>>5951is the kirin a poner enough?
>>5951Life is hard; have a ponk!
>>5951Can I offer you a muffin in this trying time?
>>5952aw
>>5953kirin are pony, so allowed
>>5954glad i took the time to decode that, very cute
>>5957>>5960ponka always a cute
>>5961bet derpys muffins are legendary
>>5951poner in more D before sleep Y
>>5951I was lying on the floor listening to music and crying earlier
Music is really the only thing that makes me cry anymore and its always been that way
Im glad I have music and ponies in my life
>>5965>>5966adorable
>>5968one cannot underestimate of positive influence of pone
>>5971the animation on the right has no right being as funny as it was
>>5972cutecow or bigponer? you decide
>>5968I know. I have been depressed for years and been deeply for the last few months. I have had suicidal fantasies, will have again sometime in the future for sure.
I can offer many different advice if you wish
One quick is to go in on chatgpt and talk to mental health counselor gpt. I like that chat.. There's so much that I have learnt about all this. But I'm not gonna pretend that I'm some expert or that I'm over my depression myself, I just wanna help the best I can.
But crying on the floor is good. Crying is a release of tension. That's great.
Anyway, I'm here for you if you want to talk, or honestly anything you want. I truly appreciate a person who also loves ponies. I bet if we meet irl we'd be friends.
thanks lads, im feeling not as crestfallen
>>5975such a pretty cow
>>6034Would you still be willing to take cute ponies and sorta-ponies, tho?
>>6035snekponer would be nice for cuddles
I hope you feel better soon, Anon. I'm here if you'd like to talk.
>>6074its a sad state of affairs where id rather be at work than at home
>>6095I know the feeling. What do you like about your job?
>>6101the challenge, each day is something different working with new technologies
>>6104Good on you. I want to work with electronic circuits at some point.
Anything fun planned for today?
>>6110electronics is interesting, love repairing them but i can only design basic stuff
>fun?might seek out some wholesome pone comics or start converting some docker scripts i have to docker stacks for easier deployment.
>>6144decent chuckle, thank you. and thank you to everyone thats been cheeringe up today i really appreciate it
>>5951Finding out altchan's aren't as keen to strictly keep sfw and nsfw separate made the week so much worse.
>>6161You deserve a reprieve. I hope you feel better soon, Anon. I pray you are given to the same resilience that I had beheld in my darkest hours and overcome your trials.
>>5972Poni do have power, yes
I know I would be a much different person if I hadn't found them when I had
>>5976I always resolved things in my head by my self, and we never had money for therapy so I never went
Im good at making friends sure but I'm not great at keeping them
I forget to talk to them and they've never went out of their way to talk to me
Besides, you probably wouldn't like me if you really got to know me
>>6203NTA. Same Im pretty asocial. It's too much work to socialize and maintain relationships.
>>6203I am pretty much the same. Perhaps that stemmed from my low prospects in life. I did not expect a future when I started my own life. The only deal I hoped for was that I'd get to live with a home, food, and the internet until my parents die, after which even that wouldn't matter and suicide would become fair game. Just so I wouldn't hurt my parents at least. For the same reason I was never transparent with them about that. I did not expect them to understand this perspective. They lived way too prosperous a life and I saw the signs of the economy going down the drain in the early 2000s already. Over the years, slowly, the little wealth I had started out with from my parents drained, despite frugal spending. Life would always challenge something important, such as rent or food, and I would have to give up yet another thing in my life forever to keep the basics going.
Pones kept me going for a significant amount of time. Watching the show and all the fan-made stuff gave me a feeling of cosiness, a feeling of acceptance, a feeling of a future.
A feeling of home.
That feeling is long gone now. I do not feel anything in particular when I see them anymore. The grand illusion is shattered and the downward spiral welcomes me in its embrace. The art is still nice but it does not go further than that anymore.
Soon, rent is going to triple for me. I won't have enough for food then. I could ask for social security to help out but I don't feel like fighting anymore. Fighting always resulted in losing, if not the thing I fought for then something else. After over thirty years of life I own nothing that I earned myself but a microwave I bought used way back when. Everything else I own I got from my parents. It sometimes feels as if I was simply not good enough for life or that I am the universe's anomaly of bad fortune. Either way, there is no sense in trying. There is only hurt that way. The hope of outliving my parents was pretty much extinguished this year.
