usual. But I gotta say, this is suprisingly good, probably the best thing chinks have put out. I know it eventually goes to shit tho. Unless it was in fact, retconned hard later on. But am not getting my hopes up.

The story is nevertheless pretty solid up to this point. Do recommend checking it out. Although with reasonable expectations.
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No.6285
>ID didn't changed this time
Noice.
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Good news, my wife grew her hair out for me and she let me braid her hair! I don't know the proper terms but I braided her hair down like she's got big floppy bunny ears over her regular ears. It's extremely cute.

Also lmao I got a gay message from a friend

>Your favourite vtuber claims to be a socially awkward girl who cant show her face but can finally show her true self now that she is anonymous, and after all that "Vtubing is empowering women and I want to be a hero to all the shy girls out there just like me" talk
>turns out before this she was a beautiful egirl who sold nudes and selfies without a hint of shame or shyness before she noticed being a mostly fully clothed anime oppai loli or oppai milf who talks about cock playing minecraft became more profitable
>every fucking time

I am glad I dont care about vtubers any more. Caring about all this celebrity shit seems exhausting. It's hard enough keeping track of all the family members and other people in the lives of all the people I like now. She hates when I mix up her family members or forget which one is which but in my defense she has a lot of them. I'm going to give her more some day. I think remembering things about those ones will be easier.
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>>6284
I haven't played Honkai Impact yet but I've been playing a lot of Rivals Of Aether while working on my newest ROA OC. Testing some weapon ideas out for my stylish fighting game idea.
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>>6287
Oh I see. Am talking more about the story than anything else btw.
>>6286
>I am glad I dont care about vtubers any more.
Great. Caring about e-celebs or actual celebs in general is retarded. There are some fun highlights clips. But actually sitting through one of their streams is an utter waste of time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_U6PpATICLo

>Wife
You mean, fiancee?
Anonymous
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No.6289
>Triple Hitler dubs.
That's it. You must oblige now.
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>>6288
Yeah, her.
I'll look into that Honkai Impact story and tell you what I think about it. Might also play it if there is no excessive grind or gacha.
I started playing a Pokemon Ballslocke randomized nuzlocke but then I stopped because the game was slow shit and after spending so much time with Pokemon Pink going back to slow canon Pokemon is suffering even with the game at 400% speed or more and the fastest text speed hacked in. The added "1 faint is one death and one lost team slot" rule never matters if you just never die.

I'm making good progress on my sonic game and I designed a pretty cool opening segment for my next Pokemon game with a small local rental Pokemon tournament and just a little backstory before the villains show up and do evil deeds. The gamecube games certainly have their issues but if the grind was reduced Shadow Pokemon would be a great way to ensure certain powerful pokemon can be caught at a level relevant to the current challenges without needing to make wild areas full of countless pokemon per route. Though I'd probably recode it so the shadow Pokemon is given to you when you win and can't be caught in the middle of the fight. Or code battles so the winner gets to take one Pokemon from the loser. Battles like that in Pokemon Pink were fun as hell.

I wish there was an open source Pokemonlike engine. It could be made in Linux, then it could run on a ton of shit and if it could load content packs in a row like how Fallout NV loaded mods, making that dream Pokemon game with all regions would be as easy as assigning teams to recreate different regions and then loading each one into the same mod folder of your project. No need to deal with RPG Maker's size limits, inability to compile games over a certain size, other technical limitations, lag, and shit system where if you import maps into a new project every warp gets fucked up. Every staircase, every cave ladder, every door, every teleporter, they all send you to the wrong places because they're using numbers that were incremented by however many maps were already in your project file. All the best hack patches could be recreated in that engine as patches for this engine. And making new content would be faster and easier. No need for old dodgy sites with broken links to get incomplete sets of external hacking tools. Nobody would need to use fucking ruby. The Open Pokemon engine could come with its own tools for making the files it recognizes as pokemon, maps with NPCs, battles, and so on. People could pass around files and copypasted code for their rivals and NPCs, the engine could be programmed to understand Pokemon Showdown team builder code to save time, combining the fakemon from two separate projects into one game would be easy, it would be epic.

Hell, you could even use the engine for entirely different games. And if the engine has netplay, we have our Pokemon Showdown killer with more Other Metagames and custom banlists than PS and PSlikes ever would. And a Union Room inspired by Guilty Gear or Thems Fighting Herds lobbies plus lobbyless ranked and unranked matchmaking queues. I love when games let me talk to people in lobbies and rooms and run around challenging people or whatever while also waiting in a universal matchmaking queue.

Right now if you want to make pokemon game content your choices with essentials and romhacking have downsides a fully open source linux engine wouldn't. Romhacking is a bitch prone to corrupting and essentials has too many technical limitations and doesn't run on original hardware or anything like it. But the Steam Deck can run linux, other consoles can run Linux, most handheld fake GBAs or whatever can probably run linux. The RetroPi might even be able to run OpenPokemon. Or maybe it would need a ARM port first.
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In an early version of Pokemon Pink there was going to be a letter to my dead little sister but I deleted it because the internet probably wouldn't appreciate it.

Mega Man Rock N Roll ended with this letter to the creator's dead dad and it made me want to cry.

I remember spending time with my dead little sister before she died. I don't have any good memories of my pervert parents or the shit places they forced me into. But I remember liking my sister on the days when she decided to be my sister first and my parents daughter second, having a good time with me instead of reporting everything to her parents hoping for a reward. I remember times when I'd swipe food from the kitchen downstairs and eat it with my sister in her room. Or my room. Times when she'd cry on my shoulder and times when I'd cry on hers. Biting into a block of cheese like it was an apple. Eating biscuits. We'd talk about all the places we would visit together some day and all the things we would do when we were old enough to run away together and get real jobs and live somewhere better. I remember these books about faraway places, sometimes fake ones. Pictures, text, descriptions of food... whether it made a real country or some made up place full of fairies and elves sound amazing didnt matter. It wasn't where we lived, a hellish pit of shit surrounded by pointlessly cruel assholes. We'd read the books together. We'd read other books together. She'd make all these lists of places we could go and trace maps onto her notebook and draw lines everywhere for our travel route and forget which direction went what way sometimes. We'd play video games and she'd ask me to take over during the harder parts. She had nightmares about Orxon in Ratchet and Clank and the Elephant's Graveyard in Kingdom Hearts and that fat sack of bugs from Nightmare Before Christmas who sounded like a nigger. She mained Zelda in smash bros melee. In smash I mained Samus, and I'd throw matches sometimes if I felt she was improving and deserved this win. She got scared of Slenderman so I put together a shit game where you can shoot him and oogie boogie and playing it made her feel better.

I remember making this shit Super Mario World knockoff featuring her and I as playable characters, she wanted her character to have infinite double jumps so the game would be a cakewalk if you played as her. We hadnt played a single kirby game at that point so we didnt know a game had already beaten us to that punch. I gave my character a sword and Spindash because Sonic and Mega Man are cool. I remember Sonic Adventure 2 and Sonic Heroes races with my sister. I remember taking turns playing a Sonic Heroes level and seeing who can beat it faster, she'd pick Team Rose and I'd pick team sonic or team dark as a handicap. She loved the bobsled races in Heroes. And Sonic Riders, too. And Spyro, especially the speedways. She was autistic but my parents didnt want her diagnosed like I was. We came up with a symbol language for our notes in case anyone broke into our house and stole our notebooks and ripped us off. Don't look at me like that, we were kids.

I wish I had racing games she could play but I didnt have a lot of games or a wide selection of them. It depended on whatever we found in the second hand store or preowned bargain bin. Hard to believe we seriously found Melee and SA2 and a cheap gamecube in the bargain bin but back then dipshits chose second hand stores over online auctions. If mom ever caught us eating I said my sister didnt eat anything and I was eating everything and trying to tempt her into misbehaving, that way my parents only attacked me instead of her. I remember my sister going from having a crush on Tails The Fox and Aang to having a crush on Shadow The Hedgehog and Zuko. She had this notebook she took from school and hid under her bed and filled with doodles. Kingdom Hearts OCs, Naruto OCs, Fakemon, all sorts of stuff. Even fanfiction she didnt want to put online for fear of getting hate mail. Sometimes she'd throw these paper plates around her room with Axel's chakram designs drawn on them. She was a kid. She was my kid sister. I miss her.

But my parents got to her, broke her down, gaslit her while I wasn't there. Made her feel guilty about being a jobless child in education just because my parents were wasteful wiggers who cant handle money responsibly. Blamed me for how they had to move once they couldnt steal my benefit money any more, even though they sabotaged my life by forcing me to spend extra years in a useless daycare school for retards full of abusers who hated me for not being retarded just so my parents could get extra money from the govt meant for me. My parents made her give up on all her hopes and dreams and get a job sweeping the hair off some muslim barber's floor. My parents made her resent who she used to be and embrace being theirs. Now she tells herself it's childish to dream and I'm "just a dumb disabled lying kid who never grew up" for teaching himself everything, escaping his abusers, creating video games and animations, having a career with the possibility of upwards mobility, and succeeding despite the best efforts of everyone in my IRL life I've ever met. She could have left too. Nobody ever threatened her life and forced her to say "My dumb disabled oversensitive brother is lying and my parents are good people" every time someone asked me about my bruises. My parents didnt have blackmail material on her. It was just easier for her to be theirs than it was for her to be her own person. And no matter how hard I try to move on, I still miss her.

I still miss those good moments when she wasn't helping my parents abuse me and reporting everything I did to them hoping they'd reward her for saying something after they hurt me. My sister chose to be an awful person to me. And she chose to give up on her potential. But I miss her. I can't make myself hate her even though that would make everything feel simpler. I still miss her.
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>>6290
>Might also play it if there is no excessive grind or gacha.
Don't have to worry about that. Each mission has predefined characters, half the time you get a bunch to choose from.
Your actual Valkyries which you upgrade and shit, are not really allowed in the main story.
They are in the first chapters, but it's pretty much irrelevant given the weaker enemies early on.
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>>6291
That is a very upsetting story and I'm sorry that happened to you and your sister. Being able to mourn for her is important, so if you word the letter sufficiently vaguely I think you should include it. Don't care about what others think about you, care about what's truly important to you.

Also, the thread has moved past bump limit so you might want to consider a continuation thread.
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I've read all of your posts on the matter. Sorry for not commenting on what happened. I just feel like I don't have anything of value to add.
But I should've said something at least.
Am sorry for what happened fren. Despite your flaws, you are a good goy Anon. You guys deserved better.
>>6293
>Also, the thread has moved past bump limit so you might want to consider a continuation thread.
There's nothing wrong with that idea. But I think he continued past bump limit this long thanks to the claims of Narcissism.
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No.6296
>ID finally changes
Why live?
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>>6295
>>6293
I don't want my thread to pop up on the front page whenever I post in it. It should only be viewed by people who want to come here.
Also I recently had a taxi driver from Poland who was still learning english. While waiting for the taxi some guy in a town hall invited me into the warmth and I helped them set up TVs and game consoles for a youth club, they had a PS2 and I told them about Free MC Boot and a list of multiplayer games the kids might like. Guilty Gear was on the list. Their collection of ps2 games wasnt great, but it will become infinite as soon as they download and install it. The old man works full time then comes home for barely half an hour before going out for charity stuff.
I love helping out charity stuff like this. Did I ever tell you about that time I baked a meat pie for a church near here that was feeding the homeless? In the moment when baking that pie I felt "This isn't enough. What am I thinking? I'm pissing in the rain here and pretending I'm part of the storm. This isnt enough. Nobody will care. I'm not helping enough". But I brought that nice hot pie to the church and seeing these people, knowing I helped them, it felt right. I think I'll make this a regular thing. There were so many homeless people. And old people who didnt look homeless, talking to each other or a family member or two. They were here because this is warm and their homes are not.
Those fucking Jews... I will never forgive them. Even if they turned everything around and decided to be a force for good in the world, we will know they only did it out of fear of the white man awakening, and when they think the white man is asleep they are happy to rape his wife and rape his daughter and cut his sons cock off and freeze his granny and poison everyone until they pull the pfizer pirrouette like they're searching for God in their final moments.
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>>6297
Anyway the taxi shows up and phones me and I got into the taxi. He doesn't speak english very well. And there's no shame in that because he's white. He's clearly trying.
"Its okay. English is a hard language. I tried learning Japanese. It was too hard for me."
"Japanese?"
"Yeah. I liked anime when I was younger. Japanese cartoons like Naruto."
"Never heard of it."
"One Piece, Code Geass, Death Note, Pokemon..."
"No. No pokemon. I dont play games. No more, its stupid. I play game... jump game, old game. Long ago. No more."
"Was it Donkey Kong?"
"No, its go right game. Go right three days, not done. I tell my kids, no game. Watch tv. Polish comedian. Football. Factory. Youtube. Science blow shit up show. Car show, top gear. Watch anything else."
"Was the game Sonic? Mario?"
"Mario! Mahrio? Marryo? Him. I play... three days. Three days and not done. Videogames are stupid. I'm 58! I had boat! I fish boat! I have kids! Waste of time."
"Yeah. I watch this youtuber who plays online games designed to steal real money from players."
"...Steal?!"
"Yeah." I said a line about MMORPGs he didnt get, then I realized my mistake so I talked simpler. "Imagine a car racing game. The racers get points they can spend on buying new cars. The winner gets more points. You dont get paid real money for racing. But you have to pay real money to get the best cars. Otherwise you cant win. Its not even close. Like a ferrari or formula one racecar racing a bike."
He laughs. "A bike!"
"Yeah. Everyone else buys the best cars to win. They cheat like that. And if you dont cheat like them, you lose."
"Do they get money back?"
"No."
"Thats shit. Thats stealing. Shit game. Poker but you always lose."
Poker but you always lose. What a great way to view these games!
"Yeah, exactly. You pay to get in the casino, you pay to win, but whether you win or lose you cant make any real money back. The online games are like that but you are knights with swords who fight dragons. And to get the best swords, you need to spend money or play for 100 hours."
"100 hours! 100 hours... its too much."
"Yeah. You play for 100 hours to become a stronger knight. Then you fight the same dragons over and over. Five men, or ten men, or fourty men, all working together to kill one dragon twice a night, every night. Takes two hours every time. All for the small chance that you might find a better sword this time, and maybe get to keep it."
"Hundred hours..." he repeated, thinking to himself. "Fuck."

