I'm coming to my wits end with this shit. I'm getting tired of feeling drained and passionless towards what I used to love. I want to write again. I want to enjoy playing games again. I want to wake up and not feel like I got to fap first just to get out of bed. I want to feel something other then nothing.
The thing is when I try I always fall right back in. I've made it three days and I saw some cleavage and suddenly got horny I thought I would collapse. I left and had to drive home but the urge would go away! I couldn't fight it and I felt so disgusted with myself. The moment I got home, I had to jerk it.
How do you guys deal with these urges? How do I get a life back?
/ub/ - Überhengst
Becoming better
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>>4016
>nazi
The absolute state of hypocrisy that I see on a daily basis, I believe it is important to address these issues so that we can cut the crap it is so obvious that they are mocking such great ideals and associating it with degeneracy and what they get in return for this.
>nazi
The absolute state of hypocrisy that I see on a daily basis, I believe it is important to address these issues so that we can cut the crap it is so obvious that they are mocking such great ideals and associating it with degeneracy and what they get in return for this.
>>4091
Agreed. They get fucked in the ass with these two flags staring down at them. There is no place for them anywhere.
Agreed. They get fucked in the ass with these two flags staring down at them. There is no place for them anywhere.
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>>4093
Jews are evil and they pretend to believe retarded contradictory shit so they will always have an excuse. This shit also dupes the mentally-lazy into serving jewish evil and signals to the naturally evil that this is the biggest and safest evil group to join and serve.
It's impossible to reason with evil. Don't try to understand lefty memes, they aren't arguments. They're tools for brainwashing the retarded and reinforcing lies in the brainwashed. One minute they love homosexual degeneracy and the next they giggle and pretend their enemies are the degenerate homosexuals.
Lefties are weapons of war created by the jews and their existence outside of padded cells is a war crime.
Jews are evil and they pretend to believe retarded contradictory shit so they will always have an excuse. This shit also dupes the mentally-lazy into serving jewish evil and signals to the naturally evil that this is the biggest and safest evil group to join and serve.
It's impossible to reason with evil. Don't try to understand lefty memes, they aren't arguments. They're tools for brainwashing the retarded and reinforcing lies in the brainwashed. One minute they love homosexual degeneracy and the next they giggle and pretend their enemies are the degenerate homosexuals.
Lefties are weapons of war created by the jews and their existence outside of padded cells is a war crime.
This thread is inspiring for me to take on non fap challange
In my past when I used to serve as conscript in my nation's army during boot camp I didn't fap through all of it (6 weeks)
Couple months back I have did test to see how my brain reacts to non fap. And I noticed strong urges come at start and at end of week. But if I resists it I know that it will be eazier to march forward.
Like some have pointed out being idle (Or bored) makes you want to act more on your urges which would make you fail non fap. Additional when you have urges resisting migth not be enough, so another thing is to remove temptations.
You would say porn is everywhere, how to do it ? Well just make it harder for you access porn when compered to something else you want to do. Idk how if it is in west how I have seen but everything is very sexualized, and even lewd text (which could be enough for you to bust nut) is eazily avaible.
What I would propose is to plan your day in such matter there you wouldnt have enough time to fap. If you really want you can fill your day fully, one ways is getting some shoes and just doing exploring of your local area. And choosing more difficult terrain, like hills and rivers. Additional think about going to gym and self improvement. Also lastly if you have anger issues, try some figthing sport to release excess energy.
If you do a'lot of stuff you will notice that you don't really have even time to think about fapping, plius you are improving yourself and thus raising your sexual market place value. And that could lead to girl approaching you.
Now persoanlly I want to quit porn entirely. Since I think it is useless and possibly just fuels impossible fantazies.
The only possible down side I see, is that I migth not last a long in bed, if I don't have regular fapping sessions
In my past when I used to serve as conscript in my nation's army during boot camp I didn't fap through all of it (6 weeks)
Couple months back I have did test to see how my brain reacts to non fap. And I noticed strong urges come at start and at end of week. But if I resists it I know that it will be eazier to march forward.
Like some have pointed out being idle (Or bored) makes you want to act more on your urges which would make you fail non fap. Additional when you have urges resisting migth not be enough, so another thing is to remove temptations.
