Suicide note
Hello /mlpol/ you may not know me for who I’m and just think I’m another angry or sad anon which are both true, I’m writing this just to say I had some good time on here and not like /pol/ there not a lot of shareblue or there none at all on here which is why I love this community more. But to get to the point since of the vote for SSM got through and will be put in by the end of this year.
I’m considering take my own life again and I know what your think that a bit of a overreaction but for me isn’t when I was 8 months in my mother wound my brother & sister whos ages were 4 & 2 where being brutally molested by a 15 year old faggot who stole my mums clothes and used to prance around in them and always threaten to kill me and my mum if my sister ever told and for this reason for rest of my life my family has consider me to be a curse. But to continue on one day my sister try to make out with my mother which is how my worked it out that kids were being abused, she would of figured it out early but my mum worked a lot of late hours and early shifts at the hospital and my dad was always away for work for being a truck driver.Which why it took her longer to find out So this made sense to my mum because my baby brother had rash on him after my mum found out and called the police a lot of damage was already done by this faggot my brother end up get rocking baby syndrome which end up him getting a list problems down the line like severe autism, epilepsy same with my sister so what make this worst is the pedo faggot got away with it even after admitting to it and all he got was a offering of counselling not even my brother or sister got offered just him, but to make a long story short for 21 years of my life I seen my family go through cancer, death, lost 4 homes in house fire, bankruptcy lost a house to this too, suicide of others loved ones, I have no friends I been a complete fuck up of a human I suffer with agoraphobia, anthrophobia and Mysophobia and there not a lot go for me so yea shit thanks if anyone replies but I’m getting pretty drunk so sorry for the spelling errors or miss shit to make it make sense, any who I’m going see where this day takes me so thanks again
We all know the slippery slope and I don’t want to see it