I just checked a shitty deviantart account I made to infiltrate a stupid pokemon fangroup while bored and drunk. Turns out they banned me without messaging me or telling me why, and they told all my friends in that group to never talk to me again so they're refusing to talk to me, for fear of being banned. Even though you can't tell who is sending "Notes"(Messages) to you on this stupid site.
I feel sadder about this than I feel I should. I started this for the lulz, but I enjoyed having people say nice things about my shitty fanfics, even if they were built from the ground up to appeal to these faggots. It felt nice to be part of a lively fandom. It felt nice to feel appreciated.
It was… dare I say it… comfy. And now it's gone. I feel sad about being banned from a faggoty circlejerking "Fanfiction shared universe" club led by a fart fetishist fursuited faggot so embarassing, even his own moderators can't stand the useless fuck.
I shouldn't miss the group but I liked having fun in a group full of retarded faggots being cringey together without fear of judgement. I even feel like I'll miss the retarded friends I made. I know this is pathetic and that's what makes it so pathetic, I'm so starved for human affection I fell in love with a shitty group.