You would say porn is everywhere, how to do it ? Well just make it harder for you access porn when compered to something else you want to do. Idk how if it is in west how I have seen but everything is very sexualized, and even lewd text (which could be enough for you to bust nut) is eazily avaible.
What I would propose is to plan your day in such matter there you wouldnt have enough time to fap. If you really want you can fill your day fully, one ways is getting some shoes and just doing exploring of your local area. And choosing more difficult terrain, like hills and rivers. Additional think about going to gym and self improvement. Also lastly if you have anger issues, try some figthing sport to release excess energy.
If you do a'lot of stuff you will notice that you don't really have even time to think about fapping, plius you are improving yourself and thus raising your sexual market place value. And that could lead to girl approaching you.
Now persoanlly I want to quit porn entirely. Since I think it is useless and possibly just fuels impossible fantazies.
The only possible down side I see, is that I migth not last a long in bed, if I don't have regular fapping sessions
>>4093
I know why!
Because Leftists rely on several layers of deception to be okay with the constant lies without upsetting other contradictory lies they also rely on, their memes need to be WORDSWORDSWORDS to establish what you have to believe currently before the "observational comedy" or "joke" makes any kind of half-logic.
Meanwhile we can make jokes with as few words as possible, watch this:
"Anti-capitalist shirts for sale".
I know why!
Because Leftists rely on several layers of deception to be okay with the constant lies without upsetting other contradictory lies they also rely on, their memes need to be WORDSWORDSWORDS to establish what you have to believe currently before the "observational comedy" or "joke" makes any kind of half-logic.
Meanwhile we can make jokes with as few words as possible, watch this:
"Anti-capitalist shirts for sale".
NEW.
>Vaush Vs Dr. E. Michael Jones | Is Porn a Net Negative for Society? Debate Podcast
>Dr. E. Michael Jones and Vaush debate whether Porn is negative for Society. Does sexual liberation darken the mind, or enslave the will into debauchery? Can sterile masturbation, fantasized relationships, and detaching sexuality from it's natural order toward procreation really progress society? Does pornography fracture the soul and delete any sense of moral character from the mind of those addicted to it? Is "coombrain" real, and can it lead to obesity, obscenity, intellectual contradiction, and the replacement of offspring with cats? Will censoring pornography literally lead to an epidemic of drift-wood-porn black markets? These immortal modern questions and many more are answered in this stunning debate between an opposing intellect.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRUkkdgV4E8
Mirror:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/eObFEeEnUk6x/
>Vaush Vs Dr. E. Michael Jones | Is Porn a Net Negative for Society? Debate Podcast
>Dr. E. Michael Jones and Vaush debate whether Porn is negative for Society. Does sexual liberation darken the mind, or enslave the will into debauchery? Can sterile masturbation, fantasized relationships, and detaching sexuality from it's natural order toward procreation really progress society? Does pornography fracture the soul and delete any sense of moral character from the mind of those addicted to it? Is "coombrain" real, and can it lead to obesity, obscenity, intellectual contradiction, and the replacement of offspring with cats? Will censoring pornography literally lead to an epidemic of drift-wood-porn black markets? These immortal modern questions and many more are answered in this stunning debate between an opposing intellect.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRUkkdgV4E8
Mirror:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/eObFEeEnUk6x/
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That is the reason why I only masturbate to animated ponies.
>>1409
>(((Prostitution)))
I've always been suspicious of the nofap movement, because of the "heartbreaking" stories of having "failed" it, and am especially suspicious of the "no nut" movement, because that means no longer being sexual with a partner, which is quite natural unless there's some weird addiction involved.
It feels like a problem being conjoured by creating a solution to it (nofap movement) by the conspiring hand chafers.
Because the "solution" (not fapping) is close enough to the real problem (pharisees and their poisonous fruits/industries) to feel genuine, it'll focus the attention away from the causes of the problem and towards the more distant and controllable (by them) solution. Thereby, creating/conjouring the problem in the first place by making it seem bigger and more real than it actually is.
