Something that has been stuck with me recently is the subject of how pointless life is which was influenced to me by adam lanza's archived recordings.
People say stuff like "i will continue to live so in the future i can buy my dream car or/and house, get married, have kids, etc"
But when you die you won't have to worry about any of these things because you will not want it anymore, in fact, you will not worry about anything ever because there's no "will", "want", "worry" or "anything ever" after you die, your consciousness just escapes the mortal vessel and your so called "self" returns to the same point in which you and everyone else who's going to exist were in before you and them existed, no suffering, no enjoyment, and no thoughts at all. the idea of this alone may sound "depressing" or "scary" to alot of people because they have been infected by cultural values and boundaries that brainwashed them into thinking that most importantly living and sometimes maybe even creating life forms themselves (procreating) is an obligation and if they just skip all that by simply killing themselves then that's apparently a "bad" thing