I agree. We also talked about how the tv license is a scam.
At first trying to talk simply felt awkward. I sounded like a guy trying hard not to swear. But felt natural over time. Car arrives home, I pay, I get out. I come home and say hi to someone, still speaking simply, I ask how her day was, she assumes the worst and hugs me because why else would I be talking so unusually? God she really cares about me a lot. I try not to cry in her arms. Even after all this time, affection is something new and beautiful. She laughed when I told her I was just still stuck in simple speak mode because I was talking to a guy still learning english.
I know a guy who said learning Toki Pona helped him think clearer. When he feels stressed, he switches his brain and thinks in that simple language where there is no rarity scale.
That language is too simple. It feels incomplete.
You don't hear "Gargantuan tree" in that language and think "Did he just say gargantuan? Nobody says gargantuan. Rare word. Four fucking syllables of effort there. Must be bigger than a big one, to justify the use of that word". Not in that language.
If it's good for him, good for him. But Toki Pona seems retarded to me. If you're making a conlang it should be a better form of english for faster communication and densely packing more info into books while minimizing opportunities for miscommunication. Not just making up random rules for no reason to make your fictional world feel more like Tolkien's or trying to create a language so simple even niggers can speak most of it. Translate an english novel into TP and important shit is lost in translation.
Not just a regional dialect cultural thing that can be localized like how Japanese media with "Idiots from Osaka" are given redneck or brooklyn accents in the english dub, or Phoenix Wright was moved to America from Japan and Nine Tales Vale, Los Angeles is said to be full of Japanese immigrants.
Some other old guy talked to me today while waiting for his wife to buy him a panini. Coronation chicken with cheese and pickles. He hates the BBC license fee and refuses to pay it. He likes Lord of the rings and hates the new show. You love to see it, folks. But when he said his wife carries the money in case of muggers, that was cringe. Should carry something the cops dont want you to have, conceal it well, and act natural so you never get searched. That's how you keep your wife safe.
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Literature teacher: The curtains are blue because they represent the inner turmoil of the passionate dolour of the soul's crosswaved langitude and longitude of longing
Literature writer: The curtains are blue because the curtains are fucking blue

This is a mediocre anti intellectual meme when misused. Here's a better one.

Critic: Sonic wears nothing but shoes and socks because the creators are perverts.
Creator: Can't spell blue streaker without blue streak lmao. But for real he's naked because it makes him easier to draw.
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BTW, I am talking about Honkai Impact 3rd. Not the newer title.

Do you know of any other instance of this concept? Variations are fine as well.
>Character is OP after "x" happened to him
>Using his powers slowly corrodes his body and mind.
>He's tipical shonen MC, so he'll use them anyways to do the heroic thing.
>Fren doesn't likes this at all
>Story tricks you into believing he's gonna make it.
>There's an emotional turnaround where nothing but his sheer will, allows him to resist the corruption.
>It seems like he has tamed those powers and will force its way through all the shit.
>"Will burn this shithole to the ground"
>Turns out this isn't the typical shonen story
>After being healthy and strong just a few chapter back.
>He's now suddenly fucked beyond comprehension and won't be able to save jackshit.
>On second thought, there were signs all along.
>This forces fren to make a decision and/or change entirely.
Afterwards. The story is now driven by this fren. And the audience is left thinking.
>He couldn't make it in the end.
>But this other guy, he's different.
>Could he finally pull it off?

Am Carlos BTW. In case you somehow haven't noticed yet.
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>>6304
I don't recall ever seeing that. I heard Attack On Titan does make one of the characters become a cunt but I haven't finished it yet.
It sounds like an amazing idea if done well.
I hear one of the older pre-GBA Fire Emblems kills off all your characters and replaces them with their kids after a while. Haven't played that one yet. Hooray for beating FE games out of order.

Hey, do you think it would be funny if Sonichu ended up in a Sonic fangame?
You could play the game as Sonichu.
Or kick Sonichu's ass as someone else.
Even another Sonichu.
It might be the first ever video game to feature Sonichu.
Or the first one to feature Sonichu without being more shitpost than game.
Sonichu might be a secret character you need a cheatcode to unlock.
Or an early game boss.
Or the final boss.
Or a playable character whose face on the character select screen just stares at you.
It could be funny to put Sonichu in here or it could get people to write this off as a gay stupid shitpost game for perverts and troons.

Sonichu is a stupid and lazy character concept.
And the author is a faggot troon manbaby so desperate for pussy he fetishizes femininity and resents his own lack of masculinity.
Parents who overfeed and under-exercise their dogs and kids are abusers.
Sonichu is a shit story in universe and out. Chris was just a faggot and in retrospect he's less funny now that we live in a pozzed society full of leftoids just as insane as him or worse and consoomer culture idealizes money-wasting retards like him.
Name something overpriced he bought. Someone else spent more on Soy Trek or Soy Wars. The Star Wars Galactic Space Cruise Hotel Experience or whatever it's called offers absurdly overpriced drinks meant to exploit this class of untermensch manchildren. Name something retarded he believes about reincarnation and other dimensions, would a hypnopony tulpa believer or new age boomer hippy laugh at it or call it wise? He's a troon but so are countless others and at least he doesn't work at schools pushing troonism on kids. He raped his retarded mother but so did tons of other faggots. Name something offensive he said about gays or blacks or jews or women- Actually let's skip this one, I don't like blacks and jews because they hate me. Gays and women are pushing it, if they want to be my friend they should abandon feminism and lbgtqgroomerism and recognize the existential threat islam poses to their way of life and ours. Anyway he's a cuck and I'd say he's from a lost generation driven to madness if that same generation didnt have people raised on completely different pieces of media and exposed to completely different cultures and influenced in completely different ways.
Look past the amateurish art and source inspiration (to be fair you can taste Berserk influence in Soul Calibur which might not exist if Mortal Kombat wasn't as shit as it is, Star Trek was pitched as Wagon Trail but in space, everything is inspired by something else in one way or another) and the author's disgusting narcissism and nothing is left. Nothing interesting is done with the characters or setting. These are not characters, they are plastic figures in a playset for Chris to fuck with. Sonic and Eggman don't even go on big brain political rants. CWCville is an exercise in masturbation and a boring setting for a story. I made my old unicorn character a retarded niggerfaggot because it's what audiences seemed to like at the time and he was going to grow into less of a niggerfaggot while getting even more OP so audiences will in theory think he is even cooler. Now I know more about writing so I know that was doomed to fail. Fundamentally flawed. The people I knew who praised it, what were they thinking? Was I intimidating? Were they afraid I would get violent if they told me how my story could be improved? I'm not like that at all. Did I seem like a fragile child who would break and give up on writing forever if I got one negative review? That's not me. Or were their standards so low that my work was "good enough by fimfiction standards" and therefore not offensively bad in a way that starts interesting discussions? Did they call it good without reading it? I'll never know.
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>>6305
>Hooray for beating FE games out of order.
Is it like YS? Where you can play each game as a standalone title? Even tho it is the same ongoing story.
>Hey, do you think it would be funny if Sonichu ended up in a Sonic fangame?
I'd say, go for it. Just don't advertise it or throw it at the player right away.
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My ID is jumping around again.
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>>6306
Fire Emblem has 15ish games but they usually aren't direct sequels. They like reusing concepts and weapon names and shoutouts and continents but usually things are only sequels if they have a protag with the same name as the last one, like Ike's games.
Playing FE Awakening doesn't require understanding who Marth from Smash Bros and FE1/its DS remake Shadow Dragon is but longtime series fans might like how Awakening is set 1000 years after FE1 and involves new countries on the first game's old continents.
3 Houses fans might chuckle at how Edelgard is like the 10th take on "the big conqueror character who usually wears red and might hate the gods". Basically Walhart's daughter without actually being his daughter. But a more sympathetic exploration of the idea this time, as she has legitimate reasons for hating her shit society's nobles and gods and caste system and holy bloodlines.
The games don't even develop in complexity in a linear fashion. 3 Houses overcomplicated things but its balancing often felt like a joke and the systems felt like tech demos for ideas that could be refined several sequels later.
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>>6306
Also because of the way my engine is designed if a character is in this game it will be visible as soon as you open the character select menu.
Unless I hide him behind a secret input like "Go to Sonic and press down twice" and after you beat him in the story mode the game tells you this secret.
Though I could put him on the character select menu roster in one of the corners? I made player 1 and 2's cursors start in the two upper corners with their cursors on Sonic and Shadow respectively.
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It's weird to remember the days when people said "I can't believe Sonic and Batman have friends now. Tails and Robin are stupid kids who make things less mature and dark and edgy and turn their franchises into dumb gay baby shit. I hate them" and "Nintendo jumped the fucking shark with Gold and Silver. Apricorn balls? Dive Balls? I already have a ball that's more effective on water types, it's also more effective on everyone else and it's called an Ultra Ball" because now Gold Silver and Crystal are overhyped games looked back on with nostalgia and Tails was so great it took 30 years for them to fuck him up. And how many Robins are there in Batman's bat army trying to recapture the magic of the original? Four? Six? Ten?
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The worst part about sprite art is having to compress detail into a small space because this results in losing detail and a simpler character design.
This isn't Xrd, I can't hide a bunch of engrish text on the clothes of random characters.
Also my characters have to be short.
I prefer tall fit women. But tall characters in fighting games suck because they get hit by shit average-sized characters can low profile under.
And this fucking catgirl who says "It's teleporting time" and teleports everywhere needs to be a TINY FUCKING MIDGET for gameplay purposes.
I just did a morb meme in 2022. Digging up a dead old meme like this is truly morb-id.
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At one point I was trying to make the most perfect Sonic game possible within the confines of my resources and design limitations. Like I'm trying to fix the franchise and retcon this and explain away that. But that was stupid. Stupid fanfiction writers that seeks to dump stupid headcanons on the audience instead of telling a story. And that story, that humanity inside the animal characters, that's what stories are truly about, not how many sick backflips the characters can do. This Sonic game is going to be something for me that I made for fun, and if others like it too, that's great. I'm experimenting with ideas and game mechanics. Boldly experimenting. No game has ever made its meter and burst and controls work quite like this. I'm not trying to perfect things here, I'm trying to have fun. The Sonic franchise is a lot of concepts, it means different things to different people. Sega could hire this man to create the perfect 3D sonic game with Mania-perfect 2D levels where all the special stages are kaizo stuff and there's a level maker and you lose 10 rings each time you take damage so the level design can afford to be tougher while special stages deplete your rings over time for extra challenge without forcing you to play a homoniggering testicleraping minigame for faggays but somebody would still call it imperfect for not being their dream Sonic game, which has... I don't know, 90 hours of randomly generated dungeon crawler RPG and Sonally romance and a high school setting. Or a customizable avatar with romance options and child soldiers you can recruit into your army of weirdos. Or a portal gun. Somebody out there wants portal gun sonic. And that someone is me, portal gun sonic would be fucking epic, portals conserve momentum so if a speedy thing goes in a speedy thing comes out, and Sonic is the ultimate speedy thing, give him a portal gun in a good 2D or 3D game with momentum and his levels can do so much more with their concepts.