The pharisees/satan try to counterfeit/undermine every positive movement/idea/concept/everything, so in the case of "no nut", I wonder if they're trying to infiltrate/undermine a normal relationship between the Western/Christian young whitey stallion and mare with this garbage, because let's face it - statistically non-whitey's aren't going to be listening to (poisoned) fapping/humping advice anyway, they're just going to keep doing what they're doing.
This anon stallion's advice is golden!:
>>3446
>The first thing they tell you about trying to stop a behavior you no longer want in your life is to stop kicking yourself if you fuck up. (etc.)
My own experience: I used to fap out of boredom or to "wind down" every now and again and maybe after seeing a particularly nice Applejack pose, knowing that it was draining my energy but also just knowing that I could stop.
One day, I thought to myself "fapping is actually unnecessary", so I simply stopped for 6 months without feeling bad or having urges. When I did fap, I thought "whatever, I can do another 6 months, or not if I don't want to, or maybe longer... whatever". No stressing out over things that aren't worth stressing out over.
The world is messed up enough, to waste energy stressing out over things not worth getting upset over.
Also - any stallion (or dog) actually serious about self-improvement will take not fapping excessively as a given anyway, therefore it simply not being a problem, because the focus is on self-improvement, and fapping saps energy that's better invested elsewhere. Therefore, the occasional fap may simply be a minor setback that can be fixed up with some extra oats and a couple of extra lifts or bucks if so desired.
Someone can be the best nofapper anywhere, but will still look like a twig or soy-golem. However, someone genuinely focused on becoming "better", will actually visibly appear that way.
TL;DR: Chill, dude.
>(((Prostitution)))
I've always been suspicious of the nofap movement, because of the "heartbreaking" stories of having "failed" it, and am especially suspicious of the "no nut" movement, because that means no longer being sexual with a partner, which is quite natural unless there's some weird addiction involved.
It feels like a problem being conjoured by creating a solution to it (nofap movement) by the conspiring hand chafers.
Because the "solution" (not fapping) is close enough to the real problem (pharisees and their poisonous fruits/industries) to feel genuine, it'll focus the attention away from the causes of the problem and towards the more distant and controllable (by them) solution. Thereby, creating/conjouring the problem in the first place by making it seem bigger and more real than it actually is.
The pharisees/satan try to counterfeit/undermine every positive movement/idea/concept/everything, so in the case of "no nut", I wonder if they're trying to infiltrate/undermine a normal relationship between the Western/Christian young whitey stallion and mare with this garbage, because let's face it - statistically non-whitey's aren't going to be listening to (poisoned) fapping/humping advice anyway, they're just going to keep doing what they're doing.
This anon stallion's advice is golden!:
>>3446
>The first thing they tell you about trying to stop a behavior you no longer want in your life is to stop kicking yourself if you fuck up. (etc.)
My own experience: I used to fap out of boredom or to "wind down" every now and again and maybe after seeing a particularly nice Applejack pose, knowing that it was draining my energy but also just knowing that I could stop.
One day, I thought to myself "fapping is actually unnecessary", so I simply stopped for 6 months without feeling bad or having urges. When I did fap, I thought "whatever, I can do another 6 months, or not if I don't want to, or maybe longer... whatever". No stressing out over things that aren't worth stressing out over.
The world is messed up enough, to waste energy stressing out over things not worth getting upset over.
Also - any stallion (or dog) actually serious about self-improvement will take not fapping excessively as a given anyway, therefore it simply not being a problem, because the focus is on self-improvement, and fapping saps energy that's better invested elsewhere. Therefore, the occasional fap may simply be a minor setback that can be fixed up with some extra oats and a couple of extra lifts or bucks if so desired.
Someone can be the best nofapper anywhere, but will still look like a twig or soy-golem. However, someone genuinely focused on becoming "better", will actually visibly appear that way.
TL;DR: Chill, dude.
>>6355
Do you know what "fascists" do?
Complain about what the "anti-fascists" do.
And that's it.
Victims who want the jews to stop or be stopped.
Do you know what "fascists" do?
Complain about what the "anti-fascists" do.
And that's it.
Victims who want the jews to stop or be stopped.