I really want to drown all this in alcohol but I could not afford that since about three years ago. Alcohol always helped. Not a lot and not forever but a temporary solution is still a solution.
Therapy is unironically an utter load of bs, literal jewscience. An anons (from /mlp/) therapist tried to gaslight him into thinking he's a pedo because he likes MLP. Improving yourself starts with altering your outlook and perspective on life. I can't stress enough how good a little exercise or a brief walk in the sun can change your mood, the hardest part is initially motivating yourself. Also try to envision plans, goal and something to look forward to.
>>6345>I did not expect a future when I started my own lifeI was the opposite until reality hit, I've worked since I left school and have little to show for it in saying I'm 30 now. Everyone I know who does "have something to show for it" is in reality, up to their eyeballs in debt. In my country it's practically impossible to be a homeowner unless you got a shitload of money from your parents or you're a couple with a death sentence mortgage.
>Getting raped on rentHave you considered an alternate lifestyle? How about living in a van or 2nd hand winnebago, it's cheap and can be quite luxurious nowadays, sure initial cost can be high but it pays off quickly in the long run.
>I really want to drown all this in alcohol but I could not afford thatThat's a good thing. Alcohol is a poison, don't climb into that pit that you will only go deep and deeper into.
>>6345Feel like im a few years behind you personally, probably go down the same route too when I hit 30
I got evicted recently and am living out of a shitbox RV as of late
Still have everything to live though and it isn't all bad
Haven't drank for a long while now that you mention it, was drinking every other day all last year
>>6358>An anons (from /mlp/) therapist tried to gaslight him into thinking he's a pedo because he likes MLP.I think I remember reading that same post youre talking about, that shit was twisted
Feel like they would ask the same of me if I went to one and admitted how important ponies are to me
Okay, I'll post a pony here, but she is NOT cute!
>>6477Dashie with a ponytail is so cute
I hope you feel better soon, anon
>>6357Moderately brown
>>6345>>6358>>6418Gentlemen, I'm going to be real with you. The world does not care, and will allow you to curl up and waste into nonexistence and suicide if you allow it to. I'm probably about 10 years ahead of you. There was no hope, no light at the end of the tunnel, and then without any warning things changed. It wasn't anything I could have predicted, anticipated, or planned for. It came about because I helped someone, thanklessly and without any expectation of reward.
That's what it's going to take. Anons helping anons. Wealthy, established, privileged, and interconnected families and groups, they have each-other's backs. But the misfits in life have to rely on one another. Not because "family" or "besties" or anything like that, but because people like us don't have alot of options.
>>6513I am of a similar bend. Kudos on your good deed, and may you be amply rewarded still.
OP, if you're reading this, I hope you're having a good day. If you feel alone, know there is at least one person in this world thinking about you.
Don't know where to ask for this but does anyone have the best friends until the end of time vid where it's a vhs degradation version?
>>5951Was feeling down too for a little while bro, but things are starting to seem a little lighter.
>>6203>Besides, you probably wouldn't like me if you really got to know meI don't believe so. You would have to try really hard to make me dislike you.
Anyway, I think taking a break and just doing what you like and have energy for is a way to heal, imo. And I also want to emphasize that listening to yourself is good too. Like I don't know your situation so my advice, or anybody else's, might not fit you but I'm just giving you what make sense for me so don't feel like I'm telling you what to do or anything.
I'll try to return with what has worked for me so far and share it with you, frend.
>>6513>The world does not careI'm well aware of that anon.
You're dead right about helping out other misfits and outcasts, we tend to stick together and dismiss the NPC's in life. I don't mind helping out the right people but help out some people, they'll take you for granted and tread you like a doormat.
I've found that those who've had a difficult life are often the most genuine people you could ever meet. When people grow up spoiled they expect everything in life to be handed to them.
>>6549kino
Its nice to see everyone supporting each other /)
DoubleWBrothers just released a cute song and animation about patting Chrysalis’s head
[YouTube] When You Pat Her Head (Animated Song)
[Embed]>>9254That throne needs to be bigger so it will be more comfy for sexy fun time.
>>9254Very cute. Thats gonna be stuck in my head all night now.
>>9595i love these southern simple innocent pony gals
Have best cow/horse for sad anon!