And do you know what else that game should have? A difficulty choice at the start. Easy/Normal. Except Easy changes nothing about the game. It just adds laughtracks to the story cutscenes.
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>>6322
*stupid fanfiction writING, fuck me.
Anonymous
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Is there a point to any of this? I may never get to save another person again. All the hours of scripting, art, studying, coding, learning, exercise, socializing, is it worth it? My girl yelled at me for forgetting to eat again today. She wasn't pissed for failing at something I promised I'd try harder to keep an eye on. She felt bad for me.
26.
Almost Christmas.
Soon I will be 27.
Soon I will be 30. Then 40, then 50, then 60.
Possibly.
My country is being destroyed and my people are being molested by reptilian jew goblins in the government and banks and three letter agencies and so much more. They control everything and I risk my life every time I visit this site and say I wish I lived in a white christian ethnostate without any fragile aggressive rape apes or jewish pedophiles grooming our kids. Sometimes I post here about media opinions I can't post about anywhere else. Where else can I call fallout equestria or Sonic Frontiers or the new Pokemon game shit? My parents molested me as a child and got away with it because my little sister lied in their defense. And I still can't bring myself to hate her. I'd hate the three of them if they worked together to molest anyone else. What's wrong with me? What makes me unable to care about myself?
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I used to enjoy talking about politics. But I feel like there is nothing left to discuss. No more debates left to be had. WalkAway happened. All the facts are out there. Basic fucking math debunks the biggest lie we are taught. The remaining leftists would rather serve child rapists for profit or fun than do the pragmatic thing and keep their heads down and quietly wait on the sidelines to see who wins. They are all pure evil and they deserve something worse than they would do to us for fun if given the chance. Every last one. There is no middle ground between rapist jews and their white victims. No compromise. No third option. The world really is a simple black and white place, and white men entertain themselves with stories where things are not so obvious. Where genocide is not necessary and merely killing the warlord in charge of the barbarians/mothership in charge of the aliens/AI in charge of the robots/leader in charge of the terrorist cell is enough. When people complain to me that they can't say "Paki shop" I feel like exploding. They rape our fucking children and invade our lands and overthrow our governments without facing any meaningful resistance your biggest concern is what they and their jew allies will allow you to call them? Does everything the enemy did to us mean nothing to these people? And that guy who knows about the WEF but can't stop distracting himself with aliens... Why does he bother arguing with people about the WEF if he is only going to sit around and say "Things will get worse and we are all fucked"? No wonder nobody wants to hear his redpills. Nobody wants to believe they are on the losing side of the conflict and tactics must adapt.
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>>6325
Dude, you are wasting your time, the bronies turned this place into utter desolation.
I don't know what is wrong with them but suddenly they begun to malfuction bad. Vaccinated perhaps?
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>>6324
>>6325
Damn nigga. I gotta say, your spirit is undoubtedly stronger than pretty much everyone I've seen on this site. It's kinda shitty seeing you all black-pilled.
That said, I've honestly lost all faith long ago. I don't really think it will ever get better. But that doesn't mean I'd stop trying. None of this shit can have even the tiniest emotional impact on me, not anymore.
Even if things are hopeless. A man needs to push onwards. Do everything you can possibly do. Even the Lord has been compelled by sheer human will and perseverance.
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>>6326
The longer you spend discussing FIM and not fanfiction, the fandom, other fan media, headcanons, theories, analysiseses, or anything else unrelated to FIM, the more likely you are to talk about a bad episode or bad character. Or misused or mishandled character. Discussion of bad official FIM stuff is ruined by cunts who say "Fuck you, shut up, I like it that way, you're the problem, official FIM has done nothing wrong, the official FIM content you like is worth less than nigger semen, I hate you, your standards are too high, how dare you focus on the negatives and not exclusively focus on the positives instead, how dare you disagree with me, you don't belong here, I hope your entire family gets molested you piece of fucking shit". It rejects discussion and the premise of critique. Prevents growth. Stifles learning. Makes the discussion all about the cunts and their feelings. Shuts conversations down. It's draining. I stopped talking about Sonic on Sonic forums and Pokemon on Pokemon forums because I got sick of that type yelling that shit at me. Why do they have to make their shit taste my problem? Can't those kids let adults discuss kids media in peace without anyone calling me names over media opinions? It's always weird to encounter someone in an unexpected context who offers an opinion like "New dub Vegeta is shit, fuck funimation, I miss the ocean dub Vegeta" that's forbidden on mainstream sites.

Sonic was never good.

Sonic was good*.

*if you only play perfect games like Sonic 2, 3+K, Advance 1, and Mania at their best (dont buy segas shitty rereleases) while swearing to overlook all flaws and missteps and glitches and jank if you play anything else with some good parts and some shit parts like Sonic Adventure 1/2/Heroes/Battle/Shadow The Hedgehog/06/Unleashed/Advance 2 and 3 and the Rush games. And find the OVA somehow. And ignore Generations and Colours and Lost World and Forces for being pure shit. And ignore the TV shows that don't appeal to you based on what you do and dont want out of animated Sonic media. SatAM is babys first dark war media for kids, AOSTH is silly wannabe loony tunes complete with crossdressing and weird fetishes and HOW THE FUCK DID THEY GET JOHN LONG JOHNSON BALDRY IN THIS, Sonic Underground exists unfortunately, the Toei Junio Sonic OVA was fucking awesome and that hat was so cool Ken Penders stole it, Sonic X is a bit of low budget slice of life fun until they adapt Adventure 1 and 2 and then run out of ideas and go to space to save the plant princess, and Sonic Boom is comedy gold. It's supposed to be an action show but the writers know they don't have the budget for good action and comedy is the best thing you can do with a setting as inherently limited as Sonic Boom Island, sixish characters, and barely four locations. It even does a CWC episode for crying out loud. Funniest shit ever, we should watch that one on movie night some day.

Mario is a cereal box mascot. Sonic has countless imitators because he wants to be more than Mario's imitator. Sonic has more potential than Mario ever will. But people lose faith in the franchise and character because every time Sonic Team tries and fails it refuses to learn from the failure. The latest reinvention of the Sonic identity was Sonic: Breath of the Shadow of the Neon Genesis Colossus Revengeancelion. Before that it was a racing game and gunless rail shooter hybrid called Automated Boost Sonic. Before that it was an automated semi 3D game called Automated Adventure Sonic. How fucking hard is it to program a fucking blue sphere in red sneakers to roll down green hills with actual physics? Get blue spheres? How about you get blue spheres, SEGA, and go outside and touch grass and roll blue spheres down grassy green hills so you can learn how physics work and stop being decades behind the times?
>>6327
I have crippling depression. I fight it every day. If I ever seem like someone who has everything together, it means I am winning. But I will never kill myself. If it seems like I did it means I was suicided for finding information that could lead to Hillary Clinton's arrest. That's a joke, there's no point looking because nothing short of a pipe bomb or sniper or heavily armed mob ready to start with gunning down ZOGbots will ever end the tyranny of enemy politicians. I fucking hated talking to this one guy... let's call him friend C. He was a libtard cuck. His life was nicer than mine. Had it easier than me. But he was addicted to making shit up and smiling about it. If he was ever losing an argument he would threaten to kill himself. And if I told him to stop pulling that shit every time he feels pressured to tell the truth and admit fault people nearby would look at me like I'm the monster. They didn't know. Didn't know he would just talk like that for fun and pretend he was more than another soft leftist zog worshipper coomer with an empty council house full of dildos and an overpriced laptop the taxpayer paid for full of man on man porn and furry porn and discord kittens he sent nudes to. If I ever sold nudes it would be for tremendous sums of money, not power over a discord server. And I won't sell my nudes. Fags like him might masturbate to them and that might hurt my chances of getting into heaven. My huge cock might be worth a lot (it leans a little to the left. Only thing about me that does) but I will never be a whore. He posed in embarassing girlyboy fashion and tried hard to appear harmless and nonthreatening for personal gain despite also wearing the aesthetics of violence and insanity whenever he felt like it and ditching either persona when inconvenient for him. Talking to him was like talking to an AI that can't remember to stay in character or who it is supposed to be. Except instead of forgetting which body part belongs to who or how many tails we have, he forgot which personality trait he is supposed to emulate in this social game he turned everything into. Niggerfaggotballsfagfucknigcunt.

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My zipper's open
My cock's what I'm choking
I've even forsaken my race
For now is the season
To discard all reason
And nut on Rainbow Dash's face
A glorious ass
But I'm not just crass
Her mane is what I long to feel
(I really like her mane!)
Human puss I spite
As my dick stands upright
The only thing I know for real
There will be nut! Shed!
In that video Dash is giving head
Rainbow will be! Bred!
I'll ride upon that feathered back
Because mounting's all that's left I can take
OH NO THERE WILL BE NUT! SHED!
IT'S THE ONLY THING I'VE EVER BLOWN!
Losing all my dignity
Fearing I might not succeed
I'll fuck the horse in front of me
I must fill R.D. with seed
As we're fucking at this deadly height
Over Ponyville, it's raining white!
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That faggot jew tried so fucking hard to appear harmless and appealing to women when he wasn't trying fucking hard to appear dangerous and exciting and interesting to men. One second he claims he juggles knives for fun and killed someone with a chainsaw once. The next he claims he could talk his way out of a rape gang trying to take his money by trying to appeal to their emotions or offering to buy them a pint and have a good time. Fucking faggoted white negro. Fuck. I'm over that guy and I'm glad we stopped talking but writing shit he said into this work means looking back at the shit he said to me. Pisses me off all over again.

Maybe if I was better at arguing I could have fixed him?

No. No, that kind of thinking is poison. He is over 25 and he isn't disabled, just a lazy faggot on benefits who jacks off to skinny shotacon boys with tiny tiny doodled dicks and ugly fursonas raping each other with fat dog cocks. Fucking pervert. It is not my responsibility to fix or save anyone, especially a degenerate who does not want to be saved. He has less value than a fart in the wind. His only contribution to this earth is an object lesson in what not to be. His inauthenticity masks the lack of anything worth talking about beneath all the lies. He's just a lazy pervert obsessed with pleasure and lies.
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I don't have the right to feel like the good I do is meaningless. I wouldn't have the heart to look an old person or disabled person or poor person or some mix of the three right in the eyes and say "I feel as though I am nothing and what I do to help you is meaningless". I couldn't say that to any of the people I've fed. So why do I keep hearing it in my own mind? Sure, if I help one in a hundred, I'm not helping 99 others. But if I sit on my hands and feel my ass grow fatter, I'm not helping anybody.
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No matter how good or bad my Fire Emblem game turns out it can't be worse than the two romhacks I played today.

What felt like a whole hour of useless lore infodumping irrelevant to the current events and the characters filled my screen before I eventually got to play as the game's protagonists, nigger Chrom and girl Robin. Everything currently relevant about the setting and current events could have been summed up here, with the characters saying shit like "Woah, why is this nation attacking? I thought those fucks were our allies! That bastard King Dharkonian must be behind this! Why would they attack when they normally make so much money selling fruit to the Northerners?" or whatever. In the moment, in what is supposed to be an action-filled prologue even though the characters take too many lines to say what can be expressed in few words to preserve a sense of tension, what matters is "Survive" and "Fill the audience with reasons to give a shit about the survival of the heroes", not "Blah blah blah magical all-powerful runes blah, there are many countries and here are the names of four and their gimmicks and "this country spent money on research which was very wise", fuuuuuck me. We could have been introduced to the specialties of each country when we fight it for the first time or see a unique unit from it.