>Hypocrisy
Enough is enough. A bunch of little things tried in isolation have all failed, even Easy Peasy, and I am literally getting too old for this shit. But now I'm gonna make it and someone, i.e., (you), are gonna hear about it
>LeechBlock
Have set up a good blocklist after many years, and have made it so that I have to remove the extension itself to remove the porn blocking.
>block using host file
0.0.0.0 is my friend. Has a few incompletions if I search long enough but LeechBlock covers that for me. Customized version from https://github.com/4skinSkywalker/Anti-Porn-HOSTS-File
>hide my root password
This is key. LeechBlock and /etc/hosts fail on their own, too easy to disable by logging on to root when in coom mode. Of course root password is too precious to lose. So
< Changed root password to a string of random characters
< Wrote down password on notecard
< Take note card to work and hide it there
< Need root? Bring laptop to work
With this I have no way of giving in, unless I take the card back home, or drive to work in the grips of a fitful urge, or something more extreme.
>Keep busy
Idle hands are the devils plaything and all. In horny mode, I would put porn before useful personal development. Now with porn hard to access I turn the tables, and let productivity smash the urges.
>Diary
The blogpost is part of the plan. Going to bring some traffic to this board quasiweekly. Will let y'all know how bad the urges get. I haven't been on a streak longer than 10 days in years.
>Confession
I've intellectually returned to Christianity and internalizing the Faith should seal the demons away. But I know I'm prone to temptation and a Confession without a plan of action is meaningless penance, so I place this as the last step, once I'm well on my way. The step that seals Satan away for good.
Ninety days >>3466 before I even THINK about relaxing on any of these steps. LFG
>LeechBlock
Have set up a good blocklist after many years, and have made it so that I have to remove the extension itself to remove the porn blocking.
>block using host file
0.0.0.0 is my friend. Has a few incompletions if I search long enough but LeechBlock covers that for me. Customized version from https://github.com/4skinSkywalker/Anti-Porn-HOSTS-File
>hide my root password
This is key. LeechBlock and /etc/hosts fail on their own, too easy to disable by logging on to root when in coom mode. Of course root password is too precious to lose. So
< Changed root password to a string of random characters
< Wrote down password on notecard
< Take note card to work and hide it there
< Need root? Bring laptop to work
With this I have no way of giving in, unless I take the card back home, or drive to work in the grips of a fitful urge, or something more extreme.
>Keep busy
Idle hands are the devils plaything and all. In horny mode, I would put porn before useful personal development. Now with porn hard to access I turn the tables, and let productivity smash the urges.
>Diary
The blogpost is part of the plan. Going to bring some traffic to this board quasiweekly. Will let y'all know how bad the urges get. I haven't been on a streak longer than 10 days in years.
>Confession
I've intellectually returned to Christianity and internalizing the Faith should seal the demons away. But I know I'm prone to temptation and a Confession without a plan of action is meaningless penance, so I place this as the last step, once I'm well on my way. The step that seals Satan away for good.
Ninety days >>3466 before I even THINK about relaxing on any of these steps. LFG
>>7393
Did you recieve the Holy Spirit by obeying the Law?
Or was it the result of hearing The Good News and believing that to be true?
Galatians 3
So the two questions are these:
>"From whom did the set of actions come from?"
>"Are you walking with The Holy Ghost?"
I've had/having a strange ride. What is generated by me as the flesh to solve the flesh problems, doesn't stick.
What occurs with The God is transformative. Very specifically by doing everything in fellowship with the Holy Comforter, Jesus and the Holy Father.
I've been gaining in experiences it's by the grace of God and His Mind, The Holy Ghost education, knowing when and where and how I go try doing something (anything) without God.
With God, He confirms what He says. That's for our sake.
Alot of the time by worldly standards, once something is presented its automatically taken up and going about a set of actions.
It's an issue, as it's making increasing more complex means of digging deeper what's presented. Into a question of what additional out of the box loops are there to jump through.
It gets out of hand.
By asking and talking with and trusting and cooperating with God and Jesus' COMPLETED WORK there's a different option than the one presented by those attempting to be without God in the midst working together.
God has amazing and great things in store for you. He has more thoughts about us, about you, than sand in the world.
His yoke is light.
Come to Him and rest. He got this.
Together you'll know what you do.
Did you recieve the Holy Spirit by obeying the Law?
