to shed some light on why you want the depressing stuff, I bring forth the phrase "misery loves company". What's up, why do you feel bad?
Death in the family is really the main reason I think. I've become detached from my emotions since then and I think
that's the reason sadness is so appealing. Can I have my fix now?
I see, and to an extent I get it. I'm not sure how I can help you get over that, but I guess a start would be to remind yourself that they no longer have to deal with the evils of this world now that they've passed on.>can you have your fix
this is about all I can find that's feels related, I hope it's okay.
Thank you Anon. That's good.