And then another one making the same mistakes but worse. Blah blah blah, this world once had dragons, they turned into humans, some bred with real humans and some didn't, there are clans with names, and then we get shitty sprites and "We had better kidnap some of our enemies and torture them for info. I know what Dragons are like. They are proud and would rather kill themselves than give up info. But these Dragons are faggots. They will probably tell us everything". And then there's a shitly designed second map where the fucking enemies flee behind terrain I can't cross while infinitely respawning filler guys die to my two overpowered Jeigens. If I said the first map felt randomly generated it would be an insult to random map generators everywhere. When I saw map 2 start with an absurdly OP enemy within striking distance of all my guys I checked for a Talk command with each character until I found the one that recruited him. I wonder if he'll die in a cutscene to deprive me of this absurdly OP guy so I don't solo the whole game with him?

Fire Emblem Awakening didn't do this. You help a blue-haired lord slay an obviously evil wizard, then you betray the lord. That's map 0, a tutorial for moving your guys and attacking foes. You awaken in a field in the past, saved by the lord, who recruits your amnesiac cultist-cloak-wearing ass into the military and makes you its tactician. Map one, filthy bandits from Plegia are attacking innocent civilians, kill their asses. Map two, your time-travelling daughter from the future saves your blue-haired husbando's little sister from zombie monsters you later learn are the fault of Plegia and their satanic dragon god Grima. Map 3, trading items between units, weapon triangle, and introduces the idea of the Shepherds, and creates forwards story momentum by telling you we're going north to get aid from the snownigger khans. Map 4, it's snowy and you learn barbequeing armourfags deals Super Effective damage as you learn about chokepoints and Pair Ups and gain a pegasus knight. Next map, fight your daughter from the future who fights just like Chrom, simple combat room map to suit the story focus, then you're saving a girl from the Plegian Mad King Gangrel holding her hostage and about to kill her, then you're defending Chrom's big sister Emmeryn from a Plegian assault led by the evil wizard you killed at the start, he survives because of a mysterious force, then there's filler where your new better second Pegasus Knight says "I'm the only survivor, I still hear the screams of my fallen comrades!", then there's the climax of Emmeryn's arc.

You could even say that this is where Emmeryn... PEAKED! Ha-ha!

But yeah the mission to rush in and save her with your Pegasi riders is foiled by enemy anti-air archers (this is established earlier) and then Emmeryn tries out the japanese national sport of skydiving without a parachute. Chrom gets pissed, kills his way through enemies in the rain as sad music plays, you kill your way to Gangrel and kill him, story pauses. Then there's filler about Valmese fags, then you return to killing Plegian scum and prevent them from awakening Grima. Then Future Grima from the bad future where he won shows up and you kill him, Gangrel's bitch Aversa, and the dark wizard Validar. Happy end, game over. The narrative focus is almost always on infusing this story with forward momentum, with mystery, with setups and payoffs. It's hardly shakespeare but it had the sense to not frontload this tale with narrators narrating their fucking purpose as fourth-wall-breaking narrators to your face before awkwardly infodumping all the shit in the author's worldbuilding documents like a CERTAIN shit game I played today.

Eirika's Fire Emblem? FE hackers sure love the GBA games so let's look at how Eirika's one handled things. There's a bit of loredumping at the start but what matters is the Princess fleeing from baddies at first and she has to fight them but based gigachad Seth is there to solo the game for her if necessary.

Thank you, Fire Emblem community. Thank you for the reminder that Pokemon fangames and Fire Emblem fangames are subject to the same curse that plagues most fanmade media made by fans for fans.

You need a diverse pallet full of ideas from more than one source. Draw all your ideas from one well and they become stagnant. To make a great Pokemon game, you need to know of RPGs better than Pokemon, strategy games better than FE, and characters and stories better than the writing in both.
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No.6336
>>6335
For the record I had units who could have crossed the thickets like the flier girl but if they were dead and the cowardly enemies chose to hide behind that wall the map would fucking softlock.
Second map in the fucking game. Christ.
Anonymous
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No.6339
If RPGs are a joke, Pokemon is the punchline.
Anonymous
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No.6343
Early morning sex is so good and pure. No exhaustion from the day. No caring about what time it is. No checking the time before you fuck. You feel loved for the whole day when you're done cuddling with wife and helping her clean up. Porn stories end after the jizz or fade to black because they don't like that part. But I like showering with her.
Anonymous
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No.6344
I know it's a bit early to think about my new years resolution but I think I want to stop blogposting and spend more time being creative. Can this homosexual blogposting thread be deleted? It is full of personally identifiable information I probably should not have said, and I even admitted my parents molested me and several teachers I had in my life groped me. I don't want every stranger to know something so personal and private.
Anonymous
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No.6345
Christmas was nice this year. Attended a party with one of her friends. Left at 3pm because everyone else was leaving at 3pm. What kind of lame ass party ends at 3pm? We should have stayed there until 3am the next day getting drunk doing each other and drugs! Haha just kidding. I'm not a degenerate. No drugs for me. It was not an orgy with drugs. I would never go to a place like that. Instead it was a wholesome friendly party with friends. I played video games with new friends I made there and my girl bragged to all of her friends about how amazing I am! That surprised me! I don't know why. She loves me and praises me a lot. She praises me a lot when I do good. She really thinks the world of me. I'm not used to it. She sees the good in me even when I can't. I would die to protect her. I would kill to protect her. It always feels weird when someone has something nice to say about me. She talked about the amazing game I am making from scratch. Art, code, music, character design, animation, hitboxes, all of it. I am single handedly doing all of this. And I was playtesting my game with these people at this party because I brought it with me. Some people spend their lives improving at just one of these fields. They went to college to learn this shit from the best of the best and improve what they have been doing for decades. And here I am teaching myself to do literally everything so I can do it all. When you put it like that holy shit, I guess I do sound pretty amazing. I have no illusions about the quality of my work but it's good to know even people who have never picked up a controller before can quickly learn my game and git gud. The industry has a lot of issues with that. With teaching, and being teachable.

Also my roommates grew up and aren't colossal faggots any more. Now they are cool. They got based and dropped all their bad habits and they work out with me. I feel bad about calling them faggots now.
Anonymous
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No.6346
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"Stupid fighting game selling clerk made me late! That trilobite didn't know a 6P from a DP! Heh. DP. Heh. More fighting game humor."
Anonymous
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No.6347
Designed a speedrunner tech into my Rivals Of Aether OC: back aerial gives a great decaying momentum boost. Platform cancel your back aerial or jump cancel it on hit to cancel bair and fit more bairs into your movement to accelerate your speed beyond its usual limits.
Another tech: Preserved Invulnerability Neutral Grounded Aerial Schmoovenent dashes, or PINGASdashes. Jump cancel your rolls to preserve up to 7 frames of invincibility and challenge your foes for aerial supremacy.
Anonymous
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No.6349
Time for another daily dose of tragic backstory. I should admit my parents were always terrible people. And I should admit what kind of person my sister was. Looking back, I really don't know why God wants humans to romanticize people and ignore all the bad parts of them and all the bad moments.

My parents used to encourage my sister to lie about me to them.

If she ever whined "he's hitting me!" or "He called me names!" I would be punished and she would be rewarded. My parents framed it as "making her feel better". It certainly made her feel better. All she had to do was play the victim or threaten to do it and she would get what she wanted. But they enjoyed how it put the seed into her head, the seed of the idea that lying for fun and personal gain is fun and always okay.

When she was around 10ish to 12ish and my parents started sexually grooming her with porn more often, encouraging her to watch porn videos with them, tv shows full of sex like crime dramas (looking at you, Castle) and Legend Of The Seeker and The Almighty Johnsons, reading erotic Sherlock and Avengers and Loki x Thor fanfictions with her, she started getting ideas from this. And the Kingdom Hearts sex fics where Axel and Roxas fucked or Sora and Riku fucked. What is it with women and gays? Why do they project their anal paraphilia onto men who are incredibly straight or too underage to know what sex is? Fucking weirdos, the lot of them, and they've always been this fucked up. When men were writing Star Wars fanfics autistically spergulating all over how the reality bending fuckery of the Dilithium Crystals might allow something as scientifically impossible as faster than light travel, the women were writing about Kirk and Spock buttfucking each other into sex slavery. All that porn damaged my sister.

After her forced sexual awakening from her parents, my sister's new favourite lies to yell were "He touched my boob!" or "He raped me and used a beer bottle as a condom!" or "He farted on me until I passed out!" or whatever other disgusting thing happened in her most recently read disgusting "lemon" smutfic. They used to use terms like "lemon" to say "this is porn" while getting around the anti porn filters. My parents gave her a fucking laptop when she was too young for one. She had one and the boy four years older than her casually making basic video games as if it's nothing and teaching himself via youtube whenever he had a limited amount of time with the family computer his father preferred to waste on World of Warcraft and Farmville and easy mode Command And Conquer didnt get shit.

That doesn't seem real, does it? That doesn't seem believable, does it? If these parents really thought I was hurting their favourite kid in any way, why am I still alive? That's the thing. They never asked themselves whether what she says is believable or not before deciding to give her a bowl of ice cream for lying and faking tears. They encouraged her to lie without even asking herself if what she claims is believable or not. A fucking beer bottle... Have you ever seen a beer bottle? If you can fit your penis inside an opening that tiny you need to see a doctor. Plus it's fucking glass. It would make a terrible condom. And the flat round end... i can't imagine it fitting inside women in the first place, let alone allowing them to enjoy it. She is fucking retarded. My sister is legitimately fucking retarded because that's what her parents want their daughter to be. I feel bad for her. I feel bad for her because I know what my parents did to her. I wish there was something I could do to help her. But she doesn't want my help, she wants their conditional approval. She doesn't want to cry on my shoulder about what it was like, she'd rather pretend everything in that house was perfect except me. As if I'm the demon and they're the angels. What a joke.

There is a parallel universe where I had a laptop, a phone, and a music player full of podcasts and downloaded mp3s of youtube tutorials growing up. And instead of wasting time replaying the same few videogames over and over and wasting a decade in dogshit fake schools and a worthless pozzed college out to scam me and waste my time, I was homeschooled and I could actually put all of that time into something constructive for a man's development like reading the best books in western literature, learning all sorts of valuable skills, practicing my valuable skills, becoming more by the age of 16 than I am right now at 26. My sister was never molested and neither was I. My sister was never groomed. She followed her dream and made that Kingdom Hearts ripoff and then started making way better shit after growing up and learning more and finding new interests. But I can't let that kind of thinking get me down. Yeah, my life would have been happier if my father died of cancer. The same is true of my mother. My sister would be better off if my parents were dead. But you can't change the past. I have to keep moving forward. I've got people counting on me now. I can't let them down. He who has a why to live can bear any how.
Anonymous
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No.6351
Someone jewish probably thinks I'm being an unreasonable prude by saying shows like Castle and The Almighty Johnsons and Legend Of The Seeker is inappropriate for underaged girls. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH SEX IS IN THESE SHOWS? A LOT OF DISGUSTING FETISHY SEX. DON'T LET YOUR KIDS WATCH IT. Sometimes Castle's murder of the week involves fetish clubs or horny perverts or prostitutes or the A-plot about the murder will be unhorny for once and the B-plot about Castle and Bitchett's muh feelings will be horny instead. I wanted to eat downstairs so I wouldn't have to watch them with my family. And so that retarded pedo father of mine wouldn't stare at me, his food going cold, his TV show ignored, and whine and shout and niggernoise every time he thought I was eating too quickly or too slowly. He was a white nigger addicted to hating his child, so he didn't actually have a preference when it came to how quickly I ate, he just enjoyed the sound of his own voice. I wasn't allowed to eat where I wanted, but it's probably for the best that I could stay in the living room and keep an eye on my parents around my sister. But I couldn't always do that and that was when the most grooming happened, when I wasn't around for my disgusted or horrified reaction to make my sister question "hey, maybe this isn't normal? Maybe my parents aren't cool and open-minded? maybe they're fucking perverts?".