Or was it the result of hearing The Good News and believing that to be true?
Galatians 3
So the two questions are these:
>"From whom did the set of actions come from?"
>"Are you walking with The Holy Ghost?"
I've had/having a strange ride. What is generated by me as the flesh to solve the flesh problems, doesn't stick.
What occurs with The God is transformative. Very specifically by doing everything in fellowship with the Holy Comforter, Jesus and the Holy Father.
I've been gaining in experiences it's by the grace of God and His Mind, The Holy Ghost education, knowing when and where and how I go try doing something (anything) without God.
With God, He confirms what He says. That's for our sake.
Alot of the time by worldly standards, once something is presented its automatically taken up and going about a set of actions.
It's an issue, as it's making increasing more complex means of digging deeper what's presented. Into a question of what additional out of the box loops are there to jump through.
It gets out of hand.
By asking and talking with and trusting and cooperating with God and Jesus' COMPLETED WORK there's a different option than the one presented by those attempting to be without God in the midst working together.
God has amazing and great things in store for you. He has more thoughts about us, about you, than sand in the world.
His yoke is light.
Come to Him and rest. He got this.
Together you'll know what you do.
>>7393
I'm in a similar situation, friend. My brain dodges EasyPeasy bullets like neo, though I have made some progress lately(few almost-week long streaks of abstinence), and am looking forward to reading your posts too.
Hiding the root passwd like that is a great idea though I tinker with my system too much so I can't properly keep my hands busy with those hobbies. What helped, what I read on 8/sig/ a long time ago, is repelling urges by doing a set number of push-ups or sit-ups each time instead. Doesn't always work because of lack of self-coomtrol but when it does it does.
Tried my hand at composing music and somehow got myself busy on it for an entire week, some asked if I was okay because I didn't even log into steam at all during that time. Another thing was programming but I didn't hold onto that for long sadly.
Good luck!
I'm in a similar situation, friend. My brain dodges EasyPeasy bullets like neo, though I have made some progress lately(few almost-week long streaks of abstinence), and am looking forward to reading your posts too.
Hiding the root passwd like that is a great idea though I tinker with my system too much so I can't properly keep my hands busy with those hobbies. What helped, what I read on 8/sig/ a long time ago, is repelling urges by doing a set number of push-ups or sit-ups each time instead. Doesn't always work because of lack of self-coomtrol but when it does it does.
Tried my hand at composing music and somehow got myself busy on it for an entire week, some asked if I was okay because I didn't even log into steam at all during that time. Another thing was programming but I didn't hold onto that for long sadly.
Good luck!
>>7395
Thanks Anon. Similar to you I find it almost impossible to go more than a week. Guess we're both pretty far down the rabbit hole. Climbing out will take effort and will. Glad you're here.
>Hiding the root passwd like that is a great idea
Thanks, it was going great all week except today I clicked for a terminal window and saw that I never logged out of my root session from last week. I was blindsided with unexpected root access and I tore down my barriers. Another afternoon lost to the goon. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT
Today's disaster aside, the plan is still solid. Keeping busy is helping. I'm developing a personal finance plan (which I could have finished today FUCK). I have some crypto and this week has been good. Thinking the bulls are in charge for a while, for stocks and crypto.
>repelling urges by doing a set number of push-ups or sit-ups each time instead
Good idea. I also like the idea of praying to St. Michael.
>Tried my hand at composing music
Genre?
>Another thing was programming but I didn't hold onto that for long sadly.
Language?
>>7394
>God has amazing and great things in store for you.
Thank you Anon. Belief is difficult for me. I have a long road back to God but I will walk it.
Well now barriers are back up, and the root session has been closed, for real. Ninety days. LFG take 2.
Thanks Anon. Similar to you I find it almost impossible to go more than a week. Guess we're both pretty far down the rabbit hole. Climbing out will take effort and will. Glad you're here.
>Hiding the root passwd like that is a great idea
Thanks, it was going great all week except today I clicked for a terminal window and saw that I never logged out of my root session from last week. I was blindsided with unexpected root access and I tore down my barriers. Another afternoon lost to the goon. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT
Today's disaster aside, the plan is still solid. Keeping busy is helping. I'm developing a personal finance plan (which I could have finished today FUCK). I have some crypto and this week has been good. Thinking the bulls are in charge for a while, for stocks and crypto.
