>>24714>>24716>>24718A special kind of retard we have here, wew.
Okay, wow, it's still going. Well, I guess I'd share a bit more about my therapy session yesterday.
>MFW I just told the truth to my psychiatrist>MFW I made it out>Talked about how my struggle with this foalcon/loli addiction, about my online life, my jbo, my family, even this place, and I'm starting to get how it is linked to deeper issues, especially related to past relationships that were chaotic and unhealthy, and a lot of crap. My psy agreed, there's going to be a lot of work to explain my current state of depression and what I assumed being a pedophile. She's the one who decides if I'm one or not. In summary,>Anon, you diagnosed yourself a pedo with a Google search but I'm a psychiatrist, I treat pedophiles, zoophiles, maniacs, you're not one. I'm the one who diagnoses. You have a problem, and watching little ponies being raped by Princess Celestia should be the least of your problems.>>24712She wanted me to admit if I did anything illegal, AFAIK I never did even try to download CP or engage into anything illegal, there was some spam I always reported it. So that's a first, a pedo will engage in illegal stuff that's the whole difference.
So, here's the main good new I'm not a pedo, still I have a kink and I'm ashamed of it because what it represents and a whole lot more things, I'm still scared being more fucked than I ever was myself and wanted to know, I need to, you know there's no going back. I'm already getting better about this, a real pedo will want to fuck a real child, and we don't have toughtcrime, many people want to believe if they killed or stuff like that all the time. I have my problems too, shitty childhood but in particular, my ex was an obsessional and chaotic dyke, which really took a toll on my sanity and how I wasted almost a decade with her for nothing productive, destructive relationship if not infantilizing me along with being far from my family for a long time, not talking, and being essentially feeling out of place, all the time and out of time, not fitting in this society, now I'm alone again and feeling like a weirdo, feeling out of time and I need to understand all that, why do I feel I need foalcon and to be a fucking coomer. And I found a lot of similarities with what anon mentioned on a society that shills porn, talked about this and yes that's fucking real.
Again, I wanna make that clear, going to therapy does not make me a fag or anything of the sort, on contrary suggesting that I shouldn't seek therapy is fucking retarded. I'm taking care of my fucking head, plain and simple.
>>24698>They're a tool to help you, if they're any good. If they're not good you can still use them, but use your exit strategy.Exactly this, we discussed for a whole session and how it works and even if I'm ok to continue with her as I can change if I'm not satisfied or not feeling confident enough but nah she's doing the job, I had a good recommendation from my a friend who also had his problems, not close but worth it. He don't knows anything about all that and don't wanna know.
>>24711>Anon have issues and he's doing the necessary, now if you have any, would you do the sameNGL he should, not thinking I should discuss that but he's probably from a discord channel I know... Yeah my dude needs a reality check.
>43 years old, dude... No wonder you are jelly about Anon finding help. You're jelly, this is my diagnosis.He's miserable. I don't wanna end like this.