Did I ever tell you the cupcake story? I once had a cupcake, dad went apeshit because he deserves to be beaten to death in prison for being a pedophile and he isn't a person, he said I was eating the cake too slowly and that was his excuse for beating his son. And in that moment, my adrenaline up, my mind in survival mode as I weigh my options, I lunge across the room and put my cupcake on my mother's crossed leg, because I instinctively know even as I'm plotting out routes around the room that tire him out and lead him on a merry chase around the place but keep him away from my sister and leave me with an escape route to the front door or downstairs where the knives are, when food is the farthest fucking thing from my mind, I instinctively know the safest place for that cupcake is perched right atop my mother's leg because there is no way in hell that sociopathic narcissistic pedophile would ever stand up and defend me from that violent irrational pedophile. I lunge across the room like there's a sword in my hand magnetized to her knee and I place the cupcake right there before pulling back wondering what the fuck I was thinking and the weekly chase begins. As a kid I would often think about fighting back against my pedo parents but I knew fighting back seriously would have to end with me dead or my attackers dead. I even had a knife hidden in my room just in case my parents ever trapped me in my bedroom where there is no escape route before coming at me, but I wish I did murder my parents when I was younger, because if I killed them in time, my sister wouldn't have been groomed and gaslit as much. Do children who are also rape victims get short sentences or no sentences for fighting back against pedophiles trying to rape or murder their child? What if they're teenagers protecting their little sister from murderous pedophiles? I was unable to protect my little sister from pedophiles when I was a kid, does this make me a failure? If cops and child protective services in the UK were worth anything they would not have been useless. Hell, they were worse than useless. If I trusted someone enough to tell them where the bruises came from the bitch social worker assigned me would visit my house and fucking warn my parents about it and leave! I couldn't get away from that house until I became Adult Protective Service's problem. I wish I could sue the bitch responsible for that. If I ever get doxxed I hope the liberals assume beating my pedo parents to death will make me miserable and cause me to spontaneously like niggers. Then again if a nigger did it, I would, for the first time in my life, have a reason to like a nigger. Do men who were raped by their fathers look down on men who were jacked off and sucked off by their pedo mothers when they were kids because "it could have been worse, it could have been gay" or do they have empathy for all kinds of raped people? IDK, I don't think I've ever spoken to a raped person. I think the way the system failed me and fucked me over to try and make me dependent on it might be where my mistrust in authority and distrust for corrupt authority stems from. Then again I already disliked corrupt authority before I was raped and beaten as a kid. Maybe everyone sufficiently human naturally distrusts authority and dislikes corrupt authority, and that's why the NPCs fucking love bootlicking for satanic pedophiles and jackbooted cops who love protecting child-raping islamic/nigger gangs. NPCs are fake people, you can tell because they don't have souls, they just fake emotions to stay in the good graces of whatever seems to be the "in crowd" after sufficient gaslighting and mainstream media manipulation. If we were in charge they would be calling the cops on illegals, not on innocents. They serve the dominant authority without truly questioning anything and the dominant authority must change before their minds will.

Also fuck Rivals of Aether, I've tried not to say "fuck rivals of aether" for as long as possible and create timers and workarounds wherever possible but fuck Rivals of Aether for not letting me program my OC to be able to perform dash attacks in mid-air even though I've programmed the move to be air-OK and my code for accessing this move from an aerial state with a unique command looks perfectly fine. I'll probably need to make dash attack the second part of my forward aerial and code it to be automatically skipped if I don't hold A when inputting forward aerial, and instantly skipped to if I do. Or maybe I just won't bother, this bitch already has enough speed and mobility as it is.
Anonymous
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No.6352
My new year's resolution is to MAKE ONE GAME PER MONTH LETS FUCKING GO

PLUS AT LEAST TWO BONUS GAMES

BECAUSE THE ZERO PUNCTUATION GUY DID TWELVE

I WILL DO FOURTEEN

FOURTEEN IS A BETTER NUMBER BECAUSE IT IS BIGGER

PERFECTIONISM IS A SYMPTOM OF BEING A FUCKING PUSSY AND I NEED TO GET OVER MYSELF AND RELEASE FINISHED PRODUCTS EVEN IF I MAKE MISTAKES

GOTTA LEARN TO TAKE A HIT SOME TIME, COWBOY

LET'S MAKE FAILURE MYYY FRIEEEND
Anonymous
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No.6353
6354
Just saw a video by a guy who thinks Dora The Explorer should be in Nickolodeon All Star Braw and get a gimmick where she can spawn Swiper, who approaches when you aren't looking at him and steals your most recently used move. So she wants to set Swiper up on one side of you and attack you from the other.

That gimmick is too weak. I'd use my shittiest move and jump straight into Swiper, losing something I don't mind losing, then resume kicking Dora's ass. Or just keep Dora in front of me at all times. Or just hit Swiper if that's an option and he doesn't become intangible while hiding or isn't fully intangible all the time.

A character like that needs a biggr deal for their gimmick. Maybe she can make a photograph do the move Swiper stole? Maybe it disables an entire button. Baiken in guilty gear was sick when she could do that. That might put her on par with Clairen's parry based anti-projectile field. Then you're either giving up your attack button or your special button. Wait, does Nick ASB have other buttons like Strong or Heavy or Smash or whatever? I don't FUCKING FINALLY THE DOWNLOAD IS COMPLETE
Anonymous
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No.6354
>>6353
>Nickolodeon All Star Brawl
Anonymous
dee43a4
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No.6358
Someone called me a woman today and I laughed it off.
It dawned on me that because I don't give a shit about pronouns and I'm fine with either pronouns this technically makes me nonbinary.
Neat. Nonbinary, autistic, bisexual, ADHD... and you'd never guess by talking to me because there's more to my personality than the adjectives. I have hobbies besides gaming and anime. I experience media besides one cartoon and two movie franchises.
The UK spends billions on paying the illegal immigrants here to eat and breed. How much money could we save if they were all sent home? Just send them all home, a pig born in a stable won't magically become a horse. How much money could be spent on charity programs that benefits billions of foreigners in their countries of origin, without any need for some to come here while leaving others behind? People are struggling to heat their homes and afford food and afford to keep working, and as things get worse, more people become willing to hear criticism of the government responsible for this crisis.
We shouldn't be importing the greediest horniest third worlders with no background checks and nothing to lose. We should be paying white companies and white charities to build and maintain shit in africa the africans couldn't maintain to save their lives. Or just leaving them alone after we kick them out and make them leave us alone. Trillions were wasted on africa. We'll never become space colonizers with thieving rapists colonizing our lands and yelling "Coloniza!" in our ear like it's their version of "nigger".
Anonymous
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No.6361
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Lol I'm fucking stupid. I told someone I had multiple dates and later realized that was the wrong word and these are not dates. I agreed to do one hobby with one person, one hobby with another person later, one hobby with a different person at a different place and time, but they are not dates in the romantic sense and that's probably the first thing people think of when they hear the word dates. I have a busy schedule and many people who care about me. I am not cheating on my girl or dating multiple people. I do not want to fuck any of the people I talked to today or ran with or visited the gym with, male or female. I visited a book club one friend was a part of and it was full of old people. I fought the urge to bring up my degenerate poetry and based literature and I won. I hid my power level and I seemed very normal and my girl said she was proud of me. I visited a new church to see if it is full of degenerates or based people, it seems ok but I'm going to keep bringing food to the other one because it's full of freezing old people taking a break from freezing. Obama. Fuck Obama. Obama did this and the rest of the fucking Jews. Fucking evil secret jewish satanist pedophile cabal. I should do a ram ranch parody but it's epstein island and voiced by an AI. I'm doing a thing in my pixel art for my ROA OC where my character wears glasses now so her head can be smaller. When her head was too big she was clipping out of her own hitbox and it looked terrible. Someone asked me where the pokemon game I wanted to make years ago is. It's done, and its name is Pokemon Pink. Scope creep killed InfraRed and UltraViolet, it had WAY too many features and ideas best saved for an indie game with the creative freedom of a new IP, so I scaled things back and made Pokemon Pink. Then I scaled things up a little for Rapid Red. I might make another with new shit but I'm bored with Pokemon now. My autistic hyperfixation has shifted back to fighting games so I need to finish my industry redefining revolutionary fighting game idea that will push the genre forwards and break new ground before I get bored again and I get a new autistic hyperfixation that requires learning new skills and techniques I may never use again in my life.
Anonymous
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No.6362
12 hours straight of working on animations for game. Big titty bitch with sword go speeeen.
Anonymous
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No.6363
She saw some video that made her want us to photoshop each other under a time limit and then show each other our work.
I said ok.
She didn't really change anything on my face. Just made me look like I had makeup on my skin to lighten it. But not my eyes or lips, that would be gay.
I wish I knew this before I shopped her.
Was this supposed to be a romantic "I wouldn't change a thing about you" kind of gesture?
I thought the goal was to see how much we could change under a time limit.
And I'm not very good at this. I don't even have photoshop. So I kind of... uh... went overboard. I sampled flesh from her face to turn her trousers into thigh highs, hue shifted random parts of her clothes to get more colours on them, changed her hair and eye colour, made her way taller than me, I added seven belts with belt buckles edited to be gold and other accessories photoshopped in from other pictures, gave her wings and cute animal ears, cranked her breasts and ass up to 11 and kept going, copypasted her so there were three of her in different poses together...
Thank God she laughed. She could have taken that really poorly but she didn't. I think I would laugh if someone did the male equivalent to me. Photoshopping me into... what, the Pillar Men? Gigachad? Some girly korean boyband guy(some chicks dig those for some reason)? A vtuber? Ha! Me, a Vtuber. That'll be the day. They'd hate me as a vtuber. I'm socially awkward, untalented, and extremely unattractive. And I sound gayer than a bag full of nigger penises. Even if I drew my model to be sexy I wouldn't know what to do with it.
Anonymous
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No.6366
Here's a fucked up game idea.

You're the new transfer student at a school full of sexy nonhumans. It's anime fanservice central. All the cliches.

One day you wake up for just long enough to realize you're being kept comatose by a steady stream of drugs in a VR helmet that puppets your body as you do slave labor for a living while your consciousness is in anime titty land. A nearby guy, the only other guy in the setting, is watching political videos on his phone, letting you know what's really going on in the real world outside your sex fantasy.

You're sent back to dreamland and you can either keep it to yourself and forget about it and spend time with your anime girlfriend harem in a world where you are the only man everything revolves around, or you let the girls know. If you let them know this might all be fake, comfortably familiar spooky fan-service bullshit happens. You and the anime girls use your amazing power to kill the goddess of nightmares because that moment of the real world was totally just a nightmare, the anime goddess who shows up suddenly said so. You get a bad ending where you tell yourself everything is fine. But if you consistently reject the anime girls and their dates you eventually wake up in the real world where you can help the fight against (((communists))).