>repelling urges by doing a set number of push-ups or sit-ups each time instead
Good idea. I also like the idea of praying to St. Michael.
>Tried my hand at composing music
Genre?
>Another thing was programming but I didn't hold onto that for long sadly.
Language?
>>7394
>God has amazing and great things in store for you.
Thank you Anon. Belief is difficult for me. I have a long road back to God but I will walk it.
Well now barriers are back up, and the root session has been closed, for real. Ninety days. LFG take 2.
>>7414
>I have a long road back to God but I will walk it.
<Too long didn't read. You're already with God. Rest in Him.
Sorry bro, but I have to correct that misunderstanding.
Ackqually, Jesus already finished the work. It's all on Him and what He did for you (us all).
Come home.
Talk it out with Jesus as soon as possible. One thing is that the fruit of the spirit includes self-control, it is Him working within you (us all).
While anyone can say and try going and doing it alone, making an attempt, it's better to cooperate with God.
That being you believe in Jesus' finished work on the cross and accept His payment in blood and that applies to you. He's got the heavy lifting, His yoke for you is lighter than without.
>What do I mean?
He's covered your sins, He said it's finished He did it on all sin ever.
Just walk boldly into the throne room son of God, friend of Jesus, saintly sibling, dwelling place of The Holy Ghost of God.
His work remains and lasts forever.
You're already home, He brought you at His own expense, rest in Him.
Take off those heavy weights, Jesus already lifted them for you. You never have to have to obey the lies of the world ever again.
He is with you, inside and outside and within and even deeper and more.
Spend a moment to realize that God, Jesus, The Holy Ghost, The Father is with you always.
Even in the midst of sin, look to Jesus. Even as whatever is playing or being done, He's stretching out His hands to help you and have you realize you're home with a holy hug.
He'll place it under your feet, you partake in Jesus' victory because He's sharing it.
He washed you.
He wants you to have the inheritance. He wants you in His family.
He's continually knocking, you only need to open up for Him.
>I have a long road back to God but I will walk it.
<Too long didn't read. You're already with God. Rest in Him.
Sorry bro, but I have to correct that misunderstanding.
Ackqually, Jesus already finished the work. It's all on Him and what He did for you (us all).
Come home.
Talk it out with Jesus as soon as possible. One thing is that the fruit of the spirit includes self-control, it is Him working within you (us all).
While anyone can say and try going and doing it alone, making an attempt, it's better to cooperate with God.
That being you believe in Jesus' finished work on the cross and accept His payment in blood and that applies to you. He's got the heavy lifting, His yoke for you is lighter than without.
>What do I mean?
He's covered your sins, He said it's finished He did it on all sin ever.
Just walk boldly into the throne room son of God, friend of Jesus, saintly sibling, dwelling place of The Holy Ghost of God.
His work remains and lasts forever.
You're already home, He brought you at His own expense, rest in Him.
Take off those heavy weights, Jesus already lifted them for you. You never have to have to obey the lies of the world ever again.
He is with you, inside and outside and within and even deeper and more.
Spend a moment to realize that God, Jesus, The Holy Ghost, The Father is with you always.
Even in the midst of sin, look to Jesus. Even as whatever is playing or being done, He's stretching out His hands to help you and have you realize you're home with a holy hug.
He'll place it under your feet, you partake in Jesus' victory because He's sharing it.
He washed you.
He wants you to have the inheritance. He wants you in His family.
He's continually knocking, you only need to open up for Him.
>>7414
>Today's disaster aside, the plan is still solid.
It's what counts.
>I also like the idea of praying to St. Michael.
Will try that. I have prayed before to God but shall do it more frequently
>Genre?
Some (fairly generic?) very fast electronic music, in the style of 2000's action racing games. For me it took quite a while to start, and the goal is to make myself used to using a tracker (schismtracker). I thought about making a thread, basically like bale, where anons could come together and we could make an album. Depending on how many would participate I think everypony would be free to have multiple songs. But it's just a thought
>Language?