In order to earn the happy ending, the only ending that matters (and has the only real story-based Steam Achievement in the game attached to it besides bullshit achievements for shit like hours played and hours spent looking at anime tits) you have to give up the numbing drug that is pretty fictional lies and focus on making the real world a better place. You have to put the figurines and sex toys away. You have to accept that fighting power IRL is harder than the media makes it look. You have to accept that the media will constantly lie about you. And you have to accept this challenge anyway even though it is so much harder than telling a cliche anime girl you love her and you're ready to watch her stab Death or Lies or the fundamentally subhuman untermensch's urge to be governed by tyranny in the face.
Anonymous
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No.6374
An art friend told me he tried creating Stable Diffusion furry porn and got nightmare fuel. Too many dicks on one body growing out of the wrong places. Some real body horror Slanesh (Warhammer 40K horny god) shit.
I told him there's an audience for that kind of shit.
He was even more disgusted.
Humans are disgusting.
This world can be so disgusting.
But when I hold my girl close I know there is beauty in this world. Something worth sticking around for. Something worth protecting.
I miss who my sister was before my parents brainwashed her. But she's dead. She didn't even try to contact me on christmas. Even if only to try and verbally abuse me with "you left our house because you dont care about us, why do you hate mummy so much you monster? Why won't you come home and be my brother again just like old times?" shit like in christmas of 2021. Christmas of 2022, she was silent. I checked her facebook, she's still alive. I hate using that site. She seems fine looking at what she posts, but everyone seems fine on social media if that's part of the marketable brandlike assumed identity that gets them clicks and engagement.
You know... before the brainwashing she always wanted Axel to be playable in a mainline Kingdom Hearts with his chakrams. Even better than the mission mode in 358/2 Days.
What a stupid name. It's called 358 over 2 days because 358 days pass in this game but only 2 matter to the overall plot. They did their best with what they had available on the tiny console and reused assets, even making all Organization 13 members and extras like Sora/Donald/Goofy/Mickey Mouse playable in Mission Mode when half of Org 13 fucking died in the first 10 seconds of the game and only about 3 characters really needed to be physically present in the game let alone playable in it.
Roxas is the protag, Xion is a Roxas copy with his exact moves, Axel is a teammate sometimes. They could have gotten away with stopping there, maybe putting Saix in as he was fought as a boss, but no, they put soul into this when it wasn't even remotely necessary.
They should have made missions about fighting "dark phantom projections" of the dead Org 13 members. Those boss battles would be fun. Their code was in the game. Reuse it in the main plot, contrive an excuse, blame experimental failed data from the replica program.
Or they should have given Organization 13 something important to do for a month, maybe a year, something before half the members die at Castle Oblivion while Roxas is still a shell with barely any personality.
Sometimes I think of putting stuff my sister designed into my game, letting the best of her old ideas live on in something. Would she like that? The old her would. Before she became obsessed with being what her mother wants before being herself.
I'm fine with her growing up and finding new hobbies and interests. That's part of being human. It's respectable. What I can't respect is her spitting in my face by helping mom gaslight me. That time women at the youth club next to that kid's playground with burned stuff saw my bruises and called the cops for the first time in my life happened. That time I was underaged and went to the doctors because mom saw scabbed over cuts on my boy dick from her sharp nails and she chose to pretend she had nothing to do with this and she chose to believe I seemingly caught something and had to be taken to the hospital and the doctor gave me cream happened. All those times my parents hurt me happened. All those times my parents hurt my sister happened. All those times she cried into my shoulder begging me not to turn out like my parents happened. What does she gain from pretending otherwise? Even if I had no emotional connection to this and I wasn't me and I was reading a book about characters I didn't like doing this to each other I would say "That's fucked up. What's wrong with her? The author is a faggot for making characters act irrationally for the sake of melodrama. It nakes no sense for her to be this way".
Anonymous
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No.6380
Some thot asked me to do a kink tier list and then called me judgemental for putting everything in "fuck no" tier except for cute stuff like cuddling and normal stuff like kissing and vanilla sex. I like being healthy and normal, thanks. It feels nice. I got off the coomer treadmill. No more. Not even any breast expansion. Perfectly normal, me. I'm so normal, I'm second guessing my choice to give my OC a cool mechanical arm after getting creepy PMs about it from an art discord.
Anonymous
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No.6391
I've tried hard to sound cool and manly on this site but I probably ended up sounding like a retarded violent faggot.
Anonymous
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No.6392
I used to be more of a faggot. Tomorrow I will be less of a faggot. I want to say that every day. I want to be stronger than I was yesterday. More than I was yesterday. I want to never stop improving.
Anonymous
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No.6394
One of the most successful people I know confessed to me that he was a burned-out gifted kid at 10, 20, even mid 20s. He thought because his life was sabotaged early on, it was okay for him to fail, that it was someone else's fault and responsibility, that it was over for him and okay for him to give up. Then he decided to turn his life around. The fit guy showed me a pic of how he used to look and I said "Nice photoshop" because it looked so different. He said thanks and showed me a video compiling his monthly progress update videos over the years. The transformation rate was... inhuman. Almost supernatural. I half expected him to say "just kidding that was all AI and I was fit my whole life" afterwards. I think we're gonna make it. It's never too late.
Anonymous
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No.6398
I wrote Silver as such a faggot when I tried making him closer to what people seemed to like in characters popular with women. To make him sexy I should have made him more like me. I don't consider myself sexy but my girl does. Every time she calls me her handsome little prince I feel that if I had a tail it would wrap itself around me to hide my blushing face from her. She said she loves how honest I am. She said she loves how kind I am. She said she loves how affectionate I am. She said she loves how driven I am. She's so kind. She deserves someone better than me. But she loves me. So I have to be the someone who is better than me. Better than who I was yesterday.
Anonymous
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No.6417
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Looking back I think it was my fault that my relationships with women kept going bad.

Except for the two naruto obsessed girls, those two were just fundamentally awful people at the time. And it had nothing to do with their shit takes about the embarassingly edgy cartoon for kids, they treated everyone like shit and got away with it. I'd like to believe they turned into better people over the years. But I don't think society would ever force them to do that by taking away their privileges and power over others and making them play by the same rules as everyone else. I doubt society would ever force them out of their delusions and into the real world before they hit 30 or 40. They might even hit 50 or 60 and think they're still oppressed by the patriarchy or whatever.

If I knew more about people back then, maybe things would have been different. I would have better relationships with the good girls and no relationship with those two awful ones. But my girl is best girl. I am socially inept. I am not good at lying convincingly or manipulating people or noticing when others are lying or manipulating me. There was one moment in my life that made me think "that consistent characterization needs to go in one of my books".

I confess to someone I am not good at social interaction. Not good at lying, manipulating, hiding my true feelings, gaslighting, or anything else people do to each other for fun. She asks me if I'm good at listening and caring. I say yeah, who isn't. She says I'd be surprised. She asks if social interaction is, to me, just a game of lies and bullshit. I confess that's all I've ever seen from people towards me or each other, and I can't stand it. She says that's sad. I said... yeah. I expected her to call me a sad fucking retard. But no. She just seemed sad. I wondered if she was disappointed in me for not having anything funny or sexy or exciting to say. But she was... sad. Because I was sad. She didn't even have to be, but she was. It's like she wished things were better for me. People my age these days... nothing is sacred to them. They will casually drop hitler and 9/11 jokes in the most unexpected of places. Some people think they don't care about anyone or anything. But they do care.

It took me a while to realize a girl was flirting with me because after all these years I didn't think anyone could ever actually love me or even like me. She thought I was playing hard to get and being cute. I didn't think it was possible that anyone would want to see more of me without wanting something from me. I thought a relationship was when you find a girl you're willing to suffer for and hope she appreciates you for it even if she doesn't have to. I didn't think it was possible for a woman to honestly care about me and want the best for me. Sure there was probably a chance that she was flirting and in the moment I thought there was a chance she was flirting with me but I wouldn't want to ruin the situation and risk misreading the situation and assuming she liked me. What if she thought I was a pervert for being a male human willing to believe someone might flirt with me, and never wanted to see me again? What if she was disgusted at me for ever showing availability or interest in her? What if she thought I was taken or gay and would be disgusted if she found out I'm bisexual? I'm glad she stopped being subtle about her love for me. I wear armour around my soul. It's not there by choice. It takes a lot of force before I can feel anything through it. Like there's a bottle somewhere in my body that used to be full of tears before I lost them. Takes a lot to squeeze anything out. There is a heart in here, still beating. Just not as hard as it used to. But she makes me feel like I could heal.
Anonymous
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>>6417
Fuck, I said that wrong.

In the moment when I was talking to her about how I'm not good at social interaction I was there with her. Physically and mentally I was with her. She doesn't even mind that I'm still bad at it. She wants me to express myself kindly and honestly and communicate with her openly. And I don't have to guess with her and she never gets mad at me if I guess wrong as long as I ask if that's what she means if I am unsure. Sometimes I confuse her if I guess wrong. But she never gets angry.

It was much later, when I was alone, when I thought "That moment was perfect, it belongs in a story."
Anonymous
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No.6428
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Sup, nigga. Just wanted to say that am glad you're doing alright. I truly wish the best for you. It's probably cringe and gay from me to say it, but whatever.
I might not post, but am still lurking the thread.

You still have a long way to go, most of us do. But it's fine to acknowledge and be proud of the progress made.
Anonymous
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No.6451
Making a great fighting game took longer than expected but the Rivals character turned out great. It's possible that I may have gone too far in some places. But when she gets her second verse, she's like poetry, she rhymes.
Anonymous
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No.6456
THE FUCKING JEWS MADE US AFRAID TO FEEL HUMAN AND SHOW OUR HUMANITY AND REACT LIKE A HUMAN INSTEAD OF A FUCKING CHARACTER
Anonymous
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No.6476
6486
Man if someone downloaded pokemon essentials and produced a game in 7 days or less by making it as generic and by the book as possible and told the internet "I spent six years on this" do you think people would be able to tell the difference?
Anonymous
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>>6476
>developing games
>writing stories
Why even bother anymore? You could have the biggest epiphany of your lifetime one day. Only to wake up the very next day with hundreds of targeted ads right on your face.
>"Check it out! A million different versions of the story you were thinking about writing yesterday! Have fun!"
It's alright. It's paradise for a perpetual consoomer. I don't expect you to understand it.
Anonymous
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No.6489
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My girl showed me a ASMR video with Megumin where she learns healing magic. That's pretty out of character. Explosions can be relaxing and funny. They just have to sound right.
Or you could say the party spots something edible far away and Megumin uses explosion on something very far away and collapses.
>Loud magic sfx, monologue
>quietexplosion.mp3.
The listener picks Megumin up and carries her to the food. Or to whatever other faraway thing she blew up. The important thing is... Megumin talks and praises the guy carrying her. Maybe boredly makes mouth sounds that just happen to be relaxing. "Is this bugging you? No? Okay, I'll keep going. ...what do you mean you like it? Don't make this weird!". I don't know. I'm no expert in this shit. But my girl might be thinking of becoming one. Seems she talks about it a lot. I wouldn't mind that. Her doing asmr. Though I hope it isn't a step on a slippery slope to going full onlyfans. Also if she uses youtube I hope Vshojo never fucks with her. I heard they backstabbed Nuxtaku because he was directing attention to smaller indie vtubers, Vshojo's competition, and produced a video warning people about some scammer impersonating Vshojo. I know, how dare he do a good thing. No wonder it triggered them. This is old news but she just heard about it. Women can be such catty little backstabbers. Glad my girl isn't like that.
>>6486
Jessie what the fuck are you saying? Pokemon isn't a story, it's a premise.
People still talk about Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 1 and 2's story because it tried harder than any other pokemon game I played.
Kid wakes up, goes to lab, gets a starter, grinds, runs down samey dirt roads, fights the 13 strongest guys in the land and some kid rival and the Regional CEO of villainy... This is the outline for a story.
It's the kind of shit you could make in seven days if you wanted it to be formulaic and dull.
Then again most pokemon fangames never make it past a few gyms because of scope creep and feature creep. You need something to brag about to get attention in an overcrowded market, and because RPGs are fuckin shit slow games inherently unless they're less RPGish than usual like Undertale or Kingdom Hearts playing a pokemon game is a huge time investment so most fangame players dont want to risk playing a shit game that never gets finished.
Anonymous
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>>6489
If you were sore enough to spam the overboard after I insulted your robowaifu, you are going to have to face me on the AI question.
Anonymous
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No.6496
>>6490
What's the question you want to ask? Please say it openly so there is no room for misinterpretation.
Anonymous
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No.6501
Somebody asked me why I haven't bought a Switch game yet.
It's because I haven't bought a Switch.
Because I haven't seen it on sale at a price I'm willing to pay.
And none of its games so far have really made me want to buy the switch just for one game alone.
At 26 I'm a bit too old to be in Nintendo's target audience anyway.
And the fans who pay for Nintendo shit never sound satisfied, whether they criticize the company or commit objectively evil acts like defending Nintendo's abusive behaviour.
The thought of paying 80 bucks for a game that can be five or ten or even 20 years old or even 40 years old doesn't appeal to me, whether I can get that game cheaper somewhere else or not.
Even if I was rich (and I am definitely not. Money is tight. Buying food each week is pain. I do not have the cash to spend on any kind of luxuries) I would not want to buy the Nintendo Switch.
The best Nintendo Switch is called the Steam Deck.
Maybe being poor is what gives people perspective on the value of money.
If mommy buys all the food in your house, and you get your money for free, your money is just an arbitrary number to throw at new toys and clothes and games and anything else that catches your eye. You don't need to exercise your brain by calculating the money in your account left over vs what you want to buy vs rent and other things you need money for. Money is a suggestion and spending it costs nothing. Waste it all and your only punishment is that mommy might yell at you and call you a faggot and you might need to wait another week before you get more unearned money.
Forcing kids to work is obviously wrong. But if tell your kids "wait until next week and you'll get money" instead of "clean the floor and you get money" you're psychologically damaging them. You're teaching them money is something that comes from on high to those who wait. You're not teaching them to value it. To earn it.
Anonymous
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No.6521
21st century comedy: Pingas
*CROWD LAUGHS*
21st century comedy: I R potatoez!
*CROWD LAUGHS*
21st century comedy: Sus!
*CROWD LAUGHS*
Feminists: My vagina smells like a barn animal.
*NOBODY LAUGHS*
Anonymous
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No.6524
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I am loved.
Anonymous
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No.6525
I've been fucking retarded for too long. Putting stuff off for tomorrow and telling myself I'm going to do it later. Today I'm going to ask my woman to marry me.
Anonymous
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No.6530
>>6524
*CROWD LAUGHS*
Anonymous
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Every time I try to sound cool I sound like a faggot. Because it's dishonest. Society is broken and retarded and fake and gay. If you are what society says to be, you are also not what society says to be, because society is fake and gay and contradictory. Society is just retarded. And every time I try to act how I think society wants I end up seeming retarded because society is a lie. My woman loves me. Not the mask I wear. Not any identity I constructed out of things I thought she might like. It's okay to have severe autism. Masking it to act normal means acting like the average person and what is the average person? Exactly. Normal is just the polite term for average. The average person laughs when you fall and throws shit at hobos and graffitis "fuck off" on walls where kids can see and votes for jewish pedophiles and plays damage control for rapey nigger barbarians and muslim pedophiles and buys funko pops and loves soytoons and hollywood trash and drinks booze and does drugs and weighs 300 to 600 pounds and kicks puppies. Goodness is rare and the average person is not good. The average time spends more time in niggerjew tv land than in reality with other people so our society and experiences are shaped by lies. Gen Z humor is random because when we grew up watching cartoons obsessed with referencing the 90s and anything older we didn't get the references so we laughed at the randomness instead. Retarded tv shows for normies make everyone communicate ineffectively and say retarded shit instead of revealing their true feelings. When I try to act cool she tells me to stop acting and tells me to be myself, so I stop. When I try to sound tough or sexy it comes out wrong. Being myself makes her happy. She is proud of me. And I really would shoot any niggers who try to rape her. I won't let anyone hurt her. She laughs at my jokes when they aren't retarded. And she doesn't hate me for being autistic. One time we ate in a restaurant and it was loud and overcrowded and she could tell I was in pain and she said it was okay for me to put my headphones on even though it meant I had to lip read her to talk to her. She likes me. She likes the cool stuff I do. She likes watching me when I work even though I only feel comfortable being watched coding or playtesting or making music or other stuff. If anyone watched me when I draw they might think I'm a disgusting degenerate pervert for drawing boobies on my female characters. After all that is a normal expression of human sexuality and artistic expression and humans can be weird about that stuff. Normally when I draw boobs I ask her to look away. But I trust my woman and next time I draw boobs I will tell her it's okay if she wants to look.