C, though I will finally start doing POSIX shell scripting because it's ridiculous to have gone so long without it. A little art project is underway too, getting into pencil drawing again.
>Well now barriers are back up, and the root session has been closed, for real. Ninety days. LFG take 2.
Good luck poner. I have failed since my last post but I won't let that discourage me. I won't goon for long. We'll be free from these shackles!
>Today's disaster aside, the plan is still solid.
It's what counts.
>I also like the idea of praying to St. Michael.
Will try that. I have prayed before to God but shall do it more frequently
>Genre?
Some (fairly generic?) very fast electronic music, in the style of 2000's action racing games. For me it took quite a while to start, and the goal is to make myself used to using a tracker (schismtracker). I thought about making a thread, basically like bale, where anons could come together and we could make an album. Depending on how many would participate I think everypony would be free to have multiple songs. But it's just a thought
>Language?
C, though I will finally start doing POSIX shell scripting because it's ridiculous to have gone so long without it. A little art project is underway too, getting into pencil drawing again.
>Well now barriers are back up, and the root session has been closed, for real. Ninety days. LFG take 2.
Good luck poner. I have failed since my last post but I won't let that discourage me. I won't goon for long. We'll be free from these shackles!
Go chop hot peppers without gloves. That should prevent you from fapping.
I brought the root password card home from work today and the collapse was automatic. Frighteningly so. Like my conscious self just surrendered the moment I sat down and let the subconscious gooner take over. Well, ninety days is in ninety days again. It really is going to take that long to effect a reset, I think, and I must learn to internal active defense.
>>7416
>Some (fairly generic?) very fast electronic music, in the style of 2000's action racing games.
I don't know much about that. I once tried my hand at composing classical music for piano in my late teens, before my life was ruled by the Internet. (Another destructive habit of mine, excessive Internet consumption especially YouTube)
>C
Based. I know enough C that excessive procedural thinking pollutes code I write in object oriented languages. Such code ends up way longer (time and # of lines) than it needs to be.
>I have failed since my last post but I won't let that discourage me. I won't goon for long. We'll be free from these shackles!
Too right we will. Ninety days from your last goon. Mark it on your calendar!
>>7416
>Some (fairly generic?) very fast electronic music, in the style of 2000's action racing games.
I don't know much about that. I once tried my hand at composing classical music for piano in my late teens, before my life was ruled by the Internet. (Another destructive habit of mine, excessive Internet consumption especially YouTube)
>C
Based. I know enough C that excessive procedural thinking pollutes code I write in object oriented languages. Such code ends up way longer (time and # of lines) than it needs to be.
>I have failed since my last post but I won't let that discourage me. I won't goon for long. We'll be free from these shackles!
Too right we will. Ninety days from your last goon. Mark it on your calendar!
>>7456
>collapse was automatic.
Subconsciously you've set up an If statment.
If you have the root password on hand
You watch ze prons
Else
Alternative actions are taken.
The set up is easy for anyone to just do without knowing they've done it.
Such as thinking you've got to get a red Lamborghini to drive in style to get famous. That's obviously not true.
The setup action doesn't even match the testing condition or the ideal outcome.
More or less that's the thing.
Puting a task for the subconscious or unconscious to keep an eye on is something those parts are decent at.
It's part of why getting something off your chest is important and does matter. It's metaphorically clearing the air and getting closure. Helping in ending certain patterns.
It's like a paper trail for your mind to build on and off of.
>collapse was automatic.
Subconsciously you've set up an If statment.
If you have the root password on hand
You watch ze prons
Else
Alternative actions are taken.
The set up is easy for anyone to just do without knowing they've done it.
Such as thinking you've got to get a red Lamborghini to drive in style to get famous. That's obviously not true.
The setup action doesn't even match the testing condition or the ideal outcome.
More or less that's the thing.
Puting a task for the subconscious or unconscious to keep an eye on is something those parts are decent at.
It's part of why getting something off your chest is important and does matter. It's metaphorically clearing the air and getting closure. Helping in ending certain patterns.
It's like a paper trail for your mind to build on and off of.
>>7457
>Subconsciously you've set up an If statment.
Yea. That's the idea behind EasyPeasy I suppose, "remove the IF statement bro you're the programmer, just do it and never look back". Easier said than done. (Or maybe not, EasyPeasy took forever to read)
>It's like a paper trail for your mind to build on and off of.
Not exactly sure what you mean. I read it as "form productive habits". This may be even more important, my life is stagnant since I tend to mindlessly scroll YouTube after work which is only marginally better than gooning.
Well now it is time for another test. I found a site that evaded my blocklist. Started to goon but I broke the mental cycle and stopped myself. About to go to bed. Can't block the site until Monday. Pray for me bros.
>Subconsciously you've set up an If statment.
Yea. That's the idea behind EasyPeasy I suppose, "remove the IF statement bro you're the programmer, just do it and never look back". Easier said than done. (Or maybe not, EasyPeasy took forever to read)
>It's like a paper trail for your mind to build on and off of.
Not exactly sure what you mean. I read it as "form productive habits". This may be even more important, my life is stagnant since I tend to mindlessly scroll YouTube after work which is only marginally better than gooning.
Well now it is time for another test. I found a site that evaded my blocklist. Started to goon but I broke the mental cycle and stopped myself. About to go to bed. Can't block the site until Monday. Pray for me bros.
I made it. It was not easy, and I did begin to browse porn evenings up to and including yesterday, but each session I regained my composure and aborted. Now my defenses are back up and the urges are gone, for now.
Happy Easter and remember we're all gonna make it.
Happy Easter and remember we're all gonna make it.
The first step towards nofap is total celibacy in favor of mares.
Once you've removed non-mare content your portfolio, you learn the proper discipline to stop clopping altogether.
Once you've removed non-mare content your portfolio, you learn the proper discipline to stop clopping altogether.
eat fruits, aquire adrenaline and exercise, channel your libido up your spine, so you stop being a horny demon fuck
Achieved near nofap just by constantly sitting on boorus looking at pony pictures. No urge to jerk off to people at all. I even watched a few of my previously favorite porn videos. Despite having an erection, I didn't jerk off and soon the erection was gone.
I only jerk off once a week on a pony. It's been like that for two weeks now.
I only jerk off once a week on a pony. It's been like that for two weeks now.
Are people seriously still doing nofap in 2024? Just give it a few years, your overcharged libido will even out. I used to watch porn and beat it constantly, now I jerk it maybe once a week if even. I rarely view porn. Didn’t really take any special effort, I just got bored with it and moved on to other things.
>>7532
>I just got bored with it and moved on to other things.
Glad to read that. Many got disensibilized and in their quest for pleasure fell deeper and deeper into perversion.
Something like: vaginal>anal>BDSM>transvestism>pedophilia>murder
>I just got bored with it and moved on to other things.
Glad to read that. Many got disensibilized and in their quest for pleasure fell deeper and deeper into perversion.
Something like: vaginal>anal>BDSM>transvestism>pedophilia>murder
>>7533
Tbh I probably did get desensitized, but it didn’t really have that pipeline effect on me, it just meant I got bored with it and stopped. When I was a teenager I was like Beavis and Butthead, obsessing over boobs and naked girls and whatever, so as soon as I had access to porn I went crazy with it. After awhile though tits and vaginas and assholes all look the same and there’s no thrill anymore just in seeing that. At the same time that incessant sex drive you have when you’re younger just sort of ebbed off for me. So at this point I just fap occasionally when I need to and otherwise don’t really think about it. If I view porn at all it’s usually just for the duration it takes me to finish, which isn’t long. I honestly can’t imagine just sitting and gooning to it for hours the way some people do.
Tbh I probably did get desensitized, but it didn’t really have that pipeline effect on me, it just meant I got bored with it and stopped. When I was a teenager I was like Beavis and Butthead, obsessing over boobs and naked girls and whatever, so as soon as I had access to porn I went crazy with it. After awhile though tits and vaginas and assholes all look the same and there’s no thrill anymore just in seeing that. At the same time that incessant sex drive you have when you’re younger just sort of ebbed off for me. So at this point I just fap occasionally when I need to and otherwise don’t really think about it. If I view porn at all it’s usually just for the duration it takes me to finish, which isn’t long. I honestly can’t imagine just sitting and gooning to it for hours the way some people do.
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