She said it was too early for me to ask her to marry me but she didn't say no and she didn't say she hated me and never wanted to see me again so I think that means she wanted to say yes but she was shy and not ready to say yes yet. Feels weird to think she can be shy about things too. Normally I'm the shy one. I'm in a stable relationship and I'm in love. This love is real. I thought I knew love when I liked a cartoon character a lot. Ha ha ha... the text limit would get in the way of writing enough "ha"s. Maybe if I was a better man years ago I could have handled those relationships better. When I talked to her best friend she called me a retard for proposing way too soon. I hope she doesn't think I'm a perverted masochist for telling her it's okay to call me retarded whenever she wants. I'm not weird.

Also our fucking microwave is broken. Sparking and releasing a vile smell. It smells worse than my water filter after it's burned the niggerness out of our water supply and that's saying something. I need to replace that piece of shit microwave next payday. Fucking jews. Fucking chinese jews. Jewnese. Chijews. Chews. I wish there was a nazi country. Even if I couldn't move there yet I would want to buy a nazi microwave to support white families and get a better microwave. Even if the microwave was swastika shaped and a little pop up hitler model popped up when the microwave was done to give a hitler salute and yell hitler stuff it would be fine. It would be even better. Haha, imagine a nazi clock but the bird is hitler yelling about jews. Instead of coo-coo it's jew-jew. The door opens and we hear INTERNATIONAL CLIQUE and closes. The door opens and we hear GRADUALLY I BEGAN TO HATE THEM and closes.
Anonymous
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No.6532
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Tell whoever's responsible for the sorry state of Brave Browser on Android he's a nigger.
Anonymous
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No.6534
I embrace my humanity, Jojo.
Anonymous
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No.6539
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The latest version of the writing thread is dying on page 4 with no posts in it except glim's. Joke threads get more activity. Fucking seb threads get more activity. The writing thread might keep on fading away forever if I don't draw attention to it somehow.

It brings me no joy to say this. Hell, I feel bad about the dead thread. I know I shouldn't, but I do.

I should probably single handedly keep it active by checking on it numerous times per day, replying to any new posts quickly, trying to spark new discussion where there wouldn't normally be any. But I'm too busy to keep doing that. And my girl is giving me better writing advice than I ever thought possible. Turns out some women read a lot of books. I always thought they just watched a lot of TV but some of them really do read a lot of books and most of them are good books.

I never thought the thread would just go belly-up like that without me around. Jesus.

Maybe I would draw a lot of attention to the thread if I said "Mwahahaha I am glad that foolish circlejerk of foolish fools has fizzled out and died without me to thanklessly single handedly keep it afloat! Those pseudointellectual AVGN CinemaSins wannabes can suck it! There is more to literary criticism than calling the blue curtains shitty and fetishistic! Anyone can take that same attitude to the greatest of stories and invent things to complain about! You have to ask yourself if you're criticizing media to help creators or just bashing media to hear yourself speak, and if it's the latter you have to make peace with the fact that this is an inherently masturbatory activity motivated by the pursuit of self validation and some people won't find any value in that! If you give criticism in a way that makes the object of criticism not want to listen, that criticism has failed!" but I don't talk like that.

Though talking like that would probably get a few people to try reviving the thread out of spite for me. I wouldn't care about their reasons for doing so, and maybe if they read books once in a while they'd discover something in life that can become more important to them than me like literature. I could try to use reverse psychology. But that's too manipulative and manipulation is evil. If I say "I am glad that thread I hate is dead" those who hate me might want to keep the thread alive. But what would they fill it with? More useless "fuck you nigel"posting? I can't see any of them actually trying to better themselves as writers in my absence or even post about writing at all in my absence, because nobody did that in my absence.

Then again the threads were never really about real books or writers, they were about pony fanfiction. Pony is a tiny niche, fanfiction is a tinier niche, mlpol is a tinier niche, fanfiction that would theoretically appeal to right wing fans of a nine season kids show with ten good episodes is a tinier niche, and it's traditionally right-wing to not give a shit about fiction.

I kept trying to get writing advice in that thread, but I never got any useful writing advice more advanced than "read better books". So I kept posting. Then I got a girl. Suddenly I don't care about validation any more. I thought I already didn't care about validation from others. But now I really don't care about validation from others. The world could despise me and I wouldn't care.

Part of me wants to delete this post and see how far back the writing thread can fall on its own without me. Part of me considers making threads to intentionally hasten its trip to page 10. Part of me considers making a writing thread of my own. But... nah. I don't give a shit either way any more.

Maybe if that thread had a constructive and engaging prompt to write about as some kind of thread topic of the week instead of a borderline unreadable "fuck you nigel" disclaimer more people would want to post? That's probably driven away a few people. The feeling that this thread is motivated by spite first, ego second, and anything genuine third. Go, go and tear down those false idols of straw and paper, hate them and call their authors faggots, attack the universally beloved stories, if by universally beloved you mean they were big deals for a while in a fandom that died fast when the show got bad and the biggest sites became unbearable to use. Bashing bad pony stories that were written years ago is a lot easier than helping someone write a good story today. Bashing obviously bad derivative pony fiction is easier than bashing bad children's novels like Harry Potter, and bashing bad children's novels is easier than bashing good(ish) children's novels like the Percy Jackson series.

What would anyone even do with that story? Complain about the jokes intended for children because they are not as funny as the jokes intended for children in Spongebob Squarepants? Call it inauthentic that nobody gets raped in this story a man wrote for his son and Medusa isn't ripping out people's spines like in the original Greek myths? I don't think anyone would benefit in the long run from this.

But if Brandon Sanderson analyzed Percy Jackson, I think a lot of people would learn a lot from it. That man has confidence and success. He puts his work on youtube where anyone can see it. He does lectures and uploads those too. He has thousands of subscribers. He's better than countless writers and faster than anyone better than him. He's the coolest. I wish he criticized bad my little pony friendship is magic fanfiction on a forum full of men roleplaying as little girl ponies and goblin dragons when they aren't complaining about this week's war crime committed by jews and niggers and libtards. He could help his millions of fans write better pornography featuring comfort characters from a decade old children's show. Then again why the fuck would successful people want to do this when they have money to make? I have people counting on me now. Can't afford to waste time. Can't waste time. Brb working on stuff. I'll make my loved one proud.
Anonymous
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No.6542
>>6539
What in the actual fuck.
Anonymous
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No.6544
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>>6539
Anonymous
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No.6549
Many types of people play fighting games. I'm sick of one certain type. There's one type of person who plays fighting games and he's really, really dumb. It's all about the ego for him. He wants to be seen playing something complicated to look smart. He wants to be the big fish in the small pond. Then he immediately looks for ways to optimize the second player out of the game, because the second player is "randomness" and if he "randomly" Shoryukens or Instant Blocks instead of blocking normally, this "randomness" gets in the way of winning consistently. The sight of an unblockable setup makes him nut, but they're only fair when he can do them. If someone makes him block in Street Fighter 2 that's bullshit but if he can make someone block mixups for ten seconds straight in Blazblue that's fair and balanced. He loves making others guess coin flips for their lives but if someone makes him guess a coin flip and he loses a round in which he lost a coin flip that's bullshit. He loves his niche games but when his game gets popular, people who are better at fighting games than him kick his ass and ruin his fun and push him to another franchise, preferably another obscure game with few players and little chance of anyone discovering anything new. If he beats you his argument wins and if you beat him it didn't count because he said so. Bullshit execution requirements are good if they gatekeep out people better than him who don't feel like putting in the time to overcome that barrier and high execution characters deserve unblockable TODs because they're a character for the elite few who earned it, but if execution requirements put up a barrier between him and people better than him who already overcame that barrier the barrier is suddenly bullshit and everything needs a macro and execution requirements don't belong in fighting games because they get in the way of consistency. If you want to know something you're a faggot for not already knowing it. If he wants to know something everyone else is a faggot for not telling him. Obscure knowledge checks are only fair when they help him, and when they harm him they're bullshit.

You can't respect the opinions of someone like that because he lacks opinions and thoughts. He feels, and then he contrives excuses to justify what he feels with grown up words. If he beats you because of blatantly unfair bullshit it's a skill issue and if you beat him the game despite the bullshit or with the exact same bullshit suddenly it is bullshit. He's a fucking kike and the fighting game community would be better off without them.
Anonymous
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No.6565
It's incredible how easily you got mindraped. I was trying to bait you out of your den.
I never intended to rewire you like that. Maybe there's some merit to the niggelbot theory.

Anyways. You don't show the bullies when you are sore. What a nigger.
Anonymous
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No.6585
Could you imagine if I had a Naruto tattoo, and a Pokemon tattoo, and a MLP tattoo? Signs of a man who thought he would never grow up and discover more important things in life like loving my wife and hating the government.
Anonymous
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No.6588
What's the opposite of a fetish?

A Hsitef?

I have a hsitef for masks now. The sight of them fucking disgusts me. Take your arabian harem slave veil off. You are not a Mortal Kombat whore, take your mask off. You are not protecting anyone, you are creating a moist wet and wild interracial bacteria homo orgy on your mouth and nose. If I see those fucking blueish bits of paper on your face held to your ears with elastic you're a niggerfaggot and you'd be better off with underwear over your mouth. I heard one tard actually say she thought those masks on a man, especially when dangling from your face by one ear, revealing your mouth, was sensual and forbidden and sexy. Jesus fucking christ nobody tell this woman about legs or she'd fucking implode. Normally I'm not judgemental with women because I expect them to have fetishes that could make a sewer rat puke but this one was something else. Masks are a symbol of societal decay and idiocy now. A fucking NPC marker. A commie tattoo on the face. Only cool Fallout mod and Cybergoth type masks get a pass but only because those big bulky masks could (or look like they could) protect you from hazardous shit in the air hence why basically nobody wore them during the scamdemic. NPCs were told it was enough to take a free piece of paper with elastic and put it on and inject their body with poisons and gene therapy... and they chose this over wearing real masks with replaceable filters. Gay paper masks are for homo nigger faggots brainwashed by jews.
Anonymous
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No.6589
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hehe
Anonymous
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No.6603
>be watching Great Expectations
>guy calls Pip a retard for fucking up his maths
>pip's new gf is a fucking nigger
>nope.jpg

Noped right out of there and changed the channel.

It's more jarring than seeing cardboard buildings sway in the breeze, recognizing a famous actor in a movie, seeing an actor struggle not to laugh during his own death scene, seeing a modern gun in a cowboy movie 200 years out of place, or even seeing Godzilla take his mascot costume head off to headbutt King Kong.

All that money, all that effort, wasted because the niggers wanted to RP as white people in a white people movie.
Anonymous
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No.6604
Writing thread's at page four again but I don't feel like bumping it. It's probably been to page four and past page four a bunch of times while I wasn't looking. If I was a younger man I'd probably check on it daily but who's got time for that? I've got masculine responsibilities now like constructing things. I bought wood. I bought a lot of wood and used a saw to cut it how it should be. I put nails in it. They should prescribe DIY gardening to trannies, it'll turn them all into men, except the women, because women can never be men. Everything is ready. I'm going to get buckets next payday. I'm going to get a lot of buckets and dirt. Good dirt. I'll fill the buckets with good dirt and grow some plants. Damn good plants. Tomatoes and potatoes. Berries. I'd have chickens for their eggs if my landlord would allow it. Society is jewed for telling men they can't farm properly. I wish I could grow bananas and oranges, but the jewish weather won't allow for that. Satan's a faggot for fucking the planet up so whites got the shittiest land and niggers got to squander the best land. Satan's a faggot too. God truly sends his hardest battles to his strongest warriors. Mud huts offer no value to the earth. There will never be a wakanda. White fantasies are "We will kill dragons and demons, and we can build a civilization that will explore and colonize space". Nigger fantasies are "We will kill and we can build a civilization". I'm beginning to feel like a plant god, plant god. Jews are raping the white race with their fraud, their fraud. Growing plants just like a fucking plant god, plant god. They said I fuck like a robot so call me plant god. I'm nostalgic for Eminem's old raps because they are some of the first raps I heard and learned (Maybe that's why I always hated nigger rap... Eminem raps better but if he was black he'd be a shit rapper) but if he did any of the evil shit Nintendo does I'd hate him. Has he done any evil shit I never heard about? Nintendo fans are soyboy beta cucks with tiny jews inside their brains raping them. Nintendo fans view Nintendo's fuckups as an opportunity to show their loyalty and devotion to the corporation. Cyberpunk 20whatever was a good game full of glitches and gay shit but it was better than Pokemon Scarredcock and Bitchlet, so why was CD Project Red hurt by Cyberpunk while Nintendo got a free pass? Simple. Cyberpunk was marketed towards adults, and their standards are just a little bit higher than soyboys on the Sintendo plantation. Video game publishers are not your friends. Book publishers are not your friends. Gamers? More like gay-mers. Nobody simps for fucking children's book publishers just for publishing some of the books people grew up with, so what excuse do gamers with a hard R have? I tried to write a short simple story but I took it too seriously and made it overcomplicated. My target audience would never get this. I'll save those overcomplicated ideas for later and write a different simple short story.

If I made a Fire Emblem parody and pretended I wasn't doing that on purpose do you think anyone would notice?
Anonymous
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No.6605
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Haters gonna hate
Anonymous
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No.6617
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Debuggitng games is tiresome but rewarding work. Watching a site you used to like descend into cliquey jewishness is sad. If you told me the clique is full of jewish woman I would believe you based on their behaviour. They feel entitled to demand the removal of whoever they don't like, no matter how they behave and how they treat others. Wouldn't surprise me if some of their members controlled discord servers for coordinating these off topic circlejerks. Would explain the sudden spikes in activity whenever I show up.
Anonymous
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No.6619
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>>6617
>oy vey, everyone hates me and it's everyone's fault but mine
yeah, clearly we're the ones who are acting like kikes here.
Anonymous
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No.6622
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>>6619
I don't care what you or your friends think of me and I never will.
Anonymous
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No.6624
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>>6622
Nor would anyone expect you to. Nobody who has had any extended interaction with you would expect much of anything from you at this point, least of all any sort of genuine self-reflection or sincere effort at improvement. Whenever anyone criticizes you for anything you never evaluate or correct your own behavior. You rationalize; you get defensive. You assume that everyone who gets annoyed with you or criticizes you must be part of some organized group of bullies trying to bring you down, because the possibility that people simply find your obnoxious behavior obnoxious is just too much for you to process.

I mean, take a look at this thread ffs. 1000 posts in here, almost all of them yours, almost every post a gigantic wall of text. The bump limit is like 600 posts. And what is written in here, that was so important that you had to record it for posterity? Rants about Nintendo Switch and Pokemon and Cyberpunk 2077 and every other video game you have an opinion on. Massive walls of cope-and-seethe about how gay the writing thread is now because the anons there finally got tired of putting up with your nonsense and yeeted you out. In other words, nothing but typical Nigel bullshit. I have never in my life encountered someone who had so much to say about absolutely nothing.

Here is the reality you don't want to face: there is no organized group on this site trying to bully you. You are simply an obnoxious, irritating sperg that nobody can stand because you have nothing interesting to say and yet you never shut up. You can't stay on topic to save your life, your posts are 99% incoherent nonsense, you post stupid unfunny memes about niche topics that only you understand, your criticisms offer no meaningful insight beyond calling everything you dislike "gay" simply because you dislike it, your jokes aren't funny, you have no apparent interest in anything besides video games and disposable garbage entertainment written for children, you can't converse intelligently on any subject, including the video games and disposable garbage media you enjoy, and despite all of this, you are constantly putting down other people for being interested in disposable garbage media written for children your current stalker-level obsession with Chatoyance is the most current example of this behavior. Everything you post to this site is garbage, your personality is repellant to nearly everyone, and I feel quite confident in stating that this entire community finds not one redeeming virtue in any word you've ever written. To put it simply, (You) are a terrible poster, and you need to piss off and find some other place to post your endless stream of bullshit.

Even if there were some super-sekrit Nigel-haters club lurking in the shadows somewhere, they wouldn't need to organize themselves or follow you around. "Bullying Nigel" is simply a matter of waiting for you to post something stupid, which you do on an almost daily basis with no provocation whatsoever, and then making fun of whatever stupid thing you posted.

But why am I wasting my time writing all of this out? You don't care what I or my friends think about you, and you never will, right? I'll just shut up, and let you go back to writing another 1000 posts about how little you care.
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>>6624
You're so hyper-focused on me, you forget how you treat me, and then wonder why I don't respect you. It can't be a you problem, of course. No, you think how you feel about me has to be my problem. And you cannot handle the fact that I just don't care about your feelings because I don't respect you. There was a period where I played nice, and it lasted too long. You got used to seeing yourself as the altruistic victims tirelessly struggling against me. You never stopped to ask yourself why I am your obsession. It doesn't matter to you whether you are one anonymous coward, one anonymous coward with a few VPNs and IPs to post from, or a few anonymous cowards in a discord server. The truth isn't decided upon by committee. I don't care what narcissistic histrionic dysgenic masturbation addicts think of me or my capability to produce the art and games and fanfics I make for fun. I don't owe you people anything. Valuable critics are in this to help creators, not to feel validated and respected and listened to. Anyone can be a critic in the social media age. It's easy. If you don't know why I don't value you or your opinions, start asking yourself if it's how you present those opinions, or if those opinions are anything I should care about in the first place. You don't respect me as a person, and you don't respect my time, so why should I respect you as an authority, anonymous cowardly stranger? It would please me greatly if you'd make a pouty speech about how you're done trying to help me, because your idea of helping someone is gaslighting them and guilt-slinging at them because they're an easy target and you want them to care about you. I don't care if you tell yourself you're the hero of this story, because I want no part in your story. On another site somebody insulted me for working on so many projects at once, and I laughed because as far as I'm aware that anonymous stranger is working on sweet fuck all. But anyway, back to you. If Hitler was alive today I don't think he would respect masturbation addicts hell bent on micromanaging chatrooms for what was meant to be a feminist cartoon for children about little girls.
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>>6632
Dude, just stop shitting up the board with your autism and learn to compose legible posts like a normal human being, that's literally all you're being asked to do.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DUkpWgcR8s

Watching this video helped a lot. Getting a woman who's genuinely supportive and doesn't ever make me feel like I'm playing twister on eggshells for her amusement also helped a lot. It's not healthy for me to call perfectly healthy and normal reproductive urges dark or twisted or too much. There's a lot of seriously fucked up shit out there I'm glad I'm not into. Turns out physical and emotional intimacy can be healing and supportive and good for everyone involved, who knew? Not me. Being raped as a kid fucked me up but I think I'm healing. Looking back I don't resent any of the women I met in my life. I wish I could send knowledge back in time to myself. Maybe if I was cooler and smarter I could have given them the help they needed. Except the naruto obsessed bitch who falsely accused me years ago. Emotionally I feel nothing about her and I'm over it but intellectually I know she's not going to heaven. Also that bitch who tricked me and asked me to write porn for her then yelled to the world "Help! Help! He wrote porn and sent it to me without consent!" isn't going to heaven either. Can't believe I ever thought I could fix them. I was stupid. My mother used to call me gay for not wanting to shag her. I never wanted her or anything about her, she was physically, morally, and emotionally revolting as a person and anyone who can't see it doesn't know her well enough or has a fetish for pedo degenerates rendering their opinion invalid. I should be good at spotting red flags in women but I used to be shit at it.

As a severely autistic person who spent his formative years isolated from reality by his parents and surrounded by awfulness, to the point that I used to piss my parents off by saying "ninjas have been fighting here" or "careful, those are poisoned ninja needles" whenever I saw dirty needles on the ground while pointing at them, effective communication is hard. When I try to imitate people and characters who seem to be liked, sometimes I end up sounding like an idiot, or worse, a prick. That's what the youtube channels about being charismatic say to do but I don't think I'm good at it. Looking back it's hard to believe my pony fics were that shit but it's also entirely plausible. These aren't just stories inspired by a genuine love of FIM. They're also stories tainted by bad advice received during their creation from bronies I talked to at the time, and the desire to fill my story with shit bronies seemed to like at the time. Now that I've realized how shit what bronies liked at the time was, it's a miracle my stories didn't turn out worse. The protagonist was a prick, even during scenes where he was supposed to be less of a prick than usual. He was unbearable. I wanted who he was before meeting the mane six to be different from who he was after meeting them and growing, but looking back this is stupid. The unbearable smugness of who he was before growth was inspired by the brony fandom's obsession with OCs who talked and acted that way. I wonder, if I ever finished it while the fandom was still massive and full of young and mentally young people pretending to know what they're talking about, would the fandom have hated me for writing a story that accidentally attacked their fantasies by presenting the overpowered smug git in love with his own power level as a deeply lonely and pathetic person "before" the character growth that made him someone in a happy healthy mutually supportive relationship with Twilight Sparkle? Then again I was still laboring under the commonly held delusion that more word count=better work, so I doubt anyone would have made it through 1-2 million words of a teenager's fanfic to get to the happy ending where he finally stops being a twat.

People regularly look back on who they were a few years ago, or a decade ago, and cringe. It's a sign that you've grown. People regularly do it openly in youtube videos. I'm glad nobody saw the painfully hard and irritatingly unclear RPGs I made at 11ish or the dogshit mario knockoffs with spikes everywhere and my little sister as a playable character who turns easy mode on. I didn't know how to make climbing work so you could double jump as much as you wanted while touching ropes and vines. People would have torn that game to shreds, accidentally picked easy mode and called it too easy. Or picked me as the other playable character and called it too hard. It's good to look back at yourself and cringe. But people rarely include their influences in that cringing, because that feels like blaming someone else for being the way that you are. At the same time, people don't exist in vacuums unless they're spherical cows. Speaking of my mother, she certainly had her influences on me, influences I've fought to break free from. My father, too.

For a while I felt like I "gave up" on World of Warcraft. It got too shit and I "wasn't strong enough" to make myself keep going. Because that's how people talked about it. But that's fucking stupid. WoW is a scam and playing it is a waste of time. Good media challenges the audience to grow. Bad media is just more of the same unchallenging slop. Still sometimes I'd think "What if I went back and beat WoW for old time's sake?".

But then I realized the only winning move is not to play.

I have beaten World of Warcraft by refusing to play it, and I will continue to do so. That's a healthy attitude to have. I've beaten booze by refusing to drink it. Beaten drugs by refusing to take them. Beaten my parents by refusing to continue letting them force me to be in an abusive relationship under them.
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>>6837
You literally never learn, do you?
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There's no helping this dude really. Even if he's better off just leaving. The guy's probably making a fool of himself elsewhere.